You say you want the truth but you can't take it. So I give you lies I give you lies. You say you want the best but you destroy it. So I keep it inside I keep it inside. I tell you something: it's a double-edged sword you're giving. And I can't see the truth in living. When we hide with a wall of fear. And you don't see it; it's a twisted dream you believe in. And what's the use in pretending?. Let's make the smoke and mirrors disappear. So there I said it. And I won't apologize to you anymore. Cause I'm a grown-ass man and I won't live again. And I'm sick and tired of living in your shadows. So there I said it. And I won't apologize to you anymore. Cause I'm a grown-ass man and I don't understand. Why I should be living in the shadows. So there I said it. You wanna hear my voice my mind my demons. But not too much or you'll give up. I tell you something: it's a double-edged sword you're giving. And I can't see the truth in living. When we hide with a wall of fear. And you don't see it; it's a twisted dream you believe in. And what's the use in pretending?. Let's make the smoke and mirrors disappear. So there I said it. And I won't apologize to you anymore. Cause I'm a grown-ass man and I won't live again. And I'm sick and tired of living in your shadows. So there I said it. And I won't apologize to you anymore. Cause I'm a grown-ass man and I don't understand. Why I should be living in the shadows. So there I said it