rocked silent in a soft lullaby. panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time. where and when would i see her?. crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth. i stuttered replacing your face with those words. where and when would i kill her?. i'll wish on this i'll wish with this. i wish...to the bitter end of my day. where were you?. so you had your turn and you made it work. now i'm the laughing stock of your joke. crazy as it may seem i cried for you when you. told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life. and i'll believe anything i have no luck with girls. i overheard that you were unhappy too. misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense. over and out Connecticut. but you had your back turned as you faded away. at the end of my day i found out. you weren't worth what i thought of you. write this down in that diary you abuse. can we make plans can i just get through to you. is this weird...do i scare her?. i'll wish on this i'll wish with this. i wish...that you could share the love you'd shared with others with me. this isn't love so forever let it go...forever will it burn. this isn't love there on the backend of forever i wish i would never hurt again.