I Took A Long Hard Look. . I took a long hard look. At the heroes of my youth.. And their antics on the page there on. Can no longer sustain me. Ever since I was a boy. They brought me joy. But the shackles of the way I was. Can no longer contain me. It was exciting. And enlightening. Reverberating through my dreams. Goodbye to reality. And set a course for wayward schemes.. Now I can't sing. I can't feel. I don't know what is real.. I was travelling through the past for years. Tell me what's my destination. Now the past is gone. I don't even have a song. We've not sung before. To a closing door. Tell me what's my situation?. I saw the film. I lived the book. I got the haircut. That's all it took. But now I know it's going to take. A little more now I'm awake. I took along hard look. Now I'm waiting for the phone to ring. I glance at the inbox. Is there any tantalising mail there in. There was lust in my restless heart. But now I know what true love means. Goodbye to reality. And set sail for dreamsy