When I pretend everything is what I want it to be. I look exactly like what you always wanted to see. When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am. Stealing second after second. Just cause I know I can. But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay. I'm just trying to bend the truth. I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be. So I'm. Lying my way from you. (No no turning back now). I wanna be pushed aside so let me go. (No no turning back now). Let me take back my life. I'd rather be all alone. (No turning back now). Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see. (No no turning back now). The very worst part of you is me. I remember what they taught to me. Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be. Remember listening to all of that and this again. So I pretended up a person who was fittin' in. And now you think this person really is me. And I'm trying to bend the truth. But the more I push the more I'm pulling away. 'Cause I'm. Lying my way from you. (No no turning back now). I wanna be pushed aside so let me go. (No no turning back now). Let me take back my life. I'd rather be all alone. (No turning back now). Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see. (No no turning back now). The very worst part of you. The very worst part of you is me. This isn't what I wanted to be. I never thought that what I said. Would have you running from me like this. This isn't what I wanted to be. I never thought that what I said. Would have you running from me like this. This isn't what I wanted to be. I never thought that what I said. Would have you running from me like this. This isn't what I wanted to be. I never thought that what I said. Would have you running from me like this. You. (No turning back now). I wanna be pushed aside so let me go. (No no turning back now). Let me take back my life. I'd rather be all alone. (No turning back now). Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see. (No no turning back now). The very worst part of you. The very worst part of you is me