(I Devise My Own Demise). I can't control everything. and i can't forget just what i've seen. these memories take me away. to a better place than i am today. I devise my own demise. Here's to life the life i'm losing. I devise my own demise. Here's to life the life i'm losing. Its time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye). to fade away fade away alone (motherfuck it goodbye!). i just want you to take take me back home. to a better place that i've never known that i've never known. I devise my own demise. Here's to life the life i'm losing. I devise my own demise. Here's to life the life i'm losing. I can't take control everything (death is the only way out!). and i can't forget just what i've seen (death is the only way out!). these memories take me away. to a better place than i am today. than i am today. I devise my own demise. Here's to life the life i'm losing. I devise my own demise. Here's to life the life i'm losing. ...This life i'm losing (This life i'm losing). I devise my... Own demise. . [blayer]