Now youre getting into placeholders here You can become under ambivalence the same way the coureurs des boix are called coureur du boix or coureur de boix Du means from de means to They both make sense when writing in English Im part French btw It goes to the concept of a opstsynaptic and presynaptic neuron Yuo can become under the ambivalence because you recieve emotions from the limbic system hence coureur du boix  I hate to get all mushy but let me add an ndn proverb to the mix True wisdom isnt knowing the life the Creator intended for you true wisom is living the life the creator intended for you Unfortunately were never gonig to be fast as light hence were not the placeholder of this universedark matter is the fastest Therefor in my mind I can become under the ambivalence of this world hence Im under the ambivalence and my ancestors of the past pfheww