Girl With Golden Eyes. She speaks to me in Persian. Tells me that she loves me. The girl with golden eyes. And though I hardly know her. I let her in my veins. And trust her with my life. I wish I had never kissed her. 'Cause I just can't resist her. The girl with golden eyes. Every time she whispers. 'Take me in your arms. The way you did last night.'. Everything will be okay. Everything will be alright. If I can get away from her. And save my worthless life.. I wake up every morning. Jonesing for her love. The girl with golden eyes. I won't have to wait long. 'Til she buries me with roses. 'Cause she's always by my side. Everything will be okay. Everything will be alright. If I can get away from her. And save my worthless life.. (Spoken Word). Day one. Dope free. I went to the clinic today and got the first dose of methadone.. I'm out of dope so I threw away all my rigs.. Day two. I can't believe it's been two days without junk.. Fucking smack it just ruins peoples' lives.. At first it seems so sweet then you wake up next to a monster.. Day three. I haven't had anything for three days now.. This withdrawal is killing me. It's like shock therapy to my guts.. Day four. Last visit to the clinic. My whole body feels like it's cracking into pieces.. Fragile doesn't even come close to describing how I feel.. Day five-- I'm sick as a dog but this handful of painkillers. and a lotta whiskey's gonna get me through.. Day six-- When I'm left to my own devices I go fucking insane.. I'll never use heroin again.. Day seven-- I can't believe I'm clean!. Day eight-- Everyone says I look better--. Day nine-- The parasites are panicking--. Day ten-- They seem amazed that I'm alive!. Everything will be okay. Everything will be alright. If I can get away from her. And save my worthless life.. Everything will be okay. Everything will be alright. If I can get away from her. And save my worthless life.