There are times when I don't wanna speak. Grab a pen scratch your chin make the beat. Maybe not smokin' pot on the beach. Paranoid with my boys where my keys?. And my head in the clouds is that him?. And my boys trippin' hard like nigga chill. Someone new with the mouthful of boot. Now my boys they come in with the deal. I'm not mad at you. Things I'm going through make me act the fool. Please don't think I'm cruel. Really normally I'm cool. There is nothing you can do. Hey. When my words are few. Things ain't what they seem. Feeling like I'm fooling me. I know god is calling me. I'm not where I'm supposed to be. Sitting here smoking trees. When I should be on my knees. When my words are few. Why you hounding me in the house of the lord?. Watch us guilty. Ain't no move in the parking lot prophecies. That's why act an addiction you can't find me. Oh ain't no smiles ain't no joke. No bitches please. Ain't no rest for my soul til' I come clean. I'll hear from the lord if I speak. So back off and let me eat let me feast. I'm not mad at you. Things I'm going through make me act the fool. Please don't think I'm cruel. Really normally I'm cool. There is nothing you can do. Hey. When my words are few. Things ain't what they seem. Feeling like I'm fooling me. I know god is calling me. I'm not where I'm supposed to be. Sitting here smoking trees. When I should be on my knees. When my words are few. I know that I chose to backslide. But now I know the way. I was born and raised in this thing. And that's something I chose to do. Church all my life. I ain't stepped outside but now I feel the light calling me. Back to the fold