"When I was on when I was on stage. I was thinking of... I felt like I know him. And I know his heart and I know what. He wouldn't do to hurt me. But I didn't realize that I feeling so confident. And feeling so great about myself. And then it just be completely shattered. By one thing. By something so stupid. But then he'd make me feel crazy. Make me feel like it's my fault. I was in pain". You got me sippin' on something. I can't compare to nothing. I've ever known I'm hoping. That after this fever I'll survive. I know I'm acting a bit crazy. Strung out a little bit hazy. Hand over heart I'm praying. That I'm gonna make it out alive. The bed's getting cold and you're not here. The future that we hold is so unclear. But I'm not alive until you call. And I'll bet the odd's against it all. Save your advice 'cause I won't hear. You might be right but I don't care. There's a million reasons why I should give you up. But the heart wants what it wants. The heart wants what it wants. You got me scattered in pieces. Shining like stars and screaming. Lighting me up like Venus. But then you'd disappear and make me wait. And every second's like torture. Hell over trip no more so. Finding a way to let go. Baby baby no I can't escape. The bed's getting cold and you're not here. The future that we hold is so unclear. But I'm not alive until you call. And I'll bet the odd's against it all. Save your advice 'cause I won't hear. You might be right but I don't care. There's a million reasons why I should give you up. But the heart wants what it wants. The heart wants what it wants. The heart wants what it wants. The heart wants what it wants. This is a modern fairytale. No happy ending no wind in our sails. But I can't imagine a life without. The breathless moments breaking me down. Down down down. The bed's getting cold and you're not here. The future that we hold is so unclear. But I'm not alive until you call. And I'll bet the odd's against it all. Save your advice 'cause I won't hear. You might be right but I don't care. There's a million reasons why I should give you up. But the heart wants what it wants. The heart wants what it wants. The heart wants what it wants. The heart wants what it wants