Heaven comes to he who waits. But I know I'm getting nowhere. And all the deeds of yesterday. Have really helped to pave my way. Though there's no one near me now. How come everyone can touch me. You see the torture on my brow. Relates to neither here nor now. Watch me bleed. Bleed forever. Although my face is straight it lies. My body feels the Pain and cries. Here the table is not bare. I am full but feeling empty. For all the warmth it feels so cold. For one so young I feel so old. Watch me bleed. Bleed forever. It's not allowed to be unkind. But still the hate lives in my mind. I'll make no noise. I'll hide my pain. I'll close my eyes. I won't complain. I'll lie right back and take the blame. And trie to tell myself I'm living. And when it's all been said or done. Where do I go ?. Where do I run ?. What's left of me or anyone when we've denied the hurting ?.