She left him a note on the dining room table. She finally had the last word the day that she went away. She left him a note. She hated confrontation. It was impossible to say to him everything she had to say. I am losing my mind nothing seems right. I do not know who I am anymore. I am losing the fight. I hate my life. I wish that it was easier to be in love. She cries herself to sleep on the floor of her apartment. She found herself a new place about a half a mile away. She drinks herself to sleep. She gets lost inside the darkness. She is making up for lost time every night and every day. I am losing my mind nothing seems right. I do not know who I am anymore. I am losing the fight because I hate my life. I wish that it was easier to be in love. You make me want to scream sometimes. No more drama no more pain. We argue about the same things over and over again. No more drama; I cant take the constant strain. I don't understand why being with you is so goddamned hard. So hard. He found the note when he came home to the empty house. He knew that this was coming the first time he had seen her face. He walked right out the front door in no particular direction. He had to find the reason why these things always end this way. I am losing my mind nothing seems right. I don't know who I am anymore. I am losing the fight because I hate my life. I wish there was an easier way. to be in love. I am out of my mind nothing seems right. I don't know who you are anymore. I am losing this fight because I hate my life. And even though I'm leaving. I am still in love with you. I am still in love with you. I am still in love with you. I am still in love with you