text: Let me speak let me spit out my bitterness
  Born of grief and nights without sleep and festering flesh
  Do you have eyes?
  Can you see like mankind sees?
  Why have you soured and curdled me?
  Oh you tireless watcher! What have I done to you?
  That you make everything I dread and everything I fear come true?
  Once I was blessed; I was awaited like the rain
  Like eyes for the blind, like feet for the lame
  Kings heard my words, and they sought out my company
  But now the janitors of Shadowland flick their brooms at me
  Oh you tireless watcher! What have I done to you?
  That you make everything I dread and everything I fear come true?
  Ive lost all taste for life
  Im all complaints
  Tell me why do you starve the faithful?
  Why do you crucify the saints?
  And you let the wicked prosper
  You let their children frisk like deer
  And my loves are dead or dying, or they dont come near
  (Antagonists: We dont despise your chastening
  God is correcting you)
  Oh and look who comes to counsel my deep distress
  Oh, these pompous physicians
  What carelessness!
  (Antagonists: Oh all this ranting all this wind
  Filling our ears with trash)
  Breathtaking ignorance adding insult to injury!
  They come blaming and shaming
  And shattering me
  (Antagonists: This vain man wishes to seem wise
  A man born of asses)
  Oh you tireless watcher! What have I done to you?
  That you make everything I dread and everything I fear come true?
  Already on a bed of sighs and screams
  And still you torture me with visions
  You give me terrifying dreams!
  Better I was carried from the womb straight to the grave
  I see the diggers waiting, theyre leaning on their spades
  (Antagonists: Man is the sire of sorrow
  Sure as the sparks ascend)
  Where is hope while youre wondering what went wrong?
  Why give me light and then this dark without a dawn?
  (Antagonists: Evil is sweet in your mouth
  Hiding under your tongue)
  Show your face!
  Help me understand!
  What is the reason for your heavy hand?
  (Antagonists: Youre stumbling in shadows
  You have no name now)
  Was it the sins of my youth?
  What have I done to you?
  That you make everything I dread and everything I fear come true?
  Everything I dread and everything I fear come true
  Oh you make everything I dread and everything I fear come true