'I've been trying to let things go recently, especially people who I know for a fact aren't helping me grow or even really care for me. It's been pretty hard. I promised myself I would try to focus...|||Don't even know anymore. Somewhat numb, but still pretty gloomy and irritable. Yay for the combo.|||Someone to cuddle with and fall asleep next to.  Also, maybe feeling wanted/needed.|||I'm tired of meeting people who make me feel worthless. I get that I am sensitive and that might not be their intention but seriously what's up with meeting mostly assholes?? Like do you get off the...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsWDUvuF0Xc|||I wish I could just not give a fuck anymore and even feeling empty or numb would be better at this point. Everything is way too much for me to handle I feel so overwhelmed and there's nothing I can...|||I feel like I'm about to go completely crazy, if I'm not already...  I'm feeling everything at once and it's too much.|||Emotional stability. That's too much to ask for, isn't it?|||I don't feel like I'm the same person at all. I feel I've changed a lot and I'm still adjusting to who I've become.|||English and French, I'm bilingual. Romanian since both of my parents were born in Romania and taught my sister and I. Spanish, four years of high school although I'm pretty rusty. I understand...|||I think sometimes people forget how important it is to have that one person around you that says GO FOR IT. Especially for someone who has the tendency to be selfless or scared of disappointing...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gf1h2PMPCAo|||You know what's sad?   Realizing that even miles away from home, no matter where I go I still live my life for someone other than myself. Always waiting for a future to come, living for that...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wzy2-uyCyFc|||I'm finally in Japan, my life long dream and I miss home...how pathetic. I feel so disappointed in myself. I can't seem to do anything right, can't seem to be that person I aspire to become. It's...|||I'm tired of disappointing myself...and yet I keep doing it.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chFmFpTc21s|||Please don't forget about this thread, I'm looking forward to your analysis! XD|||Personal change and.....MONEYYYYYYYY.|||Sometimes I briefly get that crazy feeling where I feel capable of anything, where I feel like soaring through the clouds and running barefoot on dewy grass, where I feel powerful and alive. I wish...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jpz_gUyImhw|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMgO235XsEw|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYJ3aasdMw8|||In that case feel free to pm me if you feel like talking. There are few things that feel worse than not having anyone to talk to when you really need a listening ear or actual help.|||Hang in there :frustrating:!! Things aren't always easy (rarely in fact :dry:), but they can't remain shitty forever... Stay strong. Sometimes little things can help enormously; try listening to...|||So I've realized recently that my productivity increases tenfold when I just stop caring or detach myself from things, but then at the same time I find it creates such a feeling of emptiness. I...|||My stupid space bar doesn't always work for some reason and it's pissing me off -.-.   Well ok, it might be because I jumped on my bed forgetting my laptop was there and kneed it XD......|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=77VqzpvE1zg|||All. The. Time. Seriously it's like a disease in my case... can't get rid of it. Most people can get it done before the deadline though, but not even a deadline proves to be enough for me. And trust...|||When people constantly ask you you're quiet, aren't you?...  When you space out a lot and imagine all sorts of scenarios.  When you procrastinate to no end.|||I'm building an empire of boogers....or so I was thinking while blowing my nose the umpteenth time. I think the whole empire imagery was just so I could feel better about having my cold :sad: I still...|||Someone tell me it gets better....|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dC4bHlNCr4|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwHy3U0-eqc|||How many languages can you speak/have you learned? I can speak four: English, French, Romanian and Spanish  Do you like learning languages? Yes, I love learning new languages although it can seem...|||So recently I bought Sia's new album as well as Tegan and Sara's and got a discount on a few CDs from which I picked one of Bjork's first albums, Post. I feel like I hadn't gotten anything for myself...|||I fell in love with Spirited Away when I first saw it, but now I like it a little less for some reason.   Those special to me are Kiki's Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke, Nausicaa and Howl's...|||True kindness isnx92t something wex92re born with. Itx92s something we had to work on. -Natsuki Takaya (character Kyoko Honda, Fruits Basket)|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DunbXL_N56E|||Negative rant alert.:shocked::shocked::shocked:  I am so screwed right now...I have an essay to finish (in max two hours) which is already late, so I'll have 12% docked from the grade. If that's...|||I feel this is stupid...but I kinda was hoping to get flowers on Valentine's...:sad:.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uZlvKXnYU4|||I haven't really expressed myself in a long time and my journal remains on my bed table accumulating dust. I don't know why I get like this, but it feels like I'm running away from my own thoughts...|||http://i61.tinypic.com/hs04ed.jpg|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fPWcmF0qrrw|||So I recieved these awesome headphones for Christmas and it's so amazing. I thought I was fine with my earphones...but now I think I can never go back, I just feel like this is a whole new world I...|||Note to self: Do NOT write to people you've already decided to cut out of your life...  Seriously, why do I have so much trouble burning bridges and sticking to it -.-? Sigh.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=db9Ap9MaafQ|||Feeling real shitty... As if my heart was made of lead and would drag me to the bottom of the ocean. I can't entirely explain why.|||Nothing feels right right now...'