I shrugged, but it was not the casual gesture I hoped it would appear. I was still trying to shake off the cold that crept through me whenever I thought about that game, trying to second-guess myself with my own existence at stake. The best of five, and it had gone to two all, My heart was beating like the junk rhythm in Jerry's Closed Quarters, and I was dizzy with adrenalin. Even facing Kawahara hadn't been this hard.