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== Authors note ==
tw: suicide/ talk of suicide and self harm
reminder: suicide is NOT the answer, and if you need to talk to someone, talk to me, please, remember there are so many people who love you
== Chapter 1 ==
James rubbed his eyes, sat on a cold seat in the auditorium, watching different kids walk up, making speeches about how perfect and amazing alex was, and how suprising and sad his death was,they didn't know him, their all lying, why are they lying when they didnt know him like I did?
The truth was, Alexander's suicide tore him apart, he was just gone, it was seemingly out of nowhere, he could remember the last thing he had said to him. "see you at school tomorrow". That was the last text he had got from alex, somedays he just sat, waiting foolishly for alex to text him back, though he knew he wouldn't, alex would never be back. He had known about Alex's scars, how he used to cut himself, but-he thought he was getting better, he thought alex would be ok.
He ran his hands through his hair, getting up and walking out of the auditorium. The teachers knew, they told him if anything triggered him, he could leave. He sat in the hall focusing on his breathing. He watching as a few kids walked by, casting confused looks in his direction, placed, waiting for the bell to ring, they had waited to have the meeting at the end of the day, 10 more minutes, then I can just go-
the bell rang as he walked out the door, to an old bike rack. Him and alex used to bike to school, but now he was alone-
Category:Literature