They ask me am I ok. They ask me if I'm happy. Are they asking me that because of the sh-t thats been thrown at me. Or am I just a little snappy and they genuinly care. Doody most of my life its just been me and you there. And I continuosly stare at pictures of you. I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do. Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me. What the f-ck good does that do me now. But somehow I know you're near me in presence. Or I went and drop some presents off to ease it to them. Two little beautiful boys of yours to try to ease their minds a little. And dawg you'll never believe this. But Sharonda actually talks to me now. Jesus and everyone else is just tryna pick up the pieces. Man how could you touch so many f-cking lives and just leave us. They say grievance has its way of affecting everyone different. If it's true how the f-ck am I supposed to get over you. Difficult as it sounds. Doody that's what we call each other. I don't know where it came from but it just stuck with us. We was always brothers. Never thought about each others skin colours. Til one day we was walking up the block in the summer. It was like 90 degrees I was catching a sun burn. Tryna walk under the trees. Just to give me some comfort. I'm moaning I just wanna get home. When I look over and his shirt is off. I'm like you gon fry and like. "No I won't I'm black stupid. Black people they got melatonin in their skin we don't burn". Meanwhile my face is glowing and I felt like I'm on fire. And the entire time you're just laughing at me. And snapping at me with your shirt bastard. And I still have to get you back for that sh-t. And by the way them playboy rings. My mother stole from you. Well Nate finally got em back sh-t. It must have been at least 16 years ago. Well I put em in your cask-owww. Moving past it it still ain't registered yet. But you can bet your legacy they'll never forget. The motor city mo-town. Hip hop vet hip hop shop dreads. It don't stop there. Yeah as difficult as this sounds. And this may sound a little strange but I'mma tell it. I found that jacket that you left at my wedding. And I picked it up to smell it. I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass. And hang up in the hallway so I can always look at it. And as for all of me and D12 we feel like f-ck rap. It feels like our General just f-cking died in our lap. We shut off all our pages. All our cell numbers is changed. Our two-ways are in the trash. So some cats will have to find a new way. And I know that it feels like the dreams will die with you today. But the truth is there all still here and you ain't. Purple gang you gotta pressing on. Don't ever give up the dream dog. I got love for you all. And Doody it's true you bought people together. Who never woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you. You were the peacemaker Doody. I know sometimes you were moody. But you hated confrontation and truly hated the feuding. But you were down for yours whenever it came to scrapping. If it had to happen it had to happen. Believe me I know you're the one who taught me to. Throw them balls back on Dresden. From making cars to paintballing getting arrested. To sitting across from each other in cells laughing and jesting. They tried to hit us for 5 years for that no question. I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up. Didn't show up for court. So we got off on a technicality left sweating. Me you and what's his face. I forgot his f-cking name. Shame he even came to your funeral. He betrayed our team. And if I see him again I'ma punch him in the f-cking face. And that's on Hallie Jade Whitney Lane and Alaina's name. I let the pistol bang once just to leak a shot in the air. For you and pour some liquor out for you with Obie in the parking lot. Of 54 just before we were supposed to get in cars. To come and see you once more. Difficult as this sounds