'oldest of the siblings i have lived with. i am the only child between my mom and dad but my mom went on to have two other children..my dad had another kid before me...i dont remember if she is...|||lol yeaaah this is the place for that =P pit stop :wink:|||i LOVE the adrenaline rush but...im super scared....of stupid things like..dying from a roller coaster ^^: so i get super excited to go on them but when standing in line i start to get cold feet and...|||lol its not so bad..but when you come into humboldt county from the east like, you come down a mountain and you can see your about to enter a fog bank. we have AWESOME zombie weather...often. right...|||lol you two...its going to be lonely around here if you two stop posting :blushed:|||right there. me too. its the same. thing. always. your not being challenged. i read that we need to be challenged in order to keep our interest ^^; but it cant just be mental or physical challenge it...|||lol your more than welcome to come up here and hang  but i have to say i have a pretty full house at the moment...xD and next week it will be more so....also gotta be careful of humboldt because...|||*hugs back* ^^|||T_________________________T <- ultimate sad face ever.  my coworker just walked by and saw my picture on here and said why does your nose look so much bigger in pictures   T____T i hate my...|||response to the bit about hugging in your earlier post: i used to seem stand off-ish but in reality i was afraid of being hurt....now...i love hugging people ^^ and being close to them in...|||Sorry that your sad T__T feel better! its only 11 more days!! ^^ im sure all the happiness will make you forget being sad once she is actually there =3|||I do the EXACT same thing. i always thought it was my way of getting under their skin, a lot of people find it attractive....   to me when im around someone i really like, unless i have known them...|||oh i know ^^ i mean it really is good to go on to do better things..or not.. i mean that depends on what makes you happy XD|||loud music as i walk or jog for exercise or to get where im going..helps move time along. i agree with listenin to music in the mornin to get energy ^^   i used to play music while i slept too,...|||^^ its awesome that your doing something with your life xD im kinda stuck..at the moment..so  i figure why not just enjoy it xD|||^^; dont do things that can damage your health..:shocked:.silly.. ^^|||i understand that one...being upset makes me more upset >.<|||First time i ever smoked i felt like i was under a strobe light XD it was me blinking...>.<;; also i couldnt stop trying to tell everyone how i felt..xD but now its just to relax and help me sleep...|||man up here..everyone is bi or gay or i dont even..xD but about 90% of us smoke. its all good   also im the queen of validation xD  i can make anything valid and convince almost anyone of anything...|||Indeed, i find that when smoking unless something like food is involved..unless i really want to do it...it doesnt get done...^^:|||lol we are pretty far up here..but we are known for ...ya know....the stuff we smoke....when i went to missouri ( dont go there...) i was asked by everyone i met if i had stuff to sell >.<;; even got...|||lol thankfully society hasnt brainwashed me too much =P i do feel out of sorts at times like im lost or fallen out of the main stream of things..but..i have friends and they usually help to make me...|||well.....its complicated guy..=P lets just say if i was born in a male body i would be in your exact situation...but i was born with a female body...so....eh....i think like a guy a lot ( and...|||:blushed: i will if i ever take a internet okay pic....=P i might..but....i unno....im actually kinda shy =P|||hella for days...actually i like it up here...im in a somewhat small town......ya know...in humboldt county...=P|||dude we had a conversation the other day...my friend said i love when people ask me a question and i say 'what?' as the response to which of course i replied what? xD i really didnt hear him...i...|||*blush* thank you....its hard for me to smile ^^; for pictures anyhow..it always feels forced....im not very photogenic... xD|||well..im in northern cali...we get lots of rain ^^;; sooo yeah|||i totally space out on purpose...xD yes =P mostly when i smoke.......anyhow yeah there are days when i cant get my head to do anything.....especially when im sick T__T|||.......^^; yeaaah sounds like someone that lives in california..xD|||I think im the type to just say this is how i am, except it or leave like..even if i wanted to i doubt i could or would change...xD gotta strut our stuff right? cause i mean..what else can we do?...|||o.o;;;; the word several kinda makes me worry =P|||-^^- thanks guys..normally i pass off comments about my appearance because i figure they are just looking for someone to love them =P but it seems genuine when you all say it :proud:  also people...|||aww but people getting arrested makes for a better story for the rest of us =P|||I try not to think about myself too much because i will do the same thing as all of you..instead i make different lists xD like goals in life that will help me become the person i want but not...|||:blushed: so i uploaded a pic...be gentle i dont take good pictures..and i dont really like how i look  :crazy:  but what do you guys think? =P (side note this is the first time ive had...|||it takes...a lot.. to make me cry, however, i can cry on command xD ...but as far as natural crying is concerned..i cry at super sad movies and sometimes when im happy like overjoyed... or when im...|||I think its still manipulation even if its not used to hurt people...=P i do it all the time, if your bending other people even if your not the one to benefit then i think its manipulation xD  ...|||ah but see this is how i attract people =P all apart of the ENFJ manipulation =P  also how many of you all live near or in cali?|||I hear you on the friend thing, I have to schedule with everyone..you need to book two weeks in advance ^^:;; im not kidding either....i pay more attention to my immediate friends because i dont want...|||Personally...i'm not great with names..^^; im slightly autistic...one of the things i notice i do is, to not look at peoples faces (they are scary..xD ) so its hard for me to put a name to a...|||lol i feel like i would clam up and be the quiet one in the back xD|||seems to be common among our personality type......i think it has to do partially with the way we view ourselves..most of us dont think we are good looking, ( some of us might be right =P but i wont...|||Tis true, getting to know people online can be a fun experience and since more than likely you wouldnt meet them in real life ( mostly due to location ) it can open up millions of new friends and...|||Ooooh playing video games or watching movies is good too.....^^ anything to pull you out of reality until you can deal with the stress properly..^^;|||the above statement can applies only to those that are trying to do good in this world =P ( not to bring hitler into this..but i bet he thought he was doing best... =P )|||Like bunnies. :crazy: Had to say it..my rabbit makes the cutest faces just to get a few more treats...|||I would be interested to see what personality type attracts which other ones...i mean i suppose it all depends on the person ( now i am going to make all my friends take the test ) :crazy:|||I totally understand that! It is a secret, like when people ask me why I did something..its usually I don't know but in my head I do know..Just dont want  to tell them. =P Also I think not wanting...|||i know that exactly. i was just thinking this morning about how if i want to go all out and fall in love I have to put myself out there or the other person will feel that. I am super scared of being...'