ネアの幻遊 (Nea no Gen'yuu)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
「またあの夢だ。」 	"mata ano yume da." 	"It's that dream again!"
気味の悪い男が人々に無理やり注射のようなものを打ち、 	kimi no warui otoko ga hitobito ni muriyari chuusha no you na mono o uchi, 	The creepy guy prodded people against their will with something like an injection,
打たれた人間は為す術なく糸の切れた傀儡のように倒れていく。 	utareta ningen wa nasu sube naku ito no kireta kairai no you ni taorete iku. 	those who were injected had no choice, and their bodies collapsed like puppets with their strings cut.
そんな不可解な夢を、ネアは見続けていた。 	sonna fukakai na yume o, nea wa mitsuzukete ita. 	It was such a mysterious dream that Nea kept seeing.
けれど今日は一際気分が悪かった。 	dakedo kyou wa hitokiwa kibun ga warukatta. 	However, I felt noticeably more sick than usual.
その注射を打たれた人間が、 	sono chuusha o utareta ningen ga, 	Because those injected people
私だったからだ。 	watashi datta kara da. 	were me.
 	 	
「今度は失敗しないでね。」 	"kondo wa shippai shinaide ne." 	"Don't fail this time, alright?"
聴き慣れた生温い声が、ネアの耳を舐める。 	"kikinareta namanurui koe ga, nea no mimi o nameru." 	A familiar, half-hearted voice licks Nea's ear.
そしてまた、左の足首が締め付けられた。 	soshite mata, hidari no ashikubi ga shimetsukerareta. 	And once again, Nea's left ankle tightened up.
 	 	
賭した運命の賽 	toshita unmei no sai 	With the die of fate at stake,
最善策は君が消えること 	saizensaku wa kimi ga kieru koto 	the best outcome would be getting rid of you
今日が狂になる興 	kyou ga kyou ni naru kyou 	MilkyMilky→ Kill Me (ミルキー → ーキルミ (kirumii)) said she was “scared”
「怖い」ミルキーが言ったんだ 	"kowai" mirukii ga itta nda 	of the pleasure she felt as today goes crazy
 	 	
まだ嫌な汗の滲む私に、ベッドの傍らにいる子犬が"喋った"。 	mada iya na ase no nijimu watashi ni, beddo no katawara ni iru koinu ga "shabetta". 	The puppy at my bedside "spoke" to me, who was still covered in unpleasant sweat.
「これから起こることは夢じゃない。君は人生の反省をしなくてはならない。」 	"kore kara okoru koto wa yume ja nai. kimi wa jinsei no hansei o shinakute wa naranai." 	"From now on, the things that will happen will not be a dream. So you must reflect upon your life."
「反省...？」 	"hansei...?" 	"Reflect...?"
「あの男は人の過ちを食い物にしてる。君はその標的になったんだよ。」 	"ano otoko wa hito no ayamachi o kuimono ni shiteru. kimi wa sono hyouteki ni natta nda yo." 	"That guy is preying on people's mistakes, and now, you have become that target."
「それにしても君、 	"sore ni shite mo kimi, 	"Be that as it may,
以前僕と話したことはないかい？」 	izen boku to hanashita koto wa nai kai?" 	are you sure we've never spoken before?"
 	 	
そうか、これも嘘か 	sou ka, kore mo uso ka 	Is that so, or is this also a lie?
脳内戦は現実に敵わない 	nounaisen wa genjitsu ni kanawanai 	The war in my head is no match for reality
今日も三つ数えよう 	kyou mo mittsu kazoeyou 	Let’s count to 3 again today
割れた足音が消えた 	wareta ashioto ga kieta 	The sounds of broken footsteps fade away
 	 	
壊したっていいじゃん 	kowashita tte ii jan 	It’s alright that it broke, and
騙したっていいじゃん 	damashita tte ii jan 	it’s fine that we were deceived
ったって素は人間だ 	kawatta tte moto wa ningen da 	Even if your form is changed, you were originally human
 	 	
弱った思考は 	yowatta shikou wa 	My perplexed thoughts
強いカード似だ 	tsuyoi kaado ni da 	resemble a strong card
責めたっていつかは散るの 	semeta tte itsuka wa chiru no 	Even if I’m condemned now, someday I’ll scatter
 	 	
夢で謳う君、君の名前 	yume de utau kimi, kimi no namae 	In the dream where I sang about your, your name,
怖い音たちは聴こえないと作り笑い 	kowai ototachi wa kikoenai to tsukuriwarai 	I can’t hear any of the scary sounds, so I make myself smile (cry)
吐き出した心の臓器 	hakidashita shin no zouki 	NeaNea→ Ane (‘big sister’) spat out her heart
影に放り込んだ願い事を、ネア 	kage ni hourikonda negaigoto o, nea 	and tossed her dreams into the shadows
 	 	
「反省って具体的に何をすればいいの？」 	"hansei tte gutaiteki ni nani o sureba ii no?" 	"What should I specifically reflect upon?"
「君の最も大きな絶望を解消すればいい。」 	"kimi no mottomo ookina zetsubou o kaishou sureba ii." 	"You must get rid of your most greatest despair."
絶望 	zetsubou 	Despair
ミルキー(ではないが)が云うには、絶望した人間の生命力を奪うことは容易いらしい。 	mirukii (de wa nai ga) ga tsutau ni wa, zetsubou shita ningen no seimeiryoku o ubau koto wa tayasuirashii. 	According to Milky (well, not actually Milky), the life force of the people who lost all hope can be taken away with ease.
「君は明らかに闇を抱えている。その根本は何だい。」 	"kimi wa akaraka ni yami o kakaete iru. sono kongen wa doudai." 	"You're clearly holding darkness. But what is the root of it?"
私が絶望したもの…そんなものわかってる。 	watashi ga zetsubou shita mono...sonna mono wakatteru. 	The thing I've lost all hope about...I know what it is.
私の家族だ。 	watashi no kazoku da. 	It's my family.
 	 	
後悔さえも叱咤でも 	koukai sae mo shitta demo 	Regret or even scolding;
「関心がない」暴力には 	"kanshin ga nai" bouryoku ni wa 	I can’t stand up to the
敵わない、だから笑う 	kanawanai, dakara warau 	violence of “indifference,” so I smile
無理な顔で今も 	muri na kao de ima mo 	with an unreasonable face
 	 	
胸に刺さる君、君の言葉 	mune ni sasaru kimi, kimi no kotoba 	Your, your words are pierced into my chest
新しいカゾクは私なんか知らないの 	atarashii kazoku wa watashi nanka shiranai no 	My new family doesn’t care about me
間違った性の勝利 	machigatta sei no shouri 	The victory of my incorrect nature
闇に葬れない、こんな小さな手では 	yami ni houmurenai, konna chiisana te de wa 	cannot be buried in the darkness with such tiny hands
 	 	
私が暴力を受けると、いつもお姉ちゃんが助けてくれた。 	watashi ga bouryoku o ukeru to, itsumo oane-chan ga tasukete kureta. 	I was struck by violence, and my big sister always helped me out.
誰にでも優しくて、誰にでも愛される。 	dare ni demo yasashikute, dare ni demo aisareru. 	I was envious of such a big sister who was so gentle to everyone.
そんなお姉ちゃんが羨ましかった。 	sonna oane-chan ga urayamashikatta. 	And who was loved by everyone.
 	 	
「私は絶望なんかしていない。妹を助けたいだけ。」 	"watashi wa zetsubou nanka shite inai. imouto o tasuketai dake." 	"I don't have any despair. I just want to save my little sister."
「いいや、君は妹に絶望しているんだよ。こんなやつ生きていても仕方がないと思っている。」 	"iiya, kimi wa imouto ni zetsubou shite iru nda yo. konna yatsu ikite ite mo shikata ga nai to omotte iru."	"You're wrong. You're despairing about your little sister and thinking that a person like that has no use living."
「違う。」 	"chigau." 	"I think you're wrong."
 	 	
どうやったって死んじゃったの 	dou yatta tte shinjatta no 	How did I end up dying?
声が馬鹿になるよ 	koe ga baka ni naru yo 	My voice turns foolish
もう最大の心遣いでも 	mou saidai no kokorozukai demo 	If even the greatest sympathy
愛を買えないのなら 	ai o kaenai no nara 	cannot buy your love—
 	 	
今は瞳を閉じて 	ima wa hitomi o tojite 	Now, I shut my eyes,
意味のナイ夜を演じているんだ 	imi no nai yoru o enjite iru nda 	and perform a play of the meaningless night
ややこしい心の音 	yayakoshii kokoro no nei 	The sound of my complex heart
明かしてよナイトゥナイ 	akashite yo naitunai 	Dawn, night tonight
 	 	
ねぇまだ恋は出来ない 	nee mada koi wa dekinai 	Listen, am I still unable to love?
「君、本当の名前じゃないね。悪夢が乱れてる。」 	"kimi, hontou no namae ja nai ne. akumu ga midareteru." 	"That's not really your name, is it? This bad dream has me so confused."
今日もし窓の向こうが赤かったら、 	kyou moshi mado no mukou ga akakattara, 	If today, the other side of the window turns red,
お姉ちゃんは今日から私になるの... 	oane-chan wa kyou kara watashi ni naru no... 	Starting from today, my big sister will become me...
キスして 	kisu shite 	Then kiss me
 	 	
この座席は君、君に渡す 	kono zaseki wa kimi, kimi ni watasu 	I’ll give this seat to you, you alone
幻で遊ぶ私だって信じてるの 	maboroshi de asobu watashi datte shinjiteru no 	Even I, who plays in illusions, believes that
””で終わるなら、””で始めようか 	”koko” de owaru nara, ”koko” de hajimeyou ka 	if the “past” ends, shouldn’t we start up in the “future?”
愛してるの、 	aishiteru no, 	I love you,
「せっかく手に入れた名前なのに、本当にいいのかい。」 	"sekkaku te ni ireta namae nano ni, hontou ni ii no kai." 	"Even though you got that name at great costs, is it really okay?"
消えるべきはあなたじゃない 	kierubeki wa anata ja nai 	So you shouldn’t have to disappear
「お姉ちゃんのフリをしたって、私は私に絶望し続けるもの。」 	"oane-chan no furi o shita tte, watashi wa watashi ni zetsubou shitsuzukeru mono." 	"Even if I pretend to be my big sister, I can't stop despairing about my actual self."
双子のアネ 	futago no ane 	Twin sister
 	 	
ネアは監禁に使用していた階段下の扉を開けた。 	nea wa kankin ni shiyou shite ita kaidan shita no tobira o aketa. 	Nea opened the door downstairs to her sister's confinement.
「本当にそっくりだ…」 	"hontou ni sokkuri da..." 	"She looks exactly like me..."
「これが君の"絶望"なんだね。」 	"kore ga kimi no 'zetsubou' nanda ne." 	"So this is your 'despair'?"
「君はこれからどうするんだい。」 	"kimi wa kore kara dou suru ndai." 	"What are you going to do from here on out?"
「あの日私は死んだのだから、今日もう一度死ぬ。」 	"ano hi watashi wa shinda no dakara, kyou mo ichido shinu." 	"Since I died that day, I will die again today."
 	 	
幻を追いかけるのは、今日で終わり。 	maboroshi o oikakeru no wa, kyou de owari. 	Up until today I've been chasing after illusions, but now I'm done.
 	 	
何週間もこうされていたのに、束縛を解いた私を見てお姉ちゃんは微笑んだ。 	nanshuukan mo kou sarete ita no ni, sokubaku o toita watashi o mite oane-chan wa hohoenda. 	Even if it's been done many weeks ago, my big sis smiled as she saw me break loose from my shackles.
「ありがとう。」 	"arigatou." 	"Thank you so much."
私はいてもたってもいられなくなり、扉に頭をぶつけながら飛び出した。 	watashi wa ite mo tatte mo irarenaku nari, tobira ni atama o butsuke nagara tobidashita. 	I just couldn't wait any longer, so while I tried to rush out, I knocked my head on the door.
ミルキーもその後に続いた。 	mirukii mo sono ato ni tsuzuita. 	And Milky followed after that.
今度こそたった一人になったネアは、もう悪い夢を見なくなる、 	kondo koso tatta hitori ni natta nea wa, mou warui yume o minaku naru, 	Nea, who is completely alone now, can't see the bad dreams anymore.
 	 	
はずだった。 	hazu datta. 	...or that's what should have happened.
 (checked by Forgetfulsubs)
==Translation Notes==
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