Where has my mind gone. That I'm lost in your control. 'Till I've said too many things I can't unsay. I've been looking for some hope. I won't loose it going on. And it's tearing me apart I can't let go oh no. . I can barely count all the times I've fallen. Down the deepest hole. On my name I'm crawling out. "Take a drink or two maybe this will hold it". But the emptiness. Remains I'm calling out. But I'm so obsessed with this. Way of going down. And I know it will always be. The same I'm going down. Now right past the hill I see the shore. The strand of sand is not much more. Endearing than the raging sea