Please someone say the unsayable. Will someone please tell me I'm wrong. I live everyday like a saddest pray. For I have to appear to be strong. and that's wrong. I'm too weak to be strong. Today I met with the Germans. and held my secret police. Discussing conspiracies and prison facilities. For moments I can never release. and they'll be at peace until they're released. With cause I? with the army. It's not like I've got any choice. They officially don't need my father before me. But gunpoint has its own voice. Jokies are not even a demagogue. Have you heard me giving a speech?. Wow factor inventoried I sound quite?. So deluded it beggars belief. It would be such a relief. Not to give another speech. Can someone please say the impossible?. I've lost any will to threat and kill. It would be easy for you to defeat. At any resistance I'd meet. I'll beat in retreat. I'd rather have you to shoot me. But I quite understand if you didn't. Watch out for the army the generals and the bombing. With the thought of take over bend. Oh please will somebody put me. Out of my misery. The sadder dictator sooner or later. Flees so that you can be free. If you get rid of me we can all be free