I'm freaking out. Yeah yeah. I'm standing in the heart of nowhere. Futility's forgotten soldier. The days are getting dark and colder. I don't know right from wrong. Can't mend the things you haven't broken. Can't close a door you've never opened. I wish I hadn't been too weak to cry. I'm freaking out now. I'm dying for life. I don't care if you say it ain't right. I'm freaking out now. I'm claiming my time. Come on if you're ready or not. I'm freaking out. I'm screaming at the operator. Just acting now and thinking later. I tell the world I love to hate her. I need to get it out. I'm solid as a trail of vapour. As heavy as a piece of paper. But finally I'm strong enough to cry. I'm freaking out now. I'm dying for life. I don't care if you say it ain't right. I'm freaking out now. I'm claiming my time. Come on if you're ready or not. I'm freaking out. I think it's no good to be afraid. Of all the mistakes that you wanna make. I think it's no good to play it cool. I'd rather be called a crying fool