Disasters strikes. I try to write describe the things I hold inside. Private of mind still keeps me distant. Disorder loombs above this room. I'm trapped inside this silent tomb. I'm trying to get my mind off resitance. What ever I say what ever I write what ever I do. I'm not getting through. what ever .... I'm not getting through to you. Distuction's all. surrounds my hope. My future seems to stay unknown. All alone in need of some assistance. Oh here comes the fear again. Walls are closing in. Feels like I'm chocking. Oh can't find the words to say. Drowning in this pain. Smoke fills the air. Oh here comes the fear again. Walls are closing in. Smoke fills the air