I just want this summer to end. What's the point of trying to pretend?. She told me to follow the rules. Not all 19 year olds are cool. I'm all alone at night. Dreamin' about my life. She was too fast for me. I count my steps because I'm OCD. No life from Paloma to Rose. Sometimes I feel like I'm a ghost. Changing into street clothes in a tent. I just want this summer to end (summer to end). My heart is so landlocked. Nothing but tourist shops. It's just like a curse you see. This bummed out feeling that she's over me. She's over me. I put my jacket over my head. I'm trying not to stare at her chest. I can't even dance in the dark. Cause my headphones are still on the seat of her car. Kumbaya makes me get violent