Degradation and humiliation of race discrimination is highly damaging. As a minority being targeted by the full force of the majority’s power, you will ultimately suffer from a severe emotional breakdown of your health that may be lasting and in some cases, result in physical duress. You cannot deal with it alone; no matter how strong you are as a person. While some have difficulty opening up, it is highly recommended that you seek support systems. Speak to a lawyer at your earliest opportunity. Confide in your family and friends. Seek help from your primary care physician. If you can afford it, seek mental health treatment including therapy.
Standing up for yourself and going through the process of vindicating your rights and telling your story may give you the closure you need to move on.