I hate waking up. It means that I have to die again tonight. Thirty-five years old and I'm still sleeping outside. Yeah I think I know your face. I don't want to know your name. I won't give in. I'm not like that. I won't give in. You say it's Christmas Eve. That don't mean nothing to me. Just another fucked up day. Just another waste of time. You wonder why I live like this man. You just won't understand. I won't give in. I'm not like that. I won't give in. You smart ass college fuck. Act like you think you're tall. You think you pity me. Hey I'll kick your ass if you pity me. I won't give in. I'm not like that. No I won't give in to you. You college boy. Act like you think you're tall. I won't give in. I'm not like that. No I won't give in.