To the Hellfire

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Be I beast or man? The lines have blurred so much, I can't hardly tell anymore.
Do I be the martyr or the murderer? 
The ticks and leeches burry themselves in my flesh and burrow into my newfound scales.
I am lost.
The grudge I hold in my breast, like a crown of worms.
And I walk to the Hellfire.
Crooked horns and evil eyes watch me wherever I go.
Picking scabs again.
I wallow in my insecurities and delusions.
You reach out to save me. 
To help the drowning.
But you burn yourself in the Hellfire.
It's too late for me now.
Leave me alone now.
This is a choice I made, a path I must walk.
Everything has come full circle. 
My parabola repeats.
This body holding me, reminds me of my own mortality.
I reject this life, that has so accursed me to suffer.
So I walk to the Hellfire.
I SCREAM BUT NO ONE HEARS ME
THE AGONY, THE HORROR, THE HUMANITY
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Silently I weep. 
Alone in my misery. 
Why did they all abandon me?
I didn't mean to push them away.
Show me that you love me, and everything will be alright.
Things might hurt a little but it's something we'll get used to.
How could the world take you from me?
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG? 
I keep digging.
Lies fall away and I see the truth.
It was always me.
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Armies march through my mind. 
Steel and flesh moving excitedly to their doom.
I wave as they march past, encourage them on their fool's course.
I hope they all die.
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Demons don't scare me.
Gods I don't fear.
I awaken the demons.
I spite the gods.
Through the 7 rings and gates of heaven I march.
Blade in hand I prove that they are one and the same.
I am above them all. 
Though I am but mortal. 
Then I wake up.
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I'm not crazy, I swear.
I've just lost my mind, that's all.
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I walked along a hickory lined creek once.
The soft burble of the water was comforting, like a childhood memory. 
Nobody would notice if I never came back.
Nobody ever notices anything.
The path I walk along is familiar but lonely. 
I grasp my eyes and tear them from my skull, a smile on my face.
Chelsea grin stretching from ear to ear. 
As blood runs black, so runs a river.
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IT'S ME AGAIN
ALL ALONE AGAIN
WHAT IS THE POINT IN RUNNNING AWAY AGAIN
WHEN YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHO YOU REALLY ARE AGAIN
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Spare me thoughts and prayers. 
Sympathy means nothing to the dammed. 
Life's a blood-soaked symphony.
Pick up an instrument and join in.
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In these pages my tattered mind finds solace.
The words I write more coherent then if I spoke them aloud.
Wherever I am I have this book by my side. 
At least it has stayed with me.
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There's nowhere left for me to run
There's nowhere left for me to be
NOBODY TRUSTS A WORD I SAY
I can't erase my memories
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAA
AHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHH LOCO
IIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHGGGGHHH
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Barbed wire wrapped around my throat, rusted metal ripping through flesh.
The pain is wonderful. 
Feeling something is wonderful.
How I longed to feel again.
How I longed to die.
Hung with razors. 
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I'm nothing but a lost boy.
Can't make heads nor tails of the deep dark world by myself. 
I perish without protection and love. 
Someone save this lost boy.
I beg.
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Repent!
Repent!
The end is near!
Repent, cuz we're all gonna die!
Or we'll eat at God's face.
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Greed is a dangerous thing.
Stand up guys fall flat.
Kill your enemies.
Iceman never falters.
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