Slip Out The Back. You know me. I used to get caught up in everyday life. Trying to make it through my day so I could sleep at night. Trying to figure my way through the maze of rights and wrongs. But like you used to say. Nothing feels like it's really worth it. Forget perfect. I'm trying not to be worthless. Since I last saw you I've been looking for a purpose. Well I met this kid who thought like I did. He had a weird way of looking at it. This is what he said. Slip out the back before they know you were there. And at the worst you'll see nobody cares. Cuz you don't wanna be around when it all goes down. Even heroes know when to be scared. Slip out the back before they know you were there. And at the worst you'll see nobody cares. Cuz you don't wanna be around when it all goes down. Even heroes know when to be scared. Now. I don't remember where I met him or remember his name. But he walked funny like he was just too big for his frame. Just over five foot but he weighed a buck-fifty. And what he said seemed so right. It stuck with me. Listen. It's like poker. You can play your best. But you gotta know when to fold your cards and take a rest. And know when to hold your cards. Hold your breath. And hope that nobody else is stacking the deck. Because. I don't need to tell you that life isn't fair. It doesn't care. It arbitrarily cuts off your air. And like you I want someone to say its okay. In the truest part of our hearts everybody's afraid. We're just underappreciated and overwhelmed. Fighting so hard to hide our fear that we're scaring ourselves. You understand what I'm saying cuz you always did. But it's different in the words of a cowardly kid. Who said slip out the back before they know you were there. At the worst you'll see nobody cares. Cuz you don't wanna be around when it all goes down. Even heroes know when to be scared. Slip out the back before they know you were there. At the worst you'll see nobody cares. Cuz you don't wanna be around when it all goes down. Even heroes know when to be scared. And I'm no hero. You remember how it was. You know. All I ever did was worry. Feeling out of control. To the point where everything is going end over end. I'm spinning around in circles again. This is where you come in. All of this to explain to you why. I had to separate myself away from yesterday's life. Please remember. This isn't how I hoped it would be. But I had to protect you from me. That's why I slipped out the back before you knew I was there. I know you felt unprepared. But every single time I was around I'd just bring you down. And I could tell that it was time to be scared. That's why I slipped out the back before you knew I was there. And I know the way I left. It wasn't fair. I didn't wanna be around just to bring you down. I'm not a hero but don't think I didn't care