[Intro: Delusional Thomas]. Hallelujah thank God I have a future. Praying I don't waste it getting faded. Cause I'm smoking *censored* 'til I'm coughing up tar. Through the surge energy curve like a lumbar. I don't act hard I still read Babar. Tripping out looking at a bunch of Google map stars. Shit they got a app for... that. [Verse 1: Mac Miller]. But me I'm still trapped inside my head. It kinda feel like it's a purgatory. So polite and white. but I got family who would murder for me. Think I'm living paradise so would I have to worry 'bout?. Dealing with these demons feel the pressure. Find the perfect style. Making sure my mom and dad are still somewhat in love. All these backfires of my experiments with drugs. And I experience the touch of my epiphany in color form. The difference between love and war inform me. I'm above the norm. But give me anybody though. I'll gladly chew his face off them bath salts. Rhyming like it's summertime on asphalt hot. Haven't picked a major label think I'm blackballed. I still don't got the heart to pick my phone up. when my dad calls. Will he recognize his son when he hears my voice?. I put this music against my life I think I fear the choice. And I don't know what I'm running from. but I'm running still. I conversate with acquaintances but it's nothing real. I'm from a city that you hear and think a bunch of steel. So a hundred mills wouldn't make me sign a fucking deal. Money kills that's the truth it's called the root of evil. But I want that Rolls Royce. that the homie Lennon drove. So if you ain't talking 'bout some money. I'mma send you home. Unconventional special but unprofessional. Adolescent expression. that's letting me meet these centerfolds. As troubles fill my mind capacity I let 'em go. If I was Johnny Depp in Blow I would let it snow. That's just me all wilding out and being extra doe. [Verse 2: Mac Miller]. And if God was a human. it'd be yours truly watching horror movies. With some foreign groupies thinking this decor suits me. I do drugs to get more loopy I'm in tune. To ancient jujitsu spirituals it's blissful. Looking out as far as eyes can see. I'm glad that me and this elevation could finally meet. I think I'm Jfk's final speech. They try assassinating all of my beliefs. But I'm asleep so whisper to me for some peace of mind. And he be high some weed to grind. on top a Jesus shrine. Twenty thousand on my watch cause I needed time. If y'all would leave me the fuck alone that'd be divine. Can't decide if you like all the fame. Three years ago to now it's just not the same. I'm looking my window ashing on the pane. Shit wonder if I lost my way. [Verse 3: Delusional Thomas]. Don't you ever wanna hide away. Poseidon triumph in the eyes of rain. Won't give a fuck about tomorrow if I die today. I'll greet the devil with a smiling face. Shit that God fellow may reside in space. As time's a wasting I'm freebasing with Freemasons. My girl's switching the locks the keys keep changing. Dreaming of places my own personal creations. If there's a party in heaven I plan to leave wasted. Retracing my steps way back to Biblical times. We-we all gon' end up meeting at the finishing line. [Outro: Mac Miller]. And these words that I command you today. shall be in your heat. And you shall teach them diligently to your children. And you shall speak of them when you sit at home. And when you walk along the way. and when you lie down. And when you rise up I am the lord your god