懐影 (Kaiei)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
生きているだけで意味があると 	ikite iru dake de imi ga aru to 	How much happier I would be, if only I could believe
信じられれば幸せだね 	shinjirarereba shiawase da ne 	that there’s meaning in the act of living itself.
消えても最初からいなくても 	kiete mo hana kara inakute mo 	That’s just how it’s like for me—nothing would change,
代わり映えしない僕さ 	kawaribae shinai boku sa 	even if I were to be gone, or if I had never existed from the start.
 	 	
光に集う虫みたく 	hikari ni tsudou mushi mitaku 	Like the moths being drawn to light,
あなたの傍へ惹かれていた 	anata no soba e hikarete ita 	I was similarly attracted to you.
同じくらい憎んでもいたんだ 	onaji kurai nikunde mo itan da 	Though I also resented you just as much,
僕は弱くてみじめだから 	boku wa yowakute mijime dakara 	for I’m just so weak and pathetic.
 	 	
あなたから受け取ったものの 	anata kara uketotta mono no 	It’s meaningless for me to try
数をかぞえてみても虚しい 	kazu o kazoete mite mo munashii 	to count all the things you’ve given me.
見上げた空にはもう　何もない 	miageta sora ni wa mou nanimo nai 	There’s no longer anything in the sky above my head.
ずっと夜明けがこないまま 	zutto yoake ga konai mama 	Dawn is never coming for me.
 	 	
このちっぽけな自分　少しだけ愛せた 	kono chippoke na jibun sukoshi dake aiseta 	Insignificant as I am, I was able to love myself just a little,
あなたが抱きしめてくれてたから 	anata ga dakishimete kureteta kara 	for you were there to hold me in your arms.
大嫌いなこの声が歌を覚えたのは 	daikirai na kono koe ga uta o oboeta no wa 	Much as I hate my own voice, I was able to learn how to sing,
あなたがそう微笑んで聴いてたから 	anata ga sou hohoende kiiteta kara 	for you would listen to me, with a gentle smile on your lips.
 	 	
抜け殻の僕を残して 	nukegara no boku o nokoshite 	But you’ve left me behind, as an empty shell,
輝いて消えていくあなたの影 	kagayaite kieteku anata no kage 	and your shadow is dissipating even as it shines.
 	 	
ふわりと浮かぶ言葉なら 	fuwari to ukabu kotoba nara 	Perhaps these words, lightly surfacing in my mind,
邪魔にならないでしょうから 	jama ni naranai deshou kara 	won’t become too much of a bother,
あなたの隣にいさせてよと 	anata no tonari ni isasete yo to 	so please, let me stay by your side.
この手触れたものは　ああ　どこへ 	kono te fureta mono wa aa doko e 	Aah, where have all the things I’ve touched with my hands disappeared to?
 	 	
何もかも壊してしまいたい 	nanimokamo kowashite shimaitai 	I just want to break everything apart—
あなた愛していたものすべて 	anata aishite ita mono subete 	everything you used to love.
手を掛けた僕の細い首震え 	te o kaketa boku no hosoi kubi furue 	As I put my hands on my own slender neck, it trembled
溢れだす涙に濡れた 	afuredasu namida ni nureta 	and became wet with my streaming tears.
 	 	
柔らかく転がる声が聞こえるよ 	yawarakaku korogaru koe ga kikoeru yo 	I can hear a soft voice tumbling upon me,
ほら立ってこっちよ 	hora tatte kotchi yo 	telling me to stand up and come over.
無理ばかり言うね　いつも 	muri bakari iu ne itsumo 	Indeed, you always ask the impossible.
 	 	
にじんだ瞳に朝日差し込んでくる 	nijinda hitomi ni asahi sashikonde kuru 	The morning sun is shining into my blurry eyes.
あなたを見つめるため　ひらいた目に 	anata o mitsumeru tame hiraita me ni 	I opened them, to look at you, and what I found
澄み渡る風が僕のことを誘い出す 	sumiwataru kaze ga boku no koto o sasoidasu 	was the clear, serene sky, enticing me
あなたが歩いていた道の先へ 	anata ga aruite ita michi no saki e 	to move forward on the path you’ve walked.
 	 	
あなたがいない世界でも空は輝いてる 	anata ga inai sekai demo sora wa kagayaiteru	The sky is still so bright, even in a world without you,
あなたがここにいたと知っているから 	anata ga koko ni ita to shitte iru kara 	for I know that you were definitely here before.
 	 	
抜け殻の僕を満たして 	nukegara no boku o mitashite 	You’ve filled up my empty shell,
ここにだけ　ここにある　あなたの影 	koko ni dake koko ni aru anata no kage 	and it is your shadow that exists right here, only here.
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*NewAge2 (album)
==External Links==
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*Hatsune Miku wiki
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