In the ether. I hang suspended. I wait for you. And I know you're near. In this high heaven. My world's upended. I feel no passion. I feel no fear. I'm dizzy with love. But you never appear. In the gloom of this room. Of this cell down here. I know this place. Isn't truly real. And that like my love. It expands and sprays. The light will find me. Will bend toward me. Yet I'm marooned. In a billion days. I'm drunk with you. And I can't explain. Who or where I am. Or how I'm in pain. Rocking and rocking me. Rhythm is shocking me. Just like a child in your fist. You are knocking me. Rocking and rocking. Autistic caged I am. Rocking and rocking. And rocking enraged. I am drunk with you. And I can't explain. Who or where I am. Or how I'm in pain. In the ether. In the ether. In the ether. I wait for you. Hanging in this mist. That I know's unreal. There is nothing there. There's no you no me. Even though it's crazy. I still appeal. This is heavenly hell. I appear insane. I have no idea. Who there is to blame