분명한 사실은 - 그때 전 판단력이 흐려져 있어서 몰랐지만 - 제게는 장기간의 입원치료가 필요하다는 것이었습니다. 정신병원이라는 끔찍한 장소에서 말이죠.
And it was clear -- not to me, because nothing was clear to me at that time anymore -- that I would need long-term hospitalization in that awful place called a mental hospital.