未完成に巣食うフォビア (Mikansei ni Sukuu Phobia)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
「さあ、始めましょう、今。」 	"saa, hajimemashou, ima." 	"So, let us begin it, now."
小さな世界 	chiisana sekai 	The small world.
握り締めていた手を離したら 	nigirishimete ita te o hanashitara 	Once I release the hand I was grasping tightly--
 	 	
腐り切った心の底からまた抉り出すように 	kusarikitta kokoro no soko kara mata eguridasu you ni 	So that I would gouge it out again from the bottom of my rotted-through heart,
手繰り寄せる言葉だってほらまた正を繕った 	taguri yoseru kotoba datte hora mata sei o tsukurotta 	I repaired the correct, they say, listen, of the words I drew towards my hands.
臆病だ、私は。 	okubyou da, watashi wa. 	So cowardly, am I.
 	 	
ねぇ、誰も皆　形を変えて生きてるの？ 	nee, dare mo mina katachi o kaete ikiteru no? 	Hey, is just about everyone living changing their shapes?
――そう。何もかも嘘だらけだ 	――sou. nani mo kamo usodarake da 	
壊れちゃいたいな 	kowarecha itai na 	I just wanna break.
 	 	
曖昧なルールだけ残されたってさ 	aimaina ruuru dake nokosaretatte sa 	Say that only ambiguous rules were left behind, now,
抜け殻を被るしか出来ないな 	nukegara o kaburu shika dekinai na 	And I can only but pull my old shell back over my head.
 	 	
不満だ 	fumanda 	I'm dissatisfied.
目を刺す光だけで全部信じられるのが怖い 	me o sasu hikari dake de zenbu shinjirareru no ga kowai	It's scary to be able to believe it all with only the light that stings my eyes.
真実を誰が知り得るんだ 	shinjitsu o dare ga shirierun da 	Who is able to know of the truth?
噛み締めて飲み込んだ 	kamishimete nomikonda 	I reflected on it and swallowed it down.
 	 	
銃口を向けるのは私自身だけど 	juukou o mukeru no wa watashi jishin dakedo 	Though the one who I turn the gunpoint towards is me myself,
この声はどうやったって届かないな 	kono koe wa dou yattatte todokanaina 	This voice says what did I do, and it doesn't get through.
 	 	
存在　感情　敢え無く絶望 	sonzai kanjou ae naku zetsubou 	Existence. Emotions. Tragically so, despair.
繰り返す無意味な願望 	kurikaesu muimina ganbou 	Repetitive and meaningless aspirations.
泣き出した子供のように 	nakidashita kodomo no you ni 	Since, like a child who started crying,
吐き出して全て燃やすから 	hakidashite subete moyasu kara 	I spit them out, and burn everything.
 	 	
最初から全て決まってるなら 	saisho kara subete kimatteru nara 	If everything is decided from the very start,
何処にも隙なんて無いはずでしょう？ 	doko ni mo hima nante nai hazu deshou? 	Then there shouldn't be any gaps anywhere, should there?
 	 	
溢れ落ちる涙も枯れてしまった 	kobore ochiru namida mo karete shimatta 	My tears that spilled over and fell just withered away too.
希望の歌も聴こえない 	kibou no uta mo kikoenai 	I can't even hear a song of hope.
ああ　救いの手を掴めなかった私は 	aa sukui no te o tsukame nakatta watashi wa 	Oh, I who couldn't grasp a helping hand
振り出しにも戻れない 	furidashi ni mo modorenai 	Can't even go back to making a draft.
 	 	
「貴方だけ苦しいわけじゃないよ」って 	"anata dake kurushii wake ja nai yo" tte 	"It's not like you're the only one suffering,"
みんな言うけど 	minna iu kedo 	Everyone says, but I don't understand
誰かの心の中って私は分からない 	dareka no kokoro no atatte watashi wa wakaranai 	Say I told a lie, and I bet they wouldn't notice.
私が嘘を吐いたって気付かないでしょ 	watashi ga uso o tsuitatte kizukanai desho 	Say my heart was breaking,
心が壊れていたって私は分からないままだ 	kokoro ga kowarete itatte watashi wa wakaranai mama da 	And I still wouldn't understand.
 	 	
気休めの希望さえ否定されてさ 	kiyasume no kibou sae hitei saretesa 	Even my placebo hopes are negated, now,
抜け殻に篭るしか出来ないな 	nukegara ni komoru shika dekinai na 	And I can only but seclude myself to my old shell.
 	 	
不満だ 	fuman da 	I'm dissatisfied.
目を刺す光を消し去って鼓動が遅くなれば 	me o sasu hikari o keshi satte kodou ga osoku nareba 	If I erase the light that stung my eyes
少しだけ貴方の声が聞こえる気がするよ 	sukoshi dake anata no koe ga kikoeru ki ga suru yo 	And my pulse gets slow, I have a feeling that I'd hear
色とりどり　何もかもが此処にあるけど 	irotoridori nani mo kamo ga koko ni aru kedo 	Your voice just a little. Though just about everything is here in various colors,
触れられないのなら　どうせ意味が無いな 	furerarenai no nara douse imi ga nai na 	If I can't touch it, then it's got no meaning anyhow.
 	 	
また繰り返す 	mata kurikaesu 	It repeats again.
==External Links==
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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