Bisgh I am kind of mentally different and like to do things that people dont approve of necessarliy but how would you like it if you were locked in your parents big house all alone most of the time either with just a computer and a TV  I DO have friends but they have to come over and see me most of the time and I cant go see THEM without supervision  If have some money from my parents but cant really live alone yet and I dont know when  So a lot of my time is just sitting here  Now Lucky wants to banish me for doing drugs  Well what would you do if it was after midnight and you hadnt gone out in  days either  Im sorry do what you have to do but please try to undrestand me