'Life is so surreal to me. I don't think at any point in my life did the idea of being alive sunk into me. When I look back at the things that happened in my life, all of my memories seem just like...|||Honestly I try my best to hide my emotions when in public. I've always been known to be a crybaby, so I don't want to see me make such a pathetic face.|||Body language, aura, and word choice. I can feel a person's energy or vibe.  For instance, when I saw my friend's new boyfriend for the first time, I had the feeling he was going to be trouble....|||Brooding Vigilant Virtuous Romance Sorrow Genuine Tenacious|||From my experience, it's almost impossible. I'm far too slow by modern standards. I like having romance come from a good friendship.  I've had one relationship that ended badly, although I was...|||The absurdity of life or when my friends suggest going to the movie theaters because they honestly have some questionable taste in movies and constantly make noises.|||I used to love blindly. Word of advice, if your gut tells you something then follow it. The heart can be easily fooled, but your intuition will not fail you.|||Me and my only friends are drifting apart. The sad thing is that I'm happy that it's happening. Lately I've been hanging out with them and I've been asking myself if I'm even enjoying it anymore. Of...|||I can get pretty damn mad, to the point where I can't control myself. I just have a primal urge to bash things with my fists and headbutt anybody. It'd honestly surprise people to see me act so...|||Doing a little drinking tonight!   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kraVwr0xzE0|||I just like the idea of being a tortured soul, primarily because I feel like one. Nothing makes me happier (ironic) than listening to some sad music. With happy and upbeat music, I can sense the...|||I hate having the sky high ups and the deep sea lows. When you're up, you feel like nothing can go wrong. When you're down, you feel like nothing can go right. I hate feeling like something is wrong...|||I don't really get it. I'm fine on my own, I can do anything for myself, and I'm used to doing everything alone. But some days, I just get waves of soul crushing loneliness that can linger for...|||Still Alive though|||So I'm sad and lonely. What did you expect from a guy like me?|||I'm drunk right now and I'm eating burnt popcorn.|||I think there is something wrong with me, like either physically or mentally. However, at the same time I also think I might just be overreacting.|||I'm horribly lonely.|||I made this one day and I took a picture of it.  46087|||Ted (2012) Rating: 7/10 INFP: 1/10  General comments: While I thought the story of the movie was pretty good, but the movie just wasn't that funny to me. It's still a good movie, it's still was...|||Being friend-zoned sucks, but if you keep yourself in the friend-zone mentality then it's really your fault. If you expressed your feelings to her and she doesn't feel the same way, there's nothing...|||I like cooking, but I'm absolutely terrible at it. I never liked the color pink, even as a kid. It's not that it's a girly color, but it just doesn't suit my personality.  I only cry in private...|||I've always liked spiders. They're just really simple creatures. I envy simple creatures, as all they have to do in life is to find food, stay alive, and breed.|||But I think all of those features are actually strengths. In fact, I wouldn't mind meeting more girls like that.|||While I don't hate all hipsters, I hate the majority of them. Nothing really frustrates me more than bandwagoners.|||Just be yourself and if that's not enough, be more of yourself.|||I crave long philosophical talks and debates amongst my fellow colleagues and comrades, but all I get is conversations about sex, school, and work. Sometimes I'd just like to interview each and every...|||The class is over. I'll miss her, but I know we weren't meant to be. Who knows if we ever meet again?|||Biology Final Exam|||The fear of exposing my deepest and darkest fears to outsiders.|||Generally I pick at their flaws in my head. If she dresses nice, I'd say that she'd probably way too high maintenance for a guy like me. If she wears makeup, I'd probably say that she has to dump...|||Good job, well done, nice work, I'm proud of you, you really are a good friend, I'm glad I fell in love with you, you've got a heart of gold|||I'm in sort of a weird situation right now. I really think this girl likes me, but she already told me that she liked this football player from Harvard. Apparently he approached her but they're not...|||Part of life is dealing with judgmental people. After being on the internet for so long, I'm not necessarily phased by how closed minded people can be sometimes. I'm particularly stubborn myself...|||I remember making friends with a girl back in high school. We became good friends and eventually she started calling me Pops. I think I'm very mature for my age due to the fact that I'm not really...|||When I was little, I had millions of imaginary friends. However, they were mainly a coping mechanism for the loneliness I felt as I had very few friends growing up. I never kept the same ones, they...|||Another late assignment|||I like pretty much all things classy. Especially women.|||I think if two individuals have feelings for each other and they both acknowledge it, then it is love. It's just a matter of the relationships that come with them. There are unhealthy relationships,...|||My mom hates my handwriting. First off, I've never learned how to hold a pencil properly. When I was little, I grasped the pencil in a very strange manner and my mom (who taught me how to write)...|||I got to hang out with my friends. It's been months since we've seen each other. I haven't hung out with anybody in what feels like centuries. However for some reason I felt lonelier in a pack of...|||I gotta say I'm more at home when it comes with hanging out with other bros. Female friends are alright, but I don't think there's any bond quite like bromance. I don't really understand girls all...|||Sometimes I argue about whether I really like a girl or not. It's almost always a yes, but I need a reason to talk myself out of taking any initiative because I know I'm most likely not going to...|||During lab, I got into my usual group. I don't really know them, it's the third time we've worked together. I'm reading off some of the instructions from the sheet and the guy at the other end of...|||I love Linkin Park. They were the band that got me started on music and they were the only band I liked for one point in time. I know they're not the best band in the world and their newer works...|||I play Battlefield Bad Company 2, Diablo 3, and League of Legends. I used to play Starcraft 2 but I find myself being completely terrible at RTS games because I can never keep up with resources,...|||It's my birthday today. I just turned 20. I'm not doing anything special tomorrow, unless an eye doctor appointment counts. I wonder who's going to be the first one to give me some happy birthday...|||I have been pursued before, but for all the wrong reasons. However, if a girl was truly interested in me because I was me and she asked me out, I'd at least humor her with a date.|||Number 33 always gets me. I spent my high school years trying to impress a girl who clearly wasn't interested and now I regret it. Sure, I'll laugh at how awkward and pathetic I was back then, but...|||Play visual novels and fall in love with 2d anime women.   Or just basically keep yourself so occupied that you can't think about how lonely you are.'