愛憎ジレンマ。 (Aizou Dilemma.)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
憐れね　惨めだね　自分が嫌いすぎて 	aware ne mijime da ne jibun ga kiraisugite 	I'm pitiful. I'm miserable. I hate myself too much;
でも嫌いになれない　「愛憎ジレンマ。」 	demo kirai ni narenai "aizou jirenma." 	But I can't hate me. "Love-Hate Dilemma."
 	 	
無力ね　孤独だね　理想とは裏腹の 	muryoku ne kodoku da ne risou to wa urahara no 	I'm powerless. I'm lonesome. With my ideals, each time
現実を知るたびに　涙をこぼすの 	genjitsu o shiru tabi ni namida o kobosu no 	I know of the contrary reality, I shed tears.
「キミガヒツヨウナンダ」　そんな言葉くれるなら 	"kimi ga hitsuyou nanda" sonna kotoba kureru nara 	"YOU ARE IMPORTANT." If you give me those kinds of words,
私は存在価値を　実感できるの 	watashi wa sonzai kachi o jikkan dekiru no 	I can actually feel worth of existing.
 	 	
このまま堕ちてしまおうか？ 	kono mama ochite shimaou ka? 	Will I fall out as I am?
一歩前へ踏み出せずに　現実逃避の依存症 	ippo mae e fumidasezu ni genjitsu touhi no izonshou 	Unable to take a single step forward, a dependence on escapism.
 	 	
愛して抱いてと泣いて　傷痕を掻きむしる 	aishite daite to naite kizuato o kakimushiru 	I cry out for you to love and hug me, and I tear at my scars.
嘘でいいから今は　忘れさせて 	uso de ii kara ima wa wasuresasete 	Since it's fine if it's a lie, make me forget it now.
想い描く理想なんてどうせ絵空事 	omoi egaku risou nante douse esoragoto 	Things like the ideals I imagine are at best fabrications.
枯れた絵の具で黒く塗り潰した 	kareta enogu de kuroku nuritsubushita 	I filled myself in with black with withered art tools.
 	 	
ゆらゆら揺れている　誰もいない電車で 	yurayura yurete iru dare mo inai densha de 	On a train that's rocking back and forth without anyone on it,
吊革がうらめしく　見下してる 	tsurikawa ga urameshiku mikudashiteru 	The hand straps are looking down on me reproachfully.
「こっちへおいでよ」と　吊るされた首みたいね 	"kocchi e oide yo" to tsurusareta kubi mitai ne 	"Come on over here." Like my neck would be hung.
あぁ　もぅ　そんな嬉しそうに　見つめないでよ 	aa mou sonna ureshisou ni mitsumenaide yo 	Oh, don't stare at me that gladly now.
 	 	
このまま消えてしまおうか？ 	kono mama kiete shimaou ka? 	Will I vanish as I am?
一歩前へ踏み外せば　少しは楽になるのかな？ 	ippo mae e fumihazuseba sukoshi wa raku ni naru no kana?	If I take a single step forward, I wonder, will I be a little at ease?
 	 	
飛びこむ勇気もなくて　せた生にしがみつく 	tobikomu yuuki mo nakute aseta sei ni shigamitsuku 	I don't have the courage to dive down, and I cling to my faded life.
前も後ろも見えず　るの 	mae mo ushiro mo miezu uzukumaru no 	Unable to look forward nor back, I crouch and cower.
誰か背中を押して　踏み出すが欲しい 	dareka senaka o oshite fumidasu wake ga hoshii 	Someone pushes my back, and I want a reason to take a step.
死んでも生きてもいいから　進みたいの 	shinde mo ikite mo ii kara susumitai no 	Since it's fine to either die or live, I want to advance.
 	 	
午前0時過ぎ　新宿駅東口 	gozen reiji sugi shinjuku eki higashiguchi 	12:00 in the morning passing, it's the east entrance to the Shinjuku station.
「今から会える？」　乾いた声 	"ima kara aeru?" kawaita koe 	"Will I see you from now on?" My dried-up voice.
誰でもいいから　傍にいて欲しくて 	dare demo ii kara soba ni ite hoshikute 	Since anybody would work, I wanted them to be beside me;
携帯鳴らし続けた 	keitai narashi tsuzuketa 	My cell phone continued to make noise.
 	 	
愛して抱いてと泣いて　傷痕を掻きむしる 	aishite daite to naite kizuato o kakimushiru 	I cry out for you to love and hug me, and I tear at my scars.
嘘でいいから今は　忘れさせて 	uso de ii kara ima wa wasuresasete 	Since it's fine if it's a lie, make me forget it now.
想い描く理想なんてどうせ絵空事 	omoi egaku risou nante douse esoragoto 	Things like the ideals I imagine are at best fabrications.
枯れた絵の具じゃ黒く塗り潰せない 	kareta enogu ja kuroku nuri tsubusenai 	I can't fill myself in with black with withered art tools.
 	 	
午前6時過ぎ　新宿駅7番ホーム 	gozen rokuji sugi shinjuku eki nanaban hoomu 	6:00 in the morning passing, it's the 7th platform at the Shinjuku station.
「今からいく」と　震える声 	"ima kara iku" to furueru koe 	"I'll go from now on," my voice trembles.
誰でもいいから　私を突き飛ばして 	dare demo ii kara watashi o tsukitobashite 	Since anybody would work, thrust me away.
「ああ、またダメだ･･･」　泣きじゃくる 	"aa, mata dame da..." nakijakuru 	"Oh, it's no use again..." I sob.
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