As eternal consciousness in this time reality I-consciousness controls the mind which  controls the body and removes the spirit. A journey to anchor  the spirit, removed from mind and body clutter...|||Ah as the ancient tree walks through the halls of alternative expression there I stood atop a mountain. and within the contents the world opened a door towards that which is different and that which...|||Why you young people and your graffi...erh old people, dastardly!|||This as well, the meshing with my frame of mind, being generational the energy changes. Also reminds me of what I missed out, I had a strange life journey. And while I feel like an old soul I don't...|||Only 35% awww, well that explains it right there. Nah its the energy, feels different, its good however relating somehow feels like I should be doing something different. I'm into anime and therefore...|||Probably has a lot to do with me working at a supermarket too and  realise I am meant to be the responsible one, like a manager and can't  seem to live up to it. The other day I was astonished I was...|||hahah yeah I know, I'm an old soul, by dragon years that would be way older. Don't let Calvin and Hobbs know. :crazy: I was slightly exaggerating with a hint of quirky humour, think of the...|||Love me. :happy:|||Yes...yes it is! Roll that pillow, pat that cat, subvocalize adverbs, replace the light bulb. Create haze, make with the distraction. Read that fanzine, chop that onion, squeeze that lemonade juice...|||Antagonize the shit out of crumbs. Watch tadpoles grow into frogs as you water the dehydrated plants leaf, put some soil into it damn it. Heat goes the humidity as the ice cubes mush into puddles of...|||Cognitive functions are like tea biscuits and honey. Slap on a biscuit, roll some honey dip it in tea. Sit for the crumbs, make yourself another cuppa, roll around in hay, read a few good books,...|||I has brainfog it really helps...|||Child like wonder somewhere in the cranium, percolating, bidding its time to stroll down memory lane and pop a candle. Flop a sandal and hop a mulberry. Those ingenious pixie elves and leprechauns,...|||Yeah anciently youngish.|||Hahaha, low brow humour. None of this Ur biz that's old skool talk. Young people dramas, you know, like old people dramas, candy. :D  Lamingtons, wants some.  *munches some in a corner*   Oh_kay...|||Us old farts and our walking sticks heh, got no room for young people drama!  *p.s. 33*  Trying to stir up some drama, it would of worked if I didn't say my age. Speaking of which I feel like an...|||The issue is that the prime multitude all universal reality is a marginalized fraction that is misinterpreted into religious and spiritual contexts that removes self actualization, in favour of myth,...|||By becoming in alignment with our self belief and dreams, by doing what satisfies us more than doing what is unsatisfying to us.|||Its from a lacking mentality rather which means your looking at what you lack rather than what you have and are. The issues with such a state is when you think you don't have what you want and focus...|||Having my energy back to a positive frame of reference, open instead of closed, and then my experiences are in a positive state of expression.|||Tough crowd.  *people willing to analyze your works for free* hahahah I won't let this thread go down without a fight. :tongue:  But yeah I am looking forward to hearing more from others too. ...|||Thanks.   Instead of focusing on what I lacked, a poverty mentality, I am focusing on what I have and want, an abundance mentality. A difference in attitude and therefore I am able to inspire and...|||I would have described myself as an intuitively closed person once and now I describe myself as an intuitively open person who has gone through a paradigm shift. And I am now positively attuned and...|||I'm a visual learner apparently.  This is tough for me to decide for several reasons since I used to learn easily writing/reading and while I placed that as the next option I am much more...|||What happened in the 20 years that saw you stop writing? How do you maintain your imagination? My creative flow has gone from stress in my life and wants it back now because I used to be how you...|||Yeah I have that issue too, when I was struggling with detail I'd let my imagination help and was low on situational detail. Would writing be better with more experiences from life to draw from? ...|||Okay I'll try.   Are you saying that writing intensely is better for short term as is creativity artistic, do you have to be in the mood, inspired,  to be creative? Like an artist painting would...|||You sound a little like when I used to be in my negative energy state, my endocrine system was messing with me and I was writing in the darkest kind of way imaginable. When I started taking iodine...|||I was going to talk about communication on social sites and how passive I am, decided it was a form of low self esteem and nvm carry on.|||Its not that I was wanting to get back at them, I didn't know how to stop them, I stood there like a sheep as they bulldozed all over me. By that time my assertion was gone, my will was weak and they...|||I've read brain cells have more thyroid hormone receptors than any other tissues and many agents are disrupting this in conjunction with cortisol, adrenal stress responses, which reacts with the way...|||I have a question would people thank others in topics that are more important to them? Also would people thank others more in their thread or in threads of relevance where they want the discussion...|||I bet she has an undiagnosed thyroid disorder.   I think you misunderstand what's happening. And that yes you are adding to parts of her reaction, not everything, because some of this is a learned...|||Why do you write short stories instead of writing out extended narrative?  Your a dark writer. Do you think positive and negative moods affects the way you write more, or less? How much are you...|||Would you post them, can I quote? Why do you think you rarely finish long projects? I used to only ever want to write extended stories and yeah I didn't finish them. lol|||Done. But at the same time I made a typeo. :blushed: I would like to read how you write and then interpret your style of writing and the imagery, communication and in general narrative.|||The answer is a no, well at least for me anyhow Perhaps its inventions like plastic that help promote xenoestrogens that cause the confusion  Interesting article about xenoestrogens from a body...|||My question is did she do this at the start when you met her, the very start? if she did then yes she is unhealthy, if she started doing that later then her unhealthy reaction is a reaction to your...|||That I have to say is a very sensible thing to say and a good point.|||Yeah okay okay, I'll express less about my crap experiences and focus on the positives that exist, at least try to. I was projecting already. I realise that now.|||You are right. I have walked away from it too and I am slightly reactive in my response to INTJ sometimes, I had to grow up and trust my judgments instead of theirs. You are true in saying that its...|||This is the strange bit I'm trying to understand, my impression is that INTJ think like that, that their logic is solid and find any other premise to their own flawed. I find it a strange curiosity...|||Yeah probably got carried away with it. I guess I'm saying that INTJ would become stressed with INFP and vice versa if neither is willing to understand how they are. And then both would get into...|||Except their treatment of me and my INFP mother tells a different story. Its even easier for my brother to abuse his mother now than talk with her even though she still does the laundry for him. Of...|||Maybe. Then what does it mean for me, did my INTJ brother and father lack confidence in me for thirty or so years of their life, maybe they had confidence in me when I was a toddler and none during...|||Say would  affectionate criticism be an INTJ way of showing how much you care about another person? If so would you think this creates a positive self esteem, confidence and self belief for an INFP?...|||Really, I have the same attitude towards my INTJ brother. You don't suppose your behaviour helped him to be that way by any chance do you?  Do you think he has a superiority complex that is bigger...|||Personally there could be a few scenarios here.   A world with positive INFPs would talk to each other, create, imagine, make, be active in their ability to implement their ideas and make the world...|||I'm tempted to thank everybody now, wants to skew the results, they already are but still I wanted to so there.|||That was my short lived attempt at trying to write horror science fiction.