I can't afford to breathe in this time. Nowhere to sit with out a gun in my hand. Look back up to the cathode ray. I'm better off dead. I'm better off dead. I'm better off.... Prove yourself. Prove yourself. Prove yourself. I want to breathe I want to grow. I say I want it But I don't know how. I look I bleed I beg and pray. I'm better off dead. I'm better off dead. I'm better off... Prove yourself. (Why.............?). Prove yourself.