I carved a hole in the sun. Black edges. Easy to get lost in there. Easy to get lost out there. I found myself underweight. Trying to fill the gaps. To stop the draft. Where the hope escapes. I gotta hold myself better. Fold out just like a map of a mountain. Be the Upsetter. And let these bridges burn. So take it back. That I'm lacking anything. Saying it might make it easier. But it's Backlash & Vinegar. I'm just a being being. Wondering if that's even feasible. And if it's unreasonable. To feel. I starved my soul of the one. Thing that now I see. I should've had. I just repeated. 'Til I went mad. And this body knows. What this body never shows. Just leave it to guessing. I should write you a letter. Hold out up until the final chapter. Be the Successor. And watch this Spectre burn. So take it back. That I'm lacking anything. Saying it might make it easier. But it's Backlash & Vinegar. I'm just a being being. Wondering if that's even feasible. And if it's unreasonable. To feel