Looking At Me

==Lyrics==
I thought that I was kidding to myself
when I was looking at myself
and I saw somebody
looking at me
I thought that I was lying to myself
when I was looking at your films
and I wondered if you’re
looking at me
Did I do
something good?
something neat?
something well?
Did I do
anything?
Or did it
just look like me?
I thought that I was kidding to myself
when I was looking at myself
and saw somebody was
looking at me
I thought I had imagined it,
but then somebody ringed a bell
on my doorstep and they exclaimed,
“What have you done to me?”
“WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!?”
I’m not really sure what I had done
when I had went outside that day
and had an orange sundae
What did I do?
Explain to me and inform me
cuz I don’t remember yesterday
All that I could fathom was a
strange look from you
Did I do
something bad?
Ill deceit?
Cutting deep?
What is this
on my flesh?
If it’s grunge,
please tear it off of me!
Warping of my sight
is this who I am?
I see my shadows let out sighs
I can’t tell just what I am
Fingers showing blight
caused me such a qualm
I can’t be sure I’m feeling right
with these sanguined palms
“Ask another time”
inscribed in the ball
My shadows stand and let out cries,
showing false applause
Fractures in my mind
keep me asking why
I can’t be sure I’m feeling right
with what their words imply
Now then,
You have surely seen just what it is
the missing piece I cannot see!
You surely observed just what I am
It’s something I could never fathom
You have surely seen what I’ve become
These flaws and scars just can’t be undone
Haven’t you seen what I am seeing?
An ugly and broken psyche!
You have surely seen just what it is (I thought that I was kidding to myself)
that’s staining my own integrity! (when I was looking at myself)
You’ve surely observed just what I am (and I saw somebody)
A hundred things I cannot fathom (looking at me)
You have surely seen what I’ve become (I thought that I was lying to myself)
I was never thinking, ergo sum (when I was looking at your films)
Haven’t you seen what I am seeing? (and I wondered if you’re)
A broken mess I cannot believe! (looking at me)
Aaa~
Warping of my mind
Unlearn who I am
I see my shadows let out sighs
I can’t tell just what I am
It’s rotting inside,
destroyed me within
No matter if I wash my hands,
I’m not freed from my sin
I ask you again,
“Am I just a fraud?”
My shadows stand and laugh again,
pray to a false god
Dissociated lies
keep me asking why
I can’t be sure I’m feeling right
with what their words imply
==External Links==
* Google Drive - Lyrics, Instrumental, SVP
Category:English songs
Category:Synthesizer V original songs
Category:Songs featuring ANRI