Man of madness who lives in my head. Keeping me awake at night he sits on my bed. He drives me crazy he won't go away. Playing his game every night and every day. Yeah. My mind feels heavy my body feels weak. Suicidal thoughts crying out for some sleep. Impending doom is what I'm about. Think I'm going out without a shadow of doubt. I search for serenity yeah. Is it really out there?. I don't read the holy books 'cause. They take me no where. I can't hold on yes I'm losing control. I'm paying the price now for. Selling my soul selling my soul. I search for serenity yeah. Is it really out there?. I don't read the holy books cause. They take me no where. I can't hold on yes I'm losing control. I'm paying the price now for. Selling my soul selling my soul. Yeah for selling my soul. Yeah selling my soul. Yeah for selling my soul