Then they came on me. They dragged me from the bar. Still wet from sweat and beer. I bruise so prettily by men blinded by their fear. These men. Broke my back and made me lame. Then she said to me. I'd give you everything to make it like before. To make you love me like you used to. Make you love me more. She said to me. Your life is large but your mind is lame. . I can't believe my eyes. When I see the truth and all the things I've done. And every place I'm queer. I never stay I run. I know now why I live in shame. . Lame.... It's hard to sleep at night. I hardly ever sleep at night. .