Confidence and hope. I'm looking forward to future plans. Not able to realize yet. Makes me wanna take a rope. or swallow some pills any time. But let's have a look. In the distance I see light. Gives me satisfaction. Keeps me hangin' on. When stability is gone. I take my own life. I make the decisions. I have a goal. That's worth living. Confidence in what I do. realising my hope. That's the bright side I'm looking for. But I know how to take it. In times when my life looks shattered. and I'm not feeling to well. Confused when I think. Which direction not for sure. Dreams far away.