my editor review   Hi Istvn  Thanks so much for your thoughtful input to my editor review Firstly to answer the question you asked Im not sure yet if I really want to be an admin Like I said Ive been toying with the idea but I keep having these nagging doubts that it wouldnt be right for meId get carried away with my newfound powers or Id feel pressured by the responsibility that goes along with those powers or I wouldnt have the time to be an effective admin anyway or Id spend so much of my wikitime admining that Id lose sight of actually writing and editing So as I think of it now mulling it over I suppose Im leaning against it There is a certain prestige awarded those who are elected admins and that certainly had an attraction for methe satisfaction of earning the respect from my fellow editors being entrusted with the special toolsbut thats no reason to seek adminship Yeahyou and the nagging little voice in my head are probably right adminship isnt my thing  Regarding your criticisms I know Im naive not to mention emotional to a fault as you know all too well There are a lot of things that should just slide right off my back but for whatever quirk in my personality they dont Ive always been like this and probably always will beheightened emotional sensitivity is hardly a detriment to me as a musicianartist but it definitely can get in the way sometimes in places like this Im learning to deal with it better I think just by getting more experience but its probably always going to be an issue for me to some extent And to be completely fair to myself Im actually quite stable at the core of my being to use a cheesy phrase and theres very little in everyday life that can really hurt me deeply ie stuff waaaay more serious than dumb arguments on the wiki I havent totally lost perspective    Your comments about my tendency to try desperately to find common ground with unreasonable editors were also spoton I certainly have done that but didnt quite consciously realize it until you pointed it out I hate the types who always go around making enemies and assuming the worst and I always try to avoid being like that the obvious result being that I often overcompensate and end up gullible and easily pushedaround Ill say whatever you like just please dont start a fight Ive done that most often with a certain Serbian fellow for some reasonhoping to score brownie points and maybe win civil treatment eventually Lousy foreignpolicy strategy reallyIll try to do a better job of standing my ground in the future     I must say though Im quite touched by the compliments section of your review I guess my charming and atmosphereimproving qualities could be considered the good side of my diplomatic naivete  Im glad to hear that my efforts are appreciatedespecially glad to hear it from you since you are without a doubt another of those people who makes the Wiki not suck and I value your opinion quite highly Ksznm nagyon szpen once again for such a thorough and thoughtful review I really appreciate it Best  Review me