How long can I survive with this mentality?. How long can I survive with this mentality?. [verse 1]. Trials and tribulations. I'm facing in this age of information. I hate this shit. Cause niggas hit my phone. When they want some shit. Bitches hit my phone. When they want some dick. Damn it won't be long 'fore I disappear. Damn it won't be long 'fore I disappear. Damn it won't be long 'fore I disappear. Damn it won't be long 'fore I disappear. You call it runnin' I call it escapin'. Start a new life in a foreign location. Similar to my niggas duckin' cases. Can't take the possible time that it faces. How long can I survive with this mentality?. How long can I survive with this mentality?. How long can I survive with this mentality?. [interlude]. My dad he died-he got shot. Cause his friend set him up. And I didn't go to his funeral. And sometimes when I'm in my room. I get mad at my momma when she mean to me. And she. And she say clean up-I say. [verse 2]. Nigga play me never. Give up my chain never. Give up my pride never. Show my pain never. Dirt on my name never. Dirt on my name never. Dirt on my name never. Dirt on my name never. Nigga play me never. Give up my chain never. Give up my pride never. Show 'em my pain never. Dirt on my name never. Dirt on my name never. Dirt on my name never. Dirt on my name never. How long can I survive with this mentality?. How long can I survive with this mentality?. [interlude]. I get mad I slam my door and go in my room. And then I get mad and I say. "I wish my dad was here"