I was staring at the sky just looking for a star. To pray on or wish on or something like that. I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy. Whose reality i knew was a hopeless to be had. But then the dove of hope began its downward slope. And I believed for a moment that my chances. Were approaching to be grabbed. But as it came down near so did a weary tear. -I thought it was a bird but it was just a paper bag. -Hunger hurts and I want him so bad oh it kills. Cuz I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up. I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold. -hunger hurts but starving works. When it costs too much to love. And I went crazy again today. Looking for a strand to climb. Looking for a little hope. Baby said he couldn't stay wouldn't put his lips to mine. And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope. I said "Honey I don't feel so good don't feel justified. Come on put a little love here in my void" -He said. "It's all in your head" and I said "So's everything" -. But he didn't get it - I thought he was a man. But he was just a little boy. -Hunger hurts and I want him so bad oh it kills. Cuz I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up. I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold. -hunger hurts but starving works. When it costs too much to love. -Hunger hurts but I want him so bad oh it kills. Cuz I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up. I got to fold cuz these hands are just too shaky to hold. -hunger hurts but starving works. When it costs too much to love. -Hunger hurts but i want him so bad it kills. Cuz i know i'm a mess he don't wanna clean up. i got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold. Hunger hurts but starving works. When it cost too much to love..