I paint my nails black cuz it fits my mood. I'm tired of lookin' around for something to prove. You don't know how it feels inside my skin. But neither do I because I numb the feeling. Take it away all of my pain. I gotta bottle I need to finish. Take it away take it from me. Cuz if you don't I might drown in it. And I keep tellin' ma tellin' ma tellin' myself. That my bad luck's gonna go away. And I keep tryin' and tryin' and try try to win. But I'm losing every day. I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time. I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me. When it looks like the clouds are gone. I wake up it was just a dream it was just a dream. It was just a dream it was all a dream. I walk around cold to the warmth of life. I see ya tryin' to talk but I'm deaf to lies. Right I believe in promises of tomorrow. If I don't make it there know that I'm that sorry though. Take it away take it from me. Cuz I really wanna believe. After the rain someone'll say. There's really more for me. I keep tellin' ma tellin' ma tellin' myself. That my bad luck's gonna go away. And I keep tryin' and tryin' and try try to win. But I'm losing every day. I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time. I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me. When it looks like the clouds are gone. I wake up it was just a.... See I've been through Hell and I am still yet to come back. There is no conductor to get this on track. I have dreams of freedom from the circumstance I'm in. If it's in His plans for me then I will win. I'll just dream til' then. I keep tellin' ma tellin' ma tellin' myself. That my bad luck's gonna go away. And I keep tryin' and tryin' and try try to win. But I'm losing every day. I wanna get up and fight but I don't have the time. I'm too busy feelin' sorry for me. When it looks like the clouds are gone. I wake up it was just a dream it was just a dream. It was just a dream it was all a dream. It was just a dream