I hate not being able to afford any real help on my own. I tried using a therapy app and got a response telling me to drink bleach and another saying that I should send pictures of self harm scars...|||It's odd how often I find myself clicking absently on the spot in my phone where skype used to be. I wonder if you ever think of me too.|||Peace of mind.|||Dear You,  I'm tired of this back and forth. I'm trying my hardest to stay strong but it's hard to be the strong one when you constantly tear me apart. I know you're not trying to hurt me but I...|||I've been home for barely a day and I can already feel my depression returning. There are too many bad memories in these walls. I just want to go back to school.|||I just want to go back to how things used to be|||A day after graduation and I'm already dying of loneliness... Without school, no one will try to talk to me. It's hard being happy when I'm so alone.|||I just committed to college!! :D When did I get so old? :tongue:|||How is it that you can have everything you need, and still feel so empty?|||Midterms have me binging on chocolate out of frustration that my mac and cheese didn't turn out as good as I'd hoped. :bored:|||Some dude at my schoooool :P  Haiiiiii Samesies :'(  Some person from school :P Who did you meet??|||I met someone in real life who belongs in the LTP during our glory days. :tongue:|||That awkward moment when your friends think of you as the innocent one, but you beat them all at Cards Against Humanity. :tongue:|||1. Funny, I've been in this scenario before (down to the personality type o_o). I went, and sat awkwardly in the corner. I guess I'd do it again. :tongue: 2. Call her and say that I'll bring it when...|||That awkward moment when you go to school with bedhead and get more compliments than when you make the effort to do your hair. :tongue:|||Even though tomorrow's Monday and I have a test I'm definitely not prepared for, I can already tell tomorrow will be a good day. :cool:|||...|||Halloooooooooo :3|||Hai!!!! :D|||People are actually here! :o|||Depression is way too tiring lately. I feel so lazy and pathetic; I have all this summer homework I have to do and I can barely bring myself to look at it. I feel like nothing I do makes things...|||My mom and I were driving home today, and just as we came near our house we saw door-to-door salesmen walking up to our front door. My mom turned up another street and we drove around for 10 minutes...|||I just spent the past 20 minutes arguing with a random stranger online about why it's better to be a sheep than a tiger. I desperately need to find something to do with my time. :frustrating:|||I survived the school year! :D|||It's always felt like I have to get somewhere else to be happy, like maybe if I can just find the right place everything that's hurting will be better. Now I realize that can never happen. It's not...|||I don't like how awkward and quiet I can be. I don't like how I shut down when I'm upset. I don't like how I make other people feel. I don't like how I hog attention. I don't like that I'm selfish. I...|||I just finished an amazing book, and now I have no idea what to do with my life.|||Pretty sure that I just lost all faith in humanity's capacity to care. :dry:|||Dear You,  If you actually knew me like you think you do, you'd understand.|||Posts in spam world don't count for post count. :P|||Hehe :D Looks like I have to win again now.|||Nope, I win! >:D|||INFJ Tennis Problems: When the opponent asks if you remember the score, and you have no idea what it is because you were daydreaming the entire time.   I need to stop doing that. :/|||256930|||Daily life of me is typically going to school, coming home and doing homework for 5-6 hours, then going to bed... I daydream pretty much all day during school, and then when I go to bed because I'm a...|||I've been doing homework for almost 11 hours straight and now I can't sleep. :dry:|||Isn't it odd how we're all living our separate lives, yet all somehow connected in some odd obscure way? You, whoever is reading these random words by a random person is somehow connected to me,...|||Teacup pigs! :happy:  249186  249194  249202  Cute little piggies that always look like they're smiling, what's not to love?|||Dear Insomnia,   Why must you keep me up? I want to be asleep at 4 am, not day(night?)dreaming.   Sincerely,  A Sleepy INFJ|||Oooohhhh 18,000 :o|||Hiiiii|||I think I'm too awkward to become a porn star... XD  haha no worries, didn't take it offensively|||So my fortune is my boobs? :unsure:|||Aww thanks :3   Who told you about that?! :shocked:|||Yup :3|||Sounds nice :3   Hello :) Aww :( hope you do end up seeing them soon.|||Drinking iced coffee, texting my boyfriend, and lurking this thread. You?|||Hehe :ninja:|||Hooray for 3 hour school days and lots of snow!|||To feel better, and to feel worse. Out of both love and hate, to be in control, and from losing it beforehand.