'OP said she wants to share her hobbies, yet no one in her life seems to be willing to share with her. That could be a source of loneliness and creates problems. Not sure if that could be the...|||Oh boy~~ I just wanna let you know your title, At the end of the day, nobody cares is just *exactly* what I thought today in my work. Sigh, I just think no one would care.   And,  whenever I have...|||None of those things you mentioned seemed even close to what I might be thinking. I'm totally bewildered.   In no ways I think people are not worthy. Of course people are worthy, it's just that...|||I wish them to be my teacher, to be my lover, to be my inspirer .. to amaze me, to entertain me, to make me open my eyes and feel amazed by the things they could do.   I have such expectations to...|||I wanna let go everything. I wanna let go all this. Perhaps it is too late. I've been telling myself that I was in love, but then, it seems that, it was only pain that I was causing on everyone else....|||Thank you, I'm going to address the hate part later. (Back from lunch, chores and everything.)  (Please know even I don't understand fully your comment, I appreciate your comment .)  I guess I...|||A person who doesn't love me back, a person who seem to respect me from a distant but hates it when I get close, a person who is very kind-hearted but shy ... A person who grows to hate me because I...|||^Thank you for writing this. I understand all the things you said. Except I couldn't find out how the abuse started. Sure, my mother had been under the tyranny of my grandmother. And my grandmother,...|||I just realized I got so many shame, which are really unwanted, from my parents.  I did something sexual today, I felt embarrassed. I put my hand in my mouth. (like a penis)  Today I was staying...|||Wanna hear a sad story?   10 things my mom taught me in the past:  1. It is evil to be yourself.   2. It's better to have more crime, than to have light in the world.   3. You should never do...|||I felt that I have pour out a lot then, but by looking back what I have written - not so much, actually, I have much to say, SO MUCH.   I feel like I would make a thread, purposefully for writing...|||First, I didn't know where to put this. I wanted to put in the INFJ board, but I felt like I wasn't doing much for discussion, rather, it's all about me, and my recent happenings, so maybe I should...|||A very brief question for my analysis, a little answer will be appreciated! :happy::happy:|||I don't think it is worse to the point you call it deleterious, it is certainly trouble, disturbing, and very distracting my life, however, I wouldn't put psychiatrist on my list because I don't...|||It's okay to have a fetish, even if it's fetishly weird fetish.   It's okay to like white people.   It's okay to think that you're only, and ONLY attached to white people.   It's okay to think...|||Don't know how to put this, everything just feels wrong, cause I'm not kissing with the right guy, and I'm just going because I am too thirsty to have sex. What a waste of time and money.   My...|||The post to those redditors who downvoted my post with apparently no reason  Just because my English is not better than yours, doesn't mean you have to downvote it,  Just because I am not as...|||The reason why I am studying sociology, I found it. I should use my knowledge, my power to help people in the future. Not just to help individually, but on the society's scale, I should help them. I...|||I have to accept who I am. Even I am weird as f***, I just have to.  Who knows? It might be a blessing? You never know. Trust myself. PLS|||Yea, sometimes I just shed tears on anything that can just ... touches my heart I guess?   I don't understand myself. Never did.   And wishing star in the darkest moments... I didn't wish for a...|||I feel like I want to do everything in my life, but then, I don't know WHAT to do in my life. I want to recruit a teacher for every hobby I like and then master every of them.   But now? I just...|||I feel like I want to do everything in my life, but then, I don't know WHAT to do in my life. I want to recruit a teacher for every hobby I like and then master every of them.   But now? I just...|||Guys, I don't understand this feeling, and I don't know this. I want to put this out there and let everyone know it.  I never grow up with a mother, it was until recently I have realized the impact....|||Wonder how I use the blog here, hope I just open a blog and write whatever I wanna write dear. Oh, why does it have to blog a post? I want to blog myself.|||[Trigger warning] Never spoke like a normal person, and not intended to. Fxxk hate the world I am living in.|||I'm not INFP but I think like an INFP.  I don't understand anything about myself. It's like I am operating like a tip berg of an ice that everyone sees the top and no one see the underneath. I...|||I also went to graveyard and take pictures on my own, well, not really on my own, but if I have the chance to do so. I did once with my abusive father whom I left. However, I did it not because I...|||God.. are you me? Can we be friends? I'm in the exact same situation as you do, except I'm not an engineer gal, I'm an arts & humanity person. And I just dropped my sociology research course today...|||I'm also in a simliar situation with you. I am from a narcissistic family, my parents were narcissists. I have serve problem of trusting people. And I don't care if I graduate in 10 years. But what I...|||Is that even possible?  From another perspective:  Only say yea, nods, smile, chuckle but rarely says his/her views. Doesn't ask follow up questions. Doesn't comment a word or anything....|||So, IR seems a good one, plus a philosophy minor, how does that sound?  International Relations major+Philosophy minor, how does that sounds? Just need an impression answer. No need to detail...|||Great comeback!!|||*wears a long coat who does suit this short girl* Ahhh...life's so hard for being 153cm!!  *suddenly finds out wallet has no more money* X, do you have 10 bucks? I'm broke (opens the mouth of...|||Del -This is a wrong post-  Admin please del this if seen.|||That's totally human. Why would you want to not be like that?|||TheIsrafil  ! I almost felt my soul has been understand, finally... I cannot describe how much mixed feelings I have now... I wish I could cry out of happiness now, but I couldn't, sadly, I don't...|||She said things like your daughter is not your toy., don't treat your daughter like your tool.  They divorced when I was 12.   But, I was too weak to stand up for myself like my mom did for...|||I doubt if that could help.   The only way out is to improve my relationship with my father. I almost feel helpless on this. A few days ago I came to discover all the caring, sweet talk he gave...|||Can only share my own experience here.  I've attracted to men that are just WAY WAY WAY older than me. When I was 16, I was attracted to men who are 27, even in their 50s.....  I feel very...|||Why don't give a fuck about? Would you explain a little bit about it?|||So I assume many people have heard the five languages of love, if you don't know about it, you may google it first. It's the five ways that couples can express love for each other. It doesn't mean...|||I feel helpless in front of peer pressure. It almost haunts me when people say why is your daughter still celebrating birthday with you? I think it's abnormal. My smile vanished when I heard this....|||teddy564339, wow, you pinned it very well..... I was a bit low mood yesterday. It was my birthday celebration but I didn't feel any contentment or even real happiness inside me. My smile was fake...|||Hi everyone,  Thanks for all the replies. I might make a general reply to all this. Especially  teddy564339, thanks for sharing your experience, I have a few notes here:  it's only going to work...|||So I've came to realised I'm a person that constantly seeks recognition from people, and recognition basically feeds my emotion and motivation. There's always a thought in my mind if you want to be...|||Hi, I'm also Chinese. I have my English name but I put it as the way of English Name+Last Name, it would be Rebecca Wang in your case.   If you think there's a need to change your name, you...|||Fear.  Three hours later I'm invited to hang out over with someone. But I'm utterly afraid now.  Afraid I'm too bored to be the accompany. Afraid they think I'm wired. Afraid they think I'm too...|||Mood's pretty low today.  I love to talk about personalities. I love to observe people. And the point is I always want to share my passion fully to the people who I just know for a couple of...|||Thanks to, OutOfThisWorld Silveresque ninjahitsawall  A bit late for a reply, but I would like to give many thanks to all of you. stiletto , wow thanks for the neat reply I suppose life is a long...|||Numerous people wanted, tried but still failed in recovering to normal after a trauma, I couldn't blindly believe in your statement although I want to.'