/verse1/. Johnny3tears:. Sick with myself but I've got no one else. so I give it to myself it's the only thing that helps. it's the same thing this pain thing that keeps me from sleeping. and screaming that god I must be motha f**king dreaming. and I can rest in peace and at least cease to be. cease to see those things in me that make me wanna cease to breath. and ceased to need and ceased to feed sickness that's in me. this is all that I can be I can't breath as I bleed. . /Chorus/. Tha Producer:. I don't know why I cut myself god give me a sign or help. I wont cry it'll be fine I'll take my last breath. push it out my chest till theres nothing left. I know that my minds near the end god I hurt myself and fell. I wont cry it'll be fine I'll take my last breath. push it out my chest till theres nothing left. /verse2/. J-Dog:. Have you ever met a living legend just a real friend who planned his. end and where do I began you said it was pretend. And when the bullet. went through it took more then just you it took two it was you it was. me and suddenly...... How can someone say they're helpless and then they act so. selfish. You put me through hell with this so f**k you lets just end. this. And what about our friendship and what you did was senseless. You. thought you found an exit. Like I said lets end this. /Chorus/. /Bridge/. Tha Producer:. I just wanna say good bye Disappear with no one knowing. I don't wanna live this lie smiling to the world unknowing. I don't want you to try you've done enough to keep me going. I'll be fine I'll be fine I'll be fine for the very last time. /Chorus/