I love the time. and inbetween. the calm inside me in the space. where I can breathe. I believe there is a distance. I have wandered to touch upon the years of. reaching out. and reaching in. holding out. holding in.. I believe. this is heaven. to no one else but me. and I'll defend it as long as. I can be. left here to linger. in silence. if I. choose to. would you. try to. understand.. I know this love. is passing time. passing through like liquid. I am drunk in my desire. but I love the way you smile at me. I love the way your hands reach out and. hold me near... I believe... I believe. this is heaven. to no one else but me. and I'll defend it as long as. I can be. left here to linger. in silence. if I. choose to. would you. try to. understand.. Oh the quiet child. awaits the day. when she can break free. the mold that clings like desperation.. Mother. can't you see I've got to. live my life the way I feel is. right for me. might not be right for you but it's. right for me... I believe.... I believe. this is heaven. to no one else but me. and I'll defend it as long as. I can be. left here to linger. in silence. if I. choose to. would you. try to. understand it.. I would. like to. linger. here in. silence. if I. choose to. would you. try to. understand...