I don't know how long it's been going on. I don't know how long colors will change and look grey. It's kind of funny that I act this way. I don't know how long you've been holding on. I don't know how long everything's been my fault. It's getting easier to take the blame. It's getting easier to try and change. Too many times I have told you that I was ok. But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself. I'm not claiming that I know everything. No I'm not because you made me this way. I don't know how long I can just fight. I'm tired of making up reasons you're not on my side. And I would never talk to her that way. No I would never talk to her that way. Too many times I have told you that I was ok. But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself. I'm not claiming that I know everything. No I'm not because you made me this way. Too many times I have told you that I was ok. But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself. I'm not claiming that I know everything. No I'm not. oh. Too many times I have told you that I was ok. But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself. I'm not claiming that I know everything. No I'm not because you made me this way. You made me this way. I don't know how long it's been going on