心傷癖 (Shinshou Heki)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
あくまで自主的にやってほしいんだよね 	akumade jishuteki ni yatte hoshiin da yo ne 	I hope you'll keep at it readily to the bitter end
欲しい言葉なんか決まりきってるのにね 	hoshii kotoba nanka kimari kitteru noni ne 	Even though I know the words I want are already set in stone
分かんないふりして　無垢なふりして 	wakannai furi shite muku na furi shite 	I feign ignorance I feign innocence-
思い通りにならないと 	omoidoori ni naranai to 	I know it won't go how I want
一人で機嫌悪くするのやめたらいいのにね 	hitori de kigen waruku suru no yametara ii noni ne 	I wish I could stop bringing myself down
 	 	
騙される方が悪いんだ 	damasareru hou ga waruin da 	It’s peoples’ own fault for being tricked
真似する奴が馬鹿なんだ 	mane suru yatsu ga baka nanda 	The people who imitate others are morons
知らない振りはクズですが 	shiranai furi wa kuzu desu ga 	And the people who feign ignorance are trash-
見てるだけの奴はただの阿呆 	miteru dake no yatsu wa tada no aho 	But those who just sit back and watch are nothing more than idiots
本当にそう思ってんの 	hontou ni sou omotten no 	You really think so...
ならなんでそんなに怒ってんの 	nara nande sonna ni okotten no 	So if that's the case, why are you so angry?
ひょっとするともしかしてしなくても 	hyotto suru to moshikashite shinakute mo 	What if, perhaps, I didn't do that,
聞いただけ 	kiita dake 	and all I did was listen.
 	 	
何もしなくたって夜は明けていくから 	nani mo shinakutatte yoru wa akete iku kara 	Even if you don't do anything, the dawn will break
生きてるだけで偉いわけないから　生きてるだけ 	ikiteru dake de erai wake nai kara ikiteru dake 	Just being alive isn't all that impressive- You're just alive
誰だって自分のことを話して認められたいね 	dare datte jibun no koto o hanashite mitomeraretai ne 	Everybody wants attention and acknowledgement
誰だってなんて言ったら怒られちゃうけどね 	dare datte nante ittara okorarechau kedo ne 	But if you say "everybody," people get angry at you, huh
 	 	
頭悪いし　語彙も無いし 	atama warui shi goi mo nai shi 	I'm pretty dumb- don't have much of a vocabulary either
なら仕方ないし 	nara shikatanai shi 	But I can't do anything about that
って自分先に守るしかできないし 	tte jibun saki ni mamoru shika dekinai shi 	...And I can't protect anyone but myself
正論みたいに受け売り繰り返し 	seiron mitai ni ukeuri kurikaeshi 	Repeating secondhand knowledge as if it were a sound argument
楽しい遊び得意気に 	tanoshii asobi tokuige ni 	Proudly fooling around-
いい歳してんのによくやるね 	ii toshi shiten noni yoku yaru ne 	It's pretty amazing you can still do that at your age
逆にすごいね　厭きないね 	gyaku ni sugoi ne akinai ne 	Really, it's impressive. You really don't get tired of it, huh.
 	 	
興味ないふりが雑なんだ 	kyoumi nai furi ga zatsu nanda 	Feigning disinterest is pretty sloppy-
そういう時こそ顔を上げるんだ 	sou iu toki koso kao o agerun da 	It's times like that when you should lift your face
嘘をつくのは苦手ですか 	uso o tsuku no wa nigate desu ka 	Are you bad at telling lies?
いっそ相手の目を見つめるんだ 	isso aite no me o mitsumerun da 	Then you might as well look them in the eyes
妄想の中なら最強ね 	mousou no naka nara saikyou ne 	I mean, if you're living in your own little world, you're invincible
周りを下げたら僕が一番だね 	mawari o sagetara boku ga ichiban da ne 	And if I put everyone else down, I'll be number one
一生主観で生きてりゃ出来も知れてるね 	isshou shukan de ikiterya deki mo shireteru ne 	And if I live my life in subjectivity, I'll know how it all ends up
 	 	
ドライにいこうぜ　テキトーにいこうぜ 	dorai ni ikou ze tekitoo ni ikou ze 	Let's go dry Let's go just doing whatever
フラットにいこうぜ　ニュートラルにいこうぜ 	furatto ni ikou ze nyuutoraru ni ikou ze 	Let's go flat Let's go neutral
クールじゃねえなら　クレバーでいようぜ 	kuuru ja nee nara kurebaa de iyou ze 	And if that's not cool, let's be clever
ってくだらねえな！ 	tte kudaranee na! 	...this is so stupid!
クレイジーでいようぜ　ハッピーでいようぜ 	kureijii de iyou ze happii de iyou ze 	Let's be crazy Let's be happy
そうだ悪いか　意地張ってら 	sou da warui ka ijihattera 	Yeah, is it so bad I'm stubborn?
頑張って頑張ってない感出していこうぜ！ 	ganbatte ganbattenai kan dashite ikou ze! 	Let's do our best to feel like we're not really trying!
 	 	
何もしなくたって朝はやってくるから 	nani mo shinakutatte asa wa yatte kuru kara 	Even if you don't do anything, the morning will come
生きてるだけで偉いわけないから　死んでないだけ 	ikiteru dake de erai wake nai kara shindenai dake 	Just being alive isn't all that impressive; you're just not dead
誰だって好きで生まれてきたわけじゃないから 	dare datte suki de umarete kita wake ja nai kara 	It's not like everyone wanted to be born
誰もが好きでいてくれるわけないから 	dare mo ga suki de ite kureru wake nai kara 	And it's not like everybody can love me-
僕もそうだ 	boku mo sou da 	It's the same for me
 	 	
いてもいなくても何も変わらないから 	ite mo inakute mo nani mo kawaranai kara 	It doesn't matter whether you're there or not
ただ在るだけ 	tada aru dake 	You just are
誰だって優しいこと言ってほしいね 	dare datte yasashii koto itte hoshii ne 	Everyone wants to say nice things, huh
誰だってなんてほざけば正しく見えるね 	dare datte nante hozakeba tadashiku mieru ne 	If you prattle on about "everyone," you look correct, huh
 	 	
何もしなくたって夜は明けていくから 	nani mo shinakutatte yoru wa akete iku kara 	Even if you don't do anything, the dawn will break
生きてるだけで偉いわけないから　生きてるだけ 	ikiteru dake de erai wake nai kara ikiteru dake 	Just being alive isn't all that impressive; you're just alive
誰だって好きで生まれてきたわけじゃないから 	dare datte suki de umarete kita wake ja nai kara 	It's not like everyone wanted to be born
誰もが好きでいてくれるわけないから　誰だって人間だ 	dare mo ga suki de ite kureru wake nai kara dare datte ningen da	And it's not like everybody can love me- everybody's only human
, checked and corrected by Violet330
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*全然、きれいじゃない。 (Zenzen, Kirei ja Nai.) (album)
==External Links==
*piapro - Off vocal
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