text: Man this song goes out to X man
  Im just missing the man right now
  You dont know me but i know you though
  Leave the cat alone, let the man rest in peace
  Should i stay or should i go
  Picking sides i dont know
  The pain still holding on
  So im still holding on
  Cut the noose when im tired
  Life keep going on
  I dont want no one to know
  So keep holding on
  Im strong mind weak
  Suffocate in my defeat
  Lost again now im beat
  Lost again now im tired
  Hey guys, how are you
  I wont be long um I really just wanted to directly communicate with those that, that pay attention to what im doing and that support me and i wanted to offer some words of inspiration um and honestly ask a question um for the words of inspiration i just really wanted to tell you guys it does not matter what your dream is or what your goal is you make sure that it is your prime priority to follow what you believe is good for you do not live your life trying to impress someone else and do not live your life trying to be someone youre not and do not live your life making yourself miserable just to amount to someone elses idealism you dont want your life to be the structure of someone elses dream you dont want to you dont want your life to be you dont wanna be following someone that taking you down a dark road and I really wanna tell you that i truly believe, I believe in the human race period and i truly believe that anyone can be what they wanna be we need people to ideally take care of the world we need good mother we need good fathers we need people with sources of knowledge lets make it not cool to be stupid lets make it cool to be a good person im tired of it being cool to be a fucking murderer or a shooter or just this this irrelevant being like that shit is stupid like the quicker the sooner we we understand that we need each other which is the truth bro cause i wouldnt be who tf i was now if i didnt have anyone truly if i didnt have the support from you guys and i didnt have the people that truly believe in me i would be noting and im aware of that and ive gone through my fair share of destruction and and pain in the process to get where ive gotten and i know that anything is possible and i really just want at least
  Alright lets say worst thing comes to worst i fucking die a tragic death or sum shit and im not able to see out my dream i at least wanna know that the kids perceived my message and were able to make something of themselves and able to take my message and use it and turn it into something positive and to to at least have a good life i at least if if im going to die or ever be a sacrifice i want to make sure that my life made at least 5 million kids happy or they found some sort of answers or resolved in my life regardless of the negative around my name regardless of of that bad things people say to me i dont give a fuck because i know my goal in the end and i know what i want for everyone and i know what my message is so i just wanted to say i appreciate and love all of you and i believe in you all do not let your depression make you do not let your body define your soul
  Let your soul define your body your mind is limitless youre worth youre worth more than you can believe all you have to do is dream and all you have to do want to fulfil that dream and have the strength to fulfil that dream pain is a sign of progress when you feel pain there is progress i love you all make sure you have a good day and i really wanted um ask because i found that even when i was in jail and just when um when im home i think about and i i, hate to be Cliche or to bring her name up but i think about the girl the girl that passed away
  The girl that killed herself that i wrote a song about um hold on sorry im making a turn
  I find myself thinking about her a lot and i find myself kinda being pessimistic so i just wanna know whats the best way to deal with it because i feel i feel so much and it its, its like to a degree its like I wanna feel that pain i wanna always feel attached to her because i was the last person she saw but at the same time like i want resolve for my self so i just i wanna send me answers please thats all i wanted to say i love you guys have a good one