Caxton chewed his lip and looked unhappy. "All right.  I would have been startled if it had been Ruth - but I wouldn't really have been shocked.  Hell, in the newspaper racket you get over being shocked by anything but - well, you expressed it: something that cuts deep about right and wrong.  Shucks, if it had been Ruth, I might even have sneaked a look - even though I still think I would have left the room; such things ought to be - or at least I feel that they ought to be - private." He paused. "It was because it was Jill.  I was hurt... and jealous."