'I want the freedom to not be restricted in being myself (following my hedonistic interests like kicking puppies off rooftops, telling fake Game of Thrones spoilers without being judged, having the...|||I realized I have no true security, no real control.   One method: take a powerful dose of magic mushrooms. Lose myself in unreality, beyond the beyond. All my mental strategies, tricks to stay...|||I'm adaptable while I'm there. Shifting, blending. Popping in, out, in, out. But even when I'm there, I'm not noticed as truly being there. Existing. I don't want to be noticed until I do. When I...|||When I've internalized an idea (and have been given enough space to organize its points beforehand) I can rant or monologue. But that is only when I've been given the opportunity to speak. Usually, I...|||When I trust a person, or take a leap of faith on being with them, I'll naturally share my ideas, emotions, and personal history (on a level that is deeper than I have ever shown to 90% of people)....|||You look just as I imagined you would look. Except you lack a beard and curly mustache.  And you are not a hologram.|||I would say I play life but in a different sense. I'm aware of my actions as I'm acting, almost as if I'm watching myself in third-person. Like a writer writing actions for his character, I know that...|||I'm so bad at initiating relationships, and so self-deprecating, that's I'll try to persuade women to not date me. The funny thing is, this isn't a trick. I seriously do not want to be in a...|||482658  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3IMdOguZaU  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrUHxeVdbqI|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4XzLDM3Py8  More information:  Gravitational waves, Einsteinâx80x99s ripples in spacetime, spotted for first time | Science | AAAS|||For me, it's: hating to repeat the same things over again + constantly changing, evaluating my models of reality + too many interests to speak about + tendency to not reveal information unless the...|||They repeat these stories but might not act to fix them because:  -- they enjoy talking about themselves. It's essentially the selfie of conversation. Narcissism. Seeking to be the center of...|||I've made the mistake of infatuation, of clinging to the ideal of love. And I say ideal and not the reality, which was that the person I sought was a flawed human. The more I knew them the less...|||New Year's Eve is wonderful for people watching. A balding man blowing a horn until his cheeks redden. A couple licking each other's neck tattoos. Glazed eyes. Windmill punches in the parking lot of...|||I sip coffee and watch interviews about Muhammad Ali. And then read a book about being an outsider in America. To relax, I do a few rounds of boxing on the heavybag. Once I'm tired enough, I step...|||**Pushes through a wall of beads and enters the lounge. Slips the bouncer a ten. Pats his butt. Walks past two ENTPs sitting on a couch of tiger fur, arguing about Rick and Morty. They glance up,...|||When I was a fetus, I was a really big fan of Mozart. But as I aged into infancy, the jingle of keys captivated me.|||Person: Hi (smiles).  Me: Hi (barely glances up).  Person: So, like, what do you do?  Me: I'm sitting here.  Person: (takes off jacket)|||I don't typically think about sex much, except for when I see an advertisement for a can of Pepsi or a girl in yoga pants does a round house kick. I don't feel that romantically attracted to people...|||Kittens crawl in a desert.   Moon shines down on red sand.   One cactus. Two cacti. Three cacti.  Three kittens mew, chasing each other.   One kitten paws at the moon.|||You could replace the energy drinks with healthier alternatives. For example, I've taken cordyceps mushrooms and have received a lot more clean energy (no heart palpitations, crash, and so on). When...|||Dynamic stretching, light warm-up before exercising. Cool down, static stretching, after work-out.   Getting enough sleep. Knowing when to rest (staying attuned to how much exertion your body can...|||I sometimes don't know how to express my feelings in the moment of feeling them. I might not even know I'm feeling those emotions until later. And still, when I've processed those feelings, the...|||I enjoy eating so much that I eat every day. In fact, it's the most regular thing I do, beside sleeping and masturbating and breathing in oxygen. I really hope the government doesn't outlaw food. My...|||Love:  1.) I trespassed on a farm and hiked on for miles, watching the barn receding into red mist. Then I climbed a hill on the far edge of the woods. I sat there for hours, listening to the...|||You must drill your techniques as much as possible, beginning slowly, with mindful attention. Be consistent, practicing multiple times during the week, alone and with others. Through repetition all...|||Yes, you are definitely an INTP.  No, you are definitely not an INTP.  Sometimes you are an INTP.  You used to be an INTP.  You are an INTP in fourteen out of fifteen parallel universes.|||What's the line between 'ignorant' and 'stupid'?  I don't know, a mullet and a preference for Michael Bay remakes?|||When somebody disagrees with me, I do the most mature thing possible: immediately curl into the fetal position, clinging onto that person's ankle, being dragged through the hunting section at...|||I tend to have an outburst if stress has been consistent. It's not necessarily the big triggers that get me. I can be stoical in the fires. But the accumulation of small stresses, especially those...|||Features of a well developed INTP:  A bronze buttocks that can pluck grapes, squeeze their juices, and then spit them out like bullets. Dimples. A furrowed brow for the mastery of the heavens....|||Step right up, step right up. Join the freak show. To the left, we have a sloth man covered with lumps. If you wish, he'll rub those lumps right on your face. Boys and girls of all ages, if those...|||I've started to notice a pattern for when I shift into an unhealthy five state.   If I'm over-stimulated for too long, or exposed to information that I need to process but don't get the chance to,...|||What phone model do you use?  A Zack Morris, New Jack City, brick on a cord.   Sometimes I use a payphone to throw off the cops.  b) How do you hold your phone normally?  I insert the phone...|||I thought this proposition would involve sexual favors with a gas mask. I'm sorely mistaken. But I don't know much about INTJs except for their dazzling eyes. Thinking about that many people at once...|||I wonder about the intention/moods behind wanting and not wanting suicide before old age.   Some say they'll kill themselves before old age in a similar way to If I'm ever old, just pump me up...|||This is a pretty old thread but I wanted to revive it. I've been submerged in waters of existential depression, isolating myself, questioning my identity, my weaknesses, my actions, my values, trying...|||I'll open my kimono and whisper into my palms, feeling swells of regret in my heart. Priests will stand round me, dressed in black robes, their faces wrinkled, lips shut, tightened. Then I'll slide a...|||Do you hate when people show enthusiasm and excitement?  People who are genuinely enthusiastic are people who dissolve my inner-shell the quickest. They infect me with enthusiasm, which motivates...|||I'm interested in people but on different levels and those levels change.   Learning about humanity from the standpoint of history, sociology, psychology, philosophy, and Game of Thrones, is...|||I'm attracted to novelty and substance together. If something's not new, mysterious or challenging, I lose interest (which can be a bad quality if I'm trying to get a job or start a relationship)....|||It's hard to get a job. It's harder to keep a job. It's even harder when you're naked.|||I've learned that it's best not to be prepared to spout out some fabricated social starters. Just be yourself, your weird, spiraling into madness self. Ask people questions and listen and don't...|||I don't care too much for popcorn.  I'm sorry but somebody had to say it.|||1. What's your wing and how sure are you of being a 5? If you know, what's your instinctual stacking and your tritype.   5w4.  How do you express yourself? (painting, writing, poetry,...|||You might kind of probably maybe are an INTP, perhaps, if you:  Waver between extreme self-deprecation and moments of confident brilliance. With one person or when some strange mood overtakes you,...|||If I'm not mindful, I over-analyze most conversations. When I was younger I would obsessively think about something I said or how somebody interacted with me for days, revolving the words and tone...|||Generally, my affection won't be much for you to see, but inside, there will be more affection than you'll know about. I might laugh or smile or talk more, but most of the time, I will be quiet...|||Good thread. To add to the beginning stages of an INTP liking you (only from personal experience):  1.) When I first notice that I like somebody, I might withdraw into myself and ignore the person...|||Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu: It's endlessly complex, deals with tactics in the moment, relies on mind more than brute strength, gets you in shape quickly, you progress based on your own individual merits,...'