Twista feat. Speedknot Mobstaz. . Life pain. [Hook]. It's so hard to survive in this world of pain. I feel like I'm goin' crazy so I'ma shell my brain. My niggaz out here droppin' off over rocks and thangs. Mama never told me life was such a dirty game. [Lifty Stokes]. I hold my glock to my chest yes my steel is cold. I pray to God to come to rescue me and save my soul. I reminisce on my past life. Ever since I was a young shorty I didn't act right. Live for the street life. Yellin' "What it be like?". Nigga we Folks. Money makin' hustlaz from the Westside and it shows. In these past years shit it's been a hell of 25. Back in '91 I didn't even think I'd be alive. I was sellin' jewelry to rocks and rocks to weed. Off at the comfort zone G with a fifth of T's and B's. Ready to do whatever young with a pocket full of cheddar. No thoughts of stackin' just ballin' picture me fallin' nigga never. In this lifetime. But I had to grieve for awhile. Cause a nigga fell off hard but I got my ass back on the grind. And hit the streets like a mad man goin' against the grain. With dried tears on my face from the pain of this dirty game. [Hook 2x's]. [Todd Nitty]. Fresh out the pen and can't maintain. Wanna go and hit the block be on the same thang. Tryin' to serve some cain up in this dirty game. Cause you did a lil' bit think ain't shit changed. You wrong boy these shorties out here misled. You fuck around and catch a bullet in yo forehead. Ya heard me?. This ain't the 80's where you get a nickel sack and a hoodrat. A 40-ounce of Red Bull and blow yo wig back. Nigga fuck that this the year 2-G. Where the toughest muthafucka get left 6-feet deep. So don't sleep cause the scariest nigga'll pull the trigga. Put 2 in 300 pounds so that makes you a killa. Oh really could you be that silly. To think you gon' take over a block where I be ?? nigga forget it. Don't make me have to blow yo brains. In this fucked up world this fucked up life this fucked up game. [Hook 2x's]. [Twista]. Hey nug for some reason at night I can't sleep. When I lay down I keep tossin' and turnin'. There's somethin' wrong but I don't know what's wrong with me. Eyes burnin'. Cause sometimes I burst into tears when ain't nobody home with me. Stress from thoughts of survival just rushed my dome quickly. Y'all better come on get me. Cause I bout to do somethin' so muthafuckin' drastic. Instead of writin' essays like grabbin' SK's. With one of the best ways that I know to feed my family. Cause y'all ain't foolin' me. Y'all people plannin' a way for my people to read my eulogy. I see what y'all bogus ass doin' y'all plannin' on hurtin' me. Used to be crucifyin' or burnin' me. Now you eliminatin' paper currency. Terrorizin' with technology. And that Y2K shit I don't know why you play with the chosen guys. The wool ain't no longer pulled over my eyes. Gots to get some scratch and I gotta get it soon. We about to be doomed. Do somethin' for the kids before I go to my tomb. Gotta bust this thang and maybe then thangs gon' change. Tryin' to check mine cause all of it on y'all I can't blame. Maintain it's a strange game. At times you gotta throw blows for the gold. It's a long road some of us do shit despite losin' our soul. Got cold flows but it's strange I still can't get no change. Bout to be insane. Tryin' to pay the bills but still straight causin' pain. It's a dirty game. [Hook 2x's]. Dirty - dirty - dirty game. Dirty game. Such a dirty game