Living life don't you cry. My life -- pain is God.. Many nights painful thoughts occur. Love me -- again I'm wrong.. In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy.. All I see a hate deep inside. Startle me someone save me.. All these memories. Fill my heart. They bury me. All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother) X4. Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her) X4. Looking back I was never ever right.. You were my step mom you always wanted me out of your sight.. I would come walkin' in and I'd say "Hello". but you'd slap me and make some fucked-up comment about my clothes.. But I tried to let it pass but the visions in my head were with you with a knife up your ass laying dead.. So I popped some more caps in your ass.. Now your son is such a fuck -- motherfucking bitch. never try to play me!. You make my life -- not so..... All I want to do..... Is kill you..... All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother). Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her). Wish! You! Were dead! Now!. How.... I know. How can I cry over someone I never loved?. How can I cry over someone I never loved?. Never loved.... Never loved