"Exhibitionism" had been to her simply a word used in abnormal psychology - a neurotic weakness she had held in contempt.  Now, in digging out her own and looking at it, she decided that either this form of narcissism was normal, or she was abnormal and had not known it.  But she didn't feel abnormal; she felt healthy and happy - healthier than she had ever been.  She had been always of better than average health-nurses need to be - but she hadn't had a sniffle nor even an upset stomach in she couldn't remember when... why, she thought wonderingly, not even cramps.