Rabbit Hole/Saturn Candies

==Lyrics==
I’m trying to keep myself together
I can not do this for much longer
Nothing I do will make me want to stay alive
It’s pulling all the wires I’ve wired
My head’s been aching, and I’m tired
As I go down this route, I soon begin to strive
I got no one to turn to, and now I’m breaking in two
Hopelessness is all that I’ve got, leaving me inside here to rot
He said that he wasn’t mad, but he was
I could see it in his eyes, and he was
I’m stuck, trapped in this cave
I just need to behave
Well deserved scolding, right?
Father puts up quite a fight
My emotions in his sight
Now I guess that that’s not right
Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again
Does someone with a soul like mine even deserve to live?
To all the ones around me It’s my effort I have to give
Crying more than I want to, that shows I’m breaking in two
All these thoughts are all that I’ve got, why don’t they all leave me to rot?
Screaming helped me out, and I so there I was
I was hoping for any pain there was
And so, to myself I say, “This will all end one day”
I deserve scolding, right?
Mother puts up quite a fight
I put the truth in her sight
But she thought that they were lies
Buried in these thoughts of mine over and over again
So now, I shall make my way down the rabbit hole again
Tell me, what if I threw this life away?
Tell me, what if I slit the pain away?
Tell me, what if I could make this all end?
Tell me, what if I was what you would like?
Someone tell me why I can’t help but cry
Someone tell me why, someone tell me why!
Someone tell me why i’m so terrified
Someone tell me why
There’s no reason why!
Nothing I think feels right!
Black and white are in my eyes!
Are they good, or are they bad?
Am I allowed to be sad?
Sitting alone in the night, of course that’s the case again
So now I shall make my way down the rabbit hole once more
What am I doing wrong?
What have they been all along?
Can I fix this mind of mine?, or will they say not to whine?
Buried in my memories, why is this the case again?
All of them will guide my way down the rabbit hole again!
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