Myself…. Myself…. What do I do to ignore them behind me. Do I follow my instincts blindly. Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams. And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening. Do I sit here and try to stand it. Or do I try to catch them red-handed. Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness. Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness. Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin. I make the right moves but I'm lost within. I put on my daily facade but then. I just end up getting hurt again. By myself (myself). I ask why. But in my mind I find. I can't rely on myself (myself). I ask why. But in my mind I find. I can't rely on myself. I can't look around. (It's too much to take in). I can't hold on. (When I'm stretched so thin). I can't slow down. (Watching everything spin). I can't look back. (It's starting over again). If I turn my back I'm defenseless. And to go blindly seems senseless. If I hide my pride and let it all go on. Then they'll take from me till everything is gone. If I let them go I'll be outdone. But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun. If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer. Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer. By myself (myself). I ask why. But in my mind I find. I can't rely on myself (myself). I ask why. But in my mind I find. I can't rely on myself. I can't look around. (It's too much to take in). I can't hold on. (When I'm stretched so thin). I can't slow down. (Watching everything spin). I can't look back. (It's starting over again). Don't you Don't you Don't you Don't you…. Don't you (know). I can't tell you how to make it (go). No matter what I do how hard I (try). I can't seem to convince myself (why). I'm stuck on the outside. Don't you (know). I can't tell you how to make it (go). No matter what I do how hard I (try). I can't seem to convince myself (why). I'm stuck on the outside. Don't you (know). I can't tell you how to make it (go). No matter what I do how hard I (try). I can't seem to convince myself (why). I'm stuck on the outside. Don't you (know). I can't tell you how to make it (go). No matter what I do how hard I (try). I can't seem to convince myself (why). I'm stuck on the outside. Don't you (know). I can't tell you how to make it (go). No matter what I do how hard I (try). I can't seem to convince myself (why). I'm stuck on the outside. Don't you (know). I can't tell you how to make it (go). No matter what I do how hard I (try). I can't seem to convince myself (why). I'm stuck on the outside