アンビバレンツ (Ambivalence)

==Lyrics==
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Japanese 	Romaji 	English
夜明けに差し込む窓の色味 	yoake ni sashikomu mado no iromi 	The hues on the windows, filtering into this place at dawn,
貴方の顔を染めて 	anata no kao o somete 	Are coloring up your face.
目覚めるその時 きっと居ない 	mezameru sono toki kitto inai 	You would be gone when I wake up.
オレンジの陽を眺めてた 	orenji no hi o nagameteta 	I was gazing at the orange sun.
 	 	
抱きしめて 拒絶して 	dakishimete kyozetsu shite 	I embraced you; I rejected you,
どちらも本音だと知った 	dochira mo honne da to shitta 	And I realized that I really wanted both of them.
温もりは 辛いだけ 	nukumori wa tsurai dake 	Your warmth gives me nothing but pain.
だけどひとりじゃ 眠れない 	dakedo hitori ja nemurenai 	And yet, I can’t sleep by myself.
 	 	
アンビバレンツ 	anbibarentsu 	Ambivalence.
 	 	
身体と心がバラバラになる 	karada to kokoro ga barabara ni naru 	My body and heart are being separated.
表+裏で人間ね 	omote purasu ura de ningen ne 	The front + back will make up a human.
「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 	"kimochi ii koto dake shimashou" 	“Let’s do only pleasant things.”
刹那に満たされていく 	setsuna ni mitasarete iku 	I’m being fulfilled in an instant.
 	 	
感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 	kankaku naku naru made ijimetai 	I’d like to bully you till you go numb.
優しく甘く蕩かせてみたい 	yasashiku amaku torokasete mitai 	I’d like to try melting you, gently and sweetly.
矛盾と快楽の狭間で 	mujun to kairaku no hazama de 	While you can still feel it’s fantastic
佳いものと思える間に 	ii mono to omoeru ma ni 	Between the contradiction and pleasure,
ねぇ いま愛して 	nee ima aishite 	Hey, love me now.
 	 	
あの日のふたり夢に見ていた 	ano hi no futari yume ni mite ita 	On that day, the two of us were dreaming
儚く脆い 	hakanaku moroi eien 	Of a transient, fragile moment (eternity).
砕けたガラス胸に刺さって 	kudaketa garasu mune ni sasatte 	The shattered glass stabbed me in the chest,
今でもずっと疼いてる 	ima demo zutto uzuiteru 	And it’s been throbbing all this while.
 	 	
泣きながら 甘えたい 	naki nagara amaetai 	I want to snuggle up to you while crying.
でも誰も要らない 本当 	demo dare mo iranai hontou 	But I don’t need anyone, seriously.
失って 忘れたい 	ushinatte wasuretai 	I want to lose and forget you,
だからひとりにしないで 	dakara hitori ni shinaide 	So don’t leave me behind!
 	 	
アンビバレンツ 	anbibarentsu 	Ambivalence.
 	 	
身体と心をバイバイして 	karada to kokoro o baibai shite 	After making my body and heart say goodbye to each other,
お金で買えないアレやコレを 	okane de kaenai are ya kore o 	I will collect and cling to things
集めて執着しましょう 	atsumete shuuchaku shimashou 	Like this and that, which money can’t buy.
生きるってそういうこと 	ikirutte sou iu koto 	That’s what it is to live.
 	 	
愛情と貴方とだけ 	aijou to anata to kemuri dake 	Affection, you, and cigarettes (smokes);
それだけあれば充分だった 	sore dake areba juubun datta 	They were all I needed.
誰かの許しを請わない 	dareka no yurushi o kowanai 	I’m about to lose sight of
自分を見失いそう 	jibun o miushinai sou 	Myself who don’t beg for someone’s pardon.
ねぇ どうして? 	nee ima doushite? 	Hey, at the moment, why is it?
 	 	
...大切なものを犠牲にしても 	...taisetsuna mono o gisei ni shite mo	…sacrificing what I really care for.
...枯れた日常を捨て去ってでも 	...kareta nichijou o sutesatte demo 	…going so far as casting my withered days away.
 	 	
甘くて切ないを越えて 	amakute setsunai toki o koete 	The prayers of the fruit that rotted away
腐り落ちた果実の祈りは 	kusari ochita kajitsu no inori wa 	After going past the sweet, painful season (time);
「この世に私たちのを」 	"kono yo ni watashitachi no kibou o" 	“May this world be granted the places we belong (hope)!”
「愛なんて要らないから」 	"ai nante iranai kara" 	“I don’t need any love.”
「カミサマ」 	"kamisama" 	“Dear God…”
 	 	
アンビバレンツ 	anbibarentsu 	Ambivalence.
 	 	
身体と心がバラバラになる 	karada to kokoro ga barabara ni naru 	My body and heart are being separated.
表+裏で人間ね 	omote purasu ura de ningen ne 	The front + back will make up a human.
「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 	"kimochi ii koto dake shimashou" 	“Let’s do only pleasant things.”
全力で紛らわせて 	zenryoku de magirawasete 	Try diverting me with all your might!
 	 	
感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 	kankaku naku naru made ijimetai 	I’d like to bully you till you go numb.
優しく甘い夜に溺れたい 	yasashiku amai yoru ni oboretai 	I’d like to drown in this gentle, sweet night.
矛盾と快楽の狭間で 	mujun to kairaku no hazama de 	If you think you’re alive
生きてると思えるなら 	ikiteru to omoeru nara 	Between the contradiction and pleasure,
ねぇ ほら 頬張れ 	nee hora hoobare 	Then hey, now, stuff your mouth
スベテヲ 	subete o 	With everything—
 	 	
ねぇ 愛して 	nee aishite 	Hey, love me.
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Japanese 	Romaji 	English
夜明けに差し込む窓の色味 	yoake ni sashikomu mado no iromi 	The dawn light pouring through the window
貴方の顔を染めて 	anata no kao o somete 	dyes your face in its hue.
目覚めるその時 きっと居ない 	mezameru sono toki kitto inai 	By the time I wake up, I’m sure you’ll be gone.
オレンジの陽を眺めてた 	orenji no hi o nagameteta 	I gazed out at the orange sunshine.
 	 	
抱きしめて 拒絶して 	dakishimete kyozetsu shite 	Whether you held me or rejected me,
どちらも本音だと知った 	dochira mo honne da to shitta 	I knew that it was how you really felt.
温もりは 辛いだけ 	nukumori wa tsurai dake 	This warmth brings only pain,
だけどひとりじゃ 眠れない 	dakedo hitori ja nemurenai 	but I just can’t sleep when I’m alone.
 	 	
アンビバレンツ 	anbibarentsu 	Ambivalence
 	 	
身体と心がバラバラになる 	karada to kokoro ga barabara ni naru 	My body and mind both fall to pieces.
表+裏で人間ね 	omote purasu ura de ningen ne 	It’s only human to be two+faced, right?
「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 	kimochi ii koto dake shimashou 	“Let’s just do what feels good.”
刹那に満たされていく 	setsuna ni mitasarete iku 	I’m fulfilled in an instant.
 	 	
感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 	kankaku naku naru made ijimetai 	I want to bully you until you lose all sensation,
優しく甘く蕩かせてみたい 	yasashiku amaku torokasete mitai 	I want to gently, sweetly break you down.
矛盾と快楽の狭間で 	mujun to kairaku no hazama de 	C’mon, love me right now
佳いものと思える間に 	ii mono to omoeru ma ni 	in this space between contradiction and pleasure
ねぇ いま愛して 	nee ima aishite 	while I can still think of this as something good.
 	 	
あの日のふたり夢に見ていた 	ano hi no futari yume ni mite ita 	I saw the two people from that day in a dream,
儚く脆い 	hakanaku moroi eien 	for one fleeting, fragile eternity (moment).
砕けたガラス胸に刺さって 	kudaketa garasu mune ni sasatte 	That broken glass pierced my chest,
今でもずっと疼いてる 	ima demo zutto uzuiteru 	and even now, it continues to ache.
 	 	
泣きながら 甘えたい 	naki nagara amaetai 	I want someone to spoil me as I cry,
でも誰も要らない 本当 	demo dare mo iranai hontou 	but no one wants that from me, honestly.
失って 忘れたい 	ushinatte wasuretai 	I want to leave it all behind and forget about it,
だからひとりにしないで 	dakara hitori ni shinaide 	so don’t leave me alone!
 	 	
アンビバレンツ 	anbibarentsu 	Ambivalence
 	 	
身体と心をバイバイして 	karada to kokoro o baibai shite 	Let’s say bye-bye to our bodies and minds
お金で買えないアレやコレを 	okane de kaenai are ya kore o 	as we gather up and cling
集めて執着しましょう 	atsumete shuuchaku shimashou 	to all these and those things money can’t buy,
生きるってそういうこと 	ikirutte sou iu koto 	because that’s what life’s all about.
 	 	
愛情と貴方とだけ 	aijou to anata to kemuri dake 	Just love, you, and cigarette smoke.
それだけあれば充分だった 	sore dake areba juubun datta 	That’s all I needed to get by.
誰かの許しを請わない 	dareka no yurushi o kowanai 	I’m not gonna beg anyone’s forgiveness.
自分を見失いそう 	jibun o miushinai sou 	I feel like I’m about to lose sight of myself.
ねぇ どうして? 	nee ima doushite? 	C’mon, what now?
 	 	
...大切なものを犠牲にしても 	...taisetsuna mono o gisei ni shite mo	…Even if I end up sacrificing what’s most important,
...枯れた日常を捨て去ってでも 	...kareta nichijou o sutesatte demo 	…Even if I have to abandon these rotten days…
 	 	
甘くて切ないを越えて 	amakute setsunai toki o koete 	It bridges the moment, so sweet it’s heart-wrenching,
腐り落ちた果実の祈りは 	kusari ochita kajitsu no inori wa 	this prayer for a rotten fruit, fallen to the ground:
「この世に私たちの居場所-キボウ-を」 	kono yo ni watashitachi no kibou o 	“We have no need for love,”
「愛なんて要らないから」 	ai nante iranai kara 	“may there only be a place, a—hope—where we can belong in this world,”
「カミサマ」 	kamisama 	“Please, God!”
 	 	
アンビバレンツ 	anbibarentsu 	Ambivalence
 	 	
身体と心がバラバラになる 	karada to kokoro ga barabara ni naru 	My body and mind both fall to pieces.
表+裏で人間ね 	omote purasu ura de ningen ne 	It’s only human to be two+faced, right?
「気持ちいいことだけしましょう」 	kimochi ii koto dake shimashou 	“Let’s just do what feels good.”
全力で紛らわせて 	zenryoku de magirawasete 	We’ll distract ourselves with everything we have.
 	 	
感覚なくなるまで虐めたい 	kankaku naku naru made ijimetai 	I want to bully you until you lose all sensation,
優しく甘い夜に溺れたい 	yasashiku amai yoru ni oboretai 	I want to drown in a gentle, sweet night.
矛盾と快楽の狭間で 	mujun to kairaku no hazama de 	If you feel alive
生きてると思えるなら 	ikiteru to omoeru nara 	in this space between contradiction and pleasure,
ねぇ ほら 頬張れ 	nee hora hoobare 	then c’mon, go on and gorge yourself
スベテヲ 	subete o 	on everything!
 	 	
ねぇ 愛して 	nee aishite 	C’mon, love me!
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==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
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==External Links==
*piapro - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
*Tackmyn’s House - Translation source
*Violet - Alternate translation source
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