text: I dream so much
  And I just cant seem to find an answer
  To what Im looking for, in general
  I cant keep living like this
  Its breaking my heart, day by day
  I mean, whos to say...
  Whos to say you find an answer when living?
  What if you just die?
  What if life as we know it is all a game?
  What if we live for no reason?
  What if you just disappear when you die?
  Should I cling to life
  Or should I just kill myself?
  So many contradictions, contemplations
  Its getting harder and harder to mask my pain
  I cant tell if I wanna live or if I wanna die
  Please, save me