[Jay-Z]. Mmm you don't understand now be..cause you're cryin and you hurt. You'll understand soon enough.. soon enough. [Singer overlaps Jay-Z]. Let him hold you let him touch you. Soon you'll un-der-stand. [Jay-Z]. You're my best friend's sister grown woman and all. But you see how I am around girls; I ruin 'em all. Plus your mom call me son around you since I was small. Shit I watched you mature - nah this ain't right. But still when your boyfriend ditched you life's a bitch you cried. Over my right shoulder I told you to wipe your eyes. Take your time when you likin a guy. Cause if he sense that your feelings too intense it's pimp or die. I bought you earrings on your birthday. Drove you to college your first day. It must be sad though it hurts to say. We could never be a item don't even like him. You deserve better - this is ugly; Gina please don't love me. There's better guys out there other than me. {You need a lawyer or a doctor or somebody like that you know}. Like a lawyer or a doctor with a Ph.D. Think of how upset your mother and brother would be. if they found that you was huggin me. My conscience is fuckin with me. [Singer]. Let him hold you let him touch you. Soon you'll un-der-stand. [Jay-Z]. Man I look in the eyes of a... this.. a kid that stole life and me together... We're tryin really tryin to make it work. I'm young and I ain't ready and I told you. [Singer overlaps Jay-Z]. Let him hold you let him touch you. Soon you'll un-der-stand. [Jay-Z]. It ain't like I ain't tell you from day one I ain't shit. When it comes to relationships I don't have the patience. Now it's too late we got a little life together. and in my mind I really want you to be my wife forever. But in the physical it's like I'ma be trife forever. A different girl every night forever; told you to leave. but you're stubborn and you love him and. no matter what despite all the fuckin and the cheatin. you still won't leave him now you're grievin. And I feel bad believe me. But I'm young and I ain't ready and this ain't easy. Wasn't fair to tell you to wait so I told you to skate. You chose not to now look at the shit we gotta go through. Doin a fight throw in a fuss you the mother of my baby. I don't want you to hate me this is about us. Rather me; I ain't ready to be what you want me to be. Because I love you I want you to leave please. [Singer]. Let him hold you let him touch you. Soon you'll un-der-stand. [Jay-Z]. Mm... listen ma. I mean I seen you workin two or three jobs. Daddy left... I I thought I was makin things better. I made it worse. [Singer overlaps Jay-Z]. Let him hold you let him touch you. Soon you'll un-der-stand. [Jay-Z]. Dear ma I'm in the cell lonely as hell. Writin this scribe thinkin bout how you must feel inside. You tried to teach me better but I refused to grow. God damn I ain't the young man that you used to know. You said the street claim lives but I wanted things like. bling bling ice I was wrong in hindsight. Shit we grew apart try to blame it on your new spouse. I know it hurt like hell the day you kicked me out. But your house is your house I ain't respect the rules. I brought crack past your door beefed with rival crews. And who wants to be the mother of a son who sold drugs. Co-workers saw me on the corner slingin Larry Love. Meanwhile you workin hard like two or three jobs. Tryin to feed me and my siblings makin an honest livin. Who am I kiddin I call myself easin the load. I made the load heavy I need money for commissary. Try to understand please. [Singer - repeat all 6X until fade]. Let him hold you let him touch you.