text: I wanted to convince myself that things
  Were not what they seem
  That we had a chance that someday it would work better
  But I always had a feeling like I lived behind the scenes
  And I don’t think there is anything that could keep us together
  I wish I was blind
  I wish I was blind not to see it
  I wish I was dumb
  I’m fed up of calling your name
  I wish I was deaf
  I wish I was deaf not to hear the sound of despair
  But I’m just a girl who wasn’t there
  I tried to drink and dance it away but it just got worse
  I even thought to shave my head completely to drive you crazy
  You should know that only feelings never can bе put on reverse
  And my mеmories of us were always kind of hazy
  I wish I was blind
  I wish I was blind not to see it
  I wish I was dumb
  I’m fed up of calling your name
  I wish I was deaf
  I wish I was deaf not to hear the sound of despair
  But I’m just a girl who wasn’t there
  I wish I was blind
  I wish I was blind not to see it
  I wish I was dumb
  I wish I was deaf
  I wish I was deaf not to hear the sound
  I wish I was deaf
  I wish I was blind
  I wish I was blind not to see it
  I wish I was dumb
  I’m fed up of calling your name
  I wish I was deaf
  I wish I was deaf not to hear the sound of despair
  But I’m just a girl who wasn’t there