鬱ガール (Utsu Girl)

==Lyrics==
Japanese 	Romaji 	English
きっと私がいなくなったって 	kitto watashi ga inakunatta tte 	Even if I wasn’t here,
誰もなんにも思えないし 	dare mo nan ni mo omoenai shi 	Nobody would be likely to think of it at all.
ゆっくり忘れてくれるんだ 	yukkuri wasurete kureru nda 	They’d forget about me at their leisure.
 	 	
たった一粒の涙だけで 	tatta hitotsubu no namida dake de 	If only with nothing more than a single teardrop,
世界は180° 	sekai wa hyakuhachijuudo 	The world would turn 180 degrees.
変わるのにね、干からびた瞳 	kawaru no ni ne, hikarabita hitomi 	But my eyes have completely dried up.
 	 	
絆創膏も包帯もガーゼも 	bansoukou mo houtai mo gaaze mo 	Band-aids and bandages and gauze...
まるでもう意味を成さないのよ 	marude mou imi o nasanai no yo 	It’s as if they no longer make sense.
それでも錆びた医療器具で 	soredemo sabita iryoukigu de 	Nevertheless, I’ll prolong my unneeded life
要らない命を延ばすの 	iranai inochi o nobasu no 	With these rusted medical instruments.
 	 	
見飽きた天井のシミが 	miakita tenjou no shimi ga 	Because the stain on the ceiling I’m sick of staring at
今日も暴言を吐いて来るから 	kyou mo bougen o haite kuru kara 	Keeps on spitting out verbal abuse today too,
注射針で私を 	chuushabari de watashi o 	Stab me to death
刺し殺して… 	sashikoroshite... 	With a hypodermic needle...
 	 	
私 	watashi 	I am
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl.
今日も窓は開かないみたいね 	kyou mo mado wa akanai mitai ne 	It seems the window won’t open today either.
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
鉄格子の先の光を夢見て 	tetsugoushi no saki no hikari o yumemite 	Dream of the light beyond this iron grille.
 	 	
きっと誰かが隠した感情を 	kitto dareka ga kakushita kanjou o 	Surely someone ought to have been searching
探していたはずなのに 	sagashite ita hazu nano ni 	For my hidden feelings, and yet
いつの間にか 	itsu no ma ni ka 	Before I realized it,
朽ち果てた病棟 	kuchihateta byoutou 	The hospital ward crumbled to dust.
 	 	
十年前にえがいてた 	juunen mae ni egaiteta 	Ten years ago, I sketched out
理想の設計図を 	risou no sekkeizu o 	A blueprint of my ideals.
破く大人には 	yabuku otona ni wa 	An adult who tears it up
なりたくないんだ 	naritakunai nda 	Is exactly what I don’t want to become.
 	 	
点滴も既に残り僅か 	tenteki mo sude ni nokori wazuka 	Even the IV is already down to its last drops.
延命治療もそろそろ終盤 	enmei chiryou mo sorosoro shuuban 	The life-prolonging treatment will hit the last stage before long too.
少しずつ下がっていく平熱 	sukoshizutsu sagatte iku heinetsu 	Little by little, my normal temperature is lowering.
きっと明日には凍ってるんだ 	kitto asu ni wa kootteru nda 	I’ll definitely freeze over tomorrow.
 	 	
相変わらず止まない幻聴 	aikawarazu yamanai genchou 	It’s the same unending auditory hallucination as ever.
今日も迎えに来てくれたのね 	kyou mo mukae ni kite kureta no ne 	It came for me today too, didn’t it.
雲の上から手を 	kumo no ue kara te o 	From atop the clouds, I’ll
差し伸べてる 	sashinobeteru 	Thrust out my hands.
 	 	
私 	watashi 	I am
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl.
鍵を一体どこへ隠したの？ 	kagi o ittai doko e kakushita no? 	Where on earth did I hide my key?
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
「救済」なんて夢のまた夢さ 	"kyuusai" nante yume no mata yume sa 	Something like “relief” is a pie in the sky.
 	 	
嗚呼 ほら また 	aa hora mata 	Oh, look, again I’m asking
笑わないで 笑わないで 笑わないで 笑わないで 	warawanaide warawanaide warawanaide warawanaide	That you don’t laugh, that you don’t laugh, that you don’t laugh, that you don’t laugh.
 	 	
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl...
早く「それ」に生まれ変わりたい 	hayaku "sore" ni umarekawaritai 	I want to hurry up and be reborn as “that” already.
 	 	
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl,
ううううう鬱ガール 	u u u u u utsu gaaru 	De-de-de-de-de-depression girl...
結んで開いて逝きましょう 	musunde hiraite ikimashou 	Let’s hold, release, and go (to the next world).
 	 	
嗚呼 	aa 	Ah!
==External Links==
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*piapro - Lyrics
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