I can't explain the way I feel. there is a pressure on my chest. and I can talk to you about this. 'cause I know what you'd say. and I don't blame you. I know you want to make me smile. but don't don't. Before the memories were bad. I could go on without a doubt. Death been around since i was born. It's like a tapestry on my wall. and we've changed it a thousand times. Pablo can you take me to the boats. Where the ocean meets the land. and where the ocean meets my hand. Where i can feel the wind cell change. as I'm blowin' in. You know i love you endlessly. this is not about that at all. I chose the safest path for you. You're still too young to understand. You're not a grown up yet. In this case i know i am so much older than you. So Pablo can you take me to the boats. Where the ocean meets the land. and where the ocean meets my hand. Where i can feel the wind cell change. as I'm blowin'. Pablo can you take me to the boats. Where the ocean meets the land. and where the ocean meets my hand. Where i can feel the wind cell change. as I'm blowin' in