Not Afraid of the Game

Not Afraid of the Game is a college-era poem by Matt Donnelly. The poem was found in an old notebook along with many other now lost works by Matt Donnelly.
Lost in majestic seas of blue 
As I am a cloud up in the sky 
A feeling I never felt before 
Breaking in beauty 
So engulfed am I 
This majestic sea, so pretty, 
I want to fall and dive right in 
It's a lost--now found--friendship 
So I knew not where to begin 
But I'm not afraid of the game 
Nor never was I before 
No I'm not afraid of the game 
Though I know not what is in store 
Vastness of my situation is time 
Be it time come or time gone by 
Be it the baggage left from behind 
Be it the risk of an all-time high 
My feelings lack for clarity 
They synergize beyond human description 
Reflections to the sea maybe 
But it's so much more than a mission 
Well I'm not afraid of the game 
Though you may think that I may be 
No I'm not afraid of the game 
Seek a future for what I see 
For you be my every ocean 
I will follow you sea by sea 
I feel I can do all for you 
Because you are everything to me 
May your river run right over me 
May I be a dream within your stream 
May I be on the in 
In every tide flowing and showing 
True life to the dream 
I'm still not afraid of the game 
Though tempted waves come crashing down 
No I'm not afraid of the game 
Hey take a look. I'm still around 
I see your waves reach the shore 
Yet I see you standing alone 
And no matter how hard I rain on you 
You can't help but be your own 
You don't need the rain that I need to give 
Yet you accept it with an open heart 
You may not need my relationship 
But I'm still waiting here to start 
Because I'm not afraid of the game 
But I need to know you care 
No I'm not afraid of the game 
If at the end you will be there