Kells, to my fans
Hold me down mofucka
And thats all I say
When that crowd leave will you stay for me?
And if I dont become what they thought I was
In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me?
Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully
Cause I know if I dont wanna lose myself
Then Hollywood aint no place for me
What if I told you I aint quit
And these drugs still was my rival
Would you regret the fact that you sobered up
And had more heart than your idol
Or accept the fact that Im just human
Borderline suicidal
And is it blasphemous that these two fingers mean more to me than my bible?
Lord help cause Im cause Im hell bound
With the weight of the world Im held down
Feels like Im in hell now, maybe thats why Im havin this meltdown
Maybe thats why I hate fame, maybe thats why this Js lit
Cause I speak the real and get criticized
So I inhale and dont say shit
And I wake up, to the same shit
Cameras on with their hands out
And that fake smile that I hate now
Cause they the one say I sold out
They the one that will break out when I needed food for my daughter
And Im the one who cant grow up so these fans replace my father
And these girls replace my momma, they give me love, I dont take it
Cause fuck love, these fucking hugs werent around before I made it
And since I dont have no family EST is all that I got
Either drop me now or you down for life
Man its EST or its not
This shit aint right 
Cause whenever their wrong, oh its my fault 
This is my life 
Now tell me are you gon ride till the wheels fall off?
Till the nightmares done
Till the grey hairs come
Till the friendship disappears that weve had since day one
I said this is my life
So tell me are you gon ride till the wheels fall off?
What if this is our climax?
What if everything peaks here?
What if we never get big and these days add on like leap year?
What if you were in my shoes?
Do you think you can fit em?
Or would put that gun to your fuckin head
And regret the fact that you in em
Cause this aint living, this shit prison
Whatever you see in videos, this isnt
Whatever I thought I knew, shit I didnt
Dealing with the consequences of my decisions
Traded the life of a lonely child
That couldnt find anyone to get through
For a life thats filled with cameras
Critisize everytime that I move
For the love I got for my fans
And the loyalty for my mans
Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of
With them bodies pack to those stands
And I did what they say I cant
So Im living proof that you can
Go be great, chase your dream
We only got one life and one chance
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