They said I nearly lost my mother today.. They said something ’bout a heart attack.. The charity organisation she started - she’s gonna quit it now. it almost took her life you know. So I asked her what to do instead she told me.. ‘The casino business is the future my cute son.. I’ll make a fortune and I bought some stocks for you as well.. Plenty of stocks for all of my children.’. I am a good mother.. Yes I am a good mother.. I am a good mother.. Yes I am a good mother.. I heard that Jimmy and Joanne just separated.. Despite the baby the poor little baby. ‘I didn’t leave one single day too soon’ she told me.. ‘He took me for granted so I could not stay I could not stay.’. ‘They day you count on me no matter what I leave you’ I said to him but he just laughed at me. he laughed at me and answered: ‘You don’t have the guts Baby you don’t have the guts Baby.. Besides what do you think our neighbours would say?’. You are a bad mother.. Yes you are a bad mother.. You are a bad mother.. Yes you are a bad mother.. ‘What are you waiting for? I know you like children.. It’s time for you to spread our genes now my cute son.. Don’t you want to celebrate Christmas with us no more?. Our special family the one and only Lindquists.’. We are a good family.. Yes we are a good family.. We are a good family.. Yes we are a good family.. Normalization is a ticking bomb inside of me.. The University. I started drinking. I learned some swearwords and I learned to use them.. And I stopped thinking that things can be both black and white.. I am good person now that I am normalized.. I am a good person I can tell wrong from right.. I am good person now that I am normalized.. I am a good person I can tell black from white I am good person now that I am normalized.. I am a good person I can tell good from bad Now that I am normalized.