It's been a while. Since I could.... Hold my head up high. It's been a while. Since I first saw you. It's been a while. Since I could stand. on my own two feet again. And it's been a while. Since I could call you. But everything I can't remember. As fucked up as it all may seem. The consequences that I've rendered. Have stretched myself beyond my means. It's been a while. Since I could say. that I wasn't addicted. It's been a while. Since I could say. I loved myself as well and.... It's been a while. Since I've gone and fucked things up. Just like I always do. It's been a while. But all that shit seems to disappear. When I'm with you. And everything I can't remember. As fucked up as it all may seem. Consequences that I've rendered. Gone and fucked things up again... again. Why must I feel this way?. Just make this go away. Just one more peaceful day. It's been a while. Since I could.... Look at myself straight. It's been a while. Since I said I'm sorry. It's been a while. Since I've seen the way. the candles light your face. It's been a while. But I can still. remember just the way you taste. Everything I can't remember. As fucked up as it all may seem to be. I know it's me. I cannot blame this on my father. He did the best he could for me. It's been a while. Since I could.... Hold my head up high. It's been a while. Since I said I'm sorry