Wanting. Watching. Debating on which way to run to. Haunted by voices. Craving someone to run to. I haven’t lost myself in a long time. I never tried to care when I wanted to. I just wanna be part of something. I just wanna be real like you. Sometimes I feel like a monster. And times I feel like a saint. I’m on my knees. You’re my favorite disease. Silent warnings. Tell me that I’ve let things come undone. Show me. Teach me the way to heaven. ‘Cause no other way can. I haven’t lost myself in a long time. I never tried to care when I wanted to. I just wanted to be part of something. I just wanted to be real like you. Sometimes I feel like a monster. And times I feel like a saint. I’m on my knees. You’re my favorite disease. Closer. Closer. Closer to you. I need to be closer now. Closure yet. Closer to you. Every step I take. Sometimes I feel like a monster. And times I feel like a saint. I’m on my knees. You’re my favorite disease. And I love to way you kill me. Love the way you heal me. Sometimes I feel like a monster. And times I feel like a saint. I’m on my knees. You’re my favorite disease. And I love to way you kill me. Love the way you heal me. I love the way you kill me. I love the way you heal me. I love the way you kill me. I love the way you heal me. I love the way you kill me. I love the way you heal me. I love the way you kill me. I love the way you heal me