'Two things.  1. I want to leave planet Earth and live on another planet to escape all the bad crap in the world like evil dictators and society.  2. I get really pissed when I find out that I...|||I'm 19. I'll be 20 this year. I feel like this is when I'm starting to buckle down and be like ok time to face reality and get shit done. I'm gonna apply for a job this spring and then maybe in a...|||Wow I have not been here in forever. lol. But I completely relate to this. I'd love to just drop out of bullshit society. Sometimes I wonder if that feeling will ever go away. Not that I want it to....|||Night owl. It's quiet and no one else is awake. I like being up when everyone else is sleeping.|||I've never done it but I'm quite curious. lol.|||I do the same thing. I get so obsessed and then it fades away. Doesn't go away entirely. I just appreciate it and put it on the metaphorical shelf next to my other past obsessions.   And it's...|||My friends say that I talk with my eyebrows. lol.|||I'm always suspicious when someone attractive flirts with me, which isn't very often. It's flattering, though. And if I do get straight up offers, it's from guys I don't find attractive at all. I...|||Kind of weird. I also had a lot of male friends. I loved reading books and writing stories. I loved the library and I still do. lol.|||Yeah I can be kind of paranoid at times.|||I like the energy of parties. I kinda just like to sit back and watch them.  It's hard to do what you described at a party where people are trying to have fun. Maybe a calm little get together...|||An INFP at a party? I've never been drunk but I think I'd probably just fall asleep if I was. -_-  I don't go to many parties but when I do, I tend to sit somewhere and talk to either 1 person the...|||LOL yeah. I'm just so awkward with flirting. I'm like uh...I like your shirt. I have no game. But I try to do those things. I've straight up asked a guy out on a date once and he said yes. I...|||I haven't, really. lol.  I've been flirted with from time to time. A guy said that my eyes were pretty. But other than that, I have like no confidence, even though I've been told I'm cute. I just...|||Yeah I do that, too. I tend to be better with one on one.   I don't like going places with my friends in groups. I end up feeling awkward and kind of in the background.|||LOL. Sounds like something I would do. It's actually something I have done.  I suppose in related news, I had a small conversation that was longer than the ones I've had before with this guy I like...|||Oh and if you're interested, here's some YouTube channels that talk about atheism.  YouTube - TheraminTrees's Channel YouTube - TheThinkingAtheist's Channel YouTube - QualiaSoup's Channel ...|||I think that if you're already at this point, after a little more thinking you'll eventually let go of that.|||Yeah. I used to be really fearful of God and going to hell but as I've gotten older, I've become more atheistic.|||lol same. And yes, it doesn't work in college. My schedule of classes now lets me procrastinate but my first year was a huge wakeup call.   I know what you mean by glass window.   I was the same...|||It's part of it, but I know that not all religious people are the same. The bad ones just make the news. But it's not the only reason. But I try not to discuss it because I'd rather leave it at I...|||Nope. I'm not religious. I used to go to church classes once a week when I was younger but I'm not much of a believer.|||Kind of loner-ish, even though I had friends. They were mostly nerds, goths, punks, anime lovers, theater club kids and generally odd people. We hung out in the library and talked about how school...|||I definitely live inside of my own head. I think everyone's already said it all.|||hmmm. Well lately I've been really into SHINee so I'd have to say them.  Particularly Jonghyun (and Minho). http://imgur.com/JHa84.jpg  River Phoenix.   http://imgur.com/o4h62.jpg  I'm not...|||I definitely know what you mean.|||It took a while. I'm more bitter at that person rather than the entire human race, though. I'm depressed about the human race for other reasons. lol.|||I suppose I see what you mean. I think about getting revenge sometimes. Obviously I would never do it. And I can understand the feeling alive stuff.|||I tend to see movie ideas. Like I'll come up with a plot and how it would look and feel. I don't know why I didn't get into film making.|||I can stand up for other people but it's hard standing up for me. Sometimes I can, though.   There was a time where I was in a relationship...ish thing and it was kind of emotionally abusive and I...|||I've had moments like that. Sometimes I get into this outside looking in mode and it's either depressing or like what you described.|||Yeah sometimes I think I'm invisible to other people. I'm just not a talker and I like spending time alone and people don't get to know me unless I've known them a while or they can bring it out.|||I think we tend to be in places where you would have a hard time finding us.|||I can't even remember if I replied to this. lol. But yeah. I'd say so.|||Indeed. lol.  One of the more recent weird ones I can remember was one where I was walking up to a house that looked like Courage the Cowardly Dog's house in the middle of nowhere. The people there...|||Well I think that when you try hard to be anti-whatever is popular, you just end up losing your individuality/denying who you are. If it becomes popular, just consider yourself a trendsetter. lol....|||Just be yourself. If you like flannel, wear it.|||I suppose. But I don't put those down under the past employers section.|||Ugh. I need a job. I've applied to a few places but it's frustrating when my parents bug me about it. It's not easy getting one nowadays. Especially if your only working experiences are volunteer...|||I feel like Tommy is more extroverted.|||lol sounds like me. And my major is Liberal Arts. I can't quite pick one thing I want to do, but I think I might end up doing Art Therapy.|||I would be kind of insulted if someone called me a hipster, tbh. I suppose I'm kind of a hippie, though. My friend's boyfriend said I wasn't a hippie because he doesn't think I'm very go with the...|||lol why? Is it too feminine? :tongue:|||I probably come off as boring since I don't talk much.|||I suppose my bedroom. I already know what I want my future apartment/house to look like, too. Ideally, it would have some hideout spaces.|||Do you think that maybe you're bipolar? But maybe it's not severe enough.  Although this can happen to me, too. It kinda sucks. I have really high periods and really low periods. I don't think it...|||I have a Scorpio rising but I do have an Aquarius moon.|||LOL I get this. I think it's just because I'm like 4'9.|||I'd say fall.|||Ugh. I hate talking on the phone. And I don't like when people Facebook message me. And I usually keep myself offline, too. I don't hate any of my friends, obviously. I just don't like to chat.  I...'