Eunoia (The nervous system)

This is Obscure's dragonsona, a representation of myself as a dragon. Unless you're a poweruser, keep your talons off my sona, please and thank you.
she/her • eunoia • leafwing • student
Eunoia
/yoo•noh•iea/
Beautiful thinking
 	
Creator 	YellowfangWC
Artist 	None yet
Code Base 	Himmalerin
Attributes 	Insecure, kind
Element 	Water
Animal 	Cat
Character 	Character
Gender 	Female (questioning)
Orientation 	Lesbian (questioning)
Occupation 	Student
Tribe 	LeafWing
Relatives 	coming soon
Allies 	Querencia
Enemies 	All homophobes >:(
Likes 	Being happy, Querencia
Dislikes 	anxiety and depression
Powers 	None
Love Interests	Querencia
Quote 	I'm sorry
== ~Appearance~ ==
I'm losing my bright paths.
 Eunoia is a bit of an unusual LeafWing. At first glance, she appears to be a normal dragon of her tribe, albeit skinny and gangly. Her build is quite slender, with not a lot of meat on her bones, but this is inherited from her father. Her legs are long and gangly, and she often trips over because of this. She sometimes wears the pouches that a PoisonWing would, but inside them you would not find deadly plants and bugs like normal. Instead, there would be random collections of things; rocks, pinecones, anything really. She takes them out to fiddle with when she's stressed. She doesn't wear the pouches often, though. 
Euni's eyes are a striking teal, a very unusual colour for the LeafWings, but that's not her only irregularity. Her dark pine green main scales are interrupted ocacsionally by teal splotches, giving her a slightly paint-splattered look. Her other scales are deep green, the ones from her snout leading all the way across her back and ending at her flat leaf-shaped tail, as well as the scales scattered across her belly. 
Euni has some faint SeaWing ancestry which is probably why the splotches on her scales glow a little. 
== ~Personality~ ==
She's so good at hiding her tears that almost no-one knows who she really is. 
On the outside, Eunoia is a friendly dragoness. She has a smile which is described to be caring and make others want to be friends with her. She doubts this, however. She definitely comes across as shy, which she is. From the outside, she looks like a normal student. Nothing reveals the fact she has anxiety and depression. 
On the inside, though, Eunoia is a pretty anxious dragon, with all sorts of little habits to help get rid of the stress. She often describes her anxiety as being like Clearsight, with all the possible futures spiralling around in her mind. She sometimes thinks she can control the future if she just tries hard enough to be perfect, but in reality, she can't control it at all. Euni finds it hard to focus on the bright paths, she often says. The habits referred to earlier include bobbing her leg quickly when sitting down, biting the inside of her mouth, and fiddling with something in her talons ( a ring, etc). She tends to overstress about everything, and worry about things that she can't prevent nor have anticpated. 
After a conversation, Euni tends to replay it in her head, finding all the better ways she could have responded. She tears herself up inside, mentally berating herself for not thinking of it earlier. She worries what people would think about her if they knew that she cared so much about what other people thought about her. She's always looking for ways to look better in other people's perspective, even though she feels shallow doing it. 
Euni doesn't care too much about how she looks. She only wants to look presentable, and as long as she does, the rest doesn't matter. Her mother sometimes says she looks like she was dragged through a bush backwards. However, Euni used to care a lot about her looks. She would compare herself to others, beat herself up, and sometimes go without eating. Now, she refrains from caring too much. Euni suspects the reason she used to care so much was because of who she associated with. 
Euni's favourite things to do include writing and reading. While others may view these things as mundane, she thinks they're some of the best things in the world. She often channels her emotions into writing, but it doesn't stop them from bottling up inside. She absolutely loves to read, and is quite good at it. She has a rather fast reading speed, and has had others comment on that fact. She loves the fact books are like other worlds, and uses them to escape her own. Euni tries her best to create good characters, giving them flaws a plenty and imperfections galore. She enjoys giving them little tics and habits that identify with her own. 
Euni is not the type to complain. Not at all. She hates expressing displeasure over even the slightest things. She's worried she'll upset someone or be viewed in a negative light by someone she complains too. Eunoia finds it extremely uncomfortable to inform people if they do something that upsets her, and genuinely hates asking for favours. 
Eunoia cries a lot. Sometimes over petty things. Her anxiety tends to blow up every small problem into something huge. Her first panic attack was when she was quite a young dragonet, over losing a library book. This may not seem like a very big thing, but she certainly thought it was. She didn't sleep that night. 
Euni is an eccedentesiast, someone who fakes a smile to hide the pain. She's so good at hiding her tears that almost no-one knows who she really is. Almost no-one. She is also a logophile, meaning a lover of words. She finds them somewhat magical, and can't believe that there are words for some things, like petrichor, for the smell of earth after rain. Or her own name, Eunoia, beautiful thinking. 
Euni's MBTI personality is INFP-T, a turbulent mediator. According to the mediator personality, she should be an optimist, but she's really not. However, most of the rest of the personality suits her. See below next heading for the traits that suit her. 
== ~MBTI Traits~ ==
Mediator
Strengths
Passionate and Energetic – When something captures Mediators’ imagination and speaks to their beliefs, they go all in, dedicating their time, energy, thoughts and emotions to the project. Their shyness keeps them from the podium, but they are the first to lend a helping hand where it’s needed.
Very Creative – Mediators combine their visionary nature with their open-mindedness to allow them to see things from unconventional perspectives. Being able to connect many far-flung dots into a single theme, it’s no wonder that many Mediators are celebrated poets and authors.
Seek and Value Harmony – People with the Mediator personality type have no interest in having power over others, and don’t much care for domineering attitudes at all. They prefer a more democratic approach, and work hard to ensure that every voice and perspective is heard.
Weaknesses
Too Altruistic – Mediators sometimes see themselves as selfish, but only because they want to give so much more than they are able to. This becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, as they try to push themselves to commit to a chosen cause or person, forgetting to take care of the needs of others in their lives, and especially themselves.
Difficult to Get to Know – Mediators are private, reserved and self-conscious. This makes them notoriously difficult to really get to know, and their need for these qualities contributes to the guilt they often feel for not giving more of themselves to those they care about.
Take Things Personally – Mediators often take challenges and criticisms personally, rather than as inspiration to reassess their positions. Avoiding conflict as much as possible, Mediators will put a great deal of time and energy into trying to align their principles and the criticisms into a middle ground that satisfies everybody.
Impractical – When something captures Mediators’ imagination, they can neglect practical matters like day-to-day maintenance and simple pleasures. Sometimes people with the Mediator personality type will take this asceticism so far as to neglect eating and drinking as they pursue their passion or cause.
== ~Relationships~ ==
I don't want to lose you. I can't lose you.
big wip lol
== ~Quotes~ ==
another wip :)
== ~Gallery~ ==
== ~Trivia~ ==
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
* It took me hours to find Eunoia's name
* I nearly used Brontide instead of Eunoia
* Euni needs glasses, as her eyesight is quite bad and rapidly declining. However, she doesn't wear them when she is drawn. <noinclude>
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