" I took a lot of responsibility in ' High on Arrival ' because I was trying to preserve my father 's memory for some reason , which is also a very typical thing you 'll find survivors doing , " Phillips told Behar. this is bs. she obviously could have tried harder to stop this and she could have easily " TRIED " to run. this is total crock of crap. she didnt deserve it but obviously she didnt try hard enough to not let it happy she was not a kid. she was 19 she Could have tried to get away from it shes just stupid . + Style Cops : Was Amanda 's look daring , or just dirty ? + Style Cops : Was Amanda 's look daring , or just dirty ?