ハルノ寂寞 (Haru no Sekibaku)

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
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Japanese 	Romaji 	English
何回も傷付いて 	nankai mo kizutsuite 	I’ve been hurt so many times
ぽっかり穴が空いていたので 	pokkari ana ga aite ita no de 	and left with a gaping wide hole inside so
針を通して引き攣っていたんだよ 	hari o tooshite hikitsutte itan da yo 	I pulled a needle through it to shut it tight
 	 	
何日も守り抜いて 	nannichi mo mamorinuite 	Holding fast 'til the end of so many days
重たくたって口を閉じて 	omotakutatte kuchi o tojite 	Shutting my mouth no matter how heavy it was
破けるくらいに抱えてみたんだよ 	yabukeru kurai ni kakaete mitan da yo 	Tried to hold on ’til I started to break apart
 	 	
何回も傷付いて 	nankai mo kizutsuite 	I’ve been hurt so many times
空いた穴を縫って隠して 	aita ana o nutte kakushite 	Sewed shut and hid the hole that you left
なるべく永く一緒に居たいんだよ 	narubeku nagaku issho ni itain da yo 	I wanted to be with you as long as I possibly could
 	 	
何日も守り抜いて 	nannichi mo mamorinuite 	Holding fast 'til the end of so many days
吐きたくたって歯を食いしばっただけ 	hakitakuta tte ha o kuishibatta dake 	I wanted to spit it all out, but could only grin and bear it
抱えてもらって痛んだよ 	kakaete moratte itanda yo 	It hurt you know, having you hold me
 	 	
無理矢理口を閉じたって苦しくないわ 	muriyariguchi o tojita tte kurushikunai wa 	Even as I was forced to keep my mouth shut, it didn’t hurt to do that
 	 	
くたびれたあたしが駄目だったんだね 	kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne 	I was too worn out to be good enough, I guess
まだ役に立つつもりだったけれど 	mada yakunitatsu tsumori datta keredo 	I thought I could still be of some use to you but,
ちぎれる前に思いやりすれ違ってきみとさようなら 	chigireru mae ni omoiyari surechigatte kimi to sayounara 	Before I'm ripped apart, I say goodbye to you, who passed right by my kindness
 	 	
くたびれたあたしが駄目だったんだね 	kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne 	I was too worn out to be good enough, I guess
まだきみの匂いも残っているよ 	mada kimi no nioi mo nokotte iru yo 	Your scent is still lingering with me
ちぎれる前に少しだけ名残惜しそうにさようなら 	chigireru mae ni sukoshi dake nagorioshisou ni sayounara 	Before I’m ripped apart, I say goodbye, looking just a little reluctant to part
 	 	
何回も傷付いてきた顔も体もまだ使えるよ 	nankai mo kizutsuite kita kao mo karada mo mada tsukaeru yo	Despite being hurt so many times, this face and this body, they can still be used
捨てないで　誰かに譲らないで欲しいだけなの 	sutenaide dareka ni yuzuranaide hoshii dake na no 	Don’t throw me away. All I ask is that you don't just give me up to someone else
 	 	
くたびれたあたしが駄目だった 	kutabireta atashi ga dame datta 	I was too worn out to be good enough
 	 	
くたびれたあたしが駄目だったんだね 	kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne 	I was too worn out to be good enough, I guess
頼られていると思い込んでいるよ 	tayorarete iru to omoikonde iru yo 	I was so sure that you needed me
ちぎれる前の新品未使用のあたしに勝てやしない 	chigireru mae no shinpin mishiyou no atashi ni kateyashinai	At least before I was ripped apart, when I was still shiny and new, you wouldn’t have won against me
 	 	
くたびれたあたしが駄目だったんだね 	kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne 	I was too worn out to be good enough, I guess
色褪せただけ思い出していけるよ 	iroaseta dake omoidashite ikeru yo 	The colours have faded but I can remember it still
ちぎれた後に少しだけ名残惜しそうにさようなら 	chigireta ato ni sukoshi dake nagorioshisou ni sayounara 	After being ripped apart, I say goodbye to you, looking just a little reluctant to part
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==External Links==
===Official===
*Google Drive - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
* - Demo Song Audition ver.
* - Extended ver.
* - English ver.
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