不理想人格 (Bù Lǐxiǎng Réngé)

==Lyrics==
Chinese 	Pinyin 	English
一场尚未苏醒的荒诞意外 	yī chǎng shàngwèi sūxǐng de huāngdàn yìwài 	An absurd situation beyond expectation that I’m still trapped in
去赴宴的人们从不辨黑白 	qù fù yàn de rénmen cóng bù biàn hēibái 	The people who have attended the banquet could never tell black from white
失去理智继续可怕的循环 	shīqù lǐzhì jìxù kěpà de xúnhuán 	A vicious cycle of losing rationality and prevalent fear
即便一切华丽也许已衰败 	jíbiàn yīqiè huálì yěxǔ yǐ shuāibài 	Even though all the beauty is likely to have already declined
多余的言语堆砌而成色彩 	duōyú de yányǔ duīqì ér chéng sècǎi 	The superfluous words are strung together, contradictorily becoming a great wonder
揉成一团不明真相的崇拜 	róu chéngyī tuán bùmíng zhēnxiàng de chóngbài 	Kneaded into a lump, a piece of idolatry for something unclear
苦求心中欲望已然溢漫 	kǔ qiú xīnzhōng yùwàng yǐrán yì màn 	The desires begged for in my heart are already overflowing
盛情难却敬请随意相残 	shèngqíng nán què jìng qǐng suíyì xiāng cán 	With my magnanimous hospitality please tear me to pieces to your utter content
 	 	
把拥有的才华全部变成羞耻感 	bǎ yǒngyǒu de cáihuá quánbù biàn chéng xiūchǐ gǎn 	I’ve turned all the talents in my body into a sense of humiliation
曾经追求一个讨好他人的方案 	céngjīng zhuīqiú yīgè tǎohǎo tārén de fāng'àn 	I’ve chased after a plan to get in the good graces of other people
自从生病之后就一直无法释怀 	zìcóng shēngbìng zhīhòu jiù yīzhí wúfǎ shìhuái 	A kind of sickness that I have never been relieved from
苟活着只为看到这局面的泛滥 	gǒuhuózhe zhǐ wèi kàn dào zhè júmiàn de fànlàn 	Were I to live, it would only be so that I could watch the inundation of this situation
独自享受每种不同犯罪的欢快 	dúzì xiǎngshòu měi zhǒng bùtóng fànzuì de huānkuài 	Alone I enjoy the happiness lying in each different crime
谁能够拯救不期待希望的未来 	shéi nénggòu zhěngjiù bù qídài xīwàng de wèilái 	Nobody could save a future with no hope to live for
才开始学会习惯消失以后的存在 	cái kāishǐ xuéhuì xíguàn xiāoshī yǐhòu de cúnzài 	When I start getting used to an existence after disappearing
就时刻觉得不满怎么都填不完 	jiù shíkè juédé bùmǎn zěnme dōu tián bù wán 	It was then that I feel dissatisfied, with no way to fill the void
只想扑向火光　只想自我点燃 	zhǐ xiǎng pū xiàng huǒguāng zhǐ xiǎng zìwǒ diǎnrán 	I only want to throw myself at the light, I only want to let myself be set to the fire
留下一颗接近碳化了 破碎了的心 	liú xià yī kē jiējìn tànhuàle pòsuìle de xīn 	Leaving behind a heart close to carbonization, close to shattering
而我的感官已经麻木不安 	ér wǒ de gǎnguān yǐjīng mámù bù'ān 	But my senses have already been numbed with anxiety
 	 	
若说有正义决断谁犯的错 	ruò shuō yǒu zhèngyì juéduàn shéi fàn de cuò 	If you were to say that justice will decide the wrong a person has committed
心跳越这样焦灼越是不让自己逃脱 	xīntiào yuè zhèyàng jiāozhuó yuè shì bù ràng zìjǐ táotuō	The more my heart beats as deeply anxious as now, the more I am stuck, not letting myself run away
当他们重新选择将谁剥夺 	dāng tāmen chóngxīn xuǎnzé jiāng shéi bōduó 	When they once again choose to strip whoever out of all they had
我想的竟然是怎样不使他们失落 	wǒ xiǎng de jìngrán shì zěnyàng bù shǐ tāmen shīluò 	What I was thinking was instead on how not to disappoint them
被蛀空的人如何活的得过且过 	bèi zhù kōng de rén rúhé huó de déguòqiěguò 	How can someone who’s had their insides eaten by the termites live without needing to set high goals for themselves?
认知的偏颇加害于我却毫无对策 	rèn zhī de piānpǒ jiāhài yú wǒ què háo wú duìcè 	I know well that the biases are persecuting me but I have no way to deal against them
白天的混乱化作为夜晚的恶魔 	báitiān de hǔnluàn huà zuòwéi yèwǎn de èmó 	The chaos of daytime turns into the devil of the night
只有操控者不会受到任何指责 	zhǐyǒu cāokòng zhě bù huì shòudào rènhé zhǐzé 	Only the manipulator will be able to not subject themselves to any form of censure
 	 	
想要的不义之财 	xiǎng yào de bù yì zhī cái 	The ill-gotten wealth I want,
得到的不义之财 	dédào de bù yì zhī cái 	the ill-gotten wealth I’ve obtained
不叫毒品的事物 	bù jiào dúpǐn de shìwù 	The things not referred to as poison,
偏偏惹上人的贪婪 	piānpiān rě shàng rén de tānlán 	the continuously tempting greed
你只是匆匆走过 	nǐ zhǐshì cōngcōng zǒuguò 	You rush past me,
却把我当成晚餐 	què bǎ wǒ dàngchéng wǎncān 	taking me to be your dinner
可你不会再吐出来 	kě nǐ bù huì zài tǔ chūlái 	But you can’t puke it back out,
可你不会再吐出来 	kě nǐ bù huì zài tǔ chūlái 	but you can’t puke it out
不惟有过人之才 	bù wéiyǒuguò rén zhī cái 	Not only having an outstanding talent,
又惟有过人之才 	yòu wéiyǒuguò rén zhī cái 	only having an outstanding talent
怨恨已无法消散 	yuànhèn yǐ wúfǎ xiāosàn 	Left with no way now to dispel this resentment,
我自愿被你主宰 	wǒ zìyuàn bèi nǐ zhǔzǎi 	I am willing to be dominated by you
是时候让你恐慌 	shì shíhòu ràng nǐ kǒnghuāng 	When the time comes when you are struck with fright and panic,
忍不住偷偷嘲笑 	rěn bù zhù tōutōu cháoxiào 	without helping myself, I laugh mockingly to myself
你就快要被我推落 	nǐ jiù kuàiyào bèi wǒ tuī luò 	You’re about to be pushed downwards by me,
你就快要被我推落 	nǐ jiù kuàiyào bèi wǒ tuī luò 	you’re about to be pushed downwards by me
 	 	
若说有正义决断谁犯的错 	ruò shuō yǒu zhèngyì juéduàn shéi fàn de cuò 	If you were to say that justice will decide the wrong a person has committed
心跳越这样焦灼越是不让自己逃脱 	xīntiào yuè zhèyàng jiāozhuó yuè shì bù ràng zìjǐ táotuō	The more my heart beats as deeply anxious as now, the more I am stuck, not letting myself run away
当他们重新选择将谁剥夺 	dāng tāmen chóngxīn xuǎnzé jiāng shéi bōduó 	When they once again choose to strip whoever out of all they had
我想的竟然是怎样不使他们失落 	wǒ xiǎng de jìngrán shì zěnyàng bù shǐ tāmen shīluò 	What I was thinking was instead on how not to disappoint them
被蛀空的人如何活的得过且过 	bèi zhù kōng de rén rúhé huó de déguòqiěguò 	How can someone who’s had their insides eaten by the termites live without needing to set high goals for themselves?
认知的偏颇加害于我却毫无对策 	rèn zhī de piānpǒ jiā hài yú wǒ què háo wú duìcè 	I know well that the biases are persecuting me but I have no way to deal against them
白天的混乱化作为夜晚的恶魔 	báitiān de hǔnluàn huà zuòwéi yèwǎn de èmó 	The chaos of daytime turns into the devil of the night
只有操控者不会受到任何指责 	zhǐyǒu cāokòng zhě bù huì shòudào rènhé zhǐzé 	Only the manipulator will be able to not subject themselves to any form of censure
 	 	
这是一场尚未苏醒的荒诞意外 	zhè shì yī chǎng shàngwèi sūxǐng de huāngdàn yìwài 	An absurd situation beyond expectation that I’m still trapped in
参加赴宴的人们仍然不辨黑白 	cānjiā fù yàn de rénmen réngrán bù biàn hēibái 	The people who have taken part in the banquet still have not told black apart from white
他们失去理智继续可怕的循环 	tāmen shīqù lǐzhì jìxù kěpà de xúnhuán 	They lose their rationality, continuing to be afraid, in a vicious cycle
因为这盛情难却所以任意相残 	yīnwèi zhè shèngqíng nán què suǒyǐ rènyì xiāng cán 	For the sake of this magnanimous hospitality, I let myself be teared to pieces at will
 	 	
把拥有的才华全部变成羞耻感 	bǎ yǒngyǒu de cáihuá quánbù biàn chéng xiūchǐ gǎn 	I’ve turned all the talents in my body into a sense of humiliation
曾经追求一个讨好他人的方案 	céngjīng zhuīqiú yīgè tǎohǎo tārén de fāng'àn 	I’ve chased after a plan to get in the good graces of other people
自从生病之后就一直无法释怀 	zìcóng shēngbìng zhīhòu jiù yīzhí wúfǎ shìhuái 	A kind of sickness that I have never been relieved from
苟活着只为看到这局面的泛滥 	gǒuhuózhe zhǐ wèi kàn dào zhè júmiàn de fànlàn 	Were I to live, it would only be so that I could watch the inundation of this situation
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