I'm not sure, that's a good question. The distinction between the two is so dependant on perception. To quote Robb Flynn, ''The hate you feel is nothing more, than love you feel to win this war.''|||Good question! It's tough to say for sure but I loved Winona Ryder as Lydia in Beetlejuice...  http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h158/trinsghost/Misc-Images/2921aa070866f20450f8e1160b1e5d41.jpg|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5If816MhoU|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-sQklvpDhA|||I've been lonely for much of my time. For a while now I've been working on changing ''how to think'', and one way is trying to find the positive in everything, no matter how bleak it might seem. I...|||I hope I can look back at this current stretch of time and think, ''Thank God I'm not there anymore and things are so much better''. What an ass-kickin' I'm taking.|||Help or a voice of reason, other than my own distorted, in my life. I'm completely frusterated and feel like I'm on the brink. I'm carrying the weight of everything negative I've ever had in my life...|||Think I posted this before but I'm still feelin' it....   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cu8qsC1WLiE|||Fleeting thoughts of acknowledging and getting lost in the depth love that we share for one another. It could be the most mundane thing but every now and the simplest act will make me appreciate the...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pULe7-6yRo4|||I've been told that I'm OCD and I'm aware of it. For me it's more than just obsessive cleaning and things of that nature. I've come to understand how it affects things such as obsessing on a thought...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XkbQDChgmX8|||I'm working on a song I've been trying to learn for just about a year. Was hoping to finish it before the New Year but still have a ways to go.|||Sons of Anarchy is the first TV series I've followed since The X-Files WAY back in the day.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2R2NrV4ve1o|||Fleeting|||I'm not a big book person but every now and then I go through stages and force myself to read more than I normally do. One book that always stands out in terms of interest while reading was ''Venus...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9utPTpXpIgE|||Frustration got the best of me today, and has been a lot lately. Having a couple Heinekens right now and feel a bit better. :) This is a difficult time, and is going to be for a bit, gotta maintain.|||Find balance, get more in harmony with life and position myself to capitalize on any opportunity that presents itself. Within that lies the path to a more fulfilled life, at least I'm hoping. ;)|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RoL0nRuHj0I|||I'm not a touchy-feely person and don't care for folks I don't know feeling up on me. My response depends greatly on the person doing it. Some people are just naturally affectionate and it's their...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYZh9yQu1fo|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5abdXpvBR0  ...Very frusterated, wrestling with thought, and not winning.|||Escape From Alcatraz|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8lOTMMRJZg|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ls5mug1_KU|||I'm grateful to still have a little time to make good of all the things I've learned the hard way through countless mistakes and wrong turns.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ff_6BF37fI0|||A great song to start the day...   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnHaYVYFTU8|||Joints hurt a little, other than that I feel the same old usual indifference. :P|||An early 90's style Ford Mustang GT with the more square body. In all reality, one can be found for a few thousand dollars which makes this dream car very attainable. :)|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cu8qsC1WLiE|||It was kind of intended to have a dark, terrible to feel about it. Depression has many depths, and those levels vary from person to person. I've dealt with serious depression my whole life and it...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnRkiAK_gZc|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66Vc-2CS4ew|||Comfort food - Pizza and chicken wings, cheesecake or pumpkin pie  Comfort drink - Redbull, Guinness or Red Wine|||Still grinding out this song on guitar, it's coming along but slowly and most certainly not easily.|||Some vague advice I can give is this, it can always be worse and in most cases it probably will be someday. So it works to look at any current situation like this, it helps to appreciate what you...|||Content, not happy but more content than I've been in a while, a LONG f'n while. I'll take it.|||For breakfast I had a piece of grilled chicken and a Guinness.|||-Seven -The Decent -Rocky -Heat -Silence of the Lambs|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gvYm6kVY2IE|||Robb Flynn of Machine Head, Michael Amott of Arch Enemy, Jerry Cantrell of AIC.  Edit: Forgot to include Zakk Wylde, a musical genius.|||Pucca...That shirt could be a lot of fun indeed. :)|||....Watching a video of Megadeth live on the Big Four Tour.|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XhGQisD040|||JungleDisco...Takin' it back with Silk. Great Stuff.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9uhLDWCqSQQ|||Rockin' some Down right now.....   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aKfmYGlhWWk|||....I currently desire for July 20th to roll around so I can finally see Machine Head live at this years Mayhem Festival. F**k yeah.    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lK588zl0l2M