I 've had many conversations with Him where I 've asked for forgiveness and mercy and guidance . In the car driving to work , walking the dog , sitting in my bedroom and sitting in church . I have felt his presence a few times .
I 've been alone & really focused on prayer my heart starts to pound so hard it aches , my eyes closed so tight with tears welling up ready to pour out the minute I open them , feeling like I am inside my body looking out almost like some weird reverse out of body experience .
Emotion: Fear