I want to be outrageous. But inside I know I'm plain. So plain just plain. Boring and plain. Silently obsessed with death. Just like anyone I guess. Trying for the perfect life. End up being in denial. I wanna be somebody. Wanna be somebody like you. Like you like you like you. Like you instead of me. Silent obsessed with death. Just like anyone I guess. Trying for the perfect life. End up being in denial