Mayflower

the night shift doctor in hikari :) works with music and co
clearly nocturnal
another tragic story oh boy here we go
appearance notes: undecided tribe but will have spring vibes. light pastel colors, mainly green with a touch of purple and pink, screw the details for now. definitely a purebred.
yeah it's a rainwing now
sad girl, pan ace, istj-t
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personality bullets:
* appears cold and distant to patients and even just friends or acquaintances
* not good at socializing, the only dragon she could talk to is gone
* also not really good at expressing or vocalizing feelings, and as such appears insensitive in certain situations
* however she genuinely enjoys helping others hence she chose her job as a healer
* sometimes second guesses her decision because it is in her career that she felt so much pain
* also questions if feelings are really worth all that pain
* she knows, she is still just a dragon and it's totally normal to feel everything she does. it's hard for her to accept that she has to learn to deal with it though
* she's not good at softening hard truths... yeah so if you're dying you are probably gonna hear that straight on from her
* but she is strictly professional and also genuinely tries her best, you better believe that she blames herself harder than anyone else if anyone doesn't survive
* honestly she is more traumatized than having a "mean" facade.... she used to be less stern and a bit terrifying from far away than now
* independent and not very happy about accepting help, though it can't be helped sometimes...
* does not fear dying herself, but fears others dying before her eyes
* sets expectations for herself because she hates being underestimated for a rainwing, and because she has this feeling that no one truly believes in her
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her story is basically just, y'know rainwings kinda ditched the no parents nonsense in my au but some of them are still irresponsible so yeah what you know. may's parents had her egg and was just like "bye" so she was often teased and some jerks made bad comments about her parents, and by extension her. may had no idea she was just a result of two lazy dragons so she had her doubts if she was ditched just because they had a hunch she wasn't good enough. 
she still had a paternal and maternal figure, who named her and took care of her, but eventually her adoptive mom died and her adoptive dad, who was a healer, had let her in on the time of her death. thus she was motivated to be a healer herself, to stop more dragons from dying from diseases that clearly could be fixed. 
this is the yada yada healer montage part, learned that there were difficult patients, most importantly, not all cases could be cured and that she had to let go. that wasn't easy and all, but in her line of work she met the love of her life, who turned her into a much livelier dragon. they harbored mutual crushes on each other for a long time. until one day they confessed and boom they got together. 
unfortunately one day (shortly after they were official tbh) her love caught a deadly disease, but in the midst of them being bedridden, she had been told that her aid would be needed on a mission to go in another kingdom, her love urged her to go despite her protests. eventually of course, she followed their wishes, but when she returned, she had passed away. 
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some... ahem, interesting notes
* can run on very little sleep, but never misses her sun time. she would wake up earlier than normal rainwings would, though.
* she thinks coffee is vile and bitter and disgusting and no one should ever use that to keep their energy levels up
* has a special adoration for mayflowers. not surprising there.
Category:Work in Progress
Category:Content (Light Fairy)
Category:Females
Category:RainWings
Category:Characters
Category:Occupation (Healer)
Category:LGBT+