Hurt and Sorrow

The strongest wind
Suppressing my feelings
If loneliness be my fate
Then so be it
If unhappiness be my reward
Then let me claim it
If an eternity of sadness be my path
Then let me walk it
For I wish not to hurt
Nor do I wish to be hurt
But hurt, I have been
Once more
The tears never dry
Stained to my face
My cheeks
Dripping down my chin like a dreadful rain
I am Wood
Standing tall
But destined to be chopped down
I am Blade
Sharp and swift
But rusting as the rain of tears eats
Away at me
And they see me now
They see my true side
Not a warrior,
Nor a person
But a monster
A monster that is uncontrollable
Uncontrollably weak
And unknowingly dangerous
See, I am a liar
A fraud
A cheat
I am who I say I am
But only on the outside
My feelings are untrue
No
I am not fine
If you must know
I feel-no I am
Irrational
Hated
Stupid
Unloved
So I say
To those who see this
You may think I'm pathetic
But I am
For feeling sorry for myself
But I must
For no one else truly will...
Category:Bladewood
Category:Poetry
Category:Completed Stories/Poems
Category:Poems
Category:Depressing