親不孝 (Oyafukou)/gogotea

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
ねぇ、父さん、母さん 	nee, tousan, kaasan 	Hey, mom, dad
僕みたいな子供を持って幸せでしょうか 	boku mitai na kodomo o motte shiawase deshou ka 	Does it make you happy to have a child like me?
ねぇ、ここんとこ僕は 	nee, koko ntoko boku wa 	Hey, these days, all I’ve been thinking about
上手な生き方より上手な死に方ばっか思案する親不孝者だ 	jouzu na ikikata yori jouzu na shinikata bakka shian suru oyafukou mono da	Is a good way to die instead of a good way to live, like someone with no respect for their parents
 	 	
ろくに目も合わせないのは嫌ってるとかじゃなくてさ 	roku ni me mo awasenai no wa kiratteru toka ja nakute sa 	The reason I don’t look you in the eyes much, well it’s not like I hate you or anything
年老いたあなたの顔を見るのが怖いから 	toshioita anata no kao o miru no ga kowai kara 	It’s just that… I’m afraid of seeing your aging face
容赦なく時間の流れを突き付けられて 	youshanaku jikan no nagare o tsukitsukerarete 	I’m mercilessly thrown against the flow of time
未だ変われぬ僕が後ろめたくなるから 	imada kawarenu boku ga ushirometaku naru kara 	Because I feel so guilty, still being unable to change
 	 	
「生きててよかった」と 	"ikitete yokatta" to 	“I’m glad to be alive”
「生まれてよかった」と 	"umarete yokatta" to 	“I’ve glad to have been born”
気の利いた嘘の一つもつけそうにないな 	kinokiita uso no hitotsu mo tsukesou ni nai na 	It doesn’t seem like I could tell even one such thoughtful lie
出窓で埃を被ってる家族写真の中の僕らは 	demado de hokori o kabutteru kazoku shashin no naka no bokura wa 	Our family photo against the bay window, covered in dust
未来を疑うこともせず笑ってる 	mirai o utagau koto mo sezu waratteru 	Shows all of us smiling without any doubts for the future
 	 	
ねぇ、母さん 	nee, kaasan 	Hey, mom
あなたが買ってくれたギターのお陰で 	anata ga katte kureta gitaa no okage de 	Thanks to that guitar you bought for me,
僕の人生はだいぶ変わったような、そんな気がしてるけど 	boku no jinsei wa daibu kawatta you na, sonna ki ga shiteru kedo 	I feel like my life’s changed considerably, but
あなたは「あれは間違いだった」と悔やんでいますか 	anata wa "are wa machigai datta" to kuyandeimasu ka 	Do you regret it now, thinking “that was a mistake”?
 	 	
ねぇ、父さん 	nee, tousan 	Hey, dad
あなたは大病を患ってからみるみる弱った 	anata wa taibyou o wazuratte kara mirumiru yowatta 	You’ve fallen seriously ill, and turned frail right before my eyes
顔を合わせる度に人生の終わりを悟ったような話をするけど 	kao o awaseru tabi ni jinsei no owari o satotta you na hanashi o suru kedo	Every time I see you, you tell me about how you’ve realized your life is ending
なんにも言えねぇよ 	nanimo ienee yo 	But I’m left with nothing to say
 	 	
真っ当な仕事に就いて 	mattou na shigoto ni tsuite 	If I just got a real job
夢なんて早々に捨てて 	yume nante sousou ni sutete 	If I just trashed all my dreams right away
そうすればこんな歌も生まれなかった 	sou sureba konna uta mo umarenakatta 	If I just did all that, then this song never would’ve been written
「ありがとう」よりも「ごめんなさい」が似合う人生を 	"arigatou" yori mo "gomennasai" ga niau jinsei o 	This life where “I’m sorry” is better suited than “thank you,”
選んだのは自分だ 	eranda no wa jibun da 	I was the one who chose it
あなたの所為じゃない 	anata no sei ja nai 	It never was your fault
だからもうこれ以上苦しまないように 	dakara mou kore ijou kurushimanai you ni 	So, I just hope you won’t have to suffer any more than this
 	 	
せめて 	semete 	At the very least,
「生きててよかったの？」 	"ikitete yokatta no?" 	“Are you glad to be alive?”
「生まれてよかったの？」 	"umarete yokatta no?" 	“Are you glad to have been born?”
その類いの自問や寂寞にとどめを刺したい 	sono tagui no jimon ya sekibaku ni todome o sashitai 	I want to put an end to that kind of self-questioning and loneliness
日に日に小さくなる背中 	hi ni hi ni chiisaku naru senaka 	I’ll unload the heavy burden you’ve been carrying
背負わせてた重荷を降ろすよ 	seowaseteta omoni o orosu yo 	On your back, growing shorter with each passing day
駄目だなぁ、ここでも口を衝く 	dame da naa, koko demo kuchi o tsuku 	It’s no use, again the words come out naturally
 	 	
「ごめんな」 	"gomenna" 	“Sorry”
 	 	
ねぇ、父さん、母さん 	nee, tousan, kaasan 	Hey, mom, dad
人生ってもんは選択と後悔の連続だ 	jinsei tte mon wa sentaku to koukai no renzoku da 	This thing called “life” is just a series of choices and regrets
ただ一つ、 	tada hitotsu, 	Just one thing though,
あなたたちの子供として生まれた選択を 	anatatachi no kodomo toshite umareta sentaku o 	About my choice to have been born as your child
悔やんでなんかいないこと、それだけは確か 	kuyande nanka inai koto, sore dake wa tashika 	I don’t regret it at all, that’s the one thing I’m sure of
==External Links==
*Google Drive - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
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*Tsukiyo Translation - Translation Source
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