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                                                                     EXHIBIT 4.3

                             SECURED PROMISSORY NOTE
                                                              September 30, 2001

$42,700,000                                               Andover, Massachusetts

         FOR VALUE RECEIVED, Engage, Inc. (the "Maker") promises to pay to CMGI,
Inc., or order, ON DEMAND, in immediately available funds in lawful money of the
United States of America, at the offices of CMGI, Inc., 100 Brickstone Square,
Andover, MA 01810, or at such other place as the holder of this Note may
designate, the principal sum of $42,700,000 (which represents the amount of
intercompany debt incurred by Maker up to the date hereof), together with
interest on the unpaid principal balance of this Note from time to time
outstanding at the rate of 7.5% per year until paid in full. In no event shall
holder demand payment of any principal or interest until August 1, 2002.

         Interest on this Note shall be computed on the basis of a year of 360
days consisting of twelve 30 day months and payable quarterly in arrears on
October 31, January 31, April 30, and July 31 of each year until this Note is
paid in full. Interest payment for the quarters ending October 31, 2001, January
31, 2002, April 30, 2002 and July 31, 2002 shall be deferred until August 1,
2002. Such deferred installments of interest shall not be compounded.

         Payment of this Note is secured by a security interest in certain
property of the Maker (the "Collateral") pursuant to a security agreement of
even date herewith between the Maker and CMGI, Inc. (the "Security Agreement").
The rights of holder under this Note are in addition to any other rights and
remedies (including other rights of setoff) which holder may have. The holder
shall be permitted to exercise its rights as a secured party under the Security
Agreement to the extent permitted by applicable law.

         This Note shall become immediately due and payable without notice or
demand upon the occurrence at any time of any of the following events of default
(individually, "an Event of Default" and collectively, "Events of Default"):

         (1)      default in the payment or performance of this or any other
                  liability or obligation of the Maker to the holder under this
                  Note, including the payment when due of any principal, premium
                  or interest under this Note;

         (2)      the occurrence of any event of default under the Security
                  Agreement;

         (3)      the liquidation, termination of existence, dissolution,
                  insolvency or business failure of the Maker, or the
                  appointment of a receiver or custodian for the Maker;

         (4)      the institution by or against the Maker or any indorser or
                  guarantor of this Note of any proceedings under the United
                  States Bankruptcy Code or any other federal or state
                  bankruptcy, reorganization, receivership, insolvency or other
                  similar law affecting the rights of creditors generally or the
                  making by the Maker or any

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                  indorser or guarantor of this Note of a composition or an
                  assignment or trust mortgage for the benefit of creditors; or

         (5)      determination by the holder that it is insecure with respect
                  to the payment of any obligation of the Maker to the holder.

         Upon the occurrence of an Event of Default, the holder shall have then,
or at any time thereafter, all of the rights and remedies afforded by the
Uniform Commercial Code as from time to time in effect in The Commonwealth of
Massachusetts or afforded by other applicable law.

         Every amount overdue under this Note shall bear interest from and after
the date on which such amount first became overdue at an annual rate which is
two (2) percentage points above the rate per year specified in the first
paragraph of this Note. Such interest on overdue amounts under this Note shall
be payable on demand and shall accrue and be compounded monthly until the
obligation of the Maker with respect to the payment of such interest has been
discharged (whether before or after judgment).

         In no event shall any interest charged, collected or reserved under
this Note exceed the maximum rate then permitted by applicable law and if any
such payment is paid by the Maker, then such excess sum shall be credited by the
holder as a payment of principal.

         All payments by the Maker under this Note shall be made without set-off
or counterclaim and be free and clear and without any deduction or withholding
for any taxes or fees of any nature whatever, unless the obligation to make such
deduction or withholding is imposed by law. The Maker shall pay and save the
holder harmless from all liabilities with respect to or resulting from any delay
or omission to make any such deduction or withholding required by law.

         Whenever any amount is paid under this Note, all or part of the amount
paid may be applied to principal, or interest in such order and manner as shall
be determined by the holder in its discretion.

         No reference in this Note to the Security Agreement or any guaranty
shall impair the obligation of the Maker, which is absolute and unconditional,
to pay all amounts under this Note strictly in accordance with the terms of this
Note.

         The Maker agrees to pay on demand all costs of collection, including
reasonable attorneys' fees, incurred by the holder in enforcing the obligations
of the Maker under this Note.

         No delay or omission on the part of the holder in exercising any right
under this Note or the Security Agreement shall operate as a waiver of such
right or of any other right of such holder, nor shall any delay, omission or
waiver on any one occasion be deemed a bar to or waiver of the same or any other
right on any future occasion. The Maker and every indorser or guarantor of this
Note regardless of the time, order or place of signing waives presentment,
demand, protest and notices of every kind and assents to any extension or
postponement of the time of payment or any other indulgence, to any
substitution, exchange or release of collateral, and to the addition or release
of any other party or person primarily or secondarily liable.

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This Note may be prepaid in whole or in part at any time or from time to time.
Any such prepayment shall be without premium or penalty.

         If any provision of this Note shall be held invalid or unenforceable by
any court of competent jurisdiction, that holding shall not invalidate or render
unenforceable any other provision hereof.

         This Note may not be changed, amended or modified except by agreement
in writing signed by the Maker and the holder.

         All rights and obligations hereunder shall be governed by the laws of
The Commonwealth of Massachusetts and this Note is executed as an instrument
under seal.

Engage, Inc.

By: /s/ Christopher Cuddy
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Name: Christopher Cuddy
Title:   Chief Executive Officer

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                                                                    EXHIBIT 10.1

                               September 24, 2001

Mr. Anthony Nuzzo
22 Chatham Circle
Wellesley, MA 02481

Dear Tony:

         This letter will confirm that, pursuant to the action taken by the
Board of Directors of Engage, Inc. ("Engage"), on Thursday, September 20, 2001,
notwithstanding anything to the contrary contained in the Executive Retention
Agreement dated as of November 7, 2000, by and between Engage and you (the
"Retention Agreement"), as a result of your resignation from your positions at
Chief Executive Officer and President and as a director of Engage, you will be
entitled to receive all of the rights and benefits afforded to you under Section
3A of the Retention Agreement commencing on your last day of employment on
September 30, 2001. In addition, you are entitled to receive all of the rights
and benefits set forth in that certain letter from Frank B. Campanella to you,
dated as of September 10, 2001.

                                Very truly yours,

                                Engage, Inc.

                                By: /s/ Michael K. Baker
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                                    Michael K. Baker
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                                                                    EXHIBIT 10.2

                               Frank B. Campanella
                                 21 Alcott Road
                              Concord, Mass. 01742

Anthony G. Nuzzo                                              September 10, 2001
ENGAGE
100 Brickstone Square
Andover, MA 01801

Dear Tony,

         In response to your request, I am pleased to confirm our telephone
conversation of August 14 about the results of the Engage Compensation Committee
meeting on August 13. In attendance were committee members Ed Bennett, David
Wetherell and myself. David was joined by Bill Williams.

         We decided that:

            You are eligible for severance payments in accordance with

            your hiring agreement.

            You are released from non-compete agreements, signed on

            joining Engage, effective on the date of your severance from Engage.

            You are entitled to the quarterly bonus pro-rated in time

            through the date of your severance from Engage.

            No conclusion was reached on the matter of indemnification for

            you.  This issue, as you know, has subsequently resolved.

         Tony, I believe this summarizes our conversation. Please call, if you
have any questions.

                                         Sincerely,

                                         /s/ Frank B. Campanella

                                         Frank B.  Campanella

cc:
      Ed Bennett
      David Wetherell
      Mike Krebs

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