tainted by crazy  what do you do when your boyfriend of five years is sleeping with your best friend and you’re in a dead-end job, breaking your back for mere pennies? i’ll tell you what i did. i did the one thing i’ve been dreading for the last thirteen years, i finally went home. i needed to get back on my feet and i needed my grams. as much as i wanted to pretend life was working for me, it wasn’t. <br> <br>the problem with home though is that everywhere i turn, her ghosts were haunting me. <br>crazy, crazy, crazy, just like her, just like my momma. <br>i wanted to pretend that crazy didn't exist, but it was all around me, trying to do its best to pull me under. <br> <br>there’s one problem with that, keenan rys. he’s determined not to let it. and i’m determined to keep him away.