I am my own affliction. I am my own disease. There ain't no drug that they can sell. There ain't no drug to make me well. There ain't no drug. There ain't no drug. It's not enough. The sickness is myself. - Chorus -. I've made a mess of me. I want to get back the rest of me. I've made a mess of me. I want to spend the rest of my life alive. We lock our souls in cages. We hide inside our shells. It's hard to free the ones you love. When you can't forgive yourself. - Chorus -. I've made a mess of me. I want to reverse this tragedy. I've made a mess of me. I want to spend the rest of my life alive. < by M.Gerhard >