Grinding on my teeth. Every night in my sleep. So that I can stop chewing on my tongue. Everyday of the week. Yesterday on repeat. I don't wanna watch this again. I smoke to forget. All the things I regret. All the promises I made. Didin't do what I said. Now I'm sitting in the bed that you made. That you think that I should lie down. But I don't wanna lie down. No I don't wanna lie down. Just when I think. That love will get me through this. I run away. It's a little too perfect. I get tired. of saying things like. "I love you babe". When I'm confined. I'll find a way out there. I get high. ‘Cause I suffocate down there. If you're right. And this life is really just a game.... I wanna win it. Let me win it. Let me in it this time. I wanna win it. Let me win it. Let me in it this time. Whoa oh. I'm sick of looking doubt in my face. Wish that I could shout down doubt. Put it in its place. Wish that I could change my fade. And erase. All the praying that I did. to be great. Hoping I would never see the day. But I was born to be great. But only on my own. So forgive me if I let it ring. When you call me up on the telephone. Just when I think. That love will get me through this. I run away. It's a little too perfect. I get tired. of saying things like. "I love you babe". When I'm confined. I'll find a way out there. I get high. ‘Cause I suffocate down there. If you're right. And this life is really just a game.... I wanna win it. Let me win it. Let me in it this time. I wanna win it. Let me win it. Let me in it this time. Whoa oh