May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic. My voice projected my life reflected. Daddy was a crack feind 2 in the morning had us. running down the street like a track team. When he burnt the house down n my mother was in it. How could I forget it the pain infinite. Shes my queen and I ain't even british. Shes the only reason that I went to school and I. finished. She told me that I had talent. Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started. being violent. She saw something in me that until this day I don't. know if I could be dat. But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryin. Grab the iron. And black out like I'm retiring. Nightmares of you killing my mother. The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers. N shoulda thrown a book at ch'you cause I hate you so. much that it burn when I look at ch'you. Chorus x2. May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my. voice projected my life reflected. Damn I wanna run to you. Hold you n kiss you tell you how I miss you. Thought I would have a son for you. But now it's official it's over. and I can't let you go. But I gotta let you know all the shit. I did make it. feel like I'm dyin real slow cause no one understands. me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm. angry. You was my friend and my man and my daddy. You was there when that bitch tried to stab me. anything I ever needed knew you had me. Cause of you all them chicks could'ntstand me. So why hurt you that's the question. It took this long for me to learn my lesson. Cause now all I want is peace and get drama. I finally understand the true meaning of karma. Chorus x2. May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my. voice projected my life reflected. Please baby forgive me mommy was young mommy was to. busy tryna have fun now I pat myself on the back for. sending you back cause god knows I was better than. that to conceive then leave you the concept alone. seems evil I'm trapped in my concience. I adhear to the nonsense listened to people who told. me I wasn't ready for you. But how the fuck would they know wat I was ready to. do. And of course it wasn't your fault