Your flower, My fire

I see the world differently than you do.
If you must know, I am NOT SweetPsychoGamerGirl.
I am what she would be if she stayed sane.
I am (apparently) the "better" version of her.
I am the light, she is the dark.
I am the good in life, she is the bad in life.
I am Yin, she is Yang.
Yet.. yet I feel like it should be opposite.
Yet I want something different.
Yet I feel like it shouldn't be like this.
Yet I see different things than a normal person does.
In this universe, I stayed sane.
Never met Starfright, never went crazy, never started writing stories about my darksides and my craziness, never met all of you crazy people.
I became a hero.
I became something that would defeat the great darkness covering the land.
And I did.
But something happened that changed my life - and the rest of the timeline - forever.
Something that shredded all other possible timelines and alternate universes that could have happened.
There is no universe where this never happened.
That is the mistake I made.
I- I assumed that some alternate me would live the life I would have lived.
...I was wrong.
See, what happened was after I defeated the darkness, I decided to eat some nutritious, vitamin-filled food at a local restaurant.
I was instantly noticed by everyone, and I soaked up the attention.
I walked over to the counter, and they gave me a good seat, and asked for my order.
They hurried to cook my order, and I took it to-go.
I was one step away from the door, and someone tripped me...
You can guess what happened next.
Silence, then laughter, then...
I snapped.
I will spare the details of what happened that day...
All you must know is that it was gone by the time I was through with it.
And that there was no survivors.
When I was asked what happened, I said they put gasoline instead of oil on a pan on the stove, then the pan caught fire.
I am the hero of the town so no questions were asked.
I could've said the truth, I could've gone to jail, I could've been fined..
But I decided to lie.
Why?
I do not know.
But in that moment all other timelines and universes were shredded.
Destroyed.
Ripped.
Killed.
Sliced.
You get the idea.
I lost any chance of redemption.
I tried telling the truth, they assumed I was trying to take the blame and ignored it.
SweetPsycho: Sister..? What are you doing here?
I have no reason to stay in my universe, can I crash in yours?
SweetPsycho: Sure sis. You know I would never push you away.
Can you call me by my actual name sometimes?
SweetPsycho: Sure..
SweetRage.
*end*
ps: do you wanna hear more about SweetRage? tell meh.
Bai~
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