Gone I couldn't murder your promise.. Right before my eyes.. The revolutions of my psychosis.. Kept me outta the way.. Once inside all I hold is ash.. Fall suppressing every feeling. I'm in so much pain. I have every fuckin' right to hate you. I can't take it!. The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you. Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you. My demise! I took a life worth living. And made it worth a mockery!. I deny! I fold but they keep on coming.. (Stop) I'm always ready to die. But you're killing me!. Who are you to me? Who am I to you?. Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?. By default you are my only link to the outside. Psychosomatic suicide. Where were you when I was down?. Can you show me a way.... To face everyday with this face goodbye. My demise! I took a life worth living. And made it worth a mockery!. I deny! I fold but they keep on coming.. (Stop) I'm always ready to die. But you're killing me!. When I blur my eyesthey make the whole. World breathe - I see you fucking me. And I am absolutely controlling every urge. To mutilate the one and only answer. So much for memories.... I wanna dress in your insecurities. And be the perfect you I'm through. I'm out stretched out for all to loathe. Here we go the ultimate irony