The sun rises to another day. My constitution keeps changing. 'Til it slips away. So I lie awake and stare. My mind thinking just wandering. Does anybody care?. Should I stay or go. Should I sleep or stay awake. Am I really happy or is it all. Just an illusion. Sitting in my room now. Hiding thoughts. Just hoping one day I'll get out. I hear a voice call my name. Breaking trance so silent. So I can stay the same. Should I stay or go. Should I sleep or stay awake. Am I really happy or is it all. Just an illusion. Wait now many things left unsaid. This life remains the same. But I change. I try to fool myself in believing. Things are going to get better. But life goes on. Should I stay or go. Should I sleep or stay awake. Am I really happy or is it all. Just an illusion. Just an Illusion. Just an illusion. Just an illusion. Just an illusion. Just an illusion. Just an illusion