I was young. And I was reckless man. Moved out at seventeen. And made my momma mad. I thought I had it all figured out. A pocket full of pills. And a forty in my mouth. Peeled out in my big black Chevy. Flipped six times. And I knew that I was ready. To straighten up because my best friend died. I didn't wanna carry on living that life. And now Im running from the scene. Cause I was caught up in the crime. It's a loaded memory. Yeah it kills me everytime. And Im trying not to scream. But It's eating me alive. Im still hunted by the best years of. The best years of my life. Yeah Let me take y'all back. I was young. And I was helpless man. Self-medicating my own depression man. I drank a bottle after breakfast. Took a look in the mirror. Riped the rosery of my neckless. Damn!. I lost my job so I lost faith. I just saw a baby bump in my girl's waist. I need a drink to feel right. Party with my homies. To escape from real life. Yeah we had it all figured out. A pocket full of pills. And a forty in my mouth. But I never should've let. My best friend drive. Cause he's the reason my child. Will never see me alive. Damn!. Now Im running from the scene. Cause I was caught up in the crime. It's a loaded memory. Yeah it kills me everytime. And Im trying not to scream. But It's eating me alive. Im still hunted by the best years of. The best years of my life. All the sudden nothing matter's enymore. He lost it all. He's life was scattered on the floor. And now he's family trying. To pick up all the pieces. I am locked up in a box I am a monster. Im the reason that he's gone. Wish I could take it all back. Press rewind and take a picture of the past. Pause it!. Feel my heart turn black. My lungs are smoldering. And Im breathing in the ash. Now Im running from the scene. Cause I was caught up in the crime. It's a loaded memory. Yeah it kills me everytime. And Im trying not to scream. But It's eating me alive. Im still hunted by the best years of. The best years of my life. Im still hunted by the best years of. The best years of my life. Im still hunted by the best years of