My phone keeps ringin my boyfriend's beepin me. Can't get ahold of me. Not because I don't hear but I know I can't answer in this kinda company. I'm not gonna lie it's one of those nights that I'm not too proud to share. I never thought it'd be me barkin up the wrong tree but I... am. What would he do. If he knew what was really goin on. It would probably seal the deal. And I'd be left alone. Cause. He doesn't know that I'm kissin another man while he's missin me. He wouldn't see any difference cause my secret is safe with me. I know I shouldn't keep anything from him. But I hide it away because I love him. I'll lock the door and throw away the key. And it's safe with me. When I'm with my man I don't gotta pretend cause my heart feels like it's home. But the second I leave I lose track of my feet and I run to another's arms. I'm not a bad girl it's just a big world don't wanna feel like I'm missin out. So many fish in the lake didn't know I was bait but I... am. What would he do. If he knew what was really goin on. I know it would seal the deal. And I'd be left alone. He doesn't know that I'm kissin another man while he's missin me. He wouldn't see any difference cause my secret is safe with me. I know I shouldn't keep anything from him. But I hide it away because I love him. I'll lock the door and throw away the key. And it's safe with me. He's a good man. He's a good friend. He would never do what I've been doin. I don't deserve him. Don't wanna hurt him. But if I tell him he'll leave. He doesn't know. And I'm not gonna tell him. He doesn't know. He doesn't know. He doesn't know that I'm kissin another man while he's missin me. He wouldn't see any difference cause my secret is safe with me. I know I shouldn't keep anything from him. But I hide it away because I love him. I'll lock the door and throw away the key. And it's safe with me