神様、俺を、怪物を。 (Kamisama, Ore o, Kaibutsu o.)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
戦争映画 	sensou eiga 	A war movie.
 	 	
銃口を自分の顳顬に向けている主人公は泣いていた。 	juukou o jibun no komekami ni mukete iru shujinkou wa naite ita. 	Pointing his gun at his own temple, the protagonist was shedding tears.
主人公の愛する女性は彼の腕に凭れ、垂れた髪は地面に這い蹲っていった。 	shujinkou no aisuru josei wa kare no ude ni motare, tareta kami wa jimen ni haitsukubatte itta.	The woman, his lover, leaned on his arm, with her hanging hair spread on the ground.
主人公は引き金を引くその力さえ入らず、誤って地面へと銃を落としていく。 	shujinkou wa hikigane o hiki sono chikara sae hairazu, ayamatte jimen e to juu o otoshite iku. 	With no strength left to pull the trigger, he accidentally drops his gun—
その瞬間、そこに投げ入れられた手榴弾によって二人は木端微塵となる。 	sono shunkan, soko ni nageirerareta shuryuudan ni yotte futari wa koppamijin to naru. 	Scarcely had it reached the ground than a grenade was hurled in the place, bombing the couple to smithereens.
 	 	
それがいつしか二人で見た戦争映画の記憶。 	sore ga itsushika futari de mita sensou eiga no kioku. 	That was the memory of the war movie we saw before.
あまりに残酷で、突拍子も無いラストに批判が集まった問題作。 	amari ni zankoku de, toppyoushi mo nai rasuto ni hihan ga atsumatta mondaisaku. 	It was a controversial work encountered with criticism for its all-too-cruel, -absurd finale.
そんなもので泣く君が、こんなにも、なんでだろう。 	sonna mono de naku kimi ga, konna ni mo, nande darou. 	You, crying from that, were—somehow, I really don’t know why, but—
愛しかった。 	itoshikatta. 	So endearing to me.
 	 	
肺だって癒えるんだ 	hai datte ieru nda 	Even lungs are going to heal.
その正常も名状も意味など無くなって 	sono seijou mo meijou mo imi nado nakunatte 	Their normality and description will lose their meaning,
解けて　解けて　本能も死んでって 	tokete tokete honnou mo shinde tte 	Coming undone, so undone, and my instinct will be dying,
愛情も感情も吐いてしまう 	aijou mo kanjou mo haite shimau 	Making me vomit up affections and emotions.
 	 	
その所為で吠えてしまう 	sono sei de hoete shimau 	Because of that, I’ll end up barking.
あの啓蒙も効能も酔っているんだって 	ano keimou mo kounou mo yotte iru ndatte 	I bristled at the alarm’s illusion
アラームの幻想で逆立ったんだ 	araamu no gensou de sakadatta nda 	In which that enlightenment and efficacy are all intoxicated.
惨状と生の日々 	sanjou to sei no hibi 	I spend my days in misery and life.
 	 	
目の前に高体温 	me no mae ni koutaion 	Before my very eyes is a high temperature.
湿らずも　頬　映えていて 	shimerazu mo hoo haete ite 	Dry as they are, your cheeks looked so attractive.
痴れないと言うオチだって 	shirenai to iu ochi datte 	Even if the punchline goes like “I didn’t went dumb or numb,”痴れる (shireru) means “to be befuddled (mostly because something captivates you),” and 痴れない (shirenai) is its negation (though I’ve never seen of it used that way, honestly). However, judging from the line containing the word オチ (ochi; punchline, ending), I feel like something more than that—presumably a pun—is going on here. I’ve considered a number of possibilities (thinking like “probably 知れない (shirenai; not to know/care) is concerned, or maybe 痴 (chi; idiocy),” etc.)—but unfortunately I haven’t figured out what the producer would like to do with this line perfectly yet.
「そうだ」「爽だ」言い聞かせよう 	"sou da" "sou da" iikikaseyou 	Let’s shower it with such words as “That’s cool!” or “That’s literally cool!”Quite a obvious pun this time; both そう (so, right, like that) and 爽 (fresh, refreshing) are pronounced “sou.”
 	 	
これだってさ悲劇にも 	kore datte sa higeki ni mo 	If this can become a tragedy—
成り得るのならそれもまた良いか 	narieru no nara sore mo mata ii ka 	That’s not bad, I guess.
勇気を持って　善義を知って 	yuuki o motte zen'gi o shitte 	Having courage, knowing justice,
汗腺の奥に転がり込んで 	kansen no oku ni korogarikonde 	Rolling into the depths of your sweat gland—
 	 	
一回俺の概念なんかで脳裏を壊してやっちゃって 	ikkai ore no gainen nanka de nouri o kowashite yacchatte 	Using my own little concept once to destroy and screw up your mind,
戦争映画のラストシーンによくある科白を付け足して 	sensou eiga no rasuto shiin ni yoku aru serifu o tsuketashite 	Adding some lines like the ones typically there in the last scene from a war movie,
「愛してる」とか言ってるふりして被食観念引っ張って 	"aishiteru" toka itteru furi shite hi shoku kan'nen hippatte 	Drawing out my prey idea by pretending to say “I love you” or whatever—
爪や牙は誰の為に生えてんの？ねえ、冴えてんの？ 	tsume ya kiba wa dare no tame ni haeten no? nee, saeten no? 	For whom those claws and fangs are there? Hey, are you clear?
 	 	
の為か 	me no tame ka 	It’s for you (me),君 (kimi; you) is written (and actually sung, I believe), but it’s accompanied by ruby saying “me.” isn’t it…
 	 	
主人公は最後自分を殺して欲しいと 	shujinkou wa saigo jibun o koroshite hoshii to 	The protagonist has expressed that he’d like to be killed in the end—
 	 	
兵隊と三拍子 	heitai to sanbyoushi 	A soldier and three-part time.
その銃弾も防楯も海の子だってさ 	sono juudan mo boujun mo umi no ko datte sa 	Their bullets and gun shield are kids of the ocean, they say!
だったらなんだって　俺らの「生」だって 	dattara nandatte orera no "sei" datte 	If that’s the case, who gives it a damn? This is our very “life”!
悔恨も甲斐性も果ててんの？ 	kaikon mo kaishou mo hateten no? 	Are you keeping your regret and reliability all dead?
 	 	
『この本能、隔ったらどう？』 	"kono honnou, hedattara dou?" 	“What if this instinct was distant?”
そう生命の感傷が喚いたとして 	sou seimei no kanshou ga wameita to shite 	Suppose my life’s sentiment cries like that,
俺は「君が好き」と言うのかい 	ore wa "kimi ga suki" to iu no kai 	Am I going to say “I love you”?
 	 	
きっとこの愛は許されなかったんだろうと彼は絶望している 	kitto kono ai wa yurusarenakatta ndarou to kare wa zetsubou shite iru 	He’s in despair, thinking that his love wasn’t something forgivable.
それでも愛してしまったなら 	soredemo aishite shimatta nara 	If he loves her nevertheless—
訪れる悲劇を謳う 	otozureru higeki o utau 	He’ll just have to celebrate a tragedy that will visit him.
 	 	
匂いだけ　匂いだけ　匂いだけでもいいさ 	nioi dake nioi dake nioi dake demo ii sa 	Only your smell, only your smell—only your smell is just fine.
肺まで　深層まで　眩めいては消える 	hai made shinsou made kurameite wa kieru 	To my lungs and to my abyss, it’ll twirl and vanish.
体温から体温まで遠いってことがこんなに苦しいだなんて 	taion kara taion made tooi tte koto ga konna ni kurushii da nante 	To think that my temperature being far from yours chokes me this much!
 	 	
一回俺の心音ばっかを聴いては夜を待っていて 	ikkai ore no shin'on bakka o kiite wa yoru o matte ite 	Waiting for the night’s arrival while listening to nothing but my own pulsation.
そのまま君の心音ばっかで朝の日照り憎んで 	sono mama kimi no shin'on bakka de asa no hideri nikunde 	Loathing the morning’s glow after waiting, with nothing but your pulsation on my mind.
俺を満たす空腹感でさ「平和の愛」を結んで 	ore o mitasu kuufuku kande sa "heiwa no ai" o musunde 	Using the starvation satisfying me to tie up “love of peace.”
キスのふりする本能だとかをぶっ殺しては叫んで 	kisu no furi suru honnou da toka o bukkoroshite wa sakende 	Killing the instinct to feign a kiss and crying out.
 	 	
昼と夜が溶け合う時間に怠惰に酔っては溺れて 	hiru to yoru ga tokeau jikan ni taida ni yotte wa oborete 	Idly intoxicated at and indulging in the time when day and night mix up.
「そんな覚悟は無いから待ってよ」だなんて照れ笑って 	"sonna kakugo wa nai kara matte yo" da nante terewaratte 	Showing a bashful smile while saying “I’m not prepared for that, so wait a moment!”
戦争映画のラストシーンを思い浮かべて泣いちゃって 	sensou eiga no rasuto shiin o omoiukabete naichatte 	Calling back the last scene from a war movie and shedding tears.
貴女が悲劇が好きだと言うことを願っちゃって 	anata ga higeki ga suki da to iu koto o negacchatte 	Wishing that you, beautiful, would love a tragedy, too…
 	 	
一回俺の概念なんかで脳裏を壊してやっちゃって 	ikkai ore no gainen nanka de nouri o kowashite yacchatte 	Using my own little concept once to destroy and screw up your mind,
戦争映画のラストシーンによくある科白を付け足して 	sensou eiga no rasutoshiin ni yoku aru serifu o tsuketashite 	Adding some lines like the ones typically there in the last scene from a war movie,
「泣いてる顔も可愛いね」って言えないくせして知っちゃって 	"naiteru kao mo kawaii ne" tte ienai kuse shite shicchatte 	Coming to know “You’re so cute even when crying,” although there’s no way I could say it…
食べるのにはなんだか凄く勿体ないと思ったんだ 	taberu noni wa nandaka sugoku mottainai to omotta nda 	For some reason, I thought it was quite a shame to eat you up.
 	 	
脳から　眼から　鼻から　口から 	nou kara me kara hana kara kuchi kara 	From your brain, from your eyes, from your nose, from your mouth,
顎から　首から　脈から　肺から 	ago kara kubi kara myaku kara hai kara 	From your chin, from your neck, from your pulse, from your lungs,
手から　足から　汗から　胸から 	te kara ashi kara ase kara mune kara 	From your hands, from your feet, from your sweat, from your chest,
腿から　脛から　愛から　愛まで 	momo kara sune kara ai kara ai made 	From your thighs, from your shins, from your love to your love.
 	 	
脳から　眼から　鼻から　口から 	nou kara me kara hana kara kuchi kara 	From your brain, from your eyes, from your nose, from your mouth,
顎から　首から　脈から　肺から 	ago kara kubi kara myaku kara hai kara 	From your chin, from your neck, from your pulse, from your lungs,
手から　足から　汗から　胸から 	te kara ashi kara ase kara mune kara 	From your hands, from your feet, from your sweat, from your chest,
腿から　脛から　愛から　愛までを喰う 	momo kara sune kara ai kara ai made o kuu 	From your thighs, from your shins, from your love to your love, I devour.
 	 	
主人公の元に残ったのは死んだ彼女の血肉だけ 	shujinkou no moto ni nokotta no wa shinda kanojo no ketsuniku dake 	The only thing left to the protagonist is the flesh and blood of his dead girlfriend.
『神様、お願いだ』 	"kamisama, onegai da" 	“Oh God, I beg of you!”
『俺を、怪物を』 	"ore o, kaibutsu o" 	“Please **** me, a monster—”
 	 	
『殺してくれ』 	"koroshite kure" 	“Please kill me—”
==Translation Notes==
==Discography==
This song was featured in the following albums:
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==External Links==
*piapro - Lyrics
*piapro - Off vocal
===Unofficial===
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