Just when I thought. I had handles on this. I could soften my guard behind false confidence. Just when I found. Humble pie insipid. Exempt from this blindside and firmly in its grip. Cause I'm seduced by reaction and under the influence. I'm sliping again I'm. Up to my tricks off my wagon. I have no defense I'm. Wreaking havoc. Wreaking havoc and consequence. I get reduced by my own willfulness as. I reach for my usual God replacements. Cause I am rich with sanction and lax in my steps. I'm sliping again I'm. Up to my tricks off my wagon. I have no defense I'm. Wreaking havoc. Wreaking havoc and consequence. It forgiveness is understanding then I. offer mea culpa for the millionth time. From this toppling house of card of mine. I am beaten by my impulsiveness. By this uncanny foreshadowing of regret. Cause I'm repulsed by restriction at least that's my excuse. I'm sliping again I'm. Up to my tricks off my wagon. I have no defense I'm. Wreaking havoc. Wreaking havoc and consequence