Today I wasn't even gonna take a shower. And then I got a call sayin' that. My cousin died in a fire. So I washed myself for what seemed like three hours. Tears in rusty water. I need some of that calgon. Take me away action immediately. 'fore I start scrubbin' my hands hard repeatedly. I'm stuck somewhere lethargic between reality. In a fuckin' school video. Wake me up. I say goodbye too many times these 22 long ones. Here I am wavin' again. "so long friend". I shoulda told her how this town doesn't like. when people leave. So it finds ways to keep 'em. It sews seeds and reaps 'em. And now she's part of that harvest. But different from all the others. Ask her mother how her smile touched souls. And warms cold hearts. Monique I miss you. I wish I coulda kissed you farewell. And given you that tattoo you always asked for. But when I'm done tappin' bud lite on god's stomach. You got next. I'm done. Y'all take what you want from me. I'm going to wash my hands. I miss you boo