Waves of fear attack in the night. waves if revulsion sickening sights. My heart's nearly bursting my chest's choking tight. Waves of fear waves of fear. Waves of fear squat on the floor. looking for some pill the liquor is gone. Blood trips from my nose I can barely breathe. waves of fear I'm too scared to leave. Waves of fear waves of fear. waves of fear waves of fear. I'm too afraid to use the phone. I'm too afraid to put the light on. I'm so afraid I've lost control. I'm suffocating without a word. Crazy with sweat spittle on my jaw. what's that funny noise what's that on the floor. Waves of fear pulsing with death. I curse my tremors I jump at my own step. I cringe at my terror I hate my own smell. I know where I must be I must be in hell. Waves of fear waves of fear. waves of fear waves of fear.