Entry 1

It's been a few years since the last time I did this. It didn't go so well nor last very long. After all, emotions and feelings weren't something I had the luxury of controlling back then.
Allow for me to clarify really quickly, a few years ago when I first started out Bounty Hunting, I found and returned a stolen child for a half Elvin woman and...
Well, let's just say the child's kidnappers won't be kidnapping anyone ever again.
Anyway, her and her husband weren't in a good enough financial state to give me coin. I was upset at first but if I'm going to be honest, they were the first individuals who were actually kind to me since I left my clan. So instead, they showed me their gratitude by allowing me to stay with them as they taught me Elvish and explained to me that keeping a journal was a good way to help control my emotions; get my thoughts out and possibly even help with my anger.
See, I was always angry and quick to explode on someone. You have to understand, I killed my brother's wife. That's something that has and still haunts me til this day. I was angry with myself and wanted to stay angry as a reminder of what I did. A form of punishment as you will.
Anyway, once I left I actually gave it a try, but it felt so strange to do so. Long story short, it was destroyed when I fought the Orc that almost killed me; the one Elly and Arannis saved me from, and I never tried to write again...Until now that is...