i'm jaded. and you're beautiful. i'm deluded. and envious of you. you're carin'. that i'm hurtin'. but i'm laughing. 'cause i'm lyin'. and you believe what i say. to be true. this is the way. god made me!. no self-reliance. no social skills. you're confident. and you express yourself. so well. you're learned. degrees upon your wall. i'm jealous. no invitations to the ball. this is the way. god made me. no self esteem. you're picture perfect. you walk about so contented. the trees call out your name. you're clean and i'm so ignorant. i'm basic and i'm jaded. and my excuses are so lame