I don?t know what I was looking for and I?m not sure. I found it. I left a note to my dad saying Â?I will be gone for. about ten days or more?. With my Washburn guitar in a hard case and a bag full. of womenÂ?s clothes. I bought a stand by ticket to the airport in Stansted. It felt like I was home. I exchanged my Swedish money. I exchanged my Swedish life. And I exchanged my Swedish gender. But I kept the Swedish sin. I got a dirty old room at the Avon Hotel and the doves. woke me up in the morning. I was thinking to myself this could be heaven or above. I put my make up on and I went out on the street. I found a club for people like me. For an hour there I was a British queen dancing to the. British accent. So London took my virginity. London took my breath away. London took my past. But London left me the Swedish sin. Suddenly I heard this voice inside saying Â?youÂ?re. falling into disgraceÂ?. You werenÂ?t raised to behave this way. I started cry as I left the place. So London took...