Uh uh uh uh. It's not a dis song it's just a real song. Feel me?. I heard motherfuckers saying they made Hov. Made Hov say "Ok so make another Hov". Niggaz wasn't playing they day role. So we parted ways like Ben and J-Lo. I should've been did it but I been in a daze though. I put friends over business end of the day though. But when friends business interests as they go. Ain't nothing left to say though. I guess we forgot what we came fo'. Should've stayed in food and beverage. Too much flossing. Too much Sam Rothstein. I ain't a bitch but I gotta divorce them. Hov have to get the shallow shit up off him. And I ain't even want to be famous. Niggaz is brainless to unnecessarily go through these changes. And I ain't even know how it came to this. Except that fame is. The worst drug known to man. It's stronger than heroin. When you could look in the mirror like "There I am". And still not see what you've become. I know I'm guilty of it too but not like them. You lost one. Lose one let go to get one. Left one lose some to win some (You lost one). Story of a champion sorry I'm a champion. You lost one. I don't think it's meant to be be. But she loves her work more than she does me. And honestly at twenty-three. I would probably love my work more than I did she. So we ain't we. It's me and her. 'Cause what she prefers over me is work. And that's where we differ. So I have to give her. Free time even if it hurts. So breathe mami it's deserved. You've been put on this earth to be. All you can be like the reserves. And me? My time in the army it's served. So I have to allow she her time to serve. The time's now for her. In time she'll mature. And maybe we can be we. Again like we were. Finally my time's too short to share. And to ask her now it ain't fair. So yeah she lost one. Lose one let go to get one. Left one lose some to win some (Oh yeah she lost one). Story of a champion sorry I'm a champion. You lost one. My nephew died in the car I bought. So I'm under the belief it's partly my fault. Close my eyes and squeeze try to block that thought. Place any burden on me but please not that lord. Time don't go back it go forward. Can't run from the pain go towards it. Some things can't be explained what caused it?. Such a beautiful soul so pure shit. Gonna see you again I'm sure of it. 'til that time little man I'm nauseous. Your girlfriend's pregnant the lord's gift. Almost lost my faith that restored it. It's like having your life restarted. Can't wait for your child's life to be a part of it. So now I'm child-like waiting for a gift. To return when I lost you I lost it. Lose one let go to get one. Left one lose some to win some (Colleek I lost one). Sorry I'm a champion Colleek you're a champion. You lost one