'I don't seem to attract anyone. Unless I am too oblivious to see if one is attracted to me. :/|||I asked someone whom I have known for a while if she would like to get a coffee. I guess you can expect what the result was. Makes me wonder why I even bother. :/ I may have other prospects but see...|||OhOh great. I think I like yet another girl... $#it. Not like I know how this will turn out... she may know I exist... :/|||A double edged sword drinking is. I admit I've been doing a lot of drinking lately. Probably too much. Hell perhaps one drink is too much, who knows!? But screw this. I want to attempt to stop or...|||I am actually lonely. Being around certain people make me feel even more lonely.  There are times I feel broken.  I have been drinking more and more. It don't seem to help.  I don't feel normal...|||I have / am. And it sucks. See confessions...|||improperly calibrated monitors....|||I have been living on my own for for a while now.    It sucks. It really does. Not because I can't make payments but because there is no point. Thats right. No fucking point. For what purpose does...|||I don't need a day sat aside for me to be a sap. Just need someone worth being a sap for.|||Been a while since my last confession(s)...  - Sometimes I do wonder if I am truly an actual INTP. I am often very VERY indecisive can't even decide what to eat most times. Perhaps I am more INFP....|||... There is a good chance that you are drunk. Or high.... or both. Right now...|||Just talked with my friend. She still has not popped I told her that i'd thought different perspectives about the whole situation. And really, it is a different perspective. To see a friend bring...|||Not sure where to dump this one...  My friend is about to give birth. She is about to bring another life into this messed up world. I met her (though I knew about her for a while) at work. I have...|||You have pondered getting an fMRI just to see what the damn scan of your brain looks like as you wonder about stuff like this|||I dont even know if I am a real intp. I don't know what I am half if not most of the time. Perhaps confused. I don't know. That's what I do seem to know.... I dont know|||I wish I could download books and texts straight to my brain. It'd be so much more efficient then reading them.|||How'd you reach that conclusion?|||unrequited love is all that i shall know|||I've fallen for a few teachers. Would've been nice, maybe ive would have stayed in school.|||I think I may have drank too much #IsThereSuchAThing? Sadly there seems to be nothing else to do and social anxiety has kept me from doing much.  I wouldn't know if someone was into me even if she...|||I've been drinking too much lately and many times its still not enough. It sucks too because it just exacerbates things  //  I miss a few people.  //  I fear I am going to be alone forever.|||I thought I was the only one.   *snif* Aw shit....|||(D) Strange how some people can have dreams, aspirations, plans for life while others, full of strife, just drift aimlessly amidst the background in some haphazard chaos. Perhaps those who drift in...|||I've has my own place and have not has any girls over for sexy time :(|||Yet another day wasted. Nothing to do. Making nothing of my self. Destroying brain cells in the process. No idea where to go or even how to start. My first day off work in nearly a week. I have not...|||I have made a couple of, I guess what could loosely be called female friends. At times they make me feel funny on the inside.|||Uuuuhhhhh......|||It could be very well that I've miss typed myself...|||Why do my friends have more belief in me then I have in myself?|||I don't like asking for help. It makes me feel uncomfortable. I am venting a bit to a friend and I feel like shit for doing so, like I am just dumping on her as if I am just some kind of sissy who...|||You are making coffee at almost 130 in the morning. Cause you are drunk.|||Ain't it sad that the liquor store employees and the bartenders at the local pub know me and don't even Id me anymore?|||Ahhhhh chaaaange!!!!  Just kidding. Good idea! A sticky index for all the once sticky threads.|||This chicken salad looks like cat food when opened. *ponders the odds of a mislabel*|||Hmmm... Anyone use or try Tinder? Maybe I should give it a try, you know, after I have had a few drinks...|||If only the Sims did not make it look so easy...|||I don't even know if I could be considered an INTP any more. Or if I ever was.  //  I need to start getting out more.|||So, I am sitting here thinking, after having a few drinks and I can't help but wonder. I don't know anyone. All of my socializing comes from work, and those people, incidentally are unavailable. Too...|||Worst part of living alone so far? Dishes...|||Strelok check out a book called loneliness: human nature and the need for social connection  So far, at least for me, its been an interesting read.|||Well, A bit of Good news I guess. I did actually go out last night. I did run into the cute bartender. I did get a little loosened up and was able to talk with her a little bit because it was slow....|||How come almost anyone I meet is in their early to mid 20s when I am almost twice that age? Cute bartender 22 an into biology! Likes to get out to walks!  Too busy with school and serving my happy...|||Absolutely. Examples? Look for me in the dating thread... :unsure:|||I thanked your post because it resides similarly to me. I think at this point in my life I am just doomed to loneliness, almost to the fact the the universe don't think my genetics has any prospect...|||My most persistent relationship?  Chronic loneliness. There. I said it.|||Thought about another possible prospect.  Shoulda known better...|||Is it possible to export my PMs to my computer for printing? Like a one button click or do I have to go through each one, one by one and select all, save and paste somewhere else?|||Work for money|||Seeker, Hon, sorry about this new guy! I sent you a pm about my situation.  Sad times (I'm a little drunk) makes me wonder if I am meant to be alone. I probably should not think like this. I just...|||So I actually tried to chat with the cute bartender who evidently transferred in from another location. Only to be interrupted by someone else and our drowned out by the loud music and ambiant noise....'