She said. I know what it's like to be dead. I know what it is to be sad. And she's making me feel like I never was born. I said. who put all those things in your head. things that make me feel like I'm mad. And you're making me feel like I never was born. She said you don't understand what I've said. I said no no no you're wrong when I was a boy. Everything was right. I said even though you know what you know I know that I'm ready to leave. Cause you're makin' me feel like I never was born. She said