I think you need to talk to a Colorado attorney, who practices where your charges are pending, about this.  There are differences in states' laws, and a lot of the history of your case, in detail, is important here.  One place to find defense counsel is our website, http://attorneypages.comThere's a chance that simply turning yourself in and not posting bail might make sense, in your case.  You get credit against your sentence, even if it hasn't been imposed yet, for the time you spend in jail waiting to go to court, and you probably get to the judge faster as well, if that's the status.  Be sure to give your attorney documentation of your rehabilitation, because sometimes that can get you some leniency in a case like this.  If you're in AA, please keep up your meetings, that will help as well.