迦楼羅の読書 (Karura no Yomikaki)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
降り出したの時雨立つ霧に卯の花も腐す 	furidashita sabinezu no shigure tatsu kiri ni u no hana mo kutasu	The rusty rain began to fall, and the deutzia rotted in its mist.
湿り気を吸い込んだ表紙憚られる意趣を盗む 	shimerike o suikonda hyoushi habakarareru ishu o nusumu 	The book covers soaked up the moisture and stole the rampant malice.
 	 	
止まらない底抜けの渇き糺せない生硬い軋み 	tomaranai sokonuke no kawaki tadasenai namagatai kishimi 	A hard grating sound echoes through endless thirst and uncertain life.
相容れない意思と肉体を隠す様にを覆う 	ai’irenai ishi to nikutai o kakusu you ni shuushu o oou 	I hide my conflicting purpose and flesh beneath my sleeve.
 	 	
所詮、交差に過ぎない線たちが何故この身を 	shosen, kousa ni suginai sentachi ga naze kono mi o 	These lines intersect, it’s nothing more than that.
此処まで締め付ける、ひたすら飲み込んでは 	koko made shimetsukeru, hitasura nomikonde wa 	Why have they bound me so? I swallow as hard as I can
吐き捨てる、そのに終わりなど来ない! 	hakisuteru, sono ruupu ni owari nado konai! 	but I spit it back up. There’s no end to this loop!
 	 	
言葉じゃ何にも解かんない画面に映る惨状も 	kotoba ja nanni mo wakannai gamen ni utsuru sanjou mo 	Words make everything incomprehensible. Tragedy appears on screen
いつしかすんなり慣れてしまいそうで怖い 	itsu shika sunnari narete shimaisou de kowai 	and I’m scared I’ll get used to it all too soon.
逃れ憑かれた、のらりくらりの残像も 	nogare tsukareta paranoia, norari kurari no zanzou mo 	How much longer do I need to put up with the paranoia haunting me
一体何時まで付き合っていけばいい 	ittai itsu made tsukiatte ikeba ii 	and this slow afterimage?
怖いの　辛いの　痛いの 	kowai no tsurai no itai no 	I’m scared, it’s tough, it hurts.
 	 	
意味がある訳ないな今を 	toriwake imi ga aru wake nai zusan na ima o 	Today has no special meaning. These are unreliable times.
啄むのみ独創性!?片腹痛い 	tsuibamu nomi dokusousei!? katahara itai 	It’s creative to pick away at them?! Hilarious.
単純なことにの沸くが如し 	tanjun na koto ni kanae no waku ga gotoshi 	Things are simple yet complicated.
 	 	
告げる前に失ってしまうなんて 	tsugeru mae ni ushinatte shimau nante 	I lost you before I confessed.
認めることが遅すぎたのでしょう 	mitomeru koto ga ososugita no deshou 	I guess I was too slow to acknowledge it.
記し損ねた「出来事」なんて 	shirushi sokoneta “dekigoto” nante 	I didn’t write down what happened
もう何も誰も覚えていない 	mou nani mo dare mo oboete inai 	and now I can’t remember anything or anyone.
 	 	
どれ程まで理性を尽くしても、 	dore hodo made risei o tsukushitemo, 	No matter how much I reasoned
脳に居坐わる狂気に敵わない、 	nou ni isuwaru kyouki ni kanawanai, 	I was no match for the madness sitting in my brain
落伍者の道すがら残された 	rakugosha no michi sugara nokosareta 	and I was left behind on the failure’s road.
なけなしのも刻まれたも 	nakenashi no haru mo kizamareta kizu mo 	My youth was pitiful, and my heart was wounded.
その全ての犠牲に報いや救いなど、 	sono subete no gisei ni mukui ya sukui nado, 	Salvation and revenge for all those sacrifices
金輪際、来ない! 	konrinzai, konai! 	will never, ever come!
 	 	
言葉じゃ何にも換わらない説明できぬ感情も 	kotoba ja nanni mo kawaranai setsumei dekinu kanjou mo 	Words won’t replace anything. I’m scared
何時しか「名前」がついてしまいそうで怖い 	itsu shika “namae” ga tsuite shimaisou de kowai 	that someday my unexplainable feelings will be named.
眼裡に群がる、拗れちまったも 	ganri ni muragaru parasaito, kojirechimatta baiasu mo 	Parasites swarm in my eyes and my biases have gotten worse.
一体、何処まで抱えていけばいい怖いんだよ 	ittai, doko made kakaete ikeba ii kowai nda yo 	How much longer must I bear them? I’m scared.
 	 	
そうやって生活は甲斐もなく過ぎてゆく、 	sou yatte seikatsu wa kai mo naku sugite yuku, 	And like that, my life passes in vain.
生老病死・・・・に 	shourou byoushi aibetsuri onzoue gufutoku goonjou ni 	Faced with the Buddhist tenetsThis line lists the following:生老病死 (shourou byoushi, birth, aging, sickness and death)愛別離 (aibetsuri, parting from loved ones)怨憎会 (onzoue, meeting people one hates)求不得 (gufutoku, not getting what you want)五蘊盛 (gounjou, the five aggregates)
苦しみながら、藻掻きながらも生きるしかない 	kurushimi nagara, mogaki nagara mo ikiru shika nai 	I have no choice but to suffer and squirm.
それ以外術がない「事実」が何より 	sore igai sube ga nai “jijitsu” ga nani yori 	A truth like that, which I cannot change
怖いの 	kowai no 	scares me the most.
==Translation Notes==
==External Links==
*Google Drive - Instrumental and lyrics
===Unofficial===
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*Releska - Translation source
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