Lilith's Journal

Lilith's Journal can be found as Faded Journal Pages in various locations on the Abbey Grounds. These pages contain information of Lilith's story. Players can only complete this collection, if they finished all Trials.
== Page locations ==
== Journal Entries ==
=== July 9th, 1610 AD ===
My sister tells me that it can be helpful to ink one's thoughts onto page. That this is how she sorts through the chaos in her own mind and that it may help me as well. But what do I say here? Is this the appropriate space to direct my yearnings for a normal life? Every time that I pass through East Transia to visit the markets, I envy the men and women living in complete ignorance of the supernatural swirling around them. Their greatest threat is whether or not they can supply and sell enough goods. I spend my days and nights plagued with nightmares of the darkest evils.
=== June 28th, 1689 AD ===
I spend too much time wondering about mortal life. At least, that is what Sara tells me. What is it like to fall in love, grow a family. and enjoy carefree afternoons in the country watching the children bound through the fields? Simpler, that I know for certain. Sara and I spend our days and nights doing our "sacred duties" as Blood descendants and she tells me that I should be proud of our work to keep the people of this world safe to enjoy their simpler lives. But what if I want to live a simple life? What if.... Could I?
=== July 13th, 1689 AD ===
What a remarkable day. We've received correspondence from America! Specifically, a small town called Salem. While it is a tragedy what these witches are enduring - a madman that calls himself Hiram Shaw appears to be causing quite a stir among the magically gifted - Sara has a great plan to help them. We've sent the Knights of Wundagore off to provide them a Moon Seal. If only I could have gone myself... if only just to experience something new.
=== November 24th, 1689 AD ===
Sara and I have done something truly amazing! We have moved the Abbey from Transia to a town called Salem in North America. To move something of that size and history across seas.... I honestly wasn't sure it was even possible. And yet, here we are, no longer hiding in the shadow of the Wundagore Mountain. I'm optimistic. I know that we still have work to do here. but I can't help my curiosity! It is so completely different here - many new people to meet and learn from. My sister tells me that my spirit is too free. But I simply don't think that is possible.
=== October 13th, 1691 AD ===
Shaw has increased his efforts as of late. and his cruelty makes my heart ache. To hang or burn another human being... perhaps this is what Sara wanted to shield me from all those years ago. Where I saw mortal joy, she could only see the darkness. I am grateful for the men and women of this town that reject Shaw's cruelty... and I do think that I have found some friends.
=== January 2nd, 1692 AD ===
It is a brand new year and yet I do not feel hopeful. I'm drowning in my melancholy! The poor women that had sent for our help.... I'm so afraid that we will not be able to deliver them from their torment. This man, Hiram Shaw, is truly a vessel of evil. Whether he was before he found that cursed scroll, I cannot say.... But now, there is no hope for his soul. I wish that we could undo the lives taken.
=== April 14th, 1694 AD ===
I want nothing more than to frolic and shout with excitement! Gregor and I have married! Sara would tell me it's unbecoming to show so much excitement over a mortal pleasure, but I am so very much in love. I haven't told her yet. She thinks that my time away from the Abbey these last few days has been to track Hiram Shaw's movements as he seeks out the Darkhold. But no. Gregor and I escaped to hold a private wedding ceremony and celebrate the good fortune that we found one another. I do suppose I should share the news with my sister soon, though...
=== November 4th, 1694 AD ===
Without Gregor, I am empty. What is the purpose in fighting against evil when something so simple as sickness can take away my only joy in this world? I worry that I could lose the child that I carry within my womb. So many lives lost in the village. So little hope to be found. Hiram Shaw and a select few of his followers, appear to be immune. Or perhaps... he is the one that has released this sentence upon the people of Salem.
=== November 13th, 1694 AD ===
I could take it no longer and I fled into the night to confront Shaw. He has been... sealed away forever. If there was a man inside of him once, it was no longer. The Darkhold took away any humanity that had remained, long ago. And now.... I have it. I have this cursed scroll. If only I had moved quicker on him, my dear Gregor would still... perhaps there may be an answer here within this powerful page. Perhaps there may be some good that could come of this power.
=== November 14th, 1694 AD ===
I fear I will lose this baby. I find myself in this dark chamber beneath ground, unable to fight away the sickness that ravages my body. I thought that I could find hope within the Darkhold's magic, but I worry it is too late. For me. For my child. Could there be a future where we see the light again?
=== November 17th, 1694 AD ===
I know what I am about to attempt here and I am overcome with shame, but.... What if it works? What if I can undo everything? I just want to hold my child.... I want to hear the babe's sweet cry...
=== November 18th, 1694 AD ===
Something is happening to me. Is this the price that I must pay for what I've done? My mind races, consumed by a spiraling darkness. Even my body appears to be changing right before my eyes. And... this dark power seeps out of me, bubbling up like oil from the earth. Have I made a mistake? And yet when the babe's tiny fingers curl around mine, I am reminded.... I did the right thing.
== Rewards ==
When the collection is complete:
* 5 Arcane Knowledge
* Arcane Key
* Palette: Mother's Child (for Hunter)
* Full Eye - Black solid eye color (for Hunter)
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