The poet expresses the realization that his childhood has gone through a series of questions and reflections throughout the poem. The realization came when the poet was not eleven years old anymore The 'I' in the poem refers to the poet himself, Markus Natten. He uses the first-person perspective to give the poem a personal, introspective tone, reflecting on his own experiences of growth and the loss of innocence. The poet ponders whether his transition from childhood happened when he ceased to be eleven. He questions if it was the time he realized that abstract concepts like Heaven and Hell couldn't be found in Geography, implying that they were not physical locations but moral and philosophical constructs. This realization indicates a shift from a literal, child-like understanding to a more abstract, adult comprehension of the world. The two 'double abodes' mentioned in the above stanza are Heaven and Hell. These are traditionally depicted as opposing realms of the afterlife in many religious beliefs, representing ultimate reward (Heaven) and punishment (Hell). The poet reflects on a time when he realized that Hell and Heaven were not physical places that could be located on a map, contrary to the literal interpretation often understood by children. This signifies the poet's maturing understanding that these concepts are philosophical and moral in nature rather than geographical realities. This realization might have marked a significant step in his transition from the naivety of childhood to the discernment of adulthood.