I sighed. 'Yeah, so do I. It's worth remembering, Kristin. But don't let it fuck up the rest of your life. Go get Ryker back, and get on to the next screen. That's what counts. Oh yeah.' I reached into my coat and extracted a crumpled cigarette packet. 'And you can have these back. I don't need them any more, and nor does he, so don't start him off again. You owe me that much, at least. Just make sure he stays quit.'