Yeah do I want this bad as I think that I want it?. Posters on the wall you'd think that I'm wanted. Jessie James style living without laws. A rebel without cause and models without flaws. Sound good? Probably is. Texted Wiz asking him "where the party is? ". Still don't go out. Cause I always feel like the nigga nobody know 'bout. So til I am a Billboard charter. Record label Martyr. Hold my bottle in July for sparklers. Going from 500 comments online to hit the club fresh. And nobody comment on mine I won't lie. Sometimes it kills to dream. But even Superman gets hurt by the green. But what I'm scared of is getting hits like a fiend. And then being high and it's not what it seems. Damn. What are you afraid of?. Afraid of afraid of. What are you afraid of?. Nothing but you. What are you afraid of?. Afraid of afraid of. What are you afraid of?. Nothing but you. Yeah baby I'm your boogie-man. She said Maybe we should be friends. Maybe we should be then. If that's all it takes for us to break. You could be my Rose but you chose to be the Vase. She said I froze when she said "Let's get a place! ". Like commitment is what I'm scared to make. She don't gotta go and look my mom in the face. With three marriages that she views as mistakes. Wait you'll never be that to me. Hope you know that in case you ever come back to me. I know sometimes these 16's are just raps to me. But me and your love grew so rapidly. I still see you sleeping in the bed with your back to me. How did our "forever after" not end happily?. Actually I guess it's not goodbye. You can't open your eyes baby. We ain't even high. What are you afraid of?. Afraid of afraid of. What are you afraid of?. Nothing but you. What are you afraid of?. Afraid of afraid of. What are you afraid of?. Nothing but you. Counting my blessings watching Inception. Feeling like my dreams come true like the totem fell over. 'Fore the credits started rolling. But these are just previews it all would come soon. I'm just living in it like front rooms. Cause any minute it all could conclude. Chasing the high like running on blunt fumes. Came from the underground creature from the Lagoon. She's so amazed by this life I live. But I cannot stay one night to give. And I hate to say that I hit it and quit. But in the back of my mind I know she thinks that I did. And it kills me tryna put my all into it. All those Bbms you sent. Have an "R" next to it. 143's turn to Omg's - Ttyl my flights about to leave. I know. What are you afraid of?. Afraid of afraid of. What are you afraid of?. Nothing but you. What are you afraid of?. Afraid of afraid of. What are you afraid of?. Nothing but you