You want me to give you a testimony about my life. and how good he's been to me. I don't know what to tell you about him. I love him so much with all my heart and my soul. with every bone in my body I love him so much. because he's done so much for me. Every morning every day of my life. I won't always be crying tears in the middle of the night. and I won't always have to wake up by myself wondering. how I'm gonna get through the day. I won't always have to think about. what I'm gonna do and. how I'm gonna how I'm gonna make it. how I'm gonna get there because he. he's gonna be there for me. Some day the sky above will open up. and he will reach out his hand and. guide me through oh yes he will. I won't always be crying. these tears. I won't always be feeling so blue. Some day he will open up the door for me. and call my name. Some day he will. I don't know if anybody understands what that feels like. No matter what you've been through. or where you've been. he's always there with his arms open wide. accepting me for. who I am and I love him so much. I couldn't do it without him I wouldn't want to. I'm crying now it feels so good to be free. to be accepted for who you are and loved no matter what. oh lord thank you you are the joy of my life