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  Killing all of myself, bitter as fuck
  Dont like living to suck on all this negative energy
  Every move feels like therell be jeopardy
  Send me some hope on the memory I have left
  Whats left but the ashes of a better tomorrow...
  All of my time here feels like its borrowed...
  Killing all of myself, bitter as fuck
  Dont like living to suck on all this negative energy
  Every move feels like therell be jeopardy
  Send me some hope on the memory I have left
  Whats left but the ashes of a better tomorrow...
  All of my time here feels like its borrowed...
  Going through some life issues, hand me a fucking tissue
  A man shouldnt be crying, but hes human, hes got issues
  Family can get pretty fucked at times, but not like this bro
  The problem precedes my birth. This whole marriage was a blow
  Hot-headed stepfather, and a caring birth-mother
  Feeling like every inch of the cut is not gonna solve my problems
  Punch me in the fucking gut, I swear I feel like a runt to everyone
  Feels like Im worthless like theres nothing left to do, nowhere to go
  God, it feels like Ive grown so fucking old, despite what Im told
  18 and yet theres 70 left to go, I aint gonna live long, I promise thee
  Im not full of glee, even if I smile like the might of Alastor
  Feeling like Alastor, yeah
  Feeling like him now, yeah
  Killing all of myself, bitter as fuck
  Dont like living to suck on all this negative energy
  Every move feels like therell be jeopardy
  Send me some hope on the memory I have left
  Whats left but the ashes of a better tomorrow...
  All of my time here feels like its borrowed...
  Killing all of myself, bitter as fuck
  Dont like living to suck on all this negative energy
  Every move feels like therell be jeopardy
  Send me some hope on the memory I have left
  Whats left but the ashes of a better tomorrow...
  All of my time here feels like its borrowed...
  Pick litter the middle of six niggers is bitter
  As dick lickers as licking the clits, clitoris
  Vigorous black bags like the vividus black Casper
  Who’s backing the bash faster than Beverly
  Mean cash or with Cassidy
  And the passenger packin’ the shovel
  Rackin’ up bodies, quicker than calories salaries
  Mean spend it and vend it a pussy magnet and stagnant
  And fra- fragments of faggots
  Whose clique blackin with cactuses
  And the package delivered
  For fuckin sending em cinnamon covered synonyms
  Get em, got em
  Killin’ em, killable fuckin liberal kidabble
  Little fucker then suck a cunt and couple of chemotherapy
  Offices, officer
  Of accomplishing condiments
  Any converse is commonly
  Incompetent prominence
  Get a communist but-
  They never understand
  How it feels to be a man
  How it feels to be a man, hm