No more invisible speechless deaf and bling child. With neglected pleasures being addicted to denial. Floating through time gravitating towards a warm arm. With an appetite for the emptiness that promises no harm. No more uncontrollable eruptions of emotional depression. A primal S.O.S. from the barren prison of selfless expression. that only the guilty with the innocent. Souls-know buried in social scar tissue of defective ego. No more relentless sifting through bodies seeking self. Settling through competitive combat for what's left on the shelf.. A mad melee of supply and demand driven by gullible pride that. leads to sedating the you that suffocates inside. No more - forever no more - because I've unshout my eyes. And the differences between God's word and Man's Wills was realized. Seeing opposing parallel lives some liquid other frozen. Let me to never. seek from man what God has chosen.. Then the negative whispering subsided and the panicking ceased. the undercurrent suppression of pent-up terror was released as the. mystery of the unknown manifested pristine clear A positive message. of trught entered my ear. Now across my face is a brand new smile. With a newly revealed meaning of a "Destine Child". A message of hope is being released from my Heart. And I am overwhelmed with dedication to do my part. All I ever wanted was to be as I once was - Unbounded. Somehow it got all twisted and before long sounded. As though life was continuous connive-thrive-drive. Choking out the simple joy of just being alive. Now I am filled with love and I sing a love song. A song for yesterday today tomorrow and beyond. My new prayer is - Thank You God for setting Me Free. And Thank You God - For Giving Me back Me.