Been scared and lonely. I've asked myself. Is something wrong with you. My girlfriend told me. I need some time alone to deal with issues. Something makes me carry on. It's difficult to understand. What I always wanna find. I do it for the drugs. I do it just to feel alive. I do it for the love. That I get from the bottom. Of a bottle. You always call me. And ask me how I make it throught the day. I'm always fallin. I guess it's just god's way of. Making me big. Something makes me carry on. It's difficult to understand. What I always wanna find. I do it for the drugs. I do it just to feel alive. I do it for the love. That I get from the bottom. Of a bottle. I do it for the drugs. I do it just to feel alive. I do it for the love. That I get from the bottom. Of a bottle. And I. I wonder why I try. And I. Wonder why I bother. And I. I wonder why I cry. Why I. I go through all this trouble. I do it for the drugs. I do it just to feel alive. I do it for the love. That I get from the bottom. Of a bottle. I do it for the drugs. I do it just to feel alive. I do it for the love. That I get from the bottom. Of a bottle