Old Man is right, Bandit tells himself again. The pain he’s feeling now is worse than anything. It’s fear and guilt and a sorrow so intense, so pure and so focused he can’t keep the tears out of his eyes. Can’t hardly breathe without choking."I ignored so many people ... spent so much time with only magic ... I almost killed myself ... I see that now ... I cut away part of myself ... I guess ... I guess ... I have to get it back ..."