What To Do?

Take a smile to your friend
it seems like you might feel
that you'll be with her to the end.
She argues and bickers
and you seem to argue back,
is it just a friend
or is it love on track?
Yet you see me
so fearful yet free
rushing by your side,
is it my fate
to be cast out
to be your bait?
You stare
you watch when sometimes 
you think I don't see
the broken girl
otherwise known as me.
You talk to her like she's a good 
person to be around 
yet so I feel 
is sighs and cries
and little white lies,
a small pain in the side.
Do you like me or her
or just can't decide? 
My friends think you love me
yet I still see
that you might the friend more 
than me.
I am still scared
and lost
and trapped in a dark, dark room,
yet when you see me
its a new feeling
for someone to clear the gloom.