Yo... this a song for my ex-girlfriend aight?. [d-d-dedicated]. I promise i ain't gonna hold out shawty. I wanna give it all to you…listen...(bust it). [hook]. Am i supposed to laugh.. as if nothing's wrong. Each day passes by... as if nothing's wrong oh oh. [verse1]. Hey i haven't called you in awhile.. I just called to say i'm sorry. And for that i am even more sorry. Honestly i don't have anything to say so i'm just babbling. I was wondering how you have been. "what do you want? you're drunk again aren't you?". I don't want to hear it again so i try hard to sound okay. You've become mute on the other side. Because of the random things i'm saying. What's so great about my crooked pride. (i want to run to you but still...). It's so hard but i try to act cool as if nothing's wrong. (if i could get rid of this affection. If icould get rid of this hatred). Ma dear do you know you're all i have. I realized too late i'm sorry ma boo. Repeat [hook]. *~*[ji- eun]. As if nothing's wrong as if nothing's going on... Memories of you i once tried to erase.... Are starting to grow on me oh oh. [verse 2]. I need u come back. I want to tell you truthfully. My heart's heavy fallin where are you uh!. I can never forget our first date (why?). Your birthday is still marked on my calendar. Oh no i don't believe. People are saying my laughter has died. There was a familiarity like long lost friends. We used to talk on the phone all night.. How did we have so many things to say back then. How are you doing. The promises i weren't able to keep still clings to my heart. I worry bout you a lot. I wonder if you stay awake at night like i do.. And i feel sorry once again. You said it yourself "you're too mean". What's the problem? i'm still trying to figure things out. Like an idiot my regrets came too late. (where you at?) if you leave what am i supposed to do. . Repeat [hook]. Repeat *~*. [ji-eun]: you're no different from the other guys. Why are you taking back everything you said before. Your future was more important to you. ([top]: why don't you just call me a liar)