'Lavender.  Chamomile lavender tea, lavender oil, lavender candle, lavender fucking bodywash . . . honestly just fresh lavender.   OR.  Advil PM/Zzzquil/trazodone??? Lots of wine???|||Me dad's a muggle. Mum's a witch. Bit of a nasty shock for him when he found out.  JK (get it? J. K. ?!!! Lmao I'll shut up now).  My mom is such a strong person! She's always provided and...|||Suuuuuuup bitches?! [was that a cool enough intro or what???]  It's probably been two years since I've been on this site (mostly bc life happens and also bc I forgot my password).  And a lot has...|||Yes, he was my first love and sometimes I still like to think he was the one who got away.  We were friends in high school and met through a mutual friend that he was dating and that happened to be...|||Your score was 70 of 100.   This puts you in the category of the high Machs, people who do not belive in the goodness of the world and that because that it must be manipulated, people who...|||Narcissism 1.4        9|||I'm sorry that happened to you ): I hope you have found a solution to your problem with your therapist.   I kind of have a similar issue to yours and was wondering if I could go ahead and share it....|||kismet is another word for destiny and that's my first name. Kismet is usually already taken on most sites though so I added an ie to the end to get my username= kismetie, because online I go by...|||Aw, thanks (:  My avatar kind of reminds me of how I feel most times. Apathetic and not of this world.  I like your tumblr btw|||I'd agree with this too; that being said there are certain personality types who are more prone to things like depression and/or suicidal thoughts. It is commonly thought that INFP's are usually more...|||Ever since I saw this one video comparing and contrasting between INFP and INFJ, I've found I'm very fond of Andrew Garfield. Here' he video, if anyone is interested: ...|||yes to: chronic long term low level depression, two major depressive episodes, social anxiety, rejection sensitivity, suicidal ideation, meds and counseling|||FUCK.  I wrote a long piece to this . . .  and then realized I was just ranting and probably not making much sense. But to answer your question on why I try and avoid making contact with my...|||I wouldn't say I follow too much on existential philosophy or nihilism either. I however do get hit with frequent thoughts of both existential and nihilistic nature. I remember reading that...|||all I know is if people are born intrinsically good, they don't stay good and are easily swayed down alternative paths.|||expressive facial features. non verbal communication.|||I resonate with Earth *tru*|||I feel your pain.  I just graduated a few weeks ago with my B.A. in psychology and now I feel like everybody is looking at me under a magnifying glass simultaneously watching to see what I plan to...|||Ohhh, as am I. I've always been drawn to magic and thought/wanted to be a witch when I was a little kid.  I kind of grew out of it around middle school and  just wrote it off as being super...|||I hate sleeping on my back, because I almost always have a small run in with it that way. But it seems like it doesn't matter which way i sleep, if it happens, it happens. The likelihood is increased...|||Thank you everyone for taking the time out to give me some much needed advice.  THings rarely turn out the way we plan them, eh?  So, I managed to kind of fuck up everything but did what I wanted...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2SSnOS47Tw   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYSVMgRr6pw   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EH-SWKNAWN0|||Um, I'm not sure on his MBTI type, but I'm pretty sure his enneagram type is 8w7.|||I don't live with him. He tries to see me at least once a month and we usually communicate over the phone twice a week or so. All the excuses I used to use are gone now. I just graduated college and...|||I guess I'm most worried about a combination of things. I don't want to hurt his feelings, but I know that's unavoidable unfortunately. But I'm mostly worried about the drama that is going to be his...|||Hi guys.  I'm here in need of some advice. How do I tell my father I want some time away from him?   He's just not that great of a person at the end of the day and I'm tired of him being around....|||The artist: Shy Girls on my spotify playlist  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4s2YG-bL7sQ&amp;list=PLp9-dAoPDe3LbizxKZ6Oa7_n7HTcZpB84|||Dreamer fits me to  a T, haha. Cool concept. Very interesting. I really like the examples listed under dreamer even if there's nothing to really back it up.|||I think you should stop hanging out with these people? And if they are in you work environment or somewhere where you have to be in the same area distance yourself from negative people. I mean I...|||I totally agree with Black Lotus on the 'two halves make a whole' thing. I think that's where I made one of my biggest mistakes, in thinking like that. I definitely saw a part of me in my friend that...|||https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=12xtBtWv-9s  pulls on my heart strings every damn time . . .  Also (more personal songs): Everything is Embarrassing by Sky Ferreira Savior by Rise Against...|||I wrote a reply that I couldn't duplicate if I tried, but pcafe fucked up and didn't post it ): I'll try my best to reiterate what I wrote before.  Since romantic feelings are indeed involved, I'm...|||God, I wish him and you the best of luck! Andd I really, really hope you don't get burned in the process of trying to help him out ):  and as Sangoire mentioned, things become even more messy when...|||All my other weird experiences have to do with my dreams.  When I was younger I would see what I call shadow creatures. They were just inky black outlines that crawled one all fours and had white...|||I've always had a very active imagination. So since I was a child, I'd always just assume it was nothing special if something weird would happen. I've always been drawn or felt some kind of pull to...|||Pandora, Spotify, the radio, or just whatever music is saved on my old iPod. I've always been a hummer, since I was a little kid. My friend always tells me I'm constantly humming a tune and asks what...|||Welp, I guess I fit the description you had in mind! xD|||definitely agree.|||For an temporary escape from reality. To alter my mind and way of thinking. I don't have much interest in taking LSD like I used to when I was in school, but I'd still probably take it. I definitely...|||Born and raised in Los Angeles, California (: LA pride   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Jp20gOwlS4|||I've only done it a couple of times and I can't say I really liked or disliked it. What's come to be apparent to me is that concerts have become a source of anxiety for me ): unfortunately. I used to...|||Sometimes I really think I might inadvertently end up turning into a druggie :/  I've never even done any drugs before, aside from weed. I mean I drink alcohol and caffeine is a steady part of my...|||I also deal with bouts of existential depression. At first my only real problem was that I was socially anxious but then my anxiety triggered the onset of depression. Not really being one to...|||I was raised baptist (a branch of christian, i guess) and attended catholic school from 2nd grade all the way til graduating high school. I never thought much of being christian or god, but for 6...|||I'll be 23 in may. Never been in a single romantic relationship and honestly haven't had any new successful platonic relationships in a few years now either. A lot of old classmates from my...|||@purplepotamus, well regardless of your age. Try and not stress too much on this issue (which may be easier said than done). You have the rest of your life to figure it out and become more sure and...|||derp, I don't know how to tag people, sorry!** Note: oh look, I tagged a person correctly! *sigh* as I feared, this post has gotten out of hand and I'm too lazy to read through all the comments :/...|||Sorry, I started out by saying I was going to share my own experience and then completely derailed (I tend to do that a lot, sorry).   Dang it! There just so much I wanna say and share here! But I...|||I'm sorry to hear that you are having this crisis ): truly I am.   Honestly, I think it is a process everyone must go through regardless of their racial background or ethnicity. You being a first...|||Things went well.   I still have a long way to go but I am relieved I actually managed to say what was on my mind to her, I also took the other advice and printed out some of my thoughts and...'