'I grew a beard for the last year and just trimmed 10 inches off. I was so used to how it looked now I am having a panic attack. My heartrate must be 140 at least. Fucking hell.|||A good friend of mine, his father passed away last week and we had the funeral today.  It was a nice service and celebration of his life but when my friend gave his talk it was so hard not to burst...|||I honestly don't think so and I think about it a lot.  Even wanting to be understood through writing or whatever. Even then when someone reads it, the words become a part of their mind and are only...|||“Every man is more than just himself; he also represents the unique, the  very special and always significant and remarkable point at which the  world's phenomena intersect, only once in this way,...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jpVtYQIols  Not much hope or happiness from this one.|||I pretty much live off hummus and breadsticks to be honest. Felafal too. So uh, middle eastern/Italian?  I will eat pretty much anything that doesn't have meat. But I can quite easily get by on...|||This was a really interesting talk. Thanks so much for posting it!  I got a little giggle when he mentioned something about INFP types being more than willing and quite attentive when debating gun...|||Didnt he also contribute to Peste Noire's demo Aryan Supremacy? :P   Seriously though it wouldnt surprise me if he is INFP. I remember when Drakkar released the Le Secret digibook years and years...|||I'm tired of damn near everyone I know being drop kick fucking stoners. We have a naming ceremony for our friend's child tomorrow and everyone spent their money on drugs now it is up to me to go buy...|||I was 17. First love and bla bla. Ended badly.|||It doesn't necessarily have to be a mental disorder. Most people experience it from time to time. Dissociation can happen from many things, bad anxiety attack, severe depression, trauma, even...|||Haha, it can go either way mate. I am either a bikie or a neckbeard. Women are disappointed either way at the end of the day!|||Maaan, you guys are all so pretty. I look like I am in a fucking 1%er outlaw motorcycle club *grumble*|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUnQ3F2Rwq4  Actually doubling up on The Drones. One of the better live bands ever, probably! Seriously, saw them play this cover early last year and it was...|||This. Everything is important. The world is filled with a lot of pain and horror, which is absolutely awful of course. Could be a motivator to try and bring whatever small happiness we can into the...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwVXkM_YxMg|||Well. On the last night of the week it felt like something big happened in my mind. Had a kind of flash of insight about subjectivity I guess. When I woke up the next morning I thought about what...|||Ive been a vegetarian for about 4 years now and was a vegetarian for a few years when I was a teenager. Ethical reasons I guess. Love animals, dont want to eat or hurt them.|||I would most strongly identify with Thelema, though some people do not think it is a religion. The open nature of it and strong encouragement to go for direct experience is what is appealing to me. ...|||When I was younger I really wanted to save the world and felt very strongly about it. As I get older I think the best thing I can do is try to make the people around me feel happy and appreciated and...|||Outside of books on psychology, existentialism, religion etc I really like Haruki Murakami's books. Especially Kafka on the Shore and Wind Up Bird Chronicle.  Steppenwolf and Demian by Herman Hesse...|||I was really into it for years and still meditate occasionally. I took it pretty far though and had some really rough and terrifying experiences (ego death) but it was ultimately positive. Just not 8...|||Don't tell me what to do or give me advice about anything unless I ask for advice.  Don't hurt people I care about or treat them like shit.  If you manipulate me and I eventually find out you are...|||INFP at 94%  Some answers could have gone either way pretty easily.|||1. You are walking in the woods. Who are you walking with? My friend I am quite close to. (I already see where this is going..)   2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of...|||At first, I got TERRIBLE anxiety attacks from smoking weed. As I got used to it though, or built up a tolerance, it would just relax me and help me sleep. I think the way it is portrayed in the media...|||Changes for me all the time.  When things seem to be going really well, everything is positive, hopes and dreams seem only a day away everything is amazing and I love everything. When that goes to...|||I dropped out of school when I was 14 and did volunteer work at a vet clinic for a few years. Most vets are really kind and caring folks. It is very hard work, but I imagine rewarding too! Oddly...|||I feel you, mate.   A friend of mine is into this Red Pill bullshit. The stuff he says, the way he behaves it really disgusts and infuriates me. Nothing but manipulation to get what he wants, while...|||I have a group of friends I see once a week pretty much. We have fun but have very, very different ways of looking at the world and very different values and interests. It takes all types though! ...|||Yep I relate to you for sure. Almost everything in my worldview is a union of contradictions. Well maybe contradictions isn't the right word.  For example, I tend to feel about experiences being...|||For many years I never thought I wanted a family of my own. But recently the idea of being able to provide an environment of absolute gentleness, kindness, love and total acceptance for a family...|||I don't think I am ever really the life of the party, but people frequently comment on how much better a time they have when I am around. Which makes me feel weird since I am generally pretty quiet....|||I have a fairly high tolerance to alcohol and pribably rely on it too much to be honest.  I never get angry. Always happy, relaxed and at the end of the night after say, a bottle of rum, I get...|||I think in a lot of cases someone blaming their Type for inaction is much the same as the type of excuses people with depression cook up for themselves. Obviously I dont speak for everyone.  People...|||I love being a trusted confidante for so many of my friends and people I know. It lets me get to know them better and more personally. The thing I hate about that is so many things people confide in...|||I saw psychologists from 14 up until I was 22.   In my earlier years the therapy was fairly useless and a reference to a psychiatrist left me basically being fed pills and told to wait until they...|||I would say ask straight up and being honest.  I have ruined a number of friendships and relationships by not making my intentions clear out of fear of making the other person feel uncomfortable or...|||I confess, I wish I didn't use my real first name on here, so I could confess things properly without fear of being discovered by people I know in real life.|||I guess the reason I posted is that sometimes it is worth taking a risk in saying what you really feel, as terrifying as it might be. Perhaps most of the time it won't pay off, but when it does, it...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WybSSagVvoU  This song. It is like, the melancholy that makes you feel oddly happy and super warm. I probably can't listen to it enough.|||By real things, I mean the things that mean a lot to you personally. Things/ideals/beliefs/feelings or whatever makes your heart scared it will be hurt, I suppose. The things that potentially get...|||It is sort of hard to say I guess. Now I would not recommend getting drunk or relying on alcohol to anyone (even if I do drink quite a bit myself), but one night when I was fairly drunk, I just...|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fW00bC-zadg  This is pretty fucking incredible in my humble opinion. And from the 5:00 mark and onward, it is just astounding. To me anyway. I wish I could have been...|||44540  Thats me. I suppose it isn't exactly a typically INFP photo, but oh well.|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NRXu6o4BC48  This is extremely rough and harsh stuff (and I recommend skipping a minute or so into it), but for me this sort of helps release my angry and hateful...|||Happy for the first time in months and comfortable and hopeful with my ideals. Its gonna be a rough fall from this one.|||I haven't been on in a while due to extremely busy schedule so I apologise to anyone I haven't replied to in PMs and such.  I went to Harvest Festival in Sydney yesterday. It was basically INFP the...|||The only thing I like about myself is my hair and I'm losing it at 24. It's not too bad at the moment, if I told anyone I was going bald they would probably laugh heartily at me, but I know my hair....|||I posted the other video first, but maybe this is more appropriate.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tdxfu9QwDKI  Days are passing and the agony increases by the minute,  several reflections...'