About to commit suicide

My life seemed different than what i thought of i used to stand and believe to be good in music as i felt it in me.The problem was my Dad who seemed not to entertain it.I always felt embarrassed and sometimes felt like leaving school.Whenever  i was beaten my mom could come in and console me.
I was in a teenage age that whenever  anything wrong  was done to me by my dad i felt like committing suicide.To date i always congratulate my mum for standing by my side to where i am today.

Location: cherangany, kitale, kenya