I've been away a little while. Sometimes I just can't help myself. When my mind's running wild. I seem to lose grip on reality. And I try to disregard the crazy things. The voices tell me to do but it's no use. I tried to own it write songs about it. Believe me I tried. In the end I needed to breathe. Find inspiration some kind of purpose. To take a second to face the shit. That makes me me. All I needed was the last thing I wanted. To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud. Every moment every second every trespass. Every awful thing every broken dream. A couple years back and forth. With myself in a cage. Banging my head against the wall. Tryna put words on a page. All I needed was the last thing I wanted. To sit alone in a room alone in a room. I saw the world a couple times. Tried to cure the ache with absence. But that hole was still a hole. And my mind kept playing tricks on me. Feeling older every day. Took everything I had to not crash and burn. But I'm starting to learn. Sometimes I'll fall down. Sometimes I'll lose hope. But those days will be few. If I keep my feet on the ground. I might be lonely but I ain't alone here. So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me. All I needed was the last thing I wanted. To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud. Every moment every second every trespass. Every awful thing every broken dream. A couple years back and forth. With myself in a cage. Banging my head against the wall. Tryna put words on a page. All I needed was the last thing I wanted. To sit alone in a room alone in a room. I can be better than I was. I can be better than I am. All I needed was the last thing I wanted. To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud. Every moment every second every trespass. Every awful thing every broken dream. A couple years back and forth. With myself in a cage. Banging my head against the wall. Trying to put words on a page. All I needed was the last thing I wanted. To sit alone in a room alone in a room