I always recommend that if you are at risk, you need to seek help from your local crisis care facility or mental health professional. However, I offer audios for suicidal support on my Boost membership library. These audios do not replace your crisis care provider but may give you some relief from your emotional pain and suffering so you can mentally think more rationally. My suicidal relief bundle is on the Boost suggested playlist. I would also recommend trying my Emotional Empowerment Free Introductory session so you can experience life free from those harmful and dark thoughts for at least 24 hrs.