Mike. Nothing ever stops all these thoughts. And the pain attached to them. Sometimes i wonder why this is happening. Its like nothing i can do will distract me when. I think of how i shot myself in the back again. Cause from the infinite words i could say. I put all the pain you gave to me on display. But didn't realize. Instead of setting it free. I took what i hated and made it a part of me. Mike. [it never goes away]. [it never goes away]. Chester. And now. You've become a part of me. You'll always be right here. You've become a part of me. You'll always be my fear. I can't separate myself from what i've done. I've given up a part of me. I've let myself become you. Mike. Hearing your name the memories come back again. I remember when it started happening. I'd see you in every thought i had and then. The thoughts slowly. found words attached to them. And i knew as they escaped away i was. Committing myself to them and every day I. Regret saying those things cause now i see that I. Took what i hated and made it a part of me. Mike. [it never goes away]. [it never goes away]. Chester. And now. You've become a part of me. You'll always be right here. You've become a part of me. You'll always be my fear. I can't separate myself from what i've done. I've given up a part of me. I've let myself become you. Mike. [it never goes away]. [it never goes away]. [it never goes away]. [it never goes away]. Mike. Get away from me gimme my space back. You gotta just go. Everything comes down to memories of you. I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know. I've let you go so get away from me. Gimme my space back. You gotta just go. Everything comes down to memories of you. I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know. I've let you go so get away from me. Chester. And now. You've become a part of me. You'll always be right here. You've become a part of me. You'll always be my fear. I can't separate myself from what I've done. I've given up a part of me. I've let myself become you. I've let myself become you. I've let myself become lost inside. These thoughts of you. Giving up a part of me. I've let myself become you