I’m sorry to hear that you’re feeling down about your future. However, it’s important to remember that there’s no one-size-fits-all answer to this question. Every person experiences aging in their own way and at their own pace.
So, while it’s possible that he may not feel peaceful about growing old with you right now, it’s also possible that he will change his mind in the future. The important thing is to stay hopeful and positive, and accept the fact that growing old can be a challenging but rewarding experience.