I've been thinking lots about my life and. How quick I'd wash it down the drain. Past tense the future nothing matters now. I act on my own and I'm to blame. Live in a wicked dream with angst turned out all wrong. Were all so weak no matter how strong yeah. I tried running away from me. Convince me that I've grown but I can't. Change so unnaturally Demons they follow me. I quit running away from me. Convinced that I have grown but found out. All my reasons for obscenity all a part of me. I don't like that you're calling me a liar. I don't like that you found out I'm a snake. Been sneaking around for far too long now. I don't like how fast my intentions fade. Karma has beat me down but the worst is yet to come. Many mistakes and still I'm so young yeah. I tried running away from me. Convince me that I've grown but I can't. Change so unnaturally Demons they follow me. I quit running away from me. Convinced that I have grown but found out. All my reasons for obscenity all a part of me. I can't. Count how many times. Awakened in fear nightly. Palms sweating. Dreams. Where promises are made. To no one but myself. Help him. Crushed daily. Don't lend me your hand. I can't trust my self. So how can you trust me. We've all made selfish bad decisions. We've all tried dishing out the blame. Convinced our selves of our own actions. My problem is I'll never change. In doubt some good comes out. I'll fold before its time. Can't promise you that its my last time yeah. I tried running away from me. Convince me that I've grown but I can't. Change so unnaturally Demons they follow me. I quit running away from me. Convinced that I have grown but found out. All my reasons for obscenity all a part of me. Truth won't help you now. All the loves gone too far. Truth won't help you now. All the loves gone too far. I'm scarred yeah. Demons they follow me 'cause my insanity. I'm scarred yeah. Demons they follow me 'cause my insanity. I'm scarred yeah. Demons they follow me 'cause my insanity. I'm scarred yeah. Demons they follow me 'cause my insanity