I was wasting my time. Trying to fall in love. Disappointment came to me and. Booted me. and bruised and. hurt me. But that's how people grow up. That's how people grow up. I was wasting my time. Looking for love. Someone must look at me. and see there's someone of their dreams. I was wasting my time. Praying for love. For the love that never comes from. Someone who does not exist. That's how people grow up. That's how people grow up. Let me live before I die. Oh not me not I. I was wasting my life. Always thinking about myself. Someone on the deathbed said. "There are other sorrows too". I was driving my car. I crashed and broke my spine. So yes there are things worse in life than. Never being someone's sweetie. That's how people grow up. That's how people grow up. As for me I'm ok. For now anyway