Housewives trying to recapture their youth. By wearing floral print and suede. Fixing their hairdos with PC chemical-free hairspray. Martha Stewart taught them to make on TV. I was raised a farmgirl. I'm too far from home all alone on the road. Trying to figure out who I am now the the stardust has turned to sand. And the sand has turned to stone on the starmaking machine. I'm 31 years old. That ain't the end but it sure ain't where I began. And my daddy he wrote songs and he broke colts. And he went back to school to get a degree. Now he teachs music to kids he taught music to me. And this Alaskan girl was living in Stephenville Texas. Yes you guessed it I moved here because I fell in love with a man. And I moved his ex-old lady's things out of the closet. The same closet I had to move my things back in. It didn't make me feel that great as if to demonstrate. Everything's temporary given enough time. I'm 31 years old. That ain't the end but it sure ain't where I began. But hey I´m just a kid I got nothing to lose I'm a singer for crowds. hey Mom look I'm an entertainer. I'm a modern day troubadour trying to find justice with six strings. Trying to make the world make sense out of me. Trying to be loved completely trying to love honestly. Trying to find a decent high noon cup of tea. In another hotel. I'm trying to listen to the leaves speak. Trying to steal secrets from fishes in the creek. Trying to figure out who I am. A pretty mediocre cook and even worse mathematician maybe a mother one day. What will it be?. I'm trying to figure out who I am. But there's no hand to hold no Doctor Martin Luther King. There's just syncophants. And the mindlessness on TV or in the magazines. On the latest ways to behave. So why not follow me the blond bombshell deity?. I'll sell you neat ideas without big words. And a little bit of cleavage to wash it all down. Hey everybody thought Godar was a clown man. And that ain't gonna be me. And I'm 31 years old. That ain't the end but it sure ain't where I began. Guess that just means I'm in Stephenville - Texas. . Camila Colla