Intro: Ghost. Yeah ohh yeah this one goes out. to all the families that went through the struggle. yeah from the heart. It was all from the heart everything was real. [Mary J. Blige]. All that I got is you. And I'm so thankful I made it through. [Ghostface]. Yo dwelling in the past flashbacks when I was young. Who ever thought that I would have a baby girl and 3 sons. I'm going through this difficult stage I find it hard. To believe why my old earth had so many seeds. But she's an old woman and due to me I respect that. I saw life for what its really worth and took a step back. Family ain't family no more we used to play ball. Eggs after school eat gritz cause we was poop. Grab the plirs for the channel fix the hanger on the TV. Rockin each others pants to school wasn't easy. We survived winters snotty nosed with no coats. We kept it real but the older brother still had jokes. Sadly daddy left me at the age of six. I didn't know notin' but mommy neatly packed his shit. She cried and grandma held the family down. I guess mommy wasn't strong enough she just went down. Check it 15 of us in a three bedroom apartment. Roaches everywhere cousins and aunts were there.. 4 in the bed 2 at the foot 2 at the head. I didn't like to sleep with jon-jon he peed the bed. Seven o'clock pluckin roaches out the cereal box. We shared the same spoon watchin saturday cartoons. Sugar water was our thing everymeal was no thrill. In the summer free lunch held us down like steel. And there was days I had to go to Tex house with a note. Stating "Gloria can I borrow some food I'm dead broke". So embarrasin I couldn't stand to knock ont he door. My friends might be laughin I spent stamps in stores. Mommy wheres the toilet paper use the newspaper. Look Ms. Rose gave us a couch she's the neighbor. Things was deep my whole youth was sharper than cleats. 2 brothers with muscular dystrophy it killed me. But I remember this mom's would lick her finger tips. To wipe the cold out of my eye before school wit her spit. Case worker had her runnin back for face to face. I caught a case housin tried to throw us out of our place. Sometimes I look up at the stars and analyze the sky. And ask myself was I meant to be here why?. Yeah yo. [Chorus (4x): Mary J. Blige]. All that I got is you. And I'm so thankful I made it through. [Ghostface Killah]. Word up mommy I love you. Word up. It was all you word you brought me in like this. [Mary J. Blige]. I sit and think about. All the times we did without rain. I always said I woudn't cry. When I saw tears in your eyes. I understand that daddy's not here now. But some way or somehow I will always be around yeah. All things that I did from this to them. Oh from drugs to being there. Being down and out and I love you always. [Popa Wu]. Yeah you say. You see the universe which consists of the sun moon and star. And them planets that exist in my space. Like man woman and child. You understand?. We got to keep it real and what reality and reality will keep it real with us. I remember them good ol days. Because see that's the child I was. What made me the man I am today. See cause if you forget where you come from heheh. You're never gonna make it where you're goin aheh. Because you lost the reality of yourself. So take one stroll through your mind. And see what you will find. And you'll see a whole universe all over again. and again and again and again and again. Heheheh yeah heheheheh ahaheheheh