Am I wrong for being lost?
The pressures of being boss exhausted every bone in my body
I cant walk
I don’t talk, I scream, I dont stop to think
Im so close to the dream that I can’t go to sleep
Ironic, I know, so I need more chronic to roll
Tryna find whats more important, the money or my soul
Its cold, Im low, Im caught between the roads
Under the Hollywood sign, you get blinded by the glow, uh
Yo, how could you look me in the face?
You sat at the table with my daughter promising you got us
Right after you finished saying grace
Why dont you tell her what youre hiding in the bank?
Its time to cut my lawn to see the snakes
It’s time to tell the truth to every fan who doesn’t understand
That its because of you they had to wait
While you left me here to deal with all the hate
I still smile, but feel so fake
It’s no sun, the clouds are opaque
So much shade I read on one page
I cant even look at your name without getting the shakes
What a mistake, uh, look how you take, uh
What doesnt belong to you, this was a rape
And if fate send us both to Heaven
Ima keep a blade in my leather so I can kill you at the gate, uh
Is it worth it when you see it’s all ?
Trying to fit into a world with no 
Commit third-degree murder 
Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore
Is it worth it when you see its all ?
Trying to fit into a world with no 
Commit third-degree murder 
Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore
I woke up sweatin, tryna forget Im in a mansion
Cause fans are mad at my expansion
And my friend I thought was family
Whod always understand me
Got offended cause he jealous
We supposed to be at the GRAMMYs
Im asking, when did pride and passion
Get mistaken for handouts and ass-kissing?
The fact is I made it from trailer trash to Saks 5th
Took it from underground to massive, and the come up was classic
Back when white boys rapped, they gettin their ass kicked
I was battlin, putting these rappers in caskets
I was walking home, getting jumped after classes
Tell me why dont my haters mention that shit?
Now my rent is due and Im a tenant getting by with no credit
Got residue from a sedative I aint get from the medic
My schedule is so fuckin hectic, but still Im in debt
Id be better off dead so life insurance keep my family fed
Its because of yall, I couldnt separate from my career
Because of yall, I hated myself for so many years
Because of you, you aint never gonna see me trust
Even if I got a wife, she just somebody I fuck
Is it worth it when you see its all ?
Trying to fit into a world with no 
Commit third-degree murder 
Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore
Is it worth it when you see its all ?
Trying to fit into a world with no 
Commit third-degree murder 
Tryna play me like a Hollywood whore
The City of Angels 
The City of Angels