I know you so well so well. I mean I can do anything that he can. I've been pretty. I know you're somewhere somewhere. I've been trapped in my mind girl. just holdin' on. I don't wanna pretend we're somethin'. we're nothin'. I've been stuck thinkin' 'bout her. I can't hold on. I'm in pain wanna put 10. shots in my brain. I've been trippin' 'bout some things. can't change. Suicidal same time I'm tame. Picture this in bed get a phone call. Girl that you fucked with killed herself. That was this summer and nobody helped. And ever since then man I hate myself. Wanna fuckin' end it pessimistic. All wanna see me with no pot to piss in. But niggas been excited 'bout the grave. I'm diggin'. Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions:. Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time. Memories surface through the grapevine. 'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot. Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up. Been fucked up since the couple months. they had a nigga locked up. I'll be feelin' pain I'll be feelin' pain. just to hold on. And I don't feel the same I'm so numb. I'll be feelin' pain I'll be feelin' pain. just to hold on. And I don't feel the same I'm so numb. I know you so well. I mean I can do anything that he can. I've been pretty. I know you so well