making time in a low rent highrise. no place to go downtown crushing crucifixion. particles aching harmful descent take a shot and hide. subway slam dance stale mattress slow throb bloating. freshly open grave barefoot beggar. knotted finger turning pages in a book descending. no noise the great trees fall. calmly through the window see backward elevation. faded spirit of the gold toothed whore. moon dances wondering how could this ever be. kicking the habit possesion in the flesh. loves made up melancholy kicking the habit. trip back and unleash all anger emerging from. the waterfall brakh? fork horse rear snorted downward. a vulgar desire playing cards conjured on fly blown. dimly lit round a room of shadows claw the side. phantom pinches waking from a dream half eaten candy. from some disordered heaven swirling tastes phornicate. rotted meat a nested virus feels eating dish aging. she sits alone in the worry shes created more time. holy hatred kicking the habit.