I feel like I am hurt. Can't you see. I try to express. But I act like you're a stranger to me. I want to share but don't know how. My eyes can't speak. And my mouth won't write it down. And there's so much confusion. as I want to clear it up. Cause when I start suddenly. the end has begun. Maybe if I touch you will feel. what I mean but you're acting strange. Cause my eyes look differently. Caught by death I do not hope. that my release is decided long ago. I try to get out. To jump at once in a place. Where it's all right or wrong. and I won't be afraid. I open myself for you. and all those others.