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Elaina Hyde
Elaina Hyde 
@mselainahyde 3 years ago
(So! At the time I am tired and lonely [even though I'm babysitting some... not as bad kids] and emotional, slightly. So, emotions and feeling time!!!
So, basically, I'm loud and annoying and weird. Lots of people don't like me, or they barely talk to me. Most people will ignore me, even some of my "close friends". They have more important things to talk about like 21 pilots and... Chad... [I'll explain Chad if you want. He's not a bad guy.] 
Basically people ignore me or hate me. Even my mom doesn't care what I have to say [shes just done with my fan girl rants.]
Everyone wonders why I YELL all the time and all this stuff. Because nobody listens to me.
BUT ANYWAYS- my point is people don't like me so I'm on the internet all the time. Mainly here, because you guys listen to me. Even if it's roleplaying. You guys have interesting things to say, and you listen to me, and I love you guys. 
And I'm ranting, woo! I would make it less rant-y but I'm too lazy so you gotta read all of this.
I love you guys! You're real friends. You don't ignore me. And you hopefully don't think I'm annoying. 
HOORAY FOR ABNOXIOUS RANTING!!! WOOOO!
I don't know why but this whole thing seems repetitive 😜
I just like how you guys are real friends despite what people say about internet people not being "real" friends. You don't know my real name, or where I live, and you don't care. You don't need to know what school I go to to know someone there made me sad [don't worry, nobody made me sad] or you don't need to know what my name is to know that someone in my family died and that's sad. 
I honestly don't know what I'm trying to say. I guess... I just love you guys. A lot. You help me with things that I don't know, and you make me feel better when I'm sad, and you guys worry about each other even though you might not know each other in "real life"! I love the thing we have here. It's not like followers or viewers, we're like a family here. 
I'm sorry if you read that whole rant, I just had to tell you guys how I felt about all this. ❤️❤️)
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Mz.Hyde Mod • 3 years ago
And on that day, Mz. Hyde's heart grew three sizes!!!😭😭😭😭 I like you too Elaina or Suzy or Stella or Alicia or whoever you are!!!
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
Suzy?
... Stella? (Surprisingly, sort of close! But not to my first name. Kinda... sorta... almost the same meaning as my middle name? But...?)
I just had to have a feelings moment and tell you guys that you are amazing people and you're like a family to me, even if it made no sense!
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
I love you too Annabellabeth!
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
Not even close 😂😂 although that is really fun to say! Annabellabeth...
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
It's a little late to play hangman...but I love you too!!!
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
😊 you are someone really cool! You're all goofy and stuff and you make me not be scared to be goofy. You're goofy on college radio! I don't feel so weird being goofy in the halls because of you now!
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
I always knew that I was a bad influence on people! Thanks for confirming that!😊
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
Bad influence? What?! Noooo!! You're not a bad influence 😥
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
I'm not?
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
No! You make me not scared to be me! That's a good thing! 🙂
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
Really?
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
Yeah! 😄
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
*Gets all teary eyed.*
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
Don't cry! *hugs*
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
These are happy tears! *Hugs her back!*
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
You're awesome. 
If anyone says you aren't awesome I'll beat them up 😡😡😡
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
No no, no one has said anything like that! It's just I never thought how much this forum means to people....how much I mean to people!
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
This forum means a lot to me! I have real friends here who care about me and ya'll don't ignore me just because someone else has something "more important" (21 pilots video just came out did you see it blah blah blah) to say.
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Catt Hatter  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
Of course you mean a lot to me! You think I'd let just anyone share a ship with one of my babies? ;3
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Catt Hatter • 3 years ago
Soo... you're consenting to it?!
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Catt Hatter  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
If we keep it to fluff, I guess it's okay. ;3
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
MZ HYYYYYDE!!!! THEY'RE BACK 😰😰
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Elaina Hyde  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
THEY GOT ON MY- ARGGGG
I'm so freaking MAD
THE INFESTATION SPREAD TO MY CHANNEL
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
Shot them!
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
ARGGG
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
I'm so mad...
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
Remember Elaina, you have feelings, they don't.
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
So I can be completely evil to them and it's okay is what you're saying?
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
Actually, replying to them is a very bad idea. They can get your personal info from your response.
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
I haven't replied to them just to make sure that didn't happen 😅
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
Good!
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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
:)
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Catt Hatter  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago
*hugs* 😄
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Mz.Hyde Mod  Catt Hatter • 3 years ago
*hugs!!*😄😄
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Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
(Also, just because I'm bored, I wanted to mention that for some reason I LOVE this picture!!! Like... I don't understand why.) 
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Hastie Lanyon • 3 years ago
Usually I would hiss and scuttle back into the darkness when I hear the words "feelings" and "emotions", but I'm glad I didn't do just that this time. I'm sorry the people in your vicinity aren't all that caring, but I'm glad you can find joy here.
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Elaina Hyde  Hastie Lanyon • 3 years ago
😆
It's okay, I'm used to it. And I have ya'll and Helen, I manage.
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Catt Hatter  Hastie Lanyon • 3 years ago
*hugs* Group hug! 😄
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Miss-Dreamerkat • 3 years ago
Wow, that sounds kind of like me. I'm sorry you have to deal with no one listening to you but i'm glad you find happiness here.
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Catt Hatter  Miss-Dreamerkat • 3 years ago
*hugs* Group hug!
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Miss-Dreamerkat  Catt Hatter • 3 years ago
*hugs back*
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Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago
That was...beautiful! :) I completely agree with you! When I was growing up everyone always warned me of "internet friends" and people who are just out there to mess with you or get you personal info but this place... I don't know if it's the expection to the norm or the norm but either way it's amazing! The kind of bonds I see and have here are real. Even if we don't know what eachother looks like or eachothers names we all know eachother and that's what really matters in frienships. This place is amazingly accepting...and I'm just ranting now... Anyways I think my point is your not alone in your view point.
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Elaina Hyde  Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago
Internet friends are real friends too!
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Hyde without a Jekyll  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
Agreed!
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Elaina Hyde  Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago
XD
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Catt Hatter  Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago • edited
*hugs* We care about each other so much! 😂 Group hug!
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Hyde without a Jekyll  Catt Hatter • 3 years ago
*hugs* Group Hug! X'D
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Catt Hatter  Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago
^u^
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Wizardblizzard  Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago • edited
All this is exactly what I would like to say too! Glad you have us all (both of you) and glad I have you all too, it always cheers me up to come in here and talk to you or just sit and listen to you all looning!
Funny you should be saying that about "internet friends" now of all times, HJ, just when there's been the incident of the spambots, but in fact I think that kind of proves the point. When you get to know the Internet, it turns out it DOES suffer from those things, but for every Gqwrklwrkl1982 or whatever it called itself, there are half a dozen nice people willing to launch it into outer space for you at a moment's notice, and then sit making silly comments about it until everyone's reduced each other to helpless giggles. Cheers for forums and this one in particular!
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Hyde without a Jekyll  Wizardblizzard • 3 years ago
I couldn't have put that better myself! Cheers!
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chatterghosts • 3 years ago
Feelings aren't my area of expertise (though I've been informed that I can cause them?), but please, dear, I've got your back! We can screech about our obscure obsessions together!
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Elaina Hyde  chatterghosts • 3 years ago
❤️❤️❤️
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Catt Hatter  chatterghosts • 3 years ago
*hugs* Group hug!
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Catt Hatter • 3 years ago
Aww, we love you too! 😊*hugs* Sorry to hear about people ignoring you, it sucks when that happens. 🙁 
But at least we're here for each other!😄
It's good to see so many of us share this sense of genuine camaraderie and familial affection! TRpS is a real family!
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Elaina Hyde  Catt Hatter • 3 years ago
I'm used to being ignored... I'm just glad I have y'all!
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Catt Hatter  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago
I'm glad I have all of you too! 😊
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