Deep Throat/Illusory

While Mulder was unconscious and on the verge of death in April 1995, he hallucinated that several people whom he had known before they had died were surrounding his body and visiting him, including his father and Deep Throat. The hallucinatory version of Deep Throat told him;
:"I was first struck by the absence of time, having depended on it so completely as a measure of myself and my life. Moving backwards into the perpetual night that consumes purpose and deed, all passion and will. I come to you, old friend, with the dull clarity of the dead not to beckon you but to feel the fire and intensity that still live in you... and the heavy weight of your burdens which I had once borne. There is truth here, old friend, if that's all you seek but there's no justice or judgment without which truth is a vast, dead hollow. Go back. Do not look into the abyss or let the abyss look into you. Awaken the sleep of reason and fight the monsters within and without."
Mulder was ultimately nursed back to health by local Navajo healer Albert Hosteen. 
In the summer of 1996, Jeremiah Smith momentarily assumed Deep Throat's appearance while being interrogated by the , greatly unnerving the assassin. 
In October 1999, after Mulder temporarily developed extraordinary mental abilities following exposure to an alien artifact, he dreamt that Deep Throat was still alive and was living in the same neighborhood as the Cigarette Smoking Man secretly took Mulder to live. This illusory version of Deep Throat was in the kitchen of Mulder's new home when Mulder arrived there. Mulder was extremely relieved and slightly disbelieving to apparently see Deep Throat alive again and the two men embraced in a friendly hug.
The dreamt Deep Throat explained that his supposed death was the result of a well-placed bullet, revealing a small wound that appeared to have long been healed and commenting, "A punctuation mark in a man's life and you get to start a whole new chapter." Deep Throat attempted to persuade Mulder to let go of his guilt regarding issues Mulder believed had been caused by his own quest, including Deep Throat's death. Seemingly happy and having mentioned that he was extremely relaxed but had some minor tennis elbow, Deep Throat showed a picture of his wife and daughters to Mulder and invited him to visit them for dinner.
In the same dream, Mulder later imagined that he had grown much older, convinced by the Cigarette Smoking Man that he was dying and that many of the people he had been close to in his life – including Deep Throat – were now also dead. 
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