But I'm a selfish man. I've wanted you since you fell into my office. You are exquisite, honest, warm, strong, witty, beguilingly innocent; the list is endless. I'm in awe of you. I want you, and the thought of anyone else having you is like a knife twisting in my dark soul." "I'm anything but fine. I feel like the sun has set and not risen for five days, Ana. I'm in perpetual night here.