Will I fall again into dismay?. Will I be ashamed of crying?. And I know it's never been the way that I described. But I am afraid of trying. She's the one who keeps me all excited. She keeps me begging for more. She's the one who deems me uninvited. Now it's over. Never leave me and don't deceive me. I'll keep on crawling my friend. Never tease me and don't leave me here. It's all the same in the end. Now I find that I am weaker fake. That I am ashamed of lying. And I know things never feel the way that's right inside. And I am afraid of dying. 'Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited. You keep me begging for more. You're the one who keeps uninvited. Now it's over. Never leave me and don't deceive me. I'll keep on crawling my friend. It's only a symbol you're got me falling away. And I am afraid. Take back what I said. It's all the same in the end. It's all the same in the end. It's all the same in the end. It's only a symbol