'I could really use a friend right now.. anybody, really.|||I've been reading a lot lately. I just finished Geek Love by Katherine Dunn yesterday, today i found Cruddy by Lynda Barry and i'm a quarter through, which is a lot for me because i read pretty...|||This is the best thing for me. I can do this.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n8V94WQjMAw she's so perfect <3 I've been singing this song for 2 days because of her, this is such an amazing cover ahhhg|||Oh my goodness, i was so angsty! I wrote that when i was about 16, even though i'm only 3 years older that's very funny to me now. i think at the time i was just fed up with people being wishy washy,...|||i feel so crushed. i never want to eat again. i can't believe this.|||i've found it's because we enjoy alone time, are very picky, and don't enjoy meaningless quick flings at all. there needs to be substance and, being the strange, kind, and shy creatures that we are,...|||pajamas and piano|||the past week i've been having nightly panic attacks about the thought of death and possibilities of torture both in this life and future lives. considering all of the pain that has ever been, ever...|||tomorrow is a better day, and today is better than yesterday :)|||you're burning me good now.  you know i'm not stable with things like this, and i can destroy everything faster than you think. damn it..|||fuck it! i'm gonna do it! no more bleak gray eyes looking out a misty window. i'm going to do exactly what i want to do, and i'm going to beat the system.   YES TO ART SCHOOL! YES TO MOVING AWAY!...|||found out someone a year younger than me who i went to school with dropped out and is pregnant. i never liked her attitude, but she was a good person, and very kind to her friends (she mostly didn't...|||*hugs back* thank you <3 i was being kind of a drama queen earlier|||I have never felt so ugly|||*Hug* I totally understand where you're coming from. i don't think you're a bigot at all|||I hate to post anything political, i try to respect all beliefs but this just makes me so upset and people i know don't understand why i'm so passionate about it.  I get so frustrated with...|||the french girls app. gerddermit i can't stop :'( and reddit too.. also doodling during class. this one's especially bad because once i'm drowning in debt i'll have wished i didn't choose so learn...|||how i feel about tomorrow being my last day of work.. https://littleblogofhorrors666.files.wordpress.com/2014/01/nigel.gif|||i had a wonderful night! went out to dinner with my boyfriend and his co-workers. it went so much better than i thought it would :proud: this is gonna be my last weekend at work, which i'm...|||I'm so angry!!|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6EXUQUXtgI I loved you first...|||I'm feeling very blue right now. i wish i had a friend to talk to.  i wish i could be home studying and making music too.|||Twas my intention, miss!! :D :kitteh::kitteh::kitteh:|||All you need is cats :kitteh:|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dd_461ZrJb8  I can remember it piece by piece. this song makes me feel warm and sick|||People can be who they want, dress how they want, and do what they want within reason. nobody HAS to be any kind of way.  why do scantily clad women warrant so much hate and disgust? why do they...|||<3 Personally, I believe this higher being was created by us to sooth our fury. we wither feel guilty or fear the consequences of exacting revenge, so we like to think that the ebb and flow of the...|||My father is such a vile person. why people like him are still allowed to procreate is beyond me. he is utterly worthless, all he does is hurt people. he hasn't changed. he wont ever change. I'm glad...|||if i could sleep forever, i would. not in a sad way though, i never run out of things to dream about. if i could live in my dreams, i would enjoy that.  as far as motivation goes, the excitement of...|||Time for another absurdly long post from me... it's been too long.  the overnights are slowly killing me, as a result i'm looking for work elsewhere hoping i might find something perfect that...|||I wish more people could experience it the way you do, there would be a lot less hurt if they could. congrats on finding your spiritual path :)|||As much as i utterly despise working night shift sometimes it really does have it's advantages.  I've had some of the most kindred conversations the past few months with the most unlikely people. I...|||just as a thought: it's been noted from numerous studies that humans aren't meant to be monogamous creatures. so even though it is morally wrong, by forcing yourself to be with your current SO you...|||My birthday was a few days ago, it was wonderful :) i spent the entire day with my boyfriend and took the night off from work (i haven't had a day without work, school, or babysitting in almost 3...|||Not that it's my business, but have you thought about your options? perhaps termination isn't for you, but maybe meeting up with a couple who'd like to adopt and raise your baby would be good? It's...|||I truly enjoyed reading everyone's posts, thank you all for your point of view! i don't feel like such a grumpy, old weirdo now that i know i'm not alone. I've tried writing out my own thoughts on...|||unfortunately no, i get something different every time i take the test  XD|||I love my INTJ more than anything. i've actually found that i make friends pretty easily with INTJs now that i've gotten a bit older and calmed down a bit. If you don't want someone who's a too...|||After perusing a few articles on people, like myself, who would rather remain childless i got to thinking about if there are other INFPs who just don't really want to have children (or who have...|||my stupidity is reaching dangerous levels lately. Need to bridle all these reckless fears and desires, no good comes of either. grr|||trying to school my intj bf on how to hug trees. he tried it but he was't feeling it too much.. 181594|||I hate wearing pants so much. if there was a way that i could forever be pantless and have it not be sexual i would never wear pants ever again.|||hello everyone! If a thread like this hasn't already been started, i'd like to start it! here goes:  how do you feel about drugs? which drugs have you tried? (if you never have, which would you...|||thank you love! <3 im jealous of your drawing skills ^^|||My INTJ boyfriend and I on our 1-year anniversary date|||Lately i've been having a lot of dark thoughts the past few months. it's odd because they're comforting in a way, i think it's almost like pieces of myself that i have to repress but i've been much...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoWMmZEoT84 Pretty much..|||i've been working way too much. i've been doing 6 nights straight (i work night audit at two hotels, 11pm to 7am). i like my job a lot though! one hotel is perfect and i've made some really awesome...|||Had such a lovely day with my favorite grandparents (my Papa and May) and boyfriend at an art gallery inside a greenhouse. it was lovely talking with all of the familiar artists and seeing their...'