Mostly I never knew which way was out. Once it was on it was on and that was that. The umbilicus was a force that they'd found in rabid blood. Then I spin on my wheel like a laboratory rat. I was an electrical storm on the bathroom floor. clutching the bowl. My blood was for the gags and other people's diseases. My monstrous little memory had swallowed me whole. It was the year I officially became the bride of Jesus. In love in love in love you laugh. In love you move I move and one more time with feeling. For love you love I laugh you love. Saw you in heart. and the stars are splashed across the ceiling. Oh the urge to kill somebody was basically overwhelming. I had such hard blues down there in the supermarket queues. And I had a sudden urge. to become someone someone like you. Who started out with less than anyone I ever knew. In love in love I love you love I laugh you love. I move you move and one more time with feeling. I love you love I laugh you love. I'm sewn in heart. and all the stars are splashed 'cross the ceiling. Oh and oh you come shining. Softly to the hold of a drink. Come as far as the edge of my blood and swim. And in the bathroom mirror I see me vomit in the sink. And all through the house we hear the hyena's hymns. Of love I love you love I love you love I laugh you love. I move you move you move. and one more time with feeling. I love you love I laugh you love. We saw each other in heart. and all the stars have splashed. and splattered 'cross the ceiling