My conscience has it stripped down to a science why does everything displease me still I'm tryingâ€¦. And it's so very hard to ask for a part in your Christmasâ€¦I find getting in is easy when your friends with Jesusâ€¦. He's coming inside me without reason as I sit here waiting for his signal. And I ask of the lord to spare me his sword of forgiveness cause it's so very hard to ask for a part in your Christmas with Jesus.