Sometimes...

Sometimes...
It's just not my day...
Sometimes...
I don't know where to start...
Sometimes...
I don't want it to end...
Sometimes...
It's the end...
It's a new beginning...
I never know what will happen next,
Life is unpredictable,
I never do the right things,
I am not innocent,
I am guilty,
And it is my fault,
But I always lie and say that it's someone else's,
I don't belong here,
I am another person,
I don't have permission to die,
But I want to,
Because I am tired of this,
I don't have,
I don't own,
Anything,
And sometimes,
I just know,
It's not my day...
Sometimes,
I just know,
I do everything wrong...
Sometimes,
I just know,
I am not needed...
Sometimes...
I just know,
I ruin everything...
But all the time,
I know,
I don't belong here...
(hello.)
(sup?)
(I guess you don't want to talk to me right now.)
(sorry for bothering you...)
(it's so dark in here...)
(it must be scary...)
(but im not scared...)
(instead...)
(im happy...)