Sitting here like uninvited company. Wallowing in my own obscenities. I share a cigarette with negativity. Sitting here like wet ashes. With X’s in my eyes and drawing flies. . Bathed in perspiration drowned my enemies. Used my inspiration for a guillotine. I fire a loaded mental cannon to the page. . Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial. Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride. Sitting here like wet ashes. With X’s in my eyes and drawing flies. . Hey what you yelling. About conditions permission mirrored self affliction. Hey what you yellin’ about sadist’s. Co-addiction perfect analogies. hey what you yellin’ about conditions. permission mirrored self affliction. . Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial. Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride. Sitting here like wet ashes with X’s in my eyes. And drawing flies.