Come with me let me walk you through the world that I currently stay in. You can take a look around and tell me if I'm mistaken. You can meet and talk to everybody that I live with. Maybe you can tell me why everybody's so distant. Is it me or maybe when I look around daily. I don't even know the people I can put my trust in lately. People that I used to hang with now they're acting so diferent. I'm still the same person why doesn't anybody listen. Can somebody please just explain to me. What happened to the way that we aways said we'd be. Right now I don't know why I pushed through the pain that I got through. And I'm losing hope. Deafening voices that frequency inside my head. That says I'm going at it the hard way. I focus get everything inside out of my brain. That claims I'm going at it the hard way. Come with me let me walk you through the world that I currently live in. Not a things is forgotten not a things forgiven. Nobody can hold their own underneath the weight but. Nobody can take the blame for their own mistakes so. What do you do when somebody lets you down. And you wanna say something but you can't cause they're not around. Inside you think they know the extent of the pain. But they won't even admit that they were the one to blame. Can somebody please just explain to me. What happened to the way that we aways said we'd be. 'Cause right now I don't know why I pushed through the pain that I got through. And I'm losing hope. Gimme one reason not to