I try and feel the sunshine. You bring the rain. You try and hold me down. With your complaints. You cry and moan and complain. You wine an tear. Up to my neck in sorrow. The touch you bring. You just don't step inside to 14 years. So hard to keep my own head... that's what I say. You know... I've been the beggar.... I've played the thief. I was the dog... they all tried to beat. But it's been. 14 years of silence. It's been. 14 years of pain. It's been. 14 years that are gone forever. And I'll never have again well.... Your stupid girlfriends tell you. That I'm to blame. Well - they're all used-up has-beens. Out of the game. This time I'll have the last word. Hear what I say. I tried to see it your way. It won't work today. You just don't step inside to 14 years. So hard to keep my own head... that's what I say. You know... I've been the dealer.... Hangin' on your street. I was the dog... they all tried to beat. But it's been. 14 years of silence. It's been. 14 years of pain. It's been. 14 years that are gone forever. And I'll never have again well.... Let's get naughtier!. Bullshit and contemplation. Gossip's their trade. If they knew half the real truth. What would they say. Well I'm past the point of concern. It's time to play. These last 4 years of madness. Sure put me straight. Don't get back 14 years. In just one day. So hard to keep my own head. Just go away. You know... just like a hooker she said. Nothing's for free. Oh I tried to see it your way. I tried to see it your way...