EXI(S)T

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	
最後に笑った 	saigo ni waratta 	When was the last time I really smiled?
のがいつなんだろう 	no ga itsu nan darou 	I can’t remember how it feels anymore
感覚も全く覚えてない 	kankaku mo mattaku oboetenai 	Before I knew it,
襲う自分の無関心さ 	osou jibun no mukanshin sa 	the apathy consumed me
 	 	
ルートが違うだけ 	ruuto ga chigau dake 	When every road leads to the same place,
どの道も同じ 	dono michi mo onaji 	The idea of “choice”
「チョイス」残酷な冗談 	"choisu" zankoku na joudan 	feels like a cruel joke
僕はそれに気づいていない 	boku wa sore ni kizuite inai 	And I’m the only not in on it
 	 	
世界の終わりだったら 	sekai no owari dattara 	If today was the end of the world
間違いと後悔の中で 	machigai to koukai no naka de 	Then all my mistakes and regrets
やっとそれらは流されるんだ 	yatto sorera wa nagasareru nda 	They’d be washed away, wouldn’t they?
そう思うとなんだか安心するよ 	sou omou to nandaka anshin suru yo 	It’s kind of comforting
 	 	
生きてる死んでいる 	ikiteru shinde iru 	Living, dying,
違いなんかあるのか？ 	chigai nanka aru no ka? 	is there even a difference?
無気力と気力、結局は同じだよ 	mukiryoku to kiryoku, kekkyoku wa onaji da yo	Apathy, interest, in the end it’s all the same
人生に意味があるなら、教えてくれよ 	jinsei ni imi ga aru nara, oshiete kure yo 	If there’s meaning to this life, someone please let me know
仕方ない、知らなきゃいけない 	shikatanai, shiranakya ikenai 	I’m desperate to know!
Why am I alive? 	 	
I’m existing just to die 	 	
 	 	
考えが頭に 	kangae ga atama ni 	Even when my head is
満ちる 	michiru 	filled with these thoughts
心が痛みに叫ぶ 	kokoro ga itami ni sakebu 	My heart still screams in pain
日に日に増していくような痛み 	hi ni hi ni mashite iku you na itami 	An aching that seems to grow each day
 	 	
必死に息を 	hisshi ni iki o 	Every breath,
コントロールする 	kontorooru suru 	a desperate attempt to maintain control
残された僅かな時間 	nokosareta wazuka na jikan 	Over the tiny amount of time I have
思ってるより、ずっと止まりそう 	omotteru yori, zutto tomarisou 	So what if I just stopped...?
 	 	
これは狂気だ 	kore wa kyouki da 	This is insane!
見えるのが 	mieru no ga 	I can’t be the only one
僕だけじゃない筈 	boku dake janai hazu 	that sees it right?
心の中叫んでいる 	kokoro no naka sakende iru 	I’m screaming from the bottom of my heart
周りの幸せそうな顔たち 	mawari no shiawasesou na kaotachi 	All the happy faces around me
皆嘘つきなの? 	mina usotsuki na no? 	Are they all liars?
 	 	
まだ探してる「ミーニング」 	mada sagashiteru "miiningu" 	I’m still searching for that thing called “meaning”
君が教えてくれたもの 	kimi ga oshiete kureta mono 	That you told me exists
嘘じゃないの? 	uso janai no? 	It can’t be a lie right?
嘘ついてないの? 	uso tsuitenai no? 	You wouldn’t lie to me right?!
 	 	
この生命と絶命 	kono inochi to zetsumei 	This life and its death,
違いなんかあるのか？ 	chigai nanka aru no ka? 	is there even a difference?
幸福と絶望、結局は同じだよ 	koufuku to zetsubou, kekkyoku wa onaji da yo 	Happiness and despair, in the end it’s all the same
人生に意味があるなら、教えてくれよ 	jinsei ni imi ga aru nara, oshiete kure yo 	If there’s meaning to this life, someone please let me know
仕方ない、知らなきゃいけない 	shikatanai, shiranakya ikenai 	I’m desperate to know!
Why am I alive? 	 	
I’m existing just to die 	 	
==External Links==
*Google Drive - Instrumental, Illustration, Lyrics
Category:Japanese songs
Category:EMIRI songs list