How I Envision My Future

So, I felt like making a page and venting about how I envision my future to be like. I do blame TV and movies for some of these thoughts. And my lifestyle growing up also. I will explain.
Well, for a long time when I was growing up, I honestly envisoned myself to be alone. For awhile, I never even thought about having a man/husband. I guess I never saw myself as that attractive to have sex. I did always think about being a mother, but I figured I'd be single and live alone, and I would just adopt a child.
I felt if I ever did have a man, and become comfortable having children, I'd want 3. I was born on the 3rd of January, so 3 was always my lucky number. My Great Aunt Dolly has 3 kids, on the TV show "8 Simple Rules" there was 3 kids, on the TV show "Wizards Of Waverly Place" there was 3 kids. On the TV show "Good Luck Charlie" there was 4, and later, 5 kids. I feel now I'd want a bigger family than just 1 kid like myself. It was really lonely growing up. I just like envisoning I *at least* have my Little Johnny and Elizabeth Rose. But that's more of a recent thought.
On TV (and movies), the houses the children are raised in, they always appear to be bigger houses. I grew up in a 2 story home, so I will admit I look down on small houses like ranchers (literally and otherwise) and I'd never want to give my children a small house like a rancher.
A rancher is good for like me, John, and like 1 kid. Admittedly, John and I have a lot of belongings, many I know he doesn't want to part with (and me neither). He wants 2 kids (it was him and his sister Amy growing up) so he likes the thought of 2. Sorry, in my opinion a rancher is too small for more than 3 people. I just don't like that thought. John makes good money, why have a small ass house?
I'd love to be Mrs. Brensinger, having a bigger house, beautiful and cute kiddies with him, a sign saying "The Brensingers" on a big inviting home. A nice yard for them to play in. Lots of room inside the house for us and our kids things. Not all squished. 2 car garage.  
#iamasuperstar (talk) 04:51, April 23, 2019 (UTC) 
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