How Long Do I Have To Wait? (poem)

How long do I have to wait,
Till you come back?
I'm crying all night,
Why can't you just come back?
My pillow sucks in my tears,
Getting wetter and wetter,
Till day light comes.
I never sleep these days,
Because you left me,
When will you come back?
Tomorrow?
Today?
Minutes or hours away?
When will you come back?
Mother?
Father?
I have no one to hug,
No one to cuddle with,
When will you come back?
When will you wake up?
Mother?
Father?
How long do I have to wait,
Till you come back,
Hug me,
And say,
"Everything is alright."
I feel like a three year old child,
Crying all night and all day,
Our house is ruined,
No,
Not our house,
The house.
It is not mine,
It's not yours,
I am just nine,
And you are not here,
How long do I have to wait,
Till you come back?
Mother?
Father?
I fear I will die,
I have nothing to eat,
When I'm thirsty,
I drink my sour and bitter tears,
My face is stained,
With marks of tears,
Which will never be erased,
For I fear you will never come back.
How long do I have to wait?
Mother?
Father?
I just want to die,
Mother,
Father.
How long do I have to wait?
How long do I have to wait?
How long do I have to wait,
Till I die,
And be welcomed to heaven,
With you,
Hugging me?
(no no, don't worry, my parents are okay, I'm okay, my brother's okay, and I'm not nine... lol)