11 at morning.... 7 am the garbage truck beeps as it backs up. And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away.... Could I push rewind?. I want the credits traverse signifying the end. But I missed the best part. Could we please go back to start?. Forgive my indecision. Then again then again then again. You're always first when no one's on your side.... Then again then again then again. The day will come when I want off that ride. 11am. By now you would think that I would be up. But my bed sheets shade the heat of choices I've made..... What did I find?. I never thought I could want someone so much. Cause now you're not here. And I'm knee deep in my own fear. Forgive my indecision.... I am only a man.... Then again then again then again. You're always first when no one's on your side.... Then again then again then again. The day will come when I want off that ride. 12 pm and my dusty telephone rings.... Heavy head up from my pillow who could it be?. I hope its you. It's you. Then again then again then again. You're always first when no one's on your side.... Then again then again then again. The day has come and I want off that ride