Crossing The Rubicon Yep I was afraid of crossing that riverthe figurative one not the actual one in Italy which I hear is quite nice but unfortunately when you feel like your back is against the wall like ive been made to feel during the past few months usually thats the way people go  You might be right only time will tell However in any case I will be me regardless of what that is and if Wikipedia cant accept that its Wikipedias loss Id love to stick around and id love to find a middle way but I probably cant do that right nowthus the psuedowikibreak and I wonder if itll ever happen with the way things are here at Wikipedia  In any case thank you for your message a