グロテスクな生命 (Grotesque na Seimei)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
息する度 声に出せない悪夢みたい 	ikisuru tabi koe ni dasenai akumu mitai 	Every time I breathe, I become unable to talk about it. What a nightmare.
だってこのまま 消してしまえれば 	datte kono mama keshite shimaereba 	I should’ve just deleted that kind of stuff
良かったの 	yokatta no 	As it is, too.
 	 	
足踏む度 前に出れない悪夢みたい 	fumu tabi mae ni derenai akumu mitai 	Every time I take a step, I can’t proceed. What a nightmare.
だってこのまま 消えてしまえればいいの 	datte kono mama kiete shimaereba ii no 	Even that kind of stuff should just disappear as it is.
楯突く度 諦めた顔悲しくて 	tatetsuku tabi akirameta kao kanashikute 	Every time I turn on you, your expression shows that you’ve given up, which makes me so sad.
愛されてた？ 答えは知らされぬまま 	aisareteta? kotae wa shirasarenu mama 	Was I loved? The answer has yet to be given.
 	 	
探し続けてた宝の地図の意味を 	sagashi tsuzuketeta takara no chizu no imi o 	I was always searching for what the treasure map could mean.
無い物強請りだけ 上手になりそうです 	nai mono nedari dake jouzu ni narisou desu 	Looks like I’m only getting good at crying for the moon.
 	 	
吐いて泣いた昼下がり 	haite naita hirusagari 	I threw up and cried in the early afternoon.
僕も君も其処に居ないように 	boku mo kimi mo soko ni inai you ni 	As you can see, neither you nor I am not here.
慣れすぎたんだ存在は所詮 そんなもので 	naresugitan da sonzai wa shosen sonna mono de	We’re way too accustomed to it. After all, that’s just how “existence” is.
さっきまで 感じてた 	sakki made kanjiteta 	It’s like the dearest past covered in the shadows
想いも 恨みも 消えてしまうような 	omoi mo urami mo kiete shimau you na 	That could disappear all sentiments and grudges
影に覆われた最愛の過去みたいだ 	kage ni oowareta sai'ai no kako mitai da 	That had haunted me until just a few minutes ago.
 	 	
息する度 声が出せない悪夢みたい 	ikisuru tabi koe ga dasenai akumu mitai 	Every time I breathe, I lose my voice. What a nightmare.
だってこのまま 消してしまえればいいの 	datte kono mama keshite shimaereba ii no 	Even that kind of stuff should just disappear as it is.
君見る度 迷惑の文字重たくて 	kimi miru tabi meiwaku no moji omotakute 	Every time I see you, the word “encumbrance” weighs heavily upon me.
愛されてた？ 答えは知らされぬまま 	aisareteta? kotae wa shirasarenu mama 	Was I loved? The answer has yet to be given.
 	 	
あの日数えてた 言葉の真の意味を 	ano hi kazoeteta kotoba no shin no imi o 	That day, I was counting what your words truly meant.
無い物強請りだけ 上手に出来そうです 	nai mono nedari dake jouzu ni dekisou desu 	Looks like I’m only good at crying for the moon.
 	 	
君も探してた はないちもんめ 	kimi mo sagashiteta hana ichimonme 	You, too, were searching for me. Talk about .
僕が居ないこと それだけです 	boku ga inai koto sore dake desu 	I’m not here. That’s all there is to it.
 	 	
悔やんで泣いた 独りきり 	kuyande naita hitorikiri 	I wept in regret, all alone.
僕も君の傍に居ないよ 	boku mo kimi no soba ni inai yo 	I’m not by your side, either.
 	 	
拝啓○○な○○様 	haikei ○○ na ○○-sama 	Dear XX, my XX:
僕も君も其処に居ないように 	boku mo kimi mo soko ni inai you ni 	As you can see, neither you nor I am not here.
もしももう一度 こんな世界造れたなら 	moshimo mou ichido konna sekai tsukureta nara	If it were possible for a world like this to be created once more,
ああどうか ねぇ神様 	aa douka nee kamisama 	Then oh please, dear God, I beg of you;
僕は此処に 産まれないように 	boku wa koko ni umarenai you ni 	Please don’t bring me into existence,
不幸焼きつけた最愛の君みたいに 	fukou yakitsuketa sai'ai no kimi mitai ni 	Just like you, my dearest, into whom misfortune has been burnt!
 	 	
最悪の君のようだ 	saiaku no kimi no you da 	It’s like you in a sorry plight.
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