[Beat]. Yea welcome to my life (raydiation). city of carson thats where i grew up (yea). thats where i knew of (the view) thats all i knew of (yea). in kindegarten until i got out of skoo i started to hang with the fools i went from here to bad news.. then ma sister started to blow up i saw the money just go up but i hardly saw her and my mother i used to. hang round the corner i felt like i was a loner but i got love for my homies. i started changin flirtin with gang bangin had the hook up on ol' skoo so everyday i was out hangin and. then i heard gun shots they aimin at my head and thats when the fun stopped cuz next i might be dead i. called my mama on the phone said this is your son i need some help im in a whole lot of trouble and cant. get through by myself they shot out a plane and flew me out no doubt i said goodbye to my friends then. disappeared in the clouds they told me ray j you gotta turn yourself around now or throw it all away and. lay six feet in the ground. im totally focused i gotta move forward i hear my callin this time i just wont ignore it into the future. throw all the past and then you came and you can grow..... . by /Snipes_