妄言と箱庭 (Bougen to Hakoniwa)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
赤く染まる腕を見て 	akaku somaru ude o mite 	Looking at my arms dyed red,
「救われる」と呟く 	“sukuwareru” to tsubuyaku 	“I will be saved,” I murmur.
 	 	
「まやかしだ」と誰かが言う 	“mayakashi da” to dareka ga iu 	“That’s make-believe,” someone tells me.
「証なんだ」と涙流す 	“akashi nanda” to namida nagasu 	“I have proof,” I say, shedding tears.
 	 	
ねぇ　何故邪魔ばかりするの 	nee naze jama bakari suru no 	Hey, why are you always getting in my way?
ようやく見つけた生きる術なのに 	youyaku mitsuketa ikiru sube nano ni 	I’ve finally found a way to live, and yet...
 	 	
いや 	iya 	How detestable.
いや 	iya 	How detestable.
私はもう在り方を 	watashi wa mou arikata o 	I’m not even permitted to choose
選ぶことも許されない 	erabu koto mo yurusarenai 	How to be now.
 	 	
時計の針は相変わらず 	tokei no hari wa aikawarazu 	The hands of the clock are the same as ever.
命の音　奏でる 	inochi no oto kanaderu 	They’re playing the sound of life.
 	 	
朝の来ない箱庭で 	asa no konai hakoniwa de 	In a fairy garden where morning won’t come,
私はまた眠る 	watashi wa mata nemuru 	I’m sleeping again.
 	 	
鎖に繋がれたままの 	kusari ni tsunagareta mama no 	In a state of being bound by chains,
飼い慣らされた運命 	kainarasareta unmei 	My destiny has been domesticated
また脈を打って 	mata myaku o utte 	And my heart beats again.
私を余計にきつく縛り上げた 	watashi o yokei ni kitsuku shibariageta 	They shackled me entirely too tight.
 	 	
痛い 	itai 	It hurts.
痛い 	itai 	It hurts.
果ての見えない暗闇に 	hate no mienai kurayami ni 	In this darkness where the end can’t be seen,
狂い咲く真っ赤な花 	kuruizaku makka na hana 	Deep red flowers bloom out of season.
 	 	
パパ　ママ 	papa mama 	Papa, Mama,
二人が交わる夜さえ来なきゃよかった 	futari ga majiwaru yoru sae konakya yokatta	If even the night you two had sex had never happened,
よかったのに 	yokatta no ni 	I’d have liked that. If only.
 	 	
いや 	iya 	How detestable.
いや 	iya 	How detestable.
私はもう私を 	watashi wa mou watashi o 	I can’t make myself think,
続けたいと思えない 	tsuzuketai to omoenai 	“I want to keep living” anymore.
 	 	
いない 	inai 	I’m nowhere.
いない 	inai 	I’m nowhere.
私なんか初めから 	watashi nanka hajime kara 	From the beginning, a thing like me
生まれてなどいなかった 	umarete nado inakatta 	Would never do something like be born.
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