'Metasentient  This was something I never got past in therapy. I agree with you and I can honest to god see this mindset manifested in my actions, however, I don't see the other way. I guess that in...|||I need to do this, so here it goes.  Since last november, I've seen myself increasingly distant from everyone and unmotivated. I used to have a regular scheduled at the gym and was pretty happy...|||I have to admit that I haven't done this in a good while.  I feel lonely and tired. I just need to talk for a bit. I kind of want to complain, I need to complain about something, about anything!...|||Yeah, this typing is ages old.  Enneagram, however, is 3w4 - 6w5 - 9w1.|||Is this still going?  Anyway, a small description:  First and foremost, I'm fixated in learning new things and focusing on optimization of processes. I'm easy going, laid back and accepting - I'm...|||I have had this dream once where I dreamt I was in a car with Bart Simpson and Mr. Burns.  I was in the backseat, but somehow, no one was driving, as the car was remote controlled. It (the...|||After one week, I feel like things are much more bearable now!  (Of course, this still is a WIP, but it's nice nevertheless)  I'm being much more capable at putting my self defeating behavior...|||WinterFox and spylass  Both replies are great and new to me! I've never stopped to think that maybe I could look for solutions instead of focusing solely on the problem. That is something to keep...|||Alright, let me just start this with one very important statement: I do not intend my following words to sound too grave. This is more of a Help me get through this weirdness and move on sort of...|||As a pharmacist, the following really annoys me:  Oh, it's natural, so it doesn't have any side effects or cause any harm  (Fucking tornadoes are natural, too.)|||Wow, it's been a while since I last posted here.  Okay. I've beaten Dark Souls, a game that I've been trying to beat for the last two or three months. I'm proud of myself. I'm considering to return...|||(Before even answering my questions, I'd like to bring forth the possible suggestion that the ways a enneatype deceive themselves are likely to be related to the given type defense mechanism....|||I'm so restless I want to roll around the house doing cartwheels for no reason at all.  I also want to resume meditation, fix my love life and get called to work for the the job I've applied for...|||I get your point. Being out there doesn't mean being always vulnerable. But I feel that being out there makes me have to be more exposing of who I am, and that may compromise the parts I'm not so...|||It's nice to know I'm not the only one. :proud:  Yesterday I saw Brené Brown's Vulnerability TED speech. I was moved, but uncertain, you know? It makes perfect sense, but it all comes to the leap...|||I'm a risk adverse boring person that hides his wounds and vulnerabilities to avoid standing out and being hurt.  Hiding my wounds and vulnerabilities doesn't help them get healed. Hiding myself...|||And, uh, what happens when you're a 639?|||Male 6w7 (Or possibly 9w1) 6w7 - 3w4 - 9w1 : The Mediator So/Sp ISTJ White, Green and Bordeaux Penguins, Squirrels, Wolves, Ants and Hen.|||It kind of depends on the setting we're in.  I'd pick a map, a knife and a bottle.|||CSM,  So you're becoming the Enhance image zoom CSI dude? Neat!  --  Ever since I've started working, I haven't had the time to delve inside and see how I'm actually doing. I don't know if I...|||I'm trying to give some sort of reply, but gosh, this is very hard to answer.  The closest I got to the example was that my value is Cooperativeness, but in truth, I'm not willfully cooperative,...|||Let's have no plans for this!|||Conspiracy theorists should stop looking too hard.|||9w1, because some indolence and optimism are nice.|||Rant: Screwing up a lot at work. I don't like being new to something, but it's part of the process of learning something new.  Rant..ave? (Kind of both, mixed, you know?): Nothing brings down my...|||Type 6: I don't know what's coming for me. Better keep on the lookout.|||Rave: I'm faring surprisingly well at a drugstore. Many responsabilities, sure, but it's quite fun.  It kind of makes me want to give the middle finger to those that thought that I was only fit to...|||Why hasn't anyone thought of this stupid joke for this thread?  P.S.: I will reply proper tomorrow.|||http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcOVu1K0jg8  If this band's songs aren't Sx, I don't know what it is.|||Rave: I'm a certified pharmacist!  Rave: Got a job! It's not the dream job by any chance, but it's a great chance to learn a lot.  Rave: I feel like recently, I'm being surrounded by a cover of...|||http://dailypositivequotes.com/quotes-images/be-the-type-of-person-you-want-to-meet.jpg|||Sp/so here.  I do want to know the people that people around me know, but only to those very close to me. I feel that, since I'm very interested in the social environment, I want to know the social...|||I also get told this basically all the time.  There's something I agree: Think, if you had a business of your own, would you want someone to be reliable and be there or someone that is kind of...|||This game.  I saw a video and got a friend to join me. The coop missions need 5 players to start. My friend is an sniper addict, but I only enjoy support classes, normally medic. This last game,...|||Rant: Too many fucking snipers in shooter games. Make a game where every other class contribute to a team and people will still only play sniper. What the fuck?! Are you actually planning on...|||I guess I did blew it. Thanks for the advices, though.|||Yes, but let me get something off my chest first: The more I explain myself the less sense I make.   So let me do a last attempt before jumping off a cliff.  I get the point of manliness and all...|||Not really, you can have feels and be manly.  I just have feels and don't act like a proper man, most of the time. :tongue:|||I have you seen you disagreeing with others in some threads. That's some scary shit, Inguz! You're all fierceness and then, all of sudden you're cool again. You're the counterphobic poster boy for...|||That was the hyphotesis I was going with. I mean, out of all sixes on these forums, I respect/fear both Out0fAmmo and Inguz. It's not like they're out there to attack me or anything, but I would...|||What is your Myers Briggs type? ISTJ  Which are the Myers Briggs types you are most attracted to ?  ENFP, ESFP and INFP Which are the Myers Briggs types you are least attracted to? INFJ, ISTP, INTP|||Thanks for the advice. I try not to live too much inside it, but I've been learning by the day.  I've been meaning to ask you: You seem to be very comfortable with your manhood and overall...|||Being a type 6, I wouldn't enjoy dating myself, if I was a girl.  Too much reactivity, questioning and sudden changes in thought almost all the time. I think that, at least, I'm very open and...|||I have managed to use more exclamation points today than I ever did in my entire life together. I really feel weird by using them.  TEXT EXCITEMENT! (See? It hurts.)|||I'm a phobic six. :P  I found that description funny because I remember being called out on my endless security measures and I was like Well, *starts long speech about why the world is so...|||Wow, guilty as charged. :laughing:|||Isn't that anecdotal evidence?  Perhaps people you met were Soc first or seconds, along with the fact that they were six. That could throw your perception a bit off.|||IPIEC  Introverted(4) Pratical (3) Individualist (2) Emotional (2) Civilized (5)|||I'm afraid of making mistakes even when it's perfectly fine to make them.  (I'm on the process of overcoming it, though :wink:)|||Dogs, definitely.'