I don't know if the last mestage got to you, but thank you so much. I would cry everyday and he just kept telling me it was my fault that I must be dking something wrong. I knew he was on some sort of drug but honestly I thought it was coca in again. I went through that with him a few years back. The lying and stealing and when he lies he gets very pissed off aND defensive. You know when I first started dating him he had a whole punch through his license and for three years he kept trying to convince me it was a good license. Till the truth finally came out. Then in September of this year I got a text from my ex Dennis telling me that our son and patrik robbed his dying brothers home and that pat was pawning everything from storage so I had to start digging and it was true. Bren thank goodness just went into treatment.  I took pain medication but I never abused it.  I always had extra. Heres the kickernel so does pat and still he's at lynnwood bartell rite now I believe filing his. He went to a pain doctor but dr. Macaphee from chc in edmonds has been filing it every month for the past year or he goes to Richmond beach rite aid. I never used meth until about a month and half ago. I figured I would just atop trying but then I started losing lots of weight and I think he was attracted to me again cause we've been intimate many times now. I'm so sorry we both got hurt. Believe it or not I have a good heart. Im assuming you do too. Thanks Jen for the help I really do appreciate it. And by any chance he gave you my shorts and wedding ring cab I please have those back. Thanks again Kristi