'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BdiqLlbjN0|||during the day, i don't believe in ghosts at all.  but the later into the evening, the more i do. at night, i'm easily spooked, which is kinda fun. so then i wikipedia ghost stuff and get all...|||something lazy! and with no pressure!  like... hanging out in a fun way! the tea house idea is great. things like that. things that are not social awkward minefields. (movies) (things with lots o...|||I'm from Canada! the phrase is on my mind cuz i've been watching the new Netflix show Short Poppys and it is AMAZING in MY FACE.|||Thanks for all the insight, everybody. I have high cheek bones too... Reminds me of phrenology. Hahaha!    i don't think so. It seems like some people just take my presence as a challenge.   It...|||One thing I notice is that I sometimes act unlike myself to prevent it... Like, intentionally being non-threatening but, perhaps out of a people pleaser kinda thing.  Sometimes I'll notice letting...|||In some situations, do you find that you can be perceived to be a threat?   It seems to me that some insecure Alpha Dogs feel like they need to Take me down a peg. When I'm being myself, I get...|||My theme song(s):  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tgcc5V9Hu3g we kissed as though nothing could fall, and shame was on the other side|||Let me re-word, as editing evades my brain at th' moment  How does someone be honest/open about their past pains and hurts without being defined by them?|||That's good that you blog if you like it! I hate blogging, like a lot of blogs. Like, I hate making tea but love drinking it.|||long time no talk. hope you're all suitably crazy. and wonderful. and still a digital blanket that smells familiar and feels warm.  so. this is a personal post, and is a bit embarrassing. i used to...|||This post is old.  I actually now hate blogging. I always felt like I was supposed to do it, to get people to listen to my music or look at my drawings. Now I just do music and draw, and post...|||I missed you guys. Let me share this song.   http://youtu.be/loXJiBxazO4  It's pretty much my motto for life...lemme explain: In life there is a lot of advice, or medicine, prescribed recklessly....|||THERAPY.   It is the best. It is expensive as hell, but you gotta find someone who works well for you... There's this thing called Narrative Therapy, it's rad.  Saved my life. Improved my life. ...|||If I reply immediately, then I'm ok.   If I don't reply immediately, I probably won't ever.|||It's fun. I'm always writing essays in my head of how I would explain my latest realization.|||Yeah, I'm the same way.  If you live really far away, it's not that I don't care at all. Maybe three-four a year I'll message you, but I just don't do well with non-face-to-face conversation. ...|||Q: If you could go live in any fantasy world you wanted, would you? A: No, because it would feel in-authentic.   Q: If you could remove your conscience at will, would you?|||I'd also look into mindfulness meditation. It's really helped me.  The idea is as opposed to fighting, or giving in to, negative thoughts, is to just be aware of them. And be aware of other things....|||I felt like this. Feel like this.   I went to therapy and it really helped/helps.  That's my suggestion.|||I prefer live stuff, normally.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnBZ3MKhdOk|||This post makes my balls itch.|||You can boost your T and J by killing a dragon and levelling up.|||Boring friends who are boring.|||Cool! I liked and followed.  Nice noisy atmospherics. I'd like to see it set to a video of some sort. To add to it.|||Thoughts? Seems a bit attention grabbing for the sake of.|||i ham a dyslexic fella.|||...only weight.|||It is very weird that I started this three years ago.  I feel old and weird.  And I love my horse.|||I don't update with good stuff as often as I'd like, but here is mine  Admiral Wonderboat|||didn't mean to be vague, sorry.  just bewildered, really. not unpleasantly.|||and i am freaked out|||This one!  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jql9u7bZIKs|||What rapper doesn't consider himself to be a messiah?|||This one is too hard to believe.  If I felt this way I'd go to a shrink.  If it turned out to be true... I would have been murdered by now.|||I'd let it slide, definitely.|||I had a hedgehog who was very disparaging.  Your video was quite well done!|||What's the problem? He's doing what you want, but he just has to express himself before he gets on with it.  Why not tell him to talk while he's doing it?  Also, make him get a job.|||I get sad when I read the news, especially lately.|||I just wait for #5, I know that's the sweet spot.|||Surfin' Bird?|||i think im pregnant.  it's your baby.|||cut them up into tiny pieces and hide the remote control batteries.|||Far too often!|||Thank you.|||y'know what? goats are always kidding around.  but srsly, i would never tease a horse. they are sensitive beasts|||Whoa. You are not cool.|||I'm married, a stay-at-home dad, and no - I've never settled down.|||hard, fast, and head first.|||Or what? They'll explode? This is obviously not true. You might think it's better, but that don't make it a need.'