Feel like I'm slackin' with my children. Focusing on rap tryna pack and shake the building. In a race with my own race just to raise the roof. And I ain't talking 'bout the ceiling. Here's something to believe in:. No sleep 'cause you're livin' what you're dreamin'. And it's the lesson in itself. How* my son can call me dad when I miss the parents evenings. Amazed that I'm still breathin';. Every other shot I feel my insides bleedin'.. Grandad turnin' in his grave. Cause I promised that I'll be there for my gran when she's grievin'. I used to be a man of my word;. Now time seems to have got the best of my sentence. In that case I'll have to adjourn. Cause the thought of an excuse is just as bad as the intention. (Hook). Excuse me my friend. I think I might've hit my head. Excuse me my friend. I don't remember who I am. Cause I'm holdin' on tryna be somebody. But it won't be long before I need somebody. Forgiveness asking for forgiveness (hey hey hey hey) [x4]. . Went to church to pray for a top ten. Then I went number 5 I ain't been back again. But when my jewellery friend phones. Like they got new rings I'll most likely attend. Hoppin' out a new benz start the car from outside. When is this gonna end?. Cah mum's still livin' in the endz ..spend jibbs on the wrist. before I put her with celebs. I'm still livin' like a wretch all I hear is fuck fuck. All the girls got turrets. And no I don't wanna bet even the odd birds. Wanna take me to the nest. I swear I only came for the music but the more I touch notes. It's like the more I get stupid. It's a gift than a curse but before I blame myself. Imma say it's what the tunes did. (Hook). Excuse me my friend. I think I might've hit my head. Excuse me my friend. I don't remember who I am. Cause I'm holdin' on tryna be somebody. But it won't be long before I need somebody. Forgiveness asking for forgiveness (hey hey hey hey) [x4]