'Some stuff I did a while back.  http://24.media.tumblr.com/fb1c3465d11b72ed6f6f8eb982328956/tumblr_mirxn6IAQy1r33b6fo1_1280.jpg...|||I notice that whenever I get down in the dumps, this eventually  snowballs into self-destructive behavior. The process/vicious circle goes  something like this:  Realize everything is inherently ...|||Thanks for the reply!  Yeah, traveling around, having odd jobs and stuff sounds great to be honest. Would really love to do that. I'd never be able to study that way though, and I'm still wondering...|||I am terrified. I think this psychology study just might not be for me after all. There's too much repetition, superficial information, memorization... I really like psychology but I can't keep up....|||I've been feeling unusually alone and anhedonic. Nothing really seems to  do much for me anymore. Ever since I started going to university I've  just felt rather numb. I miss creativity. I feel like...|||As a dude I actually love picking out new outfits and whatnot, the only thing holding me back is money really. Which sucks because I tend to like the most expensive stuff.  Recently my taste has...|||Thanks guys, I'll just keep on going and see where it'll bring me, can't do much else I suppose!|||I'm in my first year of university, studying psychology. I really want to move out, partially because it'd be beneficial to the time it takes to travel to the university, but mostly because I just...|||I hope this is the right place for such things. I can't really express my current feelings anywhere, and just writing it down for myself doesn't seem to work, so yeah. Hope someone can give me some...|||Haven't been on this site for a long time. All the things I've posted here are pretty idiotic, but let's give another stream-of-conscious thing a go. I remember this was one of my favorite threads...|||I like to tell myself that the more intelligent you are, the worse you are at keeping up with stuff like visual impulses heh. Not true though, probably.  I don't know if it's an INTP thing, but...|||Yeah.  INTPs tend to be chameleons. Most people, even close friends, think I'm an ENFP at first. I just like talking a lot, and I've always been very preoccupied with analyzing emotions in myself...|||Yeah, I had that happen to me quite often. Especially in middle school people would giggle instead of understand what I was saying when I unexpectedly threw out certain words. (I had this a lot when...|||I wish I had more control over my subconscious needs and emotions.|||Yeah I definitely agree! Nothing to add hah.|||Mmhm. I think it might have to do with vulnerability, I can definitely relate to the trust issues. And the fear of being a very boring person to the other is something I struggle with as well. I like...|||Life's boring without making out is what my mind whispers now and then. Even though I lack any experience in that department. I'd better  stop running away from those situations when they present...|||*NTP here.  I'm also somewhat of a people pleaser. I understand how nice it is to get help sometimes, so I help others out. I don't really care about getting help in return. I know that most of the...|||Thanks! :)  Yeah, I'll just have to pretend I'm decisive, hah. I'm pretty confident - confident enough to take my time and not be afraid of being open about my weaknesses with people. Confidence...|||I failed once again.  This time it really came as a surprise. I drove safely, at a normal speed, stopped when I had to stop, continued when I had to continue... It went fine. I felt concentrated...|||I eat enough iron I think... :P Never really thought much about it. I did have a rare kind of anemia as a child, though, but I never noticed anything. It was my parents who noticed I was unusually...|||Phew, thanks for the reply! It's good to know I'm not the only one.  Yeah, I'm just training driving a lot now, hoping I'll be able to stay concentrated enough for the exam... Sometimes I'm able to...|||I have my driving exam in two days, and frankly, I'm not very confident about it. This is the second time I'm giving it a try.  I can drive well. That is if my mind doesn't get all foggy and...|||I think you'd be better off doing what you feel is best, and not asking people on the internet who don't know you or the person you love.  Just do what you feel you should do. I don't think there...|||Hmmm. Well, fashion is a very personal thing. It's hard to give someone else advice about it really, because it has to be something that's really kind of... 'your thing'. It's all personal...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iyDQQb2ses  Damn, this is pretty freakin' good...|||The weird thing is: I've never hallucinated. I've never heard voices. Schizophrenia doesn't run in my family...  I'm just extremely afraid of going mad for some reason. My sanity is all I have,...|||I'm torn between individualist (4), enthusiast (7), peacemaker (9) and investigator (5). I relate to them all depending on my current situation.  But then again, this division of different aspects...|||This thread is quite old by now... But thanks for all the comments!  I haven't seen her in a while (summer holidays and such), but we've been getting along a lot better. I suppose she was just...|||I'm stuck. I feel like I'm going mad. I have this irrational fear of hearing voices now, and I keep checking if I'm not hallucinating. I constantly feel anxious. The reason for this is that I haven't...|||I just ate too much food, and I feel terribly anxious and strange.  I rolled a joint earlier but I think I'm going to skip smoking it for now, something's bugging me, and getting high when already...|||Ooooh, in this case, I know exactly what you're talking about, yeah. Like... it feels like 90% of the people are just really dumb/fake and egocentric. And it's really disappointing when you think...|||I like flirting. I like meeting new people. It's fun. As long as they aren't really creepy/clingy/annoying/close-minded.  I don't get what you're talking about. I sometimes think I hate all...|||Ah yeah, that does seem very unlikely to me.|||I don't remember the last time I've laughed either to be honest. Probably today or so, since I laugh quite a lot, but I'm not sure.  I have terrible emotional memory. I don't know when I was last...|||My laugh differs a lot, I tend to subconsciously mimic the laugh of the people I'm with a little. I think I read an article a while ago about how everybody does that though, so eh.  For as far as I...|||Ah cool, so what does she think of it? Pretty curious now.|||The more I read these sort of threads (and have made them myself), the more I realize people on the internet can't really help you with this sort of thing. Or well, they can give you a vague...|||Wow. That's seriously really brave of you. I envy that.  Even though it might've not ended up as well as you might've hoped, it didn't go completely wrong! I'm curious to hear more updates man. I...|||Yeah, that's pretty much how I view it too. In that case, I really do fall just in the middle. It surprises me that there's not a majority of people in this midway between of introversion and...|||LeaT SA1988 Graficcha  Thanks for all your descriptions/thoughts on this :)  I do understand the bit about external stimuli being exhausting for an introvert, but aren't they eventually...|||Eh... I've given up labeling myself as introvert or extravert. It's too vague. Nobody lives their entire life viewing everything 'internally' or 'externally'.  How is one cognitively 'extraverted'?...|||It makes me happy and more confident.  The fullness of my stomach really influences it a lot though. If I've eaten a big meal beforehand, I tend to drink about 6 beers on a night. If my stomach is...|||I'm still experiencing the afterglow of bong hits. I never knew these things were that awesome. The high seems to be different from smoking a joint too, much more clear-headed. Very nice. Instead of...|||ENFJ mom I*FP dad  My mom is a workaholic and my dad is highly idealistic and is rather prone to depression. Both very kind people though.  I love them and appreciate them. They did a great job...|||Oh one of my friends is an ENFP. We click really well. Always knows when I've got something negative on my mind, and then helps me get rid of it. She seems to understand me quite well. On the other...|||I work out every now and then.  Last year I got pretty into it, going to the gym 3 times a week doing cardio and lifting weights. I did that for 4 months or so I think, and then I fell back again...|||If you didn't help the OP, you surely helped me, haha! I've practically been in his situation for over a year.  My conversations with her about the issue went exactly as you pointed out. She always...|||Hmmm, Pewdiepie is a hard one for me. ENTP? ENFP? Just really wild guesses. He doesn't seem much like a sensor to me, seems like an Ne-dom. That's all I can really think of.|||Yeah exactly.  I suppose I'll grow to like it once I'm able to focus better, but eh. Driving a car in a city is a drag indeed. Constantly having to slow down for pedestrians, people randomly...'