I'm going in to a state of shock. I can twist I can hardly walk. And I'm holding on for life. Should I be concerned?. My eyes are rolling in the back of my head. I'm black and blue and I'm in the red. And the silence is so loud. Should I be concerned?. We want to go to heaven. But no one wants to die. Defy your judgement and demons. And save your last goodbye. My tears are putting out my cigarette. And I'm singing out the alphabet. The way I remember. Should I be concerned?. Making plans for my amnesia. I'm going under anesthesia. I'm holding on for life. Should I be concerned?. We want to go to heaven. But no one wants to die. Defy your judgement and demons. And save your last goodbye. We want to go to heaven. But no one wants to die. Defy your judgement and demons. And save your last goodbye