text: Girl, how I love you, I cant feel myself
  This thing, I aint gon wish on someone else
  Girl, how I love you, I cant feel myself
  This thing, I aint gon wish on someone else 
  I really hate it when I break your trust
  I think about it every single night, its got me staying up
  All these promises that I broken, its got me feeling fake as fuck
  Havent treated you how I should, and I fucking hate it, but
  Its something I cant fix with an apology
  I pushed you to the point to where you didnt want to talk to me
  Prayin and prayin that I can make it better
  Honestly, I dont know what I would do if you werent by my side to rock with me
  Its the only thing Ive been able to think about
  Talking to my homes, I can barely get a sentence out
  And I feel guilty even saying that Im feeling down
  Cause I can only imagine what youve had to deal with now
  You dont deserve it, the bond that we had was perfect
  I hope you understand Id never do this shit on purpose
  And Im hoping that maybe I can find a way to help you heal
  And if Im unsuccessful, Imma hate myself for real 
  I cant express how much I care about you
  Flashback a couple years, I wouldnt be here without you
  Now Im crying while Im writing, Im sitting right here without you
  Im begging to have you back, I can see youre feeling doubtful
  And I cant even blame you
  But for all the times we had, I need you to know Im really thankful
  I love you more than anything, more than all this music shit
  I hope you can forgive me, Id love to be with you again
  Well you, you know what its like to feel for somebody, you know what Im sayin? 
  And when you have this genuine, genuine feeling that you get from somebody
  And you get- make that person your source of happiness
  Obviously, it becomes, like, they- they become your drug, you get what Im sayin?
  This girl became, like, my drug
  Now you with somebody else, girl, you fucking me up
  Im sorry that my love for you just wasnt enough
  Man, I tried everything I could to fucking fix this shit
  All the time wasted, wish I could forget this shit
  But every time I close my eyes, I relive this shit
  Thinking how we built together, just for you to end this shit
  I wrote the first verse for you, and you started to cry
  Telling me you felt bad, but it was all a disguise
  Cause you were seeing that dude before our different issues
  And then I left for two weeks, and now hes living with you
  And you were playing innocent, you defended it
  After all these games, Ill prolly never trust a bitch again
  Girl, ever since you left my side, I aint been feelin myself
  Drinking bottles every day, thought I was healing myself
  But this shit isnt working, I cannot deal with myself
  And if this pain dont fade away, Ill end up killing myself, fuck!
  Girl, how I love you, I cant feel myself
  This thing, I aint gon wish on someone else
  Girl, how I love you, I cant feel myself
  This thing, I aint gon wish on-
  This thing, I aint gon wish on-