Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make. And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break. And I'm not asking for value nor the pain but I am asking. For a way out of this lie. Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me. And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories. Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is. And fixing your problems and starting over agin. Your feeding your ego with what you can see outside. And your killing yourself for not speaking your mind. Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me. And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories. In memory. . I wonder why you make believe you live your life straight through me. I cannot understand why you question me and then you lie. I will not justify your way's I cannot show you an escape. I do not know you any more I never new you anyway. Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me. And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories. In memory