初恋日記 (Hatsukoi Nikki)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
君をきっと嫌いになれっこない 	kimi o kitto kirai ni narekkonai 	I could never come to hate you,
繰り返す自制は機能しない 	kurikaesu jisei wa kinou shinai 	And so this ingrained self-restraint has no function.
思い出してばっかり 	omoidashite bakkari 	I’m forever remembering
二人だけの秘密のこと 	futari dake no himitsu no koto 	The secrets shared just between us two.
気持ちロックしないといけないの？ 	kimochi rokku shinai to ikenai no? 	Do I have to keep my feelings under lock and key?
「会いたい」が傷付く合図でも 	"aitai" ga kizutsuku aizu demo 	Saying “I want to see you” is my signal that I’ve been hurt,
強がったあと一人泣くのもう嫌なんだ 	tsuyogatta ato hitori naku no mou iya nanda 	But I’m reluctant to cry all by my lonesome after putting on a brave front.
 	 	
今は何をしてるのかな？ 	ima wa nani o shiteru no kana? 	I wonder what you’re doing now,
どんなことを考えてる？ 	donna koto o kangaeteru? 	And what kind of things you’re thinking?
だめだ、こんな（ひとりに） 	dame da, konna (hitori ni) 	It’ll do me no good (Don’t leave)
好きになっちゃ（しないでよ） 	suki ni naccha (shinaide yo) 	To get this attached to you. (Me alone...)
 	 	
君のひとみ、グラって吸い込まれ 	kimi no hitomi, guratte suikomare 	Dizzily inhaling your gaze,
もう私、今まで何をして生きてきたのかさえ分からない 	mou watashi, ima made nani o shite ikite kita no ka sae wakaranai	I don’t even know what I’ve been doing to survive up till now.
（ひどいでしょう） 	(hidoi deshou) 	(You’re heartless, aren’t you?)
 	 	
嫌だわ、ダーリン 	iya da wa, daarin 	I hate it, darling.
手を握って 	te o nigitte 	I beg you, grasp my hand
私をどうぞ作り変えてよね 	watashi o douzo tsukurikaete yo ne 	And rebuild me as someone new,
君の好きなように 	kimi no suki na you ni 	Just as you want me!
（えらいでしょ？） 	(erai deshou?) 	(Aren’t I remarkable?)
お願い絶対見捨てないで 	onegai zettai misutenaide 	Please don’t ever abandon me.
このまま永劫抱きしめていて 	kono mama eigou dakishimete ite 	Keep me in your embrace like this for all time.
優しくいたいんだ 	yasashiku itai nda 	I want to stay gentle,
（世界一） 	(sekaiichi) 	(The most gentle in the world.)
 	 	
自分のこと無頓着で 	jibun no koto mutonjaku de 	Maybe everything about me is becoming
愚鈍な不道徳になってるかも 	gudon na fudoutoku ni natteru kamo 	Immoral in an indifferent and imbecilic way.
でも君の手はいつだって綺麗だな 	demo kimi no te wa itsu datte kirei da na 	Yet your hands are forever lovely.
（振り出しだ） 	(furidashi da) 	(This is our starting point.)
 	 	
宝物がキラッて増えていく 	takaramono ga kiratte fuete iku 	My treasures become a dazzling, ever-growing heap.
はあ言葉ってお薬みたいだ 	haa kotoba tte okusuri mitai da 	Indeed, your words are like my drug.
真っ逆さまだからねえ受け止めて 	massakasama dakara nee uketomete 	I’m falling, upside down, so won’t you catch me?
(暗い日々から) 	(kurai hibi kara) 	(And take me away from these dark days?)
 	 	
「初恋って叶わないよ」 	"hatsukoi tte kanawanai yo' 	“My first love won’t be fulfilled.”
叶えちゃった私どうなんの？ 	kanaechatta watashi dou nan no? 	Then what should be done about me, who was able to fulfill it?
永遠切ないの？ 	eien setsunai no? 	Will it always be so painful?
 	 	
それでも、ダーリン... 	soredemo, daarin... 	Even so, darling...
(あいうぉんちゅー) 	(aiuonchuu) 	(I want you.)
 	 	
嫌だよ、ダーリン 	iya da yo, daarin 	I hate it, darling.
糧になって！ 	kate ni natte! 	Become my sustenance!
私ね、全然何も感じないの 	watashi ne, zenzen nani mo kanjinai no 	You know, I can’t feel a single thing.
君のいない常時 	kimi no inai jouji 	You’re constantly not there.
(虚無やばいでしょ？) 	(kyomu yabai desho?) 	(Is nothingness so awful?)
好きだよ 	suki da yo 	I love you.
絶対次はない！って言えるよ？ 	zettai tsugi wa nai! tte ieru yo? 	Can you tell me there’ll never be another?!
そうそう、君もそうなんだね 	sou sou, kimi mo sou nanda ne 	Yes, yes, I can tell you feel the same way.
早く二人でいこう 	hayaku futari de ikou 	So let’s hurry up and go together
(天国へ) 	(tengoku e) 	(To heaven.)
==Discography==
This song was featured in the following albums:
*Una-Chance!2 feat. Otomachi Una
==External Links==
*Google Drive - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
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