Zach thought about the images of the two of them , softly lit and glowing on white sheets , and he closed his eyes against everything that wanted to shake him to pieces as he came , hard , hiding his face in Jonathan 's neck , wrapped tightly in his arms . `` God , '' he gasped . `` Yeah , I know . ''
Zach lifted up , sniffing , his eyes still red .
Emotion: Sadness