Kay

kay • she/her • seawing • mapper/explorer
because i'm always the fool. i'm always the wrong one, the one that always gets shoved to the side, the one that's kicked to the ground and always expected to get up, to always get back up.
and i'm tired of it all.
kay is my ventsona, so please don't touch her! her page may include some sensitive content because it's. literally me ranting on an oc page. not sure what i'm doing with my life anymore. please also note that while i do use she/her pronouns for kay, i use they/he/xe/ae pronouns.
kay 	kay
 	
background 	background
creator 	fall
artist 	base by cloud
attribute 	-
element 	water
color 	navy blue
animal 	dolphin
songs 	<soundcloud url="https://soundcloud.com/george-winston/sea" height="20" auto_play="false" color="#5482b3" theme_color="#5482b3" width="20"/>
<soundcloud url="https://soundcloud.com/deanlewisofficial/waves" height="20" auto_play="false" color="#416a94" theme_color="#416a94" width="20"/>
character 	character
age 	six
gender 	female yes totally cis
orientation 	questioning
occupation 	mapper/explorer
tribe 	seawing
goal 	-
residence 	-
relatives 	-
allies 	-
enemies 	-
likes 	-
dislikes 	-
abilities 	-
weapons 	-
love interests	no <3
quote 	"haha im a fool go away"
appearance
describing is tiring uhh look at the ref for now ig
short? average? honestly i don't really know
average. normal. just your typical seawing, fading into the f***ing background
is that really such a good thing? i don't know anymore.
personality
they call her wild. free. a feather floating on the seas; a kite dancing in the skies. fingers dancing lightly, flying, across piano keys, carrying its melody. the drum of the lower notes, chords echoing. the shifting of a hand across strings; sliding; the metal undertones revealed for just a second. 
it's hard to explain her.
perhaps she shouldn't be explained.
a dragoness. or maybe not. she's afraid to try out different pronouns, afraid to start something new. she knows that's absurd; she's already done so. so why can't she now? 
frustration, desperateness, a mind she wants to escape from. nights where she just wakes up, wanting to scream. want. need. she doesn't know, and she doesn't tell.
being alone helps. sometimes. when she's alone, no one can hear her scream. fighting. fighting to push dragons away or to accept them. every decision kay makes is made hesitantly, unwillingly.
judging. the world had always been judging her. eyes, always watching, always assuming who she was.
and yet, she's forever changing. moving. darting after the tow of the water, a leaf moving with the waves.
quick words, quick retorts. most dragons see her confident. a mask always up, hiding. 
she hates being used, being treated like nothing but a fragile piece of glass to polish, to shine, and then to store away into some dark dusty closet until she's "needed" again.
*me. me at my worst. fun. joy.
*angry? at the world? am i?
*mood swings every other second pretty much
*depressed as hell, in three words
*i kinda just want to scream
*i. laughs and smiles and jokes to lie and lie and hide. coward.
*is so afraid, is so... scared. she wants someone to be there for her, but knows that there will never be someone there for her.
history
*hatched
*vibed
*lived
*decent life i guess??
*mental health was. honestly never that great
relationships
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trivia
- kay absolutely detests seaweed.
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gallery
please follow the amazing reference by wild when drawing her, thank you!
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Category:Characters
Category:Work in Progress
Category:SeaWings
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