'Trying not to feel totally worthless...  Why do I have to be so sensitive ugh stupid brain.  ...Maybe you never actually gave a fuck.  You don't know the damage you've done...that I've done,...|||I hate when I buy a new type of toothpaste, and it ends up being that weird, sparkly blue shit...|||http://pa1.narvii.com/5810/9523cd32ae16516fb0127acf10285da30763f414_hq.gif|||I'm sorry about everything.|||Sometimes you have to take a step or two back to go forward.  Sigh...  I hope this was worth it.|||Car's in the shop. Forgot my lunch. Accidentally ran a red light...  Ready for this day to be over already.|||An old Bimmer 3 series.  I really should get rid of it lol.  ...    Agreed, agreed.  Though I don't mind snow so much.  I loved all the open road, with basically no speed limit.  Just...|||It's the last day of vacation, and I'm about to spend my evening going through everything and getting rid of some stuff.    Went to Montana, which is an amazing place, by the way. I want to move...|||Cripes, I'm so sorry for what you're going through..  I can't imagine having to outrun a wildfire, and then it having consume your home place.   :sad:  I find I shut down all my feels too when...|||Yikes, you live there?  Sorry all that's happening :(  ...     warweasel  Happy CO week, mang!  (I'll admit, I had no idea it was such a thing, but now I do :happy: )|||I don't understand this whole...'self-esteem' thing...|||Neat!  A lot of these speak out to me, but here's a few:  Acceptance - Not everyone will understand me, and that's okay.  What I really need is for people to just accept that I am the way I am...|||Dude, that's awesome!  I'd be crying tears of joy after going a full month haha  Glad she's back :cool:|||Yes, it's the same tree I had mourned a while back in the Venting Thread lol :(    I'm not sure about the word, though...  Except I'm reminded of that Portugese word (one of my favorite words)...|||It stormed today. Afterwards left the most beatiful, vivid rainbow I've ever seen  517682  Picture doesn't really do it justice - I could see it arc across the entire sky, and so brightly too! ...|||Ahh, it feels good to be home after house sitting for a week.  I know it's an apartment, and it's not much, but it's my space.  I've missed it...  Also I feel like I haven't slept well because for...|||Ohh, that sound!  Ahh, I might, I might.  Can't be any worse than trying to maintain a Bimmer, right?  Mine's creeping up on 150k miles and I'm worried it's about to blow up haha.   But yeah, I...|||Yessssss!  I really wanted to get myself an RX8 but then I heard all the flaws...  Maybe if I knew how to rebuild engines I would...  I thought I heard somewhere that Mazda was gonna bring the...|||Aaaand weird week continues to get weirder.   I'm getting ready to drive to my parents' place from work (because I'm house sitting) and my mom texts me: Hey the alarm went off at the house is...|||That moment when you're terrified of stepping on the scale because you haven't in so long, only to find yourself pleased with the result.   I try to eat well but I slip a lot haha.  'Cause, you...|||Yesssss!  I love to travel. I can't say I want to do as much of it as humanly possible, though, because I do get tired. It's a very draining experience. But I love it nonetheless.   It's mostly...|||So...yesterday I vented to my supervisor about this guy that blows off work all the time. I didn't mean to turn into a fireball...It's stuff that had been building awhile, and when people...|||Almost lost my temper at work today. There's a guy that likes to completely blow off his responsibilities, which ends up fucking people over, including myself.   I didn't say anything to him, but I...|||This song makes me so giddy, I can't stop dancing:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1MqBw05Z3M|||I try not to sit and stew.  An aggressive workout usually does wonders for me. Drawing or writing helps. Something about being active helps me think in the background without getting too worked up or...|||Haha yeah, Pops is an INTJ for sure.  Which is probably part of the reason why I get along so well with them.  My mom took the MBTI too and scored ENFP but I'm not sure still. Either way she's fluffy...|||Hmm depends.  Mostly just an open ear/sounding board.  If it's some kind of life crisis I'm upset about, generally I can figure it out once I get around all the feels. Venting to non-judgmental ear...|||Had lunch with my Dad.   Ugh I got the Ni stare from him - he was giving me the third degree, asking why my SO won't go over with me to visit them. I just kept saying he's busy, he's busy. You...|||Shit.   I fucked up.|||Sigh.   That moment when you're sitting outside, alone, drawing the world peacefully, and suddenly some completely random yo comes and sits at your table, watching you and blocking your field of...|||Haha Thank you for this.  I have so many ball-related questions, and this was one of them.  ...  My head feels full.  Maybe because I haven't gotten anything done.    Wasting too much time on...|||Big fluffy hug from me to you <3|||Agh. Sometimes I wish I could keep my mouth shut about my feelings.|||Oof, today was legs day:  https://45.media.tumblr.com/df313552e71ccc01898b56b70ed88271/tumblr_nwj0i2QUA91uyz8xjo1_500.gif  I might have gone too far haha..  Today is also Friday, so yay for...|||Haha Oh my!  And banana splits for dessert?|||Well, usually I'll take a guy out to dinner first, but if you insist...|||Ah, yikes.   I think what I need most is some time away, on my own.   But where/when can I get that ><|||Hrm, I always had the opposite problem haha.  I can't really seem to make friends with lady people.  But with my guy friends, it has always been because we've met doing things we share in common. ...|||Ahh, so I have this INTJ buddy with whom I go wayyy back - back to the days of playing World of Warcraft, just after the first expansion came out - he texted me out of the blue today. Made my day...|||The fuck is with people and talking over me all the time?  Doing group project. I'll start to say something and then someone will say what I'm saying even louder, Oh yeah, [insert what I'm...|||It's okay, buddy, we've all been there.   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vupgBykQnko  lol.  ....  Uh, so I saw that first-person movie last night, Hardcore Henry.  A word to the wise: ...|||Never, really haha.  Whenever I go out, it's usually because my other half wants to bring me along to something he's been invited to.  Oh, and he and I will do a lot of things together, just the two...|||I can't say I'm a fan of me being sarcastic, but it comes out of me when I'm super pissed.  Like I can get a bit snarky when I'm in the moment of being hurt by another person.  Sort of another way of...|||I had lunch with my mom today. Sometimes she talks about such sad things, and it breaks my heart...  A very near and dear friend of the family has been a bit depressed lately because she wants to...|||Ergh. Having to wait on someone else to get back to me so I can do my job. Just send me the damn list already, shouldn't take but two minutes.   I also hate how the speed of which someone responds...|||You know what just burns my bread? Whenever someone tries to guilt trip me into going to some kind of function. I'll be really upset if you don't come. Like, really.  :dry:  That was said to me...|||1.  I'm not.  When I'm around other people, most times their feelings override what I'm feeling, and it's like I can't even hear my own thoughts.  I don't know how I actually, truly feel about things...|||Not really feelings.  But what does geek me out sometimes is that everything is made up of atoms.  Like, that is just the coolest.  And how we're never actually touching anything on an atomic level. ...|||Depends. Probably somewhat average, but I go through these phases when I seem to cry for no reason. Or maybe it's a buildup of small things, I'm not sure. Some days I'm just feeling depressed or...|||Ahh, this.  This sounds familiar haha.. ...Never really fitting in anywhere..  One time in high school I walked in on some guys I was friendly with playing Dungeons and Dragons, and I had secretly...'