I'm so glad you made time to see me. How's life? Tell me how's your family?. I haven't seen them in a while. You've been good; busier than ever. We small talk work and the weather. Your guard is up and I know why. Cause the last time you saw me. Still burns in the back of your mind. You gave me roses and I left them there to die. So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying. I'm sorry for that night. And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you. Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. And I go back to December turn around. And make it all right. I go back to December all the time. These days I haven't been sleepin'. Stayin' up playing back myself leavin'. When your birthday passed. And I didn't call then I think about summer. All the beautiful times. I watched you laughin' from the passenger side. And realized I loved you in the fall. And then the cold came. With the dark days when the fear crept into my mind. You gave me all your love. And all I gave you was goodbye. So this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying. I'm sorry for that night. And I go back to December all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you. Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. And I go back to December turn around. And change my own mind. I go back to December all the time. I miss your tan skin your sweet smile. So good to me so right. And how you held me in your arms. That September night;. The first time you ever saw me cry. Maybe this is wishful thinking. Probably mindless dreaming. If we loved again I swear I'd love you right. I'd go back in time and change it but I can't. So if the chain is on your door I understand. But this is me swallowing my pride. Standing in front of you saying. I'm sorry for that night. And I go back to December. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you. Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. I go back to December turn around. And make it all right. I go back to December turn around. And change my own mind. I go back to December all the time. All the time