Sometimes I feel like Im drifting in space I think my heartsoul is falling from grace Therapy has taken me to a better place So why do I feel Why do I feel Why do I feel like Ive been raped in the face  Maybe its buried emotions Maybe the wrong medication I simply go through the motions They say I need a vacation  I really do feel like a sexual victim with dark memories Of a rigid dictum  This means I love you he murmured This will be our little secret Youll wind up horribly murdered If you should dare not to keep it  I know the topic of rape isnt nice Dont bring it up when youre breaking the ice Is that why youre so quick to decline To hear this oral fixation of mine  Why it spins like a wheel While I make this appeal If Im lost then Ill squeal Its a pretty raw deal When they force you to kneel Holy  its so real When youve really been Raped in the face