Here it is. As I've tried to control everything. I've found out that I control nothing. Then I get surrounded by protection. (but) Don't wanna build walls between us. So many questions to be answered. Will you see me gone soon enough?. Doctor said no one rules their own minds. And that happenstance is part of life. At first things seem under control. (you) don't mean it but stories can hurt. It's a history I don't wanna know. How important are these stupid words?. Complicate too much. I try to stay in touch. So as to move ahead. Well here it is. It'll happen again. I'm sorry if it sounds. Like I don't care about our memories anymore. I hear you say "these are the best times I've ever lived". "And I don't want to lose it all". "I've ever lived and I don't want to lose it all". I feel I'm stuck in your past whenever I see your photographs. You just tell me to forget but why do you still keep them there. Just to show?. Just to show to everyone?. Well here it is. It'll happen again. I'm sorry if it sounds. That I don't care about our memories anymore. I hear you say "these are the best times I've ever lived". "And I don't want to lose it all". I've picture it my mind it's deep inside. Now what I am is built upon loose ends we should've tied. Can we go further on loose ends we should've tied?