I don't want my children to grow up like me. It's just so destroying it's a mocking disease. A wasting disease. I don't want my children to grow up like me. It's just so destroying it's a mocking disease. A wasting disease. Some times I wake up with love still alive. I just want to go to sleep but I can't I close my eyes. I can't I close my eyes. I can't fight this war any more. Time to surrender time to move on. So line up the firing squads kiss goodbye to what you want. Go with the flow go home. You can keep on struggling when you're alone. When you're alone. This sullen Welsh heart. It won't leave it won't give up. The hating half of me. Has won the battle easily. This sullen Welsh heart. It won't leave it won't give up. The hating half of me. Has won the battle easily. The battle easily. The act of creation saves us from despair. A phrase that keeps repeating in my head. In my head. It's not enough to succeed others must fail. My unhappy mantra I wish I could escape. I wish I could escape. I can't fight this war any more. Time to surrender time to move on. So line up the firing squads kiss goodbye to what you want. Go with the flow go home. You can keep on struggling when you're alone. When you're alone. This sullen Welsh heart. It won't leave it won't give up. The hating half of me. Has won the battle easily. This sullen Welsh heart. It won't leave it won't give up. The hating half of me. Has won the battle easily. The battle easily. This sullen Welsh heart. It won't leave it won't give up. The hating half of me. Has won the battle easily. The battle easily. This sullen Welsh heart. It won't leave it won't give up. The hating half of me. Has won the battle easily. The battle easily