Every bad thing that 's ever happened in his life was his own fault.His body is numb now . He ca n't feel the water anymore . All he feels is regret .
Regret for driving his parents away , regret for never fighting for Julie when the Swede came along , regret for becoming attached to Carlotta , regret for giving Coach a reason to take the job at TMU , and regret for just never being good enough.He feels the tears coming down his face again .
Emotion: Sadness