By Warren Zevon. c. 1978 Zevon Music/BMI. The phone don't ring. And the sun refused to shine. Never thought I'd have to pay so dearly. For what was already mine. For such a long long time. We made mad love. Shadow love. Random love. And abandoned love. Accidentally like a martyr. The hurt gets worse and the heart gets harder. The days slide by. Should have done should have done we all sigh. Never thought I'd ever be so lonely. After such a long long time. Time out of mind. We made mad love. Shadow love. Random love. And abandoned love. Accidentally like a martyr. The hurt gets worse and the heart gets harder.