Kichidere

"Kichidere" is a term for a character who has gone insane and acts like a crazy lunatic, but whose romantic feelings toward their love interest are surprisingly cute and deredere. They have usually experienced some kind of psychological trauma during their childhood which caused them to develop severe mental illnesses and twisted ways of thinking. However, despite this side of them they will show a more loving and overly affectionate side towards their love interest. Often their love interest is the one who shows them happiness for the first time which causes them to fall in love. Their love interest will want to save them and help them to overcome their trauma and insanity. The love they have for their love interest will motivate them to continue improving themselves and slowly over time they will become a better and happier person. In some cases, with the help of their love interest they may even be able to completely overcome the trauma that caused their mental health issues and become a purely deredere and normal cheerful person.
== Etymology ==
=== Meaning of the Term ===
Kichidere (キチデレ) is a combination of "kichigai" (キチガイ), meaning "madness, insanity (exhibiting a severely disordered state of mind), mentally ill, or lunatic (mentally ill and dangerous)", and "deredere" (デレデレ), a mimetic word for "being lovestruck". 
While kichigai is usually translated as "lunatic", it is generally a lot more offensive in Japanese, so much so that it was banned from being mentioned on Japanese television because it can be considered discriminatory against people with mental illnesses. The use of this word makes this dere type rarely used and mentioned in Japanese media.
=== Origin ===
The exact origin of this dere type is unknown, but use of it can be found on various Japanese websites as far back as 2006.
The first (and currently only) known use of this dere type in official media is the 2013 boy's love romance manga series Megumarenai Otonatachi , which had the tagline "Yandere vs Kichidere: The Ultimate Love Battle, War Begins!!!!". The series follows Masamune Miji, a NEET college student, who reunites with Ryo Yajima, a bishounen he had a crush on in high school. However, Yajima has become a twisted adult (this refers to the phenomenon where a person's thoughts, emotions, or behavior become distorted or twisted due to psychological issues or trauma) due to his unbearable adolescence. Nevertheless, Miji charges forwards, using his preconceptions and momentum as weapons to try to save him with the power of one-sided love.
== History ==
Although not officially labeled as a kichidere in the series, one of the best examples of this archetype is the character Hitagi Senjougahara from the 2006 light novel series Bakemonogatari. At the start of the series Hitagi had a habit of threatening others by using stationary supplies as weapons when feeling endangered or jealous. This all started to change after she met her love interest Koyomi Araragi. After spending time together she eventually falls in love with him and they start dating. While she usually acted a bit crazy, when it came to dating Araragi she showed a surprisingly cute and affectionate side. 
Another character who is considered one of the best examples of this type is Charlotte Pudding who was introduced in the manga series ONE PIECE in 2016. Pudding was a hybrid human from the Three-Eye Tribe who was constantly shamed by others while growing up, including by her own mother, for being a disgusting monster. This caused her very early on in her life to develop mental health issues and a severe complex about her third eye, which she would hide away in shame. Later in the story, she is given an arranged political marriage with the character Sanji, a thought she despised. The idea of having to be with someone who would find her repulsive started to drive her insane, to the point she even tried to assassinate him before the wedding. However, when Pudding shows Sanji her third eye and tells him this is the monster he is marrying, to her surprise he calls her eye beautiful which causes her to break down into tears. Following this point, Pudding would start to develop a personality disorder, struggling to maintain control of her feelings. She constantly switched between acting insane (kichi) and extremely cute and lovestruck (dere) over him.
== Personality ==
Kichidere are characters who have gone insane and act like a crazy lunatic (kichi), but whose romantic feelings toward their love interest are surprisingly cute and affectionate (deredere). They are characters who have gone insane but are in a normal and loving relationship.
=== Kichi Side ===
Kichidere have usually experienced some kind of psychological trauma during their childhood, such as psychological abuse or bullying, which caused them to develop severe mental illnesses and twisted ways of thinking. These mental health issues cause the kichidere to act insane the majority of the time. They may even display signs of self-hatred or being suicidal as a result of their trauma.
They might also suffer from forms of personality disorders and struggle in dealing with this side of them or keeping it under control.
=== Dere Side ===
While they may act insane towards their love interest at the start, as they do towards everybody else, after falling in love their feelings will completely change. Despite their mental illnessess they will start to show a pure overly affectionate and loving deredere side towards their love interest. Often their love interest is the one who shows them happiness for the first time in their life which causes them to fall in love and show a surprisingly cute side of themselves. Their love interest will help them to overcome their trauma and insanity, which is something they may continue to struggle to keep under control.
=== Development ===
While they will not immediately change after becoming deredere and will continue to act insane to some degree even after falling in love, they will start trying to keep that side of them under control for the sake of their love interest and so they do not hurt them. Their love interest will want to help save them. While they may relapse from time to time, the love they have for their love interest will motivate them to continue improving themselves and slowly over time they will become a better and happier person. In some cases, with the help of their love interest they may even be able to completely overcome the trauma that caused their mental health issues and become a purely deredere and normal cheerful person, while in others cases it will be something they continue to struggle with.
== Differences From Other Archetypes ==
This archetype is very similar to yandere since both types are mentally ill characters who harbor deredere feelings for their love interest, but they are not the same. The main difference is that a yandere is a completely normal sane person at first who is sweet and affectionate but will turn crazy after falling in love because their love is too strong and slowly eats away at their sanity. This is contrast to a kichidere who will be crazy from the beginning as a result of psychological trauma but will develop a sweet and affectionate side after falling in love, basically acting as an inverse of yandere. A yandere is "dere at the start" and "mentally ill by the end", while a kichidere is "mentally ill at the start" and "dere by the end". Kichidere act surprisingly cute in their romantic relationship, unlike a yandere who is obsessive and stalkerish towards their love interest. A kichidere is also more likely to suffer from more serious mental illnesses such as being suicidal, which is unlikely to exist in a yandere character unless something were to happen to their love interest. Kichidere won't hide this crazier side of themselves, they can't help it, but this part of them won't get in the way of their relationship with their love interest after they have fallen in love with them.
Menhera is similar to kichidere since they both suffer from mental illnesses and have suicidal tendencies, but the main difference is that the menhera genre focuses on the "sick cute" aesthetics, which often features bright pink colors mixed with mental illness imagery designed to show mental illness in a more cute way aesthetically. It is used to represent mental illness in a more innocent way and counter the negative stigma of people suffering from mental illness, so in that sense it's more positive than kichidere which is usually presented in a more dark manner. A menhera is also unlikely to harm anyone other than themself, whereas a kichidere is far more likely to both harm themself as well as others.
Utsudere is also somewhat similar to kichidere, but the main difference is that utsudere only suffer from depression and walk around with a gloomy demeanor, while kichidere will also suffer from other psychological disorders and walk around with an insane demeanor.
It is also similar to hinedere in that psychological abuse changed them from a loving person and caused them to develop twisted ways of thinking, but the main difference is that the change is a lot worse in kichidere characters. While hinedere are abused to the point of becoming nihilistic and cynical, hiding their heart away behind a cold-hearted shell, kichidere are abused to the point of insanity. So in that sense, kichidere can be seen as a more extreme version of hinedere.
== Similar Japanese Archetypes ==
* Hinedere: A term for a character who has a nihilistic world view and at first appears to have a very negative, apathethic, and cynical personality, but is actually very caring, loving, and deredere on the inside
* Menhera: A term for a character who is suffering from a mental illness.
* Utsudere: A term for who is normally depressed and gloomy all the time but becomes cheerful, loving, and deredere when around their love interest.
* Yandere: A term for a character whose love, admiration, and devotion to their love interest is so strong that it causes them to become mentally unstable.
== List of Characters ==
See Kichidere/Japanese Characters to see characters from Japanese media.
See Kichidere/Non-Japanese Characters to see characters from non-Japanese media.
== Gallery ==
Kichidere Gallery.png|link=Kichidere/Gallery
Charlotte Pudding split from One Piece 4.png|Charlotte Pudding from ONE PIECE
Charlotte Pudding split from One Piece 2.gif|Charlotte Pudding from ONE PIECE
Charlotte Pudding split from One Piece 5.jpg|Charlotte Pudding from ONE PIECE
Himiko Toga from My Hero Academia 3.jpg|Himiko Toga from My Hero Academia
Harley Quinn kichi from Harley Quinn 6.png|Harley Quinn from Harley Quinn
Ray kichi from Mystic Messenger 3.png|Ray from Mystic Messenger
== References ==
Category:Violent