Okay you work a God damn lousy job you know. you come home at night you're tired. what are you going to do? Go to a movie? Turn on your radio?. hell no you're going to get a bottle of whiskey and drink it. and go down to a bar and maybe get in a fist fight. and meet some bitch something's going on. then you'll go to work the next day and do your simple little things right?. yeah yeah yeah. my bitch can tell that I'm addicted to pussy she looking past it. the smile that she faking is tragic hate looking at it. that magic I tried to grasp it she's had it with the dramatics. fantasizing love so classic tragic to what she got up in her attic. can we mind fuck?. do I lie when I look inside her eyes? Hush don't say a word. I know I make you hurt sorry is my favorite word. I don't deserve your trust but can we make it work?. I hate to end the story can we wait until the morning to decide on it?. spend this time pretending it was that first summer. it was pure lovers. she was used to being hurt I took that curse from her. sometimes I wonder what it's all for. you wish that I would call more. you're sick of seeing condoms in my sock drawer. loves turns to war so quickly. I envisioned us - married and 50. couple of kids that we drop off at little league. I'm addicted to you. you only want the best I need to listen to you. I'm fucking other girls wishing it's you. fuck the bullshit we in love. I'm a mess but can you clean me up?. girl I'm the worst. yea I know that I'm the worst. yea but you're something I can't lose. just let me tell you the truth that'll be the first. girl I'm the worst. yea I know that I'm the worst. don't know what I gotta do just love you so much that it hurts. and I see you falling victim to the thirst. all the sins you committed you could probably use a couple minutes in church. but for what it's worth I think you're perfect. there's an angel hiding underneath your surface. you're the woman of my dreams I'm looking at her sleep. the pussy right in-front of me I shouldn't be so weak. what did I do to deserve a love like this?. you see her shining? That's my sunlight bitch. I'm sick of fighting that smile is so inviting. I see you every time I'm writing. I'm losing to all my vices they kicking my ass. I hold on to this feeling I wish it would last. don't wanna lose you for some evil I did in the past. you knew I fucked that bitch and you didn't react?. girl it's me and you how simple is that?. gave me all your love and now I'm giving it back. but I know that. girl you the worst. yea you know that you the worst. but I'm something you can't lose. if you just told me the truth that'd be a first but. girl you the worst. yea you know that you the worst. every time you say you sorry. everything you do just feel like it's rehearsed