I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
I just leave em there, I don’t even care, no
Holding up a flare, I could use a prayer, oh
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive
Dont know why, but it feels like my world is crashing down
I just bought a brand...
Fuck, how much darkness does it take to get this flashy?
Dont know why, but it feels like my world is crashing down
I just bought a brand new car, I wanna crash it now
How much darkness did it take to get this flashy now?
I lose a piece of my soul when the camera flashes
So I’m just asking every fan whos questioning my passion
Thinking Im caught up in fashion or that I forgot my past
To understand that Im just a dropout, I dont have the answers
I became a dad so young, I aint know how to use them Pampers
Baby mamas food stamps kept my stomach full
I had to make a plan cause now my family needed me to make it rapping
Me and Slim back at that address, 128th, we trapping
Writing lyrics down on napkins
Room so small, we shared a mattress
Look what happened
I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
I just leave ’em there, I don’t even care, no
Holding up a flare, I could use a prayer, oh
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive
Dont know how I get so high, but I’m not passing out
I guess the drugs are in my blood, hope I dont pass it down
Hope Im alive to see my baby get her cap and gown
Cause doctors told my dad he won’t be here a year from now
Yeah, my first reaction was to punching the wall until its cracking
Both my knuckles shattered, dont ask what the fucks the matter
Ive been battling the fact I lost my closest to cancer
The only thing she asked was for me and him to get closer
But I hung up too fast, went to sleep in and then she passed
Youve been silent seven years, it took that to get us back
We all needed second chances, Ive been bottling the sadness
I guess Im just happy that we finally got to bury shit before the casket
I got death in my pocket and nothing but time
All these bones in the closet, in the back of my mind
I just leave em there, I dont even care, no
Holding up a flare, I could use a prayer, oh
I got death in my pocket, but I feel so alive
I think Im ready to die tonight
Its fucked up cause I aint lived half my life
I saw the devil and passed him like
You tryna fuck up my afterlife
But I dont even care, you can keep me there, yeah
Holding up a flare, I needed a prayer, yeah
I got death in my pocket
But I feel so alive