This time for the relapse. This room it feels lonely. Guess i was the only. The only damm fool to get caught in the trap. Feels like a slap. Disrespected the slim shady code. Back in my real mode. Nothing will stop me from the recovery. My life is a discovery. When they left me out do dry. But what the fuck they go and cry. And now im back in the waiting room. I nearly fuckin fell to my doom. Now you are the one that will pay. But my life might not have another day. So i sit in this room. With these words in my head. Im dying and i will never come back. Im closing my eyes. But they gonna make me walk again. And i can be the slim shady man. God just wont let me in. And i just wait there under these closed doors. Under these fuckin closed doors. Seriously. What the hell were you thinking. You made me be something im not. But now im coming in. And i will break your damm door down. And then little pig ill slice your throat. You will bow down to my mercy when i take over. This game feels harder. But i lever up and get stronger. You can never feel the way i feel. Cause im feeling like crap. Not popular and stupid and the jerk in the trash. Yeah that was the old me. But honestly it wasnt the real me. The real me was inside me. But you captured it and left it on your balcony. You gonna get what you deserved all these years. So i sit in this room. With these words in my head. Im dying and i will never come back. Im closing my eyes. But they gonna make me walk again. And i can be the slim shady man. God just wont let me in. And i just wait there under these closed doors. Under these fuckin closed doors. [Nicki minaj]. Why did i get myself into the situation. Im a jersey shore im a total party. Part pretty part perfect im a complete package. I get phone calls from guys in every nation. My secret was some fairy dust. Got it from tinker bell. Traded it for a golden globe. Im the bomb diggity. Yep the only everything. Yes yes yes i am. You cant catch me im the greatest deal.. So i sit in this room (room). With these words in my head (do it). Im dying and i will never come back (never). Im closing my eyes (closing). But they gonna make me walk again (again). And i can be the slim shady man (dre). God just wont let me in (im bad). And i just wait there under these closed doors (closed). Under these fuckin closed doors (closed)