First night I spent in California. I was homeless in a Venice beach. It was all a dream. came to California at seventeen. little nigga tryna bubble up from the crack scene. it got so complicated then I graduated. haters so mad I made it. how could I fly so high only to feel so low. how do they live so fast only to grow so slow. like when you short no support for your kids. but got money for marijauna just to smoke with your friends. or that woman who survives and beats cancer. only to be drowned in debt with no answers. the frequency of tragedy it happens so rapidly. that we became numb we embraced this insanity. some wack job hauled off and smoke his whole family. reality TV thats not based in reality. stuck watching train wrecks everybody going for self. self worth prison point but for money and wealth. this mentality of me fuck everything else. its a virus a disease Ifm a victim myself. but I swear before I leave Ifma fix it I swear. Ifma fix it I swear. yo you better beware. Rich boy kill his own wife knocks her teeth out. cuts her fingers off than escape with a suicide. the king of pop died Michael Vick was fighting dogs. but he walked and did his time let him throw the fucking ball. As the markers keep crashing and people get desperate. putting faith in the false feeling so disrespected. turn to this record the highest form of understanding. understand me fight a flight for your family (come). walk with a soldier (come). talk with a soldier. centerblocks stop shooting straight from the shoulder. as we all get older and hope falls over. and damn you was 6 years sober. and just like that now you back were you started square one. and you canft bring it back when that bullet leave the gun. as the planet get smaller prepare for the North American Union. an anvil to replace your dollars. narcisistic society love paparazzi. get the starbucks for your overpriced latte. ignoring all the signs nevermind is your mindstate. until the end of time shit is closer than you think man.. [Trick Trick:]. Ifve done been in situations where the only thing that I can do is read the Bible. went to the [?] where a piece of metal the only way of survival. made up my mind that I donft ever want to return. chance was given again now Ifm back out in the World. made a promise to God but living in sin. I can never lie to God but itfs so hard to live right. Ifm carrying 7 point 62Œs to fist fights. aint nobody playing fair they cheat no cheat. way finna be the topic for the preachers Eulogy speaking. the word say "turn the other cheek" thats what they teach us. but Peter sliced the ear off a nigga rollinf on Jesus. I donft wanna pause Ifm doing what Ifm supposed to do. Ifm a real nigga one from a million chosen few. everlasting pain has got my brain like its trapped inside a maze. have you been unfaithful to the game (damn shame). 18 years you never beleived him thats yo son. go and see him muthafucker. you fucked his mother. the God Damn common courtesy never applied to you. cause you thought she lied to you. you couldnt see your own mother in his face. if you die hefll be in a better place. bring the tape back