副作用 (Fukusayou)

==Lyrics==
Singer	Sung	Not sung (PV text)
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
手にしたもの、 	 	The thing that was in my hands
失くしたもの、 	 	the thing I had lost,
取り戻せるもの、 	 	the thing I can take back,
取り戻せないもの、 	 	the thing I can’t take back.
神様が勝手に 	 	The thing that was in my hands
決めたルールに、 	 	Sometimes I find myself
時々私はどうしようもなく 	 	powerlessly wanting to rebel
反抗したくなる 	 	because God decided His rules
 	 	
2度と逢えないはずのキミが 	nido to aenai hazu no kimi ga 	You whom I shouldn’t have been able
ただ夢で微笑んでいた 	tada yume de hohoende ita 	to see again simply smiled in a dream.
ねえ　5線紙へ書き殴った 	nee go senshi e kaki nagutta 	My dear, the thousand words I scribbled
1000個のコトバが　ハ・ジ・ケ・ル 	senko no kotoba ga ha ji ke ru 	on the sheet music will now spring to life.
 	 	
キミへ宛てた 	 	The letter in the form of sheet music
名曲には程遠い 	 	I addressed to you
５線紙の手紙 	 	was a far cry from a pop song.
そんなものでも、 	 	Although that was the case,
キミが今更夢に 	 	doesn’t it concern me
顕れたコトに 	 	that you’ve appeared in a dream
関係しているんじゃないかって 	 	after such a long time?
ムリヤリ運命論を 	 	I was eager to believe
コジツケタガル 	 	being forced to accept the inevitable
私がいた。 	 	was nothing but a technicality.
 	 	
“モラトリアム” 	“moratoriamu” 	If I’m condemned
だって責められたら 	datte semeraretara 	because I don’t want to become an adult
2のはないよ 	ni no ku wa nai yo 	then there won’t be another word from me.
週4くらい 	shuu yon kurai 	I’ve been playing my guitar
バイトしながらギター弾いて 	baito shinagara gitaa hiite 	while working part-time for about a month now.
 	 	
時のゆくまにまに 	toki no yuku manimani 	Today flows by too at the stream of time’s command,
今日も流れる なんです 	kyou mo nagareru kakko mesu juukyuu nan desu	and I’m a 19-year-old young woman
恋人ハ募集シテマセン 	koibito wa boshuu shitemasen 	still not looking for a boyfriend
 	 	
「卒業したら同じ専門学校に行こう」 	 	“Let's go to the same trade schoolafter we graduate”
キミと通うはずだった学校で 	 	Leading up to today,
ヒトリ唄もギターも 	 	I saw no meaning in studying songs and the guitar by myself,
浮かぶ意味なんて無くて当たり前で 	 	so naturally, I got into a huge argument with my teacher
最後は先生と大ケンカして 	 	and in the end dropped out of my first year at the school
１年で中退、現在に至る 	 	I should have attended with you.
 	 	
高校3年で “バンド” なんて 	koukou sannen de “bando” nante 	I have such a frivolous dream
ケーハクな夢 	keebaku na yume 	about my band from senior year
水なしで服用した副作用かも！？ 	mizu nashi de fukuyou shita fukusayou kamo!?	or is it just a side effect of taking that supplement without water!?
“無鉄砲” とか 	“muteppou” to ka 	Following the whims of
“無計画” って 	“mukeikaku” tte 	the self-proclaimed “reckless”
云えちゃうような 	iechau you na 	or “haphazard”
自称B型で 	jishou B gata de 	blood type B me,
仲間振り回す 	nakama furimawasu 	my friends spin around on a
Merry-Go-Round 	Merry-Go-Round 	Merry-Go-Round
 	 	
見た目・性質 	mitame seishitsu 	As for nature and appearance,
アシンメトリーなドラムと 	ashinmetorii na doramu to 	we have an asymmetric drummer,
どこか　お兄ちゃんみたいな 	dokoka oniichan mitai na 	a tall keyboardist who always seems
背の高いキーボードと 	se no takai kiiboodo to 	like an older brother
クールで美人なベース 	kuurude bijin na beesu 	and a cool beauty bassist.
1男3女とかでってます 	ichi nan san jo to ka de yatte masu 	Our band of one boy and three girls jams out
すごく･･･未完成なまま 	sugoku... mikansei na mama 	while still very incomplete.
 	 	
そして、私はまた熱を出す。 	 	I got another fever soon after.
 	 	
37.6℃ のへ 	sanjuunana ten roku no sora e 	You quietly came swimming
ふわり、キミが泳いでた 	fuwari, kimi ga oyoideta 	into my 37.6°C field of vision.
ねえ　今度こそは 	nee kondo koso wa 	Hey, this time it
夢じゃ無いはずなんだ･･･ 	yume ja nai hazunan da... 	definitely can’t be a dream
 	 	
なのに、なのに、鏡にキミは 	na no ni, na no ni, kagami ni kimi wa 	Even so, even so,
カケラ1つも映らない 	kakera hitotsu mo utsuranai 	you’re not reflected in the mirror at all.
その現実？？？にブラックアウト 	sono genjitsu??? ni burakku auto 	I blacked out in this reality???
目覚めた頃はトワイライト 	mezameta koro wa towairaito 	and when I came to it was twilight.
 	 	
 	 	
 	 	
目が覚めると 	 	My fever goes down
熱は下がってて 	 	as I wake up
西陽が 	 	and the sunset dyes
染める 	 	the room in orange light.
このワンルームの 	 	No matter how,
どこを 	 	no matter where
どう捜しても 	 	I searched in my apartment,
キミは居なかった 	 	you were nowhere to be found.
 	 	
キヲク錯綜して 	kiwoku sakusou shite 	My memories complicating,
うわの空で 	uwanosora de 	I absentmindedly
受けて 	oodaa ukete 	took an order
泡のうえへ 	awa no ue e 	and traced
キミの名前 	kimi no namae 	your name
ラクガキした 	rakugaki shita 	in the froth.
 	 	
“抹茶ラテです” 	“maccha rate desu” 	“Here’s your matcha latte,”
差し出したら 	sashidashitara 	when I offered it,
目の前にはあの常連客 	me no mae ni wa ano jouren kyaku 	I noticed that regular customer before my eyes.
「ちょっと! あのサプリ 	"chotto! ano sapuri 	“Hey! What in the world
何なのッ！？」 	nani na no'!?" 	was that supplement!?”
 	 	
ノラリ＋クラリと 	norari kurari to 	She evades my questions,
誤魔化される　QアンドA 	gomakasareru Q ando A 	as slippery as an eel in our Q&A.
「あっ！急用が！」 	"a'! kyuuyou ga!" 	“Ah! Something came up!”
と逃げられちゃう 	to nigerarechau 	she runs out on me at 2 P.M
客もらな　午後2時 	kyaku mo mabarana gogo niji 	when business is rather slow.
偏差値低めなナリに 	hensachi hikumena nari ni 	While my standards of her lowered,
思い付いた稚拙な推理 	omoitsuita chisetsu na suiri 	a childish guess suddenly came to mind.
“風邪を引けばイイんじゃない！？？？？？” 	“kaze o hikeba iin ja nai!?????” 	“Won’t it be nice if I catch a cold!?????”
 	 	
そして、 	 	I hopelessly
性懲りもなく 	 	get another fever
私はまた熱を出す 	 	soon after.
 	 	
37.3℃ のへ 	sanjuunana ten san do no sora e 	I continued to wait alone for you
ヒトリ、キミ　待ち続けた 	hitori, kimi machitsuzuketa 	in my 37.6°C field of vision.
もし “ユーレイ” でも 	moshi “yuurei” demo 	Even if you’re a ghost
“幻覚”でも 	“genkaku” demo 	or an illusion,
もう驚かない 	mou odorokanai 	it won’t surprise me anymore.
だけど、だけど、 	dakedo, dakedo, 	However, however,
待てど暮らせど 	matedo kurasedo 	I’ve waited for a while
キミはまるでわれない 	kimi wa marude arawarenai 	but you won’t appear at all.
じゃあ　神様へクレームして 	jaa kamisama e kureemu shite 	Well then, if I file a complaint with God
予約しちゃえば逢えますか？？？ 	yoyaku shichaeba aemasu ka??? 	and book in advance can I see you???
 	 	
あればぜったい嘘じゃなかった 	 	That definitely wasn’t a lie.
あの話し方、あの髪、 	 	That way of speaking, that hair,
あの薫り、あの空気、 	 	that scent, that presence--
 	 	
そのすべてが 	 	As all of it seemed to doubtlessly identify
間違いなく 	 	the “real you”,
「本物のキミ」そのものだと 	 	each and every cell
 	 	
私という身体を 	 	binding the body
結合する細胞という細胞が 	 	called “me”
七日目がの蝉のように 	 	continued to
叫び続けていた 	 	cry out like cicadas.
Aitai あいたい 	 	(I want to see you)
 	 	
こんな気持学校変換したって 	 	I understand almost to the point that I don’t find
1mmの意味だって無いコトくらい 	 	a single millimeter of meaning
解ってる分かってる判ってる 	 	no matter how I alter
ワカッテル......けど 	 	emotional characters like these...
 	 	
言葉にしたって 	 	However, I’m over my capacity,
吐き出していないと 	 	not throwing up
容量 	 	even though I spit out words,
オーバーでもう！ 	 	aah, I can’t take it anymore!
 	 	
胸が胸が胸が胸が胸がもう 	 	My heart... is already breaking
壊れちゃうよこわれちゃうよ 	 	breaking breaking breaking
コワレチャウヨ壊れちゃうよ 	 	breaking breaking breaking
こわれちゃうよ 	 	breaking...The words for “understand” is written in four different forms while “breaking” is repeated in various representations
 	 	
四季が流れる 	shiki ga nagareru 	The seasons flow by
あの日の未来がカコになる 	ano hi no mirai ga kako ni naru 	and that day’s “future” becomes the past.
キミが消しゴムみたいに 	kimi ga keshigomu mitai ni 	You begin to wear away
磨り減ってく 	suri hetteku 	like an eraser.
そうやって 	sou yatte 	That’s right,
痛みも消えそうな頃 	itami mo kiesou na koro 	the love that came back again
再会をしてぶり返した恋 	saikai o shite burikaeshita koi 	when my grief seemed to vanish
もう･･･治・せ・ない 	mou... nao se nai 	can... no longer recover.
 	 	
2度と逢えないはずのコイビト 	nido to aenai hazu no koibito 	My boyfriend whom I shouldn’t have been able
そっとずっと微笑んでた 	sotto zutto hohoendeta 	to see again would always smile quietly.
ねえ　5線紙から 	nee go senshi kara 	My dear, my thousand words
1000個のコトバが　オ・ド・リ・ダ・ス 	sen ko no kotoba ga o do ri da su 	will now dance up from the sheet music.
すごく、すごく、未完成でも･･･ 	sugoku, sugoku, mikansei demo... 	Although it’s awfully, awfully incomplete...
世界でキミだけのために 	sekai de kimi dake no tame ni 	only for your sake in the world,
この唄　生きてる 	kono uta ikiteru 	this song lives on
に 	koko ni 	here in my heart...
 	 	
やっぱり夢だったなんて 	 	I knew it, that was just a dream.
そんな想ワセブリなしだよ... 	 	That sort of romantic feeling wasn’t there...
キミに逢いたい、 	 	I want to see you,
...逢って、キミと話したい、 	 	and talk with you
...逢って、キミに伝えたい、 	 	and tell you
...逢って、キミに約束したい、 	 	and promise you
キミをもう離さないって。 	 	that I won’t let go of you again.
==Translation Notes==
==External Links==
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