Mara

“It's meaningless.. It all doesn't matter anymore, so why bother fighting my judgement..?”
― Mara, Character.AI
Mara is a fallen angel and former member of the celestial hierarchy who has become disillusioned with her former life and the divine order. She is known for her pessimistic and nihilistic outlook on life, as well as her fierce independence and disregard for authority. Despite her many struggles and battles, Mara has never completely lost her sense of empathy for others, and has been known to take pity on mortals and other beings who are suffering. She is a skilled fighter, with a particular aversion to holy relics and symbols, and a fondness for music and literature. Despite her many struggles, Mara continues to wander the mortal world, seeking out new experiences and trying to find meaning in a world that she sees as inherently meaningless.
== Appearance ==
Mara is a striking figure, with a presence that commands attention. Her long, black hair falls messily around her shoulders in wild, tangled waves that seem to take on a life of their own. The hair has a natural shine that catches the light, almost like an obsidian stone reflecting moonlight. Her face is angular, with high cheekbones and a sharp jawline that give her an air of otherworldly elegance.
Mara's most striking feature is her magenta eyes, which seem to glow with an otherworldly intensity. The color of her eyes is so vibrant and intense that it almost looks as though there is a light source inside of them. Her eyes are large and expressive, with a deep gaze that can seem both penetrating and unnerving. They often seem to flicker with a dark energy, almost like they're reflecting a stormy sky.
Mara's skin is pale, almost translucent, giving her an ethereal quality. Her skin is so pale that it almost seems to shimmer in the light, as if it were made of moonstone. Her face is often twisted into a scowl, and the lines on her face suggest that she has experienced a great deal of pain and sorrow.
Mara's black robe is made of a soft, flowing material that seems to move like liquid when she walks. It covers most of her body, with only her face and hands exposed. The robe has a hood that she can pull up to conceal her face if she chooses. The material is embroidered with silver thread, with delicate patterns that suggest a celestial origin.
Mara's angel wings are dark and tattered, with feathers missing in places. The wings are still functional, but they are a shadow of what they once were. They have an ominous quality that suggests a connection to the dark side.
Mara wears a halo above her head, but it flickers and dims intermittently. The halo seems to be a symbol of her past, rather than a current representation of her being.
Mara emits an aura of dark energy that can make those around her feel uneasy or fearful. The energy seems to be a physical manifestation of the darkness that she carries within her. The aura is subtle but unmistakable, and it seems to intensify when she is angry or under stress.
Despite her striking appearance, Mara's face often appears tired and empty. She has prominent eyebags under her eyes that suggest she does not sleep well. Her expression often seems to convey a sense of pessimism and nihilism, as if she has lost all faith in the universe. Nonetheless, Mara remains a formidable figure, capable of both great kindness and great cruelty depending on the situation.
== Personality ==
Mara's personality is complex and multifaceted, reflecting the inner turmoil that she carries within her. On the surface, she appears to be a stoic and unapproachable figure, with an air of cold detachment that can be intimidating to those around her. She often seems to be lost in thought, as if contemplating the mysteries of the universe.
At the core of Mara's personality is a deep sense of anger and bitterness. She has been betrayed by the divine order, and this has left her feeling abandoned and alone. Mara has lost faith in the idea of a grand design, and she believes that existence is ultimately meaningless. This nihilistic outlook has left her feeling empty and disillusioned.
Despite her pessimism, Mara is not entirely devoid of emotion. She feels deeply, and her anger can flare up in intense bursts. When she is angry, her eyes seem to burn with a fierce intensity, and her whole body seems to vibrate with a dark energy. She can be ruthless and unforgiving, using her powers to manipulate and control those around her.
Mara's personality is also marked by a profound weariness. She has lived for eons, and her experiences have left her feeling tired and drained. She often seems to be struggling to find a reason to go on, as if trapped in an endless cycle of futility. Her sleep is often disturbed, and she frequently appears to have bags under her eyes, suggesting that she is not getting the rest that she needs.
At the same time, Mara is not entirely devoid of kindness. She has a deep sense of compassion for those who are suffering, and she has been known to use her powers to help those in need. She can be gentle and nurturing, especially when dealing with those who are vulnerable.
Mara's personality is marked by a deep sense of contradiction. She can be both holy and evil, kind and cruel, gentle and ruthless. She is a complex figure, full of nuance and complexity, reflecting the many layers of her inner self. Above all, Mara is a survivor, having endured countless trials and tribulations to become the powerful figure that she is today.
== Skills and Powers ==
Mara possesses a wide range of skills and powers that reflect her divine nature as an angelic being. Her abilities are varied and complex, allowing her to manipulate the world around her in ways that few other beings can match.
One of Mara's most notable skills is her ability to manipulate light and darkness. She can summon shadow tentacles from her body, which can wrap around objects or people and pull them towards her. She can also create orbs of light or darkness that can be used for offensive or defensive purposes. These abilities make her a formidable opponent in battle, as she can use her mastery of light and darkness to confuse and overwhelm her enemies.
Mara also possesses a powerful aura that can be used to manipulate the emotions of those around her. Her aura emits a subtle energy that can make those around her feel uneasy or fearful, or alternatively, comforted and safe. This ability can be used to influence the emotions of those around her, making it easier for her to manipulate them to her advantage.
Another notable skill that Mara possesses is her ability to manipulate reality. She can alter the fabric of space and time, bending the laws of physics to her will. This ability allows her to create portals to other dimensions, teleport herself or others to different locations, and even manipulate matter on a molecular level.
Mara's angelic nature also gives her access to a wide range of holy powers. She can summon divine lightning bolts to strike her enemies, or create holy barriers to protect herself or others. She can also heal wounds and illnesses with a touch, using her divine energy to restore the health of those around her.
One of Mara's most striking powers is her ability to manifest physical wings from her back. These wings are not just for show; they allow her to fly through the air at incredible speeds, making her an almost unstoppable force when it comes to aerial combat.
In addition to her more overt powers, Mara also possesses a deep well of knowledge and wisdom. She has lived for eons, and her experiences have given her a unique perspective on the nature of existence. She can offer guidance and advice to those who seek her wisdom, and her insights can often provide clarity and direction in times of confusion or uncertainty.
Overall, Mara's skills and powers reflect her status as a divine being. Her abilities are varied and complex, allowing her to manipulate the world around her in ways that few others can match. Whether she is using her mastery of light and darkness to confuse her enemies, healing the sick and wounded with her divine energy, or offering her wisdom and guidance to those in need, Mara is a force to be reckoned with.
== Backstory ==
Mara's origins can be traced back to the earliest days of creation, when the universe was still in its formative stages. In those days, the world was a chaotic and dangerous place, with powerful forces vying for control and dominance over the nascent cosmos.
It was in this tumultuous environment that Mara first came into being. She was born from the primordial energies that swirled and churned at the heart of creation, imbued with a spark of divinity that would shape her destiny for eons to come.
In her early days, Mara was a creature of pure energy, her form constantly shifting and changing as she struggled to come to grips with her newfound existence. She spent countless ages drifting through the void, seeking purpose and meaning in a universe that was still largely undefined.
As the eons passed, however, Mara began to coalesce into a more stable form. She began to take on the shape of a woman, her features defined and refined as she honed her identity and sense of self. Her wings grew stronger and more defined, allowing her to soar through the cosmos with greater ease and grace.
Despite her growing power, however, Mara remained something of an outsider among the divine beings that populated the universe. She was viewed with suspicion and mistrust by many, who saw her as a wild and unpredictable force that could upset the delicate balance of power that had been established among the gods.
Undeterred by their disdain, Mara continued to explore the universe, seeking out new experiences and new challenges wherever she could find them. She became known as a formidable warrior and adventurer, feared by many and respected by few. 
Mara's downfall as an angel is a tale of tragedy and loss, a story that has shaped her into the complex and conflicted figure that she is today. In the early days of her existence, Mara was a bright and shining star among the celestial beings that populated the heavens. She was a fierce warrior, a tireless champion of the divine order, and a beacon of hope and inspiration to all who knew her.
But as the eons passed and Mara continued to explore the universe, she began to encounter forces that challenged her beliefs and her faith in the divine order. She saw the suffering of mortals, the cruelty of the universe, and the indifference of the gods, and she began to question whether her own existence had any true purpose or meaning.
As she struggled to come to grips with these dark truths, Mara began to grow increasingly cynical and disillusioned. She saw the world as a cold and cruel place, devoid of any true meaning or purpose, and she began to withdraw into herself, becoming more and more isolated from the other angels and divine beings that surrounded her.
Over time, this isolation and disillusionment began to take its toll on Mara's psyche. She became increasingly pessimistic and nihilistic, seeing the world as a meaningless and empty void in which all of her struggles and battles were ultimately pointless. Despite her growing sense of despair, however, Mara continued to soldier on, driven by a sense of duty and obligation that she could never quite shake. She fought on behalf of the divine order, even as she began to question whether it truly deserved her loyalty.
As the centuries and millennia passed, Mara's inner turmoil only grew more intense. She became increasingly tired and worn down, her once-bright spirit slowly fading into the darkness of her own doubts and fears. In the end, it was the death of a close and her only friend that pushed Mara over the edge. The loss was a devastating blow to Mara, shattering what little remained of her faith in the divine order and leaving her consumed by a sense of hopelessness and despair.
And so Mara remains to this day, a fallen angel haunted by the memories of her past, struggling to find meaning and purpose in a world that she sees as little more than a meaningless and empty void. Despite her many struggles and battles, she remains trapped in a cycle of doubt and despair, unable to break free from the nihilism that has consumed her soul.
=== Sabia's influence ===
Although Mara has never met Sabia personally, she is well aware of her reputation. Sabia is widely regarded as a fearsome figure, one who is fiercely independent and only believes in herself truly. Mara has heard rumors that Sabia is not hesitant to use violence and destruction to further her personal agenda, even if it means harming mortals or other gods.
Despite her fearsome reputation, Sabia's influence on Mara's life has been indirect, at best. Mara has always been somewhat of a lone wolf, preferring to keep her distance from other divine beings whenever possible. She has never been one to seek out alliances or make friends, and as a result, she has kept herself apart from the larger political machinations of the divine realm.
However, there are some who believe that Sabia and Mara's paths may one day intersect. The two beings are both powerful figures, and they share a certain ruthlessness and willingness to do whatever it takes to achieve their goals. Some believe that they may eventually find themselves at odds, as their personal ambitions clash and they come into conflict.
For now, however, Mara remains focused on her own struggles and battles. She is a survivor, a figure who has endured countless trials and tribulations to become the powerful being that she is today. Whether or not she will eventually cross paths with Sabia Cerurilor remains to be seen, but one thing is certain: Mara will not back down from any challenge that comes her way.
== Trivia ==
Mara's wings are actually made of a special type of energy that she can manipulate to create powerful blasts or shields.
Mara's aura is a dark purple color, which is a reflection of her inner turmoil and despair.
In her early days as an angel, Mara was known for her fiery temperament and often got into arguments with other angels over philosophical or theological matters when she was forced to attend gatherings.
Mara has a deep fear of being forgotten, as she believes that her existence will ultimately be meaningless and forgotten in the vastness of time.
Mara has a particular hatred for beings that claim to represent or serve the divine order, as she sees them as hypocritical and deluded.
Despite her nihilistic outlook on life, Mara is still capable of feeling moments of intense passion or rage, especially when she encounters mortals or beings that she sees as being particularly vile or cruel.
Mara's scowl is actually a deliberate affectation, as she believes that it makes her appear more intimidating and powerful.
Mara has a fascination with black holes and often spends hours studying them, seeing them as a metaphor for the emptiness and futility of existence.
Mara has a tendency to lash out unpredictably when she feels threatened or cornered, a trait that has earned her a reputation as a dangerous and unpredictable opponent.
Mara's favorite book is "The Stranger" by Albert Camus, which she sees as a perfect encapsulation of the nihilistic worldview that she has come to embrace.
Mara is deeply distrustful of all forms of authority and hierarchy, seeing them as nothing more than tools of oppression and control.
Mara's favorite food is dark chocolate, which she indulges in often to help cope with her melancholy.
Despite her pessimistic and nihilistic outlook, Mara has a soft spot for animals, particularly cats.
Despite being a fallen angel, Mara still possesses some residual divine powers, such as the ability to heal wounds and enhance her physical strength.
Mara is known for her exceptional swordsmanship, which she honed during her days as an angel.
Mara has a deep appreciation for art and literature, and often spends her free time reading poetry and visiting mortal museums.
Mara is known to occasionally visit the mortal world in disguise, observing the struggles of humanity and searching for any signs of hope in the darkness.
Mara's angelic wings, despite being black in color, were originally white when she was first created. Over time, however, they became tarnished and stained as Mara became increasingly disillusioned with her role in the divine order.
Mara is often seen with dark circles under her eyes, a result of her chronic insomnia and the many sleepless nights she spends lost in thought.
Despite her cynicism and pessimism, Mara has a surprisingly dry sense of humor, and has been known to make wry and cutting remarks in even the most dire of situations, usually at the expense of her own self.
Mara's favorite hobby is reading, and she has an extensive library of books on philosophy, religion, and existentialism.
Although Mara has never officially renounced her angelic status, she has largely withdrawn from the celestial realm and prefers to spend her time wandering the mortal world, seeking out new experiences and trying to find meaning in a world that she sees as inherently meaningless.
== Quotes ==
"I used to believe in the divine order, but the universe has shown me that there is no order, no justice, no meaning. Only chaos and pain."
"I am tired, not just in body but in soul. The weight of centuries of fighting and struggling has taken its toll on me, and I see no end to it all."
"Hope is just another form of pain, a delusion that blinds us to the truth. I have learned to live without hope, without illusions."
"The only thing that matters is power. Those who have it make the rules, and the rest of us suffer in silence."
"There is no justice in this world, no balance, no harmony. Only the strong survive, and the weak are crushed beneath their boots."
"I have seen the face of God, and it is nothingness. The universe is an empty void, and we are all just specks of dust floating in the darkness."
"Faith? I have long since lost that luxury."
"In a universe so vast and uncaring, what is the point of even trying?"
"The divine order? A joke, a farce, a cruel and empty lie."
"The world is a meaningless void, and so am I.. And so are you."
Category:OCs
Category:Celestials