Why no one will help me. I am too dumb I am too smart. They'll not understand me. I am lonely. They'll hate me. And there is not enough time. It's too hard to help me. And God wants me to work. No resting no lazy. These excuses how they served me so well. They've kept me safe. They've kept me stuck. They've kept me locked in my own cell. I'm too far from home. It takes far too much energy. And I cannot afford to. No one will ever see me. These excuses how they served me so well. They've kept me safe. They've kept me stuck. They've kept me locked in my own cell. These excuses how they're so familiar. They've kept me blocked. They've kept me small. They've kept me safe inside my shell. Bringing this into the light. Shakes their foundation. And it clears my side. Now my imagination. Is the only thing that limits. The bar that is raised to the heights. No one can have it all see. I have to they want me to. And I can't let them down. I'll never be happy. These excuses how they served me so well. They've kept me safe. They've kept me stuck. They've kept me locked in my own cell. These excuses how they're so familiar. They've kept me blocked. They've kept me small. They've kept me safe inside my shell