What I mean is that there will be no meeting between myself and my former lover in any context which might be construed as intimate. I shall not be the woman he banished. I am myself now, owned and entire, and I shall be myself. My name is Athenais Karthagonensis, and I may once have been a forger and a jilted lover, but now I am a prophet and a holy magus, the mother of a dead son and a speaker to angels and demons. He shall meet me as an equal. That will infuriate him, of course, but it will also intrigue and impress him, and we shall have a better time of our discussions thereby.