Finally he found a way that at least partially helped - keeping the music turned up at highest possible volume during work and the TV running during the evenings . Only at night , when everything was quiet , there was nothing else to do than to listen to his own thoughts . So he tried to replace them with memories of this life , memories of his ` normal ' childhood , of Lisa and the kids and of working with his dad every day .
It was n't working very well though , as the face of his wife sitting in the Impala beside him , laughing at one of his jokes changed into that of his geeky little brother rolling his eyes at him at exactly the same joke .
Emotion: Disgust