Cold as ice. And more bitter than a December. Winter night. That's how I treated you. And I know that I. I sometimes tend to loose my temper. And I cross the line. Yeah that's the truth. I know it gets hard sometimes. But I could never. Leave your side. No matter what I say. 'Cause if I wanted to go. I would have gone by now but. I really need you near me. To keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave. I would have left by now. But you're the only one that knows me. Better than I know myself.. All along. I tried to pretend it didn't matter. If I was alone. Deep down I know. If you were gone. For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn. 'Cause I'm lost without you.. I know it gets hard sometimes. But I could never. Leave your side. No matter what I say. 'Cause if I wanted to go. I would have gone by now but. I really need you near me. To keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave. I would have left by now. But you're the only one that knows me. Better than I know myself.. I get kind of dark. Let it go too far. I can be obnoxious at times. But try and save my heart. 'Cause I need you now. So don't let me down. You are the only thing in this world. I would die without. 'Cause if I wanted to go. I would have gone by now but. I really need you near me. To keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave. I would have left by now. But you're the only one that knows me. Better than I know myself.. 'Cause if I wanted to go. I would have gone by now but. I really need you near me. To keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave. I would have left by now. But you're the only one that knows me. Better than I know myself.