Was 27 surviving my return of Saturn. A long vacation didn't sound so bad. Was full of secrets locked tight. Like iron melting. Running on empty so out of gas. Thought I wasn't enough. Found I wasn't so tough. Laying on the bathroom floor. We were living on a fault line. And I felt the fault was all mine. Couldn't take it anymore. By the grace of God. (There was no other way). I picked myself back up. (I knew I had to stay). I put one foot in front of the other and I. Looked in the mirror and decided to stay. Wasn't gonna let love take me out that way. I thank my sister. For keeping my head above the water. When the truth was like swallowing sand. Now every morning oh there is no more mourning. Oh I can finally see myself again. I know I am enough possible to be loved. It was not about me. Now I have to rise above. Let the Universe call the bluff. Yeah the truth will set you free. By the grace of God. (There was no other way). I picked myself back up. (I knew I had to stay). I put one foot in front of the other and I. Looked in the mirror and decided to stay. Wasn't gonna let love take me out that way. The way no. Not in the name of love. The way no the way no. I am not giving up. By the grace of God. I picked myself back up. I put one foot in front of the other and. I looked in the mirror. (Looked in the mirror). Looked in the mirror. By the grace of God. (There was no other way). I picked myself back up. (I knew I had to stay). I put one foot in front of the other and I. Looked in the mirror and decided to stay. Wasn't gonna let love take me out that way