Your fear is understandable, and it keeps you in harms way.  Because its been so painful for you, as it is with all of us, you will continue to suffer and your health and well-being will be harmed.  If you dare to consider the truth, that you are capable and have the inner resources to overcome anything life brings you, including the pain and suffering your experiences of racism have visited upon you, your healing journey has already begun.  One of the critical keys to overcoming our fears is  considering our pain from a broader context. Think about your personal and our collective ancestors, and what they survived in order for us to be here today. Their brilliant survival, is our beacon and will help you to transcend your fears. Ultimately, everything happens at the right time.  Trust your inner voice will guide you to do what’s right for you at the right time.