You have previously been blocked for among oter things trolling and pagemoves as well as incivility In all honesty that is not something Esperanza needs in a member As your member status is disputed Ive noted that on the member list I chose to not add your status I suppose you could readd yourself if you decide to note that your status as an Esperanzian is disputed WPEAE  at  UTC   I suppose you could readd yourself if you decide to note that your status as an Esperanzian is disputed  How do I if that has already been noted by you   Please let me explain myself The trolling wasnt intended to be trolling I dont want to troll and make users unhappy Sometimes I may post something that I didnt know was trolling beforehand but I learn each time and try to keep everyone feeling fine about me and my contributions The page move was because a username sounded inappropriate so I thought it had to be pagemoved An admin apparently decided it wasnt inappropriate after all   I wish to start fresh and have a much better time on Wikipedia Please let me join Im already depressed as it is by someone else Im trying as best as I can to be a model Wikipedian You dont know how much I would love to be a part of Esperanza This support group will make me feel much better about all of WP