It wasn't rain that washed away. Rinsed out the colours of your eyes. Putting the gun down on the bedside table. I must have realized.... It wasn't the rain that made no difference. And I could have sworn it wasn't me. Yet I did it all so coldly. almost slowly. Plain for all to see. Oh come on. Please now talk to me. Tell me things I could find helpful. How can I stop now. is there nothing I can do. I've lost my way I've been losing you. Oh.... I can still hear our screams competing. You're hissing your s's like a snake. And now in the mirror stands half a man. I thought no one could break. It wasn't the rain that made no difference. Nervously drumming on: run away. But I want the guilt to get me. thoughts to wreck me. Preying on my mind. So please now talk to me. Tell me things I could find helpful. How can I stop now is there nothing I can do. I've lost my way I've been losing you. You I've been losing you