優等生シンドローム (Yuutousei Syndrome)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
退屈な日々の片隅で　また今日も 	Taikutsu na hibi no katasumi de mata kyou mo 	Today again, in the corner of my uneventful days,
飽きるほど繰り返してる 	Akiru hodo kurikaeshiteru 	I respond
Yesの回答 	Yes no kaitou 	“yes” repeatedly
安堵しているその笑みの裏側で 	Ando shite iru sono emi no uragawa de 	to the extent where I’ve gotten bored of it
ふと、綻びかけたのは 	Futo, hokorobi kaketa no wa 	On the other side of your relieved smile,
いい子の僕、という虚像 	Ii ko no boku, to iu kyozou 	what almost fell apart was the made-up image of a nice me
 	 	
望まれてるボクThe singer seems to spell me/I differently to differentiate when they’re referring to their personality vs themselvesを演じきっていたら 	Nozomareteru boku o enjikitte itara 	While I was acting like the me everyone wishes for,
誰もが「そういうボク」だけ、切り取った 	Dare mo ga "sou iu boku" dake, kiritotta 	everyone just cut out “that kind of” me
傷つけたって　無理させたって 	Kizutsuketatte muri sasetatte 	You’d be fine even if we hurt or overwork you
「ボク」ならきっと平気でしょ？ 	"Boku" nara kitto heiki desho? 	because you’re “you,” aren’t you?
「期待通り」の檻に入れられて 	"Kitai doori" no ori ni irerarete 	I’m held captive in the cage of “as expected”
 	 	
必要ない感情は葬った 	Hitsuyou nai kanjou wa houmutta 	I’ve buried unneeded emotions
どうせ誰も気付かないし 	Douse dare mo kizukanai shi 	because it’s not like anyone would notice anyway
辛い現実を　平気な振りして笑う 	Tsurai genjitsu o heiki na furi shite warau 	I laugh about my painful reality, pretending to be okay
そんなボクは、何考えてるか分かんないよ？ 	Sonna boku wa, nani kangaeteru ka wakannai yo? 	You told me it’s impossible to tell what I’m thinking.
って言われたってさ 	Tte iwaretatte sa 	but what was I supposed to do?
 	 	
「こんなボク」は嫌だったと 	"Konna boku" wa iya datta to 	If I had cried and clutched on to someone saying
泣き喚いて縋れば 	Naki wameite sugareba 	I didn’t want to end up as “this kind of” person
そしたら何か変われた？ 	Soshitara nanika kawareta? 	Would I have changed?
誰かが助けてくれた？ 	Dareka ga tasukete kureta? 	Would someone have saved me?
 	 	
期待に潰され、空回りして、独りでカワイソウな僕を 	Kitai ni tsubusare, karamawari shite, hitori de kawaisou na boku o	Did you just laugh at and say “you okay?”
笑いとばして、大丈夫かよ？って、言った？ 	Warai tobashite, daijoubu ka yo? Tte, itta? 	to the lonely and pitiful me who is crushed by expectations and trying hard to no avail?
 	 	
必要だと誰かに認められたくて 	Hitsuyou da to dareka ni mitomerare takute 	Wanting to be acknowledged that I’m needed by someone,
難しいことをしては、失敗した 	Muzukashii koto o shite wa, shippai shita 	I tried to do difficult things and failed
 	 	
見放され、距離を置かれ、理不尽に呆れられて 	Mihanasare, kyori o okare, rifujin ni akirerarete 	Given up on, kept a distance from, and unreasonably being thought of as hopeless
そんな思いをさせたボクが　加害者なんだ…？ 	Sonna omoi o saseta boku ga kagaisha nanda…? 	Yet I’m the bad guy for making you feel that way…?
 	 	
必要ない感情をばらまけば 	Hitsuyou nai kanjou o baramakeba 	If I show off any unnecessary emotions
皆、すぐに逃げていく 	Mina, sugu ni nigete iku 	everyone runs away
「それなら、いっそ平気な振りして嗤おう」 	"Sore nara, isso heiki na furi shite waraou" 	“If that’s so, then I’ll just pretend to be okay and laugh it off”
そんなボクにしたのは、誰だったの？ 	Sonna boku ni shita no wa, dare datta no? 	Who was it that made me this way?
分かんないから教えてよ、ねえ？ 	Wakannai kara oshiete yo, nee? 	I can’t recall, so someone please tell me, please
 	 	
こんなはずじゃなかった、と 	Konna hazu janakatta, to 	If I had blamed other people and said
誰かのせいにしちゃえば 	Dareka no sei ni shichaeba 	it wasn’t supposed to end up like this
そしたら、楽になれた？ 	Soshitara, raku ni nareta? 	Would I have been relieved from all of this?
誰かに、分かってもらえた？ 	Dareka ni, wakatte moraeta? 	Would someone have understood me?
 	 	
期待に背いて、失望されて、惨めでカワイソウな僕を 	Kitai ni somuite, shitsubou sarete, mijime de kawaisou na boku o 	Did you just laugh at and say “you’ll be fine”
笑いとばして　大丈夫だよって、言った？ 	Warai tobashite daijoubu da yo tte, itta? 	to the miserable and pitiful me who defied expectations and let people down?
 	 	
いつの間にか 	Itsuno manika 	Before I realized it,
張り付いて、とれなくなった作り笑い 	Haritsuite, torenaku natta tsukuri warai 	my fake smile had been glued on and was unable to be taken off
能面のような笑顔のまま泣いた 	Noumen no you na egao no mama naita 	You’re laughing at me and calling me creepy
そんなボクが、キミワルイって嗤うんだ…？ 	Sonna boku ga, kimo waruitte waraunda…? 	as I cry with my emotionless-smiling face…?
じゃあ　どうやったら良かったんだよ、ねえ？ 	Jaa dou yattara yokatta nda yo, nee? 	Hey, what was I possibly supposed to do?
 	 	
こんなはずじゃなかったよ 	Konna hazu ja nakatta yo 	It wasn’t supposed to end up like this,
ただ、認めてほしかった 	Tada, mitomete hoshikatta 	I just wanted to be acknowledged
こんなボクは嫌いだよ 	Konna boku wa kirai da yo 	I don’t like “this kind of” me,
嘘だらけの人形なんて 	Uso darake no ningyou nante 	I’m a doll covered in lies
 	 	
誰か、お願い　僕を見つけて 	Dareka, onegai boku o mitsukete 	Someone, please, find me
「本当」が消えてしまう前に 	"Hontou" ga kiete shimau mae ni 	before the “truth” disappears
弱くて泣き虫な僕を、認めて… 	Yowakute nakimushi na boku o, mitomete… 	Please acknowledge me, who is weak and a crybaby…
 	 	
こんなはずじゃなかった、と 	Konna hazu ja nakatta, to 	If I had cried and clutched on to someone saying
泣き喚いて縋れば 	Naki wameite sugareba 	it wasn’t supposed to end up like this
そしたら、何か変われた？ 	Soshitara, nanika kawareta? 	Would I have changed?
僕はもう、泣いていなかった？ 	Boku wa mou, naite inakatta? 	Would I have not been crying now?
 	 	
期待に背いて、失望されて、惨めでカワイソウな僕を 	Kitai ni somuite, shitsubou sarete, mijime dekawaisou na boku o 	Please just laugh it off and say “you’ll be fine”
笑いとばして　大丈夫だよって、言って… 	Warai tobashite daijoubu da yo tte, itte… 	to the miserable and pitiful me who defied expectations and let people down…
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*EVER DREAM (album)
==External Links==
*Niconico Broadcast - Album crossfade
*Toranoana - Album purchase
*Magenetra - Translation
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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