text: This is the autobiography of Nicki Maraj
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  Daddy was a crack fiend, two in the morning
  Had us running down the block like a track team
  When you burnt the house down and my mother was in it
  How could I forget it? The pain is infinite
  Shes my Queen and I aint even British, shes the only reason
  That I went to school and I finished 
  She told me that I had talent, got on her knees
  And prayed for me when I started being violent 
  She saw something in me that til this day
  I dont know if I could be that 
  But Ima die tryin and when Im done cryin grab the iron
  And black out like Im retiring 
  Nightmares of you killing my mother
  The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers
  And they shouldve thrown a book at you
  Cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic 
  My voice projected, my life reflected 
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  Damn, I wanna run to you, hold you and kiss you
  And tell you how I miss you 
  Thought I would have a son for you but now its official
  Its over and I cant let you go 
  But I gotta let you know, all the shit I did made me feel like
  Im dying real slow
  Cause no one understands me
  They dont know what to do when Im hurt
  And when Im angry 
  You was my friend and my man and my daddy
  You was there when that bitch tried to stab me
  Anything I ever needed, knew you had me
  Cause of you, all them chicks couldnt stand me
  So why I hurt you? Thats the question
  It took this long, for me to learn my lesson
  Cause now all I want is peace and get drama
  Finally understand the true meaning of karma
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic 
  My voice projected, my life reflected 
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  Please baby, forgive me, mommy was young
  Mommy was too busy tryna have fun
  Now, I dont pat myself on the back for sending you back
  Cause God knows I was better than that 
  To conceive you, then leave you, the concept alone seems evil
  Im trapped in my conscience
  I adhered to the nonsense, listened to people who told me
  I wasnt ready for you
  But how the – would they know what I was ready to do?
  And of course, it wasnt your fault 
  Its like I feel you the air, I hear you saying
  Mommy dont cry, cant you see Im right here? 
  I gotta let you know what you mean to me
  When Im sleeping, I see you in my dreams with me
  Wish I could touch your little face, or just hold your little hand
  If its part of Gods plan maybe we can meet again
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic
  My voice projected, my life reflected
  May the lord protect me, as the world gets hectic