Hearing my father say "told you so told you so". Why can't you be like the other girls. I said oh no that's not me. And I don't think that it'll ever me. Thought I'd belong to a different tribe. Walking alone never satisfied satisfied. Tried to fit in but it wasn't me. I said oh no I don't want it more. That's not what I'm looking for. So I took the road-less. And I barely made it out alive. Through the darkness somehow I survived. Deep down in the dust of my rebel heart. I've spent some time as a narcissist. Hearing the others say "look at you look at you! ". Trying to be so provocative. I said "oh yeah that was me! "