Who am I living for?. Is this my limit?. Can I endure some more?. Chances are giving. Questions existing. Hey sweetheart wassup boo. Whatchu up to?. More club moves?. I call her no answer. Her phone in the bag she dancing. Its four now the clubs over. I call her but oh hold up. Yall know what? ignore button. Or the phone die thats ??. That damier bag I bought her. Caught the attention of those niggas on it. That cellphone that I bought. Is probably filled with some other niggas numbers. So it leaves me to wonder. Why do I still promise to love her?. Cut me off every time im talking. Which means she ain't never hear nothing. I say "stay" she wanna leave. She get up on her car so I gotta let it be. I'mma let her be by herself in peace. But five years from now I bet she see. When the club gets played. The things you crave are no longer escapes. And no longing for dates. You want a husband but no one has a cape. Now you wondering "wait". And I aint trying to hear what you wanting to say. It feels good to be over you babe. So play this shit while you contemplate. Contemplate contemplate. So play this shit while you contemplate. So play this shit while you contemplate. Who am I living for?. Is this my limit?. Can I endure some more?. Chances are giving. Questions existing. Who am I living for?. Is this my limit?. Can I endure some more?. Chances are giving. Questions existing. Them people they talking. Them lights they on me. This life I chose. But I aint know til I found it. To be honest I'm modest. One hater for every nigga on it. One day everybody is applauding. The next day you is everybody target. Why bother? Why talk to em?. Where God at? I need to call Him. My knees on the ground Dear Father. Don't let me break please make me stronger. How much longer will it linger?. Well my heart is giving will they believe it. When my song is over will they need me?. Watch how quickly they find a new leader. Questioning the whole meaning. In the viper room with just me and river phoenix. With courtney love and late washington. With a note there and im thinking of reading. This aint her chris benoit. Heath ledger said the nights gonna be dark. Feel the size of a fellas ...?. Apollo theater I might just not go. Franky lymon the lime light gets old. Cold so in a while im schitzo. I cant cope I cant think. I cant breathe this aint me. This aint easy im thinking. Am I doing this for them or me?. I cant think am I doing this for them or me?. Who am I living for?. Is this my limit?. Can I endure some more?. Chances are giving. Questions existing. Who am I living for?. Is this my limit?. Can I endure some more?. Chances are giving. Questions existing