Raging Sunset

Raging Sunset is a solo-project made by XVeteran mainly inspired by Everywhere but the Center of Your Mind by Exanimationes Incidamus, Beyond the midst of the mind by svr, and the original Everywhere at the decline of stability by DJ Jayden.
It tells a story of a boy named "Alen", and his battle with depression, as the world goes on around him. This is shown through the quotes/dialogues in the description of each video. This project consists of 8 parts, and 3 endings. All tracks in the album are original music and SFX. Instead of the parts being divided into "Stages" or "Years", it is simply divided into "Parts". And instead of there being a description for each part depicting the damage of the disease, it is instead replaced with a quote related to the story.
Raging Sunset is still an ongoing project.
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Part No. 	Album Cover 	Length 	No. of Finished Tracks
1 	 	42:06 	9
2 	 	55:28 	12
3 	 	54:23 	11
4 	 	59:49 	13
5 	 	1:06:20 	14
6 	 	54:20 	13
7 	 	1:02:28 	12
8 	 	50:32 	12
Forgotten Mornings(Unused Tracks)	 	3:57:02 	58
Gray Ending 	N/A 	N/A 	(WIP)
Black Ending 	N/A 	N/A 	(WIP)
White Ending 	N/A 	N/A 	(WIP)
==Part 1==
"Childhood means simplicity. Look at the world with the child's eye - it is very beautiful." -Kailash Satyarthi
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"Alen... He's very energetic, I'll give him that. But hey, better an energetic son than a lazy one."
"He's cool. Constantly full of energy, but not to the point where it's tooth rotting."
"I'm okay! I just came home from celebrating Christmas with my family, so I'm feeling great."
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===Track List===
Part 1 (1 - 9)
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	Awakening 	Yes 	1:42
2 	A Bright Day 	No 	5:04
3 	With No Worries 	No 	3:54
4 	A Genuine Smile 	No 	5:26
5 	On Top of the World 	No 	5:19
6 	This Bliss Will Never End	No 	4:58
7 	The Long Road Home 	No 	5:15
8 	Settling Down 	No 	5:01
9 	The Hopeful Future 	No 	5:14
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	42:06
==Part 2==
"Can miles truly separate you from friends? If you want to be with someone you love, aren’t you already there?" -Richard Bach
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"Alen, well... He's still the same, not sure what you wanted me to say. Although he's a bit sad one of his friends moved away, I'm sure it's not bothering him too much."
"I will admit, I'm kinda sad, moving away from my childhood home and all. But look on the bright side! We can still text each other, and who knows. Maybe this is for the best."
"Yeah... I will miss her. But hey, we still have each other's numbers, so at least we can still talk. But still, it's just not complete without her nearby... I don't know, it's probably just me being sentimental."
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===Track List===
Part 2 (1 - 12)
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	The Blue Night 	No 	4:36
2 	Another Day Starts 	Yes 	2:04
3 	A Calm Morning 	No 	4:57
4 	Wandering About Something Better	No 	4:36
5 	Repeating Boredom 	No 	2:13
6 	Starry Nights Alone 	No 	6:03
7 	Keep Your Head Straight 	No 	5:24
8 	A Bittersweet Farewell 	No 	4:33
9 	Contemplating My Regrets 	No 	4:24
10 	Wanting to Go Back 	No 	5:37
11 	Blissful Memories 	No 	5:08
12 	Let's Try to End it Happily 	No 	4:15
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	55:28
==Part 3==
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on." -Robert Frost
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"Alen's been feeling sad lately... But as long as he's doing well in his chores and studies, he's okay to me."
"His jokes have gotten noticeably more edgy. It's weird because he's usually the type of guy to call us out for making those jokes. Not sure what to make of it, though."
"It's just... Life is getting hard to handle, man. Sorry if I've been acting different, I'm just stressed at school. That's all. I'll try to rest as much as I can next weekend."
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===Track List===
Part 3 (1 - 11)
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	Persistent Exhaustion 	No 	6:05
2 	Internal Loneliness 	No 	4:10
3 	The Days are Just Getting Harder 	No 	4:46
4 	False and Toxic Hope 	No 	4:51
5 	Keep it Together 	No 	5:05
6 	Things Just Aren't the Same Anymore 	No 	6:04
7 	When Can I Rest? 	Yes 	2:22
8 	The Little Things are Stacking 	No 	4:41
9 	Everything Seems to be Getting Worse	No 	6:27
10 	How Much More Can I Take? 	No 	4:35
11 	End of the Steep Road 	No 	5:16
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	54:23
== Part 4 ==
"Whatever is going to happen will happen, whether we worry or not." -Ana Monnar
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"I'm starting to get worried for my son. He hasn't sat down with us for dinner for the past days now. I get that he's still doing okay in his studies, but I think he needs a break. I don't know..."
"Sorry, I can't really talk much because I'm not feeling well. But a few days ago, Alen actually vented to me. Don't tell him I told you this, but he said that he wanted to die. It was kind of unnerving, seeing him so... void?"
"I'll be honest man, I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Like at all. Everything is just all over the place, and it feels like everything is happening all at once. Sorry for being like this, but I just... don't know what to do right now."---
=== Track List ===
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	In A Darker Place 	Yes 	2:03
2 	Leave Me Alone 	No 	3:15
3 	Consuming Nostalgia 	No 	4:57
4 	The Past was Perfect 	No 	5:10
5 	One More Reason 	No 	5:42
6 	Contemplation 	No 	4:55
7 	Trying and Failing to Stay Calm 	No 	2:39
8 	A Breaking Point 	No 	5:11
9 	Damage 	No 	4:51
10 	I'm So Sorry 	No 	6:05
11 	Consequences 	No 	6:37
12 	I Hate You All 	No 	6:43
13 	This World World be Better Without Me	Yes 	1:41
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	59:49
== Part 5 ==
"If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart. I'll stay there forever." -A.A Milne
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"No one should ever have to lose a friend like that... She was such a nice lady, and had a promising future ahead of her. My condolences to her family and friends. May she rest in peace."
"It fucking sucks, man... Just a few days ago, we visited her and she was alright! It's just not fair... Why her...?"
"She's dead, and she's never coming back. She's dead... And she's never... Coming back..."---
=== Track List ===
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	Life Lost it's Color 	No 	7:01
2 	Feeling Forever Alone 	No 	5:11
3 	It Felt so Long Ago 	No 	7:26
4 	But Before I Knew it... 	Both 	3:49
5 	...You Were Gone 	Yes 	1:21
6 	Blank Mind 	No 	5:38
7 	Please Come Back to Me 	No 	4:27
8 	Repeating Anemoi 	No 	3:36
9 	The Hopeless Future 	No 	5:35
10 	Agony Fully Sets In 	No 	4:03
11 	Red Lines 	No 	4:35
12 	When Will it All End? 	No 	5:38
13 	Stop Thinking About Her 	No 	5:40
14 	Running from Demons into Hell	No 	2:20
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	1:06:20
== Part 6 ==
"A person begging for their humanity to be acknowledged can sound an awful lot like rage." -Kalen Dion
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"He constantly gets into fights with other people, and barely even talks to us anymore. And when he does, it doesn't even feel like him anymore..."
"I understand losing her was hard, but damn... Why is he so aggressive to everyone? We need each other now more than ever, and he's just pushing us away..."
"Go. Just go and leave me alone for now. I don't want to talk."---
=== Track List ===
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	Get Out of My Head 	Yes 	1:06
2 	My Mind is Screaming 	No 	4:35
3 	What Have I Done? 	No 	5:33
4 	I CAN'T DO THIS 	No 	4:48
5 	I Hate You 	No 	3:59
6 	Ruined Childhood 	No 	4:18
7 	Mentally Unraveling 	No 	4:09
8 	It Should Have Been Me... 	No 	5:38
9 	...Why Did it Have to be Her?	No 	5:27
10 	Alone With My Thoughts 	Yes 	2:51
11 	Permanent Mistakes 	No 	5:40
12 	I Ruined it All 	No 	5:08
13 	Lost Salvation 	Yes 	1:08
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	54:20
==Part 7==
"If you never heal from what hurt you, you’ll bleed on people who didn’t cut you." -Tamara Kulish
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"Alen has crossed the line this time, and I will NOT tolerate such disrespect from him! For the past few weeks, he has been nothing but rude, disrespectful, and utterly ungrateful for the things we've gotten him."
"I don't know, I haven't seen him in a while, actually. Hope he's doing better now."
"Just... Fuck everything man... Everything is just falling apart, and it's all my fault..."---
=== Track List ===
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	Someone Please Just Talk to Me	Both 	5:29
2 	Abandoned by Everyone 	No 	4:46
3 	Confrontation 	No 	4:55
4 	All I Saw was Red 	No 	5:33
5 	Complete Meltdown 	No 	6:01
6 	Repetition of Former Sanity 	No 	4:55
7 	Is this Still Me? 	No 	5:53
8 	Darkest Night 	No 	5:30
9 	Surrendering 	No 	6:26
10 	I Miss Everything 	No 	5:55
11 	Desolation 	Yes 	2:05
12 	Ruins 	Both 	5:00
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	1:02:28
==Part 8==
"You can only get hurt so much before you get numb." -Teresa Giudice
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"Ever since Alen's father started acting... cold towards him, he hasn't been the same. He barely even talks anymore, let alone get out of the house... Me and my husband have been fighting about him for days now, but he isn't getting better. I just want my son to get better, but I don't know what to do anymore..."
"...You're right. I'll call Alen later today. Just want to make sure everything's okay."
(Alen wouldn't even look at me. He just sat on the edge of his bed. I'll be honest, I don't think he even noticed me there.)---
=== Track List ===
Track # 	Title 	SFX? 	Length
1 	What am I? 	Yes 	4:30
2 	Nothing at All 	Yes 	5:02
3 	Rock Bottom 	Yes 	4:13
4 	Stop Lying to Yourself 	Yes 	3:06
5 	Everyone is Against Me 	Yes 	4:49
6 	Brighter Days Away 	Yes 	4:12
7 	The Ruins of Our Friendship	Yes 	4:04
8 	It was All so Wonderful 	Both 	3:50
9 	Why did it Come to This? 	Yes 	3:13
10 	The Final Farewell 	Yes 	5:25
11 	The Quiet Sunrise 	Yes 	4:15
12 	Crossroads 	Yes 	3:53
Total Runtime:	Total Runtime: 	Total Runtime:	50:32
==External Links==
*Raging Sunset - Part 1 on YouTube
*Raging Sunset - Part 2 on YouTube
*Raging Sunset - Part 3 on YouTube
*Raging Sunset - Part 4 on YouTube
*Raging Sunset - Part 5 on YouTube
*Raging Sunset - Part 6 on YouTube
*Raging Sunset - Part 7 on YouTube
*Raging Sunset - Part 8 on YouTube
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