Dear My Mother

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
今日は血を見ました 	kyou wa chi o mimashita 	Today, I saw blood.
母親の血を 	hahaoya no chi o 	My mother’s blood.
「ここまで来たのか」と 	"koko made kita no ka" to 	“He’s come this far,” she mutters
部屋の隅で呟く 	heya no sumi de tsubuyaku 	In the corner of the room.
 	 	
「昔はあの人も 	"mukashi wa ano hito mo 	“He used to be kind
優しかったのよ」と 	yasashikatta no yo to 	Back in the day,”
微笑む母親の 	hohoemu hahaoya no 	Mother says and smiles
瞳が潤んでいる 	hitomi ga urunde iru 	With teary eyes.
 	 	
過去の愛に縛られ 	kako no ai ni shibarare 	If you’re bounded by the past love
動けないのなら 	ugokenai no nara 	And cannot move,
私が罪を全て 	watashi ga tsumi o subete 	I will bear
背負ってあげる 	seotte ageru 	All the sins for you.
 	 	
叫び声を聞きました 	sakebigoe o kikimashita 	I heard a scream.
母の悲鳴を 	haha no himei o 	My mother’s scream.
今も尚　信じている 	ima mo nao shinjite iru 	Even now, she believes
哀れな愛の残滓 	aware na ai no zanshi 	In the residues of poor love.
 	 	
巨悪に敗れた父は 	kyoaku ni yabureta chichi wa 	Defeated by a great evil,
悲しみの末 	kanashimi no sue 	In his sorrow, my father
月齢の様に徐々に 	getsurei no you ni jojo ni 	Was consumed by madness
狂気に呑まれていった 	kyouki ni nomarete ita 	Gradually like the lunar phase.
 	 	
完治の兆しもなく 	kanchi no kizashi mo naku 	Showing no sign of recovery,
我が妻を殴る 	waga tsuma o naguru 	He hits his own wife.
惨めな父の姿 	mijime na chichi no sugata 	I don’t want to see
もう見たくない 	mou mitakunai 	My father miserable anymore.
 	 	
私には拙い手段だけが 	watashi ni wa tsutanai shudan dake ga	I have nothing but poor methods
寄る辺だから 	yorube dakara 	To turn to for help,
誰にも言わない 	dare ni mo iwanai 	So I won’t tell anybody,
当然　母にも 	touzen haha ni mo 	Not even my mother.
 	 	
密やかに 	hisoyaka ni 	Secretly, I devise
深い眠りを誘う策略を 	fukai nemuri o sasou sakuryaku o 	A stratagem to induce deep sleep.
確実に殺せる 	kakujitsu ni koroseru 	I choose a weapon
凶器の選択を 	kyouki no sentaku o 	That will definitely kill him.
 	 	
友達なんか居ません 	tomodachi nanka imasen 	I have no friends
ただの1人も 	tada no hitori mo 	Because I have ugliness
見られたくない醜悪が 	miraretakunai shuuaku ga 	I don’t wish a single person
家の中にいるから 	ie no naka ni iru kara 	To see at home.
 	 	
母と過ごす時だけが 	haha to sugosu toki dake ga 	Spending time with my mother
唯一の癒し 	yuiitsu no iyashi 	Is the only time I can heal.
このままだと確実に 	kono mama da to kakujitsu ni 	With this, it’s certain that
その居場所がなくなる 	sono ibasho ga nakunaru 	The place will be gone.
 	 	
母は私の事を 	haha wa watashi no koto o 	Will mother have
恨むのでしょうか 	uramu no deshou ka 	A grudge against me?
それでもまだ貴女に 	soredemo mada anata ni 	Still, I want
生きていて欲しい 	ikite ite hoshii 	You to live.
 	 	
きっと　もう 	kitto mou 	I’m sure
天国には行けない 	tengoku ni wa ikenai 	I can never go to Heaven.
生まれ変わったら 	umarekawattara 	If I were reborn,
また貴女の子に 	mata anata no ko ni 	I would have liked to be
なりたかった 	naritakatta 	Your child again.
 	 	
傷だらけで眠る 	kizu darake de nemuru 	Having taken one last look
母を一目焼き付けて 	haha o hitome yakitsukete 	At my wounded, sleeping mother,
永遠の愛を誓い 	eien no ai o chikai 	I swear eternal love
死地へ向かう 	shichi e mukau 	And head for the battlefield.
 	 	
悲しくて 	kanashikute 	It is so sad.
憎いのに哀しくて 	nikui no ni kanashikute 	Though I hate him, it is so sorrowful.
幾度となく刺しては 	ikudotonaku sashite wa 	I stab him countless times
零れ落ちる涙を拭く 	koboreochiru namida o fuku 	And wipe my tears falling down.
 	 	
動かなくなった 	ugokanaku natta 	Sitting close to father
父に寄り添い 	chichi ni yorisoi 	Who no longer moves,
まだ僅かに残った 	mada wazuka ni nokotta 	I embrace the warmth
温もりを抱き締める 	nukumori o dakishimeru 	That slightly remains.
嗚呼･･･ 	aa... 	Aah…
 	 	
悲しくて･･･ 	kanashikute... 	It is so sad…
哀しくて･･･ 	kanashikute... 	It is so sorrowful…
 	 	
哀しくて･･･ 	kanashikute... 	It is so sorrowful…
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