Haku

Tried to walk together, but the night was growing darkThought you were beside me, but I reached and you were gone
swan
Maybe you should just leave now. It really makes no difference, everyone does the same anyway, sooner or later.
~Swan
They say she's like a black swan, with an elegant and mysterious beauty on the outside, while having a fierce and untamable soul inside.
But, really, she thinks she's more like a raven. All everyone sees in her is bad luck, every single fate she has been doomed to is a tragedy, and as time goes on, everything she knows and loves has left like, like the curses she's so typically associated with. 
She may look like a fallen angel, but in reality, she thinks she might as well belong in the hands of the devil.
swan 	swan
 	
Background Information	Background Information
Art By 	sneaky
Creator 	essence
Aesthetics 	black swans, raven feathers, broken glass, clouded moonlight, bare forests, crystallized tears, thorny vines, extinguished fires, burnt charcoal
Main Attribute 	depression, grief
Elemental Attribute 	darkness
Theme Animal 	black swan, raven
Theme Color 	ebony
Theme Song 	
Hymn For The Missing - Red (Nightcore)
MBTI Personality 	ISTP-T
Character Information 	Character Information
Age 	10 D.Y. / about 21 H.Y.
Gender 	female
Pronouns 	she/her
Orientation 	ace bi
Occupation 	librarian
Tribe 	nightwings
Other Names 	feathers
Goal 	to feel better about life
Residence 	Hikari
Relatives 	moonbeam (mother), chasm (father), saccharine (older sister)
Allies 	dovey, euphoria, tara
Enemies 	her family, her bullies from the past
Likes 	text
Dislikes 	text
Abilities 	text
Weapons 	text
Love Interests 	none
Quote 	quote.
Sometimes I hear you calling, from some lost and distant shoreI hear you crying softly for the way it was before
appearance
*typical nightwing mostly
*quite thin and bony and looks unhealthy most of the time
*supposedly has beautiful ebony colored scales, but a lack of care has caused them to become a duller shade of dark grey 
*same goes for her underbelly. it would have been a pretty brilliant white but now it just appears faded and grayish
*some stormy grey scales cover their limbs 
*pale silvery spines
*amethyst eyes that would look stunning if she didn't have a dead and eternally grumpy look
**has pretty dark circles under her eyes, wouldn't be noticeable if her scales wasn't so bleached of their original color
Where are you now?Are you lost?Will I find you again?
personality
*depressed and broken underneath but doesn't show it to strangers
*has a deep hatred for the world around her and believes that fate was cruel and unkind specifically to her
*sarcastic and speaks dryly and day to day conversations
*acts like a bit of a know-it-all, she's actually smart though
*the way she speaks makes her seem a bit too cocky for her own good
**realistically her self-esteem is very low
*physically and mentally tired
*surprisingly civil to strangers that interact with her through her job
*doesn't hesitate to let out anger in subtle ways towards those who cause trouble, though
*but that's about all she lets the world see, she bottles almost everything else up
*awfully pessimistic but can you blame her
*deathly afraid of losing someone, so she tries not to get attached to any dragon
*independent and ridiculously stubborn sometimes
Are you alone, are you afraid? Are you searching for me?Why did you go, I had to stay, now I'm reaching for you
history
text
Will you wait, will you wait?Will I see you again?
abilities
text
You took it with you when you leftThese scars are just a trace
weaknesses
text
Now it wanders lost and woundedThis heart that I misplaced
relationships
text
Where are you now?Are you lost?Will I find you again?
trivia
*Haku's name means swan in Japanese, from the word 白鳥 (Hakuchō), hence the reason why her preferred name is Swan
*she despises being touched without warning or just scared from behind in general
**often those that do so to her will find themselves whacked quite hard with her wing and getting yelled at right after
*enjoys several pastries but most notably banana bread
*love-hate relationship with nighttime
**she likes stargazing and the calm atmosphere of the night, but also hates that she is constantly reminded of her own insomnia
*in her opinion bright, eyeburning colors can die and i wholeheartedly agree with her
Are you alone, are you afraid? Are you searching for me?Why did you go, I had to stay, now I'm reaching for you
gallery
please follow this reference while drawing her! the base is by agoldfishwithanxiety, colored by me.
Haku by sneaky.png|by sneaky! <3 
HakubyIce.png|by ice! thank you so much again for the gift <3
Will you wait, will you wait?Will I see you again?
Category:Work in Progress
Category:Content (Light Fairy)
Category:Characters
Category:Females
Category:NightWings
Category:LGBT+
Category:Occupation (Archivist)