You hold me inside your iris. Like a terminal stain on life. You condescend to my primal brain. And twist me around like a knife. Can't begin to explain. The feelings I have restrained. Don't ask me how I am. Because you're too busy planning your epitaph. Let me tell you. Don't - try to be the one - person. Who has stayed - just to say. They never left me!. Aggravated complicated someone say it. God I never learn.... You keep me hidden behind a curtain. An audible human display. You feed me orchids to give me courage. And keep me in line with disdain. Can't begin to explain. The feelings I have restrained. Don't ask me how I am. Because you're too busy planning your epitaph. Let me tell you. Don't - try to be the one - person. Who has stayed - just to say. They never left me!. Aggravated complicated someone say it. God I never learn.... I have nothing left for you.... You left me with nothing. I have nothing left for you.... You left me with nothing. I live at arm's length and die a little. Between your constants by day. I want my soul back before it's over. I can't even wish you away. Can't begin to explain. The feelings I have restrained. Don't ask me how I am. Because you're too busy planning your epitaph. Let me tell you. Don't - try to be the one - person. Who has stayed - just to say. They never left me!. Aggravated complicated someone say it. God I never learn.... I never learn...