My broken mind

I have been in world war 2 and i regret having to kill so many people but i was forced into the army so i had no choice i wanted my life to end at this point as guilt kept getting worst and my mind was losing it.
as we won the war i returned home with a broken mind filled with paranoya and depression.
My wife wanted me to go get some help and so i went to a psichiatrist but everything she told me wasnt helpfull as the horrible souvenires of the wars kept replaying without stopping.
not even medication helped so i had to live with it, once i walked outside for a few hours trying to think positivly when all of a sudden i heard breathing infront of me there layed a woman with long black hair covering her face she was wearing a soldiers outfit that was tattered.
I asked 
uhm hello are you ok madame?
she looked at me and placed her hair off of her face she had dried skin with two black holes as eyes and a skull like nustrils the teeth were also skull like she began to scream in pain and she sprinted on all fours towards me.
At that point i knew that i needed to get a weapon or call the cops as soon as possible so i ran to the nearest house and knocked and somoen answered.
Rob:
What do you want sir?
I responded
I need to get in as i am being followed by
but as i looked back the pursuer was gone.