"foreign complaint". . I got something to write before this letter slips in. I got no one by my side and finally now i feel fine. As the leaves are falling as the sun is going down.. My eyes are in the wind but every summer they melt down. Here no one knows my name they never see me around. I pretend i'm from spain and i don't even go out. I never thought it would be so hard to live in other town. And i always remind of you when sleep gets me down. Every dusk i watch well it always leaves me sad. Cause that time i got you the dawn was the time to bed. And i never saw the dawn anymore now i have to crawl. To get up from the bed and then get off of the ground. I'm not looking for and i couldn't even get a job. Lately i'm too weak and i still got the bucks you gave me. People scream that i'm a slob but i pretend it's not with me. I just keep my face straight with my eyes staring at my feet. Sometimes i miss my rock'n'roll records and my friends. But as long as i'll die they'll take me out of their heads. I'm not saying i was unwanted it's just something usual. Maybe i never really liked'em but i miss them all. Last week i went to a bar and there was no one at it.. And i've been thinking how sometimes love's hard to fit. I remembered when i's a child and how beautiful were my hair. And when i discovered that love's something hard to bear. But when the bar closed down i started my thinkin' again. And going back home i cried a little bit but then. I cleaned my face with memories from my mom and my dad. And for a quick moment i forgot that they are dead. I heard someone saying love's bitter well i didn't disagree. But later when i was sleeping i've been waken by a dream. I don't remember well but i only know it was about you. Then i passed all the day upset till i accept that i love you. But you know life goes on as it goes on your life. And i'd be lying if i said that someday i'll be back. Cause these words haunt myself i prefer to ignore the pain. Cause i'll always love you but i don't want to see you again.