I am a mess. I've made a huge mess. I can't control myself. I kill the rhyme again. I'm coming sick and on time again. Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within. It's chemical unbalanced on the triple beam what?. Fuck what you heard it's about what I seen. I seen it happen back hand brand to face smackin. Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened. The doctors say he got the brain of a murderer. This rugged style steals your brain. My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass. It's not receding and my body's going numb. A bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high. He don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by. Thrown away. I want to be thrown away. He's born sick nothing in his hands but his dick. He couldn't handle pressure he couldn't handle shit. For the life he was leading led him down the wrong path. Where guns blast don't give a shit about the gods wrath. Don't want to talk to the counselor Doctor. To tell'em what's real to tell'em what's proper. The situations unclear like gray and I know it gets worse everyday. My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass. It's not receding and my body's going numb. A bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high. He don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by way. Thrown away. I want to be thrown away. I am a mess I've made a huge mess I can't control myself. I'm losing it I've lost it I've spilt all my marbles. (Aaaaahhhh!). cause I see you inside of me sometimes I want to be thrown away. cause I see you inside of me sometimes I want to be thrown away. a hyper spaz and that is me sometimes I want to be thrown away. Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away!. Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away! Thrown Away!. Voices in my head voices in my head. Don't tell me to do it cause I will. No!. Don't tell me to do it cause I will. No!. Last Remain! Last Remain! Last Remain!