Skeet|||Restless. Going for a drive around midnight or one in the A.M.|||leers|||solos|||People *can* be kind of dumb... but I include myself in this collective so.. I'm ambivalent.|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOIsYA1QDuk|||slips|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dWksD1T5lE|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Jn5GfVRLxg|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weV58GmFURo|||I honestly couldn't be bothered to learn breathing techniques or meditation. I've tried before and my mind won't be stilled, the time to use them hardly come around anymore as I'm for the most part...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bogs_TS3qCY|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4NQEBDFO2o|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klX5S35YDEI|||cider|||pudgy|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDenKUWgwiE|||WHen I drink I only want to be surrounded by animals until they wish to leave, otherwise submerged in music.  I love drinking. I love to give in to the tumult.  Unfortunately, living with my...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FloEPkPjK1Y|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvNq4hdfSpk|||Astoundingly ___ & frayed, dissatisfied as I make the attempt to break the cycle.   rly wish i hadn't run at of refills for the meds. rly rly wish i hadn't need of them.|||Tree of Savior.  Nice nostalgic feel to it, so far I'm enjoying myself.. until it loses my attention which is inevitable with mmo's.  Also Brawlhalla c:|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Udg6bC1svnQ|||Requesting name change, to: QueCueYew ,, pls and ty|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1ldDtvqwig|||https://youtu.be/Jr1kLqhZEzY|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zQQp_Fvn0k    https://youtu.be/wSRa5yL1g_k|||lovesick, fog brain, useless and blind to opportunity.  b-o-r-e-d, dissatisfied with life, my place / role in it, conduct, being.  empty, listless, restless. hopeful, despairing melancholy of...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cP8nBkyylJU|||https://youtu.be/d_LrDmgO0Sk|||As a baby I were ridiculously cute, and also a cry baby. Such it is growing up my paternal Grandmother donned me 'Baby Andy'. I'm named after my father and my father's father so that had something...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gqXdU1IK2JI|||https://youtu.be/2pRKfaqmuT8|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8k638Jkncc|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0nmU37ntsM  one of d'em nights.|||Stoned With You|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Lk3NFWw9Fg   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uBgb91Y2Pe0|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RWH2hY3eGk&index=52&list=LLSUH0TMPrZ1TICW0M-NMNRQ|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOikumLxkXg|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnmeCGHkX-8&t=39s   Dunno how widely known it is? Great album nonetheless.|||wishing i were at the ward or had something more potent than 10mg of abilify.  cannot wait for my appointment to get here.  i shirked it off for so long, this cataclysmic crash were long coming....|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EwkDZvb8HgA|||706098706106706122706130     II.   Needless to say I'm not proud of my uh.  Forum picture posting prowess.. however, there it be.|||706058706066706074706082706090     Assorted pics over the course of 2 weeks.|||follow up.  i loved my job too spite it being nothing to write home on. i were the maintenence dude at a pilot. cleaning showers, lot sweeping, restroom duty, mopping, changing out gas nozzles,...|||a lot. a lot has happened.  went back down to see her. she kicked me out two more times. i left the third time. 4 strikes ehhhhhhh. heh.  got a job the day before she kicked me out. she...|||v sick mentally, on the doorstep of despair.  moved back home after sleeping in my car for two weeks holding down a job. this latest episode of life shown how low i've sunk, and she revealed how...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IG93LQ16POc|||tread|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VPnsoPmHkw