The jury found the verdict first degree. They swore I planned her death to be. I prayed they'd sentence me to die. But they wanted me to live and I know why. So I'd do life in prison for the wrongs I've done. And I pray every night for death to come. My life will be a burden every day. If I could die my pain might go away. With trembling hands I killed my darling wife. Because I loved her more than life. My love for her will last a long long time. But I'd rather die than live to lose my mind. And I'll do life in prison for the wrongs I've done. And I pray every night for death to come. My life will be a burden every day. If I could die my pain might go away. If I could die my pain might go away.