(Sebadoh). It's so hard. To fall in love. Knowing what I know. Seeing all the things I've seen. Maybe I should crawl away for awhile. Maybe I shouldn't smile so much. Who is the one with the killing secret?. The stupid little boy with the killing touch.. I've counted the times. You've looked away. Thinking over and over. Every word we had to say. Now I know what want is. Another chance to reach too high. Nothing will last forever and ever.