Gene justified it to himself by reminding himself that no one would ever know just what he was thinking about when he jerked it . With that assurance , he reached down and took himself in hand , weaving a scenario in his mind : * Dylan is undressing slowly . He 's pulled his tie off and thrown it on the floor , and now he 's unbuttoning his dress shirt one button at a time .
Gene licks his lip and watches .
Emotion: Joy