Nirvana.

ong this was made at the height of my Nirvana obsession 💀
nirvana • she/her • night/other • prophet
nirvana 	nirvana
 	
background 	background
creator 	sevenoutclaws
artist 	SevenOutclaws
coder 	fall
attribute 	irony
element 	fear
color 	dark brown
animal 	Sirenhead (hehe)
songs 	
character 	character
age 	late twenties (DY)
gender 	female
orientation 	ace/aro, I mean, why would she have an orientation anyways?
occupation 	prophet
tribe 	night, possibly other. The possibility of her being a hybrid may have contributed to her hatching defects
goal 	revenge
residence 	a cave, no one really knows where?
relatives 	Unknown parents, most likely deceased
allies 	No one
enemies 	the animus that cursed her
likes 	prophecies
dislikes 	anything not poetic
abilities 	forsight, cursed by an angry animus to have no eyes and only be able to see what is ahead, composed by poeticness and fate, mindreading, too
weapons 	n/a
love interests	n/a
quote 	“and if you save yourself, it will plague your soul.”
appearance
You see a slender figure in the fog. A mountain lion? Too big, too long. You move closer to it. It emerges into sight, it appears to have no eyes, only empty eye sockets doing that horrid 'thousand tail-length stare into nothing'. It appears to lack wings. It looks like a NightWing. You stagger back in fear as it inches closer. You instinctively take out your dagger and hold close in front of you in case somehow.. it knows you're there. It has a look of distrust and fear twisting across its face after feeling your hostile presence, it darts back out of sight into the fog, never to be seen by you again.
Nirvana has no wings, along with no eyes. Her scales are the eerie dark grey color of the forest at night, her underbelly is the color of the unmoving, murky water you would find deep in a cave. Her horns look similar to the twisted shape of long and branching twisted silver wire. The empty eye sockets always look deep and lifeless, while at the same time seem to be staring straight through your soul and into your heart, reading all of your deepest thoughts before you even realize you thought them. Her figure is skinny and very bony, yet enormously tall. Nirvana’s claws are long, and sharp from years of scratching at the cave walls from unfortunate mental instability. As I mentioned before, Nirvana has no wings, which was guessed to be one of the factors of her abandonment. She hatched without her wings, rather than them getting ripped off somehow. It is likely that her already existent birth defect came with a neurological defect, too, contributing to her already antisocial behavior. Nirvana still maintains without eyes fine because she hasn’t used them most her life. She sees through others’ eyes and through the curtain of uncertainty that acts as a veil over the fate and future. 
history
Nirvana was hatched under two moons right before the SandWing Succession with the gift of foresight And mindreading. She had no guidance and protection of a parent, so naturally she felt scared and all alone, and her disturbing visions of the soon-to-come SandWing Succession terrified her, so she tried to hide from reality deep in a cave. After many years, she eventually decided to try and explore and conquer her fear of other dragons. She met a dragon who had a strange aura, as if she was stepping right into a nightmare as she approached him. The dragon wore a hood to cover his identity. Nirvana tried to speak to the hooded dragon but ended up aggravating him enough for him to enchant Nirvana to tear out her own eyes, permanently scarring her. It is said that she wasn’t subtle when approaching the dragon, not knowing how to interact. She likely acted out of fear and attacked the old animus. She bolted back to her cave in fear after the incident, never, ever to try and encounter another dragon again from then to the present. 
abilities
A dragonet, oddly with no wings, fresh out of her egg stares up at the two full moons above her. But no one seems to be watching her. An orphan. She winces as the gift of foresight has begun to warp her. She sees what lies ahead of her, torn from pure nirvana into the depths of darkness, out of fear of the future she crawls into a nearby cave, only to emerge when wandering every few nights for prey, since the lack of food in the cave has made her grow thin.
Nirvana was hatched with the gift of strong mindreading and foresight, destroying her life because of the agonizing strength of the 'gifts'. She had a vision of the SandWing Succession war, with the bloodshed, she hid, because she knew war only means extra violence in the heart of any passerbyer. Because of lack of socialization, Nirvana is close to not being able to speak at all and only learned Draconic from the dialogue in her visions. She almost never speaks, but when she does, Nirvana executes her thoughts metaphorically, similar to how Whiteout spoke. She did however recently learn a few words by listening to conversations while hiding within the shadows of the treeline. 
relationships
The Animus that cursed her - negative: She feels a writhing hatred for him, wanting her eyes back. She wishes she could rip out his eyes mutilate him for fun to show his pearly orb of sight to his other. At the same time, she is so helpless and disappointed that there is nothing she can do to cope with the pain inflicted on her.
trivia
- based off of Kurt Cobain’s Sappy (1988).
gallery
6FB7CE7C-C3BB-4643-A4B9-A11C8184B92F.jpeg|fullbody of Nirvana by me (OLD)
4AC55665-DF0B-40DB-A562-7D06BDC2F1A6.jpeg|Headshot by me (OLD)
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