She raised her hand. Yes, it was a reminder of what and who she was, but did she want it to define her? "I’d just like to be able to feel again," she said as her phone buzzed. The number sent a shiver across her body, skin cold and tight. It was from long ago and had led her to a disused warehouse in Jersey and Katz’s butcher block. Her hand shook and she raised it to her mouth.