sorry. but i don't understand. the things you say. they make no sense at all. funny. but i think that you mean them all. this time. don't you. i know that you think i'm a fool. but couldn't you try. to forgive a fool. one more time. sorry. but i'm not really listening. i've got my mind. on something else. and sometimes i wonder if i'm here. if i'm here at all. i know that you want me to go. don't you. but it's not as easy as it seems. i know that you think i'm not here at all. but i'm just as fed up as you. i know that you want me to leave. i'm amazed at how cold you can be. well may my weak and insipid soul grow stronger in your absence.