'The most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life I was considering asking out (though was to shy to do it) My friend then stated she was a lesbian -_- Granted I hadn't acted on it and it did...|||There you go karma, happy? Last few days were amazing and the best I've felt in months. Went to see the new Therapist today, all fine and well. Then I came back and my mom asked what was...|||Went to the Therapist's today. Didn't cover a lot of things because of the short time we had but we did cover the important ones. For once all the voices shut up and agreed; that never happens. We...|||8/10/11 Dear Journal, The World attacks my new day. Unable to handle. Bitter lonliness. Olivia's a lesbian now. (my exgf and only one so far) Something a small portion of me accepts. But the...|||The website will load but it gives me a can't open error and stops loading, it does connect so it isn't the internet but if it is the domain page I wouldn't know how to fix it.|||I am sad...I stopped going to Tinychat for a few weeks, had the wedding in NY to go to...I come back and try to get on and it doesn't let me... Confession:I want to get on Perc Tinychat and when I...|||The two parts are fighting: It                        Conscious Brain Anger                  Hope Stabby                Lifeful Caged                 Scared           Stonefaced (mixture of two...|||The cycle is done; I outlasted just as I always said I would. I kept my promise. You saw as I saw, felt as I felt, as done as I had done. I know you see the world as evil. And that you hate me...|||If I remember correctly is that not the doppelganger from Paper Mario:The Thousand Year Door? :D|||I've been stalking the boards every night instead of posting...my bad :) In any case, my confession is as soon as possible (preferrably when I graduate high school in a few years) I want to get out...|||Do you hear their cries? Isolated, alone. They are part of you too. Control it, protect it. You can stop their cries. But can you stop your own? Will you survive through the night? Will you be...|||I don't even know what to think anymore. My mind is going completely crazy and it feels like it is splitting from the inside out. I just wish the entire world had the roles reversed NONE of you here...|||Haven't posted a vent in some time... Had my Biology exam today, I had a breakdown after I had finished. I think it was silent but I was slaughtering my ex best friend inside my head. I was...|||Sorry I haven't said much the last few days...pretty much all the computers in the house broke at once so I only had minimal time and battery power on the single laptop left to check the website let...|||I'm sixteen now, seventeen in November. I hate all schooling and forced education for the most part. I used to have a fair amount of friends and one very close one but after we fell out after she...|||I'm not going to lie, I love doomsday type scenarios. I am getting ready, I'll have my pack ready just in case :) I wouldn't want to be saved anyway tomorrow, I'd wish to stay. I want to help the...|||Saw this and I was just like YES! http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3hyaG4pNj4Q/Sr6s_ByDlMI/AAAAAAAAAJo/jerxDoXvXzs/s400/INFP+poster2.jpg   Portal+INFP=porn to me :)|||I looked this up tonight, this is exactly what I intend to do... Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl...|||Had my first of three interviews for a position at the local Gamestop, I had such faith in it but when I started the interview the man asked what good things I had done or good things about myself to...|||I suppose it is time, got antibiotics for my infection, interview for Gamestop is Monday, license and exams within the next month. Prom is this weekend for her, I thought of it today. I'm a...|||I will bump your ColecoVision and raise you one Vectrex of which I have sitting in my room right now :)|||My friend had the nerve to tell me today that we both had the same problem we both wanted a person we couldn't have. I agreed with that first notion, but then she went on to say how she had a list...|||I was thinking of this, and I believe a dark INFP would be (in a way) affected by a mental format of Stockholm Syndrome. The following are viewed as the conditions necessary for Stockholm syndrome...|||This week I will finally get the closure I need, then I can move on. I have to try and set up an interview at Gamestop Thursday or Friday, call the local elementary school to see if I can build the...|||It will be an interesting week, concert I wanted to go to but can't cause of her. She has prom this week. Hope you don't end up having sex or I'll be right. We CAN fix this, go back. Relive...|||You and your mirror Look at them coexisting as one. Play the music of your souls. Feel time slip away from you. Only the world remains. Tick, Tick, Tick what has happened to you? They age as...|||All the loss of feelings lately surged up today as in defiance. I was doing so well too :( It is easier to just turn the world off though, everything slows down and no one matters to me they just...|||The cravings are coming back harder, It keeps telling me to flip the switch and turn off my humanity. I can wait this out just a few more weeks until prom happens I would think. I don't want to...|||We would have to see, me being in school and all :) Also, I'm not much for heights I get freaked out...though just doing something in Charlotte or the genreal area might be able to happen :)|||I do slightly believe in myself having these psychic powers and I think others do as well. For instance, for a long time starting a few years ago whenever I was the last one up in my household...|||To me mine is what I wish to be in life and what I wish to have as an individual but since I try to give more to man as a whole than ever to myself I normally keep him locked up inside my head. Now...|||Not a bad day, I don't want to go back to school though it will be either the best next few weeks of my life or the worst. There was one point today of note, I was almost cynical in what I did. I...|||Found this last night and it made me happy, thought I'd share :) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drifter_(person) Good day for the most part, had a lot of flashbacks though. Still confident he will...|||I don't really know what to do to be honest. Five more weeks of school which makes me happy but I still lost my best friend this semester. I no longer care to try and be who I want to be. Even after...|||Mine came from four or five years ago when I was begging my father to allow for me to play WoW as an outlet and for entertainment, originally we started together and then slowly he allowed me to play...|||I sleep very lightly, I will go to sleep at say 11:00 and wake up at 1:00 and start to get up until I realize what time it is and go back to sleep. I don't normally have an issue focusing though. I...|||I'd rather be a mindless being doing this duty then what I am. Pump out the good absorb the bad; no feelings, existing solely for the use of man. I am a merely humble creature on this plane wishing...|||So tired, every time I sleep it feels as if no time has passed before I must rise again. I am always tried. So defensive, I say it will change and I will communicate more but why should I? It just...|||Well for myself I know I have to graduate or my family would probably disown me. I lost my old best friend to her not trusting me, the classes I have to take are irrelevant to what I wish to do in...|||I would say quite honestly I am at that point. I have projected as previously stated along with turning everyone else off. It is better for them that way I suppose. I realized right before I came...|||She thinks that she is correct about me and yet has no idea. I am almost never wrong about these things. When He tries to get you pregnant at prom you know what I will do? I will laugh and...|||I have Rift, World of Warcraft, Xbox 360 and a few other PC games. (like the aforementioned Halo) There is also a website of free online games if anyone is interested Free Online MMORPG and MMO Games...|||I talked with her today. She started it so I snapped back because it was warranted. It went something like this. Teacher in Band-Alright we are spending the last bit of class doing small...|||I like to think of myself as organized but it is chaotic I think. In one instance I had gotten some utensils and a bowl/plate combo for when I went camping. I put them in the place I would have used...|||Found my copy, I would suggest this game to anyone willing to get it. Got me into the Halo franchise completely, it is very cheap, (wouldn't think more then ten dollars) it can be modded so with the...|||Finally sucked it up and added my name, that makes four for Carolina and makes me live about ten mins. away from Apocalypse...Indian Trail here bro. :)|||The Significant Other putting their hand to your cheek and giving you a kiss for just existing in the World. That'd be love for me :)|||Last time I was watched Titanic I was texting her the whole time discussing logistics of the movie and having a good time. That was the last good thing I remember us doing before we stopped...|||I still have it somewhere I think, if I can find it I'd be glad to play a game :)|||I got one...I guess I secretly wish to quit school and wander endlessly alone viewing the wonders of the world and documenting them. I'll have to think about posting more in-depth ones :)'