저는 이 모든 것들을 생각해보고 어떤 일들이 벌어지고 있는지를 살폈습니다. 그리곤 제 안의 모순을 갑자기 깨달았습니다. 제가 했던 모든 설교에서 폭력을 비난했고 지역사회를 발전시키는 것에 대해서도 설교를 했지만 새삼 깨달은 사실은 제가 정의한 지역사회에 포함되지 않는 인구가 있다는 점이었죠.
And so as I contemplated all of this and looked at what was happening, I suddenly realized that there was a paradox that was emerging inside of me, and the paradox was this: in all of those sermons that I preached decrying the violence, I was also talking about building community, but I suddenly realized that there was a certain segment of the population that I was not including in my definition of community.