text: Not Really invested in text
  Hope that you hear this instead
  Its you , You up in my head
  & I mean it, I say these words deep from my chest
  I mean em
  With every breathe
  Know it seems like im sorta obsessed
  You & Me & its all in my head
  I cant help but to dream, as i fail my attempts
  Kinda great I can call my friend
  Dreams of you, they go on unadressed
  Different views
  With a page & pen
  Maybe then i could clarify
  All my attempts
  On the shelf
  With this mеssage on read
  Might need help
  Gеtting outta of this mess
  Closed the door
  On all future success
  Its just crazy
  How you just a 10/10
  & I mean it
  My lifes just really a test
  & I finally met you
  & have no regrets
  Said you were special
  & No turning back
  I just hope with this message
  Youd give me a chance
  To explain all my thoughts & feelings around you
  Everyone else & the demons that ground you 
  Gone through the worst
  Cant believe all the struggles
  But theres still some hope
  With these feelings about you
  I know i dont really deserve it
  Your Loves my guide & purpose
  Know you might think it aint worth it
  But still feel same , You is perfect
  & I know that these words
  Might not hit too much
  Broken reality
  Broken for months
  Senseless depravity
  Im outta of touch
  So i hope that we this
  All those fears turn to dust