"I’ve lain awake in bed till dawn imagining what I’d do if you were ever caught," the voice says."Thinking things I’d never tell anybody, they’re so horrible. That’s how I got around to wondering what would be the worst? the worst that could happen to you? You’re an animal. You act like one. Being caged, that’d be bad. Real bad. Being used for research, now that’d be worse. Being caged and used for research. Like the animal you are. Now that’d be even worse than seeing you killed.