:.:Panic:.:. Today is going to be easy. Today 'cause your not around. I'll leave off my makeup. I'll sleep in my bed. To pass all the time by. Today 'cause you're not around. Today you won't be around. I concentrate on empty spaces. A passive pondering of blankness. Sit down shut up controlled obsessions. Your absence it exhausts me. I always panic when I'm left. I always panic when I'm left. Today I feel destructive. Today wo cares about myself?. I'll live in denial. And I'll beat up my head. And I'll eat all the chocolate. Today 'cause you're not around. Today you won't be around. I can't control my feelings. I sip on dreams and choke on real things. Detach myself for preservation. I struggle to not want you. I always panic when I'm left. Is it healthy that we met?. If you stop coming will I forget?. I always panic. Today is going to be simple. Today 'cause you're not around. My heart will pound lazy. No one to impress. No smile is required. Today 'cause you're not around. Today you won't be around