Do you remember me?. I sat upon your knee. I wrote to you with childhood fantasies. Well I'm all grown up now. Can you still help somehow?. I'm not a child but my heart still can dream. So here's my lifeful wish. My grown up Christmas List. Not for myself. But for a world in need. No more lives torn apart. That wars will never start. And time will heal our hearts. And every man will have a friend. That right will always win. And love will never end. This is my grown up Christmas List. Why does this illusion call the innocence of you?. Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth. Not for myself. But for a world in need. No more lives torn apart. That wars will never start. And time will heal our hearts. Every man will have a friend. That right will always win. And love will never end. This is my grown up Christmas List. This is my only life long wish. This is my grown up Christmas List