Zutto Shitte ita

Zutto Shitte ita is coupling song of Kashita Miyagi's fourth solo single, 1/2, on Type A.
== Lyrics ==
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Hai ni moeru ie no you ni
subete ga boku ni torareta
hitotsu shika nokoru
Zetsubou teki na iyashi no kowareta kokoro
saigo no kousen wo tsukamu
sonzai no chinmoku wo yurugasu
Sakebigoe kikoenai made boku ni sakebu
zetsubou wa boku no ayamachi datta
kimi no uso wo shinjita
Kimi no fuman wa ikari ni kawatta
boku ni hi wo tsukeru
Tada matte ita negatta
kurenai owari made
Zenbu oboete ita
Zetsubou
Naze jinsei wa son'na ni zankoku na no ka?
Saigo wa dare no sekinin ka na?
Imi ga iru ka owari dakara
Isshou mae kimi ga suki datta
Dakedo ima sono kimochi wa muri
Kimi wakotaenai shitsumon
Zutto shitte ita
mada boku ni uso wo tsuita
Tamashi wa kimi dake no mono to
shinjita kamo
Ano ren'ai wa sonzai shinai
Kuuhaku no tamashi wa nanika wo akogare
kimi wo miru dekinai
Itami sae mo wa kanjisasenai
Itsumo boku wo semeru mugon no mama ni naru made
Itsumo kimi ni doui shita
Kimi wa ureshii wo negatta
Kirai na owari no nai KUESUTO wa
mada boku ni notte ita
Nani ga okotte mo
boku wa sonzai shinai owari he tsuzuku
Zenbu oboete iru
Kuuhaku
Naze jinsei wa son'na ni zankoku na no ka?
Dare ga kimi wo boku no sei ni shita no ka?
Imi ga inai ka owaranai da yo
Ichiseizen boku wa kimi ni juuyou datta
demo boku wa kawatta ne
Kaitou ga hitsuyou na I shitsumon
Zutto shitte ita
kimi ga shita koto wo
"MOU YAMETE YO!"
Boku no zetsubou teki na
setsumei wo kiita ka?
Boku ga kimi ga nozomu you ni shita
Mada kimi wa boku wo suteta
Kanashi ni boku wo nokosu
Subete ni tsukarete iru
Kimi to sekai zentai ni tsukaret
Tometai koto ga tomaranai
Don'na ni oogoe de mo boku wa naku
kuchibiru wo ippon no oto de saranai
Zutto shitte ita
demo kimi wa kesshite nanika wo yatta
|-|Japanese=
灰に燃える家のように
すべてが僕に取られた
一つしか残る
絶望的な癒しの壊れた心
最後の光線をつかむ
存在の沈黙を揺るがす叫び声
聞こえないまで　僕に叫ぶ
絶望は僕の過ちだった
君の嘘を信じた
君の不満は怒りに変わった
僕に火をつける
ただ待っていた願った
くれない終わりまで
全部覚えている
絶望
なぜ人生はそんなに残酷なのか？
最後は誰の責任かな？
意味がいるか　終わりだから
一生前　君が好きだった
だけど今　その気持ちは無理
君は答えない質問
ずっと知っていた
まだ僕に嘘をついた
魂は君だけのものと
信じたかも
あの恋愛は存在しない
空白の魂は何かを憧れ
君を見るできない
痛みさえもは感じさせない
いつも僕を責める　無言のままになるまで
いつも君に同意した
君は嬉しいを願った
嫌いな終わりのないクエストは
まだ僕に乗っていた
何が起こっても
僕は存在しない終わりへ続く
全部覚えている
空白
なぜ人生はそんなに残酷なのか？
誰が君を僕のせいにしたのか？
意味がいないか　終わらないだよ
一生前　僕は君に重要だった
でも　僕は変わった　ね
回答が必要ない質問
ずっと知っていた
君がしたことを
「モウ　ヤメテヨ！」
僕の絶望的な
説明を聞いたか？
僕が君が望むようにした
まだ　君は僕を捨てた
悲しみに僕を残す
すべてに疲れている
君と世界全体に疲れた
止めたいことが止まらない
どんなに大声でも僕は泣く
唇を一本の音で去らない
ずっと知っていた
でも君は決して何かをやった
|-|English=
Like a house burning to ashes
everything was taken by me
but single memory…
A shattered heart, hopeless of healing
grasping for the final ray of light,
a scream pieces through the silence of my existence
Screaming at me, until I stopped hearing
I even believed your lies
that all the guilt was my own fault
While your frustration ended in
fury that was fired at me
I just waited, hoping, until the end
that never came
I remember it all
Despair
Why is life so cruel?
Whose blame is it in the end?
Does it even matter, it's over after all
A lifetime ago, I liked you
but right now, any feelings are impossible
Questions that you will never answer
I always knew,
yet I lied to me
Although I believe that my soul
was only yours…
Such love does not exist for me
An empty soul yearning for content
incapable of seeing you
not even pain makes me feel anymore
Always blaming me, until you were left wordless
I always agreed with you
hoping that you'd be happy
A never-ending quest that I hated
but yet had taken upon me
I continued, no matter what came
towards the non-existed end
I remember it all
Nothingness
Why is life so cruel?
Who made you blame me?
Does it even matter, it'll never stop
A life time ago, I mattered to you
but I have become something else, haven't I?
Questions that need no answers
I always knew
what you had done
"Just stop it!"
Did you ever listen
to my desperate explanations?
I did exactly as you wanted
and yet, you threw me away
Leaving me alone in my grief
I am tired of everything
Tired of you and the whole world
I want it to stop, yet it doesn't
No matter how loud I cry
no single sound leaves my lips
You always knew
yet never did anything
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Category:1/2
Category:Songs
Category:Kashita Miyagi
Category:New Songs
Category:User:Millyna
Category:Songs by Millyna
Category:Coupling Songs
Category:Solo Songs