Prompt: In the absence of logic, chaos prevails...

schizoid - another go

the fear in me is haunting…
all throughout the night!
since i caught the catch in your eyes,
all the doubt i've been without,
will rear its many heads until i've broke!
into none!
they're taking aim…
another go at the game!

the real i'll see is so unreal…
all throughout my insides!
since it got better
just to come back again
in many ways,
i can try to take a stand!
until i halt this ride!
it's no fun the thirteenth time!
another go at the game!

continue the search
for the leftover pieces of
what little fragile
peace was shattered…
when the force of the blast
threw me down, battered
the grey skies turned to white
and now nothing even matters!

night after night! lie after lie!
sigh after sigh!
since i caught the catch in your eyes
night after night! why do i try?
it’s all a lie!
since i’ve caught the catch in your eyes

there's no escape, another go again
the circle i'm inside has me in its grip
i can't move on, consumed by the machine
i've don't think i've ever seen…
worse days, than these!
get me out! i don't want to play this game.

(APOCRYPHAL SUPER ORGANISM)
Negative prompt: nsfw, naked, breasts, deformed, man, woman, child, text, logo