Remember Now

Just for the record, this is about a lady with cancer. Hope you like it...
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I remember when the sun shone down upon us. I remember when the sky was bright and blue, and there was not a cloud in the sky. I remember when you loved me. I remember when I had a reason to live.
Now I look at the sun; it is dull, it brings me no light. Now I look at the sky; storm clouds cover the dismal greyness. Now I look at you; a successful, bright man with hope and promise. Now I look at myself; a sickly, tired woman afraid to live my life.
You said I was your muse, your insparation, your dreams. I suppose that is still true today. My illness pushes you to live bigger, to never be where I am. You want to be strong for when I am weak. You want to be outspoken for when I am silent. But most of all, you want to be alive while I am dead.
I am your insparation. And you are mine.
I want to be where you are. I want to be strong when you are strong. I want to be outspoken when you are. I want to be alive when you're alive. I want to be with you forever.
But something is holding me back. Something that will never tire you. Something that sets us apart. You are my insparation. My insparation to break it.
I will break it for you.
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