Zinnia's Diary - Day 3

=== Day 3 ===
Earlier today, I decided to reflect on what I used to have before this all started, then it all went downhill when I broke down. I guess you could say I feel like I lost everything, which I quite literally did. I also remembered a tale that my mother told me when I was young. Since I don't have much else to do today, I guess I'll write it here.
"Once, a young nymph born of the full moon, on the first day of the year, was casted out of her home for entering the forest of Nimbilem [Nime-bil-lem]. The forest was taboo, and it was believed that those that entered would be the curse of the home that protected the trespasser. The young girl was angered, all she wanted to do was explore the forest. She wanted revenge. So she went deep into the forest, and stole the child of a tiger and hide the animal in the village at night. The next day, there were screams, roars, then following with silence. When the young nymph returned, she realized she took her revenge too far. She had taken away their lives because they banished her. She had completed the curse. In grief, she walked herself into a storm to kill herself, to repent for her sins. When she died, her life energy spread all around the village, bringing those murdered back to life."
I always thought this tale was bizarre, though it made me wonder why the story was ended like that. Though as bizarre as this tale seems, I've always asked mother to tell me again, because it always interested me. I think it's time for me to leave again... another day in this wasteland put into this book.Is there any hope?