I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat. I shouldn't be crying tears were for the weak. The days I'm stronger know what so I say. That's something missing. Whatever it is it feels like it's laughing at me. Through the glass of a two-sided mirror. Whatever it is it's just laughing at me. And I just wanna scream. And I just wanna scream. What now?. I just can't figure it out. What now?. I guess I'll just wait it out. I found the one he changed my life. But was it me that changed. And he just happened to come at the right time. I'm supposed to be in love. But I'm not mugging. Whatever it is it feels like it's laughing at me. Through the glass of a two-sided mirror. Whatever it is it's just sitting there laughing at me. And I just wanna scream. What now?. I just can't figure it out. What now?. I guess I'll just wait it out