It must be nice to be steady it must be nice to be firm. it must be nice never to move off the mark. It must be nice to be dependable and never let anyone down. it must be great to be all the things you're not. It must be great to be all the things that I'm not. I see you in the hospital your humor is intact. I'm embarrassed by the strength I seem to lack. If I was in your shoes so strange that I'm not. I'd fold up in a minute and a half. I'd fold up in a minute and a half. And I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. No - I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. It must be nice to be normal it must be nice to be cold. it must be nice not to have to go oh up or down. But me I'm all emotional no matter how I try. you're gone and I'm still here alive. You're gone and I'm still here alive. And I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. No - I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. There are things we say we wish we knew and in fact we never do. but I'd wish I'd known that you were going to die. Then I wouldn't feel so stupid such a fool that I didn't call. and I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. No there's no logic to this - who's picked to stay or go. if you think too hard it only makes you mad. But your optimism made me think you really had it beat. so I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. No - I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye.