Silverscale

Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish you could feel what you say
silver - she/her - rain/leaf - lesbian - student
redoing her coding yet again. huge wip
Silverscale 	Silverscale
 	
Background 	Background
Creator 	sach
Infobox 	-
Aliases 	silver
Attribute 	sadness
Element 	dark
Color 	grays + browns
Animal 	butterfly
Song 	idontwannabeyouanymore- Billie Eilish
Character 	Character
Age 	5 DY
Gender 	Female
Orientation 	
Occupation 	Student
Tribe 	Rain/Leaf (unaware- thinks she's just a rainwing)
Goal 	unsure
Residence 	rainforest kingdom
Relatives 	mothers: bead, tacca
Allies 	none
Enemies 	kokia, middlemist, queen lindenii
Likes 	-
Dislikes 	-
Powers 	leafspeak
Weapons 	leafspeak
Love Interests	raspberry
Quote 	"Please don't hurt me!"
Show, never tell
But I know you too well
Got a mood that you wish you could sell
Appearanceshe's not a normal rainwing. that's something that is made clear when someone sees her. she's smaller than average, and bony. rainwings are usually thin, but she appears underfed. the truth is, she eats enough. usually. she's just thinner than she should be.
her mainscales are light gray. they're not silver, though her name says otherwise. they're dull and rough, covered in small scars from "accidents" that happen every time she is around other dragonets.
her underscales are slightly more smooth, as she managed to protect them more effectively than her mainscales. they're a lighter shade of gray, but still dull. the scales down her snout are a dark brown-gray. 
her wings are strangely shaped. the membranes are like a leafwing's, but the frames are like a rainwings. she can fly well enough with them, though it did take some practice. they are slightly tattered, and her left wing and shoulder have a large scar on them.
her tail isn't prehensile like a rainwing's should be. it's more flexible than the tails of most other tribes, but not nearly enough to work like a prehensile one.
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told "a tight dress is what makes you a w***e"
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it, if you're honest?
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you anymore
Personalitysilverscale is nothing like an ordinary rainwing, both physically and with her personality. she's quiet and shy, and finds talking to unfamiliar dragons frightening and stressful. she wants to be more outgoing, but she just can't, and that makes her depression worse.
her depression. that's pretty much her defining aspect. every little mistake she makes contributes and makes her hate herself even more. she's not sure what the main cause of it is. maybe it's how much she's been bullied. maybe it's looking different. but that doesn't matter. she's just... depressed.
she lives in a state of constant fear. she worries that everyone hates her. she's scared she's ugly. she always thinks she says the wrong things, that everything she does isn't what she's supposed to. but most of all, she's afraid of kokia and middlemist. they hurt her, and she hates being hurt.
she's kind of clumsy. she has a tendency to knock things over, to trip, to accidentally step on someone's talon. she hates herself for it. so she suppresses it, moving slowly and carefully. 
overall, she doesn't let herself make mistakes, and freaks out whenever she does. she'll apologize way more than she has to and act like she did something far worse than she really had. that's just what happens when you don't let yourself mess up, i guess.
Hand, hands getting cold
Losing feeling is getting old
Was I made from a broken mold?
Abilitiessilver has no rainwing abilities other than her slightly prehensile tail. well, not quite slightly prehensile. it's just more flexible than that of a leafwing's.
her main ability, though, is her leafspeak. she didn't know what it was for a long time. she thought it was just a connection to them which she didn't understand. over time, though, she learned it was leafspeak.
Hurt, I can't shake
We've made every mistake
Only you know the way that I break
Historyread this here
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told "a tight dress is what makes you a w***e"
Relationshipsraspberry
 positive 
raspberry is the only dragon who was ever a real friend to silverscale. her happy attitude makes silverscale's depression far easier to handle. she has feelings for raspberry which she is completely oblivious to. 
eclipse
 positive 
eclipse welcomed silverscale into the rebellion when she had nowhere else to go. she is a mother-like figure to her. 
cloud
 positive/neutral 
cloud and silverscale never interacted much until eclipse's death. he became like a father to her. 
kokia
 negative 
kokia bullied silverscale through much of her childhood, and though he did try to make it up to her, she refused to forgive him. 
middlemist
 negative 
he never physically hurt her, but he was the one who broke her mind down most. she hates him even more than she hates kokia, and though he no longer tries to hurt her, she doesn't plan on forgiving him anytime soon. 
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it, if you're honest?
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
Trivia
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I-I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
Gallery
text
I don't wanna be you anymore
Category:Characters
Category:Females
Category:RainWings
Category:LeafWings
Category:Hybrids
Category:Dragonets
Category:LGBT+
Category:Occupation (Student)
Category:Content (Nyxcaena)
Category:Subtype (Leafspeak)