僕がモンスターになった日 (Boku ga Monster ni Natta Hi)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
僕がモンスターになった日 	boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi 	The day I became a monster,
もう何にも信じられなくて 	mou nani ni mo shinjirarenakute 	I could no longer believe in anything.
逆さまになって落ちてく 	sakasama ni natte ochiteku 	No one needs someone weak like me
弱い自分なんていらないや 	yowai jibun nante iranai ya 	Who flips upside down and goes on falling.
 	 	
午前3時　ふと目が覚めた 	gozen sanji futo me ga sameta 	At 3 in the morning, I suddenly snapped awake.
まるで闇の中に閉じ込められたみたいだ 	marude yami no naka ni tojikomerareta mitai da	It was like I’d been imprisoned within darkness.
いっそこのまま息も止まればいいのにな 	isso kono mama iki mo tomareba ii no ni na 	If only my breathing would just stop like this!
傷付くことはもう　うんざりだ 	kizutsuku koto wa mou unzari da 	I’m so sick of getting hurt by now.
 	 	
ボロボロになって　うずくまってる 	boroboro ni natte uzukumatteru 	I’m getting all battered, and I’m cowering.
脆い自分なんて誰が愛してくれますか？ 	moroi jibun nante dare ga aishite kuremasu ka?	Who would love a person as brittle as me?
 	 	
僕がモンスターになった日 	boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi 	The day I became a monster,
信じたくて信じられなくて 	shinjitakute shinjirarenakute 	I wanted to believe, but I could no longer believe.
この声が届かないなら 	kono koe ga todokanai nara 	Should I just go and smash everything to bits
すべてを壊してしまおうか 	subete o kowashite shimaou ka 	If my voice won’t get across?
 	 	
いつの間にか僕の身体は 	itsu no ma ni ka boku no karada wa 	Before I knew it, my body
痛みを感じなくなった　そう、バケモノみたいに 	itami o kanjinaku natta sou, bakemono mitai ni	Could no longer feel pain—indeed, I was just like a monster.
傷付けることも裏切ることもできない 	kizutsukeru koto mo uragiru koto mo dekinai 	I’d accidentally obtained a heart of steel
鋼の心を手に入れてしまった 	hagane no kokoro o te ni irete shimatta 	That couldn’t hurt or betray anyone.
 	 	
深い闇の底の方から聞こえる 	fukai yami no soko no hou kara kikoeru 	I plugged my ears against the voice crying “SOS!”
SOSの声に耳を塞いでいた 	SOS no koe ni mimi o fusaide ita 	That I could hear from the direction of the deep, dark pit.
 	 	
僕がモンスターになったら 	boku ga monsutaa ni nattara 	If I become a monster,
ずっと愛してくれますか？ 	zutto aishite kuremasu ka? 	Will you always love me?
いびつな両手広げて 	ibitsu na ryoute hirogete 	‘Cause I’ll spread out my clawed hands
すべてを壊してあげるから 	subete o kowashite ageru kara 	And smash everything to bits for you.
 	 	
僕がモンスターになった日 	boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi 	The day I became a monster,
僕は僕を消そうとした 	boku wa boku o kesou to shita 	I tried to erase myself—
泣き虫で頼りなくて 	nakimushi de tayorinakute 	This tearful, unreliable,
かけがえのない自分 	kakegae no nai jibun 	Irreplaceable person that I am.
 	 	
僕がモンスターになった日 	boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi 	The day I became a monster,
大事なものを見つけたよ 	daiji na mono o mitsuketa yo 	I found something crucial.
弱さを許せること　それが本当の 	yowasa o yuruseru koto sore ga hontou no 	I realized that the ability to forgive
強さなんだって気付いたよ 	tsuyosa nanda tte kizuita yo 	My weakness is what strength really is.
==Discography==
This song was featured in the following albums:
*青春症候群 (Seishun Shoukougun)
==External Links==
*Nico Commons - Off vocal
===Unofficial===
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