I'm so glad you made time to see me. How's life? Tell me how's your family?. I haven't seen them in a while. You've been good; busier than ever. We small talk work in the weather. Your guard is up and I know why. Cause the last time you saw me. Still burns in the back of your mind. You gave me roses and I left them there to die. So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying. I'm sorry for that night. And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you. Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. And I go back to December turn around. And make it all right. I go back to December all the time. These days I haven't been sleepin'. Stayin' up playing back myself leavin'. When your birthday passed. And I didn't call then I think about summer. All the beautiful times. I watched you laughin' from the passenger side. And realized I loved you in the fall. And then the cold came. With the dark days when the fear crept into my mind. You gave me all your love. And all I gave you was goodbye. So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying. I'm sorry for that night. And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you. Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. And I go back to December turn around. And change my own mind. I go back to December all the time. I miss your tan skin your sweet smile. So good to me so right. And how you held me in your arms. That September night. The first time you ever saw me cry. Maybe this is wishful thinking. Probably mindless dreaming. If we loved again I swear I'd love you right. I'd go back in time and change it but I can't. So if the chain is on your door I understand. I said it's too late to apologize it's too late. I said it's too late to apologize it's too late. This is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying. I'm sorry for that night. And I go back to December. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you. Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. I said you're not sorry no no no noo. You're not sorry no no no noo. You're not sorry no no no noo