'http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4Cmvyi9jQ0|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6nrdCDG-zo|||I can't stress what a struggle this has been for me, and it still is. I have wasted 4 years of my life doing absolutely nothing but over thinking everything. I wish I'd just decided on something and...|||Heh, even I wouldn't date myself!  I'm like the most boring person alive...|||It really sucks being alone! I have never really cared about love, my inexperience with dating, or the fact that I have always been single... But now it suddenly hit. It is like I've finally realized...|||I feel braindead. I spent the whole day staring blankly at whatever lay before me, and/or sleeping... I couldn't get myself to do anything, even though I had so much to do. I hope this doesn't...|||http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbmzkimbsb1rd97x1o2_250.gif|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Y3lenYptZo&feature=related|||Oh...   ._. I thought I was the only one with this problem, and I was not wanted here anymore... So this was PerC's way of kicking me out.|||Border Collie  The Achiever  You've heard about this second-place ribbon thing, but really don’t ever plan on getting one. Not a chance. Highly competitive, you keep one eye on the Best in Show...|||What am I doing with my life? Seriously.|||I feel detached from the world again, it wont be long 'til I shut myself in again.... I swear the same thing has been happening for last 4 years now. How do I put an end to it? I want some guidance,...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtOKYXYStmU|||Lonely.....|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0J7Zx-F1uA|||You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Question to discuss: What would Broda say? Broda = Bro Yoda You: Hello, I'm a man cow Stranger: Hello man cow Stranger: I'm Stranger: a...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0J7Zx-F1uA&list=PLB5DBDE2662F1793D&index=58&feature=plpp_video|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYS-MCYbIlY|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRCBy8hrOIM|||http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lupua79pv81r0teido1_400.jpg  This cycle is endless for me... Will I ever learn?|||http://collider.com/wp-content/uploads/we-need-to-talk-about-kevin-movie-poster-03.jpg|||It seems like I am more concerned about losing my possessions, if I were to commit suicide, rather than my family or friends. I keep thinking NO! I can't kill myself! I bought this and that... I...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPmX-K7eadM|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rltMQ8IDVA0  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaXslpx3MWY&list=PLCAC85E8533903C61&index=43&feature=plpp_video  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSKRffDyWog ...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YiHSYS4O1TU|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VisKkedFZjw  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKiXGXpxZYI|||Trying to decorate the Christmas tree, but I keep getting distracted....|||I'm scared of losing my innocence (I don't mean my virginity-.-')... I'm scared of moving forward, and stepping into the cruel reality of adulthood. Technically, I'm already an adult... But, I still...|||http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lk9651RTdz1qzkfbpo1_500.jpg|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCYY2WLzi8Q&feature=feedu|||I wish I could escape... or just disappear. Forever!|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQTUCIU8nVQ|||I think I'll skip school tomorrow, too... It has been two weeks now anyways...|||I have avoided writing anything in any of the threads here because I feel really stupid whenever I (try to) write something... I spend hours trying to express my thoughts and feelings, and do my best...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WAUdsKAkeK0|||http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltauz1mRYV1r3gl3go1_500.png|||Day wasted sleeping...|||http://cdn.someecards.com/someecards/usercards/1318963036593_9464799.png|||http://data.whicdn.com/images/16041286/tumblr_lszh765dfm1qm82pqo1_500_large.jpg|||http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6163/6164828634_29e3e79ba2.jpg|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zU4Mj9dpUI&feature=feedu|||Hopeless and lifeless. I feel like giving up (actually, I have already given up) on school, my future, and life altogether. Now, all is left to do is sit and wait for death.|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU7GoCKSQfg  Hated the song at first, but now I'm kind of addicted....  Always happens with me when listening to Marina... :/|||http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltwupuiR351r5wqsjo1_400.jpg|||http://data.whicdn.com/images/16768455/rage-comics-ashley-v_large.jpg http://data.whicdn.com/images/15951411/302034_171971096221586_100002260907440_360877_1178349470_n_large.jpg...|||http://data.whicdn.com/images/4450929/tumblr_l63vy7aKk41qb5cdmo1_500_large.jpg|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=It8sK155fnY&feature=feedu|||http://img.batoto.com/comics/2011/10/13/t/read4e968485c6e1e/tC_ToG_67_00.gif|||...When you spend more time talking to the mirror than actual people.   Maybe that is just me, but I spend hours in the bathroom in front of the mirror making up conversations, imagining myself...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N701JYnjaMs  Words are not enough to describe how much I love this man and his music!'