'=/. most of the time I spend fighting myself, can't even think about fighting to get my thought across to someone else. I'm pretty agreeable... and well meek if you mean timid (and not just cause I'm...|||LOL. ya, I agree but as an ASIAN, my parents do not understand a thing about my healths and concerns. My mom can get super worried over a small physical wound, but when I'm so messed up and stressed,...|||I hate the work and the tests, but the weird thing is I expect myself to do it :P. I must be crazy, but it's something that is in my own expectations. I'm sure there will be days where I regret it,...|||@ Lad Thanks so much! It's weird I cycle through positive and negative emotions but I'm not bipolar, but currently pretty happy? I guess I'm choosing to deal with this myself, cause honestly, even...|||I have for a while been getting reoccurring suicidal thoughts, that mainly have to do with me being highly neurotic and forcing myself to do well academically in school. With my personality it's hard...|||ya, I live just to live too. I want to see the end.|||Usually I can only think of the disadvantages, but I never would want to be anyone else. One of the best traits that I think many people are missing out on are: compassion (general kindness, and an...|||Lol sounds like Holden in Catcher in the Rye. But ya, I love both children and animals. My friends thinks its kinda creepy in a joking manner, but I really do love to hang around kids, both because I...|||hmm? I do this to my AIM statuses, when I realize the writing's too deep for my friends and I don't want them to judge me. But in this forum, I write freely and with great confidence :crazy:...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GDG6108SLsE&feature=related rest in peace casey Long live post-hardcore|||I use to be a diehard Christian till one day I'm like.. There's all these wonderful people in the world that aren't Christian, does it make sense that God would just condemn them even though he's...|||forced to stay up from homework, forced to wake up in the morning. I DONT GET A CHOICE -sob-|||Attempt to talk and walk physically closer. If it fails, go home and pity myself lol. For the most part, I try to make the efforts, but give up very easily. I try to look at her as much as I can...|||Seems like all my older friends are the ones that I just say hi, how are you kinda chit chat. recently I was able to find some of the greatest ppl on earth, whom I can trust enough to spill all my...|||you mad bro those and anyone who thinks that just cause I'm a bit irritated= pissed? That's when I really start to really fume :angry:|||a friend: how come you look so sad . Never have an answer for this I swear|||It seems like everything I'm interested and actually research, is never an assignment =/. If I have to research, I usually research the bare minimum unless I have a lot of time and want to make it...|||Empty, with this pressure squeezing my chest|||Truth. Real truth, not fabricated nonsense that the capabilities of human logic and reasoning can provide. Something that could never waver.|||anything from thinking about what could have been, feeling other people's pain, to watching a termite try so hard to fly with a broken wing and suddenly die :sad:|||HAHA, I would never tell anyone to go F' themselves! I geniunely love people, and I thank you for what you have to say. I try to gather as many people's perspectives as I can and I really appreciate...|||UGH.. If she wants help, just be the person that would be there for her if she does ask! Don't bug her... Cause I cut and I heck wouldn't want someone bugging into thinking I need their help, even if...|||Augh! I hate it when people call me weird :mellow: I just move along and do what I do >:P. It's not unusual for someone to feel alienated and socially akward! You just need to find the right friends...|||If I found my perfection, then of course! I would love to have a daughter and even picked out a name for her already!  And I'm only 15 haha|||WOW that was awsome!|||I always think that I'm right, but doesn't everybody? :confused: I mean what is considered right or wrong is all just popular opinion. I guess that's where doubt kicks in. I never tell people D: Even...|||I can deal with my own sweet happiness, but something inside won't let me add to anyone else's happiness. I'm just not worth it all of the sudden :sad: I'm at my best when I listen to music, stare...|||You lose that fragile connection that took so long to build. :sad: Ah. Loneliness? I'm getting sick of it. But I don't want to pity myself either.|||I disgust myself, but I would do anything to help. And to help people wth their problems. Sharing own personal experiences and thoughts is a lot better than , It's okay! everything's gonna be...|||Avert my eyes from ALL people.. When I get angry, I shut off from everyone. Which makes me have a bad rest of the day... Like some guy poked holes in my water today and it spilled all over my notes...|||It may be the stress. You should probably go to a pychiatrist and have them prescribe you something? Maybe a placebo would help. Probably stress!! Take a nice nap under a tree and see it if helps...|||Be who you are!! It's only your low self esteem. The people who discourage you don't know any better. Don't think you are a failure, there's more to you than that. I am SURE.|||I always wanted a tatoo, but I'll decide whether I have it or not once I get a girlfriend :laughing:. Psh that will take a while If I do, Probably on my shoulder with an ocean between us I'm sure...|||Yellowcard, Secondhand Serenade, Threat Signal, Soilwork, Sonic Syndicate, Raised Fist The Band, Trivium, Killswitch Engage, Five Finger Death Punch, Boys Like Girls, All That Remains, Breaking...|||Bend like the grass, so that you do not break  Accept society, and embrace yourself.|||Pisces :crazy:|||Ozzy Osbourne's The Dreamer for right now!  No song has ever been able to hit me on the mark, though each song has made quite the impression on different aspects/times of my life.|||stop being so greedy for once, don't you think about anyone other than yourself?!|||I forgot how to cry, just waiting for something to make me remember. I tear up a lot to good songs and lonely times though. =/|||Alternative= YES Rock= YES Metal= YES Techno/trance= YES Classical= YES  Any other music that I am too prejudiced to listen to that would sound good to me!= YES  My personal favorite genres...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxCOew_gbCc&feature=related Metal is way too underrated :P Anyways I LOVE METAL, AND AS I LAY DYING!|||The good?  Well I speak for myself on this. I find myself to be EXTREMELY loyal? Extremely prone to helping and putting others before myself. Honest. Ummm some other stuff :blushed: The bad? SUPER...|||It's not that I like highschool right now, it's just that I'm sick of all the people around me. It'd be nice to interact with a new set of people, for good or bad. AND YES, I agree! I have like met...|||I think the only life I have the right to take is my own. THOUGH, now that you mention it. I do sometimes imagine myself hurting and causing immense pain on others, or vice versa. I can make up...|||I think I trust people too much D:  Especially the people whom I call my friends. The problem is even when they hurt me really badly such as one time, some of my close friends thought it would be...|||There's always room for you, inside my dying heart.  I was never the epitome of good, I never got that far. To say the words I needed to say, it comes to me as indifference. Always hoping for that...|||Um for me, I'd say it's impossible to describe myself, which in a sense is a characteristic in itself. I'm  in highschool and I would say I am fairly sociable with people I know, constantly smiling...|||Mmm ,ya :mellow:. I usually copy some peoples tones when they say I line I find to be enjoyable. So yes definitely, I copy those whom I find admirable or funny in some way. And bout the accents....|||Oh definitely haha. I sing a lot in my house and my family knows that, BUT I NEVER EVER sing in front of other people! And yes, music is definitely a huge part of my life! I always have songs in my...|||Oh btw, I forgot to include Shakespeare's famous line: Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything... (from seven ages of man). Basically when one dies, one loses all senses. But if you...'