For now there is no place to hide. All I need is to face my pride. Here I am living day after day. Feeding growing running digging in. Wasting all my life away. It's too cold outside. I didn't choose the hell inside. Surprise it's doomsday. Take my soul and stay away. I hear voices in my head. And all I wish is to disappear. Last act last scene. Nightmare wasn't just a dream. It looks pretty real to me. When the world is spinning. And there is nowhere to stay. The blackening begins. So hard to keep it. Seems life will drag me away. My last breath will escape. When walls are closing in. (They) will suffocate me again. Control denied state. Too hard to hold it. I'm going freaking insane. I hear a panic scream. Let me out settle down. Fear of fear it's over now. Let me out settle down. Fear of fear it's over now. Awakening a monster. Must kill it to live just another day. I've waited I've wanted. Fear of fear that I have to face. Awakening a monster. Must kill it to live just another day. I've waited I've wanted. Fear of fear that I have to face. It's too cold outside. I didn't choose the hell inside. Surprise it's doomsday. Take my soul and stay away. I hear voices in my head. And all I wish is to disappear. Last act last scene. Nightmare wasn't just a dream. It looks pretty real to me. When the world is spinning. And there is nowhere to stay. The blackening begins. So hard to keep it. Seems life will drag me away. My last breath will escape. When walls are closing in. (They) will suffocate me again. Control denied state. Too hard to hold it. I'm going freaking insane. I hear a panic scream. Let me out settle down. Fear of fear it's over now. Let me out settle down. Fear of fear it's over now. Awakening a monster. Must kill it to live just another day. I've waited I've wanted. Fear of fear that I have to face. Awakening a monster. Must kill it to live just another day. I've waited I've wanted. Fear of fear that I have to face. When the world is spinning (Awakening). And there is nowhere to stay (A monster). The blackening begins (Must kill it to live just another day). So hard to keep it (I've waited). Seems life will drag me away (I've wanted). My last breath will escape (Fear of fear that I have to face). When walls are closing in (Awakening). (They) will suffocate me again (A monster). Control denied state (Must kill it to live just another day). Too hard to hold it (I've waited). I'm going freaking insane (I've wanted). Fear of fear that I have to face