Hayden Rutherford

Hayden Rutherford is the youngest child and second son of Solona Amell and Cullen Rutherford, he has two older siblings, Daphne Rutherford and Bellamy Rutherford.
==Biography==
He was born two years after his older brother, and five years after his sister. He was in his early 40s when he died. He eventually fell into the wrong crowd after falling into debt from his drinking and recent habit of gambling, and was killed by thugs after not repaying his debts, he did not put up much of a fight, despite being a seasoned fighter. He dated girls but was never particularly nice to them, taking out his anger on them in passive aggressive ways. He was well-liked among the other children, but was never as popular as his sister. He ended up joining a mercenary band, as he could get out his aggression, and could be away from his family and their expectations of him. He found some form of camaraderie, and showed more of his true personality, but was not the most liked due to his naturally unpleasant nature. He turned to violence and alcohol, and secret sex with men.
==Personality==
He started lashing out at others in anger to avoid feeling his self-loathing over his brother's death. He held his brother's death against both the universe and his parents. His social skills are a bit poor, as and can come across as patronizing or arrogant and can't help but interrupt people in his impatience as he does not feel comfortable in his own skin. He is not very good at talking, being somewhat awkward, but has practice faking social charm, and always pushes himself past exhaustion due to masochism and self punishment for his brother, and the fact that he is not grateful for his life, or as good a person as he wishes he could be, but knows he cannot change, but has not accepted himself as he feels like no one else will and that no one would like who he really is. He was not very likeable as he was not the most pleasant or easy to talk to, and could be quite strict with people touching his things, or not doing things the way he thinks they should be done. He is emotionally repressed, he always felt watched and judged, like everyone was out to get him, like they could tell he was secretly not worthy and was just pretending to be good at things, or smarter than he was. He seems like he thinks everyone else is stupid, but he is just insecure and feels like he has no skills or expertise in anything and that he is faking it. He felt like he lacked any particular talent or affinity for anything. He always felt alone or like the enemy, he never wanted to admit it to himself that he was gay. He is insecure about his looks.
==Physical Appearance==
He secretly puts product in his hair and is comfortably average, veering on handsome, though he has a mean looking face and seems unapproachable and a bit wild. He has light brown hair and hazel eyes, lightly tanned, he did not age well, as he did drugs and alcohol heavily, he grew frail and saggy as he aged, looking ten years older than he was. He always looks serious or annoyed.
== Relationships ==
=== Solona Amell ===
He felt like he was not the favorite child as he did not have as much in common with her as Daphne did. He held Bellamy's death against her. He knew she loved him.
=== Cullen Rutherford ===
He felt like he was not the favorite child as he did not have as much in common with him as Daphne did. Hayden held Bellamy's death against him. He knew his father loved him.
=== Bellamy Rutherford ===
Despite being older by two years, he seemed younger, and Hayden tried his best to look out for him and have his back when people thought he was eerie or odd. Hayden found him hard to talk to and depressing to be around, but felt guilty about avoiding him. He blamed himself for his death. He felt like he was not a good brother as he could never cheer up his older brother, though he made sure to always look after him and have his back and try to give him advice. He knew Bellamy loved him.
=== Daphne Rutherford ===
He felt like he could never be as popular or liked as her. She was saddened by him blaming himself for their brother, and Hayden never really blamed her personally. He felt like she was the golden child and that she had a bright future ahead of her and that she could do anything. He knew she loved him.
==Possessions==
* Flask: Well-worn and filled with the cheapest strong alcohol be can buy, usually rum.
==Songs==
* Ghost, Au/Ra, Alan Walker
* East of Eden, Zella Day
* Sick of The Silence, Mother Mother
* Life, Mother Mother
==Trivia==
* He is autistic.
* He is gay but never acted on it until he was 35.
==Gallery==
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Category:Characters
Category:Human
Category:Male
Category:Fereldan