"sometimes i can be my own worst enemy... i am my own worst enemy... other times when. I'm alone at night i definately find myself in the position to be very unhappy with myself... This is one of those times..." ?. Go!. I stare into space and hope we're not alone. Am i searching for something that's better than home?. I've been working so hard. Stress is tremendous and pressure is endless. No one on this planet like me to be friends with. I've been working so hard. I've been working so hard. I'm underneath the sun. And i'm underneath the gun. I'm losing my mind and i know there's no remedy. I've become a failure who's living on memories. I've been working so hard. Loneliness can't be cured with no medicine. Look to the stars so they'll straighten my head again. I've been working so hard. I've been working so hard. I'm underneath the sun. And i'm underneath the gun. I'm a fool to think the blame goes away. Such a fool to take the blame and run away. Yeah i'm underneath the sun. And i'm underneath the gun. I'm a fool to think the blame goes away. Such a fool to take the blame and run away. Sometimes. I beat up myself i. Lock my own way i. Cloud all my thoughts. Please go away. Oh nevermind me. I'm checking out now. And won't ever come back. Now that my life doesn't exist. Yeah you're right how do it feel to be right knowing that i was wrong?. Nothing is right when you're wrong (2x). Yeah i'm underneath the sun. And i'm underneath the gun. I'm a fool to think the blame goes away. Such a fool to take the blame and run away. I'm a fool to think the blame goes away. Such a fool to take the blame...