自殺のうた (Jisatsu no Uta)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
はぁ…　死にたい… 	haa… shinitai… 	Sigh... I want to die...
首を吊って　死にたい… 	kubi o tsutte shinitai… 	I want to die hanging by my neck...
苦しい世界に　さようなら 	kurushii sekai ni sayounara 	Goodbye, agonizing world.
きっと　幸せになるよ 	kitto shiawase ni naru yo 	Surely I will become happy.
 	 	
あぁ…　死のう… 	aa… shinou… 	Ah... I will die...
どんな場所で　死のう…？ 	donna toko de shinou…? 	Where should I die...?
 	 	
誰にも　迷惑かけない 	dare ni mo meiwaku kakenai 	I won't be a bother to anybody.
ふいに　涙が零れた 	fui ni namida ga koboreta 	Suddenly, tears overflowed.
 	 	
期待されることが　辛いだとか 	kitai sareru koto ga tsurai da toka	"Having high hopes placed on you is painful",
そんなことじゃなくて 	sonna koto ja nakute 	that's not what this is about.
自分を認められない自分が 	jibun o mitomerarenai jibun ga 	I can't forgive myself
許せなくて 	yurusenakute 	for not being able to accept me
 	 	
 	 	
はぁ…　なんで… 	haa… nande… 	Sigh... Why...
なんで僕は　生きる…？ 	nande boku wa ikiru…? 	Why am I alive...?
楽しい事なんて一つも 	tanoshii koto nante hitotsu mo 	No matter how much I search for it,
探しても　見つからない 	sagashite mo mitsukaranai 	I can't find a single thing I enjoy
 	 	
あぁ…　嫌だ… 	aa… iya da… 	Ah... I hate it...
何もかもが　嫌だ 	nanimo kamo ga iya da 	I hate everything...
 	 	
理解されなくてもいいの 	rikai sarenakute mo ii no 	It's fine even if I'm not understood,
ずっと　一人なんだから 	zutto hitori nanda kara 	Since I'm always alone.
 	 	
愛されたいとか　愛したいとか 	aisaretai toka aishitai toka 	I want to be loved; I want to love;
そんなことじゃなくて 	sonna koto ja nakute 	that's not what this is about.
自分が大嫌いな自分が 	jibun ga daikirai na jibun ga 	It's just too sad
悲しすぎて 	kanashisugite 	how much I hate myself.
 	 	
死ぬのは　痛いかな… 	shinu no wa itai kana… 	I wonder if dying hurts...
綺麗に　死ねるかな… 	kirei ni shineru kana… 	I wonder if I can die cleanly...
 	 	
神様　お願い 	kamisama onegai 	God, please,
どうか　助けて… 	douka tasukete… 	Save me somehow...
 	 	
 	 	
僕は僕を　好きになりたい 	boku wa boku o suki ni naritai 	I want to come to like myself.
簡単じゃないけど 	kantan janai kedo 	Though it's not easy
 	 	
どうしようもない　心の霧を 	dou shiyou mo nai kokoro no kiri o 	I want to clear away the hopeless
晴らしたくて 	harashitakute 	fog of my heart
 	 	
本当は死にたい　訳じゃなくて 	hontou wa shinitai wake ja nakute 	The truth is, I don't really want to die,
ただ　逃げてるだけで 	tada nigeteru dake de 	I'm just running away
 	 	
でも　死ぬことを考えるのが 	demo shinu koto wo kangaeru no ga 	But I cannot stop thinking
やめられない… 	yamerarenai… 	About dying...
 	 	
 	 	
はぁ…　もう寝よう 	haa… mou neyou 	Sigh... I'll sleep now
==External Links==
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*Vocaloid Wiki - Lyrics Source
*BerrySubs' Blog - English translation source
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