Narration). Why do you think it was why do you think it was. Love? Tell it not to kid itself. Yeah the bitter alcohol and I. The cigarrettes I quit for you I'm smoking again because of you. This goes out to you. Leaving without saying a single word. Can you hear this song right now?. Running into weary on mornings without you. After you left the compass on the map in my heart. My place has lost it's way my life is all ruined. Unprepared for anything you're running far away from me. My venus trying to hate you I prayed to the gods because it felt so unfair. Because my pride was so pitiful. The way I talk my behavior the way I walk have all become banished. All my habits that resemble yours are making me miserable. I won't forget how can I forget. On the first page of all my memories is you. Birthdays the ocean climbing over the wall of deep love. The first shrilling ache you're the first girl to give it to me. I'm acting crazy even if I'm sad I want to try and smile. I'm not wanting your emtpy heart we're just too late. Uh~ You said it's your's that you're gonna do whatever you please. Is this your method of love?. If we hadn't started from the beginning yeah. The time spent with you was so hard. Everyday I held onto the phone and waited for you. You never had any fault in anything. You told me sorry then avoided me and left. But I love you girl I wish you'd stay here. But I love you girl I wish you'd hold onto me. But I love you girl even if you don't tell me. Please don't ever let my poor heart go my girl. In my eyes you're continuously beautiful. My friend tells me not to fall in too deep. I argue at first saying that she's different. That she's nicer and more innocent compared to others. I really like you let's not ever change. I'll make you happy. Stop by my side time goes by even more. After a year two years pass. More better than this year. You look worn out and tired your voice needs something to lean on. Please lean. Do you not see me why are you collapsing by yourself. You stir your neck your heart is ripping and collapsing. It was good the first time we met. We were happy just looking at each other. Honestly I still feel that way but how come you don't. Lately when I look at you those old feelings aren't there anymore. The memories with you were so exhausting. It's probably my fault anyways this is how I'll probably condole myself. Once time passes all the memories will fly away like smoke. A new love might even come finding me. But I love you girl I want to make you smile. But I love you girl I want to wipe your tears. But I love you girl nothing anymore. I can't turn back your heart that's left I know girl. I wanted to see your face one last time so I called you. All the way til the end you didn't say a single word. Oh why are you avoiding me tell me girl. I'm still remaining in the same spot. But I love you girl I wish you'd stay here. But I love you girl I wish you'd hold onto me. But I love you girl even if you don't tell me. Please don't ever let my poor heart go my girl. But I love you girl I want to make you smile. But I love you girl I want to wipe your tears. But I love you girl nothing anymore. I can't turn back your heart that's left I know girl