Better

Revised from "Better"
Date/Timing: 8 September 2001
Setting: Gottlieb home; Garmisch-Partenkirchen, Germany
„I think yours are owl wings,“ the oversized library book says with Dietrich's voice.
„Why is that?“ Hermann asks, idly flipping through his new visual guide to World War II planes.
„Your feathers have soft edges.“
Hermann folds one of his wings over his shoulder to examine his spread primaries more closely.
„See the serrations?“ Dietrich prompts as he reappears. 
Hermann nods as he runs a finger along a feather's edge. 
„Those are unique to owls and help them fly so quietly.“
„Owl wings ....“ Hermann shuffles his wings and settles them as comfortably as possible behind his back. „Dietrich?“ 
„Hmm?“ 
„Why did Mother do this to me?“ 
Dietrich takes a deep breath, says carefully, „I don't know, Manny. She never explained.“
„Why isn't Bastien like--?“ Vague hand-wave.
„I don't know.“ Lower, „She never explained anything she did.“
„I suppose it doesn't matter.“ Hermann fidgets with his book. „I have to live with it.“ 
„It doesn't matter why,“ Dietrich says gently. „We love you and they're part of you.“
Hermann sits silent for a moment, wings shifting uneasily. His book falls to the floor and he drops his head to his hands. „How am I supposed to be happy like this?“
Dietrich presses against Hermann's side. „You're finding a way and we'll keep helping you.“
Hermann leans into him.
Dietrich kisses his temple with a smile.
They rest a quiet moment like that.
„Dee, how long do owls live?“
„It-it depends on the species,“ he says. „Some live only a few years, others for more than thirty, according to the book.“
„I wonder what species I am.“
Dietrich nudges his shoulder. „You're /human and you have a very long, wonderful life in front of you.“
„Whether I want it or not,“ Hermann murmurs.
Wrapping an arm under his wings, Dietrich pulls Hermann closer. „Don't say things like that,“ he whispers. „It has to get better. I'll make sure it does.“
Hermann nods weakly against his shoulder.
Category:Ficlet
Category:Garmisch-Partenkirchen (setting)
Category:Hermann's POV
Category:Hermann
Category:Hermann (ficlet)
Category:Dietrich
Category:Dietrich (ficlet)
Category:Birgit (mention)
Category:Hermann has wings
Category:Hermann is part owl
Category:Ficlets with images
2001 09 08
Category:Learning to Fly