Verse 1. Maybe you died caus' everybody ask me where you at. I try to channel you and hopes that I could steer you back. But it's like every intersection we just missed each other. You got your fans waitin' tell me you ain't six feet under. And tell me that you're coming back and you just took a break. Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake. And hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge. Caus' it was you who talked me down from jumpin' off the ledge. Your earrings bamboo your long nails too your Bmw. Everytime you came through. You was the brave heart you stole Wayne heart. You never switched up you played the same part. But I needed to grow and I needed to know. Were there some things inside of me that I needed to show. So I just deaded you left you in all black. But dear old Nicki please call back. Chorus. You told me you'd come when I needed you. And you said it so sweetly I believed you. But I'm standing here calling I can't see you. But I am holding you holding you holding you to that. Verse 2. Yo did I chase the glitz and glamour money fame and power. Cause if so that will forever go down my lamest hour. I should have kept you with me gettin' at them nameless cowards. They was no match for you couldn't defeat your prowess. I had to make them changes I hoped you understood. You see for every bad I did a ton of good. But you was underground and I was main stream. I live the life now that we would daydream. My only wish is you come enjoy it with me. Get on them conference calls go meet the lawyers with me. The money came yeah tripled and quadrupled it. But I still miss us when we was just on some stupid shit. And it's still fuck the media. They ridiculed you never believed in ya. They just debted you left you in all black. But dear old Nicki please call back. Chorus. You told me you'd come when I needed you. And you said it so sweetly I believed you. But I'm standing here calling I can't see you. But I am holding you holding you holding you to that. Outro. And yes I'm holding you holding you holding you. And yes I'm holding you holding you holding you. And yes I'm holding you holding you holding you. To that (2x). . @Leandrocesar12