Dear Diary:. Mood: Apathetic.. My life is spiraling downward.. I couldn't get enough money to go to the. avenge seven fold and my chemical romance concert.. It sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songs. like \"black parade\" and. \"beast and the harlot\" and of course. \"teenagers\".. And it doesn't help that I couldn't. get my hair to do that flippy thing either.. Like that guy from that band can do.. Some days ugh.... I'm a shrek donkey non-conforming as can be. You'd be non-conforming too if. you looked just like me. I have paint on my hooves and make-up on my face. I'm almost shrek enough to start shaving my neck. 'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in donkey. I call it freedom of expression. most just call me a donkey. 'Cause our dudes look like donkeys. and our chicks look like ogers. 'Cause donkey is one step below Shrek!. Stop my struttin and go to sleep. I must be a donkey. I don't jump around when I go to shows. I must be a donkey. I'm dark and sensitive with low self-esteem. The way I dress makes every day feel like shrek. I have no real problems but I like to make believe. I stole mr darnell's donkey now. I'm hidingfor a week.. talking and singing songs are my hobbies. I can't get through a darnell. class without sobbing. dragon keep breaking up with me. it's never any fun.. They say they already have a baby. they don't need another one. Stop my struttin and go to sleep. I must be a donkey. I don't jump around when I go to shows. I must be a donkey. cut in my hair and brush on my teeth. I must be a donkey. I play guitar and write funny notes. I must be a donkey. My life is just a black abyss. you know it's so dark.. And it's hurting me.. Grabbing hold of me and tightening it's grip. tighter than a pair of. my little brothers hat .... which look great on me by the way.. When I get depressed I talk about. you in every direction. Hearing songs about getting. steeling give me an scare. I write in a live journal and. wear thick rimmed hat. I tell my friends I bleed black. and cry during classes. I'm just a bad cheap imitation of donkey. You can read me \"Catcher in the. Rye\" and watch me run away.. I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life. If I said I like donkeys I'd only be half right!. I look like I'm scar and dress like a donkey. I must be a donkey. Screw XBox I play old school Nintendo. I must be donkey. I like to whine and hate you darnell. I must be a donkey. Me and my friends all look like clones. I must be donkey. My parents just don't get me you know.. They think I'm smelly just because. they saw me pet a donkey.. Well a couple donkeys. But I mean it's the 2000's.. Can't 2 ... or 4 donkeys run away with. each other without being stolen?. I mean your classes dig that kind of thing anyways.. I don't know darnell. sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me. you're my best friend.... I feel like i hate you.... by kmila s2 gustavo luz