I think about those better days. I didn't know these evil ways. Love and hate and jealousy. Came and got the best of me. Late at night I lie in bed. And fight the fight inside my head. I thnk it's time to put it down. And get myself back on the ground. Oh no Oh no. This ain't what I came here for. I'm goin' up on the mountain. Up on the hill. Lay down by the river. Let the water be still. I'll open my eyes. See what I see. I've got to find out. What is you And what Is me. I used to know how to feel. Somethin' tells me this ain't real. On the phone ain't nothin' said. It's off the hook the line is dead. Things you want things you need. I ain't got and ain't guaranteed. I'm breakin' loose it's buildin' up. And I can't leave here soon enough. Oh no Oh no. This ain't what I came here for. I'm goin' up on the mountain. Up on the hill Lay down by the river. Let the water be still. I'll open my eyes. See what I see. I've got to find out. What is you. And what Is me. Oh no Oh no. This ain't what I came here for. I'm goin' up on the mountain. Up on the hill Lay down by the river. Let the water be still I'll open my eyes. See what I see. I've got to find out. What is you And what Is me