Maybe I should just be clear. It sucks not having you here. There ain’t a better way to say it. Other than how I just said it clear clear clear clear. Like a bottle of evian you can see through me. My ego ain’t here. So many clever words and nice things that I could say. But the truth then and the truth now has been the same. The hardest thing to say is what I ain’t saying. And the best way to say it is to just say it. I wanna run away from the words. But I can’t run away from the world. Cause the hardest thing to say is usually worth saying. Girl I love you still. I try to go some months without a call. I mean I'm an attractive guy and all. Maybe I could find something in the club. Or something in the mall mall mall. But them girls didn’t matter. And this money ain’t distracting me much at all. I know some clever words and nice things that I could say. But the truth then and the truth now have been the same. The hardest thing to say is what I ain’t saying. And the best way to say it is to just say it. I wanna run away from the words. But I can’t run away from the world. Cause the hardest thing to say is usually worth saying. Girl I love you. Girl I wanted to cry. But I made it look easy (it ain’t easy). To hold it in and save face. And it was harder to stay. So I made it look easy (it ain't easy). To just get up and walk away. Now I’m alone and the tears do fall. Open my mouth and the words do fall. Now I'm standing here after all with this broken heart. The hardest thing to say is what I ain’t saying. And the best way to say it is to just say it. I wanna run away from the words. But I can’t run away from the world. Cause the hardest thing to say is usually worth saying. Girl I love you still