It's the same routine of getting up every morning. And putting on a smile. But underneath there's another person. Who can't find a reason to make living worthwhile. Ah another day to get through. Without the love that once was mine. Sometimes I think my heartaches come to an end. And then something brings them all back again. Like wanting you and like having you. I'll never get used to. I've gotten used to not listing. For familiar sounds you used to make. Now I'm trying to get out of the habit. Of calling your name first thing when I awake. Look here !. It's like a child's first step. I have to learn to walk all all over again. 'Cause you were always there if I should fall. And now there's nobody else that I can call. It's like wanting you and not having you. I'll never get used to. Lost in a cloud. I think I caught a glimpse of you. Blindly I rush to touch your hand huh!. To discover it's my mind. Playing tricks on me again. Tricks on me again. Some things you never get used to. Sometimes I think my heartaches come to an end. And then something brings them all back again. Like wanting you and like having you. I'll never get used to. It's wanting you and like having you. I'll never get used to. Look here !. Like wanting you and like having you. I'll never get used to