I shall fear no man but God. though I walk through tha valley of death. I shed so many tears. Please God walk with me.... back in Elementary I thrived on misery. left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed. as my mind couldn't find a place ta rest. untill I got that Thug Life Planted on my chest. tell me can ya feel me ?. I'm not liven in tha Past Ya wanna last. Be tha first ta blast remember Kato. no longer with us he's deseased. call on tha sirens I seem him murdered in tha streets. now rest in peace. Is there heaven for a 'G' ?. remember me so many homies in tha cemetary. shed so many tears. . Chorus. Lord. I suffer through tha years. and shed so many tears. Lord. I lost so many peers shed so many tears. Now that i'm strugglin' in this business. by any means label me greedy gettin green. but seldom seen. and fuck tha world cuz i'm cursed. I'm havin visions of leaven here in a hurse. God can ya feel me ?. take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain. show me some happiness again. i'm goin' blind. I spend my time in this cell ain't livin' well. I know my destiny is hell where did I fail ?. my life is in denial. and when I Die babtised in Eternal Fire. shed so many tears.... . Chorus. Lord. I suffer through tha years. and shed so many tears. Lord. I lost so many peers shed so many tears. Now i'm lost and i'm weary. so many tears i'm suicidal so don't stand near me. my every move is a calculated step. ta bring me closer. to embrace an early death now there's nothing left. there was no mercy on tha streets. I couldn't rest. I'm barely standing bout to go to pieces screaming peace. and though my soul was deleted I couldn't see it. I had my mind full of deamons tryin' ta break free. they planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame. in my brain like a match such a dirty game. no memories just misery. painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep. will I survive till' tha morning ta see tha sun. please lord forgive me for my sins. cause here I come.... . Chorus. Lord. I suffer through tha years. and shed so many tears. Lord. I lost so many peers shed so many tears. Lord knows i've tried been a witness ta homicide. drive-bys taken lives little kids die. wonder why as I walk by. Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line gettin' high. this ain't tha life for me. I wanna change. but ain't no future right for me. i'm stuck in tha game. i'm trapped inside a maze. see this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy. disillusioned lately. i've been really wanting babies. so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady. don't trust my lady. cause she's a product of this poison i'm hearen noises. think she's fucken with my boys can't take no more. i'm fallin' to tha floor. beggin' for tha Lord ta let me in ta Heavens door. I shed so many tears.... . Chorus. Lord. I lost so many peers. and shed so many tears. I lost so many peers shed so many tears. fades.... I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears.