What am I supposed to do now?. Reveal to me this ugly thing. I must've meddled by your head. It's getting out of hand again. Nobody sees it but I can. You thought of everything I bet. But did you think that I might die?. I haven't really smiled. and I don't know how long you know. Something's going to give again. something's going to give again. I try to fightbut did you listen?. Even though you're gone I'm never finished. I can never be your God. And I don't even think I want the jobanymore.. Say something anything to me.. I did believe but I have doubts. So many reasons to hold on. Conflicting interest isn't it. I guess I'm better off in the end. Coz you were always there to blame.. I haven't felt so bad. and I don't know how long you know. I can't get away again. I can't get away again... I try to fightbut did you listen?. Even though you're gone I'm never finished. I can never be your God. And I don't even think I want the jobanymore.. What am I supposed to do now?. How am I supposed to live now?. All I ever did was trybut the story ends. So I guess I'm have to die. Where am I supposed to go now?. . Say something anything to me.. I did believe but I have doubts. So many reasons to hold on. Conflicting interest is not it. I guess I'm better off in the end. Coz you were always there to blame.. I haven't felt so bad. and I don't know how long you know. I can't get away again I Can'T get away again.. Go ahead and go away. Go ahead and go away. Go ahead and go away. Go ahead and go away.... Go Away!!!. What am I supposed to do now?. How am I supposed to live now?. All I ever did was trybut the story ends. So I guess I have to die. What am I supposed to do now?. How am I supposed to live now?. What am I supposed to do now?. How am I supposed to live now?. How am I supposed to live?.... How am I supposed to...