The context of the following conversation is Skylar was expecting her first child with Addison.  She picked up something too heavy and miscarried.:
Addison says This is so depressing. Losing the baby..
The friend responds I feel for you Addison..
Addison responds Do you really. I wanted my baby boy to be here this year..
The friend responds I am so sorry. I lost my first child when I was 20. I still feel it..
Addison responds Well, it was my fault. I had Skylar help me lug the new baby dresser three flights..
The friend responds Dude, I am always free. You should have called me..