Tore it up again I couldn't stop again. Letting go till there was nothing in the way. Fuck the feeling then I cave in again. Sweet surrender to the angel I deny. When you came to life I was terrified. I knew that nothing else would ever feel the same. Doubt came over me; what kind of father would I be?. Another time I could stand up and be a man. To change a face in my life. Your future and mine. Time to do what is right. A new beginning. The world around me died. When I saw that heartbeat. I knew it wasn't a sin. Can someone tell me why. This has happened to me?. Why was it only in death. Would you redeem my child?. No serenity within agony. Every day brings on. A hundred ways to fight. Constant scrutiny. I can feel you judging me. Resurrecting every demon that's inside. The priest was horrified. You struggled still alive. That one desire was. The dream I sought for yours. Grief crippled me the reaper cheated me. Left me early for the path I'd come to adore. To change a face in my life. Your future and mine. Time to do what is right. A new beginning. The world around me died. When I saw that heartbeat. I knew it wasn't a sin. Can someone tell me why. This has happened to me?. Why was it only in death. Would you redeem my child?. My child. The world around me died. When I saw that heartbeat. I knew it wasn't a sin. Can someone tell me why. This has happened to me?. Why was it only in death. Would you redeem my child?. I pray you will redeem my child.. . By:Isabela :*