It's been a while since I heard from you. And I know I was the one who chose that. It's just that you got me so confused. 'Cause I thought you were the best I ever had. Even your mom texted me the other day. Saying I should come over for a coffee. And I bet if your dog could talk. Would ask about me too. And when you ask how I've been. I know I tend to hide it. 'Cuz I know you know how I've been. I wonder don't you mind it?. 'Cause I've been avoiding places I know you may go. I know that every heart heals. And I should take it slow. But my anxiety keeps saying no. You are the best thing I wish I still had. And I just get so mad. 'Cuz it just hurts so bad. You are the best thing I wish I still had. And I just get so mad. 'Cuz it just hurts so bad. Don't get me wrong I still wish you the best. I just don't know how I'd be if I saw you next. To that girl oh no. I miss calling you love feeling your love. so hard to see my babe saying that wasn't enough. It was so hard when I saw you had gone. To the place I wanted to take you to with her. And when you ask how I've been. I wish I could say. That I'd be better. if you had chosen to stay. 'Cause I've been avoiding places I know you may go. I know that every heart heals. And I should take it slow. But my anxiety keeps saying no. You are the best thing I wish I still had. And I just get so mad. 'Cuz it just hurts so bad. You are the best thing I wish I still had. And I just get so mad. 'Cuz it just hurts so bad. 'Cause I've been avoiding places I know you may go. I know that every heart heals. And I should take it slow. But my anxiety keeps saying no. You are the best thing (The best thing). I wish I still had (I wish I still had you). And I just get so mad. 'Cuz it just hurts so bad (So bad so bad). You are the best thing (The best thing). I wish I still had (I wish I still had you). And I just get so mad. 'Cuz it just hurts so bad. I've been avoiding those places. But in the middle of those faces. I keep looking for yours. I keep looking for yours. And I still go. I hope they don't know (hope they don't know). But I was kinda hoping you would show up