'my anger is normally the silent, deadly type... but when i really feel provoked i snap back at them. earlier i got into a really big fight with my ex whom i still love unfortunately and i just lost...|||I feel angry right now. My ex is one of the most hurtful people I have ever known... He always goes straight for the throat with all of the things he has said. But i am seriously OVER IT. His...|||Yes... I used to be very impulsive in my late teens.. This past week I was very impulsive but i don't regret anything that has happened, it only showed me that some people will never change and that...|||I have only doorslammed people when I can't take it anymore. Them treating me like shit and using me as a punching bag. When they have betrayed me so many freakin times... The people I love are in my...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ej3SmDScjjY&feature=player_embedded|||two lovers, good dick, shop girl, feast of love, garden state, reality bites, singles...etc|||amelie|||Torn|||Hmm... I tend to be direct about it when I truly like someone... but only when I feel safe in doing so. I don't want to rush into things anymore because when I let my emotions get the best of me...|||For the past month since he dumped me he hasn't left me alone. It has been really hard to cut him off and he knows how to get to me because I did love him. We lived together so it was much harder to...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvbABsAbG2U&feature=related|||So, I dated a guy for the past nine months. I fell for him hard. I let him into my world more than anyone. I gave him everything, even my virginity, which wasn't just whatever since I'm in my...|||I have always given exs of mine many chances.... Nothing ever changed though, things always went back to how they were... incompatible... just a lot of hurt was caused...|||The guy I was supposed to feel safe with, the one I opened up to moreso than anyone else I've been with thus far, hurt me in every way imagineable......He has a lot of problems and I excused them for...|||I always used to give the people closest to me a gazillion chances.. That changed through the years. I don't know if I believe in second chances anymore... especially when the people I gave the...|||i withdraw.... my anger is usually the silent deadly type. but i have exploded before when i cant take it anymore|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xq8s4P-8iU0|||and a small part still cares about my ex but whatever.|||i finally admitted ive had a crush on him all summer.. he said he couldnt tell haha. we are going on a long walk later and i think he's getting me ice cream. he was beating himself up because he said...|||I disagree. I don't want to get to know everyone. I like being selective about who i let into my world. I seem to have a knack for attracting creepers and i'm honestly so tired of it, so no, i don't...|||idk, ive kinda backed off. he cancelled our movie marathon and said we would have to reschedule. and whenever i text him its like hes in a hurry to go so ive backed off. im embracing being single and...|||I was in an abusive relationship last year and recognized the signs this time. His guilt trip being one and his freak out session the day after I gave him my number. all of that made my red flags go...|||Oh, I don't work with him. He was a customer of mine that seemed nice... but yeah I've learned my lesson.|||Well I guess I'm still getting the hang of standing up for myself and saying NO to a person now that I'm in my early twenties. When I was a teenager I never wanted to hurt anyones feelings and even...|||Thank you, I feel you understand it. This guy just started giving me the wrong vibe. Getting to know a person takes time and I hate when people rush me in anything. Honestly makes me sick.|||I did say I understood his frustration because I did give him my number but wasn't making an effort. So then I finally admitted that I backed off because he flipped out at me last week. Then he...|||It wasn't just one text. he sent me several throughout the day/week without giving me a chance to respond to them first..|||so i had given my number out again to a previous guy i had talked to before at work. well, i was thrown off by a lot. i didn't mind that he texted, but he wanted me to call him immediately after i...|||haha whooooo knows.......|||......the story continues!!!  he apologized and promised to fix what he messed up, even though i told him he didn't have to. i think he's so adorable... haha. he makes me nervous. he pulled me...|||I haven't seen him in person since last year....and we broke up in 2007. But you're right.|||The weird thing is we've been broken up since 2007 but I swear it hasn't felt that way all of these years with the arguing and such... He just hurt me a lot.|||You're not an idiot. I wrote my former best friend recently too. She didn't write back, and she'll never acknowledge how she hurt me but I've accepted that. I don't think we truly forget the people...|||Haha, that isn't it. K and I will never be great for each other. we're two very different people. i stopped trusting him in 2007, and things haven't been the same since. but thanks for your input.|||INTP I believe.|||You're right. I feel it is partially my fault for always talking to him when I feel hurt or whatever.. but then his true colors eventually shine through and to be quite honest some of it is...|||why do you think he's controlling me?|||We were together for a year, but then the past four years its like I've harbored this hurt and anger. It surfaces whenever he'd bring up memories of our relationship, which is most of the time. I've...|||No, that was my other ex B. I haven't talked to him since March because I told him I needed to heal and he's respected that... But I've noticed through the years that I would always go back running...|||for the past four years (he left me aug 2007 after i gave him one last chance) there has been one ex of mine who always weazled his way back into my life.....when really he's no good. ever since that...|||No you had it right, lately its been stupid boys.|||I got rejected a lot in high school. I didn't have a boyfriend until senior year.|||haha, who knows... i know i'm backing off a bit, just like i did with the first guy i mentioned in this post (but not completely like i did with that guy) i even mentioned going to adventure it up in...|||mm...blah. i don't normally put myself out there. he's just one awkward guy. i don't even think he knows i notice the little things about him. i think me offering to make him a bday dinner was a huge...|||he replied with, yeah they asked me to come in and i didn't mean to act weird towards you and i'm sorry. i was just having a day and you don't have to leave me alone. all i was doing is stressing...|||Dating can kiss my ass. I was texting him earlier this week and being honest, telling him I looked forward to getting to know him and stuff. That though i suck at getting to know yous and dating I...|||Two years ago i did. i shaved my head, i got my nose pierced, i was suicidal, i did drugs, got drunk etc.|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaVtC5A5frA|||I don't know if i'll go along with the dinner.|||haha i don't have too much experience either, just a little :)'