The empty feeling is replaced by blind fear because I know that she 'll know . I never called . I was going to call when I left but I never called because I never left .
The tears are prickling behind my eyes as I pull my jeans on and race downstairs.I find a pen and paper in the kitchen and in a hasty scrawl , I write out , `` Like I said , I ca n't do this.Sorry.See you at work .
Emotion: Sadness