I can only try so hard girl. Remember '95 like our love feel right girl. And maybe it just wasn't the right time. Maybe in another lifetime. I'm sitting in my ghost I don't know what to do. But what I know is I'm at my best when I fuck with you. I always thought we'd kinda end up just like the huxtables. Thought our love was like swizz and alicia untouchable. Thought we always had that jay and b potential. And ever since we've been apart everything is instrumental. And I can't even hear the words to my favorite song. I'm so numb inside. Bitch you telling me "boy I'm ovulating so just come inside". I'm kinda torn between what I want and what I know. That's why sometimes after the kids. Fall asleep I get up and go. Used to chase me down the hallway. Acting like you on broadway. Hop in your benz tailing my range. Trying to jump out where that broad stay. And that was crazy but at least I know you care. That was then this is now how the fuck did we end up here?. Now we care about our instagram posts more than each other. Posting subliminal shit like we ain't never. Met each other that's crazy. So we go. I can only try so hard girl. Remember '95 like our love feel right girl. And maybe it just wasn't the right time. Maybe in another lifetime. We spent the last 24 months arguing over these broads. That we forgot about the show and then cali became a star. And maybe that was a blessing. 'Cause she could grow up to be. Reyna simone at our discretion. I be right there for protection. 'Cause these days my kids the only place to get affection. Could be wrong you a school teacher. Maybe I just need correction. You used to be the one to point a nigga in the right direction. Now we both inside greystone sitting in different sections. Pretending we having fun but what I really want to do. Is get you to that sls and fuck you till you see the sun. And maybe I wouldn't feel so bad every time I see my son. And he ask am I coming home and I tell him to go ask his mom. And shit get real hard 'cause I can't live without my daughter. You can't just be beyoncé and try to ride for sean carter. You know I love my kids and can't no nigga replace their father. This could be a love story view the offer right. So we go. I can only try so hard girl. Remember '95 like our love feel right girl. And maybe it just wasn't the right time. Maybe in another lifetime