'You're entitled to jack shit, emotions are earned. By hard work and sweat blood and shit.  What a slut.  Wanna do it with me? I'm pretty good at it.|||Jesus Christ calm down it was only a joke.|||Only a truly evil person would roll a joint for a kid and put it in their avatar like it was something to brag about.  Nice try, but you're fooling no one.|||I love you, you fucking asshole.|||This is offensive on so many levels.|||I can be pretty competitive if I wanna. Only thing I suck at most everything.|||I wanna die in the town's water supply. I wanna lie there for days. Rotting. Dissolving. I'd get to share my body with everyone.  I'm sure they would all enjoy ingesting my bodily fluids.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ulay2FvUEd8|||Dunno about non-morbid.|||Infrared|||Self-loathing Been heavily tickling my insecurities for the last six hours or so.|||this thread makes me wanna cut off my dick|||Yeah I think so too, but I don't really have anyone I can fully confide in.|||I'm so egocentric, I'm tempted to say INFP|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYBgTVnlsG0|||I only have this, which I printed out.  https://www.ibiblio.org/wm/paint/auth/redon/redon.cyclops.jpg  It's pretty empty besides that.|||I do have some strengths I guess, but they hardly benefit me in a social context.  The only way I can view myself as equally important is by going full nihilist, rendering everyone equally...|||What's one of your most awkward moments?|||Tomoko Kuroki from Watamote. Tatsuhiro Satou from Welcome to the N.H.K.  They're the only characters that I feel come close to my level of social awkwardness. It's weird how I can't think of any...|||The inside of the cupboards in my grandmother's attic.|||Guardians of the Galaxy - Most overhyped piece of shit since Avatar, only thing Avatar is a masterpiece compared to this  Blue Velvet - Am I supposed to care about these characters? Am I supposed...|||The general community seems obnoxious, but there are some neat blogs in there.|||Because, when I enter the room everyone else get to feel confident and manly in comparison... I thought it'd make a nice contribution to the benefit of mankind. My purpose in life and so.  Well, by...|||I'm struggling to accept most people I meet will never respect me and always look down on me.  Being a wimp sucks.|||People.  They can't be trusted.|||And I get physically sick of people who would want this endless cycle of suffering and general horribleness to continue for the sake of their own personal enjoyment.|||As I see it, the good things in the world don't make up for the bad things. In other words, if the world was destroyed, reduced to nothingness, it would be an improvement. If I could, I would....|||Yes.  Got no self-esteem to lean back on, to distance myself. Don't have much confidence in the things I do.  Also, I focus so much on the negatives, one single nitpick can render everything...|||I was, for a while, before life turned bad.  I always had an easy time learning things, but my fear of failing probably played a significant part as well.|||Wouldn't really say I find them funny. Pleasurable sometimes (but at the same time unpleasant in ways). Appealing yes.  I guess it's not the healthiest of pasttimes, but I don't really prioritize...|||I try not to let it. I consider watching videos rather harmless, what I feel really bad about is the few instances I've slipped up irl.  Not going into detail, but I figure most people would...|||I don't know, it just kinda happens sometimes. I got no excuse.|||Eh, I don't know, maybe. I've never seen myself as one. I don't really act the way you would expect a sociopath to do, 99,9% of the time. I consider myself a huge softie really.  But maybe I'm...|||Nope, I usually feel really bad at the same time. However sometimes I think I detach, sort of. I think I might have some kind of Jekyll/Hyde thing going on.|||I like thinking about myself getting emotionally devastated in all sorts of ways, but I'm gonna go with sadist since my sadistic fantasies tend to be in the more extreme end.  I can get a real kick...|||Is it because it'll cause them to overlook nice guys, so to speak? I don't know, I don't think I have much common sense.|||I probably like dandelions the most.  http://www.gschmidt.se/Roro/Roros_flora/M/Maskros/Maskros.jpg|||I don't understand.|||Root:         under-active       (-81%) Sacral:under-active(-38%) Navel:under-active(-62%) Heart:under-active(-12%) Throat:open            (25%) Third Eye:open                (31%)...|||Slightly oversized T-shirt + sweatpants is my favorite.  My aunt loves buying old clothes from flea markets and thrift stores and such, to sell on the internet. The clothes people won't buy she...|||It kinda varies in intensity, it gets pretty bad every half a year or so.  But it never seems to stop.|||Depressed Lonely Neurotic Intelligent Creative|||I kind of hate the entirety of humanity. That's pretty impersonal though.  The only people I hate on a personal level are the ones who bullied me back in school. It's been a while now, but I hate...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4-6qJzeb3A|||I'm guilty of this.  If I'm not in the mood for talking (which is pretty much all the time) I tend to postpone replying, since it feels more like a chore than anything else. It feels so pointless...|||Chaotic neutral. Though last time i think i got true neutral.|||Artstation|||I can't see My eyes are in the way I can't reach Reality is at an awkward angle I can't go Nowhere is everywhere|||I've heard stories.|||Thanks! I like yours too!'