I get so nervous I'm shaking. Gets so I got no pride at all. Gets so bad but I just keep coming back for more. I guess I just get off on that stuff. I'm thinking about taking some time. I'm thinking about leaving soon. I got some things I can't tell anyone. I got some things I just can't say. They're the kind of things no one knows about. I just need somebody to talk to me. I'm thinking about leaving tomorrow. I'm thinking about leaving on my own. I think I been wasting my time. I'm thinking about getting out. In all this time. The bottom line's you don't know how much I feel. You say you see but I don't agree. You don't know how I feel. I'm just trying to get myself some gravity. You're just trying to get me to stay. Sometimes I sit here looking down upon Los Angeles. Sometimes I'm floating away. I'm thinking about breaking myself. I'm thinking about getting back home. I think I been waiting for way too long. I'm thinking about getting out.