wind up remembering with a degree of affection rather than revulsion 
(ROOT (S (VP (VB wind) (PRT (RP up)) (S (VP (VBG remembering) (PP (IN with) (NP (NP (DT a) (NN degree)) (PP (IN of) (NP (NN affection))) (CONJP (RB rather) (IN than)) (NP (NN revulsion)))))))))
(ROOT (S (VP (VB ) (PRT (RP )) (S (VP (VBG ) (PP (IN ) (NP (NP (DT ) (NN )) (PP (IN ) (NP (NN ))) (CONJP (RB ) (IN )) (NP (NN )))))))))