I feel such dysphoria in such that I don't want to head out the door today.  :sad:  I am coming out the closet to you guys. I am gender fluid.   I am having one of my guy days, and I don't have a...|||Well, that is a generous offer. I will look into it. :cool:|||So.... this is all very cute and adorable. That's all for now.  *grabs the popcorn*  :kitteh:|||I don't like how I am on the fringes of social things. I really don't. I want to hang out with my friends. What's keeping me back is school work.   I am doing really well in school right now. Out...|||I am going without music today. This sucks. :dry:|||My back has been giving me issues and pain, especially when I bend my neck forward.   What gives? I had to cancel a date because of back pain. :dry: (I want the pain to go away.)|||I don't like how I want attention. Yet at the same time, I want to be left alone. I am working on being fine on my own, but I still have the urge to constantly text someone.|||I would not mind writing some INFP erotica for the purpose. Actually, count me in. :cool:|||I am mildly obsessed with Boston, MA. What is so great about Boston?  I never seen Boston, but I been in the east coast. (I live in California.) There is something about the east coast that I miss...|||I am managing my emotions better now.  I saw my ex with a new girl this past weekend. I am friends to the both of them, and it was the inevitable. Instead of storming out and making a scene, which...|||She enjoys my company. There is no doubt about it. But, there's not much I can do when she is straight and I am female. I know it's a lost cause since the beginning. But, I still haven't stop feeling...|||Is this love?  Every time I talk to her, I feel something. Like how she laughs or how she swoon over her latest obsession. It's that something. I can't shake it off. Even after three or so years of...|||Why can't I just find a simple guy from school and run away with him as the love as my life? A guy that's interesting enough to tickle my fancy, yet simple enough to be comfortable in that...|||I am starting to feel serious emotions towards someone. And that is scaring me very very very much. I cannot stand being this vulnerable.|||I have a crush on you. There is no denying it, now that I think of it.   But, what about you?  You always respond back to my texts. We have light and cheerful conversations about anything. (We...|||For once, being totally alone in my house is making me uncomfortable.|||We can't get enough of each other, however we are in a polygamous relationship. She welcomes everyone in. I get kicked out to the couch sometimes.|||There are days where I want a total disconnection to my feelings. These are one of those days.|||Lurking on these INFP's threads make me feel less and less of my own kind. I don't feel like I belong anywhere. Not even with people that share the same personalities.|||I don't know how to deal with someone loving me, while I can't reciprocate.   This is my first time. It always been the other way around.|||Day of Silence http://i598.photobucket.com/albums/tt61/PoetOfDreamsJMT/087.jpg|||Stranger: Salutations, sir! Have you recently experienced any notable situations worthy of discussion or regaling? You: bacon? You: not so far You: looking for someone Stranger: funny shit. me...|||I don't look attractive.|||http://i598.photobucket.com/albums/tt61/PoetOfDreamsJMT/DSCN0029.jpg|||Sometimes my body and mind do funny things. Like being horny on campus.|||Maybe one day I'll go for something like this: http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhmbadMOjN1qfskugo1_500.jpg|||I confess that ever since the forum have upgraded, I find it harder to be around here. I like simple forums format.|||Playground  Scholastic philosophers of history past Socrates, Shakesperes, St. Thomas Aquinas, Martin Luther King Jr. Spend lifetimes creating iconic movements Progressive for his time which...|||http://i598.photobucket.com/albums/tt61/PoetOfDreamsJMT/myloveisspecial.jpg|||This took me away. I am seriously in awe.|||Rereading my poems from months ago brings back memories. It also reminded me that I have a skill for poetry. Or is it just me...|||What you need to know about Tumblr   A funny post.|||Here is mine: living from within  Warning: filled with crazy randomness with original poems sprinkled here and there|||I just started today.... and I can post a bunch of random stuff. I am having the intention to write poems and post them here. (If I get around to it.)   living from within  Follow me?|||I found an IXFP.  I am happy.|||Looking at Facebook full of statuses and picture of Halloween parties, I feel distant from everyone. How many of my friends on Facebook do I even have regular contact with? Why can't I just delete...|||So I am bisexual. I like this girl ever since forever. A couple of my friends knows about this. My crush knows about this as well.    So a group of us hung out today to go to a haunted house/corn...|||After a night of insomnia, I sent this to him via facebook message :  I couldn't sleep. I lay in bed and realized how cold and lonely I am.  I miss your cuddling, your body, how your's forms...|||The guilt is too great. My self sabotage plan have ruined my current life. I hate myself.|||Name a famous person you don't like. Miley Cyrus   What was the last thing you bought? I brought gas. The only thing I can now-a-days.  Name a condiment that is NOT: ketchup, mustard, relish,...|||I feel terrible for giving wrong signals to someone who is potentially a good friend online. Now that we agree to never chat again... I wonder if my chatting skills are mediocre.|||What's wrong with me? I been thinking more of my fantasies of having a lesbian relationship rather than reminiscing on my adventures with my boyfriend. I feel like a guy when I think about being with...|||I am all for it.|||I am attracted to such a controlling people like yourselves. I find it very hot and sexy.|||One last confession before I hide back into my lurker status: I have have a crush on both Lad and rowingineden. *blushes*|||My boyfriend and I have discussed threesomes. He is all for it. I, on the other hand, would feel bad about it. I wouldn't want the other girl to feel like trash or useless.|||I confess that I am more attracted to females than males. Like my attraction rate is 80% female and 20% males. I am having numerous lesbian fantasies as of lately. I am uncomfortable about it because...|||I want to join the group hugs.|||While driving, you only get back to the road/reality when people honk at you .  :dry:  (almost always get into accidents daily)|||OK i don't fit the INFP stereotype. I loved math. I always liked it since forever. I hated English. My writing never could get to the point.  Overall, I am a bad student grade-wise.