Sometimes I get to a point where. I don't give a damn about. anything... anymore. Sometimes I get to a point where. I feel numb and I just don't care. Sometimes I feel like I just. don't care. I sit in my car. and listen to the radio. I think about the past. and it seems so long ago. I know the pain. is slowly going to fade. This life is going to get better. (Things are going to be better). I wait until. my ex-wife has gone away. I walk around the house. Getting lost inside the old days. I see the picture where. everybody's smiling.... I know.... I got to keep it on the inside. I want to get lost. form my life sometimes. Sit on the side. and watch the world go by. I want to get lost. and I don't know why. Sometimes I want to get lost. and I don't know why. (Sometimes I want to get lost. and dream for a while). Waiting for my little girl. Waiting on the school bus. We're going to the movies. Yeah just the two of us. Sit inside the dark dream. for a while. Our life is going to get better. (Yeah it's going to be better). I wake up weird. in the middle of the night. I walk up the floor. until my mind gets right. I think about the past. and it makes me want to cry. I know.... I got to keep it on the inside. I want to get lost. from my life sometimes. Sit on the side. and watch world go by. I want to get lost in the dark. and dream for awhile. Just sit inside a dark room. and dream for awhile. The only thing that ever makes. sence to me. Is the words to a song from. an American moive. The only thing that ever made. made sence in my life. Is the sound of my. little girl laughing. Alive and happy in. the summertime. I am just like everyone I know. I am afraid of things that I. don't know. I am afraid of ever really. being alone. I want to find myself a brand. new heart. I want to find a girl. and make a brand new start. I want to find a girl and get lost. in the dark. The only thing that ever makes. sence to me. Is the words to a song from. an American moive. The only thing that ever made. made sence in my life. Is the sound of my. little girl laughing. Through the window of a. summer night. I sit alone in the backyard. Wishing I could be inside. Just the sound of my. little girl laughing. Makes me happy just to be alive. Sometimes I am happy. just to be alive.