Is how I feel right?. It's only me right?. That's right. I was 15 of Virginia nigga with ambition. Young but I envision fucking them bad bitches. Live my life with no regrets. I try to show respect but you don't give it. I guess you don't understand when. It might take me a life time to take it back. And it might take you a life time to know the facts yeah. Just 'cause we different. Don't mean we distant. And if you kill a man ain't no way to bring him back. Yeah you say it's mind over matter. But what we're livin for? What really matters?. Some niggas say the spoon was just on the platter and. Other niggas is doomed just for disaster. All alone sleeping in my bedroom. As wet sheets mama gonna be dead soon. 'Cause her man beat hear but he don't realize. She important to this family like a fucking heirloom. Yeah her nigga still found his way out. Record deal came her nigga played out. My mama livin good she takin days out. They sayin' boy all that hard work payed out. Five hundred racks for our show. But ain't gonna never do no 60 minutes interview. 'Cause all you wanna do is twist my words up. And all I wanna do is flip my birds up. Kind of tipsy after ... murder. I'm singing ass nigga know you heard of. Me every day my clique stuntin. Niggas talking down but I'ma make em put them words up. Out to sale all I had to say what else?. Cock suckers low blowing under my belt. Yeah they hangin from the tip they trying to get a sip. Don't let em get a grip I'm pissing onto myself. Nineteen nigga went through a tragedy. Three years and nigga just found a better me. Yeah you might find another lover. But you always started Breezy like the letter b. Nightmares full of haunting. Thinking do I really like this star shit. Because fame ain't freedom in this diamond chain. Only me they hold you hostage. Now I got a lot of offers telling me. The way they closing they wanna be my sponsor. But when a nigga fall off again they gonna be like off em. And they gonna smile up in your face just like "awesome great". Wait police in the tub can I relate?. I guess that's why this war on drugs is the debate. I'ma keep on livin my life from day to day. Learned from my mistakes