This shit right here for my oodles o' noodles babies. His ma' smoked the crack while she was. pregnant so he can't even help that he crazyhe goin' to jail was inevitable forreal. Ain't have nobody to give me no hope. I hope my momma ain't doin' no coke. I used to wish that my daddy was livin'. I had a dream that I seen him a ghost. I used to act up when I went to school. Thought it was school but I really was hurt. Wanted my family to come to my games. My momma couldn't make it 'cause she was at work. Remember my grandmomma she took me to church. Really tho' I ain't wanna go. Remember I kissed aunt in the casket. And her forehead was cold. I was like 4 years old. We couldn't afford no clothes. It was hand me down who would think a nigga get a Grammy now?. Got a black judge tryna tear me down. All this jail time probably wear me down. Turn the lights off in the bathroom. Screaming "Bloody Bloody Bloody Mary" now. Havin' nightmares about candy-man. With the tool on me like a handyman. Killed my lil' cousin I'm like "Damn it man". Had to see the footage on the camera man. On the pavement with his brains out. With the white sheet he was laid out. Wanna ask 'Ye "Is this a choice? ". Shit was like this when I came out. What the fuck is you really complaining 'bout. I know niggas that's never gon' make it out. This that shit you won't see in the media. Poor gettin' poorer and the rich gettin' greedier. Lot of daddies goin' back and forth out of jail. Lot of sons growin' up and repeating it. This the belly of the beast you won't make it out. Man this shit was designed just to eat us up. And my momma told "Nigga keep it up. You gon' end up in prison just sweepin' up". Remember nobody never believed in us. When they see us now they can't believe it's us no. I think it's funny how. We used to go to school play Sega's. And then next thing you know you runnin' 'round with Glock. 40s. We ain't never believed in the police they was shootin' us. Yeah they called it the projects. They put us in projects. What they gon' do with us can't call the cops yet. You might just get popped that. 'Cause they the ones shootin' us. I'm on my mom's steps. It's like a bomb threat. The violence pursuing us I ain't meet god yet. 'Cause I'm on the block where. It's just me and Lucifer look what they do to us. They know we in poverty. When I went to court the judge said "Meek you a menace to society". Huh you said. you'd give me a chance your honor why would you lie to me. 16 more years on probation you know you gon' get more time on me huh. Whole hood goin' crazy babies havin' babies. She was fourteen actin' like she eighteen. Got pregnant by a nigga that was locked up in them cages. And the story goes on if you make it you amazing (Word up). See I got homie that's a billionaire. And I be tryin' to explain to him like. If your mom ain't on crack or if she. got a job and she doing eight hours a day. And your daddy in the graveyard or in. the jail cell who the fuck gon' babysit?