<b>Winner, Red Cedar Award 2019<br /> Winner, Silver Birch Fiction Award 2018<br /> Winner, Rocky Mountain Book Award 2019<br /> Finalist, Alberta Writers Guild 2019<br /> Finalist, Foreword Indies Book of the Year 2017</b><br /><br /><b>"An honest portrayal of love, loss, and friendship."</b>— <i>School Library Journal</i><br /><br /><b>My name is Calvin Sinclair, I&apos;m eleven years old and I have a confession... I killed my brother.</b><br /><br /> It&apos;s the summer before grade six and Calvin Sinclair is bored to tears. He&apos;s recently moved from a big city to a small town and there&apos;s nothing to do. It&apos;s hot, he has no friends and the only kid around is his six-year-old brother, Sammy, who can barely throw a basketball as high as the hoop.<br /><br /> Cal occupies his time by getting his brother to do almost anything: from collecting ants to doing Calvin&apos;s chores. And Sammy is all too eager - as long as it means getting a "Level" and moving one step closer to his brother&apos;s Eagle status.<br /><br /> When Calvin meets Aleta Alvarado, a new girl who shares his love for <i>Goosebumps</i> books and adventure, Sammy is pushed aside. Cal feels guilty but not enough to change. At least not until a diagnosis makes things at home start falling apart and he&apos;s left wondering whether Sammy will ever complete his own journey...<br /><br /><b>"Tender, direct, and honest."</b>—<i>Kirkus Reviews</i><br /><br /><b>"A moving and ultimately hopeful book."</b>—<i>Booklist</i><br /><br /> Check out Alex Lyttle&apos;s other book:<br /><i>The Rise of Winter</i>