[Singing]. [TI Talking:] Still ain't forgave myself.. damn. It's a lotta fucked up shit that go down man... You don't even know the half... [Verse 1]. Man I been in and outta trouble since an adolescents. Spoiled rotten dead fresh wit no daddy present. I got two uncles Quint and Man and they keep me straight. 7 and 8 I'm countin money while they movin weight. My daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see him. I say aiight but still I feelin like my momma need him. They sendin letters home from school nobody read mines. And plus my uncles doin 10 years F.E.D. time. Then I started rebellin began crack sellin. Tha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11. After school I hear my momma holla homework. I say aiight ma but look I got my own work. Started interactin wit fiends at the age of 13. Now my momma findin rocks in my socks glocks in my toy box. Like damn why do trouble come to me like this. But on the real it ain't even have to be like this (fuck). [Hook]. Mistakes made on this road to wealth. I still ain't forgave myself. Ay what I am today. I made myself but I still ain't forgave myself. For runnin to the grave getting closer to death. I still ain't forgave my self. For anyone who ever wondered how I felt. I still ain't forgave myself. [Verse 2]. At 14 man thought I knew everything. I'm slangin slabs trappin hard movin heavy Cain. I bought an '85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes. Now I'm the shit huh the motor blew in 30 days. Hardheaded man I ain't listen to anything. I'm getting money so I'm right and I got plenty game. Besides why I need school Im'ma be rappin momma. If that don't work then I guess Im'ma be trappin momma. But hey I promise Im'ma make it cause I'm damn good. Im'ma get us out this hood and off these can goods. School just a white man game and it's ran good. At 16 here's my introduction to manhood. Blue lights behind me damn what I'm gonna do. Cause I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 too. I guess everything'll be aiight if I just keep it cool. How ya doin officer what ya mean why I ain't in school. Can you search the car?? Yea but I rather that you didn't. Besides it's just a waste of yo time cause ain't nutthin in it. [Laugh] I guess that's when I seen that I ain't know shit. When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain't gone get.. (Damn!). [Hook]. Mistakes made on this road to wealth. I still ain't forgave myself. Ay what I am today I made myself. But I still ain't forgave myself. Guess these the chances ya take when dealt the cards I was dealt. But I still ain't forgave myself. For anyone who ever wondered how I felt. I still ain't forgave myself. [Verse 3]. Outta all the niggaz I was wit when I was doin wrong. 3 in the fed 1 doin life and 2 dead and gone. Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustin. But what's the good in knowin' better if I ain't tell 'em nutthin. I knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawty. Put down the gun get in the car let 'em live shawty. You'll probably get locked up and I'll probably have a deal shawty. Naw I ain't scared I'm just telling ya like it is shawty. Coulda told Endae Quint and Kern man ya covers blow. Leave that country town alone yall needa come back home. Bankhead and J-Rue I just feel like if I was wit 'em. They woulda never got killed that night if I was 'em. Seem like I coulda done mo' said mo'. Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo'??. All the time I just wish that yall could ball wit me. Sometimes at night I close my eyes and dream that yall wit me (damn.). [Hook]. And even though they say I cant blame myself. I still ain't forgave myself. For all the mistakes made on this road to wealth. I still ain't forgave myself. What I am today I made myself. But I still ain't forgave myself. For anybody who ever wondered how I felt. I still ain't forgave myself. And yea they say I cant blame myself. But I still ain't forgave myself. Fo the mistakes made on this road to wealth. I still ain't forgave myself. Guess this the chance that you take when dealt the cards I was dealt. But I still ain't forgave myself. For anybody who ever wondered how I felt. I still ain't forgave myself (Ain't Forgave myself). [Talking]. Yea for anybody who ever wondered how I felt. anybody who ever wondered what's wrong wit me here it is... 3 16's of what's in the heart of TIP.. This song is dedicated to everybody who ain't here wit me. Cap damn.. you fucked up shawty but when you get out. if I live to see it its gone be on again ya know what I'm sayin. And we ain't gotta worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit now. Ya know what I'm sayin.. Cern Quint Endae yall gone get out man. and when you do I'll be there shawty.. always. Bankhead J-rue I'm sorry man some shit I cant change. When I get up there we gone ball again open the gates shawty let me in... we gone ball. J-Rue man I know money ain't worth a friend shawty... I fucked up bad man.. I still ain't forgave myself. My momma sorry I ain't graduate but. hell we rich now it don't matter. My uncles shit. it don't matter either.. yall back.. Well hell.. My Lil' boy (music stops). you betta not do the same shit I did. or Im'ma whoop yo muthafuckin ass..