watch me sufer. you''ll feel better. stick the needle in my vein. lost my feelings with my dealing. thoughts of onl you remains. fuck. rip and tear. in my dispair. agonizing over shit. feel the needle burn and tingle. my bad habits deal with it. chorus:. fuck. i will self destruct. my light has slowly faded. broken and degredated. suffocate in my sorrow. maby i''ll die tomorrow. this riot that i''ve sited. came to you uninvited. truth hurts when it''s in your face. are you afraid of it?. chorus. i will self destruch. i think i''m gonna snap. i self destruct my mind. i self destruct my world. i self destruct my life.