'Oh man, why do I always have to say so much about myself? It just ends up coming out at the spur of the moment, many things I regret saying and wish I'd kept inside. I end up feeling like others look...|||Freaking out with anxiety to the point of sweating, feeling like you are losing your breath, and a faster than normal heart beat is not good. I freak out and overthink everything to the worst case...|||I am still treated like a child and somehow I like it but it still feels very pathetic. I don't like going to these places that are boring to me, I want to discover my own things that I like. I just...|||Yes, because in a fantasy world I'd have a chance of serving a great purpose towards a bigger goal, have more exciting adventures that are impossible in real life like flying without the use of...|||Hinata Hyuga (Naruto)  Toki Wartooth (Metalocalypse)|||Wrote this as a mix of feelings and moments in rhyme.  --------------  Alone, There is no one to hold. The sweet sound of howling wind, Against my ears, face, and hair.  Often, we are left...|||intp|||isfp|||Infj|||mostly alt metal, alt rock, goth metal/rock and lately chillhop, musicbox music.|||My younger brother is so mucch more ahead in life than I am. He acts more like my older brother but still has a bad temper and mean attitude and is pretty careless. i hope he changes that in the...|||aw thank you so much!! >.< ^.^|||Hi, here's a semi-recent photo of me with a bunny filter. U(⁎˃ᆺ˂)U  *no post quote pls*  694713|||Started watching naruto battles until almost 4 AM and naruto talks about loneliness and being misunderstood thus hitting me right in the feels. I feel a bit sad now.  :(|||Hinata from naruto the most (we're both dandere, shy, withdrawn, softspoken, wishing to be acknowledged and be more strong)  a bit of boruto (frustrated that parents cant spend time with me like we...|||yeah, im the same. unless i get close to the person, then i reveal some stuff but close off soon. my hobbies and/or talents are personal for me and i don't want people to judge my work harshly like...|||I am becoming obsessed with Japan and cats. *meow* :kitteh:|||I feel like I annoy everyone and I'm really sorry if I do.|||Hi all, I have not been on here in a while. sorry about that ^^  I've been lost on what to do with my life for a long time now. I'm scared about what would happen with the choices I make. I feel...|||nichya I could try driving alone. I just get scared that I don't know what I'm doing and lose control of myself. The chances are pretty slim in me doing that, they just tend to build and flurry in my...|||I cry whenever someone yells at me or gets stern with me. I feel like a stupid worthless idiot. I hate being compared. I hate not knowing why I am here. I have to bite my lip and pinch myself just to...|||It's just that sometimes. I'm so afraid of trying, that I lose myself. But I still inferior either way.   I wish learning how to drive wasn't so hard for me to do. It hurts me when people put me...|||It feels like when I try to speak up and make friends, things just get so awkward. It's been years since I've had a friend. I don't know how to socialize properly and get scared and freeze in unknown...|||1) Through many things. From the weather, to what I eat, to what I wear, what I listen to, and what I see. It's really subjective. I mostly feel nostalgic when going around places I've been to as a...|||Emotionally invalidated, ugly, and stupid.|||started a new job this week. but i feel so alone there. i feel like everyone there looks at me like i'm an idiot. i don't feel like i fit in anywhere i go. i try too hard. eventually i always end up...|||This reminds me of the time I made a worker in a cell phone store try on almost every phone protective case color they had until I found a color combo that I liked. Took about half an hour for me to...|||*stop falling in love with fictional/unattainable people*  I can't. I won't. :crying:|||Here's something I sketched while I was listening to My Chemical Romance.   497729|||Allyrah That is very true. It is probably anxiety raging out, making things out to seem ten times worse than they really are. But a part of me just doesn't like that intimacy, unless I've truly,...|||I know I come off as closed, reserved, and  unaffectionate to other people. I was always weary of hugs and kisses from anyone. It's too close to me. Just too close. I can't even look others in the...|||why|||Ehh, I can't stop liking cat videos. :bored: :ball:|||Really loving MCR right now. Wish I could have gotten into them in high school. Would have made it more bearable for me. Maybe I wouldn't have acted like such a stressed, anxious wannabe adult weirdo...|||Stupid and irritated.|||Ruminating my daily thoughts and pressures. I need to calm down.|||meh... :chargrined:|||One time I was at the dentist and he was checking my teeth. He said I probably have 4 more years until I had to get my wisdom teeth taken out. He then asked me how old I was, I told him I was 18. He...|||I have been an ovo-lacto vegetarian for about 5 years.|||First and only one I went to was a rock concert with a lot bands headlining. I was 15. I went to see Korn, it was awesome. I saw Evanescence too and heard Shindedown play on the stage next to the one...|||It's 4 AM and I can't sleep. Too many thoughts, too many feelings that I have to let out somehow.|||Monsieur Melancholy thank you for the compliment. :proud:|||*sigh* I was feeling a little okay about myself...:blushed:    484394 484402|||It seems that even when I don't try to be, I am different, in everything I do. I'm a clumsy, socially anxious fool who blurts out unnecessary information and does unnecessary things. They all look at...|||All this responsibility and opportunity is being thrown at me today. I don't know if I can take it. I just want to go back to being that 12 year old kid who watched anime and the only thing I had to...|||.|||I once again held everything in until i burst into tears. Today has not been good. Indecision has been controlling my life forever and I want it to end. I wish I could tell someone about this without...|||Dark eyes on the pathway towards destruction. Tiny feet, swift across blankets of ice. On the horizon, fourth moon watches.  A star wishes to be granted. A heart of courage left to explore.|||Eh. Forget it. Cat's still cute though. Hope that he likes it here. I don't know why people think all cats are heartless beasts. They are nice, well at least this one is to me.|||I dreamed that I was at some outoor cafe/restaurant somewhere in a city and was talking with my mom. I mentioned that this area was where a relative was going to live at. I pointed to a tall...'