Sworn to secrecy I might go after school. She was an angel I saw her swimming there. I am in such a mess I can't cope without this. She just teases me pretends she can't see me here. So let me go out there. I can breathe fresh air. And stay with you all night. Just let me love you. Just for a while want to. Be with you all night. Be with you all night. Until I fall asleep. Just let me be here. I won't tell anyone. Don't want to wake up. The blind lead the blind. So why can't I find my way. This could be heaven but I don't know where I am. I am too scared to come out from behind here. My body is aching it feels like it's wearing me