There are people who think we lead. a fabulous life. One endless party. No pain or strife. If only they knew. the absolute truth. I hoped we had a future. the two of us together. Something shared between us. would change us both forever. He helped me recognise myself. and set me on a mission. to find there's more to life. than following ambition. After all that we've been through. only tears can tell the truth. I'm not crying just for you. I'm crying for me. Look around and see. I'm crying for all of us. For the impossibility. of love in a world where sex. is a cruel competitive sport. For the love this world rejects. I mustn't be vindictive. we shouldn't feel ashamed. that no one tried to help him. so no one can be blamed. Go back to being fabulous. Ignore the pain inside. Find some compensation. for all the love denied. After all that we've been through. only tears can tell the truth. I'm not crying just for you. I'm crying for me. Look around and see. I'm crying for you for me. for what we cannot be. for you and me. for all of us. For all of us