潰れる肺と閉じた牢 (Tsubureru Hai to Tojita Rou)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
散々なこの惨状に感情のメイデイ 	sanzan na kono sanjou ni kanjou no meidei 	My emotions send out a mayday owing to this awful mess.
数学的根拠で起伏の正体示してよ 	suugakuteki konkyo de kifuku no shoutai shimeshite yo	Provide some mathematical grounds and show me what the undulation really is!
 	 	
段々と抑鬱状態が常態化していて 	dandan to yokuutsujoutai ga joutai ka shite ite 	Gradually, depression is becoming my normal state.
あれ、いつもどうやって 	are, itsumo dou yatte 	Wait, remind me how
空気って吸ってたんだっけ？ 	kuuki tte suttetan dakke? 	I always breathed in?
 	 	
最大限気丈に過ごしてたら 	saidaigen kijou ni sugoshitetara 	As a result of my best endeavors to act brave,
笑ってたって“楽しい”がわからない 	waratte tatte “tanoshii” ga wakaranai 	Now I don’t know what “fun” feels like even when I’m laughing.
 	 	
痛みは血と混ざって臓と脳 	itami wa chi to mazatte zou to nou 	The pain was mixed with my blood,
巡って 巡って 巡って 	megutte megutte megutte 	Flushing, flushing, flushing in my organs and brain.
心身に焼き付いて 	karada ni yakitsuite 	It’s been imprinted upon my mind and body;
一生残ってしまうの？ 	isshou nokotte shimau no? 	Is it going to remain there for the rest of my life?
金輪際もう 無垢な日に戻れない 	konrinzai mou muku na hi ni modorenai 	I can never go back to the innocent days again.
 	 	
退廃的な思考だって自分のせいで 	taihaiteki na shikou datte jibun no sei de 	I must be to blame for my degenerate thoughts;
空っぽになったってきっと天国はいけないや 	karappo ni nattatte kitto tengoku wa ikenai ya 	Even if I got empty, I wouldn’t deserve to go to Heaven, after all.
 	 	
解体中のビルは骨を晒していて 	kaitaijuu no biru wa hone o sarashite ite 	The building that’s being pulled down lays its framework bare.
ああ、いつかこうやって 	aa, itsuka kou yatte 	Oh, so someday, humans are also
人間も崩れんだっけ？ 	ningen mo kuzurendakke? 	gonna crumble like this, right?
 	 	
最低限空腹は満たすけど 	saiteigen kuufuku wa mitasu kedo 	At least, I can satisfy my hunger,
噛んでみたって“美味しい”がわからない 	kandemita tte “oishii” ga wakaranai 	But even when I try masticating, I don’t know what “tasty” feels like.
 	 	
見つからない愛 次第に閉じた肺 	mitsukaranai ai shidai ni tojita hai 	Love can’t be found. My lungs gradually closed up.
沈んで 沈んで 沈んで 	shizunde shizunde shizunde 	I sink, I sink, I sink,
水面にもう出らんないで 	suimen ni mou derannai de 	And I can’t break the surface again;
いつか潰れてしまうの 	itsuka tsuburete shimau no 	I’m doomed to get crushed someday.
金輪際もう この脚じゃ歩けない 	konrinzai mou kono ashi ja arukenai 	I can never walk with these legs again.
 	 	
段々不安が芽を出し 	dandan fuan ga me o dashi 	Bit by bit, my anxiety puts forth its leaves.
段々苦痛が根を張り 	dandan kutsuu ga ne o hari 	Bit by bit, my agony spreads its roots.
光のない世界からの手招き 	hikari no nai sekai kara no temaneki 	There’s someone beckoning me into the lightless world.
もういいかい？ もういいかい？ 	mou ii kai? mou ii kai? 	Are you ready? Are you ready?
もういいよ？ 	mou ii yo? 	Yes, I am.
 	 	
鍵穴さえないようで 開かない牢 	kagiana sae nai you de hirakanai rou 	Although it looks like there’s no keyhole, this prison can’t be broken.
狂って 狂って 狂って 	kurutte kurutte kurutte 	I go mad, I go mad, I go mad,
心身は錆び付いて 	kokoro wa sabitsuite 	And both my mind and body will be rusted.
罰が下ってしまうよ 	batsu ga kudatte shimau yo 	Oh, I’ll be punished by Heaven!
金輪際もう 昇る陽は拝めない 	konrinzai mou noboru hi wa ogamenai 	I can never see the rising sun again.
 	 	
金輪際もう 無垢な日に戻れない 	konrinzai mou muku na hi ni modorenai 	I can never go back to the innocent days again.
==External Links==
*Niconicommons - Instrumental
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*Tackmyn’s House - Translation source
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