Worst part about fighting with yourself. Is that even if you win you loose. Can't place the blame on everybody else. So I'm fighting with myself over you. I should have played it different but I didn't know. I never pictured you without me or you letting go. I should have seen it coming. I should have thought it through. The best part of me has always been you. And no apology can bring you back to me. Feels like I'm suffocating you are the air I'm breathing out. I'm so down and can't move and I'm beating me up over you. The worst part about fighting with yourself. Is that even if you win you lose yeah. Can't place the blame on everybody else. So I'm fighting with myself over you. Maybe it's better making you feel you were crazy. Instead of just being the man to fight it. And can't blame you knew that I was cheating. And I knew that you knew. But when you call me on it. I just turned around on you. Begging you don't let go. [?] confusion confusing you of not trusting me. All I'm doing wrong so I sit around fighting myself all day long.