I Died Too Often

This may sound unbelievable, but I died many times. I keep repeating that story to my family to help them recover from their fear of death.
And dying is not the end of life; it's the continuation of it, a way to learn more things in life.
The first time I died was in the '70s when I was a mafia leader. Somehow someone stole all of our illegally earned money and disappeared. As we searched for the robber my gang was killed by an unseen shooter. I tried to shoot back at him but I never knew where he was.
My name back in the day was Amariano Demitrio and I was 30 years old.
The last thing I heard was a loud bang and then there was darkness as if I ceased to exist for a limited time.
And I heard a calming voice saying,
You aren't ready yet.
Then I somehow was born again in the '90s. I kept my memories from my past life and it confused my parents. When I talked about it they did not believe in it at all...
They were highly Christian and were renewed by God himself as I heard they caused miracles and saved many people. I would be petrified if I saw a god as I was evil back in the day, as you all know, so if he wanted to he could destroy my soul or remove it from existence.
I followed them and learned a lot about the religion, but the great flood and all that scared me, especially the apocalypse.
Now the way I died in this life was quite tragic as the church that my new family went too blew up in flames from some sort of a cult and I was crushed by a falling bell.
As my sight became blurry I saw my parents leave. They survived at least, but then I looked up and saw two giant, galactic-like eyes staring back at me and a face descended from space. I was going through a panic attack.
And as that thing was about to grab me, I woke up in yet another life, but this time I was alone. I was in an adoption center but I had enough food and drinks to survive and a lot of caring doctors. As I grew up I rented an apartment and that was when things went downhill.
One fateful night as I was drifting to sleep I saw a smiling man outside my window that showed from the mist. The man phased through the wall and whimpered,
HE IS COMING TO PUNISH YOU!
Then I heard a gun shot and saw the same man on the other side of my bedroom. This time he looked demonic. He aimed a shotgun straight to my head.
BUT DON'T WORRY AS DEATH WILL SAVE YOU!
I closed my eyes and expected the worst, but right after the gun shot there was nothing; I was still alive...
Somehow all the lights were turned on, and there stood God himself once again, but this time He was a golden angel-like being with 2 halos and 6 wings.
I stared at Him with horror and thought,
He is about to punish me! Please have mercy!
The being responded in a low yet calming voice,
It is not the final judgement so I won't harm you
I screamed
THEN WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!?
He floated towards me and grabbed my hand.
I only want to save you from the devil's deceit as he killed you.
Then why did you curse me by giving me unlimited lives!?
You are dong this to yourself as you refused to die and are searching for a better life, so I will let you decide to join us or continue your search.
God hugged me and vanished.
I still don't think I am ready to leave earth. I must get the perfect life before accepting the step beyond, no matter how long it takes. I may regret this, but this is my final choice.
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