Am I awake?. Or is this just a dream?. I'd like to say since you went away. Am I awake?. I'm wasting away. Don't wanna pray. I just can't take the pain. And I can't tell today from yesterday. And it's the same thing over and over again. And that's why I didn't plan on. I didn't plan on being here. Am I awake?. Or is this just a dream?. I'd like to say since you went away. Am I awake?. I'm wasting away. Don't wanna pray. I just can't take the pain. This place is just too crazy to be real. Or maybe it's not it could be... it could be real. Or maybe I've lost my mind if you don't mind. I'll just lay here for awhile. Am I awake?. Or is this just a dream?. I'd like to say since you went away. Am I awake?. I'm wasting away. Don't wanna pray. I just can't take the pain. Am I awake?. Or is this just a dream?. I'd like to say since you went away. Am I awake?. I'm wasting away. Don't wanna pray. I just can't take the pain