Well , today Dr. Stoffman suggested that we should skip a trip to the Children 's Hospital and just do the lumbar puncture in the clinic ... today ... awake ! I almost swallowed my tongue trying to keep my mouth shut . Hayden responded by ducking his chin into his chest and quietly shaking his head .
I 'm pretty sure he thought we were going to do it anyway because he had tears in his eyes .
Emotion: Sadness