Sitting in a big white room alone. Tilt my head back feel the tears fall down. Close my eyes to see in the dark. I feel young broken so scared. I don't wanna be here anymore. I wanna be somewhere else. Normal and free like I used to be. But I have to stay in this big white room. With little old me. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine. Sitting in a big white room alone. Close the door. Don't want the pain to come in. I clench my fist. And try to stay strong. I cry feel sick. My heart is beating out of control. Can I run faster than you. I wanna feel my body again. Feel the wind in my hair. But I have to stay in this big white room. 'Cause no one else cares. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine. Everybody's looking at me. Everybody's staring at me. What do I do now. Smile yeah. Everybody's looking at me. Everybody's staring at me. What do I do now. Smile yeah. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine. I'm going crazy. I'm losing my mind. I'm going crazy. In this big white room of mine