See in me the side of you. That sometimes makes you jump with fright. Smiler with knife it's your big night. Sinking bed all warm and clean. Only sadness waits for me. Smiler with knife you're just in time. You're just in time. Press the blade against my skin. Never to make love again. Smiler with knife it's alright. Surrender will I am before you. I am sick to death of life. Smiler with knife alight. Alight. If such things weren't meant to be. Then they would never come to me. Smiler oh don't worry so. Slamming one shots gentle pain. Someone calling out my name. Sex and love are not the same. Are not the same. Time has frittered long and slow. All I am and was will go. But where to and why now?. When my last breath falls away. Smiler trust me when I say. "You'll be ok". "You'll be ok"