I just got a new medication. After years of hibernation. I can walk outside for the first time. And let the sunshine touch my head. Never went an hour without. Mutilating from the inside out. Now everything's fine for the first time. I feelin' like I'm born again. I try but can't explain it - I say too much. I feel so liberated - feels like love. It's so nice to be normal - to be normal for a change. I used to stare up at the sky. And watch the little worm in my eye. But now all I wanna do is look at you. And fill your darkest room with light. I try but can't explain it - I say too much. I feel so liberated - feels like love. It's so nice to be normal - to be normal for a change.. It's so nice to be normal - but it still feels kinda strange.. The noise has left my head. The voice inside is dead. Now I don't hear a sound.. Never knew silence could ever be so loud.. It's so nice to be normal - to be normal. It's so nice to be normal - but it still feels kinda strange.