謝るクズと赦すバカ (Ayamaru Kuzu to Yurusu Baka)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
あなたはいつも謝る 	anata wa itsumo ayamaru 	You're always apologizing,
頼んでもいないのに 	tanonde mo nai no ni 	Though no one even asked you to.
 	 	
世界は汚くて 	sekai wa kitanakute 	"I'm sorry that the world is filthy,
誰もが金と欲に塗れて 	dare mo ga kane to yoku ni mamirete 	And that everyone is smeared in money
ごめんね　無力な僕は 	gomen ne muryoku na boku wa 	And greed. I'm powerless,
手首を切るしかないんだ 	tekubi o kiru shika nai nda 	So there's nothing left to do but slit my wrists.
悲しくなるからキミは 	kanashiku naru kara kimi wa 	You'll just get sad,
死にたいって言わないで欲しいんだ 	shinitai tte iwanaide hoshii nda 	So I don't want you to tell me you want to die.
生きてさえいたならいつかいいことあるよ　とか薄い言葉 	ikite sae ita nara itsuka ii koto aru yo toka usui kotoba 	'As long as you're alive, things will be looking up someday.' What weak words."
 	 	
あなたが拒絶したこの残酷な筈の世界に 	anata ga kyozetsu shita kono zankoku na hazu no sekai ni 	Are you going to flee this world you rejected, this world that should've
一人きり私を残して自分は逃げ出していくのですか？ 	hitorikiri watashi o nokoshite jibun wa nigedashite iku no desu ka? 	Been cruel, all on your own and leave me behind?
 	 	
でも　あなたの眼には　他人は　いない 	demo anata no me ni wa tanin wa inai 	But there's no one else that you ever see.
 	 	
この世は地獄で 	kono yo wa jigoku de 	"This world is hell,
どうせ誰もが不幸せが普通で 	douse dare mo ga fushiawase ga futsuu de 	And everyone finds it normal to be unhappy,
何一つ糺せない僕はクスリを飲むんだ 	nani hitotsu tadasenai boku wa kusuri o nomu nda 	And I can't make sure of anything, so I'll swallow this medicine.
仕方ないよね？ 	shikata nai yo ne? 	It's hopeless, isn't it?
醜い僕など誰も愛してくれる筈ないと 	minikui boku nado dare mo aishite kureru hazu nai to 	No one's bound to ever love someone as ugly as me."
あなたよりも醜い私は何て答えればいいの？ 	anata yori mo minikui watashi wa nante kotaereba ii no? 	How exactly am I supposed to respond to that when I'm uglier than you?
否定してもらうための卑下と 	hitei shite morau tame no hige to 	You debase yourself to get others to deny it,
垂れ流すような自己憐憫 	tarenagasu you na jiko renbin 	And your self-pity comes off you like discharge.
謝っても赦さない私がまるで悪者みたい 	ayamatte mo yurusanai watashi ga marude warumono mitai 	Then I look like the bad guy for not accepting your apology.
 	 	
一つ一つの言葉がいちいち裏を持ち突き刺さる 	hitotsu hitotsu no kotoba ga ichiichi ura o mochi tsukisasaru 	Every last one of your words has an underside that stabs into me.
何を選んでもダメ 	nani o erande mo dame 	There is no right answer.
心が潰れていく 	kokoro ga tsuburete iku 	My heart is being crushed.
 	 	
いつかあなたを本当に殺してしまいそうで 	itsuka anata o hontou ni koroshite shimaisou de 	When the thought that I would really end up killing you someday
そんなことふと考える私こそが死ぬべきで 	sonna koto futo kangaeru watashi koso ga shinubeki de 	Popped into my head, I felt like I should die myself...
 	 	
もし生まれ直せるなら心が冷えて何も感じないように 	moshi umarenaoseru nara kokoro ga hiete nani mo kanjinai you ni 	"If I could be born the right way, my heart would be frozen to the point of numbness,
はじめから何一つあやまる必要さえ無く振舞えますように 	hajime kara nani hitotsu ayamaru hitsuyou sae naku furumaemasu you ni	So that I wouldn't behave in such a way that I'd need to apologize for anything to begin with."
 	 	
そんなことを四六時中考えてる私を気にも留めず 	sonna koto o shirokujichuu kangaeteru watashi o ki ni mo tomezu 	Without paying the slightest bit of attention to me or how I'm thinking that 24/7,
あなたは今日も明日もあやまり続ける 	anata wa kyou mo ashita mo ayamaritsuzukeru 	You keep on apologizing today, and I'm sure you will tomorrow too.
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