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user: You are replying to Elvis Hargrove And All about "TERRI FERRIER'S LOSS  1/2".

They wrote:
TF>>I just posted this to the gundog e-list.
TF>>Ferrier's Jazzmatazz 7/9/91 - 3/17/98
TF>>Yesterday, I had to make that final decision and let my girl, Jazzy,
TF>>leave this world.  She was a very special Pointer and I loved her
TF>>dearly.  I apologize in advance for being so long-winded but it helps
TF>>me to tell just why she was so special rather than hold in everything
TF>>I felt about her.
TF>>Jazzy was born in the first litter out Rex's Ch., Patches and was only
TF>>6 years old.  She was the boldest, most outgoing, dominant pup in the
TF>>litter and I immediately claimed her as mine.  My intentions with her
TF>>was to compete in obedience, then let Rex take her to the field and
TF>>get her field titles.  I started her out early and her training was so
TF>>easy.  By 6 months old, she was just about ready for the ring.  Then
TF>>one night when she was between 6 & 7 months old, I put her, along with
TF>>my other dogs, to bed in their crates as usual, got up the next
TF>>morning, opened her crate and found a total basket case who was
TF>>literally afraid of her own shadow.  Nothing whatsoever happened that
TF>>could have caused this, except, for the fact that she showed signs of
TF>>soon coming in season.  She was afraid of anything and everything and
TF>>anyone, except me.  My training friends could not believe she was the
TF>>same dog and the vets had no explanation whatsoever for this
TF>>happening.  Later on, I found a few other obedience trainers who had
TF>>experienced the same exact thing with their female dogs.  From what
TF>>some of them had been able to find out, it was some type of reaction
TF>>to their hormones kicking in for their first season.  Some of them,
TF>>like me, worked at re-training these dogs and all of us ended up
TF>>re-training in basically the same way.  Very gently but firmly,
TF>>letting them know it was OK to be afraid, but they still had to obey
TF>>our commands.  I also trained a new command, Check It Out, and used it
TF>>anytime she showed fear towards any object or person.  Check it out
TF>>meant approach it, sniff it, touch it with your nose, then you can
TF>>leave. That one command worked wonders.  Rex started taking her to the
TF>>field and she was such a natural. She was totally fearless and at ease
TF>>working in the field.  When she was finished working though, she was
TF>>again fearful if there was a group of people back at the truck or
TF>>camp.
TF>>It took several more months of training before I felt Jazzy was ready
TF>>for the ring and all I hoped was a qualifying score (170+ out of
TF>>possible 200)  At our first show, I was so proud of her, because she
TF>>did qualify and earned her first green ribbon towards her first title.
TF>>I was especially proud since she qualified under a really tough judge
TF>>and with really bad conditions at the show.  It was held outdoors
TF>>under cover and a horrendous thunderstorm moved in while she was in
TF>>the ring.  The noise of the thunder and the rain and hail beating down
TF>>on the metal roof was deafening.  Lightning was flashing and dog
TF>>crates and metal chairs were being blown around.  During the stay
TF>>exercises, some of the other dogs got up and walked over to her and
TF>>she never moved.   Imagine my surprise when the judge for our class
TF>>announced the first place dog with a score of 196 and called my
TF>>armband number!  I wasn't even listening.  I never thought we would
TF>>come anywhere near placing.  I had to look at my armband number to
TF>>make sure the judge was really calling us forward.  Later that day, I
TF>>was still on cloud 9 when some friends stopped and told me that after
TF>>4 other classes were completed,  Jazzy's score was still the highest!
TF>>I nearly fainted.  The last class was in the ring with 3 top
TF>>competitors left and one of them was also a judge that I was showing
TF>>to the next weekend and who had scored perfect 200s before.  The
TF>>possibility of having a High In Trial score was exciting, but I knew
TF>>who was going to earn the HIT award and it wasn't going to be me and
TF>>Jazzy:)  We stayed ringside and watched them give a wonderful
TF>>performance and waited for the judges announcement of scores.  The
TF>>first place score in that class was 195.5.  Jazzy was the High Scoring
TF>>Dog in the Trial by a half a point!!!.  Jazzy and I were mobbed by
TF>>friends and well-wishers who knew what it had taken for Jazzy to be
TF>>able to compete.  Several times, after being congratulated, I heard
TF>>the comment "And you did it with a POINTER?!!:)
TF>>The following week the judge/competitor that we beat by a half point
TF>>for the HIT, scored us even higher with a 197!  A month later, we
TF>>showed for 3 days straight at the huge Astro Series of Dog Shows in
TF>>the Houston Astrodome and qualified all 3 days with scores in the
TF>>190's and finished Jazzy's first title.  All of her qualifying scores
TF>>along with the HIT earned her the national ranking of #1 Pointer in
TF>>Obedience for 1994.  We went on to compete in the Open class and did
TF>>well there, earning a national ranking of #3 in 1995.  We never did
TF>>get to finish that title because Rex and I started building the new
TF>>house and kennel in the country and things never quite settled down
TF>>enough around here to allow me to get back into showing.
TF>>Throughout her trialing, she was always fearful around crowds of
TF>>people and very nervous in the ring.  It was evident to anyone at
TF>>ringside, but what they remembered seeing and commented to me about,
TF>>was her "heart", what it took for her to enter that ring, much less
TF>>give a winning performance.  Another thing they saw was her love for
TF>>me and the fact that she was there because I asked her to go in that
TF>>ring with me.
TF>>Although she was never formally trained for the field, she loved to
TF>>get out with us and hunt.  Her desire to hunt was as strong if not
TF>>stronger, as any Pointer we've ever had in our kennel  Rex always felt
TF>>she would have been a great trial dog if not for the hormone induced
TF>>fear problem.  She had a great nose, ran just the way we like to see
TF>>them run, and had a really pretty intense point.  Anytime, we let her
TF>>loose out back, she headed straight for the pasture and started
TF>>working.
TF>>Two weeks ago, I noticed that Jazzy was off her feed a little.  She
TF>>was still eating good, just not quite the usual amount.  I didn't
TF>>think anything of it.  She showed no other symptoms of anything.  She
TF>>was scheduled to go to the vets office in a few days for surgical
TF>>removal of a stye on her eye and the day before we went, she stopped
TF>>eating altogether.  The next day, I knew she was sick although there
TF>>was still nothing I could pinpoint.  At the vets, we found she had
TF>>started running a fever and tests were ordered.  From the symptoms she
TF>>had, she was tentatively diagnosed with Erhlichia.  This disease had
TF>>been showing up in our area recently and Jazzy showed textbook
TF>>symptoms.  We started her on medications and waited for the results on
TF>>the bloodwork from A & M.  A couple of days later, the results came
TF>>back with levels indicative of Erhlichia although the titer was
TF>>negative.  This was no surprise though, as the titer frequently comes
TF>>back negative once the immune system is compromised.  The following
TF>>week, the fever started lowering, but her overall condition was
TF>>worsening.  With erhlichia, I was told that they will get worse before
TF>>they get better.   However, this past weekend, she worsened even more
TF>>and although I didn't want to admit it,  I knew then that her chances
TF>>were not good.  She was getting weaker and weaker and it was becoming
TF>>increasingly more difficult to coax her to eat.  I finally had to
TF>>force feed her with pureed food in a syringe.  Monday morning, the vet
TF>>got a written report in the mail from the pathologists and her blood
TF>>work showed nonregenerative anemia with immature lymphoids visible and
TF>>bone marrow tests were suggested.  I took her to my other vet for a
TF>>second opinion and he did a couple of blood tests in his office that
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assistant: Terri Ferrier wants Elvis in particular and the rest of her friends
here to know what happened last weekend.  I'm posting my e-mail from
her in its entirety because she hasn't finished putting the final
touches on her computer reconfig from a storm induced crash and one
of them is her ability to telnet from her internet server to this board
in Florida from whence she has been getting Fido for the past few weeks.
I knew this dog personally, and I know what she meant to Terri, and
Terri is one of my closest personal friends in the Texas dog show
world, but all I could say when I voice called her was, "Oh, Terri,
I am so sorry, and there aren't any more words in me to express my
sympathy", and then we reminisced about the six good years she had
with Jazzy for over an hour.  I'm really looking forward to getting
my next long distance phone bill.  NOT!  Anyway I offered to post
the story here for her, and she said she would like that very much.
So here it is just as I received it the other night when I arrived
home from work.
 * SLMR 2.1a * Sorrow shared is halved.