Level Psi

Content Warning
Before continuing, it's important to know that this page contains Dark Topics. Some of these references include Depictions of Poor Mental Health, Bullying, Manipulation, Psychological Abuse, Death & Torture. While to some Cosmic Horror & Psychological Horror is not dark, the level falls under those themes.
“In Your Mind”
 Survival difficulty CLASS SPECTATOR 
↳SUBCLASS Ψ Accessibility: N/A No Entrances Yet Viewable Environment: N/A Conceptual Psychological: <varying> Dependant on Level </span>
Hello, "Wanderers." Apologies for the casual tone. I am from what you call "the Frontrooms", using this advanced communication device I am able to talk to you. Allow me to be upfront: I did not escape the Backrooms, I never no-clipped out of "reality" or even knew about Dimensions until a few months (?) ago. I am making contact directly from my location on planet Earth. I can share how I obtained this machine and how I'm aware of the Backrooms. It is all thanks to a "Backrooms level" as you call it.
It broke me, it stole my life. She corrupted me, she forced me to be her slave. Every piece of knowledge, every enemy defeated and every gift that THING gave me, even out of pure good nature always ends up harming me and benefiting her. Everything I had done was under her desires. Yet, let me assure you: this is the plain and honest truth. It even forced me to create this message to warn you of its true extent of power.
I suppose I should start at the beginning. Not mine but hers, after all you helped cause my suffering M.E.G. YOU HELPED. And now you get to see how bad you FUUUUUCKED UP and how you could have avoided all that unnecessary agony... Sounds good?
Ever since you made the "classifications", the Backroom Colonists helped make what you now called the "Greek Levels". You heard of rumours of something called Level Psi. You were going to make the level article until you heard it cannot be accessed. That it is a dream level where those at the verge of pure insanity and death itself may be worthy to see it, so you believed it was a myth and never added in The mother of all psychological torment and its outcomes into your database. Worst part was from the monster herself who told me that you had a double standard. Does "The Nightmare Place" remind you of anything? Feels wrong seeing her on the right side.
She was with the Backrooms since the beginning since she was a level herself. Watching when humans entered and according to her, "Only an unlucky minority left." Take that information if you will and a small bit more: If things could enter and exit the Backrooms while originating from the outside, anything inside will now know they can do the same. Not so fun is it now??? 
Level Psi never was originally a purple set of hallways until it noticed how all of you had made the association between mental hazards and purple-pink colours. Look at Class Ψ. It was a common thought in your heads and she saw that. She simply decided to go with the idea and while making herself, she went for a more "royal" colour. A "darker" colour. Level Psi has a mind and it can think. She is aware of something you call "Level 0" and how it is a PART of the Backrooms, just like her. Many of you just see the halls and call it The Backrooms as if it is just a series of halls rather than a central point of the Backrooms. 
It is aware of many things, from the extinct creatures that first roamed in Level Beta, the dark secrets of The Dark Metro and all those who are present in the dimension she is in. She told me a few secrets that makes me question why should I even help you but by not helping you, I can cause innocent "Wanderers" to suffer. I don't want cause more suffering thanks to her. Through out my time under this thing's power I learned more of it but she knew many things of me.
I could not hide my secrets from her because she lived in my mind and read it. When I fall asleep I see her. She is not confined to her hallway from as she made herself look like that. From a dark staircase with the corpses of those who she tortured to an empty field where one can hear secrets being whispered with no way to stop, there is nothing it could not look like. Some could say it is good that she is not a physical being but I say to you that her being an abstract nightmare that could not be simply ignored is worse.
Level Psi is not a loving creature, she cannot be reasoned with as she knows what you are thinking of saying and is smart enough to decide if listening to the idea is worth it. She is a narcissist however there are few things it has a black loving heart for:
* Her children, Class Ψ levels.
* Sentient Levels. According to her, "The planes of existence that can think for themselves are superior to the lifeless. Even my children who bear my symbol are weak and pathetic compared to levels such as The Source Of All Pain".
*Things she call "The Children Of Insanity", from her many dialogues this may refer to psychopaths, the mentally unstable or "They who became whole thanks to The Cycle".
I don't know who or what is "The Source Of All Pain" or "The Cycle" is but clearly Level Psi is an endless realm of suffering in my eyes.
Remember how Level Psi left the Backrooms? She was content in staying in your dimension as she could look at your progress in documenting each level. She didn't want people to know her unless she found them worthy of her. Those at the brink of pure insanity and death could become candidates if she found them impressive enough. She told how all those who were worthy were given the mercy of knowing that Level Psi was not the one who caused them to perish and lose their mind. And as a twisted mercy she will mentally destroy them to the point where physical and mental pain that they endured will be far more desirable than her. She had made them completely numbed to suffering.
At some point she had grown bored of targeting multiple people who could never share her existence. Many had nightmares of her. Many forms and some ████ ████ to stop the agony. They tried to warn you but you didn't listen. She was going to curse all those who fell asleep with endless nightmares until she thought of a way to flex her royalty and power. She read the memories of those who knew about Object 3.
She realised that if Object 3 reaches "the Frontrooms" then the end of all life is expected. It realised that if "Wanderers" finding levels that lead out the Backrooms was precious and anything from the Backrooms exiting the Backrooms is dangerous. What about the threat of an unstoppable structure making the safest dimension that we know of into a psychological nightmare? If you thought of a plan to stop her she would know.
Of course she did find difficulty in leaving as a level. She was bound to the minds of all and to the Backrooms. When the strongest group dismissed it as mere fantasy instead of the nightmarish reality it truly is, it remembered those words and vowed to show how wrong they were. It allowed everything to forget its existence and utilised all its power to leave the Backrooms dimension. Weakened from that relocation, it rested in our realm. It waited patiently until the day it regained the strength to awaken and choose one of us as its host.
It choose me. I was a no one. I am not going to reveal the level of my mental health before I was chosen by Level Psi because it is way too personal. I will instead reveal what It made me do. My delusions increased and my ████ nature increased. I could not control myself. It was so bad that when my friend said I was faking my disorders, I actually WANTED it to be true. Every day my health got worse because that darkness in me just grew in power. 
I grew sociopathic and even though I thought at first it was a blessing. I was getting more confident to fight back against my bullies and ████. However my confidence to harm was clearly a curse. Since I now was known for my violent outbursts, people would intentionally try to trigger me. I grew more depressed and wanted to ████. I wanted it to end. It was until The mother of all Class Ψ levels felt pity for me. She said "As my royal vessel I find joy in how close you are to embracing me however I am a fair plain of reality, you crave justice and I shall grant it to you. Do you wish to gain physical strength by letting go of your humanity and become a symbol for madness or do you want something else for them?"
I was thinking of all the ways I could see them suffer and honestly that was the first time I felt comfort. Even though she loved my suffering there was no one less for me. I wanted to ████ them, watch them cry as I ████ them and so much more. Just as I was going to say what I want I froze. I didn't want suffering. I only wanted to be loved and not be harmed. So reluctantly I declined. The only time I ever hear that monster weep was when I rejected that offer. As I went to sleep I still dreamed of her but nothing bad happened. She began teaching me how to draw and other skills. It was out of character and the form was... welcoming.
Aside from teaching certain skills. It told me that certain people who acted nice around me was "Evil" and said she will "Make sure everyone would not hurt me ever again." Every gift it gave, even without malicious intent will always become one's doom and benefit her. She taught me pieces of information about others. Personal information that those people never revealed and now I can't see people as people.
When I woke up I got a notification on the school's chat app that school will be cancelled due to "Horrible events" and "Investigation will occur & all remaining students should be mindful of themselves." I wondered what happened and remembered what Level Psi said. Since I made that thought it heard me. Level Psi then said "Have you read the news lately?" in the same calm tone she was using in my dreams. I felt uneasy however I still done so, I got my phone and looked at the recent news headlines.
Various people from my school ████ ████. The authorities believe the attacks are targeted as all members had close relationships and no history of mental illness. They talked have various forensic scientists stated all of them ████ by their own hands and many were extremely violent to the point they question why they would ████ by that method. Some appeared to had journals, in which they talked about something harassing them, some students talked on their mobile devices and investigation reveals they were terrified the moment they realised they all had encountered this unknown figure. In and only a minority, some wrote down clues on this person or group. All these clues associate with the Greek letter (which coincidently or not) is a symbol for Psychology or psychologists, used in the logo of various psychological associations. 
The letter Ψ
"Aren't you happy?" she asked. "You finally got your revenge, you must feel so great" she said. I remember looking at my hands and remembering how I rejected that offer and as twisted as it is to say, I should have killed them as clearly I would have been less evil. I asked her why she done this and she said it clearly wasn't her fault as she was helping me do what I wanted and even took the blame from me. She reminded me how I was the one who encouraged her to do this, the one tried to be an ally but clearly I was victim blaming and then she said something, something I will remember until I ████.
"You act like I want to ████ you. If I wanted to do that, I would have done so. You are alive because I want you to be alive, I can choose how much I can break ones mind without even showing them horrors unfathomable. Just the mere presence of me in their dimension means their life is already under my mercy. You are alive and still have some will to live because I said so, your life is nothing to this place. In fact if I so wanted I could have made it so you were imagining all these things by realistic nightmares or hallucinations. Everyone could be laughing at how stupid you looked. I was planning on returning back to my home dimension with a message from this dimension but clearly you are too stupid to do so. Besides if this was real, the police should be searching for you as clearly all those who were involved had a good connection to each other while you were known to be bullied and have outbursts here, there and everywhere. If you said an inter-dimensional sentient plane of existence which takes the form of random places is responsible they would never believe you. You will rot in prison."
From then on I was on the run, no one knew where I was and I committed crimes such as robbing and trespassing to survive as clearly my life didn't matter. I wanted to live but clearly losing my mind every second. I was never safe. It chose me and grew in my thoughts like a tumour. My memories faded because I could only remember Level Psi and its words. I had nightmares about that place. Voices of the mentally broken screaming for help but there was no one to help. No one saw them as human just like how we were both monsters. I am no longer human. I live in utter isolation to avoid people. Those dark halls. When I dream about Level Psi could see but I could not feel it. I knew I was in a dream but I couldn't wake up. At first I thought it was a lucid nightmare.
I then realised that I had skills to be an inventor or even an artist, I can change my life for the better. However she shattered that with realistic dreams, in dreams that were within dreams, now I could not tell if was dreaming or in normal reality. I remembered she did want to leave this reality and return back to the Backrooms so I wondered if making that device could work. I didn't want to help M.E.G. due to learning of their secrets but decided more innocent people would be harmed.
I built the machine using the knowledge she taught me, partially to prove that maybe all of this pain was simply a never long nightmare where Level Psi never actually existed. I still hope that the fact, the machine was successful was a mere hallucination so all that wasted life was never gone but I hope it isn't so I know my life has value due to saving potentially many lives.
Level Psi wants people to know she is greato make sure, M.E.G., if you see this, decorate this message so she is flattered. Level Psi's plan was to travel to planet Earth so you would fear it more and understand its value. It will leave me once this message is uploaded and it will return back to the Backrooms. It found the idea of tormenting one person at a time so much more fun because now it had a single thing to focus. Level Psi will now go by the nickname it gave itself "In Your Mind" for you can't enter it and it is the origin for mental hazards for she is The Mother of All Psychological Torment Within the Backrooms.
To summarise: 
Level Psi saw me.
Level Psi used me.
Level Psi preys on all.
Please Pray for all.
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