'Every time I watch/hear something with some melodramatic villain doing their angry rant on how the world sucks, it's like listening to my wounded inner child. I can't help but adore it, when it's...|||Wow I am so fucking mad about something relatively silly but I can't help it hahaha fuck :angry: Why am I this way lol Maybe I'll listen to some angry/bitter music ...|||Just sitting here and relaxing for now. If I focus on something for too long then it makes my mind pretty foggy and sluggish. Which sucks. But I have some hope that I'll learn how to deal with that....|||Sluggish.|||Ice cream. It's got caramel stuff in it.  Before that it was tortilla chips with cheese, but I didn't like the cheese|||Last time I felt really healthy and integrated, it seemed like my imagination was more vivid, and it just felt really invigorating, so at that time, I didn't want to return to feeling numb. The...|||Something I've done for a long time is to basically imagine that I'm someone else - a character, and imagine scenes where they interact with other characters, ect. I guess I've done it so much that I...|||In hindsight, I would also probably change my typing of Moana to _SFP, or something similar. She seems more like an extraverted perceiver, driven to explore, discover, experience...that seems more...|||Wisteria IEI|||Maybe try to think of something you want (something you've wanted to do, something you want to buy, ect.), become more aware of how much you want it, and use that as motivation? I'm sort of just...|||Candy and a snack cake. Lol. I should probably go with watermelon next time...|||I feel like a zombie, more or less. I don't know what else to say about it, really, but I'm trying to lift myself out of the abyss...slowly...|||Feeling tired, drinking Arizona tea, and watching videos, but sleep is becoming the most tempting option|||Haha, well...I guess doing anything is kind of an adventure for me... When I said that, I was trying to push myself to go out. But when it comes to specific adventures, I haven't really thought about...|||I was out with my family today and kinda started trying to feel my emotions so they could pass through me or whatever, but then I felt like I might cry if I kept at it, didn't really want to cry in...|||A biscuit|||To feel more adventurous/less lazy, I guess|||May I have my username changed to Lunar Lamp?   Thanks :)|||Perhaps I'll say IEI or ESI this time.|||Tired. I haven't had much caffeine. I could if I really wanted to but don't feel like boiling water for tea. It's crossed my mind that I should probably try to stop being so dependent on caffeine for...|||Sitting around at the computer in pajamas like a lump.  I tend to be a tired/lazy/disinterested lump when I run out of any of my medications. Yawn|||Chocolate chip muffin...never tried the brand before, and didn't really care for the taste of it, but oh well.|||https://www.natalyalobanova.com/comics/u82ziz8w2xusao53y5m9map3gw4q6z  https://www.natalyalobanova.com/comics/uj8eu1jjcq66v1kg44qvq1yi1t15y6 ...|||I guess I do both, depending on the situation. Most immediate, strong emotional reactions are repressed, like anger and enthusiasm. I'm often pretty aware of when I'm doing this. I don't know if I...|||Watching videos. Should probably go to bed soon since I have to get up tomorrow morning...|||Spicy fried chicken and french fries.  And about to have red velvet cake for desert lol|||EII-Fi|||Like some of the above posters, I tend to suck at staying consistently in touch with people. So I kinda have less interest in friendships because of the commitment that's involved. I guess I'm just...|||I got angry over a scenario that only played out in my imagination (like an asshole lol), then I took a shower in an attempt to get over it, and now I'm kinda mentally and physically drained from all...|||I was too young in the 90s to remember, but I've seen most of it on TV. I think a lot of people just enjoy watching tragic romances that they can get teary-eyed over, and I think that's pretty much...|||Sitting in my room. Avoiding social interactions. I have no energy today...lol. :hampster: Basically a snail.|||I'm trying to figure out what I desire, because right now I just don't feel like doing anything. lol.|||Okay. Kind of tired. I need to think of some goals to motivate me again. I pushed the ones I had into the I'll do it later category. Oops. I need to be a bit more spontaneous...|||I don't want to call it a top 5, but I'll list some I've personally found memorable. (Out of the ones I've actually watched.)  - .hack//Sign - Evangelion - Princess Tutu - Code Geass -...|||CoeurGrenadine - The quotes/words in your collage give me the impression of...well, someone who values intelligence, independence, standing up for themselves... but to be more specific, the quote...|||Playing a game on my phone|||9w1. As for how it manifests...um...I like this description. Pretty much hits the nail on the head for me.|||Tuna casserole and biscuits.|||Quiet relaxation. I guess I should probably have an earlier bedtime tonight...|||Pot pie, then cookies and cranberry juice. :x|||half of a nut bar, a banana, and a piece of pizza|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DOgh5yEGcY  :blushed: :laughing:|||The Night's Queen 2w1 seems right to me. My guess is 279 or 269 so/sp.|||Tuna salad sandwich|||It kind of depends on my mood. I like Spring and Fall because of the cooler temperatures. I also like Halloween, or at least the things associated with it (decorations, classic horror, ghosts,...|||Confidence.|||Vintage Vampire Stories, edited by Robert Eighteen-Bisang and Richard Dalby.  Also started reading The Undiscovered Self by Carl Jung.|||salad|||My brain almost immediately tries to give up on things that might give me a bit of happiness because some person I'll never meet doesn't feel the same way. (Though I'm also like this with people I...|||I've always thought of myself as an emotional/sensitive person. I don't necessarily express that, though... I fear vulnerability to the point of neuroticism, so I tend to be pretty restrained in how...'