Just in case. I will leave my things packed. So I can run away. I cannot trust these voices. I don't have a lot of prospects. That can give some kind of peace. There is nothing left to cling to. That can bring me sweet release. I have no fear of drowning. It's the breathing. That's taking all this work. Do you know. What I mean. When I say. "I don't wanna be alone". What I mean. When I say. "I don't wanna be alone". Empty spaces. Shadows hit by streetlights. The warning signs and weight. Of tired conversations. In the absence of a shoulder. In the absence of a thief. On the brink of this destruction. On the eve of bittersweet. Now all the demons look like prophets. And I'm living out. Every word they speak. Every word they speak. Do you know. What I mean. When I say. "I don't wanna be alone". What I mean. When I say. "I don't wanna be alone". I have no fear of drowning. It's the breathing. It's taking all this work