I feel so numb staring at the shower wall. This began the feeling that the end has come. And now the water is cold. I tried to eat today. But the lump in my throat got in the way. In this time I've lost all sense of pride. I've called a hundred times. If I hear your voice I'll be fine. And I I can't come alive. I want the room to take me under. 'Cause I can't help but wonder. What if I had one more night for goodbye?. If you're not here to turn the lights off. I can't sleep. These four walls and me. I lay in bed. Can't seem to leave your side. Your pillow's wet. From all these tears I've cried. I won't say goodbye. I tried to smile today. Then I realized there's no point anyway. In this time I've lost all sense of pride. I've called it thousand times. If I hear your voice I'll be fine. And I I can't come alive. I want the room to take me under. 'Cause I can't help but wonder. What if I had one more night for goodbye?. If you're not here to turn the lights off. I can't sleep. These four walls and me. And I I can't come alive. I want a room to take me under. Cause I can't have a wonder. What if I had one more night for goodbye?. If you're not here to turn the light off. So I can't sleep. These four walls and me