This is COMPLETELY normal for Nines, who are so used to blending in and not drawing attention to themselves. After actually doing it, though, you’ll find that it wasn’t as scary as you thought and you’ll be SO GLAD you did it because of the breakthrough that you had.
Heather and her other coaches, Rhonda and Laura are all Nines themselves and they get it. They always help people to regulate their nervous system before starting in.
Every person in The Bold Nine has a gentle, accepting soul just like yours and they GET everything that you’re experiencing. Their brains do the same things as yours when under pressure. Also, the only person you can see on camera is the coach. These calls are webinar style, so you’ll feel like it’s 1:1.
The Bold Nine is a place where you can feel supported and loved by a group of people who think and feel very similarly to you. I find that those who grow the most are the ones who allow themselves to be seen and get coaching. Listening to the coaching of others is incredibly helpful, but when you combine it with getting coaching yourself, your benefit will be even greater!
With this in mind…there’s ZERO pressure to get coached. You will still gain a ton of coaching by listening to others’ coaching. If you prefer to stay in the background, you are certainly welcome to do so. Or you can simply leave your camera off and change your name on Zoom if you’d like to get coached.