`In The End`

Approx. 250 words total
Twilight- A Leah Centric One-Shot
-In The End-
In the end, my love for him never really mattered. In the end, I realized that Sam and I were never meant to be. In the end, my life turned completly around. As I watched from the bushes in my wolf form, my eyes gazed longingly towards what was never meant to be.
Sam and Emily.
I sighed in utter agony. If only werewolves never existed, if only Sam had never imprinted, if only we had all remained human, things might have been different, better even. Instead of everyone preparing for Sam and Emily's wedding, they could be preparing for mine and Sam's.
Sam and Leah.
The thought caught in my throat as if I had a frog in my throat. I should be with him, not my cousin. I should be getting ready to send out invintations- the pretty purple flower kinds, I should be picking out romantic Rock music with Sam like we used to. I should be the one to eventually grow old with him- not Emily my cousin of all people.
It hasn't always been this way. Once upon a time during Freshman year Sam and I were very much in love. But in the end none of that had mattered. In the end, I watch in utter agony as love and friendships bloom for everyone else besides me.
As the sun slowly set, I had to gaze upon Sam and Emily's love fest in utter horror and agony. Sam carassed Emily's cheek lovingly, gently, and Emily returned the favor by doing the same to Sam. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I ran. I ran from the stupid romantic moonlit Forks rainforests. I ran from memories of losing all my friends after I became a werewolf. I ran from Jacob and Renesmee (the half bloodsucker freak!) after I was forced to watch another like me fall deeply in love. I ran from the memories of my fathers sudden death, and the fact that my turning into this monster probally caused it. I ran from it all. But in the end, nothing I ever did really mattered.
Category:Fan Fiction