Feels like a close it's coming to. Fuck am I gonna do?. It's too late to start over. This is the only thing I thing I know. Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is. Find different ways to word the same old song. Ever since I came along. From the day the song called "Hi! My Name Is" dropped. Started thinking my name was fault. Cause anytime things went wrong. I was the one who they would blame it on. The media made me the equivalent. Of a modern-day Genghis Kahn. Tried to argue it was only entertainment dawg. Gangsta? Naw courageous balls. Had to change my style. They said I'm way too soft. And I sound like AZ and Nas out came the claws. And the fangs been out since then. But up until the instant that I went against it. It was ingrained in me. That I wouldn't amount to a shitstain I thought. No wonder I had to unlearn everything. That my brain was taught. Do I really belong in this game? I pondered. I just wanna play my part should I make waves or not?. So back and forth in my brain the tug of war wages on. And I don't wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect. The artform I was raised upon. But sometimes you gotta take a loss. And have people rub it in your face before. You get made pissed off. And keep pluggin' it's your only outlet. And your only outfit so you know they gonna talk about it. Better find a way to counter it quick and make it ah. Feel like I've already said this a kabillion eighty times. How many times can I say the same thing. Different ways that rhyme?. What I really wanna say is is there anyone else. That can relate to my story?. Bet you feel the same way I felt. When I was in the same place you are. When I was afraid to. [Sia]. Afraid to make a single sound. Afraid I would never find a way out out out. Afraid I'd never be found. I don't wanna go another round. An angry man's power will shut you up. Trip wires fill this house with tiptoed love. Run out of excuses for everyone. So here I am and I will not run. Guts over fear the time is near. Guts over fear I shed a tear. For all the times I let you push me round. And let you keep me down now I've got. Guts over fear guts over fear. [Eminem]. Feels like a close it's coming to. Fuck am I gonna do?. It's too late to start over. This is the only thing I thing I know. It's like I was there once single parents. Hate your appearance. Did you struggle to find your place in this world?. And the pain spawns all the anger on. But it wasn't until I put the pain in songs. Learned who to aim it on. That I made a spark started to spit hard as shit. Learned how to harness it. While the reins were off. And there was a lot of bizarre shit but the crazy part. Was soon as I stopped saying "I gave a fuck". Haters started to appreciate my art. And it just breaks my heart. To look at all the pain I've caused. But what am I gonna do when the rage is gone?. The lights go out in the trailer park. And the window that was closing. And there's nowhere else I can go with flows in. And I'm frozen. Cause there's no more emotion for me to pull from. Just a bunch of playful songs. That I made for fun. So to the break of dawn here. I go recycling the same old song. But I'd rather make" Not Afraid 2". Than another mothafuckin' "We Made You" uh. Now I don't wanna seem indulgent. When I discuss my lows and my highs. My demise and my uprise pray to God. I just opened enough eyes later on. Gave you the supplies and the tools. To hopefully use it to make you strong. Enough to lift yourself up when you feel like I felt. Cause I can't explain to y'all. How dang exhausted my legs felt. Just having to balance my damn self. Those dang eggshells I was made to walk. But thank you ma cause that gave me the strength. To cause Shady-mania. So when they empty that stadium. At least I made it out of that house. And a found a place in this world when the day was done. So this is for every kid who all's they ever did. Was dreamt that one day they would just get accepted. I represent him or her anyone similar. You are the reason I made this song. Everything you're scared to say. Don't be afraid to say no more. From this day on forward just let them a-holes talk. Take it with a grain of salt and eat their fucking faces off. The legend of the angry blonde lives on through you. When I'm gone. And to think I was. [Sia]. Afraid to make a single sound. Afraid I would never find a way out out out. Afraid I'd never be found. I don't wanna go another round. An angry man's power will shut you up. Trip wires fill this house with tiptoed love. Run out of excuses for everyone. So here I am and I will not run. Guts over fear the time is near. Guts over fear I shed a tear. For all the times I let you push me round. And let you keep me down now I've got. Guts over fear guts over fear