Oh my God. Oh my God. If only he knew. If only he knew. If only he knew about the world. Without the bullshit and the lies.. We could've saved him. They could've saved me.. But instead I'm here drowning. In my own fucking mind. And I'll be damned if you're the death of me.. Blood and ink stain the walls. Silently with bloodied knuckles I carry on. Hoping it's not too wrong.. You said the nights were far too long.. Honey it's just the start of it.. Oh my God. If he only knew.. Oh my God. If only he knew. If only he knew. If only he knew.. Just stand up and scream. The tainted clock is counting down.. You gave in to me. Would you say the nights are far too long now?. Oh my God. (Oh my fucking God). The tears that stain my cheek. Must me look weak. I wear them proudly I wear them proud.. Just stand up and scream. The tainted clock is counting down.. You gave in to me. Would you say the nights are far too long now?. Your knife. My back.. My gun. Your head.. Your knife. My back.. My gun. Your head.. You need a doctor baby. Are you scared?. You need a doctor baby. Are you scared?. You need a doctor baby. Are you scared?. You need a doctor baby. Are you scared you scared. You scared you?. You need a doctor baby. You scared?. You need a doctor baby. You scared?. You need a doctor baby. You need a doctor baby. You scared?