Rejections

I remember being rejected, I was hurt, I was shattered. After everything that I have done, he still didn't like me. After the rejection I pretend that nothing happened, that I didn't love him and being his friend is okay but in the inside I was hurt, I was afraid, at first I thought that nothing would hurt compare to that but I was wrong.
Rejecting someone you love hurts more than anything else. I don't want to reject him and I want the two of us to be together, but that can't happen. This love its not acceptable, I need to reject him, I need to because when the truth hits us he might get broken.
The day come wen I promise myself to reject him once and for all, but I can't. This is breaking me. I don't want to hurt him, but I need to. I began writing a poem, a poem that I know will hurt him more than anything. I told him everything was wrong, everything. But that isn't true, I'm lying to him, I don't like lying..and I still love him.
I hope he will understand, that this is for him and for me, I hope that he won't be broken as I say those words, I wish he won't hate me...I want us to be still be friends.
Maybe in a nother time
We will meet again
In a another dimension
In a another world
In a another life time
Maybe when we meet
We will be together.
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