LyteDrama

Lytening is a 12-year-old kid. He's always been called a charming/empathic person in real life. However, Lytening lacked social skills in real life (mainly because he didn't grow up interacting with others). Due to this, he launched a YouTube channel named Lytening to get some friends. However, during his online life, he would encounter inevitable controversy due to his reputation. Lytening is known to unconsciously mimic the people around him. However, people on the internet are toxic. So naturally, Lytening would mimic their behaviours as well. This started way back in 2019 when Lytening wanted to show a sign of affection/mercy towards a person named Emily. However, the internet misunderstood him for wanting to side with her. Thus, Lytening was bullied. Throughout this era, Lytening was constantly psychologically manipulated by a cyberbully. Lytening's channel was attacked furiously with dislikes and rude comments. This made Lytening feel anxious for the first time in his life. A dreadful experience. Lytening was an emotional and sensitive person. So he did not take this very well. His dreams were instantly crushed and began to cry a lot in his room. Lytening confronted Ryuga, (the starter of all this mess), and asked for forgiveness. Despite this being the end of the cyberbully's activity on the internet (as far as we know), the toxicity would only soon get worse. One random day, Lytening saw his best friend Golden, was being bullied. However, it was a misunderstanding. The supposed "bullying" was a joke. But Lytening didn't understand that. Lytening got bullied to the core. 
History repeated itself yet again. Lytening had enough of being a plushie people would constantly kick for no reason. He wanted to stand up by himself. But he had no friends in real life to protect him. So, he lost. 
The next year, Lytening joined a new social media platform. He used the Lobby feature to communicate. There, he encountered people he perceived as bullies. Lytening wanted to defend the victims knowing how it felt like to be beaten up by others, but lost yet again. He was bullied to the point he began sweating in real life. 
The same year, Lytening found out about a group of cyberbullies willing to commit crimes. He wanted to stop them, so he started a made-up gang to protect and inform others. Unfortunately, this was the last time we would see Lytening being nice. These cyberbullies are extremely toxic, and Lytening copied their behaviours as a way to survive the toxicity. This was the beginning of the horrible reputation. 
The Lytening channel was damaged more than before via dislikes, MORE rude comments, and stupid videos. 
The same year, Lytening became friends with his almost-best friend. But due to Lytening toxicity, Lytening kept losing him but kept gaining him back again, until Lytening permanently lost him. Lytening would lose Ryuga, Lightning Bolt, and Golden the same year. This made Lytening feel extremely lonely. He began developing the wrong feelings. Thoughts like "Anxiety and depression are like a disease that makes people emotionally immature, no wonder the scientists are trying to find a cure!", "Moving on is stupid.", and "I never let anyone have a painful ending!" took over him. The same year, Lytening went through lots of life changes which put more pressure. Eventually, Lytening had enough. 
Lytening began to accept that he was in the wrong universe. Lytening began to go insane and started to do things that would be considered rather unusual by the public. Such as having imaginary friends, having murder fantasies and more. He started shifting into a narcissistic, socially awkward and morally incorrect megalomaniac driven from the sadness obtained from past experiences. He was once again, tired of being kicked for no reason. He wanted to have the entire world in his control knowing that it was always against him. He began taking control of big projects, and successful channels. He would think like a soulless corporate entity and believe he had everything to cope with life changes. 
Remember, Lytening is an HSP. He does not like life changes. In fact, it triggers intense emotions in him. 
When life changed rapidly, Lytening couldn't handle it anymore. There were several attempts for Lytening to redeem himself, but all the successes were temporary. So, after all these 4 years, he failed his life-long dream he promised to never give up, and he failed everything because the internet was his only way of proper communication. Lytening attempted suicide four times but always failed. He began to accept that he was in the wrong universe. He began to feel more toxic thoughts in his mind. Such as: "Imagine an alternate reality where I'm actually happy!", "Is my religion only there to bully me? I guess I am an inferior creature." and much more.
He planned to make money out of YouTube when he hit 1000 subs, but now that the Lytening channel is bombarded with bad things, it is impossible. Please pray for Lytening.
As of now, Lytening is unable to feel any affection and feels rather empty inside with the only emotion he can occasionally feel being sadness. And unfortunately he cannot afford a proffesional therapist.