'I don't mean like its a front or anything. It's just apart of me I guess. I am really confident in my personality. I don't just act like prideful. I mean to say I picked it up along the way and...|||Thanks for having the courage to post this. You have opened my eyes just a little more, given me an increased perspective. Thank you. :)|||I feel insecure when someone gets too close to me. I keep people at arms length, and have so many walls protecting me I am used to being alone. Sarcasm and pride are how I protect myself, but they...|||I have faced this very same dilemma with myself many times. The war that always raged within me, that was a fight between feelings and logic. I often asked my self how was I to decide between what I...|||Nope, silly me asking the obvious.|||Wait is the site still broken or is my iPhone just being dumb?|||Why rant? I gave that up long ago, because if you look at the bigger picture it will be much more clear.   There will always be the rich and the poor. Wars will always happen. Violence and hate...|||So do I bud, so do I..|||I definitely don't like pain, haha it sucks. But when I see a video of someone in pain I feel even worse. So I guess if it had to be one or the other, I see myself probably as a masochist..  How can...|||Really? Thank you! I thought it was a bit too dark but I'm new at this lol.|||It tastes so bitter, yet oh so sweet. This faceless foe, who never sleeps. Throughout your day, and again at night. It haunts your heart, And wont let you cry.    Proud you may be, but this sin...|||Lol, my roommate is the same way!|||Hmm, I really don't like being rushed for stuff, but I remember in school if I was rushed for an assignment I would just write a lot of irrelevant stuff to make it look like I did a lot of work, when...|||I think I only have one... When people breathe on me. Don't do it, ever. It makes my tongue forked and turns playful sarcasm to don't you dare ever do that again sarcasm if you know what I mean.  ...|||I'm afraid humanity is doomed. But on a lighter note, spiders and being vulnerable. Plus the occasional moth...yeah 6'3 and jumps at the sights of a flying insect, that's me.   So yeah just wanting...|||Vocaroo | Voice message  The truth about the truth?   Stray_Arrow Ntuitive  Yeah DirtySmilez is back!|||Vocaroo | Voice message  Angryyyyyyyyyy|||Lol your voice is so soothing and calm! Idk why but I am trying to imagine how you would sound angry...lol yeah I'm weird like that.|||Haha totally It's not time to be serious! MY laugh isn't weird, it's unique! Plus I listened to mine and like the audio was horrible I could hear my A/C in the backround lol.   But now you gotta...|||Vocaroo | Voice message  Haha here's me!|||Honestly, I would still pick me because I am just awesome. It would hurt my pride greatly if I even considered being someone else lol.  Wait wait! Hold the lemon, I would be batman! Not Bruce...|||Yes, lol I have found it counter-productive to stay inside my shell when interacting with people. A long time ago I learned how to talk and communicate with different types of people. Sometimes I...|||Yes, it was perfect!  Now I understand a small piece of stray_arrow. And you gave me like a dozen new questions to ask haha! But, I shall settle for just one. How long have you been searching for...|||Yeah haha, I had to read it like twice, and then was like, Yup, I just got called a girl.. So I HAD to correct it to maintain my oh so important masculinity.  The question is intended to be open,...|||There's nothing wrong with putting up a few walls man. It's good to protect youself, and save that part of you no one understands for that one person who will go down deep enough to understand you. ...|||I say this to myself when I feel as you do.  Who you think you are and who you actually are should be the same, if they aren't then you are either hiding or acting and both will pull and tug...|||Yeah, I have such a hard time falling asleep. I have to be in complete darkness with some kind of music and be really cold (like with the A/C on). Most of the time I will head to my room at like 9pm...|||Eh, sometimes.   Sometimes I wish I could just be bad for a day. That probably sounds pretty awful, but like seriously I never get in trouble or anything like that. My goddamn conscience is like so...|||After I finish up at the college I'm planning on joining the marines too. Like late next year, but I will probably have to check and see when the recruitment dates are.   Why did you choose the...|||I'm working as security guard on campus at my college while I get my Associates haha. I basically walk around for a few hours trying to look tougher than I am, creating scenarios inside my head of...|||Hmm, so does that mean you do not make it a point to stand out from the Crowd, but instead have found a satisfactory answer to how similar we truly are?   Also, aside from the maybes do you...|||I stare at people and like to make them feel uncomfortable lol. Some people need to lighten up, taking themselves too seriously. Or is it just me not taking myself as serious? I wonder.   I...|||Woah there broski, Hit and Miss.  It's alexander with an X AND Y chromosome! But yeah lol it's agood name for a spur of the moment kinda thing. Mine is an inside joke kinda thing, a joke at the...|||Lol well was I like way off?? Or close? Or nowhere near haha?|||Stray_Arrow    Yo! My name is Alexand-uh. It's a pleasure to meet you.  Cool username btw!|||23? Just came into my haed lol. How awesome would it be if I guessed right haha?|||Dude, your avatar is boss.   Lol|||Geeze that must have been hard to re-live, but I am glad you had the courage to share. Do you think that experience has had a noticeable effect on your life? You know like did it change how you see...|||Wow, that's so intense. I don't think I have ever had to deal with the death of someone I knew, I mean im only 19, but I haven't experienced the loss of life so I can't even fathom what it feels...|||One time at school, I accidently told a friends secret. It ate at me even though my buddy had already forgiven me. Mistakes like that?|||Im glad to share haha.  Now to answer some of your questions, I don't think the gun would have fired. Im pretty sure he just put them in there for show to convince us that it really was loaded, and...|||I forgave my dad eventually. It took me like 10 years but I forgave him. Im sure people have had worse experiences than mine, but some just find it too hard to bring into the light so they go on...|||Ive got drunk like twice. I got drunk the first time because it was posted on my roommates fridge that some dude had a record of 17 shots, and I felt I could beat it. Against all my friends warning I...|||Have you ever had an experience so bad that it stuck with you all your life? A situation that left its mark on your memory? Something bad that happened to you, that makes you appreciate the good in...|||I see. But is having a negative perception wrong? Because as of right now I don't think it is.|||Exactly, only I am starting to express my thoughts more. Sometimes I just say things because I think they need to be said, damn the consequences. Im glad you shared! It feels better to know I'm not...|||What does that mean? And im only 19.|||I think I am becoming cynical. I've always been optimistic and sarcastic (only jokingly) but lately I've been getting angry more and more over things that I can normally tolerate. People seem to bug...|||Damn that felt good!|||Why are you people such idiots? Asking stupid questions that you have the capacity to answer yourself! There is a process where you ponder on what you're are curious about, then at least try out a...'