馬と鹿に謝って (Uma to Shika ni Ayamatte)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
幼い頃から感じてた この両眼への圧迫感 	osanai koro kara kanjiteta kono ryoume e no appakukan 	From the time I was young, I’ve experienced pressure towards my eyes.
眼鏡を買って貰って色づいた世界は綺麗以上に怖かった 	gankyou o katte moratte irozuita sekai wa kirei ijou ni kowakatta 	When I got them to buy me glasses, the world as it changed colors was more scary than beautiful.
あの木の緑は小さい葉っぱの寄せ集めだと知った 	ano ki no midori wa chiisai happa no yoseatsume da to shitta 	I realized that the green of that tree was a mishmash of little leaves.
それくらいで良かったはずなのに勝手に流れ込んで来んだ 	sore kurai de yokatta hazu na no ni katte ni nagarekonde kunda 	Even though that at least should’ve been good, they came to flow into me arbitrarily.
 	 	
体が大きくなるにつれ 抱いてた恐怖は嫌悪感に変わって 	karada ga ookiku naru ni tsure idaiteta kyoufu wa ken'okan ni kawatte 	The larger my body grew, the more unpleasant a sensation the fear I harbored became.
綺麗なもの探してここまで歩いてきた、けど 	kirei na mono sagashite koko made aruite kita, kedo 	I’ve walked this far searching for beautiful things,
自分が自分である以上 この気持ちの悪さは拭えないんだ 	jibun ga jibun de aru ijou kono kimochi no warusa wa nuguenai nda 	But seeing as I am who I am, the awfulness of these feelings can’t be dispelled.
きっと 簡単なことだった 	kitto kantan na koto datta 	Surely it was as simple as that.
 	 	
どこまで行ったって僕らはただの動物の群れだ 	doko made itta tte bokura wa tada no doubutsu no mure da 	No matter how far we go, we’re just a herd of animals.
解った振りして自分だけは違うって思ってる僕は馬や鹿だ 	wakatta furi shite jibun dake wa chigau tte omotteru boku wa uma ya shika da	I, who think pretending to have it all figured out yourself is wrong, am a horse, a deer, and so on.
どうせ抗えないまま 死なないために息をまた 	douse aragaenai mama shinanai tame ni iki o mata 	Somehow unable to fight back, in order to not die, I yet again
吸って吐いて老いて死んでくんだ 	sutte haite oite shindeku nda 	Breathe in, breathe out, age, and die.
くだらないこの幼稚な抵抗も塵になって 	kudaranai kono youchi na teikou mo chiri ni natte 	Even this useless, childish resistance is becoming trash.
 	 	
メーデー、 	meedee, 	“Mayday,
間違ってるって言うんだろう 	machigatteru tte iun darou 	I’m messing up,” I say, don’t I?
ああ、パパ、ママ 	aa, papa, mama 	I won’t say things like
許してよなんて言わないよ 	yurushite yo nante iwanai yo 	“Ah, Papa, Mama, please forgive me!”
 	 	
ほんとに分かんないことばっか 伸びてく街頭の影 	honto ni wakannai koto bakka nobiteku gaitou no kage 	There’s nothing but things I really don’t get. I walk along, following
辿って歩く 空っぽのまま 	tadotte aruku karappo no mama 	The shadows of the streetlamps that stretch out, empty as ever.
おかしいのは僕だった この歌詞も全部全部戯言だ 	okashii no wa boku datta kono kashi mo zenbu zenbu zaregoto da 	“The strange one was me. Even these lyrics, all of them, all of them are drivel.”
って事にしとこうか 透過した憧景 	tte koto ni shitokou ka touka shita shoukei 	Should I get ready to pretend that? The scenery I longed for was penetrated.
変わってく君がいちばん怖いんだ 	kawatteku kimi ga ichiban kowai nda 	I’m most frightened of you as you change.
「残さないと勿体無いと思った」？ねえ、あんたらに限ってさ 	"nokosanai to mottainai to omotta"? nee, antara ni kagitte sa 	“I thought it’d be a waste of time to keep it”? Look, speak for yourselves.
 	 	
世界の敵だろう僕らは 少しもそう思わないの 	sekai no teki darou bokura wa sukoshi mo sou omowanai no 	Are we enemies of the world? We don’t think so in the slightest.
死んでも続いてく罪 自覚して否認 繰り返してきた人類賛歌 	shinde mo tsuzuiteku tsumi jikaku shite hinin kurikaeshite kita jinrui sanka	These are sins that linger even if we die, self-aware negation, and a hymn to humanity that played on repeat.
そう僕もあんたも同じさ、同様に無価値だ なあ兄弟 	sou boku mo anta mo onaji sa, douyou ni mukachi da naa kyoudai 	Yep, you and I are the same—we’re equally worthless. Hey, we might as well be siblings!
歌って 掻いて 吐いて 泣いて 吠えてたって 	utatte kaite haite naite hoeteta tte 	Even if we’re singing, scratching, vomiting, crying,
たった数十年 気付いたら 	tatta suujuunen kizuitara 	Once I realize that decades have passed,
 	 	
オーバー、 	oobaa, 	It’ll be over.
ああ、パパ、ママ 	aa, papa, mama 	I won’t say things like
許してよなんて言わないよ 	yurushite yo nante iwanai yo 	“Ah, Papa, Mama, please forgive me!”
ほんとに分かんないことばっか 	honto ni wakannai koto bakka 	There’s nothing but things I really don’t get.
 	 	
変わった ふりのままどうか 	kawatta furi no mama douka 	Still pretending to have changed,
分かった、君は そのままでいいよ 	wakatta, kimi wa sono mama de ii yo 	Somehow I understood, you’re fine as you are.
フラッタばっか 綺麗な世界だろう 	furatta bakka kirei na sekai darou 	Isn’t this world beautiful and full of fluttering?
本当に向いてないだけなんだ 	hontou ni muitenai dake nanda 	It’s just that I really refuse to face it.
==Translation Notes==
==External Links==
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