so! I do believe. none of this is physical. at least not to me. so I do believe. that anywhere it goes. t's always with me. it's not the dream. that makes you weak. it's not the night that makes you sleep. but it's a voice. and it's a choice. to call you out. or stay at home. so! I do believe. none of this is physical. at least not to me. so I do believe. that anywhere it goes. it's always with me. it's not the beast. it's not the sheets. so soft and warm. all over me. but it's the touch. you need so much. to move around on this green earth. take your money and your drugs. take your money and your drugs. to anyone who wondered. what old jebus meant to me. take him out to go diving. in red patoka sea. the brain melts in the twilight. with the boar and moving trees. your skin looks good in moonlight. and god damn those shaky knees. the fact that my heart's beating. is all the proof you need