'It's all so confusing! Good to know I'm not the only one going through this. All I know is, I'm not interested in guys romantically, I don't want a life with a man. I wish it was clearer and easier,...|||Thank you! I talked about it openly with my best friends today, it was weird how natural and not-a-big-deal it was. Although I knew they were gonna be understanding and nice about it, we've known...|||You guys, I've come to the realization that I'm probably not hetero. Oh my. It's weird. But lovely. For the longest time I've felt bad and guilty for not being interested in relationships, but also...|||I feel like Finland probably has less art schools than some other countries, these options sound wonderful, but I'm not sure we have all those here separately :( In the art school that I mentioned...|||I'm glad my elfhood (lol) is accepted and even embraced here. Some might discriminate against elves, but not you guys.   (Not to turn the conversation to Finland again, but fun fact, there are...|||I feel pretty similarly, I love drawing things that have stories and like combining words with pictures. I'm much worse with aesthetics and drawing pretty stuff. Plus I'm so bad at completing stuff,...|||:witch: <-pinaattitonttu flying to take part whenever someone mentions Finland  Oh no, I think I'm late, you already ended your conversation. And I was flying so fast too!    (I still feel...|||I made a life resolution yesterday. Not a new year's resolution, I've never been a fan of those so I never make any (I mean one time I promised myself I would try more ice cream flavours, that one...|||Actually, I think he's just a regular crossbred cat, I adopted him for free from a family who couldn't look after him. His colouring is really similar though! Maybe he's related to one :)|||Thanks. Well, who knows. If it ever comes off you can try it on.    He's called Toivo, it's Finnish for hope.    *smiling innocently, trying to contain the evil laughter bubbling inside*...|||627570 The face that's currently attached to my head.   627578 627586 627594  The cat that's currently attached to my lap. (Seriously, why does he always sleep in the weirdest positions? These...|||People (not just my friends, also strangers) have treated me so kindly lately, it makes me wonder what I've done to deserve it. If karma is real, maybe they're finally paying me for saving all those...|||Haha, I can honestly say it has never caused any confusion in my life, it had never even occured to me that it would be somehow important to establish the person's gender in the sentence before I...|||Yeah it would make sense, but I don't really mind what you call me! :laughing: And no, it doesn't change, we don't really have that in the Finnish language, we don't have gendered pronouns either,...|||Well, pinaatti makes the most sense, as it's the whole word. If you wanted to break pinaatti into syllables, it would be pi-naat-ti. Not pina-atti. So it's kind of hilarious to me that everyone's...|||Thank you for your incredibly kind words! Sorry it took me so long to reply. It really did feel like losing a dear family member, because that's how I see my pets. I don't understand how some people...|||Hello old friend!! Nice to see you again. :proud:  And sorry for my difficult name. Actually, I'm not sorry, I love watching you all struggle, mwhahaha. I also find it funny how everyone shortens...|||I'm doing a little better today, meaning, I have managed not to cry every minute of the day. I still cry, but mostly I feel sort of numb and empty. I feel this deep sadness inside me, in my chest and...|||Thank you. I truly hope so, I can't stop thinking if I did something wrong or if I could've done something better. But I hope that he had a happy life and that even during his last days he could feel...|||My bunny died last night. I miss him so much, I lost my best friend.  I don't even know what to do with myself. I've been crying for 24 hours now, I can't eat because I feel so nauseos and when I...|||A lot of things make me happy right now:  -I love my new job! I love all the people (even my bosses), I love learning new skills, I love the atmosphere and I love the fact that it's busier and more...|||Hahaha I love it! It's funny how both you and sittapygmaea have dreamed of trying to help me. I'm also fine with going to a bread shop instead of the doctor's, I love me a good bread. I remember...|||Haha that's so funny! I've actually been struggling with a mild cold for weeks now... really annoying! The drawings I made today were actually about a weird dream I had the other night about my hair...|||Meltedsorber nichya awwws you guys are the sweetest <3 I've been too tired and too busy with my new job to draw or feel creative lately (it's not a bad thing though, I'm having a lot of fun at...|||I'm excited. I'm travelling to another country on my own next summer to see my favourite band in the world live. I can't wait!!!  It feels so good not to be shy anymore, my child-self would be so...|||I've been wondering if I might have ADD lately. One of my best friends was diagnosed with it and she too said that she can see a lot of the traits in me as well. But I don't know. With her it's very...|||Thank you so much for the tips! I appreciate it.   Cruises to Estonia or Sweden are quite popular here, they're not that expensive and usually they're for one of two nights. I'm guessing this one...|||Oh no. My new boss called me earlier today asking if I had any wishes for the shifts when I start there in two weeks. I was in a noisy train and had trouble hearing what she was saying, so when she...|||I got a new exciting job, but now I need to do the hard bit and tell my boss and coworkers I'm leaving. I'm so bad at stuff like this, but I really need to do it by tomorrow morning. It just makes me...|||* slowly raises hand* :anyone:|||I've had a couple of dreams about trying to fight animal torturers this week. Last weekend there was a girl who had tied a kitten's foot to a rope and was hanging the cat out of a window of a high...|||I always start imagining creepy stuff at work when I'm bored, like today, while cleaning I just automatically started imagining a situation where one of the customers I had would start talking to me...|||He walked past me with (I'm guessing) his girlfriend as I was on my way to work. The woman he was with was so beautiful, she had long dark hair, red lips and was super tall like a model, that's...|||I'm pretty sure I just saw Ville Valo from HIM!!!! o_o     nichya I need to tag you here so that you can celebrate with me|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUj0qK3CowA|||I bought a notebook so that I could store my thoughts and ideas in a more organized form and possibly develop them easier than if it all was just floating around in my head. Well, the problem that...|||I love Arcade Fire! The others were okay too, but I think I need a bit more moodiness to feed my angsty imagination XD But thank you!|||Let's just settle this and agree that they're both incredibly cute ;)   And wow what a cool snake!! We've had them (although only the nontoxic ones) inside my parent's house once or twice too when...|||Does anyone know any good Radiohead-esque music to recommend to me? I need new music to inspire me. The things I like about Radiohead are their surreal and dark lyrics, slightly ominous ambience, the...|||*wakes up from hibernation* Did someone summon me? I heard the word cat-pictures. Okay then, here you go:  583673583681583689583697583705|||My parents have these new neighbours they call secretly the Flanders from Simpsons, apparently they have striking similarities and the way my parents can't stand their properness makes me laugh.|||I'm quite happy about how I've started to come better at expressing myself through drawings and art. I used to find it frustrating, feeling the need to express my feelings on the paper, but not...|||The random guy I met on Thursday went back to his own country today. I think I'm actually gonna miss him, I didn't think it would face me as we were just friends, but I woke up feeling sad today. We...|||I've been updating my blog these past couple of days, the link is in the signature!|||AWWWWW how cute are those?! :lovekitty: The guy did say yesterday that I would love Japan...|||I had the most random night, I was really bored and none of my friends were around, so I then disappointedly just decided to go to the grocery store and cook something, but on my way there this...|||Aww I've missed this!|||I tried to meow to my cat, but in the process ended up somehow hurting my throat. I think I accidentally pulled a muscle there or something (if that's even possible), it felt so weird, I could even...|||Don't worry, I was even worse last year, in April 2015 I listened to 3,049 songs, 101 songs per day on average. But there's nothing wrong with that, music is important and makes the world feel more...|||I've fallen in love with this one particular orange-chocolate-coffee they sell at a coffee shop near me. I had it the first time 2 days ago and kept dreaming about it the whole night! They were all...'