Looking out standing over the edge. Too numb to feel alive. So why the fuck are these thoughts in my head?. Reach in and pull them out!. Still nothing feels the same. Too late to hesitate. Why can't I run and escape from myself. And live again?. Why can't I run and escape from myself?. Tell me why I feel like there's no way out. Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out. I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard. 'Cos I know that in the end. There's no way out. Oh my God is this really the end?. I guess I'm not alright. I just can't tell what is real anymore. I'm trapped in my own hell. I know this can't be real. This negativity. Is dominating and smothering me. I just can't breathe. I just can't tell what is real anymore. Tell me why I feel like there's no way out. Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out. I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard. 'Cos I know that in the end. There's no way out. There's nothing left for me. Just tainted memories. There's no one here for me. Just let me be. Why can't I run and escape from myself. I just can't tell what is real anymore. Tell me why I feel like there's no way out. Trying hard to heal as the pain pours out. I don't wanna feel this way but it's hard. 'Cos I know that in the end. There's no.... No way out!. Yeah!. Oh my God is this really the end?