ブランデー (Brandy)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
ずっと知らない僕に 	zutto shiranai boku ni 	I’ve always lived in fear of
怯えて暮らしてきた 	obiete kurashite kita 	the part of me that’s unknown to me
無関心はきっと 	mukanshin wa kitto 	I’m sure my indifference
僕らの声を潰していた 	bokura no koe o tsubushite ita 	has been silencing our voices
 	 	
僕を壁の向こうで 	boku o kabe no mukou de 	Someone’s laughing at me
誰かが笑っている 	dareka ga waratte iru 	from behind the wall
腐っていく 	kusatte iku 	The potted glossy abelia
ベランダの鉢のアベリア 	beranda no hachi no aberia 	on the veranda is rotting away
 	 	
不甲斐ない僕を 	fugainai boku o 	Please laugh at
僕を 	boku o 	me
笑ってくれよ 	waratte kure yo 	at this pathetic self
何回だって 	nankai datte 	Time and time again
傷つけ合うんだ 	kizutsukeau nda 	We hurt each other
寂しいくせに強がるなよ 	sabishii kuse ni tsuyogaru na yo 	“You’re so lonely, so don’t act tough.”
掠れた声で 	kasureta koe de 	We said with such a gruff voice
 	 	
低い赤い月と 	hikui akai tsuki to 	In this night with low, low red moon
酷いジオラマの夜 	hidoi jiorama no yoru 	and cruel, cruel dioramas
縛りあう　SとN 	shibariau S to N 	The S and N tie each other upthe S and N here refers to MBTI where S stands for “Sensing” (meaning someone who is realistic) and N stands for “iNtuition” (meaning someone is idealistic)
独り　猿芝居 	hitori sarushibai 	Performing a one-man monkey show
 	 	
ただただ愛を穿って 	tadatada ai o ugatte 	I just simply pry into our love
孤独とカウチにかけ笑う 	kodoku to kauchi ni kakewarau 	Laugh over my loneliness on the couch
ワンルーム　404 	wanruumu 404 	One room, 404
ずっと何かがおかしい 	zutto nanika ga okashii 	Something feels strange this whole time
飲み込んだブランデー 	nomikonda burandee 	The brandy that I drank down
虚しいほどに　喉が焼ける 	munashii hodo ni nodo ga yakeru 	burns my throat until I feel empty inside
くたばった独りでどうも 	kutabatta hitori de doumo 	Thanks for kicking the bucket all alone
悪夢がのさばって 	akumu ga nosabatte 	The nightmares spread freely
 	 	
些細な隙間が 	sasai na sukima ga 	That trivial gap
僕を不安で 	boku o fuan de 	has affected me
侵してしまった 	okashite shimatta 	with anxiety
 	 	
ずっと戯けた振りで 	zutto odoketa furi de 	I’ve been protecting myself
自分を守っている 	jibun o mamotte iru 	by pretending to joke around
どうしたって 	doushita tte 	That has nothing to do with
幸せなど無縁さ 	shiawase nado muen sa 	being happy in any way
冷めた暮らしだ 	sameta kurashi da 	What a cold way of living
 	 	
ただ沈黙だけが 	tada chinmoku dake ga 	The only thing that whispered to my ear
耳元で囁いた 	mimimoto de sasayaita 	is the sound of silence
くだらないね、 	kudaranai ne, 	How foolish,
被害者面でも気取れば？ 	higaishazura demo kidoreba? 	Why don’t you play the victim as well?
 	 	
さよならを知った日に僕ら 	sayonara o shitta hi ni bokura 	The day we knew what goodbyes are
愛を失った 	ai o ushinatta 	We lost our love
虚ろな目で 	utsuro na me de 	With our vacant eyes
なんて素敵な 	nante suteki na 	What a lovely story
物語を描いているのか！ 	monogatari o egaite iru no ka! 	you're pulling out of thin air!
 	 	
寂しさばっか募って 	sabishisa bakka tsunotte 	Nothing but my loneliness grows stronger
街を彷徨い夜が更ける 	machi o samayoi yo ga fukeru 	The night of roaming through the city is continuing
冷えきったこの手は 	hiekitta kono te wa 	These hands that have grown cold
ずっと体温を知らず 	zutto taion o shirazu 	will never know what warmth is
街路にしゃがんで 	gairo ni shagande 	Squatting on the streets
蛍光灯が作る影が 	keikoutou ga tsukuru kage ga 	The shadow created by the fluorescent light​s,
コーヒーの染みの様で 	koohii no shimi no you de 	just like a coffee stain,
どうにも悲しくて 	dounimo kanashikute 	is just all too sad
夜空が落ちてく 	yozora ga ochiteku 	The night sky disappeared,
眩い光に溺れてしまった 	mabayui hikari ni oborete shimatta	drowned by the dazzling light
 	 	
愛されるにも 	aisareru ni mo 	The sound of this life,
愛するのにも 	aisuru no ni mo 	hopelessly lacking
どうにも足りない 	dounimo tarinai 	in both loving
命の音が 	inochi no oto ga 	and in being loved,
枯れた花には 	kareta hana ni wa 	can't revive a withered flower
水をあげても 	mizu o agete mo 	Even by watering it
 	 	
ただただ愛されたいね 	tadatada aisaretai ne 	I just, just wanted to be loved
目眩がするほどの甘さを なぁ 	memai ga suru hodo no amasa o naa 	I want to swallow and gulp down, ah,
飲み込んで喰らいたい 	nomikonde kuraitai 	a sweetness so sweet that it makes you dizzy
一生歪な形で 	isshou ibitsu na katachi de 	in distorted shapes for all my life.
傷ついて濁った 	kizutsuite nigotta 	From within my
見るに耐えない 	miru ni taenai 	painful to look at,
目の奥から 	me no oku kara 	wounded and clouded eyes,
流れる涙は澄んで 	nagareru namida wa sunde 	the overflowing tears run clear,
惨めで冷たくて 	mijime de tsumetakute 	miserable and cold
虚な頭で 	utsuro na atama de 	In my empty head
孤独な終わりを悟ってしまった 	kodoku na owari o satotte shimatta	I’ve come to realize this lonesome end
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