[Verse 1]. Somewhere between psychotic and iconic. Somewhere between I want it and I got it. Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted. Somewhere between a mistress and commitment. But I stay down girl I always stay down. Get down have her lay down. Promise to break everybody off before I break down. Everyone just wait now. So much on my plate now. People I believed in they don't even show they face now. What they got to say now?. Nothin' they can say now. Nothin' really changed but still they look at me a way now. What more can I say now?. What more can I say now?. You might feel like nothin' was the same. [Hook] x2. I still been drinkin' on the low. Mobbin' on the low. Fuckin' on the low. Smokin' on the low. I still been plottin' on the low. Schemin' on the low. The furthest thing from perfect. Like everyone I know. [Verse 2]. And I hate that you don't think I belong to ya. Just too busy runnin' shit to run home to ya. You know that paper my passion. Bittersweet celebrations. I know I can't change what happened. I can't help it. I can't help it. I was young and I was selfish. I made every woman feel like she was mine. and no one else's. And now you hate me. Stop pretendin' stop that frontin'. I can't take it. Girl don't treat me like a stranger. Girl you know I seen ya naked. Girl you know that I remember don't be a pretender. Gettin' high at the condo that's when it all comes together. You know I stay remniscin'. And makeup sex is tradition. But you been missin' girl. And you might feel like nothin' was the same. [Hook]. [Bridge]. Drinkin' smokin' fuckin' plottin'. Schemin' plottin' schemin' gettin' money. Drinkin' fuckin' smokin' plottin' schemin'. Plottin' schemin' gettin' money. [Verse 3]. This the life for me. My momma told me this was right for me. I got 'em worried like make sure you save a slice for me. I should have Spoons serve you up. with a fork and knife for me. Your actions make us doubt you. Your lack of effort got me rappin' different. This the shit I wanna go out to. Play this shit at my funeral if they catch me slippin'. Naked women swimmin' that's just how I'm livin'. Donate a million to some children that's just how I'm feelin'. A nigga fillin' up arenas who the fuck could see us?. I had to Derrick Rose the knee up before I got the re-up. Yours truly the boy. I just build and build more. Y'all niggas build to destroy. Y'all niggas party too much man I just chill and record. No filler you feel it now if you ain't feel it before. Yes Lord this the shit I wanna go out to. This the shit I wanna go out to