ミュージックイズハード (Music is Hard)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	
ねえ　君埋没費用効果を知ってる？ 	nee kimi maibotsu hiyou kouka o shitteru? 	Hey, have you heard of the sunk-cost fallacy?
徒労より諦める方が大切 	torou yori akirameru hou ga daisetsu 	Instead of working hard, knowing when to give up is more important
それがモチベーションになる損失 	sore ga motivation ni naru sonshitsu 	But that loss that can turn into a kind of motivation too
今日もボクはボクに嘘をつく 	kyou mo boku wa boku ni uso o tsuku 	Today I tell lies to myself again
 	 	
ねえ　もし作曲しない作曲家がいたならば 	nee moshi sakkyoku shinai sakkyokuka ga ita naraba 	Hey, if there’s a composer who doesn’t compose,
作曲家とかまだ呼べるのか 	sakkyokuka toka mada yoberu no ka 	Can they still be called a composer?
鏡に映った現実見えない目に 	kagami ni utsutta genjitsu mienai me ni 	To the eyes reflected in the mirror that don’t see reality,
今日も馬鹿なことばっか問いかける 	kyou mo baka na koto bakka toikakeru 	Today I ask nothing but stupid things
 	 	
ボクと関係ない世の背景眺めてた 	boku to kankeinai yo no haikei nagameteta 	As I stare at the backdrop of a world unrelated to me,
景色の邪魔だ　その人生という暴走列車 	keshiki no jama da sono jinsei to iu bousou ressha 	A rampant train known as life interrupts the scenery
いらない　変われないものだけ切り捨て 	iranai kawarenai mono dake kirisute 	Throwing out the useless people who are unable to change
遠く離れていく 	tooku hanarete iku 	And leaving me farther and farther behind
 	 	
両目を閉じたままで窓の向こうへ 	ryoume o tojita mama de mado no mukou e 	As I keep both my eyes closed, outside the window
また一年が過ぎていた 	mata ichinen ga sugite ita 	Another year passes me by
朝は来なくていい　ただ眠くなっただけさ 	asa wa konakute ii tada nemuku natta dake sa 	Morning hasn't come, I just wanted to take a nap
人生どこに行っちゃった 	jinsei doko ni icchatta 	So tell me, where has my life gone?
 	 	
「君は壊れてない」「希望失わない 」 	"kimi wa kowaretenai" "kibou ushinawanai" 	“You aren’t broken” “Don’t lose hope”
でも笑いを隠し　貴方は嘘をつき 	demo warai o kakushi anata wa uso o tsuki 	You tell me lies while trying to hide your laughter
さあ　さあ　さあ　踊ってみましょう 	saa saa saa odotte mimashou 	Now, now, now, let’s try to dance
この空っぽな夢の中で 	kono karappo na yume no naka de 	Inside a dream that’s long become empty
 	 	
「書き終わったらアイスを買ってあげよう」 	"kakiowattara aisu o katte ageyou" 	“When you finish writing I’ll buy you some ice cream”
それより赤ワインを一瓶頂戴 	sore yori aka wain o hitobin choudai 	Why don’t you give me a bottle of wine instead?
どうせ貴方も失望するのでしょうか 	douse anata mo shitsubou suru no deshou ka 	After all, you will also be disappointed in the end
 	 	
ねえ　音楽が楽しかった時あっただろうか？ 	nee ongaku ga tanoshikatta toki atta darou ka? 	Hey, was there ever a time that music was fun?
そんな純愛などとっくに忘れた 	sonna junai nado tokku ni wasureta 	I’ve long forgotten about that kind of innocent love
全てを預けた半端な夢 	subete o azuketa hanpa na yume 	The half-baked dream that I entrusted everything to
何処かで朽ち果てて妄想になった 	dokoka de kuchihatete mousou ni natta 	Had rotted away somewhere and turned into delusion
 	 	
むかし 何者にもなれたはずだったのに 	mukashi nanimono ni mo nareta hazu datta no ni 	Once upon a time, I was a person who could’ve been anything
教えて　この汚れた未来さえ救えない 	oshiete kono yogoreta mirai sae sukuenai 	But these useless hands that can’t even save my soiled future,
無用な手は何故何もしないまま？ 	muyou na te wa naze nani mo shinai mama? 	Tell me, why are they still not doing anything now?
打たれた犬いつか無関心を学ぶから 	utareta inu itsuka mukanshin o manabu kara 	Cause a dog that’s beaten enough times eventually learns to feel nothing
 	 	
感情捨てたメロディー　心なくしてた五線譜は 	kanjou suteta merodii kokoro nakushiteta gosenfu wa 	A melody that threw away emotion, a sheet of music that lost its soul
幸せに導くなら歩行禁止の道だ 	shiawase ni michibiku nara hokou kinshi no michi da 	If these five lines lead to happiness, then I’m forbidden from walking on this road
書くほど歪んでいく音符　 	kaku hodo yugande iku onpu 	The more I write, the more twisted the notes turn
待つほど重くなる空白 	matsu hodo omoku naru kuuhaku 	The more I wait, the heavier the empty space becomes
絞られますか 潰されそうか 	shiboraremasu ka tsubusaresou ka 	Will I be wrung dry, or will I be crushed?
期待と自暴の絶え間ない連鎖 	kitai to jibou no taemanai rensa 	A never-ending chain of expectation and despair
 	 	
この半分乾いた体の穴開いた心に 	kono hanbun kawaita karada no ana hiraita kokoro ni 	In this half-dried body, my hole-ridden heart
なれなかった自分に血溢れていた 	narenakatta jibun ni chi afurete ita 	Is bleeding for the person I could’ve become
ずっと目覚めなくていい　目を逸らせばいいんだから 	zutto mezumenakute ii me o soraseba ii ndakara 	It’s okay to never wake up, it’s okay to look away
言うな　「今まで何してた？」 	iu na "ima made nani shiteta?" 	So don’t say those words, “what have you been doing until now?”
 	 	
「君は大丈夫だよ」「きっとできるんはず」 	"kimi wa daijoubu da yo" "kitto dekirun hazu" 	“You can do it” “I’m sure it’ll be okay”
瓶だらけ血色の床　貴方は見ないふり 	bin darake chiiro no yuka anata wa minai furi 	Above a blood-red floor littered with bottles, you pretend you can’t see
さあ　さあ　さあ　笑ってみましょう 	saa saa saa waratte mimashou 	Now, now, now, let’s try to laugh
最高の喜劇を見せてやれ 	saikou no kigeki o misete yare 	I’ll show you the world’s best comedy show
 	 	
「君が終わったらアイスを買ってあげよう」 	"kimi ga owattara aisu o katte ageyou" 	“When you’re finished I’ll buy you some ice cream”
「君はできる」「信じてる」「頑張れ」ってふざけるな 	"kimi wa dekiru" "shinjiteru" "ganbare" tte fuzakeru na 	“You can do it” “I believe in you” “Good luck”– just shut the fuck up
それより諦めていいと言えませんか 	sore yori akiramete ii to iemasen ka 	Instead of that, can’t you just say it’s okay to give up?
「できる」なんてお前何様でしょうか　 	"dekiru" nante omae nanisama deshou ka 	Who the hell are you to tell me “you can do it?”
 	 	
右側にいるのは励ますために 	migigawa ni iru no wa hagemasu tame ni 	On the right are the shameless people
嘘をついた無恥の人 	uso o tsuita muchi no hito 	Who lied if it meant to encourage me
左側にいるのはがっかりしてても 	hidarigawa ni iru no wa gakkari shitete mo 	On the left are the fools who’d be disappointed
アイス買ってくれた馬鹿な人 	aisu katte kureta baka na hito 	But would buy me ice cream anyways
でも一番指さし 笑った上の人 	demo ichiban yubisashi waratta ue no hito 	But the person from above who pointed fingers and laughed the most
罪を数え顔上げない下の人　 	tsumi o kazoe kao agenai shita no hito 	The person from below counting his sins without raising his head
 	 	
自分を磔にした十字架　背負わずに贖罪回避して 	jibun o haritsuke ni shita juujika seowazu ni shokuzai kaihi shite	The person nailing himself into the cross while avoiding any atonement
許されない　許そうとしない　裏表のある人 	yurusarenai yurusou to shinai uraomote no aru hito 	Who can’t be forgiven and refused to forgive
全員同じでしょう 	zenin onaji deshou 	Were all the same hypocritical, two-faced person
 	 	
お前なんか壊れて　役立たねえ　希望捨てちまえ 	omae nanka kowarete yakudateta nee kibou sutechimae 	You’re broken, you good-for-nothing, just lose hope already
でもこの無様な一世でやりたいことは何だ 	demo kono buzama na issei de yaritai koto wa nanda 	But even in a life as unsightly as this one, what is it that you really want to do?
さあ　さあ　さあ　歌ってみましょうか 	saa saa saa utatte mimashou ka 	Now, now, now, let’s try to sing, shall we?
誰も歌ってくれない歌ってみたへ 	dare mo utatte kurenai utatte mita e 	To a song that no one will cover for meto an “utattemita” that nobody else will sing
 	 	
まだ何にもならない　まだ救いなどないまま 	mada nani ni mo naranai mada sukui nado nai mama 	Someone who still hasn’t become anything, someone who still can’t be saved
出来損ない　くだらないこの人生が 	dekisokonai kudaranai kono jinsei ga 	This pathetic, useless, worthless life of mine,
こんなように生きてても　それでいいんでしょうか 	konna you ni ikitete mo sore de ii ndeshou ka 	Even so, is it okay for me to have lived this way?
 	 	
この世の喜び 悲しみ 希望 愛情 苦痛 空虚 	kono yo no yorokobi kanashimi kibou aijou kutsuu kuukyo 	This world of happiness and sorrow, love and hope, pain and emptiness
一生の失敗と後悔を抱え　人生で作った曲は 	isshou no shippai to koukai o kakae jinsei de tsukutta kyoku wa 	Carrying a lifetime of failures and regrets,
どんな音がするのでしょうか 	donna oto ga suru no deshou ka 	A life made into a song, what kind of sound would it make?
 	 	
死ぬため生まれ　終幕まで響け 	shinu tame umare shuumaku made hibike 	Born in order to die, echo until the end
今日も　明日も　これからも生きる人間 	kyou mo ashita mo kore kara mo ikiru ningen 	The sound of a human that lives today, tomorrow, and will keep living on
 	 	
その音聴きたいからボクは今 	sono oto kikitai kara boku wa ima 	I want to hear what that sounds like
書き続けてるんだ 	kakitsuzuketeru nda 	So for now I’ll keep writing
==Translation Notes==
==External Links==
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*Youtube - Video showing the creation process
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