'^ trippy views   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoU7_qCgUAI|||I was looking for a picture that I thought I had posted here.. and re-reading my old post (some in which I was talking about suicide) and see where I am now: healthy, happy, in a lovely...|||The worst thing one can do in life is compare oneself with others.|||Lately I'm obsessed with Melanie Martinez. I think all this childhood and innocence-like aura bounded with some malice is what describes my life now.   ...|||577474 My last oil  paint :)|||My little tortoise is under the desk and comes near my feet and tries to bite me hehe! with that mini mouth hehe :D It makes me giggle.|||Who else likes goats as much as me?|||No, if I do that I end up feeling worse :O|||If my heart already moved on, why my mind keeps dreaming of him?   Sent from my MotoE2 using Tapatalk|||I need to work in my self-respect and self-esteem. It have been two days already, move on :P|||Venting thread against me pt. 2  I should have controlled my rage and waited for a better outcome. No, scream: You're an unfaithful piece of crap to him. Bad, Mary, bad.   Probably he thinks...|||Retrospective: Probably I shouldn't have stalked him nor her.  Probably the truth would have come to me in another way (maybe more painful?) I had faith on that. I thought it could have worked. ...|||There is serious reseach about this topic: the influence of social network, specially Facebook, in depression and low self esteem. So, you're not the only one suffering from this (I don't know if...|||Thanks. I still feel a little down, but I guess it'll get better with time. I still can't swallow  how people can lie in from on someone, looking het at the eyes.. but well that's life.  Im...|||I know I did the right thing but I feel so bad and depressed...  I was starting to date a guy, and turn out, he was dating someone -I dont know- how many girls at the same time. I'd to find that...|||Venting post against myself (?). Even though I like to embrace new posibilities and, at the same time, to hear my own intuition in orden to know what is good or wrong for me, I am tired and afraid...|||Yeah, thanks. I didn't expect a response actually but I appreciate that your take your time to care.  I don't have a counselor at the moment, nor that I think I could speak of this personally. I'm...|||I use to think I do, but nowadays Im doubting it.  I struggle between two tendencies: the days in which I like my personality traits and feel that Im one of a kind, and the ones in which I feel like...|||I've lost the track of how many times I've thought about suicide this year...|||First time in years that I feel the need to meet new people o__o   Sent from my MotoE2 using Tapatalk|||Sounds tough.. I'm sorry about that, I hope you can find relief soon,  and after you make peace with yourself probably someone else will show up.. :)|||You deserve love, please believe it.    But in my personal rant,  I understand what is that like. Nowadays I feel..  Appreciation, love..? Towards someone that seems not to care about me, and I'm...|||I'll turn 25 tomorrow and I haven't reached any of my life goals, I don't live by my own, I don't have a serious relationship, I'm not rich nor famous,  etc, etc..  Do I feel like I've failed ? Not...|||I don't care when an acquaintance hate me, for any reason. But when somebody that used to be  close to me (an ex lover, friend) hates me, I feel really bad and guilty  inside. Maybe it's because I...|||I need certitude in my life, mostly in my relationships. Even though I agree with the idea that labelling a relationship is destroying it, I can't wait all my life for you, my love. Wasting my energy...|||Even thought  time doesn't exist and this day is like any other.. Happy new year! I hope we all survive it, we grow up in self awareness and that we learn a bit more day by day.  Peace.   Sent...|||I wasn't talking against any economical system neither was I evoking any kind of  socialism,  I was just thinking about how much of ourselves we lose in order to obtain that paper/transaction : time,...|||I don't want to be poor anymore :( but what is money but a paper covered in lies :((  Sent from my MotoE2 using Tapatalk|||No always want we want is the same that what we need.   I was looking back in my life and realize that many times, the so called love of my life, weren't meant to be. I'm not sure about the idea...|||To deal with a problem within ourselves we must, first, admit it, and then work on it. So, yes, I admit I can be a bit - a bit - jealous and create stories in my mind. I could blame my old...|||Osho :)  Love | OSHO | Meditation - Mindfulness and the Science of the Inner||| Love makes no conditions, no ifs, no buts. Love never says, x93Fulfill these requirements, then I will love you.x94 Love is like breathing: when it happens you are simply love. It does not matter who...|||Why if I ask two questions to certain people (STs mostly ) they always avoid the first one...?|||Uh I confess I've wished the worst to people that haven't acted or treated me the way I wanted.  Just a wish, fortunately.   I confess I wrote my feelings for him last night, in a long long text,...|||I like the number three, it represents the trinity of body, mind and soul; the pyramid. But in the way you put it you remind me of the time 3:33 which I've seen repeatedly when I can't sleep at...|||It doesn't matter if nobody's paying you attention : talent is a gift that has to be shared and exposed,  be it singing, drawing, making beautiful origami, it doesn't matter, just show it.|||Why every time I feel a connection with someone I want to know everything about them? I mean everything...  Could it be related with the need to control?|||Wow, it surprises me that almost everybody has mentioned my two biggest crushes ever: Hugh Dancy and James McAvoy.  Hugh is simply beautiful, and since I saw him acting as Will Graham... Instant...|||Im underweight, but healthy. I eat all I want daily and I don't have any disease.  I don't agree with the idea that we must fit on a weight, since each organism is a mini universe and if...|||Thanks! I have it red for a looong time, it was the time to change! Lovely dress in your pic (is that you, right? :3)|||*hug recived and reciprocated * :3  December is the worst month for those that are alone.   Sent from my MotoE2 using Tapatalk|||Isn't it strange that when you contemplate an old lover you realize all their flaws in a stronger way, and you wonder what made you fall for them? Love is surely blind, and brave, you could see a...|||I hope someday I wake up without being existentialist, that a bit of optimism strikes me and I stop believing that everything I do is but a excuse to wait for the death.   Sent from my MotoE2 using...|||http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/12/16/c5402c56e831b7a69e04cf28daf62389.jpg  http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/12/16/f417525cca6e7e8dcde53abc8cad1541.jpg ...|||So I found this beautiful website called Bandhub where musicians around the world upload their covers, and mix them together in other to make wonderful songs :), and of course I want to...|||http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/12/16/2b22c7af1b3cc374e34b89d7a812b23d.jpg  Hi!|||Why could anyone speak to a person daily via IM for more than 7 months, but act strangely when you want to meet? A friend of mine told me that that's a safe zone, woah, a new kind of friend zone,...|||Beautiful people here! Talking of which, don't you feel sometimes like taking a selfie is..  Pointless? I prefer when somebody take a picture of me without noticing it, it's kind of nicer. But...|||Is there a way I could avoid getting high expectations and the later dissapointment when they're not accomplished?|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwsJlUdklmk'