平気？ (Heiki?)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
ねえ、君は平気かい？ 	nee, kimi wa heiki kai? 	Hey, are you alright?
僕はあんまり平気じゃない 	boku wa anmari heiki ja nai 	I'm not really alright
どんどん感受性が鈍って 	dondon kanjusei ga nibutte 	I've become more and more insensible,
疑問を感じなくなって 	gimon o kanjinaku natte 	stopped questioning things, and
大人の事情も分かるようになった 	otona no jijou mo wakaru you ni natta 	even came to understand grown-up things
 	 	
ねえ、君は違うのかい？ 	nee, kimi wa chigau no kai? 	Hey, is it not the same for you?
それならそのままでいいんだ 	sore nara sono mama de iin da 	If so, then there's no need to change
今じゃ死にたくもないし 	ima ja shinitaku mo nai shi 	I don't wish to die anymore,
辛くないわけじゃないし 	tsurakunai wake ja nai shi 	but it's not that I'm not suffering
一体なんでこうなったんだろうな 	ittai nande kou nattan darou na 	I wonder why things ended up this way
 	 	
ぜーんぶ引っくり返してどっかへ逃げ出したいぜ 	zeenbu hikkuri kaeshite dokka e nigedashitai ze 	I want to overturn everything and escape somewhere—
したってお金がないなら三日で実家へ強制送還 	shitatte okane ga nai nara mikka de jikka e kyousei soukan 	although my broke self would be sent right back to my parents' after three days
「こんな自分に誰がした？」って虚空にキレてるような 	"konna jibun ni dare ga shita?" tte kokuu ni kireteru you na	I just don't want to become that type of adult who rages at the void saying
大人にはきっとなりたくない 	otona ni wa kitto naritakunai 	“Who made me this way?”
 	 	
この先ずっと生きていたって 	kono saki zutto ikite itatte 	Even if I keep living on,
悲しくなるだけなのになあ 	kanashiku naru dake nanoni naa 	only sadness awaits me
あのころ抱いてた気持ちはどう？ 	ano koro daiteta kimochi wa dou? 	How is my passion from back then doing?
今となりゃ燃えてるとは言えないけど 	ima to narya moeteru to wa ienai kedo 	I can't quite say they're still fired up these days
 	 	
ねえ、夜は眠れるかい？ 	nee, yoru wa nemureru kai? 	Hey, can you sleep at night?
僕が眠るのは朝なんだ 	boku ga nemuru no wa asa nan da 	I go to sleep in the morning
何も書くわけじゃないし 	nani mo kaku wake ja nai shi 	It's not that I write anything or
映画を観るでもないし 	eiga o miru de mo nai shi 	watch any movies
ただなんとなく夜更かしをすると 	tada nantonaku yofukashi o suru to 	but when I stay up late on a whim—
 	 	
「ねえ、潮時ちゃうのかい？」 	"nee, shiodokichau no kai?" 	“Hey, isn't it time I gave up?”
そんな言葉をふと思うよ 	sonna kotoba o futo omou yo 	Those are the words that sometimes come to mind,
「それがきっと楽だ」って 	"sore ga kitto raku da" tte 	telling me, “It would be the easy way out”
だけど矛盾してるよなあ 	dakedo mujun shiteru yo naa 	But isn't it ironic
散々楽な方を選んできたのに 今は 	sanzan raku na hou o erande kita noni ima wa 	Although I've always chosen the easy choice, now—
 	 	
整形でもすりゃ世界がちっとは違って見えるかな 	seikei de mo surya sekai ga chitto wa chigatte mieru kana 	If I get plastic surgery or something I wonder if the world will look a little different
コンプレックスが多すぎて一生自分を愛せないかも 	konpurekkusu ga oosugite isshou jibun o aisenai kamo 	I have too many issues with myself that I don't think I'll ever be able to love myself
「自分嫌いな自分が好き？(笑)」って揶揄されたっていいけど 	"jibun kirai na jibun ga suki?" tte yayu saretatte ii kedo 	I don't mind being teased “Do you like yourself hating yourself? Lol”
嫌いなもんは嫌いですよ 	kirai na mon wa kirai desu yo 	But when I hate something, it means I hate it
 	 	
これからずっと生きていくんだ 	kore kara zutto ikite ikun da 	I'm gonna keep living from now on
死ぬつもりだったのになあ 	shinu tsumori datta noni naa 	Although I really wasn't planning on doing that
今からでも死んでみてはどう？ 	ima kara de mo shindemite wa dou? 	It's still possible, so how about I try to die now?
はじめからそんな勇気なかっただけ 	hajime kara sonna yuuki nakatta dake 	I just never had that sort of courage in the first place
 	 	
他人を笑うような余裕はどこにもないが 	hito o warau you na yoyuu wa doko ni mo nai ga 	I don't have enough in me to be able to mock others but
上ばかり見てたんじゃ今日も眠れない 	ue bakari mitetan ja kyou mo nemurenai 	I won't be able to sleep again if I keep looking above myself
他人を騙すようなことはちょっと避けたいが 	hito o damasu you na koto wa chotto saketai ga 	I kind of want to avoid things like deceiving others but
生きて　死のうとせんかってええ 	ikite shinou to senkatteee 	you don't need to use your time alive to think about dying
 	 	
このままずっと生きていくんだ 	kono mama zutto ikite ikun da 	I'm gonna keep living like this
変われると思ったのにな 	kawareru to omotta noni na 	I really thought I would be able to change
うすうすは気付いていたでしょう？ 	usuusu wa kizuite ita deshou? 	You knew in the back of your head, didn't you?
僕の時間は止まったままだ 	boku no jikan wa tomatta mama da 	My time is still yet to move on
 	 	
死ぬまでずっと生きていくんだ 	shinu made zutto ikite ikun da 	I'm gonna live on until I die
出来るだけそうするでしょう 	dekiru dake sou suru deshou 	I'll try my best to do so
これだけ話して気分はどう？ 	kore dake hanashite kibun wa dou? 	How do you feel after letting all that out?
悪くはないけど ただ喋りすぎたね 	waruku wa nai kedo tada shaberi sugita ne 	Not too bad, but I've spoken a little too much
==Discography==
This song was featured on the following album:
*イエロー・デイズ (Yellow Days) (album)
==External Links==
===Official===
*piapro - Lyrics
*piapro - Instrumental
===Unofficial===
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*Magenetra - Translation source
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