Once she lay open like a road. Carbed apart the madness that I stumbled from. But she fell away. She fell away. Shed me like a skin. She fell away. Left me holding everything. Once the road lay open like a girl. And we drank and laughed and threw the bottle over. But she fell away. She fell away. I did not see the cracks form. As I knelt to pray. I did not see the crevice yawn no. Sometimes. At night I feel the end it is at hand. My pistol going crazy in my hand. For she fell away. O she fell away. Walked me th the brink. The fell away. I did not see her fall. To better days. Sometimes I wonder was she ever there at all. She fell away. She fell away.