I haven't left here yet but I'm trying. I'm still tied to the bed can you come here. When you come would you please bring a knife. And cue me down. Cause she is larger than life and I'm frightened. 100 things you should have done in bed. But you never had the chance to try them. At least the dog has a smile on its face. I'm drained and I'm dry an' I'm sore. It's not that bad if she could be here all the time. It would kill me. I think I've been broken in two and I can't scream. By Personal Holloway