Solar

<soundcloud url="https://soundcloud.com/shirfine/illusionary-daytime" height="20" auto_play="true" color="#fbbdff" width="20"></soundcloud>Illusionary Daytime - Shirfine
For a dragon with such an ironically bright name, her life has been cast in shadows the moment she was born.
She refuses to be called fragile. She would not stand still and let herself be broken like glass. Yet, she cannot deny, she may not have a heart of glass, but she is still made out of paper. She has been torn and ripped apart, countless of invisible wounds inflicted across her lifetime, all while she's trying so hard to shape herself into something beautiful and admirable. 
Light has always been something she chased throughout the years, yet could somehow never reach. It has always been the hope that stoked the flames in her heart, the salvation at the end of the harrowing journey, yet every time she thought she got closer to it, every trace of brightness would vanish - and so would the fire within her. Just when she thought the dark clouds looming over her existence would part and allow the sunlight through, they would move back and shroud her world in darkness once more. 
After all this time, she couldn't help but wonder, is this light really worth pursuing after? Is it worth it to still cling on to hope, after all the cruelty, lies and pain that she had been through?
Isn't it easier to just believe that light is nothing but an illusion, one that only exists in the corner of the eye, a wisp created by false hope?
Yet, now, the light seems closer than ever. Light, in the form of a warm smile written upon a kind dragoness's face, in the sound of the gentle melodies she plays, in every note she encourages her to write down on the paper, in every embrace after every song she composed.
It was in this dragon that she finally saw a bright future, a path where no clouds would block the light illuminating the way forward. This time, she knew it was true - deep in her bones, she could feel the warmth and safety that only true daylight could bring. And this time, she would not let any single ray of the light disappear ever again.
For she may have been crippled, marred and torn all along, but she sure has never fallen to pieces.
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woah woah woah that drawn out a pretty long passage for me just for the sake of an intro
but let's get into some basic notes
her official appearance! base by biohazardia, colored by sab!
skywing girl, around 22 hy, former model/dancer, now composer, disaster pansexual, basically gf of osmia heh, enfj-t
came from a family that was super discriminating, had no appreciation for her talents, super super down on her luck because guess what her "friends" distanced themselves from her after she revealed her sexuality to them. only found solace in music class, and even then later her music teacher died for... ermm some reason i guess. HOLD UP I GOT AN IDEA so basically that was osmia's mom, who developed a very close bond with solar as well. before she died, solar composed her one last song and she pleaded for her to visit her true home in Hikari.
she did so, and by doing that she knew of osmia who grieved dearly for her mom's passing too. finds out that she is a pianist after all, and they bonded over music, but solar was distant, ignoring the comfort that was right in front of her and chose to lose herself away from the hivewing. 
ended up getting away with a male skywing that apparently was a small celebrity, thought it was a lucky occurence. spoiler alert, it was not. she used him as an escape for her grief but little did she know she fell too deep into a trap, something that wasn't love. he invited her to dance at his shows (he was a singer), and constantly praised her for her looks at first, but eventually showed his controlling and egotistical side. he berated her whenever she was deemed to be "stealing the spotlight", removing her freedom to express herself on stage, essentially treating her as more of a tool than an actual dragon, much less a lover. 
she thought wasn't this where my heart lies? music and sharing them to the world? but a nagging feeling tells her something was wrong. she tried to see if anyone in the crew could see his ways, could voice out their objections with her, but she noticed they were all simply cowering in fear of him. she made a friend/crush (by that time she had fell out of love entirely with him) and almost thought they could weather the storm together, but that friend too betrayed her to save her own scales in fear of him, of course resulting in more verbal abuse from that piece of trash. 
and one day, he just officially broke up with her and cast her out like she was nothing. she was left with no one and no resources to support her. she thought of the last place she had found solace in - Hikari, where osmia most likely was still there, and so she made her way there, reuniting with the hivewing she had initially given up her chance to bond with. 
1598156261685.png|by ark! thank you <3
 
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