I can't live with you but I can't live with out ya. Not breathing with you it hard to breathe without ya. Think to myself everyday. How they slit us apart for different men that shared the same heart. It had to happen this way. Us go our separate way. Would be lying if I said I didn't miss col-fax days. Sit and think to myself how this thing has changed my life. (Damn we was suppose to be boys for life). This is my growing pains. Cause by the fortune and fame. Thought we'd be together forever and ever and ever. Never thought we'd go our separate ways. Now look how things have changed. Looks like there never ever be the same. So hard to explain what went wrong?. After we were together for two long. Now never be the same again. Tell me how this thing happened. Damn this is my growing pain. Some people don't know. That I tried it again. Even though I was sour (sour). I tried to be a man (man). I couldn't hold a grudge knowing in my heart I still had love. But If ya'll knew what went down you'd be like what the FucK. They say you don't know what you got until it's gone. Loyalty honesty where did we go wrong?. I guess it was gods grace for me to be alone.. This is my growing pains. Cause by the fortune and fame. Thought we'd be together forever and ever and ever. Never thought we'd go our separate ways. Now look how things have changed. Looks like there never ever be the same. So hard to explain what went wrong?. After we were together for two long. Now never be the same again. Tell me how this thing happened. Damn this is my growing pain. How could this ever be them no longer apart of me?. What did you do to turn them other boys against me?. I just have one thing to say. What you do comes back your way. So many things were said so many false statements about me against my manager chris.. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. Like I was nothing and Like I couldn't go on with out them.. But know I feel like god is looking down on me and he should carry my soul.. As I take this solo journey I never meant for any of this to happen ... I'm sorry.. This is my growing pains (I have no regrets). Cause by the fortune and fame. Thought we'd be together forever and ever and ever. Never thought we'd go our separate ways. Now look how things have changed. Looks like there never ever be the same. So hard to explain what went wrong?. After we were together for two long. Now never be the same again. Tell me how this thing happened. Damn this is my growing pain. Damn. Damn this is my growing pain