九重现实 (Jiǔchóng Xiànshí)

==Lyrics==
Singer	Luo Tianyi(as Ling Luo)	Yuezheng Ling(as Ling Yu)	Duet (Tianyi & Ling)	YANHE(as Yan Yu)	PV Text
Chinese (中文歌词) 	Pinyin (拼音) 	English
“泠珞，你觉得世界上最令人难过的事情是什么呢？” 	 	"Ling Luo, what do you think are the saddest things in the world?"
 	 	
“蝴蝶。丑陋的毛毛虫，好不容易可以在梦境中忘记自己的软弱，忘记自己身为害虫的身份， 	 	"Butterflies. An ugly caterpillar, with much difficulty is able to enter its own dreamworld to forget its own weakness, to forget its status as a pest,
却又生出美丽的翅膀，被光吵醒，被迫意识到自己还活着的事实，然后还要亲手撕开幽居的洞穴。 	 	only to then grow beautiful wings and is awakened by the bright light, and is forced to become aware of its reality of having still lived, before having to tear their cavern apart.
越痛苦，翅膀越充血，它们就越美丽， 	 	The more painful, the more their wings are filled with blood, the more beautiful they become.
然后再次为美丽和‘醒着就要活下去’的定律而痛苦。 	 	They then once again hurt for the sake of beauty, for the law of "I have to live now that I’m awake".
它们会飞，却又只能在俗气的花丛中苟且偷生，仰视着永远触及不到的高空的鹰。 	 	They can fly, but they are only entitled to an ignoble existence among the common flowers, to look up at the eagles soaring across the skies, never to be reached.
然后死亡就突然降临，它们连沾沾自喜的这一点高度也被剥夺。 	 	And as death suddenly arrives, they are stripped of even this small moment of utter ecstasy.
它们甚至不能迎来一次壮烈的坠亡，只是轻飘飘地、轻飘飘地……” 	 	Unable to even be graced with a last heroic plunge, they can only gently float to the ground…"
 	 	
“听你这么一说，蝴蝶真的是很可怜啊……” 	 	"Now that I hear you say this, butterflies really are pretty sad…"
 	 	
混沌中，身旁的人儿发出悠长的叹息。 	 	In the chaos, the surrounding figures give out a long sigh.
 	 	
“那么……我们一起建一个乐队，超越我们的偶像吧？” 	 	"Well then… how about forming a band, so we can surpass our idol?"
那人灿烂地笑了起来，衣服上的有什么红彤彤的东西耀眼地晃动着， 	 	That person smiles radiantly, something red and bright swinging on her clothes,
“然后，来一次像小行星一样，把整个世界都拖下水的坠亡！” 	 	"and then, we’ll fall like an asteroid, and flood the entire world to death!"
 	 	
生。向死而生—— 	 	To live. To live for death –
在旧的规则被毁灭的同时，世界会因我们的抗争而被重置，迎来新生。 	 	In the simultaneous moment of the destruction of the old rules, the world will be reset due to our resistance, to welcome a rebirth.
 	 	
无意之中忘记是用谁的笔　 	wúyìzhīzhōng wàngjì shì yòng shéi de bǐ 	Before I could come to my senses, not knowing whose words I’d borrowed from
写下以为不会分离的话语 	xiě xià yǐwéi bù huì fēnlí de huàyǔ 	I’ve written those words I thought I’d never part with
正是因为惧怕　要为遗忘悲伤 	zhèng shì yīnwèi jùpà yào wéi yíwàng bēishāng 	It’s precisely because of fear, that I let myself be struck with sorrow over the lost memories,
才把悲伤这件事本身遗忘 	cái bǎ bēishāng zhè jiàn shì běnshēn yíwàng 	Just so that I can forget that sadness itself
 	 	
我藏起了悲喜装作恣意的鹰 	wǒ cáng qǐ le bēi xǐ zhuāng zuò zìyì de yīng 	I hid away the eagle that pretends to be brave and wilful through the joy and tragedy,
对风雨的侵袭丧失感应 	duì fēngyǔ de qīnxí sàngshī gǎnyìng 	As I feel lost and empty over the onslaught of the wind and rain
以为眼中泪滴早已经被封印 	yǐwéi yǎn zhōng lèi dī zǎo yǐjīng bèi fēngyìn 	I thought I’ve sealed away the tears in my eyes,
直到遇见你歌里的坚毅 	zhídào yùjiàn nǐ gē lǐ de jiānyì 	Until I found the strength and courage in your songs
想要拾回久违的感情 	xiǎng yào shí huí jiǔwéi de gǎnqíng 	I wanted to pick those feelings I’ve long sealed away back up
未来却戏剧般被否定 	wèilái què xìjù bān bèi fǒudìng 	But dramatically, I was denied that future
没办法承担你的期许 	méi bànfǎ chéngdān nǐ de qíxǔ 	I didn’t know how to bear your hopes and expectations
不敢再听只是逃避 	bù gǎn zài tīng zhǐshì táobì 	I couldn’t muster the courage to listen, only being able to run away
无能为力我顽劣的叛逆 	wúnéngwéilì wǒ wánliè de pànnì 	This powerless me so obstinately tried to rebel
现实面前如此不堪一击 	xiànshí miànqián rúcǐ bùkān'yījī 	But in the face of reality, I could only crumble like paper
连固执的资本也都尽数失去 	lián gùzhí de zīběn yě dōu jìnshù shīqù 	Exhausted of even all that stubbornness,
再没坚强能供自我麻痹 	zài méi jiānqiáng néng gōng zìwǒ mábì 	Unable to muster the will to hold on, to be apathetic of my problems
从你的身边匆匆逃离 	cóng nǐ de shēnbiān cōngcōng táolí 	I ran from you, without any forewarning
甚至没听见你的悲鸣 	shènzhì méi tīngjiàn nǐ de bēimíng 	Not even listening to your cries of sorrow
修葺你那沉溺的心是否来得及 	xiūqì nǐ nà chénnì de xīn shìfǒu láidéjí 	Please tell me that I could still repair your deeply sunken heart
你有没有可能性为我苏醒 	nǐ yǒuméiyǒu kěnéngxìng wèi wǒ sūxǐng 	Please tell me whether there is a possibility that you could awake for me
 	 	
1.妄想是一个根本性障碍。 	 	1.Delusions are a primary disorder.
2.是慢性和终身频发的。 	 	2.It is chronic and frequently lifelong.
3.妄想有逻辑构造，并且内部成立。(符合逻辑，不矛盾。) 	 	3.The delusions are logically constructed and internally consistent.
4.妄想和普通逻辑推理不冲突(虽然在妄想系统中逻辑是扭曲的)，而且没有一般的行为异常。 	 	4.The delusions do not interfere with general logical reasoning (although within the delusional system the logic is perverted) and there is usually no general disturbance of behaviour.
如果出现异常行为，则与妄想内容有直接关系。 	 	If disturbed behaviour does occur, it is directly related to the delusional beliefs.
5.自身经历了对自我参考的高度理解。 	 	5.The individual experiences a heightened sense of self-reference.
对别人来说不重要的事件对他们来说极为重要，并且围绕妄想的气氛非常紧张。 	 	Events which, to others, are nonsignificant are of enormous significance to them, and the atmosphere surrounding the delusions is highly charged.
 	 	
“我才不要一个人。” 	 	“I don’t want to be alone.”
“我才不要被背叛。” 	 	“I don’t want to be betrayed.”
如果“再见”两端的主语和宾语只有我和世界，那么被抛弃的，绝对不可以是我。我们。 	 	If, in the entirety of “goodbye”, the grammatical subject and object are only the world and I, then the one that will be cast aside can’t possibly be me. Us.
我不承认那是命运， 	 	I don’t accept that that is destiny.
命运是被神抛弃的棋局，所有棋子早在千万年前就停止了呼吸， 	 	Destiny is but a chessboard game-state that has been abandoned by the gods, where all the pieces have already stopped breathing millions of years ago.
无人可以酣享命运，命运是伪命题。 	 	None may enjoy their destiny, and it is nothing more than a false proposition.
人类只配拥有名为“真理”的谎言。 	 	Humans are only deserving to hold a lie known by the name of “truth”.
现实是真理，所以现实即是谎言。 	 	Reality is truth, so reality is also a lie.
“对不起。” 	 	“I’m sorry.”
 	 	
在你独自转身偏离轨道的一刻 	zài nǐ dúzì zhuǎnshēn piānlí guǐdào de yīkè 	That instant when you had turned your back on me, as you deviated from the course,
转瞬间世界空了 	zhuǎn shùnjiān shìjiè kōng le 	Was when I felt the world gone empty
（Pa-ra-no-ia） 	(Pa-ra-no-ia) 	(Pa-ra-no-ia)
我策划出无数个可怖的镜头 	wǒ cèhuà chū wúshù gè kěbù de jìngtóu 	I planned countless frightening scenes,
自虐着扮一个受害者 	zìnüè zhe bàn yīgè shòuhàizhě 	As I play the role of the victim in my self-abuse
（Pa-ra-no-ia） 	(Pa-ra-no-ia) 	(Pa-ra-no-ia)
许多为什么犹豫想问出口 	xǔduō wèishénme yóuyù xiǎng wèn chūkǒu 	Uttering many ‘why’s as I waver, wondering where the exit is,
又抗拒知晓真正缘由 	yòu kàngjù zhīxiǎo zhēnzhèng yuányóu 	All the while trying to stop myself from knowing the truth, the cause of it all
萝拉:明年过年大好的势头，你居然要暂停活动？ 	 	Lola: The new year will be a great push of momentum, but you’re telling me you want to go on hiatus now?
颜语:你们说什么都没用，我已经决定了。 	 	Yan Yu: Whatever you say isn’t going to change my mind, I’m putting my foot on this.
萝拉:你是不是疯了？ 	 	Lola: Have you gone mad?
颜语:我以前疯过很多回，只有这次清醒得很。 	 	Yan Yu: I’ve already gone mad many times before, but right now, I’m stone cold sober.
萝拉:为什么 	 	Lola: Why
是我无足轻重　不意外的结果 	shì wǒ wúzúqīngzhòng bù yìwài de jiéguǒ 	But I am nobody, the ending I could not have expected
思念照旧扼住柔软咽喉 	sīniàn zhàojiù è zhù róuruǎn yānhóu 	As always, feelings of longing grip at my frail throat
 	 	
我握紧这份痛演出偏执的兽　 	wǒ wò jǐn zhè fèn tòng yǎnchū piānzhí de shòu 	I grasp this beast called paranoia that has been made into being by this pain
被困在畸形的悲剧段落 	bèi kùn zài jīxíng de bēijù duànluò 	As well as this tragic experience of being trapped in this deformity
仰视那片离我远去了的天空　 	yǎngshì nà piàn lí wǒ yuǎn qù le de tiānkōng 	I look up at those skies that have left me so far
生命真实得再无法忍受 	shēngmìng zhēnshí dé zài wúfǎ rěnshòu 	As the reality of life becomes more and more unbearable
义无反顾地向下坠落　 	yìwúfǎngù de xiàng xià zhuìluò 	Without looking back, I fall downwards
痴心妄想谁能接住我 	chīxīnwàngxiǎng shéi néng jiē zhù wǒ 	While wishfully thinking, of somebody that would catch me
却自知嘲讽还不过是向你呼救 	què zìzhī cháofèng hái bùguò shì xiàng nǐ hūjiù 	But still self-aware, hating that I still could only call out your name, asking for help
还好终于我们相隔着现实的断层　 	hái hǎo zhōngyú wǒmen xiānggé zhe xiànshí de duàncéng 	Thankfully, finally, we’ve left behind our gap in reality
不约而同地将彼此选择 	bùyuē'értóng de jiāng bǐcǐ xuǎnzé 	Made the same choice for each other, even despite not knowing
你的声音击破梦魇一重一重 	nǐ de shēngyīn jípò mèngyǎn yīzhòng yīzhòng 	Your voice breaks through each layer by layer of this nightmare
自最遥远的彼方呼唤我 	zì zuì yáoyuǎn de bǐfāng hūhuàn wǒ 	Calling out to me from the other side, farthest away
（她们的目光安然飘落　向初绽花朵） 	(tāmen de mùguāng ānrán piāoluò xiàng chū zhàn huāduǒ)	(Their eyes twinkle peacefully, as they gaze at the blooming flower bud)
想要再一次被你纵容 	xiǎng yào zài yīcì bèi nǐ zòngróng 	I want you to bear through me once more
想要再一次被你拯救 	xiǎng yào zài yīcì bèi nǐ zhěngjiù 	I want to be saved by you once more
那些一意孤行的过错还请原谅我 	nàxiē yīyìgūxíng de guòcuò hái qǐng yuánliàng wǒ 	Please forgive me for my past mistakes and stubbornness
（即使被现实再度触摸　也不畏缩） 	(jíshǐ bèi xiànshí zàidù chùmō yě bù wèisuō) 	(Although once again touched by reality, there is no fear to be had)
面对凶险的今后别离开我 	miàn duì xiōngxiǎn de jīnhòu bié líkāi wǒ 	We’ll face forward, come what may, so please, don’t leave me
 	 	
我握紧这份痛演出偏执的兽 	wǒ wò jǐn zhè fèn tòng yǎnchū piānzhí de shòu 	I grasp this beast called paranoia that has been made into being by this pain
被困在畸形的悲剧段落 	bèi kùn zài jīxíng de bēijù duànluò 	As well as this tragic experience of being trapped in this deformity
仰视那片离我远去了的天空 	yǎngshì nà piàn lí wǒ yuǎn qù le de tiānkōng 	I look up at those skies that have left me so far
生命真实得再无法忍受 	shēngmìng zhēnshí dé zài wúfǎ rěnshòu 	As the reality of life becomes more and more unbearable
想要再一次被你纵容 	xiǎng yào zài yīcì bèi nǐ zòngróng 	I want you to bear through me once more
想要再一次被你拯救 	xiǎng yào zài yīcì bèi nǐ zhěngjiù 	I want to be saved by you once more
那些一意孤行的过错还请原谅我 	nàxiē yīyìgūxíng de guòcuò hái qǐng yuánliàng wǒ 	Please forgive me for my past mistakes and stubbornness
面对凶险的今后　别离开我 	miàn duì xiōngxiǎn de jīnhòu bié líkāi wǒ 	We’ll face forward, come what may, so please, don’t leave me
 	 	
这是属于我们的容身之地 	 	This is our place of belonging
一场层层叠叠的戏剧…… 	 	Somewhere piled with layers and layers of drama…
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*妄想症Paranoia (Wàngxiǎng Zhèng Paranoia) (album)
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