Besides taking my phone calls, Bonnie was also very supportive in person. Three times a week after work, she’d make the long drive to the prison and wait in line for a very long time for her turn to see me in the visiting room, with guards watching us the whole time. We were allowed a brief hug and quick kiss. Over and over, I would earnestly reassure her that this was the last time I would ever do anything like this. As in the past, I really believed it.