[Thurston]. My violence is a dream. a 'real dream'. a skinny arm. a crush on living sin. my violence. is a sleeping head. nodding out to rising bliss. I left home for experience. carved 'suk for honesty' on my chest. my violence is the number. coming out of prayer. find it in the father. find it in a girl. there's a thing in my memory. hoilding on for dear life. with a feeling of secrets. beating up under my flesh. my tongue is tied. I'm sleeping nights awake. Tom violence is a dream. coming out of a girl.