自愈 (Zìyù)

==Alternate Versions==
==Lyrics==
Chinese 	Pinyin 	English
是自尊心作祟 	shì zìzūnxīn zuòsuì 	I blame that pride of mine
却无法摆脱乏味 	què wúfǎ bǎituō fáwèi 	Even so, I can't escape the tedium
床头柜积了灰 	chuángtóuguì jī le huī 	The cabinet's piling up dust
想看的书最后都拿来垫咖啡 	xiǎng kàn de shū zuìhòu dōu nálái diàn kāfēi 	The book I thought I wanted to read is making a good coaster for my coffee
 	 	
嘴里说梦梦梦梦梦梦梦 	zuǐlǐ shuō mèng mèng mèng mèng mèng mèng mèng 	Talks of dreams, dreams, dreams, dreams
白日做梦 	báirìzuòmèng 	Nothing but daydreams
身体像沉沉沉沉沉沉沉 	shēntǐ xiàng chén chén chén chén chén chén chén	Listless and heavy, heavy, heavy, heavy,
沉进黑洞 	chén jìn hēidòng 	Like a weight sinking into the abyss
我看见人人人人人人人 	wǒ kànjiàn rén rén rén rén rén rén rén 	I've seen people around me, around me,
都泯然众人 	dōu mǐn rán zhòngrén 	Who peaked in their early years and became has-been's
众人问问问问嗡嗡 	zhòngrén wèn wèn wèn wèn wēngwēng 	While those who watch drone on and on with questions
 	 	
他们口中的诗呀爱呀矫揉太过 	tāmen kǒuzhōng de shī ya ài ya jiǎo róu tàiguò 	What they preach about love, about poetry,
难道要我 	nándào yào wǒ 	Do they seriously expect me
一起感动吗 	yīqǐ gǎndòng ma 	To be so moved by it?
安全感堆在沙发 	ānquángǎn duī zài shāfā 	All sense of security is left sprawling on the couch
包裹着我像一朵摘了刺的花 	bāoguǒ zhe wǒ xiàng yī duǒ zhāi le cì de huā 	It wraps around me, like a flower ridded of thorns
 	 	
想算啦算啦藏起情绪 	xiǎng suàn lā suàn lā cáng qǐ qíngxù 	Whatever, whatever, I'll hide what I'm truly feeling
请别费心 	qǐng bié fèixīn 	So hey, I'd rather you not waste your breath
天亮就好啦 	tiānliàng jiù hǎo lā 	Wish the sun would come up soon
自我治愈的魔法 	zìwǒ zhìyù de mófǎ 	The magic to healing my own heart...
还是早已习惯了疼痛的谎话 	háishì zǎoyǐ xíguàn le téngtòng de huǎnghuà 	Perhaps, I've simply gotten used to all those hurtful words of lies
 	 	
他们口中的诗呀爱呀矫揉太过 	tāmen kǒuzhōng de shī ya ài ya jiǎo róu tàiguò 	What they preach about love, about poetry,
难道要我 	nándào yào wǒ 	Do they seriously expect me
一起感动吗 	yīqǐ gǎndòng ma 	To be so moved by it?
安全感快还给我吧 	ānquángǎn kuài huángěi wǒ ba 	Give me back my sense of security
顺从难道是唯一的选择吗 	shùncóng nándào shì wéiyī de xuǎnzé ma 	Assure me that I have another choice than to follow in line
 	 	
想算啦算啦丢掉情绪 	xiǎng suàn lā suàn lā diūdiào qíngxù 	Whatever, whatever, guess I'll throw my emotions away
心却问我 	xīn què wèn wǒ 	But a thought can't help hang on my mind,
真的会好吗 	zhēnde huì hǎo ma 	"Will I truly be fine with it?"
自我治愈的魔法 	zìwǒ zhìyù de mófǎ 	The magic to healing my own heart...
只是早已习惯了失望的回答 	zhǐshì zǎoyǐ xíguàn le shīwàng de huídá 	But ah well, 'think I've long gotten used to all those disappointing answers anyhow
 	 	
被谁施舍的夸奖推动着我 	bèi shéi shīshě de kuājiǎng tuīdòng zhe wǒ 	An award, a hand-me-down practically given by someone, pushes me on -
渴求有谁的目光注视着我 	kěqiú yǒu shéi de mùguāng zhùshì zhe wǒ 	I thirst for somebody to look my way -
他们眼中看到的真的是我？ 	tāmen yǎnzhōng kàndào de zhēnde shì wǒ? 	Is the me reflected in their eyes really me?
四处环顾身边却无人经过 	sìchù huángù shēnbiān què wúrén jīngguò 	I try to look around, but in the end, I couldn't find even a single one
该扮演什么角色 	gāi bànyǎn shénme juésè 	What's the character that I should play?
问明天是什么 	wèn míngtiān shì shénme 	Even if you ask me what tomorrow will be,
害怕选择 	hàipà xuǎnzé 	I'm too much of a coward to choose, see
 	 	
有时也想偷罐父亲的冰啤酒 	yǒushí yě xiǎng tōu guàn fùqīn de bīng píjiǔ 	Sometimes, I catch myself wanting to take a sip of Dad's cold beer,
咽下气泡唱两句悲伤的歌 	yànxià qìpào chàng liǎngjù bēishāng de gē 	Drink the bubbling foams and sing two lines of a song steeped in self-pity,
借着喝醉表演真实的自我 	jièzhe hēzuì biǎoyǎn zhēnshí de zìwǒ 	Let my real self loose under the guise of being drunk,
不想猜测怎样才更快乐 	bùxiǎng cāicè zěnyàng cái gèng kuàilè 	Without any mind to fumble my way to finding happiness
平凡是一种求全 	píngfán shì yīzhǒng qiúquán 	To aim for mediocrity is to wish for the moon
若能回到生日那天许愿 	ruò néng huídào shēngrì nàtiān xǔyuàn 	If I could only turn back to that day when I was born, then I'll wish
世界别来招惹我 	shìjiè biélái zhāorě wǒ 	For the world not to wind me up so much
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