はあ (Haa)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
はあ 	haa 	Sigh…
 	 	
最近良いことないんだよね　自分から何もしてないからね 	saikin ii koto nain da yo ne jibun kara nani mo shitenai kara ne 	Nothing good’s been happening lately, y’hear. That’s ‘coz I’m not doing anything on my own initiative, y’hear.
会話は得意じゃないけどね　ひとりは寂しいね 	kaiwa wa tokui ja nai kedo ne hitori wa samishii ne 	I’m not really good at talking with others, y’hear. But when I’m alone, I feel lonely, y’hear.
 	 	
めめめ　面倒くさがり極めちゃって　たいていのことに興味がないから 	mememe mendoukusagari kiwamechatte taitei no koto ni kyoumi ga nai kara 	La-la-la, I’m too lazy to do anything, so most things don’t attract me too much,
いったい何が楽しいのか　自分でもわからんね 	ittai nani ga tanoshii no ka jibun demo wakaran ne 	So even I myself don’t see what the fun is all about, y’hear.
 	 	
どこにもいかないね　いかないね　どこにでもいけるのに 	doko ni mo ikanai ne ikanai ne doko ni demo ikeru noni 	I don’t go anywhere, y’hear. I don’t, y’hear, though I actually can go anywhere.
なんにもやらないね　やらないね　なんだってできるのに 	nan ni mo yaranai ne yaranai ne nan datte dekiru noni 	I don’t do anything, y’hear. I don’t, y’hear, though I actually can do anything.
 	 	
らんらら　生きたくなくはないから　死にたくなっちゃいないから 	ranrara ikitakunaku wa nai kara shinitaku nacchainai kara 	Tra-la-la. It’s not that I don’t want to live. Not that I have a death wish or whatever.
あれこれ頭を悩ませてたら　今日は脳がバグった　不便だな 	arekore atama o nayamasetetara kyou wa nou ga bagutta fuben da na 	I mulled over too many things, and my brain went glitchy today. Talk about inconvenient.
 	 	
はあ 	haa 	Sigh…
 	 	
最近良いことないのにね　そうじゃないことは普通にあるね 	saikin ii koto nai noni ne sou ja nai koto wa futsuu ni aru ne 	Nothing good’s been happening lately, y’hear. But I’ve got quite a few bad things, y’hear.
「やってみたい」ならあっても　大きな声では言えないね 	"yattemitai" nara atte mo ookina koe de wa ienai ne 	There are a couple of things I’m interested in, but I can’t talk about them out loud, y’hear.
 	 	
「そろそろ現実を見ろ」って　何度か言われてきたけれど 	"sorosoro genjitsu o miro" tte nando ka iwarete kita keredo 	“It’s about time you faced reality”; they’ve been saying that to me many times,
案外まともに生きていくほうが　僕には夢みたいさ 	angai matomo ni ikiteiku hou ga boku ni wa yume mitai sa 	But what, are you telling me to straighten out my life? That’s like a dream to me, honestly.
 	 	
なにかがずれている　ずれている　ずっとシラフなのに 	nanika ga zureteiru zureteiru zutto shirafu nanoni 	Something’s out of line. Out of line, though I’ve always been sober.
ネジが外れている　外れている　病気でもないのに 	neji ga hazureteiru hazureteiru byouki demo nai noni 	Some screws have come off. They’ve come off, though I’m not really sick in any way.
 	 	
生きたくなくはないから　死にたくなっちゃいないから 	ikitakunaku wa nai kara shinitaku nacchainai kara 	It’s not that I don’t want to live. Not that I have a death wish or whatever.
たまたまみんなが死んでないうちに　どっか遊びに行けたら 	tamatama minna ga shindenai uchi ni dokka asobi ni iketara 	I wish I could go and play somewhere while nobody’s dead as luck would have it.
生きたくなくはないから　まだ死にたくなっちゃいないから 	ikitakunaku wa nai kara mada shinitaku nacchainai kara 	It’s not that I don’t want to live. It’s still not that I have a death wish or whatever.
なんでもやるから認めてくれよ　いいさ　それでいいさ　痛えだろ 	nandemo yaru kara mitomete kure yo ii sa sore de ii sa itee daro 	I’ll do anything for you, so c’mon, recognize me! Fine, that’ll do. It hurts, right?
 	 	
今はなんとか自分で立てるよ　遠回りだったけど間違ってはなかったな 	ima wa nantoka jibun de tateru yo toomawari datta kedo machigatte wa nakatta na	Now, I can somehow stand on my own feet. I took a roundabout way, but I guess it wasn’t a wrong choice.
きっとみんな気に入るはずだと　僕は思うけど　いや　どうだろな 	kitto minna ki ni iru hazu da to boku wa omou kedo iya dou daro na 	This would be to everybody’s liking, I suppose. But um… what do you think?
 	 	
生きたくなくはないけど　死にたくなっちゃいないけど 	ikitakunaku wa nai kedo shinitaku nacchainai kedo 	It’s not like I don’t want to live. Not like I have a death wish or whatever.
なんでもかんでもは要らないはずさ　きっと少しでいいな 	nandemo kandemo wa iranai hazu sa kitto sukoshi de ii na 	I don’t think I’m going to need everything. I believe just a little bit will do.
 	 	
生きたくなくはないけど　まだ死にたくなっちゃいないけど 	ikitakunaku wa nai kedo mada shinitaku nacchainai kedo 	It’s not like I don’t want to live. It’s still not like I have a death wish or whatever.
いっつも笑っていられるほどには僕は大人じゃないな 	ittsumo waratte irareru hodo ni wa boku wa otona ja nai na 	I don’t think I’ve grown up enough that I can smile all the time.
だけどそれでいいさ　ずっとそれでいいさ 	dakedo sore de ii sa zutto sore de ii sa 	But I’m fine with that. I’ll always be okay with that.
 	 	
はあ 	haa 	Sigh…
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*デッドディレイマン (Dead Delay Man) (album)
==External Links==
===Official===
*piapro - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
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*Tackmyn’s House - Translation source
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