かなしみのなみにおぼれる (Kanashimi no Nami ni Oboreru)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
手足二つずつ生えている程度じゃ　愛せるものも二、三で　それが 	teashi futatsu zutsu haete iru teido ja aiseru mono mo ni, san de sore ga 	At the rate my limbs are growing, two at a time, the things I can love are also growing two, three at a time,
バカみたいに増えていくようだと　捨ててかなきゃいけないね 	baka mitai ni fuete iku you da to sutetekanakya ikenai ne 	They’re growing at a stupid rate, so I have to throw them out, don’t I?
だから沢山愛せるようにと　意地汚いこの僕は　ある日 	dakara takusan aiseru you ni to ijikitanai kono boku wa　aru hi 	That’s why, in order to be able to love a lot, this greedy me one day
不器用な自分を愛するのは　止めにすると決めたんだ 	bukiyou na jibun o aisuru no wa yame ni suru to kimeta nda 	Decided to stop loving the clumsy me
 	 	
僕は 	boku wa 	I…
その涙は願望か、 	sono namida wa ganbou ka, 	Are those tears of yours from wishing,
僕は 	boku wa 	I…
それとも劣等感か。 	soretomo rettoukan ka. 	Or are they from your inferiority complex?
 	 	
神様から授かったこの生命を　母から受けた生命を 	kamisama kara sazukatta kono inochi o haha kara uketa inochi o 	This life that God granted me, this life I received from my mother,
僕は人並みには使えもしないので　今朝のゴミに出しました 	boku wa hitonami ni wa tsukae mo shinai no de kesa no gomi ni dashimashita	I don’t use it like others, so I threw it out with the morning trash
 	 	
誰にも期待なんてされずに　いよいよ開演を迫られて 	dare ni mo kitai nante sarezu ni iyoiyo kaien o semararete 	Without anyone holding any expectations for me, the raise of the curtain approaches
ついに幕をあけた人生劇場　客もいないままに 	tsui ni maku o aketa jinsei gekijou kyaku mo inai mama ni 	The curtain has finally been raised on the theatre show of life, without a single audience member
 	 	
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
 	 	
愛は勿論必要だが、 	ai wa mochiron hitsuyou da ga, 	Naturally, love is necessary,
無い心に潜り込む愛など何処にあるだろうか。 	nai kokoro ni mogurikomu ai nado doko ni aru darou ka. 	I wonder where the love that would dive into my nonexistent heart is?
 	 	
どうもこの心は重症らしいが　市販薬も効かねえし 　それに 	doumo kono kokoro wa juushourashii ga shihan'yaku mo kikanee shi sore ni 	It seems like this heart of mine is suffering from a serious illness, but over-the-counter drugs don’t work,
恥ずかしながらこの生活では　医者に頼る金もない 	hazukashi nagara kono seikatsu de wa isha ni tayoru kane mo nai 	Moreover, it’s embarrassing to admit it, but with this kind of daily life, I don’t have the money to go to the doctor
だからぽっかり開いた傷口は　疾うの昔に爛れて　ある日 	dakara pokkari aita kizuguchi wa tou no mukashi ni tadarete　aru hi 	That’s why my gaping wounds festered in the distant past
傷口から垂れてた虚しさが　ゲロ吐くように溢れた 	kizuguchi kara tareteta munashisa ga gero haku you ni afureta 	One day, the emptiness dripping from that wound overflowed as if I were vomiting
 	 	
教室の隅で読書をする　凛とした長髪のあの子は 	kyoushitsu no sumi de dokusho o suru rin to shita nagakami no ano ko wa 	That cold, long-haired girl who reads in the corner of the classroom
僕が恋してると囃し立てられて　いじめに遭いました 	boku ga koishiteru to hayashitaterarete ijime ni aimashita 	I was mocked for liking her and bullied
 	 	
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
 	 	
結局僕は何になりたいんだろう。 	kekkyoku boku wa nan ni naritai ndarou. 	At the end of the day, what do I want to be?
 	 	
始発の小田急が毎朝僕を　怒鳴りつけては 	shihatsu no odakyuu ga maiasa boku o donaritsukete wa 	The yell of the first departure every morning on the Odakyuu
飛び起きた僕の一日を今日も　轢き殺してく 	tobiokita boku no ichinichi o kyou mo hikikoroshiteku 	Kills my day as I jump to my feet again
 	 	
生きるために　食べるために　大事な物を売り過ぎたようで 	ikiru tame ni taberu tame ni daiji na mono o urisugita you de 	In order so I could live, in order to eat, I’d sold off too many important things
いつまで経ってもこの大きな穴は　湛えられやしない 	itsu made tatte mo kono ookina ana wa tataerareyashinai 	No matter how much time passes, this big hole will never be filled
 	 	
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
かなしみのなみにおぼれる 	kanashimi no nami ni oboreru 	I’m drowning in a wave of sadness
 	 	
タイムマシンが開発されたって、 	taimu mashin ga kaihatsu sareta tte, 	Even if a time machine were developed,
何百年延命出来たって、 	nanbyakunen enmei dekita tte, 	Even if they could extend my life by hundreds of years,
何一つ便利になっちゃいないじゃないか。 	nani hitotsu benri ni naccha inai ja nai ka. 	Not a thing would become convenient for me, would it?
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following albums:
*世界征服 (Sekai Seifuku) (album)
*EXIT TUNES PRESENTS Vocalotwinkle feat. Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (album)
A remix of this song was featured in the following albums:
* マイネームイズラヴソング (My Name is Love Song) (album)
==External Links==
*Hatsune Miku Wiki
*Nico Nico Pedia
*Super High-School Level Translations - Romaji lyrics source (transliterated by Coleena Wu)
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*Vocaloid Wiki
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