Hey beating yourself up. Tryna figure up how you wound up out in the cold. Not only did you lose me but the one that you was. Cheatin' on me also left ya alone no I can't speak for her. But that be mean (?) you had my mind and was clockin' my soul. But it fell apart cuz you couldn't. Recall first lie that you told. Listen baby if you're gonna be a liar. At least try to be good at it. If you're gonna be a cheater. Our deal is not to be caught. Got her on the roots (?). Or don't even play the game. Cuz you got me so high. Don't know what you doin'. Such an amateur. Beating myself up. Tryna figure out how you fooled me as long as you did. Mad at myself so anxious for love that I wasn't payin' attention. But you got the best of me gave you the best best believe. Never again said I'm way to smart. So believe me baby never again. Listen baby if you're gonna be a liar. At least try to be good at it. If you're gonna be a cheater. Our deal is not to be caught. Got her on the roots (?). Or don't even play the game. Cuz you got me so high. Don't know what you doin'. Such an amateur. Smokin' mills (?)  deception. Pillow saltin' tears rejection. Your hopes and tears connect. When our heart is treated with no care or discretion. Ladies what you fear is protection. From fellas that don't know about affection. But I'd try some love and affection. Only mr. Smith and weston (?). Baby if you're gonna be a liar. At least try to be good at it. If you're gonna be a cheater. Our deal is not to be caught. Got her on the roots (?). Or don't even play the game. Cuz you got me so high. Don't know what you doin'. Such an amateur