'Hey all my friends here I miss you guys so much. I haven't had internet and still don't. I'm doing alright just going through a rough time just making me stronger. I hope to come back soon. I hope...|||thank you :) yeah you are right, but I was only joking when I said that :P|||thats funny cuz I dont like it when someone says I see, to me it sounds like they see something that i dont or they see that im stupid or something idk, haha Its like Oh I see.. you see what!?...|||I love taking a shower, its pretty much my only me time, I enjoy the warmth of the water on my skin and the smells of my soap. :) Its relaxing, sometimes I like to listen to music and sing :P I...|||I understand how you feel.  *hugs* Everything will be ok :) Just be strong, these feelings will soon pass :) and it doesnt make you needy to need a hug, in fact I was actually searching for someone...|||I love Eeyore :) lol :P|||I really like this one :) good job :)|||This Door  Here I stand in front of this door, a door that was closed long before. I've stared so long that it hurts my eyes, I have stood here longer than I realize. Looking at this door, of...|||well so much for feeling good, now Im feeling terrible, and all I want to do is cry. the self loathing is kicking in again.. please please give me the strength to make it through this.. im so tired...|||Be Strong  Just be strong. This won't last long, And with everything you do, You will always make it through.  These problems won't last, this you will see, that looking into the past,|||Be Strong  Just be strong. This won't last long, And with everything you do, You will always make it through.  These problems won't last, this you will see, that looking into the past,|||Im feeling pretty good today :) 32619|||oh wow Happy Belated Birthday! :P Im so glad you had a great one :) you deserve it, You are a wonderful and sweet person :)|||Thats me too :) Although there are times where I choose to not say anything, for I dont want to hurt anyone's feelings. But I just dont know how else to be but honest, so if that makes me a bitch...|||I feel like im preparing myself for a long journey ahead.. its interesting, for the unknown doesnt terrify me, I feel armed and ready. So bring it on! lol :P|||this is perfect, It expresses how im feeling from deep inside. if that makes any sense.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSymJl1czYs&feature=related its also my profile song for now :) since it...|||Leave me alone  Leave me alone you stupid whore, I cant stand your face anymore, Nothing you do is ever right, You are always weak when needed to fight. What is wrong with you? I see failure...|||Leave me alone  Leave me alone you stupid whore, I cant stand your face anymore, Nothing you do is ever right, You are always weak when needed to fight. What is wrong with you? I see failure...|||Abyss  Im at the edge of the abyss of my mind,  Im looking into it as I ponder the depths,  and If I will ever return if I were to fall.. Perhaps Ive delved too deeply within and  have...|||Abyss  Im at the edge of the abyss of my mind,  Im looking into it as I ponder the depths,  and If I will ever return if I were to fall.. Perhaps Ive delved too deeply within and  have...|||I agree :) I do think we can choose how we feel and what we think, when im feeling hurt and sad I know what im doing when I decide to keep feeling that way, and I can make things worse. Then I can...|||32431 sigh...|||awww and that's how we see you ENFPs :)|||Incessant tears  Your words hurt as they pierce through my heart, tearing me down so you feel better, you hurt me so much and you dont even care, why do I always put up with this. You call me...|||Incessant tears  Your words hurt as the pierce through my heart, tearing me down so you feel better, you hurt me so much and you dont even care, why do I always put up with this. You call me...|||Ive felt surprisingly social today :) Its a nice change from my regular reclusiveness lol even though its been on PerC haha :P|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bn4_zur5hjw&feature=related I love Pink Floyd :P|||A person can only hurt you if you allow them to. Those are some wise words :)|||I know what you mean. With age comes wisdom :) I dont think of aging as getting older but as getting wiser :) You learn not to sweat the small stuff as much lol :P|||Oh yeah I know not all males are like that :) I really appreciate the sweet and kind hearted men alot more now :)|||I was 19, I ended up marrying him and we had a child. I was so happy that I married the man I lost my virginity too. I loved him, and me and our son were inseparable. But then the fairy tale came to...|||Im like Dr. Pepper,. One of a kind ;) hehe   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02vku-6fZWQ I like this it made me smile :)|||My childhood wasnt particularly easy, but I made it through. Both of my parents, who divorced when I was young, both told me that im a strong woman, that ive been through alot in a short amount of...|||your eyes are really pretty :)|||haha well right now im drinking a Dr. Pepper lol :P|||I am so happy to be an INFJ :) All the INFJ's I have met are wonderful and beautiful people :) Im glad to be a part of such a lovely group of people :P so here's to us INFJ's! *cheers* lol|||You seem like a fascinating individual. that was pretty awesome to hear :) made my day lol :P|||Oh I remember that I played that on the flute before, yeah i played the flute for a couple of years in middle school, i kinda wish i got more into it but i really didnt like my band class lol :P but...|||This song is really cool! :)|||I doubt you suck royally lol :) but that is really cool, its a good way to unwind huh. Music can be therapeutic. I love music, if I had a piano I would play it too and create my own songs that would...|||Do you play the piano? :) thats cool, I would love to play like that too :)|||323643236332362 I love the moon :)|||I love this song :)  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntm1YfehK7U|||Im chillin listening to some Pink Floyd, Dark side of the moon baby! lol :P Today feels like its gonna be a beautiful day :)|||Autumn is my favorite! the most beautiful time of the year :) I love the colors and the fallen leaves all over the ground, just breathtaking :) I love the crisp autumn air :) Oh how I love Fall :)...|||oh cool! im an sp 4 too :D 4w5 sp/so :)|||you must be a sx 4 huh?  Yeah I think im more laid back even though I can be very reactive emotionally, I try my best to hold those down until I can detach from them, gotta love that type 5 hehe...|||Xena the warrior princess! hehe :P http://m.s11.pollpigeon.com/media/answer/xena-warrior-princess_jpg_350x500_q85.jpg|||I love this! :)|||I couldnt have said it better myself :) Im like that too lol Im pretty oblivious to people lol :P so half the time in not paying attention so people dont really flirt with me lol and when I talk to...'