I cry why O' why did my mommy have to die?. Too many questions no answers confuses my mind. Like what did I do what did she do who's to blame. No one understands what I'm going through. So how can I trust what I can't touch and can't see. Believe in love and she's in front of me. Silence in your eyes my heart so cold. No time for goodbyes then you leave me alone. So what do I do accept it and carry on?. Or release my anger until it's gone. Show you and this world exactly how I feel death in full color. It's never been so real It's been me and you It's always been me and you. No matter what we faced we always made it through. Get out of this dream do what I gotta do. No one can take your place and I don't want them to. If I could take your place I would I would take your pain. Just to see you smile and say my name. Just to hear you laugh and hear you cry. I don't understand I don't know why. I've never been it this state of mind life just don't make sense. With you I could move mountains right now I'm helpless. I guess you always knew what was best. Believed in your God til the very last breath. You showed me how strong you can be. If Jesus saved your life could he do it for me?. I'll lay down my life for you and for Him. Believe God's promise I'm gonna see you again. Lord here I am but I am no one Believe in Your name. Believe in your Son if you meet me here I will wait on you. Sacrifice and serve do what you want me to. I'll take it day by day and sit at your feet. You are strong when I am weak. I seek to keep from going under. Until I hold you again I'll always wonder. Why did my mommy have to Die?. (repeats).