Sitting here stressing at 2:30 am. about how fast a year can go I wonder where it went. If we start all over again would it really work?. I know that you could be could be coming back to me. Mesmerised by the thoughts of it. Traumatised im so scared of it. Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep. Wake up fresh get on my feet. Push the thought of you away do it today. Chorus. I'm older than my years drowning in my tears. Surrounded by the fears since you went away. A year ago at Christmas. You locked away your secrets kept them away from me. I only came to say goodbye now you finally see. You wanna start all over again make it work this time. But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine. I memorised what you said to me so suprised. It was hell to be so fustrated with the way we were. Not a single word could make it work. Now look at us today we blew it away. Repeat chorus to fade.