I don't know just where I'm going. But I'm goin' to try for the kingdom if I can. 'Cause it makes me feel like I'm a man. When I put a spike into my vein. Then I tell you things aren't quite the same. When I'm rushing on my run. And I feel just like Jesus' son. And I guess I just don't know. And I guess that I just don't know. I have made very big decision. I'm goin' to try to nullify my life. 'Cause when the blood begins to flow. When it shoots up the dropper's neck. When I'm closing in on death. You can't help me not you guys. All you sweet pretty girls with all your sweet pretty talk. You can all go take a walk. And I guess I just don't know. And I guess that I just don't know. I wish that I was born a thousand years ago. I wish that I'd sailed the darkened seas. On a great big clipper ship. Going from this land here to that. I put on a sailor's suit and cap. Away from the big city. Where a man cannot be free. Of all the evils in this town. And of himself and those around. Oh and I guess I just don't know. Oh and I guess I just don't know. Heroin be the death of me. Heroin it's my wife and it's my life. Because a mainer to my vein. Leads to a center in my head. And then I'm better off than dead. When the smack begins to flow. Then I really don't care anymore. About all the Jim-Jims in this town. And everybody putting everybody else down. And all of the politicians makin' crazy sounds. All the dead bodies piled up in mounds yeah. Wow that heroin is in my blood. And the blood is in my head. Yeah the God's good as dead. Ooohhh God that I'm not aware. I just don't care. And I guess I just don't know. And I guess I just don't know