'WHY AM I STILL UNEMPLOYED???? WHY? WHY? WHY????!!!?!?!?!?!?! http://i.giphy.com/ePeHKwWSed0Ag.gif I HAVE HAD THREE INTERVIEWS IN A WHOLE YEAR! http://i.giphy.com/11ADmvDkfXGQOk.gif WHAT IS...|||Just want my meds to kick in so I can be a normal human being.   Darn you, symptoms of anxiety and major depression.|||http://i.giphy.com/dcubXtnbck0RG.gif|||Totally forgot this website existed for a few days.  http://i.giphy.com/c3XM8SZ4g2Teg.gif|||america vs. europe|||The doctor was nice. Gave me samples of the expensive meds that helped last time. Boom. Hopefully I can be feeling better soon.|||The weekend was great. I'm emotionally (and physically) exhausted. Wow.|||Going to a freedom weekend at the church I've recently started attending. It's going to be interesting.  Never been part of a religious organization so...this is going to be very new. I'm not...|||first world problems: I have so many clothes, time to give some to goodwill.|||That there should be SO MANY MORE mental health facilities like...everywhere.  Everyone should get to see a therapist at least once a year, free of charge, just cause. Adoption shouldn't be so...|||Whenever I see a potted plant in the middle of no-where (like the street alley beside my office), I always wonder who would just abandon the plant/pot like that. I mean, it's perfectly fine being in...|||~feels guilty about not having job ~feels guilty for feeling guilty ~feels too bad to look for job ~feels guilty about feeling bad...|||Also, I almost only post things about my unstable mind here. I swear I'm not just a crazy lady.  But that's what's on my mind lately. Hmmm.   I'm never really good at representing what I am...|||If someone heard the playlist I've been repeating this past week they would have me see more therapists. lol|||meh|||I do like to help others shop if they ask me to.   But if I'm shopping for me, it's for something specific and I can't focus on anyone else's concerns at that point. It's a one-track-mind mentality...|||Yeahhhh I am very guilty of listening to intently to my instincts about a person. At the same time, I give them the benefit of a doubt, let them try to prove me wrong with their good qualities...|||Tomorrow I head to the beach for shopping with my mother and grandmother. Party hard. /not|||Thanks to all those who have replied. Glad I'm not going crazy here.|||I've been there. :(  It's like a masochistic need for stress. Which is nonsense. Best of luck to you!|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55OK26tYDfY|||yay!  http://i.giphy.com/JoY20YFjKwIve.gif|||And I hate that I can't say your name  Without feeling like I'm part of the blame  And it's never gonna feel quite the same  But it's never gonna change|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh2LWWORoiM Spend my days locked in a haze Tryin to forget you, babe I fall back down Gotta stay high All my life To forget I'm missin you|||New therapist at 1 today. Oh my god, no ohhhhhhhhhh no. It's been near a month since I saw the last new therapist and she was weeeeiiiirrrd. So weird. The first appointment is always so tiring. All...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPqTCrm61-I|||^This, this so much.   Allow yourself to feel sad a little while, but then just approach the situation in a I'm doing this for ME, not YOU attitude?|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hig5uLy2fe0 Dreamed of you. Again. Of that night seven years ago this day.  Wouldn't be picked unless you were drunk out of your mind. The best and worst moment of...|||Matthew 6:9-15 This, then, is how you should pray:  'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us today our daily bread....|||The next week is going to be people filled. Hmmmmm. Very sure I do not want.|||I'd like to see the input on this.   As a recent graduate, being unemployed for 6 months and getting very few interviews despite the near thousands of jobs I've put in for, my confidence isn't...|||For me, HECK YES STARS.  When I was little I thought my songs could control the wind and I would sing for HOURS outside as the sun went down. Once the sun went down, the stars were my reward for...|||This is fairly normal sounding to me. When you meditate, you are getting towards peace for yourself. Once the problems within are addressed, it makes sense that you would be (EVEN) more susceptible...|||Yesterday was a good day, probably because I didn't leave the house. lol|||I am probably the most annoying person on the planet when I am sick. The pre sickness must be pure agony for everyone around me, as I tend to freak out and think HOLY BALLS I HAVE ALL THE CANCERS...|||My bro Mactheknife is an INFP. We get along pretty well, even as little kids we got along. The worst he would do was pretend he was a dinosaur and chase me around the house until I admitted I was...|||A full day of people = 2-3 days alone.  A few hours with people = one nights sleep alone, maybe a quiet breakfast.|||OP, I'm right there with you but I'm a lady and 25.   Just keep your chin up and try and meet someone nice. :) Everyone else has great advice. Plus, with all your descriptors it sounds like you are...|||A catfish is someone who pretends to be someone they're not using Facebook or other social media to create false identities, particularly to pursue deceptive online romances. Did you hear how Dave...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjwofYhUJEM|||When my dog and cat are terrified of the thunder storms, I suddenly feel like I should be afraid as well. Maybe they know something I don't. ლ(ಠ_ಠ ლ）|||Don't be deceived by my delightful signature/avatar. :/|||I'm actually going through this thread in hopes of seeing a hobby that looks interesting.   Having fun is hard....|||( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)|||I keep praying for the same things, and it hasn't seemed to do me much good (at this particular moment anyway).  Maybe if others pray as well something will change.   I need a change, friends....|||I can't take this anymore And I'm almost pretty sure I've been here before I can't take this any longer I won't heal until I'm stronger Strong enough to not be afraid  -I Walk Alone by...|||It makes sense for me.  Moderator is a better way to look at it for me. Many times in my life when others are fighting, I was always the person to listen to both sides  of the story. Once both...|||For YEARS I tested as INTJ. Every time I took the test.  But, recently I took more in depth tests, filled out questionnaires and studied the type. Turns out I was INFJ all along.|||Coughed this morning and tree jizz came out of my mouth.  Pine trees, you win again this year.   *shakes fist at the pine trees*|||Getting the urge to pack up my camping gear and going on a road trip out west. I miss the outdoors.'