虹色の絶望 (Nijiiro no Zetsubou)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
こんな現在をしたのは 	konna ima o souzou shita no wa 	I wonder if it was you, the cowardly one,
臆病なキミなのかな 	okubyou na kimi na no ka na 	who created where we are now.
散々な目に合ってきたのは 	sanzan na me ni atte kita no wa 	I guess it was calculated
これまでの精算かもね 	kore made no seisan kamo ne 	for me to experience such suffering.
 	 	
今は何回目のゲームかな 	ima wa nankaime no geemu ka na 	How many times has this game run?
あと何人残るでしょう？ 	ato nannin nokoru deshou? 	How many people are left?
選択肢を間違えて 	sentakushi o machigaete 	Make the wrong choice
繰り返しはしないでね 	kurikaeshi wa shinaide ne 	and there’s no going back to redo it.
 	 	
愛されたって記憶を奪われて 	aisaretatte kioku o ubawarete 	I was loved, but my memories were stolen away
もうどうしようもないくらい嘆いてた 	mou doushiyou mo nai kurai nageiteta 	and now I’ve grieved myself sick.
そうキミとさ出会わなければ 	sou kimi to sa deawanakereba 	Yeah, if we had never met
お互い幸せだった 	otagai shiawase datta 	we both would have been happy.
帰れない過去を今嘆く度 	kaerenai kako o ima nageku tabi 	Each time I mourn a past I can’t return to
もう変えれない事にも気付くから 	mou kaerenai koto ni mo kizuku kara 	I realise that I can’t change things
その痛みでボクをここにさ繋ぎ止めて 	sono itami de boku o koko ni sa tsunagi tomete 	so come on, tie me here with that pain.
 	 	
ちょっとぐらい冴えてるんだって勘違い 	chotto gurai saeteru ndatte kanchigai 	I think I’m a little bright but I’m not right.
そう言う所なんじゃない？ 	sou iu tokoro nan ja nai? 	That’s not it at all, is it?
まだまだ詰めの甘いキミが 	mada mada tsume no amai kimi ga 	You don’t see things through
ボクにはほっとけない運命 	boku ni wa hottokenai sadame 	and that’s a destiny I can’t ignore.
 	 	
今で何回目のゲームかな 	ima de nankaime no geemu ka na 	How many times has this game run?
ボクの事を失望させないで 	boku no koto o shitsubou sasenaide 	Don’t make me despair.
ほらもう次の審判 	hora mou tsugi no shinpan 	See? We’re already at the next trial.
見落としはしてないかな 	miotoshi wa shitenai ka na 	You’re not missing something, are you?
 	 	
止められたって理性を抑えられない 	tomerareta tte risei o osaerarenai 	Even though I’ve been stopped, my reasoning can’t be controlled.
もうどうしようもないくらい壊したい 	mou doushiyou mo nai kurai kowashitai 	I just want to break everything to pieces.
鈍いキミに苛立ちを覚えて 	nibui kimi ni iradachi o oboete 	I get irritated at your stupidity.
ここでさ終わらせようか？ 	koko de sa owaraseyou ka? 	Shall we end things here?
もどかしさはキミには伝わらないや 	modokashisa wa kimi ni wa tsutawaranai ya 	My frustration just doesn’t reach you.
キミとはいずれ分かり合いたかった 	kimi to wa izure wakariaitakatta 	I just wanted us to understand each other eventually.
これで今回は終わりにしちゃうからね 	kore de konkai wa owari ni shichau kara ne 	I’ll end things here this time ‘round, okay?
 	 	
募らせたっていい 	tsunoraseta tte ii 	I don’t care if it makes things worse.
泣き叫んでもいい 	nakisakendemo ii 	I don’t care if you scream.
今までよく耐えたよね 	ima made yoku taeta yo ne 	You’ve endured well until now.
ここで終わりにして 	koko de owari ni shite 	I wished over and over
全てが丸く収まるように何度も願った 	subete ga maruku osamaru you ni nando mo negatta	to end it here so we can work things out.
 	 	
叶わないって気付いた幸せに 	kanawanai tte kizuita shiawase ni 	I realised I would never be happy
あの日からボクを縛り付けて 	ano hi kara boku o shibaritsukete 	and since that day, I’ve been tied up,
魘されてるんだ毎晩毎晩 	unasareteru nda maiban maiban 	and I’ve been having nightmares night after night.
ここから早く連れて行ってよ 	koko kara hayaku tsurete itte yo 	Hurry, take me away from here!
 	 	
愛されたって記憶を奪われて 	aisareta tte kioku o ubawarete 	I was loved, but my memories were stolen away
もうどうしようもないくらい嘆いてた 	mou doushiyou mo nai kurai nageiteta 	and now I’ve grieved myself sick.
そうキミとさ出会わなければ 	sou kimi to sa deawanakereba 	Yeah, if we had never met
お互い幸せだった 	otagai shiawase datta 	we both would have been happy.
変えれない過去を今変えたいから 	kaerenai kako o ima kaetai kara 	I want to change a past that cannot be changed
差し伸ばすよこの手をキミの方へと 	sashinobasu yo kono te o kimi no hou e to 	so I’ll reach out to you.
今度はボクをここにさ置いていかないで 	kondo wa boku o koko ni sa oite ikanaide 	This time, don’t leave me alone here.
==External Links==
*Google Drive - Off vocal
===Unofficial===
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*Releska - Translation source
Category:Japanese songs
Category:VOCALOID original songs
Category:Songs featuring Kagamine Rin
Category:NaNaMiL songs list