actually means to face your fears 
(ROOT (S (ADVP (RB actually)) (VP (VBZ means) (S (VP (TO to) (VP (VB face) (NP (PRP$ your) (NNS fears))))))))
(ROOT (S (ADVP (RB )) (VP (VBZ ) (S (VP (TO ) (VP (VB ) (NP (PRP$ ) (NNS ))))))))