Khamsin (Zephyr)

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Khamsin 	Khamsin
 	
Background Information	Background Information
Creator 	Zephyr Winds
Main Attribute 	Creative
Elemental Attribute 	Wind
Theme Animal 	Cat
Theme Color 	Purple
Theme Song 	
MBTI Personality 	INFP-T
Character Information 	Character Information
Age 	6 DY 16 DY
Gender 	
Pronouns 	He/They
Orientation 	
Occupation 	Artist
Tribe 	RainWing-SandWing
Goal 	To Have a Happy Life
Residence 	A Cabin in the Woods
Relatives 	Unnamed atm
Allies 	None
Enemies 	Everyone /hj
Likes 	Drawing, Music, Reading
Dislikes 	Other Dragons, Social Interaction, Being Alone
Powers and abilities 	Can only shift their scale color slightly when feeling strong emotion
Weapons 	None
Quote 	"Why do we exist to just hurt? Why does existence hurt so so much?"
==Appearance==
Khamsin is a fairly tall, thin, dragon. His main coloring is a pale red that has darker red, near the shade of black, splattered all over his body. These splatters are all over around his eyes and form a ring around his snout, as well as completely all splattered around his spine. These splatters are also all over his talons. His underbelly is an even more pale red. His frill curves around his head and is generally spikey all the way to his tail where it ends a bit beyond the tip of his tail and goes to end underneath his tail. He additionally has a ruff that is purple in color much like his frill and wings. The purple color gets darker near the edges of his ruff, frill, and wings. While on his wings they seem to be splattered on being very dark in some locations. His horn is a very dark red that appears to be almost black. Which when getting to the base of the horn contains some splatter pattern. His eyes are a vibrant purple. When he feels strong emotions his colors tend to get more vibrant and his eyes seem to glow slightly. 
Khamsin wears two horn rings on each horn that are a golden color, despite not being real gold. He often wears earrings on his ears and when he is he wears many of them and they can be any type of earring as long as they are only a golden color. He occasionally wears a bandana that is either the aceflux flag, transgender flag, or the biromantic flag. He will sometimes wear a pin when he wears his bandana that contains his pronouns. Other than that Khamsin does not wear any further accessories. 
==Personality==
Khamsin greatly dislikes himself. He hates his thoughts, he hates his emotions, he hates the fact he actually cares about what's happening, and he hates how he looks and how he feels about everything. He has difficulties looking at himself and liking what he sees in himself. He also hates that he doesn't have a scrap of courage to do anything he wants to do. He hates how nervous and anxious he gets over everything and wishes he'd have any scrap of courage to talk to anyone and actually do something about this. But he won't because he's scared of what everyone will think about him and is very concerned about what he's doing for himself, and he personally thinks he should try harder. Which he won't do because he's concerned about failing. In the sense of other dragons will judge him and he wouldn't have gotten anywhere. 
Khamsin in general struggles with handling his emotions and knowing how to handle them. Whenever he feels sad, he tries to cover it up with anger and doesn't allow himself to cry. Even if he really needs to cry and let his emotions out. He doesn't want anyone to see him cry because he's worried about others seeing him cry and he thinks others will see him as weak and think he has no reason to cry and he's being an idiot. He occasionally can't hold back his tears and he cry while he releases the anger and goes to hide somewhere to hide himself from others and to cool down and calm down from the interaction. When he gets angry it isn't because he's actually angry it's because he's hurt and doesn't know how to handle that emotion, so he lets himself get angry to hide the hurt he feels. (WIP) 
==History==
(WIP)
==Playlist==
 
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(WIP)
==Trivia==
*Khamsin is my vent sona
*I also consider Khamsin to be one of my most important characters and they mean the world to me
*Khamsin is a representation of the following things:
**The worst parts of my mental health
**My frustrations and sadness
**My Guilt
** My Regrets
*Khamsin is only happy on really rare occasions
*Khamsin has Depression and Anxiety
**both of which are diagnosed
(WIP) 
==Gallery==
File:KhamsinReferenceeee.jpg|ref!
File:KhamsinHeadshot(IDontCareAboutTheGovernment).jpg|by Me!
File:KhamsinHeadshotISeeThisLife.jpg|by me!
File:KhamsinHeadshotThoughImWeakAndBeatenDown.jpg|by me!
File:KhamsinHeadshotIllFigureOutTonight.jpg|by me!
File:KhamsinHeadshotEducateYourself.jpg|by me!
File:KhamsinHeadshotDoMeAFavorAndTryToIgnore.jpg|by me!
File:KhamsinLostBoy.jpg|by me!
File:IDontCareIDontMindKhamsinHeadshot.jpg|by me!
Category:LGBT+
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Category:Non-binary
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