死にたいわけじゃなくて (Shinitai Wake ja Nakute)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
眠りにつく前に思うんだ 	nemuri ni tsuku mae ni omou nda 	Before I go to sleep, I can't help but think
この世界が明日で終わるならば 	kono sekai ga asu de owaru naraba 	If the world were to end tomorrow
こんなに嬉しいことはないよな 	konna ni ureshii koto wa nai yo na 	There would be nothing as happy as that, right?
痛い思いはしなくても済むから 	itai omoi wa shinakute mo sumu kara 	Since we won't have to live with such painful feelings
涙で溺れてしまう前に 	namida de oborete shimau mae ni 	Before I drown in my tears
どうか 	douka 	Please
死にたいわけじゃなくて消えてなくなりたいだけ 	shinitai wake ja nakute kiete nakunaritai dake 	It's not that I want to die, I just want to disappear
死にたいわけじゃなくて明日を生きるのが辛いだけ 	shinitai wake ja nakute asu o ikiru no ga tsurai dake	It's not that I want to die, it's just living to tomorrow is too hard
死にたいわけじゃないからそんなに怒らないでよ 	shinitai wake ja nai kara sonna ni okoranaide yo 	It's not that I want to die, so don't get so angry
死にたいわけじゃなくて 	shinitai wake ja nakute 	It's not that I want to die
 	 	
眠りにつく前に思うんだ 	nemuri ni tsuku mae ni omou nda 	Before I go to sleep, I can't help but think
この世界が明日で終わるならば 	kono sekai ga asu de owaru naraba 	If the world were to end tomorrow
こんなに嬉しいことはないよな 	konna ni ureshii koto wa nai yo na 	There would be nothing as happy as that, right?
痛い思いはしなくても済むから 	itai omoi wa shinakute mo sumu kara 	Since we won't have to live with such painful feelings
嘘が剥がれ落ちる前に 	uso ga hagareochiru mae ni 	Before my lies get unraveled
どうか 	douka 	Please
死にたいわけじゃなくて消えてなくなりたいだけ 	shinitai wake ja nakute kiete nakunaritai dake 	It's not that I want to die, I just want to disappear
死にたいわけじゃなくて明日を生きるのが辛いだけ 	shinitai wake ja nakute asu o ikiru no ga tsurai dake	It's not that I want to die, it's just living to tomorrow is too hard
死にたいわけじゃないからそんなに怒らないでよ 	shinitai wake ja nai kara sonna ni okoranaide yo 	It's not that I want to die, so don't get so angry
死にたいわけじゃなくて　ただ 	shinitai wake ja nakute tada 	It's not that I want to die, it's just
目指していた場所へ辿り着けないと分かった日 	mezashite ita basho e tadoritsukenai to wakatta hi 	The day when I realized I couldn't reach the place I aimed for
殺していた声を他人のせいにできなくなった日 	koroshite ita koe o tanin no sei ni dekinaku natta hi	The day I could no longer blame someone for the voice I had killed
描いていた日々が僕が抱えていたものが　あぁ 	kaite ita hibi ga boku ga kakaete ita mono ga aa 	The days I drew, the things I held close
壊れていくばかりで 	kowarete iku bakari de 	They kept on breaking
 	 	
死にたいわけじゃなくて 	shinitai wake ja nakute 	It's not that I want to die
 	 	
死にたいわけじゃなくて消えてなくなりたいだけの 	shinitai wake ja nakute kiete nakunaritai dake no 	It's not that I want to die, I just want to disappear
こんな僕の心が誰に分かるものか 	konna boku no kokoro ga dare ni wakaru mono ka 	Who are you saying would understand this heart of mine?
こんな僕のままを誰が愛すというのか 	konna boku no mama o dare ga aisu to iu no ka 	Who are you saying would love me as I am?
 	 	
死にたいわけじゃなくて笑って生きてたいだけ 	shinitai wake ja nakute waratte ikitetai dake 	It's not that I want to die, I just want to live with a smile
==External Links==
*Nicocommons - Off vocal
*Nicocommons - Off vocal (improved version)
*TuneCore - Streaming
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