I don't know how else to put this. It's taking me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like I may lay. Body is curled in an U shape. I put up my best but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. Patience it's not my style. And I'm so tired that I gotta go. What am I supposed to want now. What am I supposed to do?. Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?. Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I could have it all. And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go. I get to go home in one week. But I'm leaving home in three weeks. They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. I'm following soothing directions. I crawled up inside for protection. I'm told what to do and I don't know why. I'm over-existing in limbo. I'm over the myths and placebos. I don't really mind if I just fade away. I'm ready to live with my family. I'm ready to die in obscurity. 'cause I'm so tired that I gotta go. What am I supposed to want now?. What am I supposed to do?. Still don't think I wouldn't see this through?. Tell me I am part of history. Tell me I can have it all. And still I'm too tired to care and I gotta go. Oh yeah. oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.. Still to tired to care and I gotta go. Still to tired to care and I gotta go. Still to tired to care and I gotta go. Yea yea. Still to tired to care and I gotta go. Go home. Still to tired to care and I gotta go. Yeah yeah. Still to tired to care and I gotta go