text: Uh, because Id like to talk about love and its always on my mind
  Im always, oh, Ive really stopped looking for someone unfortunately because currently when my mind is its just like
  I dont want to say Ive given up but Ive just seen everybody make me promises and make me promises on promises never really fulfilled
  Like, I was always looking for a caretaker, looking for someone that would protect me, take initiative for me and just be the greatest they could for me
  And I thought maybe selfish, I dont know, but its- thats just me being honest and every time Ive kind of let myself be led on by someone they either deceive me or distributing really really really bad
  And Im Im a very genuine person and Im far to emotional and I care too much and Ive Ive definitely cared too much in situations and been fucked over
  Okay, I know how it feels to be alone
  I know how it feels to be around people and feel of them like Ill be around a million people or not like still feel alone like, Ive seen- Ive seen people like when you give them lots of items they just choose everything besides you
  So Ive just been on places in situations that are very heartbreaking as far as like people, period