My heart goes out to you. I totally understand. It's been just over a year since I've seen my son. If you or your co-parent have made the decision to forego visitation because of the risk and you are starting to feel the burn, it could be worth going back to the drawing board with some new ideas to make visitation less risky. Try some of the ideas in this post on to see if they might work and think creatively! Your plan doesn't have to last forever, it just needs to get you some much needed time with your child during pandemic.