I tried to call up God and complain?Then he said "Why ya calling my name". It's just pain pain. It's just pain pain.. It's just pain and It's apart of the game. I tried to call up God's name. Then he said "All ya do is complain". It's just pain pain. It's just pain pain.. It's just pain and It's apart of the game. . The industry is a robber. My mental be really bothered. Not talking to any callers. Escape the clutches of pover-ty. I'm close to my Mama. Ain't really close to my Father. The more I became a baller. The more I seen him get farther. Cuz I don't trust you enough to let you inside of my mind. And even if I let you in. Couldn't handle what you would find. I done been through serious times. And don't care if you think I'm lyin'. I was grown at the age of 9. Wanna get you out of a bind. I spent my savings to save you. Try to get you up out of jail. Had to sign that lil' paper promising. that you wouldn't jump your bail. But then what you do. Jump your bail. They want you. And want me as well. Then the day it happened to me. Yea I hated it it was hell. And you had to know that I hate it. I hate it I'm irritated. It's loud and it's getting crowded. My space is getting invaded. No nachos but there were some vatos. Who said they don't speak no English. I'm telling them make some room. And he lookin' like what you meanin'. And ain't no such thing as team. When the General wanna take your spot. You the one that's on the bench watchin'. I'm the one that's takin' the shot. And I seen the hate on ya face. At the moment you seen it drop. Even people that's really close. Try to take ya down from the top. What about that lil' fan try to say that I had her baby. Ya baby I ain't even met her. So it ain't even a maybe. Plus her skin was Caucasian. She tryin' to reach me daily. Ya groupie won't be a lady. She obviously tryna play me. It's obvious she was crazy. Only thing she can do. Is go find a stupid rich rapper. Thats out there that she can screw. And Now she feelin' so stupid. In the shows what I said was true. If I plan to sleep with a white girl. I wouldn't go sleep with you. So I keep saying his name. And he say I say it in vain. And he say that the only time that I call. Is when it's some pain. Try to mess with my lil' sis. And I threw some salt in ya game. Cuz I knew you was old enough. To be one of our parents mayne. But a shame on you. You shame. You the only person to blame. When a 25 person gang. Try to jump me and take my chain. I was the only person not wet. By the punches thrown in the rain. And I couldn't hold any grudges. I said I forgive ya mayne. It was true that he had a temper. My Father wasn't being gentle. At night I'd wake up to knocking. My Mama tryna get in the window. Turn on the TV. Tryna act like I'm tryna play the Nintendo. The house done burnt down forever. And no longer sentimental. They livin' and lovin' life. Until his girl had fell off that bike. And he happened to still survive. But the future don't look as bright. I admit that I got mad at ya. And wish that we both could fight. When I knock on them Pearly Gates. Just don't tell me to take a hike