She says she loves me. But she comes and goes when she pleases. When the door shuts. It's like another papercut. And now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids. Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades. Claims she loves me. But she cuts me into pieces. When I'm sewed up. Here comes another papercut. Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids. Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades...... We met 22 years back. Fresh out the womb. Now she consumes me. No room for self these days. And she's so demanding. Do this do that. Don't forget to take your medicine. I hate it when her face is invading my head again. The welcome mat reads "please take off your shoes". But she disregards the statement. I've grown accustomed to bending my beliefs to. Satisfy her needs. But I'm fed up. With plugging cuts everytime they bleed. So I dip my pen in the puddle. What a bloody mess its been. Trying to end this struggle. But I love her. She's the reason for the lesions. Man I love her. I start bleeding when she's leaving. And every scar on my fingertip is a reminder of. All the lessons learned. On my missions to try to find her but. I'll sit alone until she comes back home. And I'll be waiting by the phone. [phone rings:] "Hello?". She says she loves me. But she comes and goes when she pleases. When the door shuts. It's like another papercut. And now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids. Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades. Claims she loves me. But she cuts me into pieces. When I'm sewed up. Here comes another papercut. Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids. Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades...... [On the Phone]. She don't live here no more. I heard she's staying down the street with the dead beat. That don't treat her right with two bad ass kids. Guilt and Regret. And I'm willing to bet. My last album that she's wishing she was kissing me. Man the nerve of this bitch. Pardon my French. But it's been 10 days. And I'm getting kind of light headed. Maybe I'll write her a letter in a gentleman's way. And send it with the hopes that she might get it. I can't believe I let her run all over me. But all I think about is. When she's here and holding me. I love her. She's the reason for the lesions. Man I love her. I start bleeding when she's leaving. And every scar on my fingertip is a reminder of. All the lessons learned. All my missions trying to find her and. I can't complain. I kind of like the pain. She ain't even got a name. She just lives in my brain. And says... She says she loves me. But she comes and goes when she pleases. When the door shuts. It's like another papercut. And now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids. Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades. Claims she loves me. But she cuts me into pieces. When I'm sewed up. Here comes another papercut. Now I'm stuck with a hand full of bandaids. Until she comes back around like them ceiling fan blades...... She says she loves me but. (she really thinks that im an asshlole). She says she loves me but. (my ears are too big). She says she loves me but. (i pick my nose too much). She says she loves me but. (she says i never really listen). She says she loves me but. (i take too many pills). She says she loves me but. (i never pay my bills). She says she loves me but. (i wait until the last minute). She says she loves me but. (i dont try hard enough)