LU 71 - Vesbaguax 2

After Haruspex and nameless beast, now sapient, left Vesbaguax, it finally let itself fall on the ground with its full weight, barely breathing. 
"One more stunt like this, and I might shut down for good. I must be more careful. More patient. More thoughtful" mumbled golem to itself, closing its eyes and letting go of its consciousness. After several hours without any movement, Vesbaguax began twitching, with his eyes becoming more lit and lively. Someone important to it is about to return, and golem needs to be ready. With all the remaining strength, Vesbaguax pushed itself into a sitting position, facing the portal and waiting. After a short while, a tall woman in a robe of night sky color arrived with a bag full of supplies. 
"Welcome back, how was your journey?" asked the golem with an unusually weak voice.
"Not catastrophic, but not fruitful either", answered Lull with a tired smile, "Is everything alright?". 
Vesbaguax exhaled, forgetting for a second about the lack of lungs – memories of the past that never was. 
"I gave sapience to a feral creature. I saw potential, but I feel like I've put too much into it".
"Where is it? Should we return what you lost?", said the Enderian.
"It's with Haruspex. I'm not willing to take the life that I gave. Like you, I feel responsible for the creature I made".
After a short period of silence, Vesbaguax gripped its sword and tried to stand up. 
"I'll find a worthy replacement", said the golem, but was stopped and put back into its place by Lull, like a child.
"Stay here. I'll find what you're looking for", calmly said the Enderian with a vicious grin before giving a gentle kiss on the top of Vesbaguax helmet. With these words, she disappeared into a purple mist.
Golem once again laid down on warped nylium, slowly falling back into primordial blackness.
"Thank you, mother".