I can't deal with this pain. This pain deals with me. Hard to believe what's happend. It's such a surreal scene. Unreal to me. Still dreamin'. About your geometry. Searchin'. For courage for talkin'. So what's stoppin' me?. It takes half the time. Of memorable nights. To sit and regret. All the arguments and fights. The soft touch of her warm skin. And all the people. That she's ever been with. In this room and she's downstairs. Love and loss-does she still care. One last chance i've got i swear. I should just give up. In this room and he's upstairs. Love and loss-but i still care. One last chance we've got i swear. Please don't mess this up. Pointless discussions. Over cigarettes. Filled with regret. Picturing your sillhouette. I can't remember the fights. That you mentioned. Just the after thoughts. And sexual tensions. The natural progression. From intellectual aggression. To special attention. To your sensual sections. I needed every last word. Failin' to realize. How right i was wrong. Until you were gone. It burns in my cehst. What do i make of this mess. That i call my present. State of living. I'm trying my best. In a room full of friends. It never matters. When she's always missing. Replay the scenarios. Over and over again. Repeat em' one more time. Let 'em scream in my head. Giving up's the easy way out. And what then. What do i do now. What can i do. To her i'm dead. One last night together. Let me hold you in my arms. Look deep into my eyes. My soul is yours to harm. Place your hand on my heart. Feel the beating. All it takes is one promise. To heal the bleeding. If you leave tomorrow. My conscioinse will follow. And i'll live in this city. With a chest thats hollow. But i'll still drive you. To the airport. And carry ya bags. I want you to see the moment. You tear me in half. Six months of depression. Six months of frustration. Can you just give me. One conversation. It won't have to end. In hatred's rage. Save me save us. Save everything we've made. The three hardest words. For me to say. 8 letters kept me. From you every single day. If it can stop you. From getting on that plane. Then fuck it i love you. Please don't go away