I had to go home due to feeling horrible . I 've been to see the doctor and have been on some serious meds trying to kick whatever is wrong with me , but dammit . I feel like I 'm never going to get better .
I ca n't breathe right , my head has been stuffed up for THREE MONTHS , I have whacked out dreams , ca n't sleep , I 'm just ... I 'm ... I feel like I 'm breaking .
Emotion: Sadness