Found it in his closet. Right behind the lies. I wish I never saw it. The secret in his eyes. Poor me. He never told me how long. I'd been living in the dark. No one turned the light on. I fell and broke my heart. Poor me. Poor me. Poor me this poor me that. Why do I keep looking back?. Poor me this poor me that. It's not white it's not black. Grey's the color that I see. Still can't believe he'd leave me. To love her. Pour me. Another. Tried to face it. But so far down inside. I just can't shake it. My stupid pride. Poor me. Poor me. Poor me this poor me that. Why do I keep looking back?. Poor me this poor me that. It's not white it's not black. Grey's the color that I see. Still can't believe he'd leave me. To love her. Pour me. Another. I know it should get better. Oh but it never does. I wish he'd never met her. Then everything would be the way it was. Poor me this. Poor me that. Poor me this. Poor me that. Oh poor me this poor me that. Why do I keep looking back?. Poor me this poor me that. It's not white it's not black. Grey's the color that I see. Still can't believe that he'd leave me. To love her. Poor me. Pour me. Another