text: Loaded choppa
  Missing papa
  Sleeping pills mixed with vodka
  If I die young, I luv u mama
  We just living life with no drama
  Loaded choppa
  Missing papa
  Sleeping pills mixed with vodka
  If I die young, I luv u mama
  We just living life with no drama
  I pray to god we can beat the odds
  I do drugz me and a junkie two peas of a pod
  But we different I guess theres a difference
  Cause Im high functioning like keep punching him
  Stomachs rumbling critics mumbling
  Losing it is troubling so I keep hustling
  Arkansas asylum is where I stay dont be frightened
  Weed may slow you down but my senses have heightened
  Shine like a diamond is so cliche
  Keep the hate I gotta special way to repay
  Fast forward my life then look back on the replay
  When I was stressed never thought I would see this day
  Right now Im trapped inside my mind why am I this way
  They cant figure me out its like Im a maze
  To understand me it would take 6,570 days
  Doctor do you have the time
  Hold that thought while I roll this dime
  God forgive me while I do this crime
  Pablo Escobar in his prime
  Thats me, casualty , I passionately
  Get rid of these demons rebuke them from me
  I walk on the hearts of past lovers
  So many fish got caught in my covers
  And their hurt was the only thing I recovered
  And their pain I discovered now I suffer
  My heart got broke so now Im tougher
  Im just tryna stay a float not go under
  The life of water
  My life is shorter
  Not one supporter
  Drugz help me and sometimes they mind alter
  Loaded choppa
  Missing papa
  Sleeping pills mixed with vodka
  If I die young, I luv u mama
  We just living life with no drama
  Locked inside my brain and you just missed the train
  Of my thoughts so when I talk I hope you feel my pain
  Im tryna break out this jail and climb out of hell like Bane
  I only cry when in the shower all my feelings going down the drain
  And when it rains I feel it more than ever
  When Ima see success what if its never
  I feel like Im being stepped on by King Kong , after I swallowed a bomb
  My dad was never there, and where the fuck is my mom
  Bitvhes aint shit but Molly makes me happy
  Bitches aint shit but Mary makes me happy
  Other times Im feeling crappy, like manure or shit in the sewer
  Noose of lifes struggles chokin me I cant get any bluer
  Problem after problem they dont get no fewer
  I graduated high school its like Im a loser
  Im at the bottom of the bottom, daddy should of used condom
  Drugz help me play dead like a fiended out possum
  Trapping aint working, this rapping aint working
  A job isnt enough but one thing is certain
  The stress of being the best is one of the worst burdens
  I talk about the drugz they fix my face just like a surgeon
  Other than that yeah I never smile
  When they look in my eyes do they see Im still that child
  From the projects with the mental defects
  That I got from my dad I think its time to confess
  Loaded choppa
  Missing papa
  Sleeping pills mixed with vodka
  If I die young, I luv u mama
  We just living life with no drama