I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life. I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life. For some want to see right through all the false alarms I pulled. Some want to stand their ground when I start to tear them down. Someone to to outlast the hold ups that hold me back. For someone to make it past the guards of a cynical heart. Sick of singing now. Oh I always jump ship. And we are closer than I've ever been. I say we stand in the fire and hope we can burn our way out. The road to my heart gets hot as hell. I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life. I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life. For some want to call me out when I start to run my mouth. Some want to talk down from ledges that I have found. Someone to hold me close when I'm screaming to let go. Someone to make it past the guards of a cynical heart. Sick of singing now. Oh I always jump ship. And we are closer than I've ever been. I say we stand in the fire and hope we can burn our way out. The road to my heart gets hot as hell. I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life. I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life. I know that its not fair to think that you'd still be there. But if you leave with a pattern of beats. I'm pushing you away but its not what I mean. Oh I'm ashamed and cannot believe that this is what takes just to get close to me. Is this what it takes just to get close to me. Is this what it takes just to get close to me. Oh I always jump ship. And we are closer than I've ever been. Oh I always jump ship. And we are closer than I've ever been. I say we stand in the fire and hope we can burn our way out. The road to my heart gets hot as hell. I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life. I've been pushing all my life all my life all my life I've been pushing all my life