Forbidden memories : womens experiences of 1965 in Eastern Indonesia Introduction: forbidden memories : women victims and survivors of the 1965 tragedy in eastern Indonesia Mery Koliman State destruction of Sabu Raijua women teachers Paoina Bara Pa and Dorkas Nyake WiWi The 1965 incident and female activists in the city of Kupang Nela Loy Bhoga Martha Bire and Golda Sooai There is a gulf between us: the 1965 events the destruction of family relationships and the pastoral role of the church in East Kupang Welys Hawuhaba TaEdini Elfrantin de Haan and Fransina Rissi The 1965 incident and the women of south central Timors fight for identity Dina Penpada Ivonne Peka and Anna Salukhfeto Widows fight against injustice in Alor Dorkas Sir Erna Hunadang and Ina Tiluata Victims of the 1965 tragedy: sinners Yetty Leyloh The 1965 tragedy in East Sumba: history from victims perspectives Irene Umbu Lolo The 1965 incidents through the eyes of GKS missionaries Lilya Wetangterah Start with the victims: the meaning of the 1965 tragedy for contextual theology and pastoral action in NTT Mery Kolimon