I Have been Trying to change my Tone    Status comment seems to express the  and only the thing I was hoping for   Thank you                        To Everyone Involved  I understand that I myself have many faults and could have avoided it if I was wiser and also headed the very wise sayings of JC   such as   A kind word Turns away wrath     But I am only human and I try to not be a hypocrite   I strive all ways to admit my transgressions and apologize for offence And if asked even if I feel I am justified  Others seamed to expect more from me  than they are willing to give themselves    And really I thought mostly I was trying to teach or provide or gain explanation not be self righteous  But I can see others could easily perceive otherwise   I Know I am ultimately To blame Because I am stubourn  I have difficulty with relating to some people and some forms of Authority  and have spent much of my life bashing my head against brick walls And It Hurts alot and iam sick of it  And I am quick to anger when I feel disrespected unjustifiably  I do not in any way attempt to justify all my statements etc as some were very malicious but I think only when I FELT forced into a corner              I Just wanted to clarify to you my Sincerity                      Which is very very strong  I am sorry  BUT This does not mean I that I would not again become angry   even to Plasmic Physics for obviously  He Knows Knot What He Does  Hopefully and DMacks   But I also think they do have reason to be sorry also    Iam sorry to DMacks for the final insults  but he did I believe on purpose ignore again his own words of advise and push that obvious button ON PURPOSE               But I still cant figure what Plasmic Physics and osperys wise council was    And should see the truth in many of my sayings etc  I also never intended any type of malicious revenge type behavior   Sincerely  and any comments that may have been misunderstood Re DMacks etc  Were apart from the following up any confirmed malicious hacking of my computer systems  Were in relation to Karma eg   Revenge is mine says the lord  etc  Even if I was to be let back in I dont think I am wanted or want to or the right type of personality  I like looking for and correcting flaws in obvious logicscience of arguments statements of things mainly organic chem really and this seams to rub people up the wrong way  etc not chase up refs for every little detail  Any how I just wanted to leave you on that note  What a waste of all our time  Thank YOU Dirk and I hope you appreciate Nick if nothing else