I'm kinda numb. It's so distorted. You've left me here with. This damage that you've caused. My tortured faces. Those fucked up places. In my memories. None of them I've lost. But. I haven't been here long enough to know. Every time I feel this I just loose control. Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful. I wish that this would just go. It's kinda sick. I feel so dirty. I'm kinda tragic. I'm kinda insecure. But I know. That I'm the only. One that can fix. Whatever's wrong I'm sure. But. I feel so numb. From all I've become. I'll take you down. I feel so down. I'm water while you drown. You're lifted while I'm down. I'm cancer in your womb. I'm the needle in your spoon. But.