I've been dreaming for so long. to find a meaning to understand.. The secret of life. why am I here to try again?. Will I aways will you always. see the truth when it stares you in the face?. Will I ever will I never free myself. by breaking these chains?. CHORUS:. I'd give my heart I'd give my soul.. I'd turn it back it's my fault.. Your destiny is forlorn. have to live till it's undone.. Look in my heart in my soul.. I'd turn it back and then at last I'll be on my way.. I've been living for so long. many seasons have passed me by.. I've seen kingdoms through ages. rise and fall I've seen it all.. I've seen the horror I've seen the wonders. happening just in front of my eyes.. Will I ever will I never free myself by making it right?. REPEAT CHORUS. Jillian our dream ended long ago.. All our stories and all our glory I held so dear.. We won't be together. for ever and ever no more tears.. I'll aways be here until the end.. Jillian no more tears.... Jillian no more tears.... REPEAT CHORUS. by chair hussein