They say that all your old girls got somebody new. I said damn really?. Even rose mary? even leanne sealy?. They said fucking right they were the first to go. It's nothing personal. It's just that all them women that you slept on been working though. They've been saving up. New niggas came around they been waking up. With I swear you don't know this city any more. They might have loved you before. But you're out here doing your thing. They don't know you.... Aaaaaahhh sure they do they just not as sincere. It's crazy all the emotions forgot in a year. She like why you even give a fuck. You not even here?. Well out there there ain't nothing for me. And I think I need to come home. Tell me who did I leave behind?. You think it got to me I can just read your mind. You think I'm so caught up in where I am right now. [uh] but believe I remember it all. I be with my nigga chubs he in love with street shit. No wonder why I feel awkward at this fashion week shit. No wonder why I keep fucking up the double-cheek kiss. Along for that ignorant young money miami beef shit. Couple artists got words for me that's never fun. They say it's on when they see me that day don't ever come. I'm never scared they never real I never run. When all is said and done more is always said than done. And I was told once things will change. By a nigga named tip when my deal came. Told me it's all good even when it feel strange. Now I'm that guy that know them strippers by their real names. Rochelle jordan. Thick bitches they just talked me out of 4 grand. How'd a pile of kush become a mountain of truth?. How'd a bottle of wine become the fountain of youth?. Damn my biggest fear is just losing it all. Remember how I used to feel at the start of it. And now I'm living a mothafucking fairy tale. And still trying to keep me feeling a part of it. Yeah just lie to my ears. Tell me it feel the same that's all I've been dying to hear. Lights get low and that's when I have my brightest ideas. And I heard my city feel better than ever that's why I gotta come home. Tell me who did I leave behind?. You think it got to me I can just read your mind. You think I'm so caught up in where I am right now. [uh] but believe I remember it all. My mother is back to who she was years ago. It's like a new page me and her are beginning on. I wish she'd stop checking up on women I can't stand. Cause I get new girls I could use her opinion on. She thinks I've become a slave to the wealth. But I never break the promises I made to myself. And I would never make 'em names from myself. Then change the names that I just gave to myself. Certain rappers would call me to say "what up though?". I used to brag about it to my friends. And now I'm feeling like all of these niggas cutthroat. And maybe that's all they do is just pretend. Damn but I bought it though I believed it. Yeah I thought it and I achieved it. Yeah so show me love show me fucking love. Cause I thought it was all I needed. Yeah clearly I was wrong about it all along. And this'll be the year that I won't even feel shit. They trip off the amount of people that I brought along. But I'm just trying to be surrounded by some real shit. Need credentials for every one of this toronto kids. I promised they'd see it with me we just trying to live. I told 'em we about to get it and we finally did. Listen closely to my shit I swear it's sounding like home. Tell me who did I leave behind?. You think it got to me I can just read your mind. You think I'm so caught up in where I am right now. [uh] but believe I remember it all