I can feel the energy. That changes in my chemistry. The atmosphere the way I breathe. My automatic action is. To close my eyes and wander in. And wait until the madness ends. Lost communication with the world outside. I fall into my own into the abyss. Lost inside my head I open up the door. Step right off the ledge into the abyss. Nothing that I know I can't hear what you say. Am I already dead into the abyss. Looking through distorted eyes. A mirror that I can't recognize. No way out no exit signs. I try to make myself believe. I'm only in a lucid dream. It's like another world exists. I wanna go back into the abyss. Lost inside my head I open up the door. Step right off the ledge into the abyss. Nothing that I know I can't hear what you say. Am I already dead into the abyss. Lost communication with the world outside. So much devastation in my world I hide. I fall into my own into the abyss. Lost inside my head. cracks across the floor. Step right off the ledge. Into the abyss. Nothing that I know I can't hear what you say. Am I already dead into the abyss