"I was the only patient not killed. Wherever I went there were only the dead. I wandered out of there. Sometimes the choking, from the drug—it would start again. It seemed to come back, maliciously, after me. The choking and the dead everywhere ... For a long time I couldn’t remember who I was. When I could remember—I wanted to forget again. Wanted to be someone else ... " His voice was cracked glass.