Because the children of shadow park are. Walking in my mind: miles away from who can. Know about promises broken and nervous bones?. Like summer turns into fall and thoughts are falling. How come the people I've forgotten still exist?. Shoulder to shelter - I've got a new target. The light in our room shines between us at night. Side by side - taking our time. Every fallen chance not given. Mouths all stuffed and gagged on pearls. Like scattered leaves the flock take flight. The sun jig-sawed through trees against our faces. Feeling your grip missing your skin. Like tangled limbs as the light sneaks in. The light in our room shines between us at night. Still side by side - wasting our time. Head up - but eyes half open. Do you feel your egos growing?. Sleeping with saws and arms are reddening. Climbing the walls with 4 AM friends. Push you by the head into a fucked up night. With my fingers in your mouth and that sound outside. And I'd keep your pressed until you cried. Because you know and I know it's what you liked. Head up - but eyes half open. Do you feel you egos growing?. Face first drowned in lies. One by one piled up like bones. This was written for us. Warming us up to a cold fucking world. Feel the warmth against your faces. Say goodbye to another day. I'll take your faith away. (Shaking and sweating and staring awake). Head up. (Pacing and crying and trying to sleep). Eyes half open. (Black eyes red and lips cold blue). Do you feel. (I've had enough of you). It's getting colder. I'm the only one I trust