I fucked up. I made a mistake. Nobody does it better than myself. I'm sorry. I'm not afraid to say. I wish I could take it back but I can't. I'm so ashamed. You're in so much pain. I blamed you when things didn't go my way. If I didn't you'd be here. If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear. If I took another path. Things would be so different but they're not. I could have just kept my big mouth closed. I could have just done what I was told. Maybe I should have turned silver into gold. But in front of you I was cold. I fucked up. I made a mistake. Nobody does it better than myself. I'm sorry. I'm not afraid to say. I wish I could take it back but I can't. I thought we had it all. You brought out the best in me. And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream. I thought we were indestructible. I never imagined we could fall. Do you wanna know how to make god laugh?. Tell him your plans. We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool. Fill it up with Warhols it would be so cool. Coulda gone riding stallions in the countryside. With a pack of great things. Kissing eye to eye. We coulda toured the world in a private jet. Run naked on the beach all soaking wet. We coulda climbed a mountain. Seen a perfect sunrise. Written our names across the sky. We coulda gotten drunk and driven on the autobahn. We coulda got ourselves arrested and sort them out. We coulda live like crazy til' the day we die. Instead I made you cry. I fucked up. I made a mistake. Nobody does it better than myself. I'm sorry sorry sorry. Je suis désolée. I wish I could take it back but I can't. I fucked up. I made a mistake. Nobody does it better than myself. I'm sorry. I'm not ashamed to say. I wish I could have you back maybe one day. Or not