Ovathrax

== Journal of Dr. George McKenzie ==
Journal entry: The truth of this world
My name is George McKenzie, it's now 2003, January 6th. I'm a theological expert who researches supernatural sides of this world, i am trying to understand if there's God in this world and if there is. How does God even looks like? What it does or what are his roles in this world?
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l tried to understand it many times but each attempt was retconned by science and logic. If there's really God in this world then can science and logic even explain him? 
- George McKenzie, 2003 January 8th
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This is George McKenzie again. It's January 20 and i yet still can't find the answers. Every question still gets retconned by logic and science. I'm starting to give up now 
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George McKenzie here, it's now February 1st. Recently i discovered bunch of cultists nearby. They claim "there's only the truth and that is Ovathrax" or something. Seems like a waste of time but atleast I'll get something out of them.
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I... discovered things i shouldn't have, questioning my existence if I'm really something worth in this world? Cultist may have accepted Ovathrax but I'm simply unable to... maybe because all my hard work goes down to drain? "God" isn't the "God" that we know. It is false but yet it is also a truth. I was coping, hoping that they were wrong but after they performed the "ritual" i could hardly deny now....
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Ovathrax is everything
Ovathrax is nothing
Ovathrax is the truth
Ovathrax is false
Ovathrax isn't a living being nor does it has a body to be considered a "being". it can't be considered to even exist but at the same time it does exist. It's in constant state of paradox between being real and unreal.
Ovathrax isn't it's real name, it's just a nickname given to it by it's followers who are trying to "understand" or "describe" it but none of them would understand the truth, no matter how they try they could never fathom a being that lacks all distinctions of dualities. Concepts of "description" and "understanding" for these are collective concepts that could never fathom just how vast ovathrax is.
=== We've been lied to===
Ovathrax isn't a god nor is it some all powerful entity to show us it's miracles, no. Ovathrax is everything, ovathrax is us, ovathrax is you, everything on the planet is ovathrax and the entire vast existance is ovathrax.
We're dealing with divine simplicity, ovathrax is simple. We're existing as one unifying state which is ovathrax, divine being encompassing everything while being distinction less, and non dual origin and being the absolute of all things. Being the invisible force around us called divine force, encompassing all of existence since the divine force is everything and is everywhere, no matter how infinite it is or how much infinities there is.
And yet we will never reach it, no matter how much we try, no matter what technological level we achieve, we would never surpass the unsurpassable. Even when achieving the divine state of nirvana transcending all physical realm, achieving perfect state of enlightenment. One still wouldn't be able to reach the unreachable. A light shining from the top of the yggdrasil.
I would've gladly accepted if i had chance to wipe out my memories full on out. Knowing that we and our world are just dead skin of Ovathrax.
But that's undeniable. All i need to do is, leave this world, in hopes of Ovathrax sparring me from this knowledge, giving me another chance for i know too much. My psych cannot handle it anymore. I'm going insane.
P̴͖͍͚͍̻̞̎͜͜͠Ḽ̶̬͎̞̲̈́̔͆̽̐̐̓̕̕͜͠͝E̴̛͕͒̽̀͒͗̀̓́Ą̴̬͓̌̂̀̚͠͝S̶͔͈͖͚̒̄͆̾͛̉͋͜ͅÈ̸̢͎͕̅̀̆̈́̓̌́̚͜ ̵̣͉̽́̐͛͗̔̽̾͂̆̌͝Ḧ̵̰̭͓̭́̓̌͘͜E̷̜̩̙̟̦̼͑̌̀̅̔̓̀̊̔̌̄͝L̴̦̀̏̀̌̏̓̈́̈́̑͜͝Ṕ̵̻̜̬̳̼͉̩̫̘̈́͌ ̴̨̭̦̤̝̹͍̒̾͌̋͝͠ͅM̵̨̦̼͚̘̥̒̓͐͑͘É̴̛̩͖̞̉͊͒̾̊̆̕
===Ovathrax is the world, the world is ovathrax. THAT IS THE UNDENIABLE TRUTH. ===
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