Sitting On A Fence

"Sitting On A Fence" is a poem written by Loco123456.
==Poem==
I sit on the fence of-
My life.
Looking down into the sallow mouth
Of water below me
I wonder if it's worth it
To end it all now
Or shall I stay
Feel the burns of hatred
From the world
But I wouldn't be surprised
If all I am
Is a jacket in a closet
Waiting for a friend to come along
Sling me off
Have some fun for a while...
How it was easy before
But now I see
That some are given lives
Where they can become beanchairs
Sitting round all day
Not feeling anything
Just peace
But what peace?
Peace that they'll never
Meet the monster of stress
Bruises of rude comments
Like I've endured
From friends
Family
Am I worth anything
So I sit on the fence
Looking down
I still don't know what to do
Would the people that say they love me
Still say that when I'm gone?
Or would they just carry on
Just like the leaves blowing freely
In the autumn breeze
How I'm full of jealousy
Somehow I keep myself in check
But how much longer can it last
Before my chain of sanity breaks
And I fall
Would they still loce me
Or would just carry on?
And shall I keep torturing myself
Or end it all with a splash...
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