Holding back the years. Thnking of the fear I've had so long.. When somebody hears. Listen to the fear that's gone.. Strangled by the wishes of pater. Hoping for the arms of mater. Get to meet her sooner or later. Holding back the years. Chance for me to escape from all I know.. Holding back the tears. Cause nothing here has grown.. I've wasted all my tears. Wasted all those years.. Nothing had the chance to be good. Nothing ever could yeah.. I'll keep holding on. I'll keep holding on. I'll keep holding on. I'll keep holding on.. So tight.. I've wasted all my tears. Wasted all those years.. And nothing had the chance to be good. Cause nothing ever could yeah.. I'll keep holding on. I'll keep holding on. I'll keep holding on. I'll keep holding on