ヲサナイボクハ (Osanai Boku wa)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
ヲサナイボクハ 	osanai boku wa 	I was just a child.
 	 	
嬉しいと楽しいと笑顔になる 	ureshii to tanoshii to egao ni naru 	When I’m happy and having fun, I smile.
悲しいと苦しいと涙が出る 	kanashii to kurushii to namida ga deru 	When I’m sad and in pain, I shed tears.
泣いていると困らせてしまう 	naite iru to komarasete shimau 	When I cry, I inconvenience people,
笑っていれば心配させない 	waratte ireba shinpai sasenai 	And when I laugh, I don’t worry a soul.
 	 	
大切に思うほど臆病になる 	taisetsu ni omou hodo okubyou ni naru 	The more I treasure something, the more timid I get.
一人に逃げるほど淋しくなる 	hitori ni nigeru hodo sabishiku naru 	The more I flee on my own, the more lonely I get.
自分の気持ちと反対に向かう 	jibun no kimochi to hantai ni mukau 	Everything I do runs counter to my feelings.
求めなければ傷付かないよ 	motomenakereba kizutsukanai yo 	If I don’t ask for anything, I won’t get hurt.
 	 	
そうでしょうね？ 	sou deshou ne? 	Isn’t that right?
 	 	
だから 	dakara 	That’s why
悲しむ顔を見せたくなくて 	kanashimu kao o misetakunakute 	I didn’t want to show you my sad face,
苦しむボクを見せたくなくて 	kurushimu boku o misetakunakute 	And I didn’t want to show you my hurting self—
ヲサナイボクハ 	osanai boku wa 	I was just a child
心を隠した 	kokoro o kakushita 	Who hid his heart away.
 	 	
不器用なボクを認められなくて 	bukiyou na boku o mitomerarenakute 	I didn’t want you to recognize my incompetence,
孤独なことを認められなくて 	kodoku na koto o mitomerarenakute 	And I didn’t want you to recognize my loneliness—
ヲサナイボクハ 	osanai boku wa 	I was just a child
心を隠したんだ 	kokoro o kakushita nda 	Who hid his heart away, you see.
 	 	
口に出すから争いは生まれる 	kuchi ni dasu kara arasoi wa umareru 	Strife is born from speaking aloud.
なにも傷付けたくはない 	nani mo kizutsuketaku wa nai 	There’s no pain that I want to cause.
黙っていれば知られないまま 	damatte ireba shirarenai mama 	If I zip my lips, I’ll stifle myself
自分を押し殺す oh~ 	jibun o oshikorosu oh~ 	Without it ever being known, oh.
 	 	
頭に浮かぶ言葉が足りない 	atama ni ukabu kotoba ga tarinai 	The words that pop into my head aren’t enough,
気持ちはズレていくのに 	kimochi wa zurete iku noni 	Even though my feelings are getting out of sync.
届けたい思いはのどの奥 	todoketai omoi wa nodo no oku 	The feelings I hope will reach you are in the bottom of my throat.
形にならない 	katachi ni naranai 	They won’t take on a form.
 	 	
バカみたい 	baka mitai 	I’m such a fool.
 	 	
だから 	dakara 	That’s why
ボクの中身を見せたくなくて 	boku no nakami o misetakunakute 	I didn’t want to show you what was going on inside me,
心の裏を見せたくなくて 	kokoro no ura o misetakunakute 	And I didn’t want to show you the inside of my heart—
ヲサナイボクハ 	osanai boku wa 	I was just a child
言葉を隠した 	kotoba o kakushita 	Who hid his words away.
 	 	
ボクの思考が伝わらなくて 	boku no shikou ga tsutawaranakute 	I wouldn’t get my thoughts across,
心の奥を伝えられなくて 	kokoro no oku o tsutaerarenakute 	And I couldn’t get the depths of my heart across—
ヲサナイボクハ 	osanai boku wa 	I was just a child
言葉を隠したんだ 	kotoba o kakushita nda 	Who hid his words away, you see.
 	 	
気付いたんだ 	kizuita nda 	I understand now.
所詮、作りもののボクなんて 	shosen, tsukurimono no boku nante 	From the beginning, I’ve been a sham.
そんなのだれも見ていてくれなくて 	sonna no dare mo mite ite kurenakute 	No one would possibly look at me.
隠した心が叫んでいる 	kakushita kokoro ga sakende iru 	My hidden heart is yelling.
隠した言葉が叫んでいる 	kakushita kotoba ga sakende iru 	My hidden words are yelling.
そんなの嫌だ！ 	sonna no iya da! 	I hate that so much!
淋しい！イヤだ！！ 	sabishii! sabishii! iya da!! sabishii! iya da iya da iya da…	I’m lonely! And it sucks!!
 	 	
悲しむ顔を見せたくなくて 	kanashimu kao o misetakunakute 	I didn’t want to show you my sad face,
苦しむボクを見せたくなくて 	kurushimu boku o misetakunakute 	And I didn’t want to show you my hurting self—
ヲサナイボクハ 	osanai boku wa 	I was just a child
心を隠し… 	kokoro o kakushi… 	Who hid his heart...
 	 	
キミに 	kimi ni 	Not you,
ボクの中身を見せたくなくて 	boku no nakami o misetakunakute 	I didn’t want to show you what was going on inside me,
心の裏を見せたくなくて 	kokoro no ura o misetakunakute 	And I didn’t want to show you the inside of my heart—
ヲサナイボクハ 	osanai boku wa 	I was just a child
言葉を隠し… 	kotoba o kakushi… 	Who hid his words...
 	 	
ちがう！ 	chigau! 	That's wrong!
本当の心を見てほしくて 	hontou no kokoro o mite hoshikute 	I wanted you to see my real heart,
本当の言葉を聞いてほしくて 	hontou no kotoba o kiite hoshikute 	And I wanted you to listen to my real words,
ヲサナイボクが作った 	osanai boku ga tsukutta 	So I destroyed the version of me
ボクを壊したんだ 	boku o kowashita nda 	That I had built as a child.
==External Links==
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*Hatsune Miku Wiki
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