This is not your playground. I'm not here for you to shoot me down. Preying on my weakness. Even when you're not around. Nothing lasts forever. But you're wrapped around my dna. And I'm hiding in the corner. As the wounded kid I was. Like it was yesterday. Like nothing's changed. All that you've done you see. Ever so quietly. Comes creeping back up on me. Haunting me goading me. Why can't you let go of me?. I don't have the patience anymore. That's not me. I won't be the version of me. The one you think you're comfortable with. The one you think you had your fun with. If I can't trust myself. Why should I trust anyone else?. All that you've done you see. Ever so quietly. Keeps creeping back up on me. Haunting me goading me. Why can't you let go of me?. I don't have the patience anymore. Tthat's not me. I won't be the version of me. The one you think you're comfortable with. The one you think you had your fun with. That's not me. That's not me. I won't be the version of me. The one you think you're comfortable with. The one you think you had your fun with. If I can't trust myself. Why should I trust anyone else?