Trust in me can't trust. I know I don't believe it. All my life so scarred. What for you can't conceive it. Everything you fear. I'll be you couldn't live it. I whisper in your ear. So loud why can't you hear it. I'm OK. All my faith is gone. You think I couldn't find it. Pieces falling down. Shattered nothing behind it. In my mind alone. Lost here I'm separated. Crawl deeper in my hole. Safe here from what I've hated. All the demons in my head won't leave me. I know I can hear them. All the sacrifices made for nothing. Don't show can't believe in. Wanna show you that I'm good for something. I can't you won't let me. All your artificial words won't heal me. Because you can't accept me. And I hate myself. And I hate my face. And I hate my world. And I hate my ways. I'm not OK. I'm OK.