転生 (Tensei)/Awayuki Kodama

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
揺れる海岸の 砂浜に僕の 	yureru kaigan no sunahama ni boku no 	I saw myself, no, the ruin of what I used to be
いや、かつて僕だったものの残骸が目に映ってた 	iya, katsute boku datta mono no zangai ga me ni utsutteta 	along the undulating tides at the beach.
それは滑稽で でもやるせなくて 	sore wa kokkei de demo yarusenakute 	It was comical, and yet miserable;
どうすれば僕はよかったんだろう 	dousureba boku wa yokatta ndarou 	just what should I have done?
きっと分かっていた 見ない振りしてた 	kitto wakatte ita minai furi shiteta 	I’m sure I knew, and only pretended not to see
僕に手を差し伸べてくれたことも全部 	boku ni te o sashinobete kureta koto mo zenbu 	the hands others reached out to me, everything.
でもごめんね。もう耐えられないから 	demo gomen ne. mou taerarenai kara 	But I’m sorry. I can’t hold on anymore,
何も言わないまま静かに消えちゃうんだ 	nani mo iwanai mama shizuka ni kiechau nda 	so I’m gonna quietly disappear, without saying a word.
 	 	
いつか必ず報われるからなんて言われるシラバス 	itsuka kanarazu mukuwareru kara nante iwareru shirabasu 	The syllabus tells me that it’ll all be worth it someday,
何時かが何時なのかを教えてはくれない 	itsuka ga itsu nano ka o oshiete wa kurenai 	yet it refuses to tell me when exactly “someday” is.
ねぇ本当にそんなもの信じていいの？ 	nee hontou ni sonna mono shinjite ii no? 	Hey, is it really okay for me to believe something like that?
全て嘘に聞こえて 辛くなってはうたを聴くだけ 	subete uso ni kikoete tsuraku natte wa uta o kiku dake 	Everything sounds like a lie, things start to get hard, and so I just listen to music.
 	 	
あえない再開どうだい僕の歌はどうやったって 	aenai saikai dou dai boku no uta wa douyatta tte 	What do you think of this flop reopening? It seems like no matter what kind of music I make,
偉い人が言うにはどうやらセンスとかが足りないらしい 	erai hito ga iu ni wa douyara sensu toka ga tarinairashii 	all the big names will say there’s “not enough style” or whatever.
あぁそうですね。 	aa sou desu ne. 	Ahh, that’s true.
僕の歌はきっと誰も聞いてない響かない 	boku no uta wa kitto dare mo kiitenai hibikanai 	I’m sure no one listens to my music, that it doesn’t resonate with anyone.
まだ足りてない 本当にそうなの？ 	mada taritenai hontou ni sou nano? 	It’s still not good enough. Is it really, though?
 	 	
分からないでしょう あなたにはきっと 	wakaranai deshou anata ni wa kitto 	You don’t get it, do you? Yeah, there’s no way you’d understand
ずっと負けてるままの僕の気持ちなんて 	zutto maketeru mama no boku no kimochi nante 	how I feel, always on the losing side of things like I am.
日がまだ昇らないからこのことすら誰も 	hi ga mada noboranai kara kono koto sura dare mo 	The sun hasn’t risen yet, so I’m gonna quietly disappear
知らないまま静かに消えちゃうんだ 	shiranai mama shizuka ni kiechau nda 	without anyone even knowing about this.
 	 	
僕が残していった言葉は今でも世界で響く 	boku ga nokoshite itta kotoba wa ima demo sekai de hibiku 	Even now, the words I left behind resound throughout the world,
なんてこともなく最後は忘れ去られ 	nante koto mo naku saigo wa wasuresarare 	my mundane end having been utterly forgotten.
ねぇ、そんな歌のどこに意味があるんだろう 	nee, sonna uta no doko ni imi ga aru ndarou 	Hey, what exactly is the point of songs like that?
僕をこの世界からこの腐敗から救い出してよ 	boku o kono sekai kara kono fuhai kara sukuidashite yo 	Save me from this world, from this decay!
 	 	
消えない後悔、脳内僕の歌だけでいっぱいで 	kienai koukai, nounai boku no uta dake de ippai de 	My regrets just won’t disappear, and my brain is taken over by my songs.
いつからこんなに｢勝ち｣ばかり気にするようになったんだろう 	itsu kara konna ni "kachi" bakari ki ni suru you ni natta ndarou	When did I start worrying so single-mindedly about “winning?”
またこうやってなんて無理だよ。 	mata kou yatte nante muri da yo. 	I can’t keep doing this.
だって僕は僕じゃない変われない 	datte boku wa boku janai kawarenai 	I mean, I’m not me, and I can’t change,
もう戻れない しょうがないでしょう 	mou modorenai shouganai deshou 	I can’t go back, so there’s nothing for it, is there?
 	 	
気取っちゃって、妬ましいね 	kidocchatte, netamashii ne 	You may pretend otherwise, but you sure are jealous, huh?
人気者のあいつはclever 	ninkimono no aitsu wa clever 	All those popular guys are so clever.
どれだけ頑張ったって私は結局凡人です 	dore dake ganbatta tte watashi wa kekkyoku bonjin desu 	No matter how hard I try, in the end, I’m just an ordinary person.
努力なんて馬鹿らしいね 	doryoku nante bakarashii ne 	Hard work isn’t gonna do anything for me.
いつも味わうのは負けのflavor 	itsumo ajiwau no wa make no flavor 	I’m always tasting the flavor of defeat.
私より愛されているのが嫌だ嫌だ嫌だ 	watashi yori aisarete iru no ga iyada iyada iyada 	I hate, hate, hate everything people love more than me.
 	 	
消えちゃいたいと願ってただ死んでいくなら 	kiecha itai to negattetada shinde iku nara 	If I’m to simply die wanting to disappear,
もう、いっそ生まれ変わって最初からやり直そうか 	mou, isso umarekawatte saisho kara yarinaosou ka 	then I might as well just be reborn and do it all over from the beginning.
ごめんね そしてさようなら。 	gomen ne soshite sayounara. 	I’m sorry, and goodbye.
==External Links==
*piapro - Instrumental 1
*piapro - Instrumental 2
===Unofficial===
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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*Violet - Translation source
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