I surrender I know I've been a pretender. You can have this guilt this misery I wear so well. I wave my flag I sound the alarm. somebody stop me before I do any harm. I surrender I know I've been a pretender. I'm living a dead life im staring into the headlights. of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight. crash and burn S.O.S. somebody help me get out of this mess. of a dead life im burning under the spotlight. My heart is a fist. Drenched in blood. My Soul will fight again. My heart is a fist. Drenched in blood. My Soul will fight again. Take a look at these hollow eyes. one last look before I say goodbye. To this candle-lit nightmare I feel I can never escape. so watch me fall from grace. watch me carve my hate. In the heart of a lover I feel I never escape my fate. My heart is a fist. Drenched in blood. My Soul will fight again. My heart is a fist. Drenched in blood. My Soul will lose again. I see you on your cloud looking down. im on my knees today. but you don't notice me. I see you on your cloud looking down. im on my knees today. but you don't notice me. you don't notice me. you don't notice me!. Im screaming while I pray. while I pray. while I pray. you dont notice me. im sick of you.... God I am done with you.... I see you on your cloud looking down. im on my knees today. but you don't notice me. My heart is a fist. Drenched in blood. My Soul will fight again. My heart is a fist. Drenched in blood. My Soul will rise again. . - F. Schayder