Kelly. I changed my life for you and all that you could do. Is betray me how could you play me. You got me doing things I know I shouldn't do. Am I crazy to live this way see. I know I'm wrong I'm shamed everyday. We're not as one but you think it's okay. My life is not meant to be lived this way this way. You promised me one day we would be. Husband and wife but it seems to me. You're moving further away from me from me. Chorus. Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight. But I'm in love right now I'm caught up. Instead of leaving I know that you'll be right by my side. And you'll make a way just have your way. Beyonce'. I spent too much time playin wife on many nights. Keepin you happy giving you all of me. I wake up every morning feeling guilty cause you're lying next to me. Father forgive me thought by now we'd be married. Four months ago you promised me. By now I'd have my wedding ring. You've shown no committment to me to me. I cannot blame you for using me. If I continue to let this be. Cause shacking with a man just ain't me ain't me. Chorus. Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight. But I'm in love right now I'm caught up. Instead of leaving I know that you'll be right by my side. And you'll make a way just have your way