Lost and alone. I'm light as a stone. Repeat this process everyday. Nothing's my own. The dreams that I've grown. I won't control and throw away. I need to make a decision!. I need to make it right!. I need to lead the parade. Or this shit will fucking take my life!. I want to kill the decisions. I want to make it right. I want to past this test and. Complete my tormented life. This curse is my own. It follows me home. It's like a child that wants to play. The thoughts in my brain. The subconscious pain. Makes me think "why do I stay?". I need to make a decision!. I need to make it right!. I need to lead the parade. Or this shit will take my life!. I want to kill the decisions. I want to make it right. I want to past this test and. Complete my tormented life. I want to kill my decisions. I want to make it right. I want to past my test and. Complete my tormented life. I'm happy.... Everything is wonderful.... So happy.... It's beautiful.... I need to make a decision!. I need to make it right!. I want to kill the decisions. I want to make it right. I want to past this test and. Complete my tormented life. I want to kill the decisions. I want to make it right. I want to past this test and. Complete my tormented life. (I'm so happy...). I need to make it right!. (Everything is wonderful...). . brunobrn