Since you’re not a fool, you may have wondered why I’m not happier to see it. Here am I: a woman who would do anything to turn back time to some perfect moment, heal my sick child, and preserve that instant, live in it with my love and our small family, and be forever content. Or perhaps only some of those things, for I realise I have come to value what I am far above what I was then. Perhaps just my son would be enough. That would be my heaven, and if I might have it I would drag every man, woman, child and angel to salvation, even the demons of hell I would redeem, and I would offer all this up to the God as tribute for the single life I clawed back.