りょうしんのせんのう (Ryoushin no Sennou)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
君に会うのがどうしようもなく面倒だという急用が入った。 	kimi ni au no ga dou shiyou mo naku mendou da to iu kyuuyou ga haitta. 	I'm supposed to go see you, but a problem which you could call urgent has come up.
楽しいなんて分かってるのに。って、わぁっと泣いた。 	tanoshii nante wakatteru noni. tte, waa to naita. 	I knew it was going to be fun, so I cried.
今まで積み重ねた善と悪の比率を計算する。 	ima made tsumikasaneta zen to aku no hiritsu o keisan suru. 	I'm calculating the ratio of all the good and bad that I've done up to now
これでいいんだと、諦める教育は受けなかった。 	kore de ii nda to, akirameru kyouiku wa ukenakatta. 	because I wasn't taught to just say "This is fine." and give up.
 	 	
嗚呼、消えそうだ。消えそうだ。消えたくなりそうだ。 	aa, kiesou da. kiesou da. kietaku narisou da. 	Ahh, I feel like I'm disappearing. I feel like I'm disappearing. I feel like disappearing.
ただ、どうでもいい。最初からそこに興味はなかった。 	tada, dou demo ii. saisho kara soko ni kyoumi wa nakatta. 	But that doesn't matter. I wasn't interested in that in the first place.
 	 	
お前は馬鹿だ。駄目だと分かっていてやってる。 	omae wa baka da. dame da to wakatte ite yatteru. 	You're an idiot. You know it's no use but do it anyway.
これでいいの？　世間的には間違ってる。 	kore de ii no? sekenteki ni wa machigatteru. 	"Is this the right thing to do?" According to society, no, it's not.
楽しいのも本当で、苦しいのも本当だ。 	tanoshii no mo hontou de, kurushii no mo hontou da. 	It's true that it's fun, but it's also true that it's painful,
どちらか一方じゃなきゃ駄目なんだ。 	dochiraka ippou ja nakya dame nan da. 	it's got to be one or the other.
 	 	
考えるほど辛くなる。なら、バカみたいになってしまえ。 	kangaeru hodo tsuraku naru. nara, baka mitai ni natte shimae. 	The more I think about it the more painful it gets. "Then you're just gonna turn into an idiot."
それが、正しい思考に溺れていく。ってことだ。 	sore ga, tadashii shikou ni oborete iku. tte koto da. 	That's what it means to drown in correct thinking.
 	 	
嗚呼、死にそうだ。死にそうだ。って言葉が大嫌いだ。 	aa, shinisou da. shinisou da. tte kotoba ga daikirai da. 	Ahh, I feel like I'm dying. I feel like I'm dying. I hate those words. (I feel like living.)In the video, behind "って言葉が大嫌いだ。" the text "生きたくなりそうだ。" can faintly be seen
もっと大変な人がいるんだ、誰かの頭の中に。 	motto taihen na hito ga iru nda, dareka no atama no naka ni. 	In someone else's head, there's someone else having it harder.
 	 	
お前は馬鹿だ。笑顔以外を信仰できない。 	omae wa baka da. egao igai o shinkou dekinai. 	You're an idiot. You can't have faith in anything but a smile.
これでよかったのに？　なんで、今更言うんだ。 	kore de yokatta noni? nande, imasara iu nda. 	"I would've been fine with that"? Why are you saying that now?
好きになれば好きになるほど一生優しくできない。 	suki ni nareba suki ni naru hodo isshou yasashiku dekinai. 	The more I like someone, the less I can be kind to them for as long as I live.
他人であるほど優しくできるのは、 	tanin de aru hodo yasashiku dekiru no wa, 	The reason why I'm kinder the more of a stranger someone is is because...
 	 	
上から目線。歪んだ無関心。 	ue kara mesen. yuganda mukanshin. 	"You look down on them. You have a distorted sense of apathy.
つまりは、そういう、ことなのか？ 	tsumari wa, sou iu, koto nano ka? 	Is that what you're trying to say?"
 	 	
あいつはバカだ。 	aitsu wa baka da. 	That guy's an idiot.
不幸を不幸と嘆き散らかし、くだらねえ幸せを幸せだと泣いている。 	fukou o fukou to nageki chirakashi, kudaranee shiawase o shiawase da to naite iru. 	He grieves messily about how sadness makes him sad and cries about meaningless happiness calling it happiness.
 	 	
お前がバカだ。それが一番幸せなんだ。 	omae ga baka da. sore ga ichiban shiawase nan da. 	You're an idiot. That's what makes you the happiest.
そんな幸せ者を指も差さず笑うお前が本当の大バカで、ただの不幸せ者なんだ。 	sonna shiawase mono o yubi mo sasazu warau omae ga hontou no oobaka de, tada no fushiawase mono nan da.	You're truly the biggest idiot. You can't even point and laugh at such a happy guy. That's just how unhappy you are.
きっと、それが一番よかったんだ。 	kitto, sore ga ichiban yokatta nda. 	But surely, this is for the best.
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*全然、きれいじゃない。 (Zenzen, Kirei ja Nai.) (album)
==External Links==
*piapro - Off vocal
===Unofficial===
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