Should you stay or should you go now   Your problems here began with the improper and unsourced edits you made to the bio of Andrei Treivas Bregman alias Michael Lucas at the behest of Lucas Lucas listed on the talkpage of the bio the changes he wanted An anonymous editor suggested that you had done this in exchange for sexual favors from Lucas  it had nothing to do with any foreign trips you made With these edits you reversed your earlier edits and contradicted your earlier statements regarding the content  content you eventually changed for Lucas Later you engaged in a prolonged exchange with another editor over the inclusion of Bregman in Lucass real name Despite the fact that Bregman is reliably sourced you removed it like Lucas wanted Most recently you became embroiled in conflict over the use of your Farrell picture no need to go into detail about that  Your recent conduct and your posted word show you to be arrogant capricious emotionally needy and teetering on mental instability  Editors have offered to help and support you as youre having difficulties The kind of help you need cannot be found here  The real question that needs to be answered is this Should we dissuade you from leaving The answer is a resounding NO Leave here and go and devote yourself to getting the kind of professional help you need as quickly as possible  Dont look back