Not Fair (poem)

It's not fair,
It's not true,
It's a lie,
That,
I'm sure.
I am dead,
I don't live,
Why am I still alive?
No, no, no...
It's not fair,
It's not right,
It's all wrong,
Why am I still alive?
Why did they save me?
It's all their fault...
I should've been dead by now,
Right now...
It's not fair that I live,
It's not fair that I didn't die,
It's not fair,
Life's not fair,
They all keep an eye on me,
So that I won't die...
It's not fair,
It's not true,
This isn't happening,
I should be dead...
I am in pain,
I want to scream,
I want to cry,
I need to die...
I hate my fate,
I hate my luck,
I don't need life,
I need to die...
But why,
Why am I still alive?
This is a dream,
It's all a lie,
I fear to live,
I want to die...
(to my unfortune, I was saved... I woke up in a hospital... today my mom brought me my laptop, and my dad looks pretty mad...)