want to crawl up your own *** in embarrassment 
(ROOT (S (VP (VB want) (S (VP (TO to) (VP (VB crawl) (PP (RP up) (NP (PRP$ your) (JJ own) (NFP ***))) (PP (IN in) (NP (NN embarrassment)))))))))
(ROOT (S (VP (VB ) (S (VP (TO ) (VP (VB ) (PP (RP ) (NP (PRP$ ) (JJ ) (NFP ))) (PP (IN ) (NP (NN )))))))))