I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll. I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds. But oh God I feel I've been lied to. Lost all faith in the things I have achieved. And I. [CHORUS:]. I've woken now to find myself. In the shadows of all I have created. I'm longing to be lost in you. (away from this place I have made). Won't you take me away from me. Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins. I look into myself but my own heart has been changed. I can't go on like this. I loathe all I've become. [Chorus]. Lost in a dying world I reach for something more. I have grown so weary of this lie I live. [Chorus]. I've woken now to find myself. I'm lost in the shadows on my own. I'm longing to be lost in you. Away from me