I I bit down on my tongue to see if I could feel. To see if I've been missing anything. And I I crystallized my lungs to show you they were real. And waited for a sign that never came. If I'm not breathing resuscitate my soul. Bring on the shame bring on the pain. Yeah I know that I'm sick give me some more. I say yeah we are the ill and the deranged. Yeah I know that I'm sick give me some more. I I'm wishing you the worst 'cause I'm the bitter kind. And all this hate's been covered by. And I I might forget your name and I'll forget my lies. And maybe I'll just lay here on the rails. If I'm not breathing resuscitate my soul. Bring on the shame bring on the pain. Yeah I know that I'm sick give me some more. I say yeah we are the ill and the deranged. Yeah I know that I'm sick give me some more. Give me some more. Laugh at my face as I hang from this rope. I'm such a disgrace with my misguided hope. I look at my life in the blackest of ways. But when in the hell will this fear go away. as I hang from this rope. I feel a disgrace with my misguided hope. I look at my life in the blackest of ways. When in the hell will this fear go away. Bring on the shame bring on the pain. Yeah I know that I'm sick give me some more. I say yeah we are the ill and the deranged. Yeah I know that I'm sick give me some more. Give me some more