自暴自弃 (Zìbàozìqì)

==Background==
"Zìbàozìqì" is an original song by Sya featuring Luo Tianyi.
This song reached 1 million views on bilibili on November 23, 2021.
==Lyrics==
Chinese (中文歌词) 	Pinyin (拼音)
黑夜之前的黄昏　将光明与阴暗割分 	heiye zhiqian de huanghun jiang guangming yu yin'an ge fen
人前用谄媚口吻　回头报以鄙夷眼神 	renqian yong chanmei kouwen huitou bao yi biyi yanshen
八小时封存的我用六小时厌恶张合的嘴唇 	ba xiaoshi fengcun de wo yong liu xiaoshi yanwu zhang he de zuichun
噩梦中被夺取的心是假还是真 	emeng zhong bei duoqu de xin shi jia haishi zhen
 	
你喜欢现在的我哪个优点呢 	ni xihuan xianzai de wo nage youdian ne
付出成长代价变成无用陌生人 	fuchu chengzhang daijia bian cheng wuyong mosheng ren
再次失望转身　对着废物指认 	zaici shiwang zhuanshen duizhe feiwu zhiren
连被利用价值都剥夺生吞 	lian bei liyong jiazhi dou boduo sheng tun
心中黑色影子　请别欺人太甚 	xinzhong heise yingzi qing bie qi ren taishen
用剪刀凿出微小裂痕 	yong jiandao zao chu weixiao liehen
光明划过了指缝　希望如大海捞针 	guangming huaguole zhi feng xiwang ru dahailaozhen
 	
就这样享受孤单一人　无功无过勉强地生存 	jiu zheyang xiangshou gudan yiren wu gong wuguo mianqiang de shengcun
被未来自己唾弃的我能否回到过去选择放弃出生 	bei weilai ziji tuoqi de wo neng fou hui dao guoqu xuanze fangqi chusheng
消失四十九天无人问　新事物取代陈年剧本 	xiaoshi sishijiu tian wu ren wen xin shiwu qudai chen nian juben
自暴自弃的棋子不再走动　只等待将军关闭命运的大门 	zibaoziqi de qizi bu zai zoudong zhi dengdai jiangjun guanbi mingyun de damen
 	
正确后唯一的错　将完美与残缺区分 	zhengque hou weiyi de cuo jiang wanmei yu canque qufen
蝴蝶效应后命运　步步陷入新的纷争 	hudie xiaoying hou mingyun bu bu xianru xin de fenzheng
一分钟失误的我用二十八年做着悔恨的梦 	yi fenzhong shiwu de wo yong ershiba nian zuozhe huihen de meng
现实中被稀释的情感只有残羹 	xianshi zhong bei xishi de qinggan zhiyou can geng
 	
听说学会不要太过认真 	ting shuo xuehui buyao taiguo renzhen
隐藏会暴露真实的才能 	yincang hui baolu zhenshi de caineng
才不会被饿狼发现撕扯啃食吸收至骨头都不剩 	cai bu hui bei e lang faxian siche ken shi xishou zhi gutou dou bu sheng
等懂得的时候早更迭了几轮 	deng dongde de shihou zao gengdiele ji lun
连蚂蚁都不屑于留存 	lian mayi dou buxie yu liucun
没有物懂得感恩　永远被自闭囚困 	meiyou wu dongde gan'en yongyuan bei zi bi qiu kun
 	
就这样忘记孤单一人　在没有尽头路上狂奔 	jiu zheyang wangji gudan yiren zai meiyou jintou lushang kuangben
被现在自己放弃的我在没有未来的沼泽越陷越深 	bei xianzai ziji fangqi de wo zai meiyou weilai de zhaoze yue xian yue shen
忘却生活底线与标准　如同断了牵引线风筝 	wangque shenghuo dixian yu biaozhun rutong duanle qianyin xian fengzheng
自暴自弃的主角站在原地　只等玩家退出永远地尘封 	zibaoziqi de zhujiao zhan zaiyuan di zhi deng wanjia tuichu yongyuan di chenfeng
 	
（你现在还记得喜欢我哪个优点吗） 	(ni xianzai hai jide xihuan wo nage youdian ma)
（失望地逃开成为了陌生人） 	(shiwang de tao kai chengweile mosheng ren)
（这样的我不值得你付出一丝灵魂） 	(zheyang de wo bu zhide ni fuchu yisi linghun)
（不配得到眼角那不舍的泪痕） 	(bupei dedao yanjiao na bu she de leihen)
（这条道路会变怎样不闻不问不想认真） 	(zhe tiao daolu hui bian zenyang bu wen bu wen buxiang renzhen)
（放弃改造这副軀殼等待化为透明的浮尘） 	(fangqi gaizao zhe fu quke dengdai hua wei touming de fuchen)
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Category:Original songs
Category:Chinese songs
Category:Songs featuring Luo Tianyi