'I have a penis.|||No, and none of you have even tried it so stfu, posers. Though freebase/crack is pretty shit too.|||Why the name change?|||A wondrous song to mark this most honourable occasions;    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IPAOxrH7Ro|||Weid, heroin, Shannon, liars, people trying to take the piss, people who think  i'm a mug and how fucking wastd i'm gonna get tonight, so much so that i might not wake uo tomorrow with any luck) And...|||Absolutely fuck all.  The end is near i reckon, unless something amazing and unexpected happens,|||You so confuse me :(|||No probs, Shannon. A pleasure.  In the past week i also sent Shannonline some flowers as a way of saying sorry, dunno if they was appreciated or not or taken the wrong way again, as in...|||grrrrrreat.|||I had a lovely high dose of poppy tea :)|||YouTube - The Beach Boys - I Just Wasn't Made For These Times|||I was abused as a child and then went on into my later life by abusing by body with good old drugs. Whoopy dee daz!|||YouTube - The Rolling Stones - We love you|||YouTube - All You Need Is Love|||I don't even need it now, i WANT it.  Though i used to need it, every morning, but now i have the upper hand, it's my choice.|||It's not as easy as that, it's not merely a choice. Well, sure, maybe it's a choice between pain and suffering or relative normality, contentment, oh and a wee bit of euphoria from time to time.|||YouTube - The Smiths: Reel Around The Fountain|||I hope so.|||......  speechless......   I thought this time was right for me now, but obviously not, still a few things to learn.  But wow, thank you.|||How can you see this?  I have always wanted to help fellow junkies. And a few people have says i should do something in this field.|||But i've not been staying off recently, not all the time though to get  an addiction, just at the weekends mostly and when things get too much  for me, like now.  I really can't see myself ever...|||I do that.|||There's been quite a few things that have caused me pain so i'm not sure specifically what is at the root of it all.  i've gave up drugs, many times, i gave them up back in February, but i'm...|||I always give out love, but i always just get it flung back in my face. They either try take advantage, get the wrong idea or freak out an stuff.|||I'm afraid i'll always just turn to drugs for love, so much easier that way. Though i'd love to fall in love an all that, but it's just never gonna happen.|||Wow, you sound like ye know me.|||For me, love just always leads to hurt. Think i'll need to quit love, it's dangerous shit.    Here, a song for you, Cake:  YouTube - Syd Barrett - Dark Globe|||I've oft thought the very same things, sigh.  All I want in life's a little bit of love to take  the pain away   Never gonna happen.|||Eating a banana, yum.|||YouTube - stay with me|||YouTube - Spiritualized-Ladies and Gentlemen We are Floating in Space|||http://www.skatesurfski.com/images/baw/BagBagsBananaGun.jpg|||I was invited here.|||I love cake.  Cake for hug?|||You almost die dreaming.|||Quitter.  :P|||Yes, I may i have a hug?  Hugs are fantastic. So good, in fact, that their should be a national hugs holiday, where random hugs are encouraged throughout the day. And to not hug is against the law,...|||I met up with an old friend from my teens, a very good friend. Was great to see him. Bumped into him yesterday, not seen in him 4-5 years. He seems to be doing quite well in his life, has the the...|||It ruins my life when i don't have any.|||Time to go!  So hopefully it's not a set up and i do return, but if i'm not back in like 3-4 hours then i'm either dead, in hospital or badly beaten and licking my wounds. We shall see!|||Well assuming that i am allowed to address and respond to user shannonline, no, i haven't been yet.  I must thank you for your concern though :)|||Though it could also be a set up, where there's a whole gang of them there ready to slice n dice me. So i'f i'm not back by, say, 6pm i've probably beenn sliced n diced, i hope not/1 I suppose it...|||Building a joint before heading out.|||Yeah, but am i allowed to reply to you yet or willi get banned?|||I've been diagnosed with anxiety, clinical depression and agoraphobia and PTSD. Most of it's all in the head and good diet and exercise plays a very important role in warding off depressive woes. No...|||Well the first good thing i did today was actually leave the house and go for a 2-3 mille walk, i had a a mission ye see, and a phat mission was duly collected. :) Anyway, on the way to this...|||Thanks for having me for this brief period, but i'm obviously just not right for here, reasons i won't go into. Was lovely meeting some of you, but i doubt i'll be missed. Thanks again for having...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9xPNaq9uec|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkJNyQfAprY|||Pink Floyd - Hey You'