text: Ahem, fuck, yeah
  Met you on a Saturday, knew it was somethin soon as you spoke it
  Eye fuckin across the table, dont think anybody noticed
  You asked me if I was comin to city you from
  Maybe we should kick it, I was interested, that would be dumb
  If I denied long legs, good ears, great taste
  Smell good, sense of humor, obvious a good face
  And we clicked, we was at each others hips
  I aint even wanna fuck cause your presence was enough
  You and I make sense, you stayed back at my telly
  We was chattin til mornin, the vibrations was heavy
  I wasnt drownin or yawnin, thats when I told you my feelings
  You told me you felt the same, but you got homie you dealin with
  Damn, I didnt know, thats a bit unexpected
  But I get it, its whatever, least I can do is respect it
  We still gon kick it and check-in like nothin could ever stop it
  The problem is he my friend, but if Im honest, Im really hopin you drop him
  Its morals I really have, its lines I could never cross
  But you got somethin that make all them good intentions get lost
  I try to keep it together, never felt this way
  We spent bout two weeks together, only skipped one day
  And they say, Bros over hoes, Im like, Mm, nah, hey
  I would rather hold your hand than have a cool handshake
  But whatever, we still could be friends, it could still be chance
  Ima play it cool, we got somethin, we cannot pretend, uh, uh
  Its, its like starting a race
  And then when you take off, they like, No, no, its not a end, ha
  It was too late and shit
  FaceTimin, it aint bout nothin, you laughin, packin your luggage
  Its nothin incriminatin, but please delete our discussions
  You hit me with the look and replied like, Duh, bitch
  Dont want your man to think that we creepin behind his back
  Cross the line, cross the line, cross the— nah, we never did that
  Though I havent seen him in months, shit is rare he never hit back
  Anyway, convince him to bring you to me so we could kick it
  Right in front of his lenses, nothing here is malicious
  You sat by me in that movie, we went outside for them doobies
  We walkin off when we talk, man, that nigga not fuckin stupid
  He see it, he know its somethin we frontin like, Ha-ha-ha
  Whenever we Ha-ha-ha, we subtly press his buttons
  Not on purpose, but, man, I found my purpose
  If I fucked our friendship up for you, I think its worth it
  But, nah, I cant do that, that nigga dont deserve it
  And plus yall got depth, Im just the nigga on the surface, for real
  Surface
  I said surface, like, cause they got roots
  Like, Im the new nigga
  But you know, they be fuckin, haha
  Yeah, yeah
  Didnt see you a couple weeks, think he want you away from me
  Know yall argued bout if you mad you met him before you met me
  I feel guilty, but not as much as I should
  I tried to have that self-control, but not as much as I could
  I been down for days, you in my city and I cant see your face
  I cant eat knowin you with him and not at my place
  I never been jealous of another man
  Especially when I have everything I want at hand
  Except you, you
  You know, I got every damn car, multiple cribs
  But its like, No, I want that, ha
  He left for some days, I cleared out my sched, I cleared out my head
  You dropped off at mine, I say that we fled, No, you pick a place
  We could Tulum, or we could Capri, or die right here
  As long as you with me, Ill be at peace, huh
  You was supposed to go back home to see your bestie
  I told you I cant hit that zone, too busy next week
  You was like, Hmm, Ill stay a week, shell get over that
  Seven days with me, your nigga like, Where the fuck you at?
  Dirtyin my bakin pots, tennis at my mama spot
  Chauffeured in the Rolls, the back entrance for them restaurants
  Parks playin chess games, givin wigs pet names
  Manicures, night swims, Jerrod providin methane
  Shoppin til we droppin, what you coppin?
  See, the price is not a option
  Its investments cause your smile is the profit to me
  I know around him, you gotta act like you not into me
  I know your answer, but you gotta keep it honest with me
  Said you cant fully be into me cause you with him
  Then why the fuck when we link its like he doesnt exist?
  They all know that we friends, but we both aware that its more
  Everything I got, if you say the word, then its yours
  The only thing Im missin in life, I know you could be it
  And everyone around me that care about me can see it
  I could fuck a trillion bitches every country I done been in
  Men or women, it dont matter, if I seen em, then I had em
  But with you, its a feeling cause we twinnin and we matchin
  You stayed in the car when I went on date with that actress
  Whole time Im eatin, I couldnt wait to get back
  In the back of the car with you and talk about who we are
  You told me when you with me, its like heroin
  Told me that your confidence went up since we befriended, and
  Told me that you didnt wanna hurt him, why we doin this?
  Told me this a awkward situation and you just wanna be through with it
  Told me every time you not with him, it started problems, and
  Told me every time you not with me, you always ponder
  What type of sweater Im wearin, what music have I been finding
  Girl, you know that Ima play it whenever, thats what we bonded over
  You said you told him the truth and you never lied
  Now he lookin at you with them eyes
  We never crossed the line, but he got every right to be a lil pissed off
  He picked you up, yall got an argument, he got his shit off
  My energy like, Get lost, your energy just want peace
  I couldnt even tell you his energy cause he dont speak
  He aint even call you his bitch
  Until he see me make you smile, that nigga threatened as shit
  Im in the wrong, though
  I picked you up, your energy off
  Your lips really dry, something is off
  You ask if I gotta, I ask if you gotta
  We trip on our words, nobody is lyin, hakuna matata
  We sat in the car and cried for a hour
  My shirt look like a showerhead got it, we called it off
  Ill skip the details but that night I seen hell
  You was in a room I was payin for, I took three Ls
  No, I didnt sleep well, woke up and my knees fell
  They buckled to the ground, I cannot walk, shit, I need Vill
  Next day Im drivin round the city with no destination back-up
  Water in my eyes kept falling like Niagara
  Vill right beside me makin sure I didnt crash or
  Do something heinous cause Im emotionally jabbed up
  You checked every box, I thought it was it
  Felt like I got led on and pushed off a cliff
  No, Im in the wrong, that was a friend
  No, fuck that, the energy we had, never again will find it
  You in the wrong, gotta remind you bout the times that you stepped
  Gotta rewind it— aw, fuck
  We talkin bout our kinks, real cautious with the links
  You dont do that type of shit when you in relationship
  And you a hundred with your mate, so dont go actin like no saint
  Cause its a two-way street, and shit, you knew what I was on
  And while that nigga out and gone, shit, you was loungin in my home
  Shit, I even let you meet my mama and yall got along
  But shit, Ill take my L, though its not fun
  You still got your nigga and still had your fun
  Shit, I cant even look at you and think about bad words
  Thats why I called and said we couldnt end this on bad terms
  We straight like a bad perm, well always be good friends
  And laugh about it on a sandy beach while our back burns, huh
  This my perspective, this how I feel
  I aint fabricate nothin, I kept it real
  I told you I love you and always will
  And if he ever put his hands on you, promise Ill get him killed, true
  True, true, true, yeah
  On God, I love that girl, f— mhm
  Im a sh— Im a bad person, like, Im in the wrong, Im a bad person
  I had no ill intentions, though
  Shit, everybody got hurt
  I got hurt, bruh
  Its a shit situation
  All the morals and power you have just vanish when a certain energy is nearing
  And those feelings got so much gravity and its out of your control
  That made me realize adults dont know what they doin either
  Were all just children
  I aint mean to fuck nobodys shit up, man
  I thought I was bulletproof
  She proved me wrong, man
  I felt two hundred percent with her
  It was beautiful
  I was able to feel
  But it was, it was bad timing
  And Im mad private with this side of my life cause people are weirdos, and
  I just try to keep anyone I care about in the shadows
  Safe from the commentary and spotlight and thoughts
  Cause its just a story for the people outside of it
  But I guess youre just another chapter in the book