The context of the following conversation is Even though they were terrified to dying, Cameron fought their battles bravely and survived.:
Cameron says I think about the war a lot..
The friend responds Were you scared during the war?.
Cameron responds I was, I was so scared of dying..
The friend responds But you didn't die..
Cameron responds I still had to be brave during battle, and I survived..
The friend responds I'm glad you didn't die..