You're unsure and you're not ready. so that must mean I want you. You're unavailable and disinterested. and to you I look for comfort. A million times in a million ways. I will try to change you. A million months and a million days. I'll try to convince you. I have waited for you and adjusted for you. and I'm done. I have deferred to you and enabled you. and I'm done. You're too young or you're too old or. you're simply not inclined. You're asleep or you're withholding. be that my cue to crave you. Several times in several ways. I'll try to squeeze love from you. Several hours and several ways. I'll feast on scraps thrown from you. I have bent for you and I've deprived for you. and I'm done. I have depressed for you and contorted for you. and I'm done. I have stifled for you and I've compromised for you. and I'm done. I have silenced for you and sacrificed for you. and I'm done. It won't be long before I am reclaimed. It won't take long and I'll be on path again. It won't be easy for us to disengage. I'm at the end of self deprivation stage. You're afraid of every woman. afraid of your inner workings. You cringe at the thought of living under the same. roof as me god and everything. A million times and a million ways. I've tried to alter to match you. Several times every several days. I've tried to uncrush on you. I have waited for you and adjusted for you. and I'm done. I have deferred to you and enabled you. and I'm done. I have bent for you and I've deprived for you. and I'm done. I have depressed for you and contorted for you. and I'm done