Llandaff

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🌰 Llandaff 🌰
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THIS CHARACTER IS A PART OF THE SFAU
Llandaff, a Sky/Sand/Mud is a Lost Spirit on Ursa's Boat. He is Cismale, and Demiromantic Panromantic. His SpiritFlower is a dahlia located on his shoulder, and he is based off of the character Jackie.
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Appearance
*Body: Llandaff is a large, chunky dragon in tall stature. He has a SandWing sail and venomous tail. Upon his face is a large, toothy smile, constantly in the same position and creased, glowing eyes. His SpiritFlower is a large dahlia, located on his shoulder. 
*Coloration: His mainscales are dark amber, with a similar color on his underbelly, only darker. He has a bright red nose along with patterns on his wings and claws of the same color. Yam colored spots litter his scales, along his thighs, shoulders, neck, and face. His sail and wing membrane are also yellow-orange. His teeth are yellowed and his gums are also red-er than normal, which makes his smile unsettling to some people. 
*Accessories: He bears no accessories, since he considers himself too "humble" for it. 
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Personality
Llandaff exists under a carefree and humorous charade, with a generally chill attitude and constant smile on his face. He usually cracks jokes and tries to look on the bright side of things, ignoring problems or responsibilities without much external concern. He has a habit of procrastinating and treating himself to personal pleasures instead. Llandaff makes it his mission to make others happy, in an attempt to fill the hole in his heart indicating a critical lack of love and to make himself feel better about himself. Secretly, he does this only to paint himself as a hero rather than doing to to truly make others feel better. This mask of a care-free and funny dragon is not only to mask his insecurities, but to appear as selfless and kind. Despite convincing himself that his care and kindness is fake, Llandaff can in fact be a very compassionate dragon, though considers it fake since he only usually shows it around those who he thinks he doesn't care about. 
Llandaff secretly carries a lot of self-loathing and guilt, considering himself useless and fake for pretending to care for others when really he was just doing it for himself. He had these feelings when he was alive, which resulted in his suicide. He bottles these thoughts inside and refuses to share them, keeping them secret in fear of being pitied or ruining his face heroism. He doesn't think of himself as truly deserving of love, which was why he was so surprised when Ursa offered for him to come on her boat. 
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Abilities
*Physical: Very brawny and willing to use brute force. He also has a tail-barb, although venom-less. 
*Mental: Practically none other than skill in the medical field. 
*Strengths: 
- Brawny. 
- Skill in the medical field. 
- Creepy & intimidating smile. 
*Weaknesses: 
- Extremely broken on the inside. 
- Bottling up his feelings for too long. 
- No battle skills. 
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Orientations & Romance
*Status: Single, not looking to marry.
*Sexuality: Demiromantic Panromantic.
*Gender: He/Him pronouns, Cismale 
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Quotes
- "What the..." - Becoming a Lost Spirit and shedding his cloth. 
- "Y'know, I regret asking for this motivational poster since it just makes me feel worse about myself..." - After being given a motivational poster to put in his room. 
- "Fried food? Ursa, wow! I love fried food!" - Upon being offered unhealthy food. 
- ""Hey, Stella. I know it's a bit late, but... I wanted to thank you for taking care of me. Y'know, on the boat. I know I didn’t deserve it. Maybe that's the difference between you and me. You don't care about all that. You don't judge. I don't want to sound mean, but you're simple like that. You see someone who needs help, and you help them. No questions asked. No payment expected. That's just how you are. And… You didn’t try and stop me when I said I wanted to leave. Thanks for respecting that... I remember when I started working at the hospital. People kept telling me how great and noble I was for doing it. I was happy to take the compliment. I felt proud. And I even started to believe it... ..." - Going to the True Afterlife. 
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Trivia
* Loves fried food. 
* Died due to suicide. 
* Likes to boast about his foreign origins, but doesn't know much about his father's tribes.
* Has murky memories of his dragonethood. 
* Enjoys creepypastas of any sort. 
* Loves b e e s. 
* Ursa secretly told Toadstool to hug him every once in a while to make him feel better. As a result, Toady is one of Llandaff's favorite dragons on the boat. 
* Has a hyena wind-wiper laugh. 
* Giggles uncontrollably when he's nervous. 
* Named after the Bishop of LLandaff Dahlia, which is his SpiritFlower. 
* Uses the word "sh/t" way too often. 
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Format: Copy1ng, f2u
Creator: Bloodstain
Base by: Nectarinne
Icon from Spiritfarer
Category:Characters
Category:MudWings
Category:SandWings
Category:SkyWings
Category:Males
Category:Alternate Universes
Category:Inspired by Fiction
Category:Deceased
Category:Hybrids