破瓜 (Haka)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
誰とも繋がらない赤い糸 	dare to mo tsunagaranai akai ito 	Entwined with this red thread of mine
絡まったまま朝を待とう 	karamatta mama asa o matou 	that doesn’t connect to anyone, I wait for the morning.
優しい雨が空を縫い付けて 	yasashii ame ga sora o nuitsukete 	The gentle rain weaves its way through the sky.
綺麗な夜が紛い物 	kirei na yoru ga magaimono 	This beautiful night is a total sham.
 	 	
螺旋の中を巡り巡って 	rasen no naka o meguri megutte 	Going round and round in its own spiral,
眠らずとも朝が来る 	nemurazu to mo asa ga kuru 	the morning comes again whether or not I fall asleep.
濁った排水溝　ベランダの雨 	nigotta haisuimizo beranda no ame 	The gutters grew muddy as rain fell on the veranda,
全て洗い流しました 	subete arainagashimashita 	washing everything away.
 	 	
両手を零れ落ちて行く 	ryoute o koboreochite iku 	This emotional deflowering
感情的な破瓜 	kanjouteki na haka 	spills over from my cupped hands.
 	 	
使わないまま捨てた言の葉は 	tsukawanai mama suteta kotonoha wa 	These words that I threw away without ever using
寂しさを連れ迷っている 	sabishisa o tsure mayotte iru 	have lost their way with my loneliness in tow.
生きる意味なら外のゴミ箱へ 	ikiru imi nara soto no gomibako e 	The meaning of life? That’d be in the trashcan outside.
袖に付いた紅い化粧 	sode ni tsuita akai keshou 	My scarlet makeup stains my sleeve.
 	 	
春を迎えたような柔らかい日差しが指 	haru o mukaeta you na yawarakai hizashi ga sa 	—As if to welcome the spring, the soft sunlight enveloped my fingers—
薄暗い部屋の中で昨日の化粧を落とし 	usugurai heya no naka de kinou no keshou o otoshi	—In this dimly-lit room, I remove yesterday’s makeup—
巻き付いた紅い糸の先に目線を落とし 	makitsuita akai ito no saki ni mesen o otoshi 	—I glance down towards where the scarlet thread coiled around my finger leads—
ふっているか、また絡まっているだけな 	futte iru ka, mata karamatte iru dake na 	—not knowing if it’s loose, or if I’m just entwined with it again—
どちらを私は望んでるのでしょうか 	dochira o watashi wa nozonderu no deshou ka 	Which is it that I want, I wonder?
 	 	
より簡単にかつ確実に 	yori kantan ni katsu kakujitsu ni 	The days are a whirlpool
蝕まれる日々の渦 	mushibamareru hibi no uzu 	that eat away at me more easily, and more definitively, as well.
水で流す錠剤の意味 	mizu de nagasu jouzai no imi 	I wash this pill down with a gulp of water
劣情を飼い殺すんだ 	retsujou o kaigorosun da 	to quash the carnal desires within me.
 	 	
あゝまた思い出す 	aa mata omoidasu 	Ah, I remember now.
雨ノ匂い 	ame no nioi 	What the rain smelled like.
きっと僕は僕を騙せない 	kitto boku wa boku o damasenai 	I know I’m incapable of fooling myself.
 	 	
傘を持たずに逃げた夢の中 	kasa o motazu ni nigeta yume no naka 	In a dream where I fled without an umbrella
拙い愛が染み込んでいる 	tsutanai ai ga shimikonde iru 	this shoddy love seeps into me.
生きる意味ならとうに灰の中 	ikiru imi nara tou ni hai no naka 	The meaning of life? It’s long since burned to ash.
雨に滲む紅い化粧 	ame ni nijimu akai keshou 	My scarlet makeup runs in the rain.
 	 	
遠くなる夢と現実は 	tooku naru yume to genjitsu wa 	This receding sensation of dream and reality
感情的な破瓜 	kanjouteki na haka 	is an emotional deflowering.
 	 	
誰とも繋がらない赤い糸 	dare to mo tsunagaranai akai ito 	No matter how long I wait for the morning
絡まったまま朝を待てど 	karamatta mama asa o matedo 	entwined with this red thread of mine that doesn’t connect to anyone,
笑えないよ 	waraenai yo 	I can’t bring myself to laugh.
今すぐ空を縫い付けて 	ima sugu sora o nuitsukete 	It now weaves its way through the sky.
綺麗な夜が紛い物 	kirei na yoru ga magaimono 	This beautiful night is a total sham.
生きる意味ならとうに灰の中 	ikiru imi nara tou ni hai no naka 	The meaning of life? It’s long since burned to ash.
==External Links==
*piapro - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
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*Violet - Translation source
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