No no I I I I I don't want to break when I speak. I don't want to shake while I'm standing. I don't want to crawl into another hole. I don't know what I'm hiding for. No I I I I I don't want to fall when I stand. I don't want to have to hold your hand. I just want to be the girl I use to be. When I was me and worry free. I know these burnings on my own. But I cant keep on running. No I just cant keep on running away from here. I know that the only way to be is to fight my every fear. I'm not going to make it 'til I turn around. And face it alone I know. I can't just keep running. No I just can't keep on running away. So it stops today. So here I am I'm taking my first step. Thought I was losing balance but I caught myself. I kind of like the challenge no I don't need help. I'm going to make it past the very start. Its always been my hardest part. But I I I I I'm going to stay in control. I must admit this crutch is getting old. I am going to throw it out of my hand. I'm finally here I understand. I know I'll get there on my own. So I can't keep on running. No I just can't keep on running away from here. I know that the only way to be is fighting my every fear. I'm not going to make it 'til I turn around. And face it alone I know. That I can't keep running. No I just can't keep on running away. So it stops today. You can hide from all the pain. But it will find you anyway. Yes I know now I know. That I can't keep on running. No I jus't cant keep on running away from here. I know that the only way to be is fighting my every fear. I'm not going to make it til I turn around. And face it alone I know. That I cant just keep running. No I just cant keep on running away. So it stops today