All these lies are catching up to me. I just can't put it down and go to sleep. I close my eyes and all that I can see. Is someone who I'm never gonna be. I hope that you can bring me back. I gotta to make it right. And if I fall and crash and burn. At least we both know that I tried. And as I crawl those lessons learned. Yeah they remind me I survived. Yeah yeah yeah. Silence just keeps screaming back at me. The ones I love are lost in memories. And I wish that I could take back what was done. You can only change the person you've become. I have to try and find a way. To leave it all behind. And if I fall and crash and burn. At least we both know that I tried. And as I crawl those lessons learned. It will remind me I survived. I've been hurt and I've been scarred. At least I know that I'm alive. And If I fall and crash and burn. At least we both know that I tried. All of the things I tried to say. All of the words just got in the way. I'm waiting here I need your help. Don't leave me down here all by myself. And if I fall and crash and burn. At least we both know that I tried. And as I crawl those lessons learned. It will remind me I survived. I've been hurt and I've been scarred. At least I know that I'm alive. And If I fall and crash and burn. At least we both know that I tried