I've felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wander out where you can't see. Inside my shell I wait and bleed. I've felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wander out where you can't see. Inside my shell I wait and bleed. GOODBYE!. I wipe it off the tile the light is brighter this time. Everything is 3-D blasphemy. My eyes are red and gold the hair is standing straight up. This is not the way I pictured me. I can't control my shakes!. How the hell did I get here?. Something about this so very wrong. I have to laugh out loud I wish I didn't like this. Is it a dream or a memory?. I've felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wander out where you can't see. Inside my shell I wait and bleed. GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!. Why didn't I see this?. I'm a victim--Manchurian Candidate. I-HAVE-SINNED-BY-JUST. Makin my mind up and takin your breath away. I've felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wander out where you can't see. Inside my shell I wait and bleed. I've felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wander out where you can't see. Inside my shell I wait and bleed. GOODBYE!. You haven't learned a thing. I haven't changed a thing. The flesh was in my bones. The pain runs always free. You haven't learned a thing. I haven't changed a thing. The flesh was in my bones. The pain runs always free. I've felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wander out where you can't see. Inside my shell I wait and bleed. I've felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wander out where you can't see. Inside my shell I wait and bleed. Orrrrrhhharhhhhhh. AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!!!