Walter White:  I 've been to my oncologist , Jesse . Just last week . I 'm still in remission . I 'm healthy .
Jesse Pinkman: That 's good . Great .
Walter White: No end in sight .
Jesse Pinkman: That 's great .
Walter White: No . I missed it . There was some perfect moment that passed me right by , but I had to have enough to leave them . That was the whole point . None of this makes any sense if I did n't have enough . And it had to be before she found out . Skyler . It had to be before that .
Jesse Pinkman: Perfect moment ? For what ? To drop dead ? Are you saying you want to die ?
Walter White: I 'm saying that I lived too long . You want them to actually miss you . You want their memories of you to be ... but she just wo n't ... she just wo n't understand . I mean , no matter how well I explain it , these days she just has this ... this ... I mean , I truly believe there exists some combination of words . There must exist certain words in a certain specific order that can explain all of this , but with her I just ca n't ever seem to find them .
Jesse Pinkman: Mr. White , why do n't you just sit down ?
Walter White: You know , I was thinking before the fugue state , but during the fugue state I did n't have enough money , so no , not then . And plus my daughter was n't born yet . It had to be after Holly was born .
Jesse Pinkman: Mr. White ...
Walter White: Definitely before the surgery . Ah Christ , that damn second cell phone . I mean , how could I possibly ? ... Oh , I know the moment . It was the night Jane died . I was at home and we needed diapers and so I said I 'd go , but it was just an excuse . Actually that was the night I brought you your money , remember ?
Jesse Pinkman: Yeah . I remember .
Walter White: And afterward I stopped at a bar . It was odd , I never do that - go to a bar alone . I just walked in , sat down . I never told you .
Jesse Pinkman: You went to a bar ?
Walter White: I sit down and this man , this stranger , he engages me in conversation . He 's a complete stranger . But he turns out to be Jane 's father , Donald Margolis .
Jesse Pinkman: What are you talking about ?
Walter White: Of course I did n't know it at the time . I mean , he 's just some guy in a bar . I just did n't put it together until after the crash when he was all over the news .
Jesse Pinkman: Jane 's dad ?
Walter White: Think of the odds . Once I tried to calculate them , but they 're astronomical . I mean , think of the odds of me going in and sitting down that night , in that bar , next to that man .
Jesse Pinkman: What 'd you talk about ?
Walter White: Water on mars . Family .
Jesse Pinkman: What about family ?
Walter White: I told him that I had a daughter and he told me he had _ one _ , too . And he said , " Never give up on family . " And I did n't . I took his advice . My God , the universe is random , it 's not inevitable , it 's simple chaos . It 's subatomic particles in endless , aimless collision . That 's what science teaches us , but what does this say ? What is it telling us that the very night that this man 's daughter dies , it 's me who is having a drink with him ? I mean , how could that be random ?
Jesse Pinkman: Hey , sit down .
Walter White: No , no , it 's , uh ... Oh , that was the moment . That night . I should never have left home . Never gone to your house . Maybe things would have ... Oh , I was ... I was at home watching TV . Some nature program about elephants ... and Skyler and Holly were in another room . I can hear them on the baby monitor . She was singing a lullaby . Oh , if I had just lived right up to that moment ... and not one second more . That would have been perfect .
Output: REFERENCE daughter