A scar inside. For such a long time. I'll do it all over again. Can't face the wounds. Have to go on. Stop remembering. Time by time shades reach the surface. A mental breakdown they provide. Accept clear up clean up go on. and soon I'll show some pride. There's enough to go on further. Don't force to forget. You seem to go on. When you are that strong and fighting. What ever it takes. your will never breaks you last and last. and I will be there for you my dear. for you to go on. When you are that strong and fighting. Till the day I'm done with the shades. The rage I create towards myself the hate. To claim the blame that I feel. To damage the dreams I need. Facing uncertainty. Facing the truth. Got to get on through. Blaming myself. Blame at last