If the fish swam out of the ocean. and grew legs and they started walking. and the apes climbed down from the trees. and grew tall and they started talking. and the stars fell out of the sky. and my tears rolled into the ocean. now I'm looking for a reason why. you even set my world into motion. 'cause if you're not really here. then the stars don't even matter. 'cause if you're not really here. then i don't want to be either. i wanna be next to you. black and gold. black and gold. black and gold. i reach out into the night sky. and see a thousand eyes staring back. and all around these golden beacons. i see nothing but black. i feel a way of something beyond them. i don't see what i can feel. if vision is the only validation. then most of my life isn't real. 'cause if you're not really here. then the stars don't even matter. now i'm filled to the top with fear. that it's all just a bunch of matter. 'cause if you're not really here. then i don't want to be either. i wanna be next to you