I'm a rockstar rick james mick jagger. Bright light big stages bad habbits. Get high got to prison and invade taxes. This is not what I invison. When I started rapping.. Fuck the mansions the pantoms the sweets the cabanas. Beacuse none of that matters when the mirror shatters. All I see is pieces of me scattered. Is it a miracle or is it madness?. Because when I puts it all together it freflexs this. And this is me. About as you gonna get to insanity or genius. My real life fantasy. Is this my life or am I dreaming. I can't lie I don't believe it. Iiiii... I don't believe it. Iiiii... is this my life. Talking fantasies they're more twistes then memories. I never thought gotti would leave the game like d r e. Never thought shanti would ever stop reppin the team. And the fuck is lloyd hooking up with the enemies. If this was 03 I would have told you. You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be. I miss vita caddy black child charlie. I thought we were tighter then the marleys... family. But I guess you can't be in an industry there's nothing but envy. Jealousy... please nobody be friend me!. Nah my real life fantasy. Is this my life or am I dreaming. I can't lie I don't believe it. Iiiii... I don't believe it. Iiiii... is this my life. by:Juninho Macedo