What a waste of life this is every altercation I permit is. Like a quiet sigh. From a man resigned to a place that was never his. And the hours are long even in a world where I belong. Every second stays every minute counts against my sentence. I Fall…I had to let you go…. What I tried to accomplish died – every offer of faith I had. To fight and a dream unfolds. The moon is cold because the sun left early. And the days go by even when my conscience just won’t try. Every week decays every month is rotten -. I AM FORGOTTEN. I fall… I had to let you go. I fall…my mind is all I know. I fall… the table turns to dust. I fall… today I let go of my trust. What a waste of time I am every ounce of life is. Just dead flesh. I can’t forget but then again you can’t let me remember. When I try to speak every word I say comes out so bleak. I don’t want this I don’t want you. But I DON’T WANT ANYONE. I don’t want anyone…. I fall… I had to let you go. I fall…my mind is all I know. I fall… the table turns to dust. I fall… today I let go of my trust. I let go of my trust