I'm out the door I'm on my ass again like every night before. I'm off the wall out of my fucking mind I'm out of control. I'll be the end of her I'm in her head and in control. She's let me in now take a sip and let the show begin. The floor's all yours the house is full. You've made the slip now take the fall. I pull your strings you're too deep in. So will she sink or swim. Oh she's drown how very spectacular. What a works of art i've spawned. Man am i proud of myself on this one. She's such a fucking masterpiece. Self destruction is such a pretty little thing. I know that i should walk away. But i can't bring myself to quit this game. She's just a beautiful girl with the weight of the world. on her shoulders. I'm just a kick in the teeth from a world that's painted gold. She's out the door she's on her ass again like. every night before. She's off the wall out of her fucking mind. she's out of control. I was the end of her. In her head in control. Just like before. I should've told you again. That i'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Music is fucking dead. It's thanks to you cunts stabbing it in the fucking chest. You and every one of these fake. righteous undeserving bands. Fuck you. Through sin and self destruction I stumble home. never alone. My only home is the bottom of a bottle. and a rolled up bill and I'm ready to go. I live the same day in and out and I don't care how long I last. All the girls and drink and drugs but don't get me wrong. I'm having a fucking blast. I am rock and roll. Livin' the life that you can only dream of. I am rock and roll. At its fucking finest. Just like the cigarettes hurt. Just like the whiskey burns. Whoa whoa. I guess I'm never gonna learn. Not gonna stop until my heart stops beating. Not gonna stop until my last breath comes. I'm gonna go until I hit the floor and I can't find. my back to my feet anymore. Pass me a glass and let's destroy everything. in this fucking place. Life at 300 miles an hour. You pussies can't keep up with this fucking pace. I am rock and roll. Livin' the life that you can only dream of. I am rock and roll. At its fucking finest. Just like the cigarettes hurt. Just like the whiskey burns. Whoa whoa. I guess I'm never gonna learn. I've spent the last two years tearing apart my soul. I'll put the next two in to kick-start the. good old days of rock and roll. Without remorse without regret without a second thought. You hit the nail on the head with the. back of your fucking throat. I am rock and roll. Livin' the life that you can only dream of. I am rock and roll. At its fucking finest. Music is fucking dead. It's thanks to you cunts stabbing it in the fucking chest. You and every one of these fake righteous. undeserving bands. Fuck you. Oh sweet insanity. You take my hand and walk me out into the dark. We walk this road for hours and hours. To the white hills and the oceans. On a collision course to hell we march. We're doomed to this now. Oh the irony. If i'm going down i won't go down alone. You're doomed to this one. You're doomed to this now. Hold your breath my dear. We're going under. I've walk this road for hours. To the white hills and the oceans. I search for solace in this toxic land of sin. Just let me in. Don't wake me up their songs are soothing. Their wine subdues me. Hold your breath my dear. We're going under. Dreams my mind won't me lift from my dreams. And thought i try i can't escape my mind. Dreams my mind won't lift me from my dreams. And though you try you can't escape me. Now you've seen what i've become. Now you've seen what i can do. Now you've seen what i'm capable of. I've walk this road for hours. To the white hills and the oceans. I search for solace in this toxic land of sin. Just let me in. Don't wake me up their songs are soothing. Their wine subdues me. Hold your breath my dear. We're going under. Welcome to the diary of a man that. lost his mind so long ago. Welcome to the shell of a man. with a heart so black and cold. Over and over in my head