I'm tired of being me. And I don't like what I see. I'm not who I appear to be. So I start off every day. Down on my knees I will pray. For a change in any way. But as the day goes by. I live through another lie. If it's any wonder why. Am I ever gonna change. Will I always stay the same. If I say one thing. Then I do the other. It's the same old song. That goes on forever. Am I ever gonna change. I'm the only one to blame. When I think I'm right. I wind up wrong. It's a futile fight. Gone on too long. Please tell me if it's true. Am I too old to start anew. Cause that's what I want to do. But time and time again. When I think I can. I fall short in the end. So why do I even try. Will it matter when I die. Can anyone hear my cry?. Am I ever gonna change. Take it day by day. My will is weak. And my flesh too strong. This peace I seek. Till thy kingdom comes