I am Insane

*(In need of better cover art...this is only temporary)*This is a side story to the Threat of the Shadowcrawler series. I suggest you read the former books first.
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==== Note- ====
This is Flow here. This is a diary kept by my precious son, Seamount. When I found it, I decided to publish it as a wake up call for animi, do not use your powers! I hope one day I find Seamount again and am able to restore his soul. I am not the author of this scroll, I am just the communicator.
== April, 5023AS ==
DEER DIREE
HI I AM SEAMOUNT I GOT VIS SCROL FOR MI HACHIN DAE BEKOS MUMEE IS TEECHIN ME HOW TOO RITE I AM MENT TOO RITE IN VIS EVRY MONF BUT IY DUN WANT TOO SOW MABY I RITE EVRY UM I DUN NOOW
ALSO MUME IS GUNA HELP ME WITH SPELIN BUT I THINC IT IZ ALREDEE REELEE GOOD
ALSO MI BEST FREN IZ SPIRITSPEAKER SHE IZ AMASIN I LUV HER ALMOS AS MUCH AS MUMEE♡♡♡
== August, 5023AS ==
Deer Diree
oopz havent rit in wile
okays maby mi spelin is nut az good az i thot i hav learnt a lut sinse las tim i rit lik how i ned to nut yuz capetlez al ve tim
i mayd a roc flote too dae it waz kool but mumee iz scard but i iz hapee
frum seamount
== September, 5023AS ==
dere diry,
i drew me and mummy and daddy and betsy all togevr!
i'm an artyst.
it bootefull isn't it?
ps. i've been testin owt grama!
== September, 5023AS ==
HI SEAMONT ITZ COV MUMEE SAYS YOU SHOOD SHAR YOR DIREY WIF MEE
== March, 5026AS ==
Dear Diary,
Wow, I was just (sadly) cleaning my room and I found this scroll, I had a diary when I was younger?
I'm going to start using it.
So I guess I should write somthing interesting in it, okay I will:
I'm an animus, as I sort of stated before, and my mother (Flow) is one of the founders of the organisation, Wings of Light. I am going to join when I'm older (though I am already sort of a member, a junior member I guess?) because wouldn't it be cool to become a hero? The other junior members are, Spiritspeaker, Destinyflame and Cove. There is another group resembling ours called 'the Night before the Storm', it is slightly different though as all the members have weird lightning powers, apart from Penguin but she isn't really a member (she is actually in our group, I think, well she gets taken care of by Phenomena alot).
If you were wondering, diary, the junior members are all the dragonets of proper members. Destinyflame and Spiritspeaker being Jeweldancer and Shrew's daughters and Cove and I being the dragonet of Flow and Sparks. Oh, and Penguin is pretty the daughter of Novastar and Black-Ice, two members in the Night before the Storm.
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== April, 5027AS ==
Dear diary,
I forgot all about you, I'm sorry.
Well it's been a year, a month and fourteen days since I wrote in you so I need to catch you up with my feeling.
I like someone. By like I mean love. I HAVE A CRUSH ON PENGUIN! I can't believe it, I have never felt this feeling before (not even when I had that crush on Spiritspeaker, because that was a dragonet crush AKA not real, anyway Seaspeaker love would just be wrong, we're pretty much siblings!). I don't like it, it gives me butterflies everytime a look at her beautiful, sleek white face with those beautiful black rimmed ice blue eyes that make me think of those magical winter days when we all go up on the mountains where it is thick with snow and- damn it, I'm rambling. Anyway, I'm worried that somehow, my feelings are going to ruin our friendship.
Oh! I didn't even mention it's my hatching day in a week, I'm so excited! This is going to be the first time I'm not asking Spiritspeaker to read mother's mind to find out what my presents will be...though I could ask her to tell me one of them...no! Seamount, no! I'm more mature now, I'm barley a dragonet anymore (three more years and I can have free reign!). Oh, that reminds me, it's Cove's hatching day in a month, what should I get her? Oh, and it's Penguins in two months... I'm getting ahead of myself, aren't I? Why the hell am I asking a scroll questions? Wow, Seamout, you asked another question just then, I'm smart, aren't I?
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== April, 5027AS ==
Dear Diary,
Happy Hatching to me... Happy Hatching to me...
Mother gave me a lesson on how to use my powers correctly. A ■■■■■■■ four and a half hour lesson on how to use my powers correctly (excuse my language, I'll scribble that word out). I didn't even get a proper present! I get that she lost her soul when that Shadowcrawler dragon took away her soul protection enchantment and she didn't know, but I'll be more careful. I'll show her that I can use my powers and not loose my soul at the same time, I've already used animus magic LOADS and I haven't been affected one bit.
On another note, I've got really good friends/a good father, they gave me presents.
Dad gave me a pocket knife(I haven't got pockets but it's cool).
Spiritspeaker gave me a pair of earrings (not the girly kind, the cool type).
Destinyflame told me my future (Apparently, I'm going to go missing, that made me feel great).
Cove gave me a mud pie (she's a bit slow to mature but she's only three, she's just taking her time).
And Penguin wrote me a song, it was almost as beautiful as her...
I'm in love, how do I get it to stop?!?
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== May, 5027AS ==
Dear Diary,
It was Cove's Hatching day today. It turns out she chose her 4th hatching day to mature, because I gave her a mud pie (it was only fair) and she started to complain that I got mud on her talons. I said I was sorry and turned the mess into a string of pearls, so she was happy. My sister loves jewelry. I've started to plan what I'm getting Penguin for her hatching day...I was planning somthing talon made but I'm terrible a terrible artist/maker of items (see September, 5023 for an example). I'm going to use my animus magic, she doesn't know I'm an animus so she'll be impressed if I give her somthing really amazing. Here are some of my ideas that I've thought of,
# A sculpted Icewing, with it's tail wrapping around an egg.
# A painting of her.
# A 'talon made' necklace made of shells, a pink pearl as it's center piece.
I think I'll do the 3rd idea. I'll do the other ideas another time. My parents are calling me for dinner, sorry for the short entree.
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== October, 5028AS ==
Dear Diary
Wow, I forget about you way too much.
Guess what...Penguin told me she loves me.
SHE KISSED ME!
You can't understand how happy I am, as you are a scroll. Scrolls don't feel emotions. Right, last time I wrote in this was when I was planning her hatching day present. She loved the necklace by the way, and I gave her the statue idea on her next hatching day. I told mother I put a soul protection enchantment on myself but I haven't (lying is wrong, I know that but it is for a good reason!). She trusts me though, and I feel bad about that...but anyway, we've started work on projects using our magic, she's been getting me to do house keeping spells for the base we're living in. It's kind of boring but when she thinks my magic is good enough, we get to do really cool things.
Like, I could make my own house or somthing.
My mother and I could have a stronger relationship doing these things! She's always so preoccupied with Cove, but I have somthing Cove doesn't have.
Magic.
I could do anything!
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== January, 5029AS ==
Dear Diary,
I'm sick. My talons feel cold, like an Icewing had breathed frostbreath on them. And on new year to. I feel quite fine otherwise but mother insisted I stay in bed. Spiritspeaker is coming to take me somewhere tonight, she's still my best friend, she has been since we were the youngest of dragonets, so she is coming to get me so I can relieve some steam.
The only problem is she has to get me at midnight as it is against my mother's wishes.
One could argue that I could use magic to escape, but I think Flow's monitoring my animus usage.
So much for trust.
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Wow, that was fun! Spiritspeaker took me to meet some of her friends in the Sand Kingdom. Surprisingly, we didn't have to travel far to get there, it only took half an hour. She introduced me to her friends, a group of vandals. I know, vandalism is illegal, but they were niceish. Spiritspeaker has a code name, Black Mamba. Apparently it is because the inside of her mouth is black but I think it's also because her back legs are paralysed, causing her to move around like a bit like a snake. They offered to give me a tattoo, but I declined. My code name is Skyfire (mainly because my scales are blue and orange like the sky is on fire) and they even gave me a skyfire earing! I wonder how often they get caught?
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== June, 5029AS ==
Dear Diary,
My talons are getting colder, it feels so weird. It must be normal for a Skywing Seawing hybrid to get cold talons now and then, I'm sure it will start happening to Cove. I can't hang out with Spiritspeaker's friends anymore, I was caught trying to get back into the base after I went to see them when it was Spirit's Hatching day. Mother yelled more than I ever have heard her yell before. I am still grounded.
I keep losing my temper and I'm getting slightly violent. I'm sure it's nothing, maybe it's just hormones? I'm six now, the last year of being a dragonet. 
I can't believe I tried to breathe fire on Cove, I am shocked with myself. I would have punished myself but mother took care of my punishment...
Another month of being grounded....stupid mother...
I said I was sorry!
The thing I'm worried about most is Penguin's relationship with me. It has been a bit rocky lately, I love her with all my heart though, I am not letting her go!
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== July, 5029AS ==
*This entree is covered with dried tears*
Dear Diary,
Penguin broke up with me...
I'm sorry.
She wouldn't listen to my pleads.
I am never going to be happy again...so I ate the family scavenger.
Another month of being grounded, thank you mother. Now I've got more time to think about how I was dumped from my only ever love.
I hate love.
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== July, 5030AS ==
Dear Diary,
It's been exactly a year since Penguin and I broke up. I still love her.
Today I woke up with blood on my talons. Literal blood. I was quick to wash it off, mother is extremely suspicious of me.
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*Tear stained paper*
PENGUIN IS DEAD!
She was found in her room, her throat slit.
Diary, oh my Dear Diary, I think I killed her. I think I am a murderer.
I murdered the dragon I love....
I'm a monster.
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== August, 5030AS ==
Dear Diary,
I attended Penguin's funeral again. I hope no one saw me crying, tears are a sign of weakness. I put two roses in her coffin. One was a red, symbolising love. The other was black, symbolising guilt. My guilt. I am more grateful for my skyfire earing than ever, so Spiritspeaker can't hear my thoughts. When we got home, my mother started interigating me about Penguin's death.
Mother is too smart, that's why she has to die.
Three moons, why did I write that!?!
That settles it, I'm too dangerous.
I've made up my mind, I'm a danger to my familiy. I have to leave.
I don't want my family to die.
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== August, 5030AS ==
Dear Diary,
I left my family. Ha, it's funny, Destinyflame's prophecy came true. I am disapearing from everyone's life. Today I murdered a group of scavengers, why am I so happy?
In fact, why am I still writing in this scroll? I should leave it somewhere for my family to find...to explain what has happened to me.
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
== September, 5030AS ==
Dear Diary,
I am insane.
Yours sincerely,
Seamount.
*the rest of this scroll is ripped off*
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