Something keeps happening to me. And I just realised it. This negative emotion. I keep it on the inside. Takes me out like a bullet. So god damn violently. I take the painkiller but never get the surgery. It's. So easy leaning on the past. But that's just all a story. And really starting to bore me. I want to shut my own mouth. How about starting to listen. Showing just a little understanding. Try to forget myself and. Maybe everything'll change. No - I am not immune. I can't turn away. Negative emotion turning into pain. In this body. And I wanna feel. And I wanna feel. Living this life in this body. With no negative emotion. I see this sickness in the world. I feel it through my fingers. And when that horror lingers. I want to shift reality. Is it really that complicated. Side-steppin' to another dimension. Don't you get the creeping sense that. Everything'll be the same. No - I am not immune. I can't turn away. Negative emotion turning into pain. In this body. And I wanna feel. And I wanna feel. Living this life in this body. With no negative emotion