ディスアピアー (Disappear)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
何度も何度も探したけれど 	nando mo nando mo sagashita keredo 	I’ve searched again and again
僕の生きた痕跡が 	boku no ikita konseki ga 	for any traces of my existence,
見つけられないんです 	mitsukerarenai ndesu 	but I can’t find any whatsoever.
 	 	
気が付いたら 	ki ga tsuitara 	The next thing I knew,
僕の僕の目はもう 	boku no boku no me wa mou 	my, my eyes could no longer
世界を映せなくなってた 	sekai o utsusenakunatteta 	see the world.
笑え 	warae 	Smile.
 	 	
周りの人間の幸せそうな 	mawari no ningen no shiawase sou na 	I don’t want to listen
声を聞きたくなくて 	koe o kikitaku nakute 	to the happy voices of the people around me,
耳を塞いでいたら 	mimi o fusaide itara 	if I just plug my ears…
 	 	
いつの間にか 	itsu no mani ka 	Before I knew it,
僕の僕の耳はもう 	boku no boku no mimi wa mou 	my, my ears could no longer
何も聞こえなくなってた 	nani mo kikoenakunatteta 	hear anything.
 	 	
勝手に期待されて決めつけられて 	katte ni kitai sarete kimetsukerarete 	People casually forced their expectations on me and decided things for me,
僕の意思は押し潰されていた 	boku no ishi wa oshitsubusarete ita 	and my own will was crushed into nothing.
 	 	
ああ、もう何も聞こえないよ 	aa, mou nani mo kikoenai yo 	Ah, I can’t hear anything anymore.
何も見えない何も感じない何もわからない 	nani mo mienai nani mo kanjinai nani mo wakaranai 	I can’t see anything, I can’t feel anything, I don’t understand anything.
僕にどうしろっていうんだ？ 	boku ni doushiro tte yuu nda? 	What do you want me to do?
僕の世界は既にどんぞこさ 	boku no sekai wa sudeni donzoko sa 	My world has already hit rock bottom.
 	 	
自分が今歩んでる 	jibun ga ima ayunderu 	Even if I reexamine
道を見つめ直してみても 	michi o mitsume naoshite mite mo 	the path I’m currently taking,
僕が歩みたい道じゃない 	boku ga ayumitai michi janai 	it’s still not the path I want to walk.
 	 	
気が付いたら 	ki ga tsuitara 	The next thing I know,
僕の僕の足はもう 	boku no boku no ashi wa mou 	my, my legs
歩くことすら出来ない 	aruku koto sura dekinai 	can’t even walk anymore.
 	 	
きっと、僕の好きなことも知らないだろ？ 	kitto, boku no suki na koto mo shiranai daro? 	Surely, I don’t even recognize my favorite things anymore, right?
僕は僕のために生きたいんだ 	boku wa boku no tame ni ikitai nda 	I want to live for my own sake.
 	 	
もう何も信じられないよ 	mou nani mo shinjirarenai yo 	I can’t believe anything anymore.
どこにも行けないし誰にも従いたくないんだ 	doko ni mo ikenai shi dare ni mo shitagaitakunai nda	I can’t go anywhere, and I don’t want to yield to anyone.
もうこの生き方はやめた 	mou kono ikikata wa yameta 	I’m done with this way of life.
僕の世界なんてどこまでも落ちてゆけばいい 	boku no sekai nante doko made mo ochite yukeba ii 	This world of mine should sink into oblivion.
 	 	
ねぇ本当はもっともっと 	nee hontou wa motto motto 	You see, the truth is,
ちゃんと僕を見て欲しいよ 	chanto boku o mite hoshii yo 	I want you to look at me more and more.
ありのままの僕を知ってよ 	ari no mama no boku o shitte yo 	Know the real me.
僕はここにいる 	boku wa koko ni iru 	I’m right here.
 	 	
皆と僕も同じ呼吸したいよ 	mina to boku mo onaji kokyuu shitai yo 	We all want to breathe just the same.
どうして僕だけは普通が許されないんだろう？ 	doushite boku dake wa futsuu ga yurusarenai ndarou? 	Why am I the only one not allowed to be ordinary?
ただしたいことがあるんだ 	tada shitai koto ga aru nda 	There are some things I want to fix,
一度だけ連れ戻して 	ichido dake tsuremodoshite 	so bring me back just this once.
 	 	
どうか僕に愛を下さい 	dou ka boku ni ai o kudasai 	Please give me love.
どうか僕を愛して下さい 	dou ka boku o aishite kudasai 	Please love me.
どうか僕の愛を下さい 	dou ka boku no ai o kudasai 	Please give me my love.
僕のを取り戻して下さい 	boku no ai o torimodoshite kudasai 	Please take back my heart (love).
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*IMPERFECT
==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics source
===Unofficial===
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*Violet - Translation source
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