The light is getting better as the sun is going up. It looks to be proceeding not knowing where to stop. Barely awake I get out of bed. I've been thinking quite a lot about what you said. You said I feel like I am stuck so I'm leaving today. I'm taking my things don't you follow me. So you satisfy yourself and lay me back. Back upon the shelf. So you took what you owned and a whole lot more. And I'm eating my breakfast right off the floor. Cause I've got no plates no tables no nothing. I know you're angry but you could have left something. Now I stand alone again but I wish it wasn't so. I wish you were here in my atmophere but I know you're not. I'm missing you so. How will I cope with that?. How will I ever cope with that?. Did I love you wrong I'm such a mess. Was my love too strong then I'll love you less?. I'll do almost anything to get you back. And I'll take whoever tries to plug your jack. But that's not easy when you're not here. I wish I could flick a switch and you would appear. Cause I'd like to gain some of your sympathy. The only thing I've won is the pain you're causing me. So now what am I gonna do. I loom about still missing you. Can't seem to find no where to go. Can't seem to learn what I want to know. Though I shouldn't let it get to me. It bothers me that you went away. Was I too thin? Was I too fat?. Now you're gone and how will I cope with that?. How will I cope with that?. How will I ever cope with that?.