劇場愛歌 (Gekijou Ai Ka)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
知ってない　聞いてない　待ってない 	shittenai kiitenai mattenai 	I don’t know, I’m not listening, I’m not waiting
きっと持ってっちゃったんだ　言い訳の塊を 	kitto mottecchatta nda iiwake no katamari o 	I surely had it all this time, this pile of excuses
 	 	
そっとさ　辛くもないようにしゃがんだら 	sotto sa tsuraku mo nai you ni shagandara 	Gently, now, if I bend down like it doesn’t hurt,
もう自分に嘘を吐いて　知らん顔の僕がいた 	mou jibun ni uso o tsuite shirankao no boku ga ita 	I was already feigning ignorance, lying to myself.
 	 	
言いたいけど　見返したいけど 	iitai kedo mikaeshitai kedo 	Even if I want to say it, even if I want to get back at you,
ずっと待って何も成してないような僕じゃ呼吸さえ出来てない 	zutto matte nani mo nashitenai you na boku ja kokyuu sae dekite nai	Feeling like I’m waiting here forever and achieving nothing, I can’t breathe even one bit.
泣きたいような　くだらない文句ばっかり覚えてる 	nakitai you na kudaranai monku bakkari oboeteru 	All I’m remembering are useless complaints, said like I’m about to cry
まだ　消えそうにないくらいのさ 	mada kiesou ni nai kurai no sa 	It doesn’t look like it’s going to disappear yet.
あの感じは切り取って笑っていたいのに 	ano kanji wa kiritotte waratte itai noni 	Even so, I want to cut that feeling away and laugh.
 	 	
「君のせいだ」　僕のせいなんだって 	'kimi no sei da' boku no sei nandatte 	‘It’s your fault!’ The fact that it was my fault
もう考えたくもないよそんなのは 	mou kangaetaku mo nai yo sonna no wa 	is something that I don’t want to think about
足して引いて出すだけの感傷を振りかざして 	tashite hiite dasu dake no kanshou o furi kazashite 	Over my head, I hold the sentiment of just adding, subtracting and coming up with something
あの日描いたそれが乾く前に 	ano hi egaaita sore ga kawaku mae ni 	Before what I drew on that day dries up
消せない願望さえ色を失っていく 	kesenai ganbou sae iro o ushinatte iku 	The colours in my indelible wish fade as well
あぁ　変わっちゃったって　馬鹿みたいに笑ってさ 	aa kawacchatta tte baka mitai ni waratte sa 	Ah, even if you’ve completely changed, laugh like an idiot!
 	 	
違う　信じたい　待っていたい 	chigau shinjitai matte itai 	That’s wrong. I want to believe, I want to wait
僕をもっと伝えてたくて　そのくせに臆病で 	boku o motto tsutaetetakute sono kuse ni okubyou de 	I want to tell you so much more, despite how timid I am
知ってない　何がしたいかもわかってない 	shitte nai nani ga shitai ka mo wakattenai 	I don’t know, I don’t think I know what I want to do
もう期待さえ置いてって逃げ出せば楽だろうな 	mou kitai sae oitette nigedaseba raku darou na 	If I could leave behind all the expectations and run away already, it would be easier, I think.
 	 	
言いたいとか　見返したいとか 	iitai toka mikaeshitai toka 	If in wanting to say it, or wanting to get back at you
そんな声を「ちょっと幼稚だ」って笑って流してしまえたら 	sonna koe o 'chotto youchi da' tte waratte nagashite shimaetara 	I can laugh off your comments saying, ‘That’s immature,’
どうしようもない　聞こえないなんてもうわかりきってる 	doushiyou mo nai kikoe nai nante mou wakarikitteru 	it can’t be helped, I know for absolute certain I can’t even hear you anymore
あぁ　消えそうにないくらいのさ　あの感じで 	aa kiesou ni nai kurai no sa ano kanji de 	Ah, it doesn’t seem like that feeling is going to make it disappear,
夢だって妥協しちゃう癖に 	yume datte dakyou shichau kuse ni 	Even though I’m bound to give in to my dreams
 	 	
嘘みたいに　僕をわかんないで 	uso mitai ni boku o wakannaide 	I wish the person I was back then
ってほら残念そうな目で値踏んじゃって 	tte hora zannen sou na me de nebunjatte 	who smiled flatteringly while appraising you with pitiful eyes
媚び笑ったあの時の僕も死んじゃえばいいよ 	kobi waratta ano toki no boku mo shinjaeba ii yo 	and said, ‘you don’t get me at all’ would just die.
馬鹿みたいだ　君もそうなんだ 	baka mitai da kimi mo sou nan da 	It seems so stupid, just like you
冷たい観衆なんかもう見ないでいたい 	tsumetai kanshuu nanka mou minaide itai 	I don’t really want to look at such a cold audience anymore
ほら　ピンスポットも外れた　シートに座ってさ 	hora pin supotto mo hazureta shiito ni suwatte sa 	See there, go sit in the seat that even the pin spot light rejects!
 	 	
あぁ　今思い出してみたって 	aa ima omoi dashite mita tte 	Ah, even if I remember now,
僕らはすぐそれを淘汰していく 	bokura wa sugu sore o touta shite iku 	We’d immediately weed the memory out
どうにも眩しすぎた舞台照明も全部 	dounimo mabushi sugita butai shoumei mo zenbu 	The overly, terribly dazzling stage lights, and everything else,
きっと君のせいだ 	kitto kimi no sei da 	is certainly your fault.
 	 	
嘘をついた　逃げたかったんだ 	uso o tsuita nigetakatta nda 	I lied, I wanted to run away.
止まない心臓音が嫌で笑ったって 	yamanai shinzou on ga iya de waratta tte 	Even if I laugh out of hatred for the unceasing sound of my heart,
誰か信じたいだけの僕らの劇場愛歌 	dareka shinjitai dake no bokura no gekijou aika 	This is our theatre love song that someone just wants to believe in
惨めなんだ　ずっとそうなんだ 	mijime nanda zutto sou nanda 	It’s miserable, it’ll always be that way,
消えない願望なんかもう見ないでいたい 	kienai ganbou nanka mou minai de itai 	I don’t really want to see a wish that won’t disappear
あぁ 	aa 	Ah…
 	 	
違う 	chigau 	That’s wrong.
 	 	
「僕のせいだ」　全部そうなんだ 	'boku no sei da' zenbu sou nanda 	‘It’s my fault!’ The fact that everything is
ってもう考えないでいたいよそんなのは 	tte mou kangaenaide itai yo sonna no wa 	is something I don’t want to keep thinking about
足して引いて出すだけの感傷も君のせいだ 	tashite hiite dasu dake no kanshou mo kimi no sei da 	The sentiment of just adding, subtracting and coming up with something is your fault too!
馬鹿みたいだ　忘れないなんて　またねなんて 	baka mitai da wasurenai nante mata ne nante 	‘I won’t forget’, ‘See you soon’, it all seems so stupid
ねぇ　今ならもういいかい？ 	nee ima nara mou ii kai? 	Hey, is what we have now enough?
あぁ　まだ　まだ　まだ 	aa mada mada mada 	Ah, not yet, not yet, not yet
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*カーテンコールが止む前に (Curtain Call ga Yamu Mae ni) (album)
*劇場愛歌
==External Links==
===Unofficial===
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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