Woke up inside myself this morning. uncertainty all around. Got straight and turned on to some happiness. then I lay back down. all there was around. Nothing left but ashes. and the smell. Went down to the corner drug store. the pain was more than I could bare. They told me that I was illegal. I told them I don't care. let them stand and stare. Nothin' left but old bones. and the smell. I know I can't go on. I just can't stand the pain. can't stand the pain. I know I just can't stand .... guess I'll go insane. go insane. Guess I was born to be mistreated. contentment seems too hard to find. Searchin' for some understandin'. then I lost my mind. left it far behind. Nothing left but memories. and the smell