text: I’m looking at my life again and watching it progressing//
  Use this music as councillors cause its so effective//
  I’ve been knocked, but got back up I think life’s got the message//
  That I won’t go anyway, I’m passing all the testing//
  But where I am now, I’ve still got lots of stresses//
  I’ve still got negativity, these thoughts I’m still processing//
  Trying to not to let them in, im trying to protest them//
  I’m trying to better myself , in me I now investing//
  I quit my job cause they were cunt and now doing management//
  But when I do, the stress was high, I struggled to just handle it//
  If you no me, I battle on, so I never had a plan to quit//
  People choose to run away, im the one who ran to it//
  But I’m nervous everyday, but emotions I just battle through//
  I do a brief to a 100 people, and hope that they don’t rattle you//
  The nerves I have can make me shake, but won’t let these nerves capture you//
  But I’m still me so can fall, but its fine when people are catching you//
  All the time I still get stressed; I fucked me up with all my debt//
  I’m trying to pay it everyday, I feel I need a full reset//
  Its drag me down everyday, but I pretend I’m cool with it//
  It kills my wages so I am broke, how I can I pay all of it?//
  I struggle with my bills and on top of it I drink to much//
  So taking all my money and about my health I think to much//
  So thoughts are going through my head, think about the things I love//
  I need some help, but can not ask as the words they sting to much//
  I’m trying to please everyone, but feel like nothing good enough//
  Maybe I should just please me, cause feel like I have took enough//
  All the shit and all the blame, I still feel im the hated kid//
  And everyone just fucks me off, I’m not sure if I make it this//
  I feel I am a good guy and all these people take the piss//
  Cause they are looking down on me, like they don’t take a shit//
  And it don’t stink, stupid pricks, I slap them to they break to bits//
  I said someday I’ll be better than you and now I am so save your shit//