モラトリアムの悪態 (Moratorium no Akutai)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
憂愁の夏　落とした視線 	yuushuu no natsu otoshita shisen 	The melancholic summer, my averted gaze
憐憫の情も湧かなくなった 	renbin no jou mo wakanaku natta 	I've started to stop feeling even the emotion of pity anymore
無為を重ねる　思考は巡る 	mui o kasaneru shikou wa meguru 	I’ve become more idle, my thoughts are spinning
溜まっていくだけのタスク 	tamatte iku dake no tasuku 	My tasks just keep accumulating
 	 	
暗澹とした表情の日々 	antan to shita hyoujou no hibi 	On the days when my expressions are gloomy,
まるで死んでいるみたいなんだ 	marude shinde iru mitai nanda 	I look like as if I'm already dead
荒涼とした心隠して 	kouryou to shita kokoro kakushite 	I hide this heart of mine that had become bleak
また充足を偽っている 	mata juusoku o itsuwatte iru 	Pretending to be satisfied once more
 	 	
そもそも理想を描けない 	somosomo risou o egakenai 	I can’t describe my ideals to begin with,
だから辿るべき道も見失い 	dakara tadorubeki michi mo miushinai 	and that’s why I've lost sight of the path I'm supposed to follow
疾うにドロップアウトエリートコース 	tou ni doroppuauto eriitokoosu 	I dropped out of the elite course long ago
破顔してる生来の性 	hagan shiteru seirai no saga 	The innate nature of smiling broadly
 	 	
良心の呵責に苦しもうが 	ryoushin no kashaku ni kurushimou ga 	Even if I suffer from pangs of conscience,
賽は投げられてもう手遅れだ 	sai wa nagerarete mou teokure da 	It's too late to roll the dice.
時流に逆らい奇矯に振舞い 	jiryuu ni sakarai kikyou ni furumai 	Going against the current trend, I behave erratically
どうしようもないモラトリアムを 	dou shiyou mo nai moratoriamu o 	In this helpless moratorium
 	 	
生きているようだ　疎めばいいさ 	ikite iru you da utomeba ii sa 	It looks like I'm alive. It’s alright to ostracize me
（酩酊の興は一時だ　慰めにもなってはくれないさ） 	(meitei no kyou wa ichiji da nagusame ni mo natte wa kurenai sa)	(The pleasure I got from drunkenness is temporary, now you won’t even give me comfort)
禁忌さえ是となり片が付く世界だ 	kinki sae ze to nari katagatsuku sekai da 	Even what is taboo shall become what is right in this world that's coming to an end
（楽園のようで生き地獄　低劣な酸素を吸う） 	(rakuen no you de iki jigoku teiretsu na sanso o suu) 	(This living hell is just like paradise, I inhale the vulgar oxygen)
免罪符を歌う 	menzaifu o utau 	I sing out my excuses
 	 	
幾許かの逡巡の後で 	ikubakuka no shunjun no ato de 	After several hesitations,
逸脱　そうだ人生の門出 	itsudatsu sou da jinsei no kadode 	a deviation, that’s right, life’s new start
「もう嫌い期待しない！」 	"mou kirai kitai shinai!" 	“I hate this! Don’t expect anything of me!”
視界狭い？余計なお世話 	shikai semai? yokeinaosewa 	Tunnel vision? It's none of your business
「黙って。」 	"damatte." 	“Be quiet.”
 	 	
窮境に立たされてるが 	kyuukyou ni tatasareteru ga 	I’ve found myself in a predicament, but
全部全部自分の所為で 	zenbu zenbu jibun no sei de 	Everything, everything is my own fault
蟻地獄　価値一つ守れないな 	arijigoku kachi hitotsu mamorenai na 	Just like an antlion, I can’t maintain even a single unit of my own worth
もう、終わらせたい 	mou, owarasetai 	I want to end this already
 	 	
そろそろ希望を抱きたい 	sorosoro kibou o dakitai 	Any time now, I want to embrace hope
しかし悪魔の歯牙はまだ鋭い 	shikashi akuma no shiga wa mada surudoi 	But the devil’s teeth are still sharp
かなりヤバい暗い　辛いな人生 	kanari yabai kurai tsurai na jinsei 	This is quite bad, it’s dark, this life is painful
破綻してる生活のまま 	hatan shiteru seikatsu no mama 	Living as a failure as always
 	 	
雨垂れ石を穿つと言えども 	amadareishi o ugatsu to iedomo 	Even though they say “slow and steady wins the race,”
蓋然性の乏しい理論だ 	gaizensei no toboshii riron da 	that theory has such meager probability
変わらない日々　愛惜抱き 	kawaranai hibi aisekidaki 	I hold on to these unchanging days tightly, loathe to part with them
どうしようもないモラトリアムだ 	dou shiyou mo nai moratoriamu da 	It's a helpless moratorium
 	 	
身から出た錆　頑迷が祟っている 	mikaradetasabi ganmei ga tatatte iru 	What goes around comes around, my stubbornness curses me
誰の言葉も響かないモラトリアムを　嗚呼 	dare no kotoba mo hibikanai moratoriamu o aa 	In this moratorium, where even people's words won’t resound, ah...
 	 	
生きていくようだ　笑えばいいさ 	ikite iku you da waraeba ii sa 	It looks like I'm living. It’s alright if you laugh
（綺麗な過去を清算して　空論を携えて振りかざす） 	(kirei na kako o seisan shite kuuron o tazusaete furikazasu) 	(I’m burying my beautiful past, wielding an abstract theory in my hands)
禁忌さえ是となり片が付く世界だ 	kinki sae ze to nari katagatsuku sekai da 	Even what is taboo shall become what is right in this world that's coming to an end
（楽園のようで生き地獄　低劣な酸素を吸う） 	(rakuen no you de iki jigoku teiretsu na sanso o suu) 	(This living hell is just like paradise, I inhale the vulgar oxygen)
免罪符を歌う 	menzaifu o utau 	I sing out my excuses
 	 	
免罪符を歌う 	menzaifu o utau 	I sing out my excuses
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*偏愛 (Hen'ai) (album)
==External Links==
*Dropbox - Off-vocal & Lyrics
===Unofficial===
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