If everything would just stop. Then maybe I could clear up my thoughts. If everything would stand still. I could've hidden how lost I feel. I should've said what I hear. I should've let myself fear. I should've made myself clear. So this is how we fall apart. This is how the ending starts. And when we find we lost our minds. We fake what we don't know. I never asked to let go. I never thought I could sink so low. I never let myself down. Until the second I did right now. I should've said what I hear. I should've let myself fear. I should've made myself clear. So this is how we fall apart. This is how the ending starts. And when we find we lost our minds. We fake what we don't know. So this is how we fall apart. This is how the ending starts. And when our heads betray our hearts. We fake what we don't know. Cause all we are is everything we've done. All we are is how quickly we run. And all we are. We are. This is how we fall apart. But this is how beginnings start. Cause when our heads betray our hearts. We fake what we don't know. And if our doubt begins again. The answers find us in the end. So in the meantime we'll pretend. And fake what we don't know. This is how we fall apart. But this is how beginnings start. Cause when our heads betray our hearts. We fake what we don't know. And if our doubt begins again. The answers find us in the end. So in the meantime we'll pretend. And fake what we don't know