Our physical activities are dependent on our emotions. What we want to do, the intention is there in our minds. First, we feel those emotions and then apply them.
If you have pushed him emotionally away, it means you are helpless to feel about him. On the other hand, he is probably unconscious of this truth.
It looks appropriate to spend time with him to get him back emotionally. Being in each other’s company, you will be accustomed to each other’s person. Being in such a company, you will start adopting each other and emotions will develop.
Though it will take a bit of time yet, you will be able to reunite with him emotionally.