Psst Ay yo Are you afraid to die?. or do you wanna live forever?. Tell me. What's Wrong?. They wanna bury me. I'm worried. I'm losing my mind. Look down the barrel of my nine. And my vision is blurry. Falling to pieces am I guilty?. I pray to the lord but he ignores me. Unfortunately because I'm guilty. Show me a miracle I'm hopeless. I'm choking on Marijuana smoke. With every toke is. Like I'm losing focus. Falling asleep while I'm in service. When will I die?. Forever paranoid nervous. Because I'm high. don't mention funerals I'm stressing And going nutty. And remincing about the niggas that murdered my buddy. I wonder when will I be happy. Ain't nothing funny. Flashbacks of busting caps. Anything for money. Where am I going I've discovered. Can't understand. Why My next door nieghbor is having carloads of undercovers. What a suprise in the mailbox. Hope she get it. Happy Birthday bitch you know you shouldn't of did it. Everybodies dying am I next. Who Can I Trust?. Will they be G's and look at me. Before they bust. Or will they kill me while I'm sleeping. Two to the head. While I'm in bed leaking. blood on my satin sheets. Is there a heaven for a baller?. Gettin' susipicious of this bitch. The line is busy everytime I call her. Now she's telling me to visit. Who else is home?. I check the house before I bone. So we alone. After I nut. I hit the highway see ya later. To all the playas watched her fly way. A nigga played her. Bitch is telling all her homies. That I can fuck her like no other. And now other bitches wanna bone me. I'm under pressure getting drunk. Somebody help me. I drank a fifth of hennessey. I don't think its healthy. I see my enemies they creeping. Don't make me blast. I watch the 5-0 roll the mutha-fuckas pass. Nod me like they know me. Smiling as they laugh. I put up my middle finger then I dash. Niggas don't like me cuz I'm thugging. And everyday I'm a hustler. Looking to get paid. . They wanna bury me I'm worried. No need to lie. I pray to god. I won't scream when Its time to fry. No where to rest. I'm losing homies. Ain't that a bitch. When I was rich I had clout. Now a niggas lonely. I put the pistol to my head. and say a pray. I see visions of me dead. Lord are you there. They tell me I'm lost cuz I'm lonely. I thought I had friends. But in the end. A nigga dies lonely. No where to run. I'm in terror. And no one cares. A close casket at my funeral. But no one is there. Is there a future for a killer. I change my ways. But still that don't promise me the next day. So I stay thugging with a passion. Forever Blasting. I'm busting on you mutha-fuckas when I mash. They wonder if I'm hell bound. Well hell can't be worse than this. Cuz I'm in hell now. Don't make me hurt you. I don't want to But I will. I've seen mutha-fuckas killed over blown deals. Never will I die I'll be back. Re-incarnated as a mutha-fucking Mac. Eleven cuz in heaven. There's no shortage on G's. I'm telling you now. You mutha-fuckas don't know me...