シガツビョウ (Shigatsubyou)

==Lyrics ==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
愛情待望 	aijou taibou 	Waiting expectantly for love,
誰かと繋がっていたいの 	dareka to tsunagatte itai no 	I want to be connected with someone.
本能？ 	honnou? 	Is this instinct?
ここまで来て触れて、触れて？ 	koko made kite furete, furete? 	Why don’t you come closer and touch me, touch me?
ねぇ。 	nee. 	Hey.
 	 	
最低限の心を見せびらかしたいの 	saiteigen no kokoro o misebirakashitai no 	I want to flaunt my heart in its absolute worst state
そうやって 	sou yatte 	And like that,
 	 	
嫌。 	iya. 	I don’t like it.
愛憎嫌悪 	aizou ken'o 	Love, hate, utter disgust.
何も欲しがっていないの 	nani mo hoshigatte inai no 	They don’t want any of it.
本性？ 	honshou? 	Is this who I really am?
奥の底でぽつり死んでいる 	oku no soko de potsuri shinde iru 	I'm dying alone in the deepest depths.
 	 	
生にすがりたい 	sei ni sugaritai 	‘I want to cling on to life’
その思いを殺してたんだ 	sono omoi o koroshiteta nda. 	I’ve killed that thought
そうだね。 	sou da ne. 	That’s right.
 	 	
裂けた傷を抱いて 	saketa kizu o daite 	That madman, not fully cold,
冷めきらぬ狂を 	samekiranu kyou o 	holding their torn scars,
あなたに押し当て温度を奪うの 	anata ni oshiate ondo o ubau no 	presses against you, stealing your warmth
僕はもう要らないの…？ 	boku wa mou iranai no...? 	Do you not need me anymore…?
ねぇ待って 	nee matte 	Hey, wait–
 	 	
逃げないで 	nigenaide 	Don’t run away from me!
僕の最愛を引き裂いて入れさせてくれよ 	boku no saiai o hikisaite iresasete kure yo 	Tear out my beloved from me and allow it in!
「分かり合いたい」そうだろう？ 	"wakariaitai" sou darou? 	‘I want us to get to know each other,’ isn’t that right?
切り出して押し込んでたって 	kiridashite oshikondeta tte 	I cut it out, I stuff it in
癒えないね 	ienai ne 	And yet it doesn’t heal
それでもいいの 	soredemo ii no 	But that’s okay
消えないで消えないで消えないで 	kienaide kienaide kienaide 	Don’t disappear on me, don’t disappear, don’t disappear
僕の底を満たして 	boku no soko o mitashite 	Satisfy me to my very core
 	 	
即行退場 	sokkou taijou 	Immediately leaving,
誰にも求められてないよ 	dare ni mo motomeraretenai yo 	no one is seeking me out.
はぁ 	haa 	Sigh.
そんなに避けないで、なんで 	sonna ni sakenaide, nande 	Don’t avoid me like that, why are you doing that?
ねぇ。 	nee. 	Hey.
 	 	
最上級の心を見せびらかしたいよ 	saijoukyuu no kokoro o misebirakashitai yo 	I want to flaunt my heart in its top form
ほら、ねぇ。 	hora, nee. 	Hey, see?
 	 	
いや。 	iya. 	No.
嘲笑讒構 	choushou zankou 	Sneers, frame-ups,
全てを受け止めてしまうの 	subete o uketomete shimau no 	I take it all.
本当？ 	hontou? 	Is it the truth?
零れてくる涙拭い去る 	koborete kuru namida nuguisaru 	I wipe off my falling tears.
 	 	
今日は笑って 	kyou wa waratte 	Today I laugh,
あなたのもとへと向かうんだ 	anata no moto e to mukau nda 	facing your direction.
ねえ待って、 	nee matte, 	Hey, wait…
 	 	
避けた傷は 	saketa kizu wa 	The wounds I avoided
僕の奥の方でずっと 	boku no oku no hou de zutto 	are forever waiting deep inside of me,
あなたに満たしてほしくて待ってるよ 	anata ni mitashite hoshikute matteru yo 	wanting you to satisfy them.
僕はもう知らないの…？ 	boku wa mou shiranai no...? 	Do I not know anymore…?
 	 	
ねぇなんで。 	nee nande. 	Hey, why?
 	 	
消えないで 	kienaide 	Don’t disappear on me!
僕の最愛を差し込んで抉らせてくれよ 	boku no saiai o sashikonde egurasete kure yo	Put in my beloved and let me scoop it out!
分かち合いたいそうだろう 	wakachiaitai sou darou 	I want to share it with you, isn’t that right?
触れ合って埋め合ってたって 	fureatte umeatteta tte 	We touch and complete each other
足りないねそれでもういいの？ 	tarinai ne sore de mou ii no? 	And yet it’s not enough. Is that where we stop?
サケナイデサケナイデサケナイデ 	sakenaide sakenaide sakenaide 	Don’t avoid me, don’t avoid me, don’t avoid me
愛の音を聞かせて。 	ai no oto o kikasete. 	Let me show you the sound of my love.
 	 	
癒えた傷を裂いて 	ieta kizu o saite 	I tear open my healed scars,
翳り切った双眸 	kagerikitta soubou 	my eyes cast in shadow
あなたの言葉で光を灯して 	anata no kotoba de hikari o tomoshite 	Your words have lit a light for me
僕はもう嫌いなの…？ 	boku wa mou kirai nano...? 	Do you hate me now…?
 	 	
ねぇ、なんで… 	nee, nande... 	Hey, why…
 	 	
ねぇ。なんで？？？？？？ 	nee. nande?????? 	Hey, why?!
煮え立った愛と絶望を 	nietatta ai to zetsubou o 	Scrape up my boiling love and despair
掻き出して飲み干してくれよ 	kakidashite nomihoshite kure yo 	and drink it up for me!
鬩ぎ合いたいそうだろう？ 	semegiaitai sou darou? 	I want to quarrel with you, isn’t that right?
閉め切って切り合ってたって 	shimekitte kiriatteta tte 	I shut you out, I cross blades with you
見えないね。 	mienai ne. 	And yet I can’t see.
一切合切を 	issaigassai o 	Throw out everything,
投げ出して踏み抜いて捨て去って 	nagedashite fuminuite sutesatte 	run your foot through it all, abandon and leave it all,
僕の事を忘れて。 	boku no koto o wasurete. 	forget everything about me.
忘れて、 	wasurete, 	Forget everything,
 	 	
誰も居なくなって… 	dare mo inaku natte... 	Make everyone disappear…
==Translation Notes==
==External Links==
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