You were my first love. The earth moving under me. Bedroom scent beauty ardent. Distant shiver heaven sent. I'm the snow on your lips. The freezing taste the silvery sip. I'm the breath on your hair. The endless nightmare devil's lair. Only so many times. I can say I long for you. The lily among the thorns. The prey among the wolves. Someday I will feed a snake. Drink her venom stay awake. With time all pain will fade. Through your memory I will wade. Barely cold in her grave. Barely warm in my bed. Settling for a draw tonight. Puppet girl your strings are mine. This one is for you for you. Only for you. Just give in to it never think again. I feel for you.