I'm at the point of falls breaking now. I've knocked on every door in this cold town yeah. The higher you go the harder you fall. If I wanna be safe. Then I just stay small. Wanna grow to the sky. Where is beautiful. But I can't see that. From the forest floor. How can I hold it together?. When nothing I try makes it better. I just wanna lay here forever. 'Cause if I don't get up. Then I can't fall down. There is no manual for a broken heart. I want to use it but it's.... And the more you're falling the harder to see. And this time is different. I want to believe. And I don't know. If I have it in me. So laugh again on the face of defeat. How can I hold it together?. When nothing I try makes it better. I just wanna lay here forever. 'Cause if I don't get up. Then I can't fall down. Yeah yeah yeah yeah. And if I don't get up. Can't let me down. Oh oh oh oh. ...irresistible. ...irresistible. 'Cause if I don't get up. One day I will somehow. How can I hold it together?. When nothing I try makes it better. I just wanna lay here forever. 'Cause if I don't get up. Then I can't fall down. And if I don't get up. Can't let me down. No no. If I can get up now. One day I'll get up somehow