'Like a rollercoaster. My best female friend went missing today...at midnight then she finally went home at about nine AM, didn't tell anyone anything. I was up all night looking for her and now  she...|||That made me giggle. I met girls who say that and think I'm a pushover. I'm not a pushover, but I don't  push back. I simply stand my grounds on what I find true to myself. If someone asked me to go...|||I'm bitter and sweet. The thing is about being bitter with me isn't against people, it's a way I defend myself from getting hurt. I don't manipulate people, but I use that bitterness to become a bit...|||Yes yes and yes! Actually, I noticed quite a few INFPs smoke. I don't know why I smoke. I do it out of boredom, I'll write and smoke, read and smoke, walk and smoke. THe funny thing is when I blow...|||When I say I feel misunderstood, it's more of the fact the other person can't see beyond their perspective. I have a hard time explaining myself verbally as well it comes out weird or off the page...|||So, I found a girl I like. Started talking to her everything was great and dandy....then I made the mistake of opening up to her. Not everything, but the things I did as mistakes how I feel, why I...|||When it comes to talking to either gender, I tend to treat them the same. I don't have a lot of female friends and the ones I do don't mind the way I speak to them....when it's a stranger or someone...|||I feel as if something bad is going to happen, as if I'm torn between the afterlife and the life of reality. I don't know if I'm having an episode or not, but for some reason it's like life is...|||Hahahaha. It's never fun to go into that dark corner in your heart and to face it face to face ...can't say I'm proud but I didn't back down.|||Haven't been on here for awhile, but feeling much better. I am now a little over a week clean of drugs and drinking...I hit rock bottom, hurt those I love and care for and almost lost it all. But now...|||I'm feeling uneasy...as if there was something I should have done or said today but I didn't. It's as if I could have a more amazing time today if there was something I could have done differently..|||I'm completely and utterly torn right now. I could get my job back which I quit there for them screwing me over but I don't want to..my friends keep telling me I should until I find another job....|||I'm actually quite happy. I had the confidence for a brief moment to walk up to a random person and start talking to them in a slight flirtatious way. That's not the fun part, I'm just socially...|||I feel energized but at the same time sapped out of it. I actually found someone I truly like in my town, however it's one of those hopeless waste of time to think someone else could feel the same...|||This is a touchy subject...have I been in fights, yes. First time I was about eight years old I had made a snow family with kids and completed with a dog, well this sixteen year old decided to start...|||Today I decided I give up on the outside world and life and shall become a bed warmer for my bed. But I hate the heat...I like the cold. Anyways, I suppose I'm rather miserable today but it's okay,...|||Whoa whoa whoa...morbid? I've had people tell me I'm a sick human being. I told them I'm not a sick human being, I'm a sick individual and told them not to put me on the same low level as they are.|||I've had people tell me I need to go on medication and that I'm a sociopath and capable of being a mass serial killer. I just kinda laugh and tell them they need to praise me for the fact that...|||I'm puzzled and baffled. I just had an odd dream involving someone I don't even know but she ended up dying early on. I actually am even more sad because I can't fully remember this person's...|||I am miserable. I miss my INFP friend in town and I've been working myself to the last few grinds of my bones. So much misery|||I feel renewed, as if I'm a different person in the same cage.|||Today I'm angry and I can't calm down, it's as if an endless soda bottle has been shaken and tossed from a building.|||I know the feeling. Trust me.|||Well, my very good friend happens to be an INTJ. Our conversations are like snow and fire. We don't get angry with each other for different opinions but it always mixes things up. She's intuitive...|||Don't you feel as if we were born in the wrong era?|||I have a strong fear of being in love and having one love me. Just for the fact my gut tells me to run every time I get close to someone so I don't get dragged in...|||I'm feeling like a bird in an open cage but with clipped wings so I can't fly out out of this misery made by me.|||I'm feeling happy and quite indifferent, a bit psychotic to make a smile with a scare. I feel like writing but work tonight. Ugh!!!|||I feel chaotic. As if I don't understand wrong from right but the inbetween. But it feels so good because nobody can read me then. I just wished somebody could understand my perspective of life...|||What pisses me off are the hypocrites and generic macho type males. Why is it that nobody is in tune with their emotions? Everyone seems to be brainwashed now and it really pisses me off. I...|||Oh I quite like the trail. If only I had more nature where I live..|||This wasn't exactly something I was hoping to find but... Truth be told I find this a tad bit amusing. If I were to talk about something like this with my friends I'd find it a bit more comfortable...|||I feel alone. Not as in I don't have friends or people around me, but an emotional loneliness. As if I'm the only one that is reaching out but merely grabbing loose threads in the wind.|||I'm a mixture of happy and upset. Recently went into a long distance relationship with someone I've known for years. She understands me and knows how to talk to me without making me upset or feel...|||I'm feeling as if everything I cared for is slipping past me with every grain of sand in the wind; like I hate the world but love it's abuse..|||Feeling a bit uneasy, as if something surprising will happen which I don't want to... Suppose you could say I'm feeling a tad nostalgic today.|||Today I feel bat stir crazy. I'm considering actually cleaning my room and organize it even though I think it's just fine. Someone actually wanted to have a deep conversation with me so I obliged...|||Love for me? It's quite sad I love someone who most certainly and most likely will never return those feelings. She lied to me, yet I cannot stop talking to her despite the pain. Perhaps this is what...|||Confused. I truly like this person, but I know she's lied to me and hurt me, yet the same time I can't get over the fact of how much I like her. Is it wrong that I still like this person knowing I'll...|||Though I'm not sure what you're losing, or who. I won't pry, but it seems like a relationship or some form of it...|||You and me both huh?|||Right now, I'm angry. Not at just one person, but everyone who leads others on and then lie to them. Why do people do this? Do you not see how hurtful you're going to be? How can I ever trust that...|||Today, shockingly I'm feeling quite happy. And I have not felt happy in a very, very long time. I'm unsure what brought my spirits up, but whatever it is, I wish to find it and keep it in a locket.|||I know right...but still|||But I don't like many of the fairy types...I like a mix of ghosts, dark, dragon so on ;~;|||I know right?! It's a deer with swords!!! Swoopity doo|||Why do you have X?|||I have X and Y but I just got soulsilver....and I need that Lugia DX|||I was getting distracted with Pokemon...|||This will be interesting.... -slipped into the covers- ;~;'