Regrettably (since it might have turned many sinners into seekers of the light) much of this sacred history had to be covered up. the amount depending on the local lawmen.  But she could show it in closed Happiness meetings of the local churches she attended, if the shepherd wanted her to, which he almost always did.  But, while it was always good to add to Happiness, the saved did not need it; Patricia would rather have saved sinners.  She couldn't preach, she couldn't sing, and she had never been called to speak in tongues but she was a living witness to the light.