Uh, looking at this map and I dont know which way to go 
Where I am , Im so lost 
I couldve swore that I took this trip with all my friends
Look again and they gone , thats the cost 
All I know is that Im surrounded by all this stress
Im a mess, they dont see, they dont care, cut the checks 
Baby you should stop dreaming and get out of bed
Pay the rent is what she said, what she said 
So get dressed, you dont call, you dont write, and you start and we fight
I have dreams every night of becoming your wife
But tomorrows a new night, said I hope you do right
But Im gone cause these calls from these broads that you like 
Just dont forget that Ive been there from the start 
Dont you dare let this shit tear us apart 
Im having your child and you left me in the dark
Oh my god, superstar, I swear youve broken my heart 
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow 
Tell me is that the reason why Im so cold?
Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold
Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold, oh, oh 
Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone 
Im alone, its so clear this isnt home 
So Im gone, so Im gone, so Im gone
So Im gone, so Im gone, gone, gone 
Man I wish I knew when all these things went astray 
Matter fact, I just wish it could all go away 
And it seems like even on the sunniest day, the clouds come
And the rain falls on my window pane 
Even if I knew why, what kind of help could I get
Lets face it, what I get aint paying no doctors check 
My closest cousin is a schizophrenic, now he gone with medics, and I aint talk to him since
Ever since that moment, I felt that we been falling apart
First my moms, then I felt my grandmother dying in my arms 
And of course how could I forget my pa?
Unconditional love, though we aint never gon get along 
What I would give if I could visit my aunt
Every night, every day, but we live so far apart 
Dont think I forgot you were there with my through it all
You so strong and for you woman, I would give you my heart 
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow 
Tell me is that the reason why Im so cold?
Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold
Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold, oh, oh 
Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone 
Im alone, its so clear this isnt home 
So Im gone, so Im gone, so Im gone
So Im gone, so Im gone, gone, gone 
Why cant you see that I cant be here no mo 
Cause success is a threat to these hoes 
I dont have a problem leaving this shit alone
Cut my phone, pack my bags, and never look back at home 
You read about it and I live what they write
Ive hit licks, Ive been robbed
Dealt with fights, day and night 
These streets aint home, they simply gut us too wrong
??? fuck this life
Im my own man, I gotta keep moving
I dont jump to conclusions because I know what Im doing
Im a grown ass man, so accept that
Im tryna be a father to my kid
So all these haters step back, yeah
And I dont know if we can make it
Though what theyre saying in this game were playing
Feel like its one-on-one in a court without a ball
If it was you or the world, I would take nothing at all
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow 
Tell me is that the reason why Im so cold?
Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold
Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold, oh, oh 
Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone 
Im alone, its so clear this isnt home 
So Im gone, so Im gone, so Im gone
So Im gone, so Im gone, gone, gone