I wish I could turn my body inside out. So you could see every piece of me. My heart can't contain this my mouth don't explain it. It ain't enough to tell you what I mean. There's only so many words I could use to tell you what you do to me. Using me sexually penetrating my immunity. I just can't explain it Picasso couldn't paint it. But these 3 words say all; I love you. I love you. I hate that you got this power over me. You came and took possession of my soul. Now you're so in my system my vital signs missin'. When you ain't here so I can't let you go. And they don't understand why I still be here while you be out oh. I'm staring in the mirror saying ''damn I really love him''. I just can't explain it Picasso couldn't paint it. But these 3 words say all; I hate you. I hate you. I don't why it really hurts me. I'm still here and why do I love him through these tears?. Maybe cause we been together all these years. And maybe being alone in this my one true fear. I know I can't change him so why am I complaining?. I know it sounds insane but I'm still staying. Cause deep inside I love him and deep inside I hate him. And these 3 words say it all; I love you. I love I hate I love I hate I love I hate I love. I hate I love I hate I love I hate I love I hate I love you