I feel smothered and encumbered and defeated and drawn. Disappointed overextended and frustrated and shaken. This overgiving overloving. This caretaking goes on. With no chance of intermission I'll be checked out. I'll be gone. How to remove myself from sensation?. Here comes a feeling. I run from the feeling and reach for the drug. Can't sit with this feeling. I'd rather be flying and comfortably numb. I feel anxious. I feel nervous I am bored. I'm overwhelmed rather be out of my gourd. How to remove myself from sensation?. Here comes a feeling. I run from the feeling and reach for the drug. Can't sit with this feeling. I'd rather be flying and comfortably numb. I am lonely. I feel hungry and unloved. I feel angry. I am livid need a hug. Here comes a feeling. I run from the feeling and reach for the drug. Can't sit with this feeling. I'd rather be flying and comfortably numb