Staring at the white above. Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead. Or is it in my head?. Where'd I go wrong. Staring at the white above. One day I closed my eyes and here I am. A cold unhappy man. I've come to realize the life I have I hate. The pulse I need is slowly fading. Until I've lost it all. I've been waiting for an inspiration. For a chance I never got to take. Before it's much too late. Where'd I go wrong. Where's the boy that used to run?. Could it be he's up and gone away?. He seems so far away. And all the things I could have done. Could it be they've up and gone away?. They seem so far away. It feels as if the boy in me. Has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter. Imposter of myself. I must find the one that used to be. Approach him slow don't be afraid to say. "Can he come out and play?". Where'd I go wrong. Staring at the sky above. I've found a chance I'm finally going to take. I've learned from my mistakes. Where'd I go wrong.