Level -115.1

Reviewer's advisory: This page was designed to function like a therapeutic implement. Please... read this page in the dark and in dark mode for the full experience. Viewer discretion is advised.
==Discussion Log: Dr. Nightingale Is Not Looking Well==
Dr. Nightingale began in a far-off voice, Let us re-imagine the usages of hallways and darkness.
Cindy W. Müller looks this 'man' over before commenting: Astrid... You look like you have not slept in ages.
Dr. Nightingale emitted this mildly demented chuckle, You have no idea! He continues dismissively and with exhausted excitement, I made this recently. It has been a while since I made another level.
Cindy W. Müller does not like the tired look in his eyes nor that crazed look on his face that had him favoring his twin sibling, Kill Streak Kim from Level -511. 
Cindy W. Müller is concerned but askes: Did you not make Level -115.2?
Dr. Nightingale responses, Yes... but this is a different therapeutic implement.
Cindy W. Müller is concerned and askes: Is it anything like Level -933?
This wounded smirk appeared on his face, I did okay with Level -115.2. I hope it is not. I mean... That level does have a lot to do with this level's creation...
Cindy W. Müller interrupts him: Wait! Are you saying this level is like Level -933?
This panicky yet defensive look appeared on Dr. Nightingale's face, No... NO! He whispers like it is a secret: This level is about semi-transcendence...
Cindy W. Mueller confesses: You are not making any sense.
Dr. Nightingale proceed to explain: Level -933 was created to function as a therapeutic device but it failed miserably. Level -933 functions more or less like The Void or The Full with some differences. I never intended for it to function like that but it does. Besides the point... The Void consist of nothing... you are doomed to float/fall there forever. The Full consist of everything... you will be crushed. Level -933: Blue Static consists of a sea of consciousness of every single person that found themselves there. Those individuals entered the static of Level -933 and dematerialized. These individuals believed they were heading down a 'road' before transcending. What I am implementing is more tangible, symbolic, esoteric and reusing classic elements. Will you transcend and become one with 'God'? Well... no! Will you achieve a greater state of peace and enlightenment...? Only if you can face your inner demons.
Cindy W. Mueller stares at him blankly: You know what... fine... there is a connect between this level and Level -933 without it being Level -933. You can enlightenment me on this level's function after you to get some sleep.
Level -115.1 is a sublevel in Level -115, Anger Management, you must request to enter.
==Therapeutic Definitions==
===Definition 1: Dark Therapy===
Dark Therapy, also known as Dark Meditation, is a meditative practice for self-reflection done in a quiet space devoid of sunlight or artificial light. This practice was performed traditionally by Taoist to achieve a higher state of mind and to celebrate the feminine divine known as yin. This meditative practice was completed in a dark, secluded cave.
===Definition 2: Walking Meditation===
Walking meditation is a meditative practice that utilizes mindfulness practices and the physical experience of walking. The purpose of walking meditation is to experience a mind-body connection as you walk around a room or outside. As you pace the length of your desired space, it is best to focus on pace, stride, gait, and footfall to achieve the connection between the mind and body.
==Liminality and Symbolism of Hallways==
The Backrooms are littered with hallways because they are liminal or transitional spaces that join several different rooms together. Hallways are also symbolic. In dreams, being in or seeing a hallway indicates we are open to opportunities, experiences, or exploring and open to new ideas that bring about positive change. Hallways also represent the pathway leading towards life or death.
==Description==
Level -115.1 is a hallway created by entity 777.1, Dr. Astrid F. Nightingale, to function as a therapeutic implement in Level -115. This hallway is only 23ft (~7.01m) long and 4ft (~1.22m) wide. There is a depth perception anomaly in this hallway that alters your perception of this hallway's dimensions. If it feels like the abyss is reaching out to you at any time during your initiation..... please... exit this hallway in the direction you came...immediately! The temperature of this hallway is a brisk 55°F (~12.7°C) to keep you alert. This hallway is devoid of natural or artificial light, not including light pouring in from opened doors. This hallway consists of 7 doors. The door you entered has been designated α and the door you will exit (assuming you endure the session) is designated Ω. You can exit back out door α anytime before you are initiated. You will not be able to exit out of door Ω until you have endured your soul's journey. Your soul's journey is not complete until you exit out door Ω. 
===Initiation: One Hallway + Five More Doors===
Upon entering this hallway, you will find the other five doors to your left and open. These five doors have been designated β, γ, δ, ε and ζ. Inside these doors awaits a spotlight hovering over a single wooden chair centered amongst the darkness. DO NOT enter these rooms yet! You must center and ground yourself first. These rooms represent several things depending on the insights you seek about yourself, your existence, and your place in 'reality'. These rooms function like your mind, and if your mind is not focused... this space will not be focused either. If you lose yourself here, there is a strong possibility you will not come back. With that said...
Stand in front of door β and close your eyes. 
Be not afraid
You will know that your mind is starting to come to center when all the doors close with a click. 
Do not open your eyes...
Do not break focus...
Let the darkness embrace you...
Start walking down the hallway...
Be not afraid... 
You will feel death's eyes on you. 
Stop and turn back... unless you are ready to meet your marker...
Turn and walk back...
Stay focus...
Are your eyes still closed...?
Is your life playing back in reverse...?
Do you see a majestic light pouring out a narrow slit amongst the darkness...?
Stop and turn back... unless you want to be reborn again...
You can start over again but will have no memory of this place. Not even a vague hint of deja vu. You also risk reliving this nightmare again, but only I will know of it... 
 
Maybe you should be afraid...
Turn and walk back...
Do not open your eyes...
Your senses will begin to heighten...
You will feel a rush of energy climb up through your tailbone, up your back and out through your crown...
Stay focus...
STOP!
Open your eyes and you will find yourself standing in front of door δ. 
===Functionality===
You must be positioned in front of door δ to begin your session. Once you are at this position, there is no turning back. I will not help you regardless of what happens. You have been warned. Nevertheless...these 5 doors function like a tarot card spread but are more accurate. You must select and focus on the appropriate 'spread' to acquire and achieve the insights you seek. The available 'spreads' and how they function are discussed in detail below:
* Past, Present, and Future 'spread' uses doors γ (past), δ (present) and ε (future). This 'spread' shows your current situation of interest (present), previous influences that are affecting your present situation (past), and what are the likely outcomes (future). You can enter any room you wish, but must sit down in the provided chair to gain insight. It is strongly advised to gain most of your insights in δ as lingering in γ can be detrimental to your psyche, and focusing on the outcomes in ε can be overwhelming and anxiety-inducing. 
* Clarity 'spread' uses doors β (overall situation), γ (contributing factor 1'), δ (contributing factor 2') and ε (contributing factor 3'). This 'spread' shows your situation of interest (overall issue/conflict) and the contributing factors in descending order of influence. You must enter each room in descending order starting with β first to get a clear picture concerning your situation of interest. You will become confused if you enter these rooms out of order. You also risk getting consumed by internal conflict and lost to this environment. 
* Connection 'spread' uses doors β (uniting forces), γ (you), δ (your challenges), ε (person of interest) and ζ (challenges of the person of interest). This 'spread' shows you the relationship you have between yourself and another individual. DO NOT focus on more than one person as this will result in false memories concerning those relationships, social anxiety and paranoia. Focusing on δ (your challenges) and ζ (challenges of the person of interest) will give your insight concerning the possible conflict you might have with this person. Focusing on γ (you) and ε (person of interest) will give your insight concerning the possibility of establishing a healthy and meaningful relationship with that individual. 
*Id, Ego, and Superego 'spread' uses doors γ (Id), δ (Ego), and ε (Superego). This 'spread' shows your unconscious primitive wishes, wants, and desires (Id), your subconscious ideal self formed from self-criticism and inhibition (superego), and your 'self' (ego). You must sit down in the chair provided in room δ. Entering the other two doors will permanently alter or destabilize your demeanor, personality, and motives. Entering door γ will result in you becoming irrational, impulsive, selfish, aggressive, and violent. Entering door ε will result in you becoming self-restricting, self-righteous, judgmental, overbearing, and obsessive. When you enter door δ, you must strike a balance between your 'primitive' self and 'superior' self or be consumed by internal conflict. I would not recommend seeking this 'spread' if you are torn between order and chaos, poise and pleasure.
* Asking people to take a nice hard look at themselves scares some people because they do not want to face the ugliness they pretend does not exist inside. We all have a little ugliness on the inside. The goal is to not hide it or pretend it does not exist... the goal is self-improvement and a degree of self-acceptance. Human imperfection is expected. Inner Demons 'spread' uses door β. This 'spread' forces you to face your 'inner demons'. Your inner demons could be harsh self-criticisms and self-doubts. Your inner demons could be negative behavioral patterns and addiction. Your inner demons can be self-destruction or pure wickedness against humanity. Here you will face the 'kitty' or 'beast' within. I did not say that to be funny either. Some people's inner demons can destroy them here. I do not recommend you pursue this 'spread' if you have an Eldritch Horror as an inner demon.
===Not Readily Accessible to the Public?===
One cannot simply access this hallway. You cannot no-clip anywhere in The Backrooms to get to this location. You must consult Dr. Nightingale about using this space. He can generate the door to this environment anywhere in Level -115. He will reveal this spatial anomaly to you if he feels you are ready. If you are not ready to face your darkness as well as your light... this place, or shall I say... your soul will consume you. You need to be sure before entering. I will not help you once you go in. I designed this place for those who seek self-empowerment, enlightenment and actualization. Therapy is never about telling you where to go... it is more about showing you the way within. Therapy is never about me telling you what to do... it is more about you finding the answers you see within. Therapy is not about me saving you but you saving yourself.
==Colonies and Outposts==
You cannot establish colonies or outposts here.
==Entrances and Exits==
===Entrances===
* You must first enter Level -115 and ask Dr. Astrid F. Nightingale about using this 'dimension'. He will materialize a door from nothing if he decides that you are ready. He will also warn you that once you are initiated, you cannot back out of your session, and he will not help you get out either.
===Exits===
*You can exit back out of door α before you are initiated. You will return back to Level -115.
*You endured your session and exited out of door Ω. You will return back to Level -115 with more insight about yourself, your existence or your place in 'reality'. 
*You can walk toward door Ω during your initiation and not stop when death has taken notice of you. If you decide to keep going forward, you will embrace death and perish. 
*You can walk towards door α during your initiation and not stop when you see the glowing narrow slit amongst the darkness. If you decide to keep going forward, you will be reborn. You also risk reliving this nightmare several times over.
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