I've spent my last night. strung up and pulled tight holding out. sleeping proud. an answer comes without a "please". do what you want. wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss. I'd rather live my life in regret than do this. what happened to the love we both knew?. we both chased?. hanging on a cigarette. you need me. you burn me. you'll burn me. hushed with a finger. don't say you'll never when you might.... just another time. this poison comes instruction free. do what you want but I'm drinking. try to lie better next time. stay on my side tonight