Yeah (8). My momma told me that this could happen to me. That he would grow to be this sexy man. But I just couldn't see. Cause I had my blinders on. I was in my zone. And I had the trought of us in my head. Somehow I turned us all off. And then I met him and he wasn't you. Then I dropped my head thinkin what should I do. Oh I. I loved you and. You love me. And I just couldn't see tomorrow baby. And I cared for you. And I didn't see us trought. Now I know in my heart you will always be. The greatest x ever. Now I can't do a simple thing like fall asleep. Cause I can't close my eyes. Without a day with you in my dreams dreams. Sometimes I call you phone just to hear you tone. And I never say nothin. Wait just a couple of seconds to hear you breathe. And then I'm gone. But he's not like you. Can't hel but to hold my head. Thinkin what did I do. Oh I. And I know that it's all my fault. And it would be a lie if I said you didn't cross my mind at all. How do I erase from my days that's shaded and blue. All my luv's with you