'Today:  - Oatmeal with agave syrup - Quinoa bowl - Water  Got some Excedrin for my head and then I was okay.  I ate the oatmeal around eleven, and I don't know if it was adrenaline or what, but...|||Maybe something like that, but I don't want to make women who devote their lives-careers to looking like that a goal per se.  lol.|||I'm not really sure since no two bodies are the same.  I have long legs and wide hip bones too, and I feel like a lot of bodies I admire are more one or the other.  (Narrow, thin, tall or shorter,...|||Yesterday I was admittedly feeling a little moody-emotional.  Not sure if it was the fasting thing, my time of the month, both, neither, wine, what.  Didn't feel like eating much or working out. ...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3tkFOtM6go|||Netflix original - American Vandal: Truth.  Justice.  Dicks.  A student filmmaker seeks the naked truth in a school parking lot defiled by painted penises|||Yesterday I came in a little over my calories probably, but not by too much.  I succeeded at waking up with my period though, which was my main aim.  - Starbucks turkey bacon sandwich sans turkey...|||I actually don't even like the feeling of being full.  I usually try to eat just shy of it.    What website out of curiosity?|||Yea, I've been avoiding it, and it's yet another reason why I've shied away from this all for a while.  Several years ago I ended up fasting-not sleeping (couldn't, and couldn't eat) for about three...|||That's amazing.  That's what I'm after.  I was sorta fasting for a little under a week or so earlier this summer (think I only broke it with carrots, hummus, berries, yogurt - maybe some wine), and I...|||Women supposedly experience the same effects of HGH, but not at the same levels that men do.  (Still significant though).  That kinda got me excited about all this again earlier.  Anything that...|||I've been watching a bunch of videos on YouTube today to try to get my mind back on track and out of the types of places where I refer to groups of dudes as litters and think that joining a Pagan...|||The only sim I have atm is this black dude I'm training to become a chef and trying to get really fat so probably not.  I just bought Sims 4 expansions and I was too impatient to create a family...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkGfjtu4HBA|||I'm gonna explore the recesses of my mind a little more if I do think some of my obstacles are psychological.  Welcome to the labyrinth xD    I'm really interested in how enneagram plays into this...|||Yea - armor's a good word for it.  I'm sexual instinct first, and that drive tends to manifest as... nakedness maybe?  But apparently our instinct that we're more blind to according to the theory...|||I drank a lot of water today but then I had half a beer.  I blame Jennifer Lawrence for my drinking decisions this weekend :laughing:  I was watching this interview on YouTube Friday and I was like...|||Yea, if I don't pass out while drinking at night I usually try to re-hydrate some before I fall asleep.  I'm sure that was part of it.  I've also been sweating a lot more than I usually do too.|||hal0hal0 - Yea, I didn't either.  It really is like he's entering another dimension like I think he says at one point.  The craziest part is how he can just drive to an abandoned baseball park or...|||Yesterday I went on an evening-nighttime hike at Confederate mountain park.  (Well, it's not actually called that, but that's what I call it.  lol.  It's like the south's Mt Rushmore.  Kinda funny...|||So the class was kinda early this morning and I didn't get there in time to do the elliptical beforehand, but I did stick to the no vaping.  Different teachers do different dance routines, and this...|||I traded in salsa dancing and walking outside for a kickboxing class.  Original plan was actually to do the barre class I didn't stay for last night, but then I hit really bad traffic and I was...|||Oh God no, I never hope.  Hope is pouting in advance.  Hope is Faith's richer bitchier sister.  Hope is the deformed addict bound incest monster offspring of entitlement and fear.  My life results...|||715170715178715186|||Haha, yea that quinoa bowl is awesome.  Especially with the peanut dressing.  Once I made that change from whatever they'd been putting on it before I was like omg, I could eat this everyday.    I...|||So I don't know if doubling up on classes was the best idea.  I was cramping up hard like ten minutes into my zumba class.  It was annoying, because I'm thinking - this would be so much fun and I bet...|||It's from the Community GI Joe episode.  Was my favorite show for a while, and I just got the last couple seasons on Amazon.  Plus I kinda relate to Britta's character in a couple ways.|||My cousin who's in jail for murder.  Wasn't a nightmare or a warped afterlife family reunion like usual though.  I don't remember details, but my brain was constructing separate timelines with him in...|||Yesterday I was in an absolute crap mood and it was sort of a comfort food day.  Probably came in around-ish my calories, likely (well, definitely) a bit higher, but it was hard to measure.  It was...|||I didn't lose power, but a large tree did go down in front of my house so I stayed in.  And I got an email from my gym this afternoon that they were closing for the day.  Forecast looks like things...|||I was in an art class in my high school's basement, and an office aide came in with a notice that our teacher read to us out loud.  I already felt a lot of foreboding at that, before she spoke,...|||I feel like I'm being pushed to finish the parts of my to do list that are less pressing - but stress me out with their existence.  Irma is supposed to hit southwest of me so I should be safe, but...|||I've hit my calories for today and I'm actually feeling sorta hungry.  But I got the distribution and number nearly perfect, so water and coffee for the rest of the night.  I also keep craving...|||Felt pretty hungover today and spent a good bit of the afternoon napping.  Then got a bunch of food.  Went over my calories but I should still be under 2,000 so it wasn't super excessive.  And I...|||Got an invite to go downtown with this dude I've been talking to and his friends early yesterday and decided to save my calories for that.  And I wanted a flat tummy.  Not my healthiest day but life...|||Today my body hurt all over (did I do a barre class or was I hit by a truck?) without my even moving it, so I decided to rest.  lol.  Definitely worked my core it would seem too.   Will probably do...|||Why would you be betting on me.  What are you talking about lol.|||Thanks!  Keep me updated if you make changes :)    I've always thought this matters most (I don't usually eat much that requires pantry storage rather than refrigeration for example, and being...|||Oh hi Blue.  And thanks :proud:  Why do I belong here though I'm confused.|||Got everything cleaned and organized again, went to the gym, and had a good day.  I did an hour of the barre class - basically a mix of Pilates and ballet?  The weight work was kinda painful.  Was...|||Today's food:  - Starbucks spinach feta egg white wrap  - Black coffee - Oatmeal, plain - Carrots and garlic hummus - Unsweetened green tea - Koia cocoa almond milk-plant protein shake (or at...|||Big arms.  I don't care so much if he's really lean.  I kinda prefer the more bear-ish look.  Though I was recently seeing a guy who was pretty cut (and big) and I found myself literally gaping at...|||I've done research about fasting generally.  I used to do juice fasts a lot (a couple to several days), and then I'd try to be careful how I eased back into eating afterwards.  One of the reasons why...|||That's wise and all in it's way but I have a hard time with that (getting better).  I want to reach and really exceed it or I find it deflating.  When I was younger someone told me that I come into...|||I feel like I was one of those who was maybe seen as projecting negativity.  lol.  So, there's usually a back story there, right?  Haha.  I've dated meat heads and I know a lot of work and...|||Also I think I'm confused about what you're asking exactly :p  I mean, I'm not saying that either picture looks bad.  Just that I don't see a large difference between the two.  And I'm not entirely...|||He looks fairly average in both imo tbh.  I feel like if you aren't gonna go all in, you may as well just stay with the before (unless you're genuinely doing it for you and you're in it for the feel...|||I enjoy the feeling of powering through hunger.  I remember a roommate in college was dieting and said something about being hungry and I was nonchalantly like - so go distract yourself.  You'll...|||So I can't sleep and I'll log food for today.  - Perfect Bar (protein, organic, peanut butter) - 2 unsweetened green teas - Half of this Koia protein drink (almond milk, plant protein, nutmeg,...|||Fruits of my labor -   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGkRFM5T0Ng  https://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/bmr_calculator.htm  Waist-to-Hip Ratio Calculator | Belly Fat Calculator  Macronutrient...'