Getting too busy to make amends. I should try to make it right. Are you ready for the shit to hit. I think you say you are but aren't. Doctor make it better instantly. You're the only one who can. I've waited here my whole damn life. And I've forgotten what I wanted. Maybe I can do it. If I put my back into it. I can leave you if I wanted. But there's nowhere else that I can go. Maybe I won't suffer. If I find a way to love here. I'd be lying to myself. But there is no way out that I can see. If I lied you'd know it instantly. So I just had to look away. All the honesty I've ever lost. I can't begin to even curse. I never knew the taste of blood till now. It's clear I never should have known. Breathing fire was never this much fun. So there's a dark side in us all