Matilda Adams

Matilda Adams is a character role-played by kendraaaaa.
== Introduction ==
Matilda Adams is a 23 year old female with currently not diagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder. She often struggles with auditory and visual hallucinations, disassociation, extreme mood swings, and fear of abandonment. This all stems from childhood abuse. Matilda's father would often take his anger out on her, abusing her with knives, beatings, and more. This happened until she was 18 years old, and once she planned on moving out, she was put into the basement of her house and trapped for two years so her father could continue the abuse. This led to extreme resentment and anger, finally escalating to where she killed both her mother and father to escape. 
== Currently ==
Matilda is currently recovering from a traumatic event where she lost her adopted brother. She was taken hostage with Ivy Rosewood and Ryan Hernandez, and forced to choose one to stab. She chose Ryan Hernandez, who later passed away. Matilda was then moved to another location and stabbed by Ivy Rosewood, due to Ivy feeling like she could not be helped. Matilda lost four years of her memory due to the trauma. She has rebuilt her memory due to help from Hal Apenyo, Ivy Rosewood, and Selene Nightingale. 
Matilda also is struggling with what path she wants to take, and spends majority of her time working at either of her two jobs, Premium Deluxe Motorsports or QuickFix. 
In the morning of October 28th, 2020, Selene Nightingale proposed to Matilda, gifting her a cat (now named Chad) and an engagement ring. 
After a discussion and a mutual understanding of their life directions, Selene and Matilda then called off their engagement and ended their relationship on good terms mutually. The two plan to stay friends. 
== Relationships ==
=== Hal Apenyo ===
Hal Apenyo is one of Matilda's closest friends. He was what Matilda considered her first relationship. Their relationship was fine from the beginning, but once Alexandra Moroz entered the picture, their relationship quickly took a turn for the worst. Matilda had to keep secrets from Hal in order to protect sensitive information about her plans with Alexandra. Hal was increasing his pressure on Matilda to stop keeping secrets. Matilda ended up shutting down after Hal accused her of using him for information, resulting in an incident at the Mirror Park dam that led to them both falling off. Soon after that Matilda was manipulated into breaking up with Hal. After Matilda's memory loss, she quickly latched back onto Hal, as he was the only one she trusted at the time to help her remember events and tell her what exactly had happened since she moved to Los Santos. 
=== Alexandra Moroz ===
After a mistake on radio while working at the taco shop (Matilda accidentally referred to harming someone as "fun"), Alexandra took an interest in Matilda. After a few long conversations, Matilda was formally invited into the Judgeship. This led to Matilda making even more connections in the underground world, and realizing that harming people help her thoughts, intense feelings and constant fears go away for a short amount of time. After the incident at the dam with Hal Apenyo, Alexandra convinced Matilda to break up with Hal. Matilda had already started to grow feelings for Alexandra due to the intense, unstable relationship the two had. They dated for a short amount of time, and once Matilda broke up with Alexandra, things took an extreme turn for the worst. Alexandra was apart of what happened when Matilda lost her memory, and now that Matilda knows she was manipulated and used, Matilda has been growing a plan to severely harm Alexandra if she sees her again. 
=== Ivy Rosewood ===
Ivy was at one point Matilda's closest friend that she could trust. Things began to separate due to Matilda's severe fear of people leaving, and amazing ability to push people away to feel like she won't get hurt. Matilda had tried multiple times to push herself away from the family, but failed due to not wanting to lose Ivy completely. Things got worse after Matilda's sudden infatuation with Alexandra, and Ivy was the one who stabbed Matilda after she broke up with Alexandra. After the incident things got tense, but now they are closer than ever. 
=== Selene Nightingale ===
Selene and Matilda met through Alexandra, as they were both dating her at the same time. They got very close after their excursion to Tijuana, and they are still dating after the incident where Matilda lost her memory. Selene is one of the only people that Matilda trusts to help her with her issues now, as Selene never judges her. Matilda has recently come out about fears of Selene hurting her as Alexandra did, and fears of what would happen if Selene abandoned her. After they got engaged, Matilda struggled with the idea of Selene leaving after they were married, and how it would completely break her. Matilda quickly let the idea go, after a quick talk with Hal. 
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