I know I know I know I know know. I know I know I know I know know. I I know it I know it. The most beautiful thoughts. Are always besides the darkest. Today I seriously thought about killing you. I contemplated premeditated murder. And I think about killing myself. And I love myself. Way more than I love you so. Today I thought about killing you. Premeditated murder. You'd only care enough. To kill somebody you love. The most beautiful thoughts. Are always inside the darkest. (mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhmm). Just say it out loud to see how it feels. People say "don't say this don't say that". Just say it out loud just to see how it feels. Weigh all the options nothing's off the table. Today I thought about killing you. Premeditated murder. I think about killing myself. And I I love myself way more than I love you. The most beautiful thoughts. Are always besides the darkest. (mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhm-mhmm). I think this is the part. Where I'm supposed to say somethin' good. To compensate it so it doesn't come off bad. But sometimes I think really bad things. Really really really bad things. And I love myself way more than I love you. See if I was tryin'. To relate it to more people. I'd probably say. I'm struggling with loving myself. Because that seems like a common theme. But that's not the case here. I love myself way more than I love you. And I think about killing myself. So best believe. I thought about killing you today. Premeditated murder. I called up my loved ones. I called up my cousins. I called up the muslims. Said I'm 'bout to go dumb. Get so bright it's no sun. Get so loud I hear none. Screamed so loud got no lungs. Hurt so bad I go numb. Time to bring in the drums. That prrt-pu-pu-pum. Set the newtone on 'em. Set the nuke off on 'em. I need coke with no rum. I taste coke on her tongue. I don't joke with no one. They'll say he die so young. I done had a bad case of too many bad days. Got too many bad traits. Used the floor for ashtrays. I don't do shit halfway I'ma clear the cache. I'ma make my name last. Put that on my last name. It's a different type of rules that we obey. Ye ye ye season nigga we old bay. We was all born to die nigga doa. Niggas say they hero mhm I don't see no cape. Mhm I don't see no mhm yeah. I don't see no mhm mhm. If I wasn't shinin' so hard. Wouldn't be no shade. Buckwheat ass nigga it's 'gon be otay. Young nigga shit nigga we don't age. I thought I was past my deebo ways. Even when I went broke I ain't break. How you gon' hate? nigga we go way back. To when I had the braids. And you had the wave cap. Drop a pin for the fade and I'm on my way asap. Don't get socked in the mouth. You know homie don't play that. Pay the fire marshal bill. 'cause this shit done got way packed. They wanna see me go ape (ape ape). All you gotta do is speak on ye. All you gotta do is speak on ye. Don't get your tooth chipped like frito-lay