Only you know for sure!
But I’ll share a story: When I was at a crossroads in my own life, burned out in my career and struggling both financially and emotionally, I found a mentor who offered a healing and embodiment program at a price that felt wildly out of reach at the time.  There was no clear ROI, no rational justification to invest when I was already in deep debt with precious little income. But it called to me. She called to me. I took the leap and it changed everything.