Now I will tell you what I've done for you. fifty thousand tears I've cried. Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you. And you still won't hear me. (I'm going under). Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself. Maybe I'll wake up for once. Not tormented daily defeated by you. Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom. I'm dying again. I'm going under. Drowning in you. I'm falling forever. I've got to break through. I'm going under. Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies. So I don't know what's real and what's not. Always confusing the thoughts in my head. So I can't trust myself anymore. I'm dying again. I'm going under. Drowning in you. I'm falling forever. I've got to break through. So go on and scream. Scream at me I'm so far away. I won't be broken again. I've got to breathe I can't keep going under. I'm dying again. I'm going under. Drowning in you. I'm falling forever. I've got to break through. I'm going under. Going under. I'm going under