I am all fucked up. And I am ready to break. I don't wanna be the guy. Who is always on the outside. I wanna find my own. good place. All fucked up. And I don't know how. How I ever got to where I feel. Like I am dying on the inside. I want to be happy. But I don't know how. I am all fucked up. And it's always the same. I always get so close. Then I let it get away. I got no one but. myself to blame. I'm all fucked up. And I don't know why. If the rest of my life. Is going to be like this. Think I would rather die. I am all fucked up. Yes I am all fucked up. You're happy. when you are all fucked up. Yes I am all fucked up. I am all fucked up. Yes I am ready to break. I don't wanna be the guy. Who is always on the outside. I wanna find my own. good place. All fucked up. And I don't know how. How I ever got to where I feel. Like I'm dying on the inside. I want to be happy now. I am all fucked up. And it is always the same. I always get so close. then I let it get away. I got no one but. myself to blame. I am all fucked up. And I don't know why. If the rest of my life. Is going to be like this. Than I think I would rather die. I am all fucked up.