You Are Everything: The Little Book of Knowing Who You Are
When I was 16 years old and living in a suburb of Los Angeles, California, I had a lucid dream that changed my life. In this dream, I was in India. I was with a yoga guru who spoke to me in Sanskrit. He took me through many hatha yoga postures, then I ended up sitting in padmasana, in lotus posture. Then next thing that happened was literally mind-blowing. Everything exploded and my sense of separate self that I had been feeling in the dream dissolved totally and completely into a blissful peaceful Ocean of White Light. Fast forward to my encounter with Ramesh Balsekar in Solana Beach, October, 1989. I saw him later at several group meetings. This first time was at “Joe’s Crab Shack" with about 50 people. I have never loved a man like I loved him. I felt that he was my spiritual father. I love my biological father totally, yet the spiritual connection with Ramesh transcended everything. The feeling was like an ocean of love. I would cry and cry tears of joy. In 2006, the Kundalini completed Her journey to the Crown chakra. A secret passageway from the Crown down to the Heart on the right called Amrita Nadi was revealed to me. The awakening of Amrita Nadi has been described as "the light of a thousand suns." The world turns translucent and disappears in a blaze of Divine Light. When the world returns, it is not the same world. That world is gone forever. There is only the one supreme Self. You can still perceive the world and function in the world, but for you the world is literally the universal Self. I am reminded of the spontaneous Kundalini event of 1966. I have come full circle. The Light that was revealed in 1966 was the Light that was realized in 2006. In 2012, I moved to San Diego and began giving public Satsang.