Wrestlin'. Realise it's not against the flesh. It is war against spiritual darkness and principalities. Strugglin'. Attaining these scars from inner battling. Warrin' with the enemy abstaining from his wickedness. Notice I hassle with I wrestle with anxiety. Knowing that certain things I can't change about society. So I put this in my diary which I keep hid' inside of me. I'm silent empty handed. ‘cause that life is not the way that I planned it. Lost my mom and dad left me stranded. So I pained it. Felt abandoned even though my gran' was handed all the hurt. ‘n' felt like I was just a burden. Closed the curtain I was naked. Started smokin' and drinkin' tryin' to maintain restraint. I used to think that maybe Jane would ease the pain. And lead the brain from wonderin' about the rain that was thunderin'. ‘till I was bumblin' stumblin' with the beast. grumblin' stumblin' with the beast rumblin'. I was stumblin' with the beast rumblin'. Yeah I saw you in adolescence feeling depressed. Reflecting the evidence of stress rejection and disrespect by your facial expression. Deconcerning be erected for your mental state of being in the situation so pressing. Distress was strongly spoken in the voice of your eyes. A wounded soldier was the vision incision with in my mind. Even if I was blind I felt your spirit like a ‘graver's impression upon my soul. For the ministry of salvation. The circumstance you face is not designed to be complacent in. God works in mysterious ways and times and most serious days. Give your life to him and trust in his spirit. Who'll be your guide and send his angels surround you and battle when holy align. I will give to win the battle. I will give to win the battle. Wrestlin'. Realise it's not against the flesh. It is war against spiritual darkness and principalities. Strugglin'. Attaining these scars from inner battling. Warrin' with the enemy abstaining from his wickedness. Super scientifical creature from darkest caverns. Burning tables turning darker clothes moe's tavern. With a slew of archaic relics that penetrate ‘n' tell us. ‘n' Stop stop bomb shells from preachers who bin releases. My deeses is pieces of puzzles formulate bigger picture. With description underneath informing who did the artwork. J-E-S you know the rest though its for most you can't attest. Blowing up any mines that frame of ours cannot withstand yet. And what I see's some isletians some halfwit child some of it gleams. No longer hide and slew the shackles their lives finished to live with jackals. Choose my flows but feel the blows. The Lord the shock or be the doe. by the bound don't hit the ground. And that's profound see y'all around. I like to like to like to offer just a bit of advice. If ya spot superman on the block don't pick a fight. ‘n' if ya want to cross o'er never challenge intervention. If ya wrestle with God ya bring a quest for ya hist.. Make a request – not mine but thy will be done. Attach a conscious to examples that was left by the son. And I pray against the day when strictly fame is what I'm drinked in. And corner stones are built in I no longer put my faith in. That's my greatest fear if I took that route. To feed the flesh until it's diesel while the spirit fizzles out. I ran from God's elections when I thought I could handle. With five nights to think in the guts of sea mammals. I will give to win the battle. I will give to win the battle. Wrestlin'. Realise it's not against the flesh. It is war against spiritual darkness and principalities. Strugglin'. Attaining these scars from inner battling. Warrin' with the enemy abstaining from his wickedness