Spineless Numbness

==Lyrics==
Standing aghast staring at messages sent by you
You tell me we're through and that I pushed way too far, well fuck you!
Talk right through me and tell me that you don't care about the words that I say to you
God, I hate people like you!
No damage done 
My problems Hiding beneath a smile
But I'm left alone to rot alone in solitary confinement 
I fantasised about being a part of your life
These emotions bleed through me
Through the cuts made by your mean words
Maybe if I ran away you'd live a better life than you have 
Oh how easy it would be to block everyone out in peace 
Spare me all your words of comfort 
Cause I Don't f-cking need them all!
You people all stand beneath me, praise me like the god I am!
Oh how easy it would be if life was really all that simple
Now no one can look at me
Oh look away I'm oh, so shameful.
Tell them all to stay away 
There's a reason I'm oh, so hated
Guide my lost soul to the light 
Bury me within my sins
Cleanse my skin of all this darkness
Free a kinder soul within 
Please I promise I'm not evil!
Bury me within my lies
Act like I'm a fucking failure!
Don't you try to empathise 
I don't want you all to feel bad!
Somebody please notice me 
"I Don't know, it feels like drama!"
Do you see the real me?
Hiding beneath layers of lies
Somebody please notice me
I can't feel anything normal
Somebody please notice me
I don't want to be so lonely!
I am the cause of all the damages done to people
I am the one who deserves to die alone in silence 
What do you see when you look inside of my dark mind?
You'll leave me behind like everyone else has done countless times
No texts have been returned 
No phone calls have been made 
Nobody to talk to and nobody to care for I guess this is my fault 
And this is what I deserve for running with the wrong crowd instead of finding myself first!
"I don't care dude, you crossed a line!"
Well that's fine, I guess 
I don't have the time for people like you in my life
I've been reduced to an empty shell of who I am 
Because I just feel bad about things I can't control anymore
All in the past 
But it's still fresh in my mind 
I can't believe I'm hated
This is not what I want anymore 
I overshare and people hide how they feel
I hate that that's what they do
Instead of telling the truth
FUCK YOU!
==External Links==
*Google Drive - Instrumental
Category:English songs
Category:Pachinko-P songs list