diff --git "a/data/test/35246.txt" "b/data/test/35246.txt" new file mode 100644--- /dev/null +++ "b/data/test/35246.txt" @@ -0,0 +1,4969 @@ + + + + +Produced by Bryan Ness and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + ARNE + + A Sketch of Norwegian Country Life + + BY + + BJOeRNSTJERNE BJOeRNSON + + TRANSLATED FROM THE NORWEGIAN BY + AUGUSTA PLESNER AND S. RUGELEY-POWERS + + SEVER, FRANCIS, & CO + Boston and Cambridge + 1869 + + + CAMBRIDGE: + PRESS OF JOHN WILSON AND SON. + + + + +TRANSLATORS' PREFACE. + + +The story which is here first presented in an English form, is one of +Herr Bjoernson's best works. In the original, it has already attained +a very wide circulation throughout Northern Europe, and is there +generally recognized as one of the truest and most beautiful +representations of Norwegian life. At the present time, when there is +among us a constantly increasing interest in all things pertaining to +the Scandinavian nations, this work possesses great claims to +attention, not only through its intrinsic merits, but also from the +fact that it is one of the very few works which can, in the fullest +sense, be termed Norwegian. During the long political union of Norway +with Denmark, Norwegian literature was so deeply imbued by Danish +thought and feeling, that it could not be considered national. After +those political changes in 1814, which placed Norway among the free +nations, she strove to take an independent position; and she produced +several gifted writers who endeavored to create a national +literature; but she had for many years no great works unimpressed +with the old Danish stamp. Not till 1857, when a young and +comparatively unknown writer published a book called "Synnove +Solbakken," can the distinct literary life of Norway be considered to +have commenced. That young writer was Bjoernstjerne Bjoernson. Since +the appearance of "Synnove Solbakken," he has produced the present +story, a few other short sketches, and several dramatic works. All +these productions are, both in subject and style, thoroughly +representative of the grand old nation whence they sprang; and they +are, moreover, so full of original poetic beauty and descriptive +power, that they have stamped their author as one of the greatest +writers in Northern Europe. + +While presenting this work from one who so well deserves to be known +and honored by all, we very much wish we could also present a sketch +of his history. But, so far as we have been able to ascertain, there +is very little material; for, happily, Herr Bjoernson is yet young, +and in the midst of his literary career; and therefore only a small +part of his life-story can yet be told. We have, however, obtained a +few interesting details, principally from a little sketch in the +Danish of Herr Clemens Petersen. + +Herr Bjoernson is the son of a clergyman; and was born in 1832, at +Kvikne, a lonely parish on the Dovre Fjeld. In his earliest years, he +was so far from being marked by any unusual degree of mental +development, that he was even regarded as "stupid:" he seems to have +been at that time merely a strong-limbed, happy, playful little +fellow. Whenever he was at home, he constantly made the quiet +parsonage a scene of confusion and uproar through his wild play. +"Things," says Herr Petersen, "which had within the memory of man +never been moved, were flung down; chairs and tables spun round; and +all the girls and boys in the place ran about with him in noisy play; +while his mother used to clasp her hands in fright, and declare he +must soon be sent off to sea." When, in his twelfth year, he went to +school, he appears to have been just as little characterized by any +unusual mental development, and just as much by physical activity. He +was placed on the lowest form to learn with the little boys. But when +he got out-doors into the playground, he was at once among the +leaders, and feared nobody: on one occasion he soundly thrashed the +strongest boy in the whole school. Although, however, no one else at +this time saw any promise of his future greatness, he had himself a +presentiment of it: deep in the heart of the rough Norwegian +school-boy, who seemed to think of little but play, was hidden a +purpose to become an author, and even the greatest of all authors. + +At the University, Herr Bjoernson was as little distinguished by +intellectual attainments as at school; and he never passed the second +part of his examination. He seems, indeed, never to have been a very +earnest student of any writings save those "manuscripts of God" +contained in the great volumes of Nature and human society. _These_, +few have studied more earnestly, or translated with greater force and +beauty. + +While studying at the University, Herr Bjoernson's literary purposes +still remained; and during this time he produced his first drama, +"Valburg," though he had then never read one dramatic work through, +or been at a theatre more than twice in his life. He sent "Valburg" +to the managers of the theatre at Christiana; and it was accepted. +But as soon as he had been to the theatre a few times, he decided +that, in its present state, it was not a fit medium for the +expression of his inner life; and he therefore took his piece back +before it had been played. For a while afterwards, he devoted a great +part of his time to dramatic criticism. He attacked some of the +prevalent errors in theatrical affairs with so much force and +boldness that he greatly exasperated the orthodox actors and +managers, and thus brought down much annoyance upon himself. His +criticisms were, however, the means of greatly improving the +Norwegian drama, especially by partly releasing it from the undue +Danish influence which prevented it from becoming truly national. + +Herr Bjoernson subsequently abandoned his dramatic criticism, left +Christiana, and returned to his father's home in the country. Here he +assiduously devoted himself to literary work, but without very +satisfactory tangible results. Next, he went back to Christiana, and +employed himself in writing for various periodicals, where he +inserted a series of short sketches which, although far inferior to +his subsequent and more mature productions, bore strong indications +of genius, and attracted much attention. But, meanwhile, their noble +young author lived a sad and weary life--depressed by the fear that +his best hopes would never be realized--harassed by pecuniary +difficulties, and tormented by the most cruel persecution. Next, he +went to Upsala, where he still employed himself upon periodical +literature, and had an interval of comparative quiet and happiness. +Thence, he travelled to Hamburg, and afterwards to Copenhagen. Here +he remained half a year, living a quiet, studious life, and +associating with some of the most eminent men in the city. "Those +days," said he, "were the best I ever had." Certainly, they were very +fruitful ones. In them he produced one complete work, parts of +several others, and the first half of "Synnove Solbakken," the tale +which was destined to place him in the foremost rank of Scandinavian +writers. It is a remarkable fact that shortly before he left +Copenhagen with all this heap of wealth, he had passed through a +crisis of such miserable depression that he was just about to abandon +literary labor for ever, through a sense of utter unfitness to +perform it. + +From Copenhagen, Herr Bjoernson returned to Norway, and was for two +years manager of the theatre at Bergen, occupying most of the time in +the training of actors. Thence he went, with his young wife, again to +Christiana, where he for some months edited _Aftenbladet_, one of +the leading Norwegian journals. + +Relative to Herr Bjoernson's subsequent life and labors, there is but +very little available information. + + * * * * * + +Of our own part in the following pages, we have but to say we have +earnestly endeavored to deal faithfully and reverently with Herr +Bjoernson's work, and to render nearly every passage as fully and +literally as the construction of the two languages permits. The only +exceptions are two very short, and comparatively very unimportant +passages, which we have ventured to omit, because we believed they +would render the book less acceptable to English readers. + + London, June, 1866. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. How the Cliff was Clad 11 + + II. A Cloudy Dawn 15 + + III. Seeing an old Love 24 + + IV. The Unlamented Death 34 + + V. "He had in his Mind a Song" 42 + + VI. Strange Tales 48 + + VII. The Soliloquy in the Barn 55 + + VIII. The Shadows on the Water 60 + + IX. The Nutting-Party 68 + + X. Loosening the Weather-Vane 83 + + XI. Eli's Sickness 95 + + XII. A Glimpse of Spring 104 + + XIII. Margit Consults the Clergyman 112 + + XIV. Finding a lost Song 122 + + XV. Somebody's future Home 131 + + XVI. The Double Wedding 147 + + + + +ARNE. + + + + +I. + +HOW THE CLIFF WAS CLAD. + + +Between two cliffs lay a deep ravine, with a full stream rolling +heavily through it over boulders and rough ground. It was high and +steep, and one side was bare, save at the foot, where clustered a +thick, fresh wood, so close to the stream that the mist from the +water lay upon the foliage in spring and autumn. The trees stood +looking upwards and forwards, unable to move either way. + +"What if we were to clothe the Cliff?" said the Juniper one day to +the foreign Oak that stood next him. The Oak looked down to find out +who was speaking, and then looked up again without answering a word. +The Stream worked so hard that it grew white; the Northwind rushed +through the ravine, and shrieked in the fissures; and the bare Cliff +hung heavily over and felt cold. "What if we were to clothe the +Cliff?" said the Juniper to the Fir on the other side. "Well, if +anybody is to do it, I suppose we must," replied the Fir, stroking +his beard; "what dost thou think?" he added, looking over to the +Birch. "In God's name, let us clothe it," answered the Birch, +glancing timidly towards the Cliff, which hung over her so heavily +that she felt as if she could scarcely breathe. And thus, although +they were but three, they agreed to clothe the Cliff. The Juniper +went first. + +When they had gone a little way they met the Heather. The Juniper +seemed as though he meant to pass her by. "Nay, let us take the +Heather with us," said the Fir. So on went the Heather. Soon the +Juniper began to slip. "Lay hold on me," said the Heather. The +Juniper did so, and where there was only a little crevice the Heather +put in one finger, and where she had got in one finger the Juniper +put in his whole hand. They crawled and climbed, the Fir heavily +behind with the Birch. "It is a work of charity," said the Birch. + +But the Cliff began to ponder what little things these could be that +came clambering up it. And when it had thought over this a few +hundred years, it sent down a little Brook to see about it. It was +just spring flood, and the Brook rushed on till she met the Heather. +"Dear, dear Heather, canst thou not let me pass? I am so little," +said the Brook. The Heather, being very busy, only raised herself a +little, and worked on. The Brook slipped under her, and ran onwards. +"Dear, dear Juniper, canst thou not let me pass? I am so little," +said the Brook. The Juniper glanced sharply at her; but as the +Heather had let her pass, he thought he might do so as well. The +Brook slipped under him, and ran on till she came where the Fir stood +panting on a crag. "Dear, dear Fir, canst thou not let me pass? I am +so little," the Brook said, fondly kissing the Fir on his foot. The +Fir felt bashful and let her pass. But the Birch made way before the +Brook asked. "He, he, he," laughed the Brook, as she grew larger. +"Ha, ha, ha," laughed the Brook again, pushing Heather and Juniper, +Fir and Birch, forwards and backwards, up and down on the great +crags. The Cliff sat for many hundred years after, pondering whether +it did not smile a little that day. + +It was clear the Cliff did not wish to be clad. The Heather felt so +vexed that she turned green again, and then she went on. "Never mind; +take courage!" said the Heather. + +The Juniper sat up to look at the Heather, and at last he rose to his +feet. He scratched his head a moment, and then he too went on again, +and clutched so firmly, that he thought the Cliff could not help +feeling it. "If thou wilt not take me, then I will take thee," said +he. The Fir bent his toes a little to feel if they were whole, lifted +one foot, which he found all right, then the other, which was all +right too, and then both feet. He first examined the path he had +come, then where he had been lying, and at last where he had to go. +Then he strode onwards, just as though he had never fallen. The Birch +had been splashed very badly, but now she got up and made herself +tidy. And so they went rapidly on, upwards and sidewards, in sunshine +and rain. "But what in the world is all this?" said the Cliff, when +the summer sun shone, the dew-drops glittered, the birds sang, the +wood-mouse squeaked, the hare bounded, and the weasel hid and +screamed among the trees. + +Then the day came when the Heather could peep over the Cliff's edge. +"Oh, dear me!" said she, and over she went. "What is it the Heather +sees, dear?" said the Juniper, and came forwards till he, too, could +peep over. "Dear me!" he cried, and over he went. "What's the matter +with the Juniper to-day?" said the Fir, taking long strides in the +hot sun. Soon he, too, by standing on tiptoes could peep over. +"Ah!"--every branch and prickle stood on end with astonishment. He +strode onwards, and over he went. "What is it they all see, and not +I?" said the Birch, lifting up her skirts, and tripping after. "Ah!" +said she, putting her head over, "there is a whole forest, both of +Fir and Heather, and Juniper and Birch, waiting for us on the plain;" +and her leaves trembled in the sunshine till the dew-drops fell. +"This comes of reaching forwards," said the Juniper. + + + + +II. + +A CLOUDY DAWN. + + +Arne was born upon the mountain plain. + +His mother's name was Margit, and she was the only child at the farm, +Kampen. In her eighteenth year she once stayed too long at a dancing +party. The friends she came with had left, and then she thought the +way homewards would be just the same whether she stayed over another +dance or not. So it came to pass that she was still sitting there +when the fiddler, Nils, the tailor, laid aside his violin and asked +another man to play. He then took out the prettiest girl to dance, +his feet keeping as exact time as the music to a song, while with his +bootheel he kicked off the hat of the tallest man there. "Ho!" he +said. + +As Margit walked home that night, the moonbeams played upon the snow +with such strange beauty, that after she had gone up to her +bedchamber she felt she must look out at them once more. She took off +her bodice, but remained standing with it in her hand. Then she felt +chilly, undressed herself hastily, and crouched far down beneath the +fur coverlet. That night she dreamed of a great red cow which had +gone astray in the corn-fields. She wished to drive it out, but +however much she tried, she could not move from the spot; and the cow +stood quietly, and went on eating till it grew plump and satisfied, +from time to time looking over to her with its large, mild eyes. + +The next time there was a dance in the parish, Margit was there. She +sat listening to the music, and cared little for the dancing that +night; and she was glad somebody else, too, cared no more for it than +she did. But when it grew later the fiddler, Nils, the tailor, rose, +and wished to dance. He went straight over and took out Margit, and +before she well knew what she was doing she danced with him. + +Soon the weather turned warmer, and there was no more dancing. That +spring Margit took so much care of a little sick lamb, that her +mother thought her quite foolish. "It's only a lamb, after all," said +the mother. "Yes; but it's sick," answered Margit. + +It was a long time since Margit had been to church; somebody must +stay at home, she used to say, and she would rather let the mother +go. One Sunday, however, later in the summer, the weather seemed so +fine that the hay might very well be left over that day and night, +the mother said, and she thought both of them might go. Margit had +nothing to say against it, and she went to dress herself. But when +they had gone far enough to hear the church bells, she suddenly burst +into tears. The mother grew deadly pale; yet they went on to church, +heard the sermon and prayers, sang all the hymns, and let the last +sound of the bells die away before they left. But when they were +seated at home again, the mother took Margit's face between her +hands, and said, "Keep back nothing from me, my child!" + +When another winter came Margit did not dance. But Nils, the tailor, +played and drank more than ever, and always danced with the prettiest +girl at every party. People then said, in fact, he might have had any +one of the first girls in the parish for his wife if he chose; and +some even said that Eli Boeen had himself made an offer for his +daughter, Birgit, who had quite fallen in love with him. + +But just at that time an infant born at Kampen was baptized, and +received the name, Arne; but Nils, the tailor, was said to be its +father. + +On the evening of the same day, Nils went to a large wedding-party; +and there he got drunk. He would not play, but danced all the time, +and seemed as if he could hardly bear to have any one on the floor +save himself. But when he asked Birgit Boeen to dance, she refused. He +gave a short, forced, laugh, turned on his heel and asked the first +girl at hand. She was a little dark girl who had been sitting looking +at him, but now when he spoke to her, she turned pale and drew back. +He looked down, leaned slightly over her, and whispered, "Won't you +dance with _me_, Kari?" She did not answer. He repeated his question, +and then she replied, also in a whisper, "That dance might go further +than I wished." He drew back slowly; but when he reached the middle +of the room, he made a quick turn, and danced the _halling_[1] alone, +while the rest looked on in silence. + + [1] The _halling_ is a Norwegian national dance, of which a + description is given on pp. 20, 21.--Translators. + +Afterwards, he went away into the barn, lay down, and wept. + +Margit stayed at home with little Arne. When she heard how Nils +rushed from dancing-party to dancing-party, she looked at the child +and wept, but then she looked at him once more and was happy. The +first name she taught him to say was, father; but this she dared not +do when the mother, or the grandmother, as she was now called, was +near; and so it came to pass that the little one called the +grandmother, "Father." Margit took great pains to break him of this, +and thus she caused an early thoughtfulness in him. He was but a +little fellow when he learned that Nils, the tailor, was his father; +and just when he came to the age when children most love strange, +romantic things, he also learned what sort of man Nils was. But the +grandmother had strictly forbidden the very mention of his name; her +mind was set only upon extending Kampen and making it their own +property, so that Margit and the boy might be independent. Taking +advantage of the landowner's poverty, she bought the place, paid off +part of the purchase-money every year, and managed her farm like a +man; for she had been a widow fourteen years. Under her care, Kampen +had been extended till it could now feed four cows, sixteen sheep, +and a horse of which she was joint owner. + +Meantime, Nils, the tailor, continued to go about working in the +parish; but he had less to do than formerly, partly because he was +less attentive to his trade, and partly because he was not so well +liked. Then he took to going out oftener to play the fiddle at +parties; this gave him more opportunities for drinking, and thus came +more fighting and miserable days. + +One winter day, when Arne was about six years old, he was playing on +the bed, where he had set up the coverlet for a boat-sail, while he +sat steering with a ladle. The grandmother sat in the room spinning, +busy with her own thoughts, and every now and then nodding, as though +in affirmation of her own conclusions. Then the boy knew she was +taking no notice of him; and so he sang, just as he had learned it, a +wild, rough song about Nils, the tailor:-- + + "Unless 'twas only yesterday, hither first you came, + You've surely heard already of Nils, the tailor's fame. + + Unless 'twas but this morning, you came among us first, + You've heard how he knocked over tall Johan Knutson Kirst; + + How in his famous barn-fight with Ola Stor-Johann, + He said, 'Bring down your porridge when we two fight again.' + + That fighting fellow, Bugge, a famous man was he: + His name was known all over fiord and fell and sea. + + 'Now, choose the place, you tailor, where I shall knock you down; + And then I'll spit upon it, and there I'll lay your crown.' + + 'Ah, only come so near, I may catch your scent, my man: + Your bragging hurts nobody; don't dream it ever can.' + + The first round was a poor one, and neither man could beat; + But both kept in their places, and steady on their feet. + + The second round, poor Bugge was beaten black and blue. + 'Little Bugge, are you tired? It's going hard with you.' + + The third round, Bugge tumbled, and bleeding there he lay. + 'Now, Bugge, where's your bragging?' 'Bad luck to me to-day!'" + +This was all the boy sang; but there were two verses more which the +mother had never taught him. The grandmother knew these last verses +only too well; and she remembered them all the better because the boy +did not sing them. She said nothing to him, however, but to the +mother, she said, "If you think it well to teach him the first +verses, don't forget to teach him the last ones, too." + +Nils, the tailor, was so broken down by his drinking, that he was not +like the same man; and people began to say he would soon be utterly +ruined. + +About this time a wedding was celebrated in the neighborhood, and two +American gentlemen, who were visiting near, came to witness it, as +they wished to see the customs of the country. Nils played; and the +two gentlemen each gave a dollar for him, and then asked for the +_halling_. But no one came forward to dance it; and several begged +Nils himself to come: "After all, he was still the best dancer," they +said. He refused; but their request became still more urgent, and at +last all in the room joined in it. This was just what he wanted; and +at once he handed his fiddle to another man, took off his jacket and +cap, and stepped smilingly into the middle of the room. They all came +round to look at him, just as they used to do in his better days, and +this gave him back his old strength. They crowded closely together, +those farthest back standing on tables and benches. Several of the +girls stood higher than all the rest; and the foremost of them--a +tall girl, with bright auburn hair, blue eyes, deeply set under a +high forehead, and thin lips, which often smiled and then drew a +little to one side--was Birgit Boeen: Nils caught her eye as he +glanced upwards at the beam. The music struck up; a deep silence +ensued; and he began. He squatted on the floor, and hopped sidewards +in time with the music; swung from one side to another, crossed, and +uncrossed his legs under him several times; sprang up again, and +stood as though he were going to take a leap; but then shirked it, +and went on hopping sidewards as before. The fiddle was skilfully +played, and the tune became more and more exciting. Nils gradually +threw his head backwarder, and then suddenly kicked the beam, +scattering the dust from the ceiling down upon the people below. They +laughed and shouted round him, and the girls stood almost breathless. +The sound of the violin rose high above the noise, stimulating him by +still wilder notes, and he did not resist their influence. He bent +forward; hopped in time with the music; stood up as though he were +going to take a leap, but shirked it, swung from one side to the +other as before; and just when he looked as if he had not the least +thought of leaping, leaped up and kicked the beam again and again. +Next he turned somersaults forwards and backwards, coming upon his +feet firmly, and standing up quite straight each time. Then he +suddenly left off; and the tune, after running through some wild +variations, died away in one long, deep note on the bass. The crowd +dispersed, and an animated conversation in loud tones followed the +silence. Nils leaned against the wall; and the American gentlemen, +with their interpreter, went over to him, each giving him five +dollars. Once more all were silent. + +The Americans said a few words aside to their interpreter, who then +asked Nils whether he would go with them as their servant. "Where?" +Nils asked, while the people crowded round as closely as possible. +"Out into the world," was the answer. "When?" Nils asked, as he +looked round him with a bright face; his eyes fell on Birgit Boeen, +and he did not take them off again. "In a week's time when they come +back here," answered the interpreter. "Well, perhaps I may then be +ready," said Nils, weighing his ten dollars, and trembling so +violently, that a man on whose shoulder he was resting one arm, asked +him to sit down. + +"Oh, it's nothing," he answered, and he took a few faltering steps +across the floor, then, some firmer ones, turned round, and asked for +a springing-dance. + +The girls stood foremost in the circle. He looked slowly round, and +then went straight over to one in a dark skirt: it was Birgit +Boeen. He stretched forth his hand, and she gave both hers; but he +drew back with a laugh, took out a girl who stood next, and danced +off gaily. Birgit's face and neck flushed crimson; and in a moment a +tall, mild-looking man, who was standing behind her, took her hand +and danced away with her just after Nils. He saw them, and whether +purposely or not, pushed against them so violently that they both +fell heavily to the floor. Loud cries and laughter were heard all +round. Birgit rose, went aside, and cried bitterly. + +Her partner rose more slowly, and went straight over to Nils, who was +still dancing: "You must stop a little," he said. Nils did not hear; +so the other man laid hold on his arm. He tore himself away, looked +at the man, and said with a smile, "I don't know you." + +"P'r'aps not; but now I'll let you know who I am," said the man, +giving him a blow just over one eye. Nils was quite unprepared for +this, and fell heavily on the sharp edge of the fireplace. He tried +to rise, but he could not: his spine was broken. + +At Kampen, a change had taken place. Of late the grandmother had +become more infirm, and as she felt her strength failing, she took +greater pains than ever to save money to pay off the remaining debt +upon the farm. "Then you and the boy," she used to say to Margit, +"will be comfortably off. And mind, if ever you bring anybody into +the place to ruin it for you, I shall turn in my grave." In +harvest-time, she had the great satisfaction of going up to the late +landowner's house with the last of the money due to him; and happy +she felt when, seated once more in the porch at home, she could at +last say, "Now it's done." But in that same hour she was seized with +her last illness; she went to bed at once, and rose no more. Margit +had her buried in the churchyard, and a nice headstone was set over +her, inscribed with her name and age, and a verse from one of +Kingo's hymns. A fortnight after her burial, her black Sunday gown +was made into a suit of clothes for the boy; and when he was dressed +in them he became as grave as even the grandmother herself. He went +of his own accord and took up the book with clasps and large print +from which she used to read and sing every Sunday; he opened it, and +there he found her spectacles. These he had never been allowed to +touch while she was living; now he took them out half fearfully, +placed them over his nose, and looked down through them into the +book. All became hazy. "How strange this is," he thought; "it was +through them grandmother could read God's word!" He held them high up +against the light to see what was the matter, and--the spectacles +dropped on the floor, broken in twenty pieces. + +He was much frightened, and when at the same moment the door opened, +he felt as if it must be the grandmother herself who was coming in. +But it was the mother, and behind her came six men, who, with much +stamping and noise, brought in a litter which they placed in the +middle of the room. The door was left open so long after them, that +the room grew quite cold. + +On the litter lay a man with a pale face and dark hair. The mother +walked to and fro and wept. "Be careful how you lay him on the bed," +she said imploringly, helping them herself. But all the while the men +were moving him, something grated beneath their feet. "Ah, that's +only grandmother's spectacles," the boy thought; but he said +nothing. + + + + +III. + +SEEING AN OLD LOVE. + + +It was, as we have said before, just harvest-time. A week after the +day when Nils had been carried into Margit Kampen's house, the +American gentlemen sent him word to get ready to go with them. He was +just then lying writhing under a violent attack of pain; and, +clenching his teeth, he cried, "Let them go to the devil!" Margit +remained waiting, as if she had not received any answer; he noticed +this, and after a while he repeated, faintly and slowly, "Let +them--go." + +As the winter advanced, he recovered so far as to be able to get up, +though his health was broken for life. The first day he could get up +he took his fiddle and tuned it; but it excited him so much that he +had to go to bed again. He talked very little, but was gentle and +kind, and soon he began to read with Arne, and to take in work. Still +he never went out; and he did not talk to those who came to see him. +At first Margit used to tell him the news of the parish, but it made +him gloomy, and so she soon left off. + +When spring came he and Margit often sat longer than usual talking +together after supper, when Arne had been sent to bed. Later in the +season the banns of marriage were published for them, and then they +were quietly married. + +He worked on the farm, and managed wisely and steadily; and Margit +said to Arne, "He is industrious, as well as pleasant; now you must +be obedient and kind, and do your best for him." + +Margit had even in the midst of her trouble remained tolerably stout. +She had rosy cheeks, large eyes, surrounded by dark circles which +made them seem still larger, full lips, and a round face; and she +looked healthy and strong, although she really had not much strength. +Now, she looked better than ever; and she always sang at her work, +just as she used to do. + +Then one Sunday afternoon, the father and son went out to see how +things were getting on in the fields. Arne ran about, shooting with a +bow and arrows, which the father had himself made for him. Thus, they +went on straight towards the road which led past the church, and down +to the place which was called the broad valley. When they came there, +Nils sat down on a stone and fell into a reverie, while Arne went on +shooting, and running for his arrows along the road in the direction +of the church. "Only not too far away," Nils said. Just as Arne was +at the height of his play, he stopped, listening, and called out, +"Father, I hear music." Nils, too, listened; and they heard the sound +of violins, sometimes drowned by loud, wild shouts, while above all +rose the rattling of wheels, and the trampling of horses' hoofs: it +was a bridal train coming home from the church. "Come here, lad," the +father said, in a tone which made Arne feel he must come quickly. The +father had risen hastily, and now stood hidden behind a large tree. +Arne followed till the father called out, "Not here, but go yonder!" +Then the boy ran behind an elm-copse. The train of carriages had +already turned the corner of the birch-wood; the horses, white with +foam, galloping at a furious rate, while drunken people shouted and +hallooed. The father and Arne counted the carriages one after +another: there were fourteen. In the first, two fiddlers were +sitting; and the wedding tune sounded merrily through the clear air: +a lad stood behind driving. In the next carriage sat the bride, with +her crown and ornaments glittering in the sunshine. She was tall, and +when she smiled her mouth drew a little to one side; with her sat a +mild-looking man, dressed in blue. Then came the rest of the +carriages, the men sitting on the women's laps, and little boys +behind; drunken men riding six together in a one-horse carriage; +while in the last sat the purveyor of the feast, with a cask of +brandy in his arms. They drove rapidly past Nils and Arne, shouting +and singing down the hill; while behind them the breeze bore upwards, +through a cloud of dust, the sound of the violins, the cries, and the +rattling of the wheels, at first loud, then fainter and fainter, till +at last it died away in the distance. Nils remained standing +motionless till he heard a little rustling behind him; then he turned +round: it was Arne stealing forth from his hiding-place. + +"Who was it, father?" he asked; but then he started back a little, +for Nils' face had an evil look. The boy stood silently, waiting for +an answer; but he got none; and at last, becoming impatient, he +ventured to ask, "Are we going now?" Nils was still standing +motionless, looking dreamily in the direction where the bridal train +had gone; then he collected himself, and walked homewards. Arne +followed, and once more began to shoot and to run after his arrows. +"Don't trample down the meadow," said Nils abruptly. The boy let the +arrow lie and came back; but soon he forgot the warning, and, while +the father once more stood still, he lay down to make somersaults. +"Don't trample down the meadow, I say," repeated Nils, seizing his +arm and snatching him up by it almost violently enough to sprain it. +Then the boy went on silently behind him. + +At the door Margit stood waiting for them. She had just come from the +cow-house, where it seemed she had been working hard, for her hair +was rough, her linen soiled, and her dress untidy; but she stood in +the doorway smiling. "Red-side has calved," she said; "and never in +all my life did I see such a great calf." Away rushed Arne. + +"I think you might make yourself a little tidy of a Sunday," said +Nils as he went past her into the room. + +"Yes, now the work's done, there'll be time for dressing," answered +Margit, following him: and she began to dress, singing meanwhile. +Margit now sang very well, though sometimes her voice was a little +hoarse. + +"Leave off that screaming," said Nils, throwing himself upon the bed. +Margit left off. Then the boy came bustling in, all out of breath. +"The calf, the calf's got red marks on each side and a spot on the +forehead, just like his mother." + +"Hold your tongue, boy!" cried Nils, putting down one of his feet +from the bed, and stamping on the floor. "The deuce is in that +bustling boy," he growled out, drawing up his foot again. + +"You can see very well father's out of spirits to-day," the mother +said to Arne, by way of warning. "Shouldn't you like some strong +coffee with treacle?" she then said, turning to Nils, trying to drive +away his ill-temper. Coffee with treacle had been a favorite drink +with the grandmother and Margit, and Arne liked it too. But Nils +never liked it, though he used to take it with the others. "Shouldn't +you like some strong coffee with treacle?" Margit asked again, for he +did not answer the first time. Now, he raised himself on his elbows, +and cried in a loud, harsh voice, "Do you think I'll guzzle that +filthy stuff?" + +Margit was thunder-struck; and she went out, taking the boy with her. + +They had several things to do out-doors, and they did not come in +till supper-time; then Nils had gone. Arne was sent out into the +field to call him, but could not find him anywhere. They waited till +the supper was nearly cold; but Nils had not come even when it was +finished. Then Margit grew fidgety, sent Arne to bed, and sat down, +waiting. A little past midnight Nils came home. "Where have you been, +dear?" she asked. + +"That's no business of yours," he answered, seating himself slowly on +the bench. He was drunk. + +From that time he often went out into the parish; and he was always +drunk when he came back. "I can't bear stopping at home with you," he +once said when he came in. She gently tried to plead her cause; but +he stamped on the floor, and bade her be silent. Was he drunk, then +it was her fault; was he wicked, that was her fault, too; had he +become a and an unlucky man for all his life, then, again, +she and that cursed boy of hers were the cause of it. "Why were you +always dangling after me?" he said, blubbering. "What harm had I done +you?" + +"God help and bless me!" Margit answered, "was it I that ran after +you?" + +"Yes, that you did," he cried, raising himself; and, still +blubbering, he continued, "Now, at last, it has turned out just as +you would have it: I drag along here day after day--every day looking +on my own grave. But I might have lived in splendor with the first +girl in the parish; I might have travelled as far as the sun; if you +and that cursed boy of yours hadn't put yourselves in my way." + +Again she tried to defend herself: "It isn't the boy's fault, at any +rate." + +"Hold your tongue, or I'll strike you!" and he did strike her. + +The next day, when he had slept himself sober, he felt ashamed, and +would especially be kind to the boy. But he was soon drunk again; and +then he beat Margit. At last he beat her almost every time he was +drunk; Arne then cried and fretted, and so he beat him, too; but +often he was so miserable afterwards that he felt obliged to go out +again and take some more spirits. At this time, too, he began once +more to set his mind on going to dancing-parties. He played at them +just as he used to do before his illness; and he took Arne with him +to carry the fiddle-case. At these parties the child saw and heard +much which was not good for him; and the mother often wept because he +was taken there: still she dared not say anything to the father about +it. But to the child she often imploringly said, with many caresses, +"Keep close to God, and don't learn anything wicked." But at the +dancing-parties there was very much to amuse him, while at home with +the mother there was very little; and so he turned more and more away +from her to the father: she saw it, but was silent. He learned many +songs at these parties, and he used to sing them to the father, who +felt amused, and laughed now and then at them. This flattered the boy +so much that he set himself to learn as many songs as he could; and +soon he found out what it was that the father liked, and that made +him laugh. When there was nothing of this kind in the songs, the boy +would himself put something in as well as he could; and thus he early +acquired facility in setting words to music. But lampoons and +disgusting stories about people who had risen to wealth and +influence, were the things which the father liked best, and which the +boy sang. + +The mother always wished him to go with her in the cow-house to tend +the cattle in the evening. He used to find all sorts of excuses to +avoid going; but it was of no use; she was resolved he should go. +There she talked to him about God and good things, and generally +ended by pressing him to her heart, imploring him, with many tears, +not to become a bad man. + +She helped him, too, in his reading-lessons. He was extremely +quick in learning; and the father felt proud of him, and told +him--especially when he was drunk--that he had _his_ cleverness. + +At dancing-parties, when the father was drunk, he used often to ask +Arne to sing to the people; and then he would sing song after song, +amidst their loud laughter and applause. This pleased him even more +than it pleased his father; and at last he used to sing songs without +number. Some anxious mothers who heard this, came to Margit and told +her about it, because the subjects of the songs were not such as they +ought to have been. Then she called the boy to her side, and forbade +him, in the name of God and all that was good, to sing such songs any +more. And now it seemed to him that she was always opposed to what +gave him pleasure; and, for the first time in his life, he told the +father what she had said; and when he was again drunk she had to +suffer for it severely: till then he had not spoken of it. Then Arne +saw clearly how wrong a thing he had done, and in the depths of his +soul he asked God and her to forgive him; but he could not ask it in +words. She continued to show him the same kindness as before, and it +pierced his heart. Once, however, in spite of all, he again wronged +her. He had a talent for mimicking people, especially in their +speaking and singing; and one evening, while he was amusing the +father in this way, the mother entered, and, when she was going away, +the father took it into his head to ask him to mimic her. At first he +refused; but the father, who lay on the bed laughing till he shook, +insisted upon his doing it. "She's gone," the boy thought, "and can't +hear me;" and he mimicked her singing, just as it was when her voice +was hoarse and obstructed by tears. The father laughed till the boy +grew quite frightened and at once left off. Then the mother came in +from the kitchen, looked at Arne long and mournfully, went over to +the shelf, took down a milk-dish and carried it away. + +He felt burning hot all over: she had heard it all. He jumped down +from the table where he had been sitting, went out, threw himself on +the ground, and wished to hide himself for ever in the earth. He +could not rest, and he rose and went farther from the house. Passing +by the barn, he there saw his mother sitting, making a new fine shirt +for him. It was her usual habit to sing a hymn while sewing: now, +however, she was silent. Then Arne could bear it no longer; he threw +himself on the grass at her feet, looked up in her face, and wept and +sobbed bitterly. Margit let fall her work, and took his head between +her hands. + +"Poor Arne!" she said, putting her face down to his. He did not try +to say a word, but wept as he had never wept before. "I knew you were +good at heart," she said, stroking his head. + +"Mother, you mustn't refuse what I am now going to ask," were the +first words he was able to utter. + +"You know I never do refuse you," answered she. + +He tried to stop his tears, and then, with his face still in her +lap, he stammered out, "Do sing a little for me, mother." + +"You know I can't do it," she said, in a low voice. + +"Sing something for me, mother," implored the boy; "or I shall never +have courage to look you in the face again." She went on stroking his +hair, but was silent. "Do sing, mother dear," he implored again; "or +I shall go far away, and never come back any more." Though he was now +almost fifteen years old, he lay there with his head in his mother's +lap, and she began to sing: + + "Merciful Father, take in thy care + The child as he plays by the shore; + Send him Thy Holy Spirit there, + And leave him alone no more. + Slipp'ry's the way, and high is the tide; + Still if Thou keepest close by his side + He never will drown, but live for Thee, + And then at the last Thy heaven will see. + + Wondering where her child is astray, + The mother stands at the cottage door, + Calls him a hundred times i' the day, + And fears he will come no more. + But then she thinks, whatever betide, + The Spirit of God will be his Guide, + And Christ the blessed, his little Brother, + Will carry him back to his longing mother." + +She sang some more verses. Arne lay still; a blessed peace came over +him, and under its soothing influence he slept. The last word he +heard distinctly was, "Christ;" it transported him into regions of +light; and he fancied that he listened to a chorus of voices, but his +mother's voice was clearer than all. Sweeter tones he had never +heard, and he prayed to be allowed to sing in like manner; and then +at once he began, gently and softly, and still more softly, until +his bliss became rapture, and then suddenly all disappeared. He +awoke, looked about him, listened attentively, but heard nothing save +the little rivulet which flowed past the barn with a low and constant +murmur. The mother was gone; but she had placed the half-made shirt +and his jacket under his head. + + + + +IV. + +THE UNLAMENTED DEATH. + + +When now the time of year came for the cattle to be sent into the +wood, Arne wished to go to tend them. But the father opposed him: +indeed, he had never gone before, though he was now in his fifteenth +year. But he pleaded so well, that his wish was at last complied +with; and so during the spring, summer, and autumn, he passed the +whole day alone in the wood, and only came home to sleep. + +He took his books up there, and read, carved letters in the bark of +the trees, thought, longed, and sang. But when in the evening he came +home and found the father often drunk and beating the mother, cursing +her and the whole parish, and saying how once he might have gone far +away, then a longing for travelling arose in the lad's mind. There +was no comfort for him at home; and his books made his thoughts +travel; nay, it seemed sometimes as if the very breeze bore them on +its wings far away. + +Then, about midsummer, he met with Christian, the Captain's eldest +son, who one day came to the wood with the servant boy, to catch the +horses, and to ride them home. He was a few years older than Arne, +light-hearted and jolly, restless in mind, but nevertheless strong in +purpose; he spoke fast and abruptly, and generally about two things +at once; shot birds in their flight; rode bare-backed horses; +went fly-fishing; and altogether seemed to Arne the paragon of +perfection. He, too, had set his mind upon travelling, and he talked +to Arne about foreign countries till they shone like fairy-lands. He +found out Arne's love for reading, and he carried up to him all the +books he had read himself; on Sundays he taught him geography from +maps: and during the whole of that summer Arne read till he became +pale and thin. + +Even when the winter came, he was permitted to read at home; partly +because he was going to be confirmed the next year, and partly +because he always knew how to manage with his father. He also began +to go to school; but while there it seemed to him he never got on so +well as when he shut his eyes and thought over the things in his +books at home: and he no longer had any companions among the boys of +the parish. + +The father's bodily infirmity, as well as his passion for drinking, +increased with his years; and he treated his wife worse and worse. +And while Arne sat at home trying to amuse him, and often, merely to +keep peace for the mother, telling things which he now despised, a +hatred of his father grew up in his heart. But there he kept it +secretly, just as he kept his love for his mother. Even when he +happened to meet Christian, he said nothing to him about home +affairs; but all their talk ran upon their books and their intended +travels. But often when, after those wide roaming conversations, he +was returning home alone, thinking of what he perhaps would have to +see when he arrived there, he wept and prayed that God would take +care he might soon be allowed to go away. + +In the summer he and Christian were confirmed: and soon afterwards +the latter carried out his purpose of travelling. At last, he +prevailed upon his father to let him be a sailor; and he went far +away; first giving Arne his books, and promising to write often to +him. + +Then Arne was left alone. + +About this time a wish to make songs awoke again in his mind; and now +he no longer patched old songs, but made new ones for himself, and +said in them whatever most pained him. + +But soon his heart became too heavy to let him make songs any more. +He lay sleepless whole nights, feeling that he could not bear to stay +at home any longer, and that he must go far away, find out Christian, +and--not say a word about it to any one. But when he thought of the +mother, and what would become of her, he could scarcely look her in +the face; and his love made him linger still. + +One evening when it was growing late, Arne sat reading: indeed, when +he felt more sad than usual he always took refuge in his books; +little understanding that they only increased his burden. The father +had gone to a wedding party, but was expected home that evening; the +mother, weary and afraid of him, had gone to bed. Then Arne was +startled by the sound of a heavy fall in the passage, and of +something hard pushing against the door. It was the father, just +coming home. + +"Is it you, my clever boy?" he muttered; "come and help your father +to get up." Arne helped him up, and brought him to the bench; then +carried in the violin-case after him, and shut the door. "Well, look +at me, you clever boy; I don't look very handsome now; Nils, the +tailor's no longer the man he used to be. One thing I--tell--you--you +shall never drink spirits; they're--the devil, the world, and the +flesh.... 'God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace to the humble.' +... Oh dear! oh dear!--How far gone I am!" + +He sat silent for a while, and then sang in a tearful voice, + + "Merciful Lord, I come to Thee; + Help, if there can be help for me; + Though by the mire of sin defiled, + I'm still Thine own dear ransomed child." + +"'Lord, I am not worthy that Thou shouldest come under my roof; but +speak the word only....'" He threw himself forward, hid his face in +his hands, and sobbed violently. Then, after lying thus a long while, +he said, word for word out of the Scriptures, just as he had learned +it more than twenty years ago, "'But he answered and said, I am not +sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel. Then came she +and worshipped him, saying, Lord, help me. But he answered and said, +It is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it to dogs. +And she said, Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall +from their master's table.'" + +Then he was silent, and his weeping became subdued and calm. + +The mother had been long awake, without looking up; but now when she +heard him weeping thus like one who is saved, she raised herself on +her elbows, and gazed earnestly at him. + +But scarcely did Nils perceive her before he called out, "Are you +looking up, you ugly vixen! I suppose you would like to see what a +state you have brought me to. Well, so I look, just so!" ... He rose; +and she hid herself under the fur coverlet. "Nay, don't hide, I'm +sure to find you," he said, stretching out his right hand and +fumbling with his forefinger on the bed-clothes, "Tickle, tickle," he +said, turning aside the fur coverlet, and putting his forefinger on +her throat. + +"Father!" cried Arne. + +"How shrivelled and thin you've become already, there's no depth of +flesh here!" She writhed beneath his touch, and seized his hand with +both hers, but could not free herself. + +"Father!" repeated Arne. + +"Well at last you're roused. How she wriggles, the ugly thing! Can't +you scream to make believe I am beating you? Tickle, tickle! I only +want to take away your breath." + +"Father!" Arne said once more, running to the corner of the room, and +snatching up an axe which stood there. + +"Is it only out of perverseness, you don't scream? you had better +beware; for I've taken such a strange fancy into my head. Tickle, +tickle! Now I think I shall soon get rid of that screaming of yours." + +"Father!" Arne shouted, rushing towards him with the axe uplifted. + +But before Arne could reach him, he started up with a piercing cry, +laid his hand upon his heart, and fell heavily down. "Jesus Christ!" +he muttered, and then lay quite still. + +Arne stood as if rooted in the ground, and gradually lowered the axe. +He grew dizzy and bewildered, and scarcely knew where he was. Then +the mother began to move to and fro in the bed, and to breathe +heavily, as if oppressed by some great weight lying upon her. Arne +saw that she needed help; but yet he felt unable to render it. At +last she raised herself a little, and saw the father lying stretched +on the floor, and Arne standing beside him with the axe. + +"Merciful Lord, what have you done?" she cried, springing out of the +bed, putting on her skirt and coming nearer. + +"He fell down himself," said Arne, at last regaining power to speak. + +"Arne, Arne, I don't believe you," said the mother in a stern +reproachful voice: "now Jesus help you!" And she threw herself upon +the dead man with loud wailing. + +But the boy awoke from his stupor, dropped the axe and fell down on +his knees: "As true as I hope for mercy from God, I've not done it. I +almost thought of doing it; I was so bewildered; but then he fell +down himself; and here I've been standing ever since." + +The mother looked at him, and believed him. "Then our Lord has been +here Himself," she said quietly, sitting down on the floor and gazing +before her. + +Nils lay quite stiff, with open eyes and mouth, and hands drawn near +together, as though he had at the last moment tried to fold them, but +had been unable to do so. The first thing the mother now did was to +fold them. "Let us look closer at him," she said then, going over to +the fireplace, where the fire was almost out. Arne followed her, for +he felt afraid of standing alone. She gave him a lighted fir-splinter +to hold; then she once more went over to the dead body and stood by +one side of it, while the son stood at the other, letting the light +fall upon it. + +"Yes, he's quite gone," she said; and then, after a little while, she +continued, "and gone in an evil hour, I'm afraid." + +Arne's hands trembled so much that the burning ashes of the splinter +fell upon the father's clothes and set them on fire; but the boy did +not perceive it, neither did the mother at first, for she was +weeping. But soon she became aware of it through the bad smell, and +she cried out in fear. When now the boy looked, it seemed to him as +though the father himself was burning, and he dropped the splinter +upon him, sinking down in a swoon. Up and down, and round and round, +the room moved with him; the table moved, the bed moved; the axe +hewed; the father rose and came to him; and then all of them came +rolling upon him. Then he felt as if a soft cooling breeze passed +over his face; and he cried out and awoke. The first thing he did was +to look at the father, to assure himself that he still lay quietly. + +And a feeling of inexpressible happiness came over the boy's mind +when he saw that the father was dead--really dead; and he rose as +though he were entering upon a new life. + +The mother had extinguished the burning clothes, and began to lay out +the body. She made the bed, and then said to Arne, "Take hold of your +father, you're so strong, and help me to lay him nicely." They laid +him on the bed, and Margit shut his eyes and mouth, stretched his +limbs, and folded his hands once more. + +Then they both stood looking at him. It was only a little past +midnight, and they had to stay there with him till morning. Arne made +a good fire, and the mother sat down by it. While sitting there, she +looked back upon the many miserable days she had passed with Nils, +and she thanked God for taking him away. "But still I had some happy +days with him, too," she said after a while. + +Arne took a seat opposite her; and, turning to him, she went on, "And +to think that he should have such an end as this! even if he has not +lived as he ought, truly he has suffered for it." She wept, looked +over to the dead man, and continued, "But now God grant I may be +repaid for all I have gone through with him. Arne, you must remember +it was for your sake I suffered it all." The boy began to weep too. +"Therefore, you must never leave me," she sobbed; "you are now my +only comfort." + +"I never will leave you; that I promise before God," the boy said, as +earnestly as if he had thought of saying it for years. He felt a +longing to go over to her; yet he could not. + +She grew calmer, and, looking kindly over at the dead man, she said, +"After all, there was a great deal of good in him; but the world +dealt hardly by him.... But now he's gone to our Lord, and He'll be +kinder to him, I'm sure." Then, as if she had been following out this +thought within herself, she added, "We must pray for him. If I could, +I would sing over him; but you, Arne, have such a fine voice, you +must go and sing to your father." + +Arne fetched the hymn-book and lighted a fir-splinter; and, holding +it in one hand and the book in the other, he went to the head of the +bed and sang in a clear voice Kingo's 127th hymn: + + "Regard us again in mercy, O God! + And turn Thou aside Thy terrible rod, + That now in Thy wrath laid on us we see + To chasten us sore for sin against Thee." + + + + +V. + +"HE HAD IN HIS MIND A SONG." + + +Arne was now in his twentieth year. Yet he continued tending the +cattle upon the mountains in the summer, while in the winter he +remained at home studying. + +About this time the clergyman sent a message, asking him to become +the parish schoolmaster, and saying his gifts and knowledge might +thus be made useful to his neighbors. Arne sent no answer; but the +next day, while he was driving his flock, he made the following +verses: + + "O, my pet lamb, lift your head, + Though a stony path you tread, + Over all the lonely fells, + Only follow still your bells. + + O, my pet lamb, walk with care; + Lest you spoil your wool, beware: + Mother now must soon be sewing + New lamb-skins, for summer's going. + + O, my pet lamb, try to grow + Fat and fine where'er you go: + Know you not, my little sweeting, + A spring-lamb is dainty eating?" + +One day he happened to overhear a conversation between his mother and +the late owner of the place: they were at odds about the horse of +which they were joint-owners. "I must wait and hear what Arne says," +interposed the mother. "That sluggard!" the man exclaimed; "he would +like the horse to ramble about in the wood, just as he does himself." +Then the mother became silent, though before she had been pleading +her cause well. + +Arne flushed crimson. That his mother had to bear people's jeers on +his account, never before occurred to him, and, "Perhaps she had +borne many," he thought. "But why had she not told him of it?" he +thought again. + +He turned the matter over, and then it came into his mind that the +mother scarcely ever talked to him at all. But, then, he scarcely +ever talked to her either. But, after all, whom did he talk much to? + +Often on Sundays, when he was sitting quietly at home, he would have +liked to read the sermon to his mother, whose eyes were weak, for she +had wept too much in her time. Still, he did not read it. Often, too, +on weekdays, when she was sitting down, and he thought the time might +hang heavy, he would have liked to offer to read some of his own +books to her: still, he did not. + +"Well, never mind," thought he: "I'll soon leave off tending the +cattle on the mountains; and then I'll be more with mother." He let +this resolve ripen within him for several days: meanwhile he drove +his cattle far about in the wood, and made the following verses: + + "The vale is full of trouble, but here sweet Peace may reign; + Within this quiet forest no bailiffs may distrain; + None fight, like all in the vale, in the Blessed Church's name; + But still if a church were here, perhaps 'twould be just the same. + + Here all are at peace--true, the hawk is rather unkind; + I fear he is looking now the plumpest sparrow to find; + I fear yon eagle is coming to rob the kid of his breath; + But still if he lived very long he might be tired to death. + + The woodman fells one tree, and another rots away: + The red fox killed the lambkin at sunset yesterday; + But the wolf killed the fox; and the wolf, too, had to die, + For Arne shot him down to-day before the dew was dry. + + Back I'll go to the valley: the forest is just as bad-- + I must take heed, however, or thinking will drive me mad-- + I saw a boy in my dreams, though where I cannot tell-- + But I know he had killed his father, and I think it was in hell." + +Then he went home and told the mother she might send for a lad to +tend the cattle on the mountains; and that he would himself manage +the farm: and so it was arranged. But the mother was constantly +hovering about him, warning him not to work too hard. Then, too, she +used to get him such nice meals that he often felt quite ashamed to +take them; yet he said nothing. + +He had in his mind a song having for its burden, "Over the mountains +high;" but he never could complete it, principally because he always +tried to bring the burden in every alternate line; so afterwards he +gave this up. + +But several of his songs became known, and were much liked; and many +people, especially those who had known him from his childhood, were +fond of talking to him. But he was shy to all whom he did not know, +and he thought ill of them, mainly because he fancied they thought +ill of him. + +In the next field to his own worked a middle-aged man named +Opplands-Knut, who used sometimes to sing, but always the same song. +After Arne had heard him singing it for several months, he thought he +would ask him whether he did not know any others. "No," Knut +answered. Then after a few more days, when he was again singing his +song, Arne asked him, "How came you to learn that one song?" + +"Ah! it happened thus----" and then he said no more. + +Arne went away from him straight indoors; and there he found his +mother weeping; a thing he had not seen her do ever since the +father's death. He turned back again, just as though he did not +notice it; but he felt the mother was looking sorrowfully after him, +and he was obliged to stop. + +"What are you crying for, mother?" he asked. She did not answer, and +all was silent in the room. Then his words came back to him again, +and he felt they had not been spoken so kindly as they ought; and +once more, in a gentler tone, he asked, "What are you crying for, +mother?" + +"Ah, I hardly know," she said, weeping still more. He stood silent a +while; but at last mustered courage to say, "Still, there must be +some reason why you are crying." + +Again there was silence; but although the mother had not said one +word of blame, he felt he was very guilty towards her. "Well it just +came over me," she said after a while; and in a few moments she +added, "but really, I'm very happy;" and then she began weeping +again. + +Arne hurried out, away to the ravine; and while he sat there looking +into it, he, too, began weeping. "If I only knew what I am crying +for," he said. + +Then he heard Opplands-Knut singing in the fields above him: + + "Ingerid Sletten of Willow-pool + Had no costly trinkets to wear; + But a cap she had that was far more fair, + Although 'twas only of wool. + + It had no trimming, and now was old; + But her mother, who long had gone, + Had given it her, and so it shone + To Ingerid more than gold. + + For twenty years she laid it aside, + That it might not be worn away: + 'My cap I'll wear on that blissful day + When I shall become a bride.' + + For thirty years she laid it aside + Lest the colors might fade away: + 'My cap I'll wear when to God I pray, + A happy and grateful bride.' + + For forty years she laid it aside, + Still holding her mother as dear: + 'My little cap, I certainly fear + I never shall be a bride.' + + She went to look for the cap one day + In the chest where it long had lain; + But, ah! her looking was all in vain: + The cap had mouldered away." + +Arne listened, and the words seemed to him like music playing far +away over the mountains. He went up to Knut and asked him, "Have you +a mother?" + +"No." + +"Have you a father?" + +"Ah, no; no father." + +"Is it long since they died?" + +"Ah, yes; it's long since." + +"You haven't many, I dare say, who love you?" + +"Ah, no; not many." + +"Have you any here at all?" + +"No; not here." + +"But away in your own place?" + +"Ah, no; not there either." + +"Haven't you any at all then who love you?" + +"Ah, no; I haven't any." + +But Arne walked away with his heart so full of love to his mother +that it seemed as if it would burst; and all around him grew bright. +He felt he must go in again, if only for the sake of looking at her. +As he walked on the thought struck him, "What if I were to lose her?" +He stopped suddenly. "Almighty God, what would then become of me?" + +Then he felt as if some dreadful accident was happening at home, and +he hurried onwards, cold drops bursting from his brow, and his feet +hardly touching the ground. He threw open the outer door, and came at +once into an atmosphere of peace. Then he gently opened the door of +the inner room. The mother had gone to bed, and lay sleeping as +calmly as a child, with the moonbeams shining full on her face. + + + + +VI. + +STRANGE TALES. + + +A few days after, the mother and son agreed on going together to the +wedding of some relations in one of the neighboring places. The +mother had not been to a party ever since she was a girl; and both +she and Arne knew but very little of the people living around, save +their names. + +Arne felt uncomfortable at this party, however, for he fancied +everybody was staring at him: and once, as he was passing through the +passage, he believed he heard something said about him, the mere +thought of which made every drop of blood rush into his face. + +He kept going about looking after the man who had said it, and at +last he took a seat next him. + +When they were at dinner, the man said, "Well, now, I shall tell you +a story which proves nothing can be buried so deeply that it won't +one day be brought to light;" and Arne fancied he looked at him all +the time he was saying this. He was an ugly-looking man, with scanty +red hair, hanging about a wide, round forehead, small, deep-set eyes, +a little snub-nose, and a large mouth, with pale out-turned lips, +which showed both his gums when he laughed. His hands were resting on +the table; they were large and coarse, but the wrists were slender. +He had a fierce look; and he spoke quickly, but with difficulty. The +people called him "Bragger;" and Arne knew that in bygone days, Nils, +the tailor, had treated him badly. + +"Yes," continued the man, "there is indeed, a great deal of sin in +the world; and it sits nearer to us than we think.... But never mind; +I'll tell you now of a foul deed. Those of you who are old will +remember Alf--Alf, the pedlar. 'I'll call again,' Alf used to say: +and he has left that saying behind him. When he had struck a +bargain--and what a fellow for trade he was!--he would take up his +bundle, and say, 'I'll call again.' A devil of a fellow, proud +fellow, brave fellow, was he, Alf, the pedlar! + +"Well he and Big Lazy-bones, Big Lazy-bones--well, you know Big +Lazy-bones?--big he was, and lazy he was, too. He took a fancy to a +coal-black horse that Alf, the pedlar, used to drive, and had trained +to hop like a summer frog. And almost before Big Lazy-bones knew what +he was about, he paid fifty dollars for this horse! Then Big +Lazy-bones, tall as he was, got into a carriage, meaning to drive +about like a king with his fifty-dollar-horse; but, though he whipped +and swore like a devil, the horse kept running against all the doors +and windows; for it was stone-blind! + +"Afterwards, whenever Alf and Big Lazy-bones came across each other, +they used to quarrel and fight about this horse like two dogs. Big +Lazy-bones said he would have his money back; but he could not get a +farthing of it: and Alf drubbed him till the bristles flew. 'I'll +call again,' said Alf. A devil of a fellow, proud fellow, brave +fellow that Alf--Alf, the pedlar! + +"Well, after that some years passed away without his being seen +again. + +"Then, in about ten years or so, a call for him was published on the +church-hill,[2] for a great fortune had been left him. Big +Lazy-bones stood listening. 'Ah,' said he, 'I well knew it must be +money, and not men, that called out for Alf, the pedlar.' + + [2] In Norway, certain public announcements are made before the + church door on Sundays after service.--Translators. + +"Now, there was a good deal of talk one way and another about Alf; +and at last it seemed to be pretty clearly made out that he had been +seen for the last time on _this_ side of the ledge, and not on the +other. Well, you remember the road over the ledge--the old road? + +"Of late, Big Lazy-bones had got quite a great man, and he owned both +houses and land. Then, too, he had taken to being religious; and +that, everybody knew, he didn't take to for nothing--nobody does. +People began to whisper about these things. + +"Just at this time the road over the ledge had to be altered. Folks +in bygone days had a great fancy for going straight onwards; and so +the old road ran straight over the ledge; but now-a-days we like to +have things smooth and easy; and so the new road was made to run down +along the river. While they were making it, there was digging and +mining enough to bring down the whole mountain about their ears; and +the magistrates and all the officers who have to do with that sort of +thing were there. One day while the men were digging deep in the +stony ground, one of them took up something which he thought was a +stone; but it turned out to be the bones of a man's hand instead; and +a wonderfully strong hand it seemed to be, for the man who got it +fell flat down directly. That man was Big Lazy-bones. The magistrate +was just strolling about round there, and they fetched him to the +place; and then all the bones belonging to a whole man were dug out. +The Doctor, too, was fetched; and he put them all together so +cleverly that nothing was wanting but the flesh. And then it struck +some of the people that the skeleton was just about the same size +and make as Alf, the pedlar. 'I'll call again,' Alf used to say. + +"And then it struck somebody else, that it was a very queer thing a +dead hand should have made a great fellow like Big Lazy-bones fall +flat down like that: and the magistrate accused him straight of +having had more to do with that dead hand than he ought--of course, +when nobody else was by. But then Big Lazy-bones foreswore it with +such fearful oaths that the magistrate turned quite giddy. 'Well,' +said the magistrate, 'if you didn't do it, I dare say you're a +fellow, now, who would not mind sleeping with the skeleton +to-night?'--'No; I shouldn't mind a bit,--not I,' said Big +Lazy-bones. So the Doctor tied the joints of the skeleton together, +and laid it in one of the beds in the barracks; and put another bed +close by it for Big Lazy-bones. The magistrate wrapped himself in his +cloak, and lay down close to the door outside. When night came on, +and Big Lazy-bones had to go in to his bedfellow, the door shut +behind him as though of itself, and he stood in the dark. But then +Big Lazy-bones set off singing psalms, for he had a mighty voice. +'Why are you singing psalms?' the magistrate asked from outside the +wall. 'May be the bells were never tolled for him,' answered Big +Lazy-bones. Then he began praying out loud, as earnestly as ever he +could. 'Why are you praying?' asked the magistrate from outside the +wall. 'No doubt, he has been a great sinner,' answered Big +Lazy-bones. Then a time after, all got so still that the magistrate +might have gone to sleep. But then came a shrieking that made the +very barracks shake: 'I'll call again!'--Then came a hellish noise +and crash: 'Out with that fifty dollars of mine!' roared Big +Lazy-bones: and the shrieking and crashing came again. Then the +magistrate burst open the door; the people rushed in with poles and +firebrands; and there lay Big Lazy-bones on the floor, with the +skeleton on the top of him." + +There was a deep silence all round the table. At last a man who was +lighting his clay-pipe said, "Didn't he go mad from that very time?" + +"Yes, he did." + +Arne fancied everybody was looking at him, and he dared not raise his +eyes. "I say, as I said before," continued the man who had told the +tale, "nothing can be buried so deeply that it won't one day be +brought to light." + +"Well, now I'll tell you about a son who beat his own father," said a +fair stout man with a round face. Arne no longer knew where he was +sitting. + +"This son was a great fellow, almost a giant, belonging to a tall +family in Hardanger; and he was always at odds with somebody or +other. He and his father were always quarrelling about the yearly +allowance; and so he had no peace either at home or out. + +"This made him grow more and more wicked; and the father persecuted +him. 'I won't be put down by anybody,' the son said. 'Yes, you'll be +put down by me so long as I live,' the father answered. 'If you don't +hold your tongue,' said the son, rising, 'I'll strike you.'--'Well, +do if you dare; and never in this world will you have luck again,' +answered the father, rising also.--'Do you mean to say that?' said +the son; and he rushed upon him and knocked him down. But the father +didn't try to help himself: he folded his arms and let the son do +just as he liked with him. Then he knocked him about, rolled him over +and over, and dragged him towards the door by his white hair. 'I'll +have peace in my own house, at any rate,' said he. But when they had +come to the door, the father raised himself a little and cried out, +'Not beyond the door, for so far I dragged my own father.' The son +didn't heed it, but dragged the old man's head over the threshold. +'Not beyond the door, I say!' And the old man rose, knocked down the +son and beat him as one would beat a child." + +"Ah, that's a sad story," several said. Then Arne fancied he heard +some one saying, "It's a wicked thing to strike one's father;" and he +rose, turning deadly pale. + +"Now I'll tell _you_ something," he said; but he hardly knew what he +was going to say: words seemed flying around him like large +snowflakes. "I'll catch them at random," he said and began:-- + +"A troll once met a lad walking along the road weeping. 'Whom are +you most afraid of?' asked the troll, 'yourself or others?' Now, +the boy was weeping because he had dreamed last night he had killed +his wicked father; and so he answered, 'I'm most afraid of +myself.'--'Then fear yourself no longer, and never weep again; for +henceforward you shall only have strife with others.' And the troll +went his way. But the first whom the lad met jeered at him; and so +the lad jeered at him again. The second he met beat him; and so he +beat him again. The third he met tried to kill him; and so the lad +killed him. Then all the people spoke ill of the lad; and so he spoke +ill again of all the people. They shut the doors against him, and +kept all their things away from him; so he stole what he wanted; and +he even took his night's rest by stealth. As now they wouldn't let +him come to do anything good, he only did what was bad; and all that +was bad in other people, they let him suffer for. And the people in +the place wept because of the mischief done by the lad; but he did +not weep himself, for he could not. Then all the people met together +and said, 'Let's go and drown him, for with him we drown all the +evil that is in the place.' So they drowned him forthwith; but +afterwards they thought the well where he was drowned gave forth a +mighty odor. + +"The lad himself didn't at all know he had done anything wrong; and +so after his death he came drifting in to our Lord. There, sitting on +a bench, he saw his father, whom he had not killed, after all; and +opposite the father, on another bench, sat the one whom he had jeered +at, the one he had beaten, the one he had killed, and all those whom +he had stolen from, and those whom he had otherwise wronged. + +"'Whom are you afraid of,' our Lord asked, 'of your father, or of +those on the long bench?' The lad pointed to the long bench. + +"'Sit down then by your father,' said our Lord; and the lad went to +sit down. But then the father fell down from the bench with a large +axe-cut in his neck. In his seat, came one in the likeness of the lad +himself, but with a thin and ghastly pale face; another with a +drunkard's face, matted hair, and drooping limbs; and one more with +an insane face, torn clothes, and frightful laughter. + +"'So it might have happened to you,' said our Lord. + +"'Do you think so?' said the boy, catching hold of the Lord's coat. + +"Then both the benches fell down from heaven; but the boy remained +standing near the Lord rejoicing. + +"'Remember this when you awake,' said our Lord; and the boy awoke. + +"The boy who dreamed so is I; those who tempted him by thinking him +bad are you. I am no longer afraid of myself, but I am afraid of you. +Do not force me to evil; for it is uncertain if I get hold of the +Lord's coat." + +He ran out: the men looked at each other. + + + + +VII. + +THE SOLILOQUY IN THE BARN. + + +On the evening of the day after this, Arne was lying in a barn +belonging to the same house. For the first time in his life he had +become drunk, and he had been lying there for the last twenty-four +hours. Now he sat up, resting upon his elbows, and talked with +himself: + +"... Everything I look at turns to cowardice. It was cowardice that +hindered me from running away while a boy; cowardice that made me +listen to father more than to mother; cowardice also made me sing +the wicked songs to him. I began tending the cattle through +cowardice,--to read--well, that, too, was through cowardice: I +wished to get away from myself. When, though a grown up lad, yet +I didn't help mother against father--cowardice; that I didn't that +night--ugh!--cowardice! I might perhaps have waited till she was +killed! ... I couldn't bear to stay at home afterwards--cowardice; +still I didn't go away--cowardice; I did nothing, I tended cattle ... +cowardice. 'Tis true I promised mother to stay at home; still I +should have been cowardly enough to break my promise if I hadn't been +afraid of mixing among people. For I'm afraid of people, mainly +because I think they see how bad I am; and because I'm afraid of +them, I speak ill of them--a curse upon my cowardice! I make songs +through cowardice. I'm afraid of thinking bravely about my own +affairs, and so I turn aside and think about other people's; and +making verses is just that. + +"I've cause enough to weep till the hills turned to lakes, but +instead of that I say to myself, 'Hush, hush,' and begin rocking. And +even my songs are cowardly; for if they were bold they would be +better. I'm afraid of strong thoughts; afraid of anything that's +strong; and if ever I rise into it, it's in a passion, and passion is +cowardice. I'm more clever and know more than I seem; I'm better than +my words, but my cowardice makes me afraid of showing myself in my +true colors. Shame upon me! I drank that spirits through cowardice; +I wanted to deaden my pain--shame upon me! I felt miserable all +the while I was drinking it, yet I drank; drank my father's +heart's-blood, and still I drank! In fact there's no end to my +cowardice; and the most cowardly thing is, that I can sit and tell +myself all this! + +"... Kill myself? Oh, no! I am a vast deal too cowardly for that. +Then, too, I believe a little in God ... yes, I believe in God. I +would fain go to Him; but cowardice keeps me from going: it would be +such a great change that a coward shrinks from it. But if I were to +put forth what power I have? Almighty God, if I tried? Thou wouldst +cure me in such a way as my milky spirit can bear; wouldst lead me +gently; for I have no bones in me, nor even gristle--nothing but +jelly. If I tried ... with good, gentle books,--I'm afraid of the +strong ones--; with pleasant tales, stories, all that is mild, and +then a sermon every Sunday, and a prayer every evening. If I tried to +clear a field within me for religion; and worked in good earnest, for +one cannot sow in laziness. If I tried; dear mild God of my +childhood, if I tried!" + +But then the barn-door was opened, and the mother came rushing across +the floor. Her face was deadly pale, though the perspiration dropped +from it like great tears. For the last twenty-four hours she had +been rushing hither and thither, seeking her son, calling his name, +and scarcely pausing even to listen, until now when he answered from +the barn. Then she gave a loud cry, jumped upon the hay-mow more +lightly than a boy, and threw herself upon Arne's breast.... + +... "Arne, Arne are you here? At last I've found you; I've been +looking for you ever since yesterday; I've been looking for you all +night long! Poor, poor Arne! I saw they worried you, and I wanted to +come to speak to you and comfort you, but really I'm always afraid!" +... "Arne, I saw you drinking spirits! Almighty God, may I never see +it again! Arne, I saw you drinking spirits." It was some minutes +before she was able to speak again. "Christ have mercy upon you, my +boy, I saw you drinking spirits! ... You were gone all at once, drunk +and crushed by grief as you were! I ran all over the place; I went +far into the fields; but I couldn't find you: I looked in every +copse; I questioned everybody; I came here, too; but you didn't +answer.... Arne, Arne, I went along the river; but it seemed nowhere +to be deep enough...." She pressed herself closer to him. + +"Then it came into my mind all at once that you might have gone home; +and I'm sure I was only a quarter of an hour going there. I opened +the outer-door and looked in every room; and then, for the first +time, I remembered that the house had been locked up, and I myself +had the key; and that you could not have come in, after all. Arne, +last night I looked all along both sides of the road: I dared not go +to the edge of the ravine.... I don't know how it was I came here +again; nobody told me; it must have been the Lord himself who put it +into my mind that you might be here!" + +She paused and lay for a while with her head upon his breast. + +He tried to comfort her. + +"Arne, you'll never drink spirits again, I'm sure?" + +"No; you may be sure I never will." + +"I believe they were very hard upon you? they were, weren't they?" + +"No; it was I who was _cowardly_," he answered, laying a great stress +upon the word. + +"I can't understand how they could behave badly to you. But, tell me, +what did they do? you never will tell me anything;" and once more she +began weeping. + +"But you never tell me anything, either," he said in a low gentle +voice. + +"Yet you're the most in fault, Arne: I've been so long used to +be silent through your father; you ought to have led me on a +little.--Good Lord! we've only each other; and we've suffered so +much together." + +"Well, we must try to manage better," Arne whispered. + +... "Next Sunday I'll read the sermon to you." + +"God bless you for it." ... + +"Arne!" + +"Well!" + +"There's something I must tell you." + +"Well, mother, tell me it." + +"I've greatly sinned against you; I've done something very wrong." + +"You, mother?" + +"Indeed, I have; but I couldn't help doing it. Arne, you must forgive +me." + +"But I'm sure you've never done anything wrong to me." + +"Indeed, I have: and my very love to you made me do it. But you must +forgive me; will you?" + +"Yes, I will." + +"And then another time I'll tell you all about it ... but you must +forgive me!" + +"Yes, mother, yes." + +"And don't you see the reason why I couldn't talk much to you was, +that I had this on my mind? I've sinned against you." + +"Pray don't talk so, mother!" + +"Well, I'm glad I've said what I have." + +"And, mother, we'll talk more together, we two." + +"Yes, that we will; and then you'll read the sermon to me?" + +"I will." + +"Poor Arne; God bless you!" + +"I think we both had better go home now." + +"Yes, we'll both go home." + +"You're looking all round, mother?" + +"Yes; your father once lay weeping in this barn." + +"Father?" asked Arne, growing deadly pale. + +"Poor Nils! It was the day you were christened." + +"You're looking all round, Arne?" + + + + +VIII. + +THE SHADOWS ON THE WATER. + + + "It was such a cheerful, sunny day, + No rest indoors could I find; + So I strolled to the wood, and down I lay, + And rocked what came in my mind: + But there the emmets crawled on the ground, + And wasps and gnats were stinging around. + +'Won't you go out-doors this fine day, dear?' said mother, as she sat +in the porch, spinning. + + It was such a cheerful, sunny day, + No rest indoors could I find; + So I went in the birk, and down I lay, + And sang what came in my mind: + But snakes crept out to bask in the sun-- + Snakes five feet long, so, away I run. + +'In such beautiful weather one may go barefoot,' said mother, taking +off her stockings. + + It was such a cheerful, sunny day, + Indoors I could not abide; + So I went in a boat, and down I lay, + And floated away with the tide: + But the sun-beams burned till my nose was sore; + So I turned my boat again to the shore. + +'This is, indeed, good weather to dry the hay,' said mother, putting +her rake into a swath. + + It was such a cheerful, sunny day, + In the house I could not be; + And so from the heat I climbed away + In the boughs of a shady tree: + But caterpillars dropped on my face, + So down I jumped and ran from the place. + +'Well, if the cow doesn't get on to-day, she never will get on,' said +mother, glancing up towards the . + + It was such a cheerful, sunny day, + Indoors I could not remain: + And so for quiet I rowed away + To the waterfall amain: + But there I drowned while bright was the sky: + If you made this, it cannot be I. + +'Only three more such sunny days, and we shall get in all the hay,' +said mother, as she went to make my bed." + +Arne when a child had not cared much for fairy-tales; but now he +began to love them, and they led him to the sagas and old ballads. He +also read sermons and other religious books; and he was gentle and +kind to all around him. But in his mind arose a strange deep longing: +he made no more songs; but walked often alone, not knowing what was +within him. + +Many of the places around, which formerly he had not even noticed, +now appeared to him wondrously beautiful. At the time he and his +schoolfellows had to go to the Clergyman to be prepared for +confirmation, they used to play near a lake lying just below the +parsonage, and called the Swart-water because it lay deep and dark +between the mountains. He now often thought of this place; and one +evening he went thither. + +He sat down behind a grove close to the parsonage, which was built on +a steep hill-side, rising high above till it became a mountain. High +mountains rose likewise on the opposite shore, so that broad deep +shadows fell upon both sides of the lake, but in the middle ran a +stripe of bright silvery water. It was a calm evening near sunset, +and not a sound was heard save the tinkling of the cattle-bells from +the opposite shore. Arne at first did not look straight before him, +but downwards along the lake, where the sun was sprinkling burning +red ere it sank to rest. There, at the end, the mountains gave way, +and between them lay a long low valley, against which the lake beat; +but they seemed to run gradually towards each other, and to hold the +valley in a great swing. Houses lay thickly scattered all along, the +smoke rose and curled away, the fields lay green and reeking, and +boats laden with hay were anchored by the shore. Arne saw many people +going to and fro, but he heard no noise. Thence his eye went along +the shore towards God's dark wood upon the mountain-sides. Through +it, man had made his way, and its course was indicated by a winding +stripe of dust. This, Arne's eye followed to opposite where he was +sitting: there, the wood ended, the mountains opened, and houses lay +scattered all over the valley. They were nearer and looked larger +than those in the other valley; and they were red-painted, and their +large windows glowed in the sunbeams. The fields and meadows stood in +strong light, and the smallest child playing in them was clearly +seen; glittering white sands lay dry upon the shore, and some dogs +and puppies were running there. But suddenly all became sunless and +gloomy: the houses looked dark red, the meadows dull green, the sand +greyish white, and the children little clumps: a cloud of mist had +risen over the mountains, taking away the sunlight. Arne looked down +into the water, and there he found all once more: the fields lay +rocking, the wood silently drew near, the houses stood looking down, +the doors were open, and children went out and in. Fairy-tales and +childish things came rushing into his mind, as little fishes come to +a bait, swim away, come once more and play round, and again swim +away. + +"Let's sit down here till your mother comes; I suppose the +Clergyman's lady will have finished sometime or other." Arne was +startled: some one had been sitting a little way behind him. + +"If I might but stay this one night more," said an imploring voice, +half smothered by tears: it seemed to be that of a girl not quite +grown up. + +"Now don't cry any more; it's wrong to cry because you're going home +to your mother," was slowly said by a gentle voice, which was +evidently that of a man. + +"It's not that, I am crying for." + +"Why, then, are you crying?" + +"Because I shall not live any longer with Mathilde." + +This was the name of the Clergyman's only daughter; and Arne +remembered that a peasant-girl had been brought up with her. + +"Still, that couldn't go on for ever." + +"Well, but only one day more father, dear!" and the girl began +sobbing. + +"No, it's better we take you home now; perhaps, indeed, it's already +too late." + +"Too late! Why too late? did ever anybody hear such a thing?" + +"You were born a peasant, and a peasant you shall be; we can't afford +to keep a lady." + +"But I might remain a peasant all the same if I stayed there." + +"Of that you can't judge." + +"I've always worn my peasant's dress." + +"Clothes have nothing to do with it." + +"I've spun, and woven, and done cooking." + +"Neither is _that_ the thing." + +"I can speak just as you and mother speak." + +"It's not that either." + +"Well, then, I really don't know what it is," the girl said, +laughing. + +"Time will show; but I'm afraid you've already got too many +thoughts." + +"Thoughts, thoughts! so you always say; I have no thoughts;" and she +wept. + +"Ah, you're a wind-mill, that you are." + +"The Clergyman never said that." + +"No; but now _I_ say it." + +"Wind-mill? who ever heard such a thing? I won't be a wind-mill." + +"What _will_ you be then?" + +"What will I be? who ever heard of such a thing? nothing, I will be." + +"Well, be nothing, then." + +Now the girl laughed; but after a while she said gravely, "It's wrong +of you to say I'm nothing." + +"Dear me, when you said so yourself!" + +"Nay; I won't be nothing." + +"Well, then, be everything." + +Again she laughed; but after a while she said in a sad tone, "The +Clergyman never used to make a fool of me in this way." + +"No; but he _did_ make a fool of you." + +"The Clergyman? well, you've never been so kind to me as he was." + +"No; and if I had I should have spoiled you." + +"Well, sour milk can never become sweet." + +"It may when it is boiled to whey." + +She laughed aloud. "Here comes your mother." Then the girl again +became grave. + +"Such a long-winded woman as that Clergyman's lady, I never met with +in all my live-long days," interposed a sharp quick voice. "Now, make +haste, Baard; get up and push off the boat, or we sha'n't get home +to-night. The lady wished me to take care that Eli's feet were kept +dry. Dear me, she must attend to that herself! Then she said Eli must +take a walk every morning for the sake of her health! Did ever +anybody hear such stuff! Well, get up, Baard, and push off the boat; +I have to make the dough this evening." + +"The chest hasn't come yet," he said, without rising. + +"But the chest isn't to come; it's to be left there till next Sunday. +Well, Eli, get up; take your bundle, and come on. Now, get up, +Baard." + +Away she went, followed by the girl. + +"Come on, come on!" Arne then heard the same voice say from the shore +below. + +"Have you looked after the plug in the boat?" Baard asked, still +without rising. + +"Yes, it's put in;" and then Arne heard her drive it in with a scoop. + +"But do get up, Baard; I suppose we're not going to stay here all +night? Get up, Baard!" + +"I'm waiting for the chest." + +"But bless you, dear, haven't I told you it's to be left there till +next Sunday?" + +"Here it comes," Baard said, as the rattling of a cart was heard. + +"Why, I said it was to be left till next Sunday." + +"I said we were to take it with us." + +Away went the wife to the cart, and carried the bundle and other +small things down into the boat. Then Baard rose, went up, and took +down the chest himself. + +But a girl with streaming hair, and a straw bonnet came running after +the cart: it was the Clergyman's daughter. "Eli, Eli!" she cried +while still at a distance. + +"Mathilde, Mathilde," was answered; and the two girls ran towards +each other. They met on the hill, embraced each other and wept. Then +Mathilde took out something which she had set down on the grass: it +was a bird in a cage. + +"You shall have Narrifas," she said; "mamma wishes you to have it +too; you shall have Narrifas ... you really shall--and then you'll +think of me--and very often row over to me;" and again they wept +much. + +"Eli, come, Eli! don't keep standing there!" Arne heard the mother +say from the shore below. + +"But I'll go with you," said Mathilde. + +"Oh, do, do!" and, with their arms round each other's neck, they ran +down to the landing-place. + +In a few minutes Arne saw the boat on the water, Eli standing high in +the stern, holding the bird-cage, and waving her hand; while Mathilde +sat alone on the stones of the landing-place weeping. + +She remained sitting there watching the boat as long as it was on the +water; and so did Arne. The distance across the lake to the red +houses was but short; the boat soon passed into the dark shadows, and +he saw it come ashore. Then he saw in the water the reflections of +the three who had just landed, and in it he followed them on their +way to the red houses till they reached the finest of them; there he +saw them go in; the mother first, next, the father, and last, the +daughter. But soon the daughter came out again, and seated herself +before the storehouse; perhaps to look across to the parsonage, over +which the sun was laying its last rays. But Mathilde had already +gone, and it was only Arne who was sitting there looking at Eli in +the water. "I wonder whether she sees me," he thought.... + +He rose and went away. The sun had set, but the summer night was +light and the sky clear blue. The mist from the lake and the valleys +rose, and lay along the mountain-sides, but their peaks were left +clear, and stood looking over to each other. He went higher: the +water lay black and deep below; the distant valley shortened and drew +nearer the lake; the mountains came nearer the eye and gathered in +clumps; the sky itself was lower; and all things became friendly and +familiar. + + + + +IX. + +THE NUTTING-PARTY. + + + "Fair Venevill bounded on lithesome feet + Her lover to meet. + He sang till it sounded afar away, + 'Good-day, good-day,' + While blithesome birds were singing on every blooming spray. + On Midsummer-day + There is dancing and play; + But now I know not whether she weaves her wreath or nay. + + "She wove him a wreath of corn-flowers blue: + 'Mine eyes so true.' + He took it, but soon away it was flung: + 'Farewell!' he sung; + And still with merry singing across the fields he sprung. + On Midsummer-day, &c. + + "She wove him a chain: 'Oh keep it with care; + 'Tis made of my hair.' + She yielded him then, in an hour of bliss, + Her pure first kiss; + But he blushed as deeply as she the while her lips met his + On Midsummer-day, &c. + + "She wove him a wreath with a lily-band: + 'My true right hand.' + She wove him another with roses aglow: + 'My left hand now.' + He took them gently from her, but blushes dyed his brow. + On Midsummer-day, &c. + + "She wove him a wreath of all flowers round: + 'All I have found.' + She wept, but she gathered and wove on still: + 'Take all you will.' + Without a word he took it, and fled across the hill. + On Midsummer-day, &c. + + "She wove on bewildered and out of breath: + 'My bridal wreath.' + She wove till her fingers aweary had grown: + 'Now put it on:' + But when she turned to see him, she found that he had gone. + On Midsummer-day, &c. + + "She wove on in haste, as for life or death, + Her bridal wreath; + But the Midsummer sun no longer shone, + And the flowers were gone; + But though she had no flowers, wild fancy still wove on. + On Midsummer-day + There is dancing and play; + But now I know not whether she weaves her wreath or nay." + +Arne had of late been happier, both when at home and when out among +people. In the winter, when he had not work enough on his own place, +he went out in the parish and did carpentry; but every Saturday night +he came home to the mother; and went with her to church on Sunday, or +read the sermon to her; and then returned in the evening to his place +of work. But soon, through going more among people, his wish to +travel awoke within him again; and just after his merriest moods, he +would often lie trying to finish his song, "Over the mountains high," +and altering it for about the twentieth time. He often thought of +Christian, who seemed to have so utterly forgotten him, and who, in +spite of his promise, had not sent him even a single letter. Once, +the remembrance of Christian came upon him so powerfully that he +thoughtlessly spoke of him to the mother; she gave no answer, but +turned away and went out. + +There was living in the parish a jolly man named Ejnar Aasen. When he +was twenty years old he broke his leg, and from that time he had +walked with the support of a stick; but wherever he appeared limping +along on that stick, there was always merriment going on. The man was +rich, and he used the greater part of his wealth in doing good; but +he did it all so quietly that few people knew anything about it. +There was a large nut-wood on his property; and on one of the +brightest mornings in harvest-time, he always had a nutting-party of +merry girls at his house, where he had abundance of good cheer for +them all day, and a dance in the evening. He was the godfather of +most of the girls; for he was the godfather of half of the parish. +All the children called him Godfather, and from them everybody else +had learned to call him so, too. + +He and Arne knew each other well; and he liked Arne for the sake of +his songs. Now he invited him to the nutting-party; but Arne +declined: he was not used to girls' company, he said. "Then you had +better get used to it," answered Godfather. + +So Arne came to the party, and was nearly the only young man among +the many girls. Such fun as was there, Arne had never seen before in +all his life; and one thing which especially astonished him was, that +the girls laughed for nothing at all: if three laughed, then five +would laugh just because those three laughed. Altogether, they +behaved as if they had lived with each other all their lives; and yet +there were several of them who had never met before that very day. +When they caught the bough which they jumped after, they laughed, and +when they did not catch it they laughed also; when they did not find +any nuts, they laughed because they found none; and when they did +find some, they also laughed. They fought for the nutting-hook: those +who got it laughed, and those who did not get it laughed also. +Godfather limped after them, trying to beat them with his stick, and +making all the mischief he was good for; those he hit, laughed +because he hit them, and those he missed, laughed because he missed +them. But the whole lot laughed at Arne because he was so grave; and +when at last he could not help laughing, they all laughed again +because he laughed. + +Then the whole party seated themselves on a large hill; the girls in +a circle, and Godfather in the middle. The sun was scorching hot, but +they did not care the least for it, but sat cracking nuts, giving +Godfather the kernels, and throwing the shells and husks at each +other. Godfather 'sh 'shed at them, and, as far as he could reach, +beat them with his stick; for he wanted to make them be quiet and +tell tales. But to stop their noise seemed just about as easy as to +stop a carriage running down a hill. Godfather began to tell a tale, +however. At first many of them would not listen; they knew his +stories already; but soon they all listened attentively; and before +they thought of it, they set off tale-telling themselves at full +gallop. Though they had just been so noisy, their tales, to Arne's +great surprise, were very earnest: they ran principally upon love. + +"You, Aasa, know a good tale, I remember from last year," said +Godfather, turning to a plump girl with a round, good-natured face, +who sat plaiting the hair of a younger sister, whose head lay in her +lap. + +"But perhaps several know it already," answered Aasa. + +"Never mind, tell it," they begged. + +"Very well, I'll tell it without any more persuading," she answered; +and then, plaiting her sister's hair all the while, she told and +sang:-- + +"There was once a grown-up lad who tended cattle, and who often drove +them upwards near a broad stream. On one side was a high steep cliff, +jutting out so far over the stream that when he was upon it he could +talk to any one on the opposite side; and all day he could see a girl +over there tending cattle, but he couldn't go to her. + + 'Now, tell me thy name, thou girl that art sitting + Up there with thy sheep, so busily knitting,' + +he asked over and over for many days, till one day at last there came +an answer:-- + + 'My name floats about like a duck in wet weather; + Come over, thou boy in the cap of brown leather.' + +"This left the lad no wiser than he was before; and he thought he +wouldn't mind her any further. This, however, was much more easily +thought than done, for drive his cattle whichever way he would, it +always, somehow or other, led to that same high steep cliff. Then the +lad grew frightened; and he called over to her-- + + 'Well, who is your father, and where are you biding? + On the road to the church I have ne'er seen you riding.' + +"The lad asked this because he half believed she was a huldre.[3] + + [3] "Over the whole of Norway, the tradition is current of a + supernatural being that dwells in the forests and mountains, called + Huldre or Hulla. She appears like a beautiful woman, and is usually + clad in a blue petticoat and a white snood; but unfortunately has a + long tail, which she anxiously tries to conceal when she is among + people. She is fond of cattle, particularly brindled, of which she + possesses a beautiful and thriving stock. They are without horns. + She was once at a merrymaking, where every one was desirous of + dancing with the handsome, strange damsel; but in the midst of the + mirth, a young man, who had just begun a dance with her, happened + to cast his eye on her tail. Immediately guessing whom he had got + for a partner, he was not a little terrified; but, collecting + himself, and unwilling to betray her, he merely said to her when + the dance was over, 'Fair maid, you will lose your garter.' She + instantly vanished, but afterwards rewarded the silent and + considerate youth with beautiful presents and a good breed of + cattle. The idea entertained of this being is not everywhere the + same, but varies considerably in different parts of Norway. In some + places she is described as a handsome female when seen in front, + but is hollow behind, or else blue; while in others she is known by + the name of Skogmerte, and is said to be blue, but clad in a green + petticoat, and probably corresponds to the Swedish Skogsnyfoor. Her + song--a sound often heard among the mountains--is said to be hollow + and mournful, differing therein from the music of the subterranean + beings, which is described by earwitnesses as cheerful and + fascinating. But she is not everywhere regarded as a solitary wood + nymph. Huldremen and Huldrefolk are also spoken of, who live + together in the mountains, and are almost identical with the + subterranean people. In Hardanger the Huldre people are always clad + in green, but their cattle are blue, and may be taken when a + grown-up person casts his belt over them. They give abundance of + milk. The Huldres take possession of the forsaken pasture-spots in + the mountains, and invite people into their mounds, where + delightful music is to be heard."--_Thorpe's Northern Mythology._ + + 'My house is burned down, and my father is drowned, + And the road to the church-hill I never have found.' + +"This again left the lad no wiser than he was before. In the daytime +he kept hovering about the cliff; and at night he dreamed she danced +with him, and lashed him with a big cow's tail whenever he tried to +catch her. Soon he could neither sleep nor work; and altogether the +lad got in a very poor way. Then once more he called from the cliff-- + + 'If thou art a huldre, then pray do not spell me; + If thou art a maiden, then hasten to tell me.' + +"But there came no answer; and so he was sure she was a huldre. He +gave up tending cattle; but it was all the same; wherever he went, +and whatever he did, he was all the while thinking of the beautiful +huldre who blew on the horn. Soon he could bear it no longer; and one +moonlight evening when all were asleep, he stole away into the +forest, which stood there all dark at the bottom, but with its +tree-tops bright in the moonbeams. He sat down on the cliff, and +called-- + + 'Run forward, my huldre; my love has o'ercome me; + My life is a burden; no longer hide from me.' + +"The lad looked and looked; but she didn't appear. Then he heard +something moving behind him; he turned round and saw a big black +bear, which came forward, squatted on the ground and looked at him. +But he ran away from the cliff and through the forest as fast as his +legs could carry him: if the bear followed him, he didn't know, for +he didn't turn round till he lay safely in bed. + +"'It was one of her herd,' the lad thought; 'it isn't worth while to +go there any more;' and he didn't go. + +"Then, one day, while he was chopping wood, a girl came across the +yard who was the living picture of the huldre: but when she drew +nearer, he saw it wasn't she. Over this he pondered much. Then he saw +the girl coming back, and again while she was at a distance she +seemed to be the huldre, and he ran to meet her; but as soon as he +came near, he saw it wasn't she. + +"After this, wherever the lad was--at church at dances, or any other +parties--the girl was, too; and still when at a distance she seemed +to be the huldre, and when near she was somebody else. Then he asked +her whether she was the huldre or not, but she only laughed at him. +'One may as well leap into it as creep into it,' the lad thought; and +so he married the girl. + +"But the lad had hardly done this before he ceased to like the girl: +when he was away from her he longed for her; but when he was with her +he yearned for some one he did not see. So the lad behaved very badly +to his wife; but she suffered in silence. + +"Then one day when he was out looking for his horses, he came again +to the cliff; and he sat down and called out-- + + 'Like fairy moonlight, to me thou seemest; + Like Midsummer-fires, from afar thou gleamest.' + +"He felt that it did him good to sit there; and afterwards he went +whenever things were wrong at home. His wife wept when he was gone. + +"But one day when he was sitting there, he saw the huldre sitting all +alive on the other side blowing her horn. He called over-- + + 'Ah, dear, art thou come! all around thee is shining! + Ah, blow now again! I am sitting here pining.' + +"Then she answered-- + + 'Away from thy mind the dreams I am blowing; + Thy rye is all rotting for want of mowing.' + +"But then the lad felt frightened and went home again. Ere long, +however, he grew so tired of his wife that he was obliged to go to +the forest again, and he sat down on the cliff. Then was sung over to +him-- + + 'I dreamed thou wast here; ho, hasten to bind me! + No; not over there, but behind you will find me.' + +"The lad jumped up and looked around him, and caught a glimpse of a +green petticoat just slipping away between the shrubs. He followed, +and it came to a hunting all through the forest. So swift-footed as +that huldre, no human creature could be: he flung steel over her +again and again, but still she ran on just as well as ever. But soon +the lad saw, by her pace, that she was beginning to grow tired, +though he saw, too, by her shape, that she could be no other than the +huldre. 'Now,' he thought, you'll be mine easily;' and he caught hold +on her so suddenly and roughly that they both fell, and rolled down +the hills a long way before they could stop themselves. Then the +huldre laughed till it seemed to the lad the mountains sang again. He +took her upon his knee; and so beautiful she was, that never in all +his life he had seen any one like her: exactly like her, he thought +his wife should have been. 'Ah, who are you who are so beautiful?' he +asked, stroking her cheek. She blushed rosy red. 'I'm your wife,' she +answered." + +The girls laughed much at that tale, and ridiculed the lad. But +Godfather asked Arne if he had listened well to it. + +"Well, now I'll tell you something," said a little girl with a little +round face, and a very little nose:-- + +"Once there was a little lad who wished very much to woo a little +girl. They were both grown up; but yet they were very little. And the +lad couldn't in any way muster courage to ask her to have him. He +kept close to her when they came home from church; but, somehow or +other, their chat was always about the weather. He went over to her +at the dancing-parties, and nearly danced her to death; but still he +couldn't bring himself to say what he wanted. 'You must learn to +write,' he said to himself; 'then you'll manage matters.' And the lad +set to writing; but he thought it could never be done well enough; +and so he wrote a whole year round before he dared do his letter. +Now, the thing was to get it given to her without anybody seeing. He +waited till one day when they were standing all by themselves behind +the church. 'I've got a letter for you,' said the lad. 'But I can't +read writing,' the girl answered. + +"And there the lad stood. + +"Then he went to service at the girl's father's house; and he used to +keep hovering round her all day long. Once he had nearly brought +himself to speak; in fact, he had already opened his mouth; but then +a big fly flew in it. 'Well, I hope, at any rate, nobody else will +come to take her away,' the lad thought; but nobody came to take her, +because she was so very little. + +"By-and-by, however, some one _did_ come, and he, too, was little. +The lad could see very well what he wanted; and when he and the girl +went up-stairs together, the lad placed himself at the key-hole. Then +he who was inside made his offer. 'Bad luck to me, I, codfish, who +didn't make haste!' the lad thought. He who was inside kissed the +girl just on her lips----. 'No doubt that tasted nice,' the lad +thought. But he who was inside took the girl on his lap. 'Oh, dear +me! what a world this is!' the lad said, and began crying. Then the +girl heard him and went to the door. 'What do you want, you nasty +boy?' said she, 'why can't you leave me alone?'--'I? I only wanted to +ask you to have me for your bridesman.'--'No; that, my brother's +going to be,' the girl answered, banging the door to. + +"And there the lad stood." + +The girls laughed very much at this tale, and afterwards pelted each +other with husks. + +Then Godfather wished Eli Boeen to tell something. + +"What, then, must it be?" + +"Well, she might tell what she had told him on the hill, the last +time he came to see her parents, when she gave him the new garters. +Eli laughed very much; and it was some time before she would tell it: +however, she did at last,-- + +"A lad and a girl were once walking together on a road. 'Ah, look at +that thrush that follows us!' the girl said. 'It follows _me_,' said +the lad. 'It's just as likely to be _me_,' the girl answered. 'That, +we'll soon find out,' said the lad; 'you go that way, while I go +this, and we'll meet up yonder.' They did so. 'Well, didn't it follow +me?' the lad asked, when they met. 'No; it followed me,' answered the +girl. 'Then, there must be two.' They went together again for some +distance, but then there was only one thrush; and the lad thought it +flew on his side, but the girl thought it flew on hers. 'Devil a bit, +I care for that thrush,' said the lad. 'Nor do I,' answered the girl. + +"But no sooner had they said this, than the thrush flew away. 'It was +on _your_ side, it was,' said the lad. 'Thank you,' answered the +girl; 'but I clearly saw it was on _your_ side.--But see! there it +comes again!' 'Indeed, it's on _my_ side,' the lad exclaimed. Then +the girl got angry: 'Ah, well, I wish I may never stir if I go with +you any longer!' and she went away. + +"Then the thrush, too, left the lad; and he felt so dull that he +called out to the girl, 'Is the thrush with you?'--'No; isn't it with +you?'--'Ah, no; you must come here again, and then perhaps it will +follow you.' + +"The girl came; and she and the lad walked on together, hand in +hand. 'Quitt, quitt, quitt, quitt!' sounded on the girl's side; +'quitt, quitt, quitt, quitt!' sounded on the lad's side; 'quitt, +quitt, quitt, quitt!' sounded on every side; and when they looked +there were a hundred thousand million thrushes all round them. 'Ah, +how nice this is!' said the girl, looking up at the lad. 'Ah, God +bless you!' said he, and kissed her." + +All the girls thought this was such a nice tale. + +Then Godfather said they must tell what they had dreamed last night, +and he would decide who had dreamed the nicest things. + +"Tell what they had dreamed! No; impossible!" + +And then there was no end of tittering and whispering. But soon one +after another began to think she had such a nice dream last night; +and then others thought it could not possibly be so nice as what they +had dreamed; and at last they all got a great mind for telling their +dreams. Yet they must not be told aloud, but to one only, and that +one must by no means be Godfather. Arne had all this time been +sitting quietly a little lower down the hill, and so the girls +thought they dared tell their dreams to him. + +Then Arne seated himself under a hazel-bush; and Aasa, the girl who +had told the first tale, came over to him. She hesitated a while, but +then began,-- + +"I dreamed I was standing by a large lake. Then I saw one walking on +the water, and it was one whose name I will not say. He stepped into +a large water-lily, and sat there singing. But I launched out upon +one of the large leaves of the lily which lay floating on the water; +for on it I would row over to him. But no sooner had I come upon the +leaf than it began to sink with me, and I became much frightened, and +I wept. Then he came rowing along in the water-lily, and lifted me +up to him; and we rowed all over the whole lake. Wasn't that a nice +dream?" + +Next came the little girl who had told the tale about the little +lad,-- + +"I dreamed I had caught a little bird, and I was so pleased with it, +and I thought I wouldn't let it loose till I came home in our room. +But there I dared not let it loose, for I was afraid father and +mother might tell me to let it go again. So I took it up-stairs; but +I could not let it loose there, either, for the cat was lurking +about. Then I didn't know what in the world to do; yet I took it into +the barn. Dear me, there were so many cracks, I was afraid it might +go away! Well, then I went down again into the yard; and there, it +seemed to me some one was standing whose name I will not say. He +stood playing with a big, big dog. 'I would rather play with that +bird of yours,' he said, and drew very near to me. But then it seemed +to me I began running away; and both he and the big dog ran after me +all round the yard; but then mother opened the front door, pulled me +hastily in, and banged the door after me. The lad, however, stood +laughing outside, with his face against the window-pane. 'Look, +here's the bird,' he said; and, only think, he had my bird out there! +Wasn't that a beautiful dream?" + +Then came the girl who had told about the thrushes--Eli, they called +her. She was laughing so much that she could not speak for some time; +but at last she began,-- + +"I had been looking forward with very much pleasure to our nutting in +the wood to-day; and so last night I dreamed I was sitting here on +the hill. The sun shone brightly; and I had my lap full of nuts. But +there came a little squirrel among them, and it sat on its hind-legs +and ate them all up. Wasn't that a funny dream?" + +Afterwards some more dreams were told him; and then the girls would +have him say which was the nicest. Of course, he must have plenty of +time for consideration; and meanwhile Godfather and the whole flock +went down to the house, leaving Arne to follow. They skipped down the +hill, and when they came to the plain went all in a row singing +towards the house. + +Arne sat alone on the hill, listening to the singing. Strong sunlight +fell on the group of girls, and their white bodices shone bright, as +they went dancing over the meadows, every now and then clasping each +other round the waist; while Godfather limped behind, threatening +them with a stick because they trod down his hay. Arne thought no +more of the dreams, and soon he no longer looked after the girls. His +thoughts went floating far away beyond the valley, like the fine +air-threads, while he remained behind on the hill, spinning; and +before he was aware of it he had woven a close web of sadness. More +than ever, he longed to go away. + +"Why stay any longer?" he said to himself; "surely, I've been +lingering long enough now!" He promised himself that he would speak +to the mother about it as soon as he reached home, however it might +turn out. + +With greater force than ever, his thoughts turned to his song, "Over +the mountains high;" and never before had the words come so swiftly, +or linked themselves into rhyme so easily; they seemed almost like +girls sitting in a circle on the brow of a hill. He had a piece of +paper with him, and placing it upon his knee, he wrote down the +verses as they came. When he had finished the song, he rose like one +freed from a burden. He felt unwilling to see any one, and went +homewards by the way through the wood, though he knew he should then +have to walk during the night. The first time he stopped to rest on +the way, he put his hand to his pocket to take out the song, +intending to sing it aloud to himself through the wood; but he found +he had left it behind at the place where it was composed. + +One of the girls went on the hill to look for him; she did not find +him, but she found his song. + + + + +X. + +LOOSENING THE WEATHER-VANE. + + +To speak to the mother about going away, was more easily thought of +than done. He spoke again about Christian, and those letters which +had never come; but then the mother went away, and for days +afterwards he thought her eyes looked red and swollen. He noticed, +too, that she then got nicer food for him than usual; and this gave +him another sign of her state of mind with regard to him. + +One day he went to cut fagots in a wood which bordered upon another +belonging to the parsonage, and through which the road ran. Just +where he was going to cut his fagots, people used to come in autumn +to gather whortleberries. He had laid aside his axe to take off his +jacket, and was just going to begin work, when two girls came walking +along with a basket to gather berries. He used generally to hide +himself rather than meet girls, and he did so now. + +"Ah! only see what a lot of berries! Eli, Eli!" + +"Yes, dear, I see!" + +"Well, but, then, don't go any farther; here are many basketfuls." + +"I thought I heard a rustling among the trees!" + +"Oh, nonsense!" + +The girls rushed towards each other, clasped each other round the +waist, and for a little while stood still, scarcely drawing breath. +"It's nothing, I dare say; come, let's go on picking." + +"Well, so we will." + +And they went on. + +"It was nice you came to the parsonage to-day, Eli. Haven't you +anything to tell me?" + +"Yes; I've been to see Godfather." + +"Well, you've told me that; but haven't you anything to tell me about +_him_--you know who?" + +"Yes, indeed I have!" + +"Oh! Eli, have you! make haste and tell me!" "He has been there +again." + +"Nonsense?" + +"Indeed, he has: father and mother pretended to know nothing of it; +but I went up-stairs and hid myself." + +"Well, what then? did he come after you?" + +"Yes; I believe father told him where I was; he's always so tiresome +now." + +"And so he came there?--Sit down, sit down; here, near me. Well, and +then he came?" + +"Yes; but he didn't say much, for he was so bashful." + +"Tell me what he said, every word; pray, every word!" + +"'Are you afraid of me?' he said. 'Why should I be afraid?' I +answered. 'You know what I want to say to you,' he said, sitting down +beside me on the chest." + +"Beside you!" + +"And he took me round my waist." + +"Round your waist; nonsense!" + +"I wished very much to get loose again; but he wouldn't let me. 'Dear +Eli,' he said----" She laughed, and the other one laughed, too. + +"Well? well?" + +"'Will you be my wife?' Ha, ha, ha!" + +"Ha, ha, ha!" + +And then both laughed together, "Ha, ha, ha, ha!" + +At last the laughing came to an end, and they were both quiet for a +while. Then the one who had first spoken asked in a low voice, +"Wasn't it strange he took you round your waist?" + +Either the other girl did not answer that question, or she answered +in so low a voice that it could not be heard; perhaps she only +answered by a smile. + +"Didn't your father or your mother say anything afterwards?" asked +the first girl, after a pause. + +"Father came up and looked at me; but I turned away from him because +he laughed at me." + +"And your mother?" + +"No, she didn't say anything; but she wasn't so strict as usual." + +"Well, you've done with him, I think?" + +"Of course!" + +Then there was again silence awhile. + +"Was it thus he took you round your waist?" + +"No; thus." + +"Well, then;--it was thus...." + +"Eli?" + +"Well?" + +"Do you think there will ever be anybody come in that way to me?" + +"Of course, there will!" + +"Nonsense! Ah, Eli? If he took me round the waist?" She hid her face. + +Then they laughed again; and there was much whispering and tittering. + +Soon the girls went away; they had not seen either Arne or the axe +and jacket, and he was glad of it. + +A few days after, he gave Opplands-Knut a little farm on Kampen. +"You shall not be lonely any longer," Arne said. + +That winter Arne went to the parsonage for some time to do carpentry; +and both the girls were often there together. When Arne saw them, he +often wondered who it might be that now came to woo Eli Boeen. + +One day he had to drive for the clergyman's daughter and Eli; he +could not understand a word they said, though he had very quick ears. +Sometimes Mathilde spoke to him; and then Eli always laughed and hid +her face. Mathilde asked him if it was true that he could make +verses. "No," he said quickly; then they both laughed; and chattered +and laughed again. He felt vexed; and afterwards when he met them +seemed not to take any notice of them. + +Once he was sitting in the servants' hall while a dance was going on, +and Mathilde and Eli both came to see it. They stood together in a +corner, disputing about something; Eli would not do it, but Mathilde +would, and she at last gained her point. Then they both came over to +Arne, courtesied, and asked him if he could dance. He said he could +not; and then both turned aside and ran away, laughing. In fact, they +were always laughing, Arne thought; and he became brave. But soon +after, he got the clergyman's foster-son, a boy of about twelve, to +teach him to dance, when no one was by. + +Eli had a little brother of the same age as the clergyman's +foster-son. These two boys were playfellows; and Arne made sledges, +snow-shoes and snares for them; and often talked to them about their +sisters, especially about Eli. One day Eli's brother brought Arne a +message that he ought to make his hair a little smoother. "Who said +that?" + +"Eli did; but she told me not to say it was she." + +A few days after, Arne sent word that Eli ought to laugh a little +less. The boy brought back word that Arne ought by all means to laugh +a little more. + +Eli's brother once asked Arne to give him something that he had +written. He complied, without thinking any more about the matter. But +in a few days after, the boy, thinking to please Arne, told him that +Eli and Mathilde liked his writing very much. + +"Where, then, have they seen any of it?" + +"Well, it was for them, I asked for some of it the other day." + +Then Arne asked the boys to bring him something their sisters had +written. They did so; and he corrected the errors in the writing with +his carpenter's pencil, and asked the boys to lay it in some place +where their sisters might easily find it. Soon after, he found the +paper in his jacket pocket; and at the foot was written, "Corrected +by a conceited fellow." + +The next day, Arne completed his work at the parsonage, and returned +home. So gentle as he was that winter, the mother had never seen him, +since that sad time just after the father's death. He read the sermon +to her, accompanied her to church, and was in every way very kind. +But she knew only too well that one great reason for his increased +kindness was, that he meant to go away when spring came. Then one day +a message came from Boeen, asking him to go there to do carpentry. + +Arne started, and, apparently without thinking of what he said, +replied that he would come. But no sooner had the messenger left than +the mother said, "You may well be astonished! From Boeen?" + +"Well, is there anything strange in that?" Arne asked, without +looking at her. + +"From Boeen!" the mother exclaimed once more. + +"And, why not from Boeen, as well as any other place?" he answered, +looking up a little. + +"From Boeen and Birgit Boeen!--Baard, who made your father a , +and all only for Birgit's sake!" + +"What do you say?" exclaimed Arne; "was that Baard Boeen?" + +Mother and son stood looking at each other. The whole of the father's +life seemed unrolled before them, and at that moment they saw the +black thread which had always run through it. Then they began talking +about those grand days of his, when old Eli Boeen had himself offered +him his daughter Birgit, and he had refused her: they passed on +through his life till the day when his spine had been broken; and +they both agreed that Baard's fault was the less. Still, it was he +who had made the father a ; he, it was. + +"Have I not even yet done with father?" Arne thought; and determined +at the same moment that he would go to Boeen. + +As he went walking, with his saw on his shoulder, over the ice +towards Boeen, it seemed to him a beautiful place. The dwelling-house +always seemed as if it was fresh painted; and--perhaps because he +felt a little cold--it just then looked to him very sheltered and +comfortable. He did not, however, go straight in, but went round by +the cattle-house, where a flock of thick-haired goats stood in the +snow, gnawing the bark off some fir twigs. A shepherd's dog ran +backwards and forwards on the barn steps, barking as if the devil was +coming to the house; but when Arne went to him, he wagged his tail +and allowed himself to be patted. The kitchen door at the upper end +of the house was often opened, and Arne looked over there every time; +but he saw no one except the milkmaid, carrying some pails, or the +cook, throwing something to the goats. In the barn the threshers +were hard at work; and to the left, in front of the woodshed, a lad +stood chopping fagots, with many piles of them behind him. + +Arne laid away his saw and went into the kitchen: the floor was +strewed with white sand and chopped juniper leaves; copper kettles +shone on the walls; china and earthenware stood in rows upon the +shelves; and the servants were preparing the dinner. Arne asked for +Baard. "Step into the sitting-room," said one of the servants, +pointing to an inner door with a brass knob. He went in: the room was +brightly painted--the ceiling, with clusters of roses; the cupboards, +with red, and the names of the owners in black letters; the bedstead, +also with red, bordered with blue stripes. Beside the stove, a +broad-shouldered, mild-looking man, with long light hair, sat hooping +some tubs; and at the large table, a slender, tall woman, in a +close-fitting dress and linen cap, sat sorting some corn into two +heaps: no one else was in the room. + +"Good day, and a blessing on the work," said Arne, taking off his +cap. Both looked up; and the man smiled and asked who it was. "I am +he who has come to do carpentry." + +The man smiled still more, and said, while he leaned forward again to +his work, "Oh, all right, Arne Kampen." + +"Arne Kampen?" exclaimed the wife, staring down at the floor. The man +looked up quickly, and said, smiling once more, "A son of Nils, the +tailor;" and then he began working again. + +Soon the wife rose, went to the shelf, turned from it to the +cupboard, once more turned away, and, while rummaging for something +in the table drawer, she asked, without looking up, "Is _he_ going to +work _here_?" + +"Yes, that he is," the husband answered, also without looking up. + +"Nobody has asked you to sit down, it seems," he added, turning to +Arne, who then took a seat. The wife went out, and the husband +continued working: and so Arne asked whether he, too, might begin. +"We'll have dinner first." + +The wife did not return; but next time the door opened, it was Eli +who entered. At first, she appeared not to see Arne, but when he +rose to meet her she turned half round and gave him her hand; yet +she did not look at him. They exchanged a few words, while the +father worked on. Eli was slender and upright, her hands were small, +with round wrists, her hair was braided, and she wore a dress with a +close-fitting bodice. She laid the table for dinner: the laborers +dined in the next room; but Arne, with the family. + +"Isn't your mother coming?" asked the husband. + +"No; she's up-stairs, weighing wool." + +"Have you asked her to come?" + +"Yes; but she says she won't have anything." + +There was silence for a while. + +"But it's cold up-stairs." + +"She wouldn't let me make a fire." + +After dinner, Arne began to work; and in the evening he again sat +with the family. The wife and Eli sewed, while the husband employed +himself in some trifling work, and Arne helped him. They worked on in +silence above an hour; for Eli, who seemed to be the one who usually +did the talking, now said nothing. Arne thought with dismay how often +it was just so in his own home; and yet he had never felt it till +now. At last, Eli seemed to think she had been silent quite long +enough, and, after drawing a deep breath, she burst out laughing. +Then the father laughed; and Arne felt it was ridiculous and began, +too. Afterwards they talked about several things, soon the +conversation was principally between Arne and Eli, the father now and +then putting in a word edgewise. But once after Arne had been +speaking at some length, he looked up, and his eyes met those of the +mother, Birgit, who had laid down her work, and sat gazing at him. +Then she went on with her work again; but the next word he spoke made +her look up once more. + +Bedtime drew near, and they all went to their own rooms. Arne thought +he would take notice of the dream he had the first night in a fresh +place; but he could see no meaning in it. During the whole day he had +talked very little with the husband; yet now in the night he dreamed +of no one in the house but him. The last thing was, that Baard was +sitting playing at cards with Nils, the tailor. The latter looked +very pale and angry; but Baard was smiling, and he took all the +tricks. + +Arne stayed at Boeen several days; and a great deal was done, but very +little said. Not only the people in the parlor, but also the +servants, the housemen, everybody about the place, even the women, +were silent. In the yard was an old dog which barked whenever a +stranger came near; but if any of the people belonging to the place +heard him, they always said "Hush!" and then he went away, growling, +and lay down. At Arne's own home was a large weather-vane, and here +was one still larger which he particularly noticed because it did not +turn. It shook whenever the wind was high, as though it wished to +turn; and Arne stood looking at it so long that he felt at last he +must climb up to unloose it. It was not frozen fast, as he thought: +but a stick was fixed against it to prevent it from turning. He took +the stick out and threw it down; Baard was just passing below, and it +struck him. + +"What are you doing?" said he, looking up. + +"I'm loosening the vane." + +"Leave it alone; it makes a wailing noise when it turns." + +"Well, I think even that's better than silence," said Arne, seating +himself astride on the ridge of the roof. Baard looked up at Arne, +and Arne down at Baard. Then Baard smiled and said, "He who must wail +when he speaks had better he silent." + +Words sometimes haunt us long after they were uttered, especially +when they were last words. So Baard's words followed Arne as he came +down from the roof in the cold, and they were still with him when he +went into the sitting-room in the evening. It was twilight; and Eli +stood at the window, looking away over the ice which lay bright in +the moonlight. Arne went to the other window, and looked out also. +Indoors it was warm and quiet; outdoors it was cold, and a sharp wind +swept through the vale, bending the branches of the trees, and making +their shadows creep trembling on the snow. A light shone over from +the parsonage, then vanished, then appeared again, taking various +shapes and colors, as a distant light always seems to do when one +looks at it long and intently. Opposite, the mountain stood dark, +with deep shadow at its foot, where a thousand fairy tales hovered; +but with its snowy upper plains bright in the moonlight. The stars +were shining, and northern lights were flickering in one quarter of +the sky, but they did not spread. A little way from the window, down +towards the water, stood some trees, whose shadows kept stealing over +to each other; but the tall ash stood alone, writing on the snow. + +All was silent, save now and then, when a long wailing sound was +heard. "What's that?" asked Arne. + +"It's the weather-vane," said Eli; and after a little while she added +in a lower tone, as if to herself, "it must have come unfastened." + +But Arne had been like one who wished to speak and could not. Now he +said, "Do you remember that tale about the thrushes?" + +"Yes." + +"It was you who told it, indeed. It was a nice tale." + +"I often think there's something that sings when all is still," she +said, in a voice so soft and low that he felt as if he heard it now +for the first time. + +"It is the good within our own souls," he said. + +She looked at him as if she thought that answer meant too much; and +they both stood silent a few moments. Then she asked, while she wrote +with her finger on the window-pane, "Have you made any songs lately?" + +He blushed; but she did not see it, and so she asked once more, "How +do you manage to make songs?" + +"Should you like to know?" + +"Well, yes;--I should." + +"I store up the thoughts that other people let slip." + +She was silent for a long while; perhaps thinking she might have had +some thoughts fit for songs, but had let them slip. + +"How strange it is," she said, at last, as though to herself, and +beginning to write again on the window-pane. + +"I made a song the first time I had seen you." + +"Where was that?" + +"Behind the parsonage, that evening you went away from there;--I saw +you in the water." + +She laughed, and was quiet for a while. + +"Let me hear that song." + +Arne had never done such a thing before, but he repeated the song +now: + + "Fair Venevill bounded on lithesome feet + Her lover to meet," &c.[4] + + [4] As on page 68. + +Eli listened attentively, and stood silent long after he had +finished. At last she exclaimed, "Ah, what a pity for her!" + +"I feel as if I had not made that song myself," he said; and then +stood like her, thinking over it. + +"But that won't be my fate, I hope," she said, after a pause. + +"No; I was thinking rather of myself." + +"Will it be your fate, then?" + +"I don't know; I felt so then." + +"How strange." She wrote on the panes again. + +The next day, when Arne came into the room to dinner, he went over to +the window. Outdoors it was dull and foggy, but indoors, warm and +comfortable; and on the window-pane was written with a finger, "Arne, +Arne, Arne," and nothing but "Arne," over and over again: it was at +that window, Eli stood the evening before. + + + + +XI. + +ELI'S SICKNESS. + + +Next day, Arne came into the room and said he had heard in the yard +that the clergyman's daughter, Mathilde, had just gone to the town; +as she thought, for a few days, but as her parents intended, for a +year or two. Eli had heard nothing of this before, and now she fell +down fainting. Arne had never seen any one faint, and he was much +frightened. He ran for the maids; they ran for the parents, who came +hurrying in; and there was a disturbance all over the house, and the +dog barked on the barn steps. Soon after, when Arne came in again, +the mother was kneeling at the bedside, while the father supported +Eli's drooping head. The maids were running about--one for water, +another for hartshorn which was in the cupboard, while a third +unfastened her jacket. + +"God help you!" the mother said; "I see it was wrong in us not to +tell her; it was you, Baard, who would have it so; God help you!" +Baard did not answer. "I wished to tell her, indeed; but nothing's to +be as I wish; God help you! You're always so harsh with her, Baard; +you don't understand her; you don't know what it is to love anybody, +you don't." Baard did not answer. "She isn't like some others who can +bear sorrow; it quite puts her down, poor slight thing, as she is. +Wake up, my child, and we'll be kind to you! wake up, Eli, my own +darling, and don't grieve us so." + +"You always either talk too much or too little," Baard said, at last, +looking over to Arne, as though he did not wish him to hear such +things, but to leave the room. As, however, the maid-servants stayed, +Arne thought he, too, might stay; but he went over to the window. +Soon the sick girl revived so far as to be able to look round and +recognize those about her; but then also memory returned, and she +called wildly for Mathilde, went into hysterics, and sobbed till it +was painful to be in the room. The mother tried to soothe her, and +the father sat down where she could see him; but she pushed them both +from her. + +"Go away!" she cried; "I don't like you; go away!" + +"Oh, Eli, how can you say you don't like your own parents?" exclaimed +the mother. + +"No! you're unkind to me, and you take away every pleasure from me!" + +"Eli, Eli! don't say such hard things," said the mother, imploringly. + +"Yes, mother," she exclaimed; "now I _must_ say it! Yes, mother; you +wish to marry me to that bad man; and I won't have him! You shut me +up here, where I'm never happy save when I'm going out! And you take +away Mathilde from me; the only one in the world I love and long for! +Oh, God, what will become of me, now Mathilde is gone!" + +"But you haven't been much with her lately," Baard said. + +"What did that matter, so long as I could look over to her from that +window," the poor girl answered, weeping in a childlike way that Arne +had never before seen in any one. + +"Why, you couldn't see her there," said Baard. + +"Still, I saw the house," she answered; and the mother added +passionately, "You don't understand such things, you don't." Then +Baard said nothing more. + +"Now, I can never again go to the window," said Eli. "When I rose in +the morning, I went there; in the evening I sat there in the +moonlight: I went there when I could go to no one else. Mathilde! +Mathilde?" She writhed in the bed, and went again into hysterics. +Baard sat down on a stool a little way from the bed, and continued +looking at her. + +But Eli did not recover so soon as they expected. Towards evening +they saw she would have a serious illness, which had probably been +coming upon her for some time; and Arne was called to assist in +carrying her up-stairs to her room. She lay quiet and unconscious, +looking very pale. The mother sat by the side of her bed, the father +stood at the foot, looking at her: afterwards he went to his work. So +did Arne; but that night before he went to sleep, he prayed for her; +prayed that she who was so young and fair might be happy in this +world, and that no one might bar away joy from her. + +The next day when Arne came in, he found the father and mother +sitting talking together: the mother had been weeping. Arne asked how +Eli was; both expected the other to give an answer, and so for some +time none was given, but at last the father said, "Well, she's very +bad to-day." + +Afterwards Arne heard that she had been raving all night, or, as the +father said, "talking foolery." She had a violent fever, knew no one, +and would not eat, and the parents were deliberating whether they +should send for a doctor. When afterwards they both went to the +sick-room, leaving Arne behind, he felt as if life and death were +struggling together up there, but he was kept outside. + +In a few days, however, Eli became a little better. But once when the +father was tending her, she took it into her head to have Narrifas, +the bird which Mathilde had given her, set beside the bed. Then Baard +told her that--as was really the case--in the confusion the bird had +been forgotten, and was starved. The mother was just coming in as +Baard was saying this, and while yet standing in the doorway, she +cried out, "Oh, dear me, what a monster you are, Baard, to tell it to +that poor little thing! See, she's fainting again; God forgive you!" +When Eli revived she again asked for the bird; said its death was a +bad omen for Mathilde; and wished to go to her: then she fainted +again. Baard stood looking on till she grew so much worse that he +wanted to help, too, in tending her; but the mother pushed him away, +and said she would do all herself. Then Baard gave a long sad look at +both of them, put his cap straight with both hands, turned aside and +went out. + +Soon after, the Clergyman and his wife came; for the fever +heightened, and grew so violent that they did not know whether it +would turn to life or death. The Clergyman as well as his wife spoke +to Baard about Eli, and hinted that he was too harsh with her; but +when they heard what he had told her about the bird, the Clergyman +plainly told him it was very rough, and said he would have her taken +to his own house as soon as she was well enough to be moved. The +Clergyman's wife would scarcely look at Baard; she wept, and went to +sit with the sick one; then sent for the doctor, and came several +times a day to carry out his directions. Baard went wandering +restlessly about from one place to another in the yard, going +oftenest to those places where he could be alone. There he would +stand still by the hour together; then, put his cap straight and work +again a little. + +The mother did not speak to him, and they scarcely looked at each +other. He used to go and see Eli several times in the day; he took +off his shoes before he went up-stairs, left his cap outside, and +opened the door cautiously. When he came in, Birgit would turn her +head, but take no notice of him, and then sit just as before, +stooping forwards, with her head on her hands, looking at Eli, who +lay still and pale, unconscious of all that was passing around her. +Baard would stand awhile at the foot of the bed and look at them +both, but say nothing: once when Eli moved as though she were waking, +he stole away directly as quietly as he had come. + +Arne often thought words had been exchanged between man and wife and +parents and child which had been long gathering, and would be long +remembered. He longed to go away, though he wished to know before he +went what would be the end of Eli's illness; but then he thought he +might always hear about her even after he had left; and so he went to +Baard telling him he wished to go home: the work which he came to do +was completed. Baard was sitting outdoors on a chopping-block, +scratching in the snow with a stick: Arne recognized the stick: it +was the one which had fastened the weather-vane. + +"Well, perhaps it isn't worth your while to stay here now; yet I feel +as if I don't like you to go away, either," said Baard, without +looking up. He said no more; neither did Arne; but after a while he +walked away to do some work, taking for granted that he was to remain +at Boeen. + +Some time after, when he was called to dinner, he saw Baard still +sitting on the block. He went over to him, and asked how Eli was. + +"I think she's very bad to-day," Baard said. + +"I see the mother's weeping." + +Arne felt as if somebody asked him to sit down, and he seated himself +opposite Baard on the end of a felled tree. + +"I've often thought of your father lately," Baard said so +unexpectedly that Arne did not know how to answer. + +"You know, I suppose, what was between us?" + +"Yes, I know." + +"Well, you know, as may be expected, only one half of the story, and +think I'm greatly to blame." + +"You have, I dare say, settled that affair with your God, as surely +as my father has done so," Arne said, after a pause. + +"Well, some people might think so," Baard answered. "When I found +this stick, I felt it was so strange that you should come here and +unloose the weather-vane. As well now as later, I thought." He had +taken off his cap, and sat silently looking at it. + +"I was about fourteen years old when I became acquainted with your +father, and he was of the same age. He was very wild, and he couldn't +bear any one to be above him in anything. So he always had a grudge +against me because I stood first, and he, second, when we were +confirmed. He often offered to fight me, but we never came to it; +most likely because neither of us felt sure who would beat. And a +strange thing it is, that although he fought every day, no accident +came from it; while the first time I did, it turned out as badly as +could be; but, it's true, I had been wanting to fight long enough. + +"Nils fluttered about all the girls, and they, about him. There was +only one I would have, and her he took away from me at every dance, +at every wedding, and at every party; it was she who is now my +wife.... Often, as I sat there, I felt a great mind to try my +strength upon him for this thing; but I was afraid I should lose, and +I knew if I did, I should lose her, too. Then, when everybody had +gone, I would lift the weights he had lifted, and kick the beam he +had kicked; but the next time he took the girl from me, I was afraid +to meddle with him, although once, when he was flirting with her just +in my face, I went up to a tall fellow who stood by and threw him +against the beam, as if in fun. And Nils grew pale, too, when he saw +it. + +"Even if he had been kind to her; but he was false to her again and +again. I almost believe, too, she loved him all the more every time. +Then the last thing happened. I thought now it must either break or +bear. The Lord, too, would not have him going about any longer; and +so he fell a little more heavily than I meant him to do. I never saw +him afterwards." + +They sat silent for a while; then Baard went on: + +"I once more made my offer. She said neither yes nor no; but I +thought she would like me better afterwards. So we were married. The +wedding was kept down in the valley, at the house of one of her +aunts, whose property she inherited. We had plenty when we started, +and it has now increased. Our estates lay side by side, and when we +married they were thrown into one, as I always, from a boy, thought +they might be. But many other things didn't turn out as I expected." +He was silent for several minutes; and Arne thought he wept; but he +did not. + +"In the beginning of our married life, she was quiet and very sad. I +had nothing to say to comfort her, and so I was silent. Afterwards, +she began sometimes to take to these fidgeting ways which you have, I +dare say, noticed in her; yet it was a change, and so I said nothing +then, either. But one really happy day, I haven't known ever since I +was married, and that's now twenty years...." + +He broke the stick in two pieces; and then sat for a while looking at +them. + +"When Eli grew bigger, I thought she would be happier among strangers +than at home. It was seldom I wished to carry out my own will in +anything, and whenever I did, it generally turned out badly; so it +was in this case. The mother longed after her child, though only the +lake lay between them; and afterwards I saw, too, that Eli's training +at the parsonage was in some ways not the right thing for her; but +then it was too late: now I think she likes neither father nor +mother." + +He had taken off his cap again; and now his long hair hung down over +his eyes; he stroked it back with both hands, and put on his cap as +if he were going away; but when, as he was about to rise, he turned +towards the house, he checked himself and added, while looking up at +the bed-room window. + +"I thought it better that she and Mathilde shouldn't see each other +to say good-bye: that, too, was wrong. I told her the wee bird was +dead; for it was my fault, and so I thought it better to confess; but +that again was wrong. And so it is with everything: I've always meant +to do for the best, but it has always turned out for the worst; and +now things have come to such a pass that both wife and daughter speak +ill of me, and I'm going here lonely." + +A servant-girl called out to them that the dinner was becoming cold. +Baard rose. "I hear the horses neighing; I think somebody has +forgotten them," he said, and went away to the stable to give them +some hay. + +Arne rose, too; he felt as if he hardly knew whether Baard had been +speaking or not. + + + + +XII. + +A GLIMPSE OF SPRING. + + +Eli felt very weak after the illness. The mother watched by her night +and day, and never came down-stairs; the father came up as usual, +with his boots off, and leaving his cap outside the door. Arne still +remained at the house. He and the father used to sit together in +the evening; and Arne began to like him much, for Baard was a +well-informed, deep-thinking man, though he seemed afraid of saying +what he knew. In his own way, he, too, enjoyed Arne's company, for +Arne helped his thoughts and told him of things which were new to +him. + +Eli soon began to sit up part of the day, and as she recovered, she +often took little fancies into her head. Thus, one evening when Arne +was sitting in the room below, singing songs in a clear, loud voice, +the mother came down with a message from Eli, asking him if he would +go up-stairs and sing to her, that she might also hear the words. It +seemed as if he had been singing to Eli all the time, for when the +mother spoke he turned red, and rose as if he would deny having done +so, though no one charged him with it. He soon collected himself, +however, and replied evasively, that he could sing so very little. +The mother said it did not seem so when he was alone. + +Arne yielded and went. He had not seen Eli since the day he helped to +carry her up-stairs; he thought she must be much altered, and he +felt half afraid to see her. But when he gently opened the door and +went in, he found the room quite dark, and he could see no one. He +stopped at the door-way. + +"Who is it?" Eli asked in a clear, low voice. + +"It's Arne Kampen," he said in a gentle, guarded tone, so that his +words might fall softly. + +"It was very kind of you to come." + +"How are you, Eli?" + +"Thanks, I'm much better now." + +"Won't you sit down, Arne?" she added after a while, and Arne felt +his way to a chair at the foot of the bed. "It did me good to hear +you singing; won't you sing a little to me up here?" + +"If I only knew anything you would like." + +She was silent a while: then she said, "Sing a hymn." And he sang +one: it was the confirmation hymn. When he had finished he heard her +weeping, and so he was afraid to sing again; but in a little while +she said, "Sing one more." And he sang another: it was the one which +is generally sung while the catechumens are standing in the aisle. + +"How many things I've thought over while I've been lying here," Eli +said. He did not know what to answer; and he heard her weeping again +in the dark. A clock that was ticking on the wall warned for +striking, and then struck. Eli breathed deeply several times, as if +she would lighten her breast, and then she said, "One knows so +little; I knew neither father nor mother. I haven't been kind to +them; and now it seems so sad to hear that hymn." + +When we talk in the darkness, we speak more faithfully than when we +see each other's face; and we also say more. + +"It does one good to hear you talk so," Arne replied, just +remembering what she had said when she was taken ill. + +She understood what he meant. "If now this had not happened to me," +she went on, "God only knows how long I might have gone before I +found mother." + +"She has talked matters over with you lately, then?" + +"Yes, every day; she has done hardly anything else." + +"Then, I'm sure you've heard many things." + +"You may well say so." + +"I think she spoke of my father?" + +"Yes." + +"She remembers him still?" + +"She remembers him." + +"He wasn't kind to her." + +"Poor mother!" + +"Yet he was worst to himself." + +They were silent; and Arne had thoughts which he could not utter. Eli +was the first to link their words again. + +"You are said to be like your father." + +"People say so," he replied evasively. + +She did not notice the tone of his voice, and so, after a while she +returned to the subject. "Could he, too, make songs?" + +"No." + +"Sing a song to me ... one that you've made yourself." + +"I have none," he said; for it was not his custom to confess he had +himself composed the songs he sang. + +"I'm sure you have; and I'm sure, too, you'll sing one of them when I +ask you." + +What he had never done for any one else, he now did for her, as he +sang the following song,-- + + "The Tree's early leaf-buds were bursting their brown: + 'Shall I take them away?' said the Frost, sweeping down. + 'No; leave them alone + Till the blossoms have grown,' + Prayed the tree, while he trembled from rootlet to crown. + + "The Tree bore his blossoms, and all the birds sung: + 'Shall I take them away?' said the Wind, as he swung. + 'No; leave them alone + Till the berries have grown,' + Said the Tree, while his leaflets quivering hung. + + "The Tree bore his fruit in the Midsummer glow: + Said the girl, 'May I gather thy berries or no?' + 'Yes; all thou canst see; + Take them; all are for thee,' + Said the Tree, while he bent down his laden boughs low." + +That song nearly took her breath away. He, too, remained silent after +it, as though he had sung more than he could say. + +Darkness has a strong influence over those who are sitting in it and +dare not speak: they are never so near each other as then. If she +only turned on the pillow, or moved her hand on the blanket, or +breathed a little more heavily, he heard it. + +"Arne, couldn't you teach me to make songs?" + +"Did you never try?" + +"Yes, I have, these last few days; but I can't manage it." + +"What, then, did you wish to have in them?" + +"Something about my mother, who loved your father so dearly." + +"That's a sad subject." + +"Yes, indeed it is; and I have wept over it." + +"You shouldn't search for subjects; they come of themselves." + +"How do they come?" + +"Just as other dear things come--unexpectedly." + +They were both silent. "I wonder, Arne, you're longing to go away; +you who have such a world of beauty within yourself." + +"Do _you_ know I am longing?" + +She did not answer, but lay still a few moments as if in thought. + +"Arne, you mustn't go away," she said; and the words came warm to his +heart. + +"Well, sometimes I have less mind to go." + +"Your mother must love you much, I'm sure. I must see your mother." + +"Go over to Kampen, when you're well again." + +And all at once, he fancied her sitting in the bright room at Kampen, +looking out on the mountains; his chest began to heave, and the blood +rushed to his face. + +"It's warm in here," he said, rising. + +She heard him rise. "Are you going, Arne?" He sat down again. + +"You must come over to see us oftener; mother's so fond of you." + +"I should like to come myself, too; ... but still I must have some +errand." + +Eli lay silent for a while, as if she was turning over something in +her mind. "I believe," she said, "mother has something to ask you +about." ... + +They both felt the room was becoming very hot; he wiped his brow, and +he heard her rise in the bed. No sound could be heard either in the +room or down-stairs, save the ticking of the clock on the wall. There +was no moon, and the darkness was deep; when he looked through the +green window, it seemed to him as if he was looking into a wood; when +he looked towards Eli he could see nothing, but his thoughts went +over to her, and then his heart throbbed till he could himself hear +its beating. Before his eyes flickered bright sparks; in his ears +came a rushing sound; still faster throbbed his heart: he felt he +must rise or say something. But then she exclaimed, + +"How I wish it were summer!" + +"That it were summer?" And he heard again the sound of the +cattle-bells, the horn from the mountains, and the singing from the +valleys; and saw the fresh green foliage, the Swart-water glittering +in the sunbeams, the houses rocking in it, and Eli coming out and +sitting on the shore, just as she did that evening. "If it were +summer," she said, "and I were sitting on the hill, I think I could +sing a song." + +He smiled gladly, and asked, "What would it be about?" + +"About something bright; about--well, I hardly know what myself." ... + +"Tell me, Eli!" He rose in glad excitement; but, on second thoughts, +sat down again. + +"No; not for all the world!" she said, laughing. + +"I sang to you when you asked me." + +"Yes, I know you did; but I can't tell you this; no! no!" + +"Eli, do you think I would laugh at the little verse you have made?" + +"No, I don't think you would, Arne; but it isn't anything I've made +myself." + +"Oh, it's by somebody else then?" + +"Yes." + +"Then, you can surely say it to me." + +"No, no, I can't; don't ask me again, Arne!" + +The last words were almost inaudible; it seemed as if she had hidden +her head under the bedclothes. + +"Eli, now you're not kind to me as I was to you," he said, rising. + +"But, Arne, there's a difference ... you don't understand me ... but +it was ... I don't know ... another time ... don't be offended with +me, Arne! don't go away from me!" She began to weep. + +"Eli, what's the matter?" It came over him like sunshine. "Are you +ill?" Though he asked, he did not believe she was. She still wept; he +felt he must draw nearer or go quite away. "Eli." He listened. "Eli." + +"Yes." + +She checked her weeping. But he did not know what to say more, and +was silent. + +"What do you want?" she whispered, half turning towards him. + +"It's something--" + +His voice trembled, and he stopped. + +"What is it?" + +"You mustn't refuse ... I would ask you...." + +"Is it the song?" + +"No ... Eli, I wish so much...." He heard her breathing fast and +deeply ... "I wish so much ... to hold one of your hands." + +She did not answer; he listened intently--drew nearer, and clasped a +warm little hand which lay on the coverlet. + +Then steps were heard coming up-stairs; they came nearer and nearer; +the door was opened; and Arne unclasped his hand. It was the mother, +who came in with a light. "I think you're sitting too long in the +dark," she said, putting the candlestick on the table. But neither +Eli nor Arne could bear the light; she turned her face to the pillow, +and he shaded his eyes with his hand. "Well, it pains a little at +first, but it soon passes off," said the mother. + +Arne looked on the floor for something which he had not dropped, and +then went down-stairs. + +The next day, he heard that Eli intended to come down in the +afternoon. He put his tools together, and said good-bye. When she +came down he had gone. + + + + +XIII. + +MARGIT CONSULTS THE CLERGYMAN. + + +Up between the mountains, the spring comes late. The post, who in +winter passes along the high-road thrice a week, in April passes only +once; and the highlanders know then that outside, the snow is +shovelled away, the ice broken, the steamers are running, and the +plough is struck into the earth. Here, the snow still lies six feet +deep; the cattle low in their stalls; the birds arrive, but feel cold +and hide themselves. Occasionally some traveller arrives, saying he +has left his carriage down in the valley; he brings flowers, which he +examines; he picked them by the wayside. The people watch the advance +of the season, talk over their matters, and look up at the sun and +round about, to see how much he is able to do each day. They scatter +ashes on the snow, and think of those who are now picking flowers. + +It was at this time of year, old Margit Kampen went one day to the +parsonage, and asked whether she might speak to "father." She was +invited into the study, where the clergyman,--a slender, fair-haired, +gentle-looking man, with large eyes and spectacles,--received her +kindly, recognized her, and asked her to sit down. + +"Is there something the matter with Arne again?" he inquired, as if +Arne had often been a subject of conversation between them. + +"Oh, dear, yes! I haven't anything wrong to say about him; but yet +it's so sad," said Margit, looking deeply grieved. + +"Has that longing come back again!" + +"Worse than ever. I can hardly think he'll even stay with me till +spring comes up here." + +"But he has promised never to go away from you." + +"That's true; but, dear me! he must now be his own master; and if his +mind's set upon going away, go, he must. But whatever will become of +me then?" + +"Well, after all, I don't think he will leave you." + +"Well, perhaps not; but still, if he isn't happy at home? am I then +to have it upon my conscience that I stand in his way? Sometimes I +feel as if I ought even to ask him to leave." + +"How do you know he is longing now, more than ever?" + +"Oh,--by many things. Since the middle of the winter, he hasn't +worked out in the parish a single day; but he has been to the town +three times, and has stayed a long while each time. He scarcely ever +talks now while he is at work, but he often used to do. He'll sit for +hours alone at the little up-stairs window, looking towards the +ravine, and away over the mountains; he'll sit there all Sunday +afternoon, and often when it's moonlight he sits there till late in +the night." + +"Does he never read to you?" + +"Yes, of course, he reads and sings to me every Sunday; but he seems +rather in a hurry, save now and then when he gives almost too much of +the thing." + +"Does he never talk over matters with you then?" + +"Well, yes; but it's so seldom that I sit and weep alone between +whiles. Then I dare say he notices it, for he begins talking, but +it's only about trifles; never about anything serious." + +The Clergyman walked up and down the room; then he stopped and asked, +"But why, then, don't you talk to him about his matters?" + +For a long while she gave no answer; she sighed several times, looked +downwards and sideways, doubled up her handkerchief, and at last +said, "I've come here to speak to you, father, about something that's +a great burden on my mind." + +"Speak freely; it will relieve you." + +"Yes, I know it will; for I've borne it alone now these many years, +and it grows heavier each year." + +"Well, what is it, my good Margit?" + +There was a pause, and then she said, "I've greatly sinned against my +son." + +She began weeping. The Clergyman came close to her; "Confess it," he +said; "and we will pray together that it may be forgiven." + +Margit sobbed and wiped her eyes, but began weeping again when she +tried to speak. The Clergyman tried to comfort her, saying she could +not have done anything very sinful, she doubtless was too hard upon +herself, and so on. But Margit continued weeping, and could not begin +her confession till the Clergyman seated himself by her side, and +spoke still more encouragingly to her. Then after a while she began, +"The boy was ill-used when a child; and so he got this mind for +travelling. Then he met with Christian--he who has grown so rich over +there where they dig gold. Christian gave him so many books that he +got quite a scholar; they used to sit together in the long evenings; +and when Christian went away Arne wanted to go after him. But just at +that time, the father died, and the lad promised never to leave me. +But I was like a hen that's got a duck's egg to brood; when my +duckling had burst his shell, he would go out on the wide water, and +I was left on the bank, calling after him. If he didn't go away +himself, yet his heart went away in his songs, and every morning I +expected to find his bed empty. + +"Then a letter from foreign parts came for him, and I felt sure it +must be from Christian. God forgive me, but I kept it back! I thought +there would be no more, but another came; and, as I had kept the +first, I thought I must keep the second, too. But, dear me! it seemed +as if they would burn a hole through the box where I had put them; +and my thoughts were there from as soon as I opened my eyes in the +morning till late at night when I shut them. And then,--did you ever +hear of anything worse!--a third letter came. I held it in my hand a +quarter of an hour; I kept it in my bosom three days, weighing in my +mind whether I should give it to him or put it with the others; but +then I thought perhaps it would lure him away from me, and so I +couldn't help putting it with the others. But now I felt miserable +every day, not only about the letters in the box, but also for fear +another might come. I was afraid of everybody who came to the house; +when we were sitting together inside, I trembled whenever I heard the +door go, for fear it might be somebody with a letter, and then he +might get it. When he was away in the parish, I went about at home +thinking he might perhaps get a letter while there, and then it would +tell him about those that had already come. When I saw him coming +home, I used to look at his face while he was yet a long way off, +and, oh, dear! how happy I felt when he smiled; for then I knew he +had got no letter. He had grown so handsome; like his father, only +fairer, and more gentle-looking. And, then, he had such a voice; when +he sat at the door in the evening-sun, singing towards the mountain +ridge, and listening to the echo, I felt that live without him. I +never could. If I only saw him, or knew he was somewhere near, and he +seemed pretty happy, and would only give me a word now and then, I +wanted nothing more on earth, and I wouldn't have shed one tear +less. + +"But just when he seemed to be getting on better with people, and +felt happier among them, there came a message from the post-office +that a fourth letter had come; and in it were two hundred dollars! I +thought I should have fell flat down where I stood: what could I do? +The letter, I might get rid of, 'twas true; but the money? For two or +three nights I couldn't sleep for it; a little while I left it +up-stairs, then, in the cellar behind a barrel, and once I was so +overdone that I laid it in the window so that he might find it. But +when I heard him coming, I took it back again. At last, however, I +found a way: I gave him the money and told him it had been put out at +interest in my mother's lifetime. He laid it out upon the land, just +as I thought he would; and so it wasn't wasted. But that same +harvest-time, when he was sitting at home one evening, he began +talking about Christian, and wondering why he had so clean forgotten +him. + +"Now again the wound opened, and the money burned me so that I was +obliged to go out of the room. I had sinned, and yet my sin had +answered no end. Since then, I have hardly dared to look into his +eyes, blessed as they are. + +"The mother who has sinned against her own child is the most +miserable of all mothers; ... and yet I did it only out of love.... +And so, I dare say, I shall be punished accordingly by the loss of +what I love most. For since the middle of the winter, he has again +taken to singing the tune that he used to sing when he was longing to +go away; he has sung it ever since he was a lad, and whenever I hear +it I grow pale. Then I feel I could give up all for him; and only see +this." She took from her bosom a piece of paper, unfolded it and gave +it to the Clergyman. "He now and then writes something here; I think +it's some words to that tune.... I brought it with me; for I can't +myself read such small writing ... will you look and see if there +isn't something written about his going away...." + +There was only one whole verse on the paper. For the second verse, +there were only a few half-finished lines, as if the song was one he +had forgotten, and was now coming into his memory again, line by +line. The first verse ran thus,-- + + "What shall I see if I ever go + Over the mountains high? + Now I can see but the peaks of snow, + Crowning the cliffs where the pine trees grow, + Waiting and longing to rise + Nearer the beckoning skies." + +"Is there anything about his going away?" asked Margit. + +"Yes, it is about that," replied the Clergyman, putting the paper +down. + +"Wasn't I sure of it! Ah me! I knew the tune!" She sat with folded +hands, looking intently and anxiously into the Clergyman's face, +while tear after tear fell down her cheeks. + +The Clergyman knew no more what to do in the matter than she did. +"Well, I think the lad must be left alone in this case," he said. +"Life can't be made different for his sake; but what he will find in +it must depend upon himself; now, it seems, he wishes to go away in +search of life's good." + +"But isn't that just what the old crone did?" + +"The old crone?" + +"Yes; she who went away to fetch the sunshine, instead of making +windows in the wall to let it in." + +The Clergyman was much astonished at Margit's words, and so he had +been before, when she came speak to him on this subject; but, +indeed, she had thought of hardly anything else for eight years. + +"Do you think he'll go away? what am I to do? and the money? and the +letters?" All these questions crowded upon her at once. + +"Well, as to the letters, that wasn't quite right. Keeping back what +belonged to your son, can't be justified. But it was still worse to +make a fellow Christian appear in a bad light when he didn't deserve +it; and especially as he was one whom Arne was so fond of, and who +loved him so dearly in return. But we will pray God to forgive you; +we will both pray." + +Margit still sat with her hands folded, and her head bent down. + +"How I should pray him to forgive me, if I only knew he would stay!" +she said: surely, she was confounding our Lord with Arne. The +Clergyman, however, appeared as if he did not notice it. + +"Do you intend to confess it to him directly?" he asked. + +She looked down, and said in a low voice, "I should much like to wait +a little if I dared." + +The Clergyman turned aside with a smile, and asked, "Don't you +believe your sin becomes greater, the longer you delay confessing +it?" + +She pulled her handkerchief about with both hands, folded it into a +very small square, and tried to fold it into a still smaller one, but +could not. + +"If I confess about the letters, I'm afraid he'll go away." + +"Then, you dare not rely upon our Lord?" + +"Oh, yes, I do, indeed," she said hurriedly; and then she added in a +low voice, "but still, if he were to go away from me?" + +"Then, I see you are more afraid of his going away than of continuing +to sin?" + +Margit had unfolded her handkerchief again; and now she put it to her +eyes, for she began weeping. The Clergyman remained for a while +looking at her silently; then he went on, "Why, then, did you tell me +all this, if it was not to lead to anything?" He waited long, but she +did not answer. "Perhaps you thought your sin would become less when +you had confessed it?" + +"Yes, I did," she said, almost in a whisper, while her head bent +still lower upon her breast. + +The Clergyman smiled and rose. "Well, well, my good Margit, take +courage; I hope all will yet turn out for the best." + +"Do you think so?" she asked, looking up; and a sad smile passed over +her tear-marked face. + +"Yes, I do; I believe God will no longer try you. You will have joy +in your old age, I am sure." + +"If I might only keep the joy I have!" she said; and the Clergyman +thought she seemed unable to fancy any greater happiness than living +in that constant anxiety. He smiled and filled his pipe. + +"If we had but a little girl, now, who could take hold on him, then +I'm sure he would stay." + +"You may be sure I've thought of that," she said, shaking her head. + +"Well, there's Eli Boeen; she might be one who would please him." + +"You may be sure I've thought of that." She rocked the upper part of +her body backwards and forwards. + +"If we could contrive that they might oftener see each other here at +the parsonage?" + +"You may be sure I've thought of that!" She clapped her hands and +looked at the Clergyman with a smile all over her face. He stopped +while he was lighting his pipe. + +"Perhaps this, after all, was what brought you here to-day?" + +She looked down, put two fingers into the folded handkerchief, and +pulled out one corner of it. + +"Ah, well, God help me, perhaps it was this I wanted." + +The Clergyman walked up and down, and smiled. "Perhaps, too, you came +for the same thing the last time you were here?" + +She pulled out the corner of the handkerchief still farther, and +hesitated awhile. "Well, as you ask me, perhaps I did--yes." + +The Clergyman went on smoking. "Then, too, it was to carry this point +that you confessed at last the thing you had on your conscience." + +She spread out the handkerchief to fold it up smoothly again. "No; +ah, no; that weighed so heavily upon me, I felt I must tell it to +you, father." + +"Well, well, my dear Margit, we will talk no more about it." + +Then, while he was walking up and down, he suddenly added, "Do you +think you would of yourself have come out to me with this wish of +yours?" + +"Well,--I had already come out with so much, that I dare say this, +too, would have come out at last." + +The Clergyman laughed, but he did not tell her what he thought. After +a while he stood still. "Well, we will manage this matter for you, +Margit," he said. + +"God bless you for it!" She rose to go, for she understood he had now +said all he wished to say. + +"And we will look after them a little." + +"I don't know how to thank you enough," she said, taking his hand and +courtesying. + +"God be with you!" he replied. + +She wiped her eyes with the handkerchief, went towards the door, +courtesied again, and said, "Good bye," while she slowly opened and +shut it. But so lightly as she went towards Kampen that day, she had +not gone for many, many years. When she had come far enough to see +the thick smoke curling up cheerfully from the chimney, she blessed +the house, the whole place, the Clergyman and Arne,--and remembered +they were going to have her favorite dish, smoked ham, for dinner. + + + + +XIV. + +FINDING A LOST SONG. + + +Kampen was a beautiful place. It was situated in the middle of a +plain, bordered on the one side by a ravine, and on the other, by the +high-road; just beyond the road was a thick wood, with a mountain +ridge rising behind it, while high above all stood blue mountains +crowned with snow. On the other side of the ravine also was a wide +range of mountains, running round the Swart-water on the side where +Boeen was situated: it grew higher as it ran towards Kampen, but then +turned suddenly sidewards, forming the broad valley called the +Lower-tract, which began here, for Kampen was the last place in the +Upper-tract. + +The front door of the dwelling-house opened towards the road, which +was about two thousand paces off, and a path with leafy birch-trees +on both sides led thither. In front of the house was a little garden, +which Arne managed according to the rules given in his books. The +cattle-houses and barns were nearly all new-built, and stood to the +left hand, forming a square. The house was two stories high, and was +painted red, with white window-frames and doors; the roof was of turf +with many small plants growing upon it, and on the ridge was a +vane-spindle, where turned an iron cock with a high raised tail. + +Spring had come to the mountain-tracts. It was Sunday morning; the +weather was mild and calm, but the air was somewhat heavy, and the +mist lay low on the forest, though Margit said it would rise later in +the day. Arne had read the sermon, and sung the hymns to his mother, +and he felt better for them himself. Now he stood ready dressed to go +to the parsonage. When he opened the door the fresh smell of the +leaves met him; the garden lay dewy and bright in the morning breeze, +but from the ravine sounded the roaring of the waterfall, now in +lower, then again in louder booms, till all around seemed to tremble. + +Arne walked upwards. As he went farther from the fall, its booming +became less awful, and soon it lay over the landscape like the deep +tones of an organ. + +"God be with him wherever he goes!" the mother said, opening the +window and looking after him till he disappeared behind the shrubs. +The mist had gradually risen, the sun shone bright, the fields and +garden became full of fresh life, and the things Arne had sown and +tended grew and sent up odor and gladness to his mother. "Spring is +beautiful to those who have had a long winter," she said, looking +away over the fields, as if in thought. + +Arne had no positive errand at the parsonage, but he thought he might +go there to ask about the newspapers which he shared with the +Clergyman. Recently he had read the names of several Norwegians who +had been successful in gold digging in America, and among them was +Christian. His relations had long since left the place, but Arne had +lately heard a rumor that they expected him to come home soon. About +this, also, Arne thought he might hear at the parsonage; and if +Christian had already returned, he would go down and see him between +spring and hay-harvest. These thoughts occupied his mind till he came +far enough to see the Swart-water and Boeen on the other side. There, +too, the mist had risen, but it lay lingering on the mountain-sides, +while their peaks rose clear above, and the sunbeams played on the +plain; on the right hand, the shadow of the wood darkened the water, +but before the houses the lake had strewed its white sand on the flat +shore. All at once, Arne fancied himself in the red-painted house +with the white doors and windows, which he had taken as a model for +his own. He did not think of those first gloomy days he had passed +there, but only of that summer they both saw--he and Eli--up beside +her sick-bed. He had not been there since; nor would he have gone for +the whole world. If his thoughts but touched on that time, he turned +crimson; yet he thought of it many times a day; and if anything could +have driven him away from the parish, it was this. + +He strode onwards, as if to flee from his thoughts; but the farther +he went, the nearer he came to Boeen, and the more he looked at it. +The mist had disappeared, the sky shone bright between the frame of +mountains, the birds floated in the sunny air, calling to each other, +and the fields laughed with millions of flowers; here no thundering +waterfall bowed the gladness to submissive awe, but full of life it +gambolled and sang without check or pause. + +Arne walked till he became glowing hot; then he threw himself down on +the grass beneath the shadow of a hill and looked towards Boeen, but +he soon turned away again to avoid seeing it. Then he heard a song +above him, so wonderfully clear as he had never heard a song before. +It came floating over the meadows, mingled with the chattering of the +birds, and he had scarcely recognized the tune ere he recognized the +words also: the tune was the one he loved better than any; the words +were those he had borne in his mind ever since he was a boy, and had +forgotten that same day they were brought forth. He sprang up as if +he would catch them, but then stopped and listened while verse after +verse came streaming down to him:-- + + "What shall I see if I ever go + Over the mountains high? + Now, I can see but the peaks of snow, + Crowning the cliffs where the pine-trees grow, + Waiting and longing to rise + Nearer the beckoning skies. + + "Th' eagle is rising afar away, + Over the mountains high, + Rowing along in the radiant day + With mighty strokes to his distant prey, + Where he will, swooping downwards, + Where he will, sailing onwards. + + "Apple-tree, longest thou not to go + Over the mountains high? + Gladly thou growest in summer's glow, + Patiently waitest through winter's snow: + Though birds on thy branches swing, + Thou knowest not what they sing. + + "He who has twenty years longed to flee + Over the mountains high-- + He who beyond them, never will see, + Smaller, and smaller, each year must be: + He hears what the birds, say + While on thy boughs they play. + + "Birds, with your chattering, why did ye come + Over the mountains high? + Beyond, in a sunnier land ye could roam, + And nearer to heaven could build your home; + Why have ye come to bring + Longing, without your wing? + + "Shall I, then, never, never flee + Over the mountains high? + Rocky walls, will ye always be + Prisons until ye are tombs for me?-- + Until I lie at your feet + Wrapped in my winding-sheet? + + "Away! I will away, afar away, + Over the mountains high! + Here, I am sinking lower each day, + Though my Spirit has chosen the loftiest way; + Let her in freedom fly; + Not, beat on the walls and die! + + "_Once_, I know, I shall journey far + Over the mountains high. + Lord, is thy door already ajar?-- + Dear is the home where thy saved ones are;-- + But bar it awhile from me, + And help me to long for Thee." + +Arne stood listening till the sound of the last verse, the last words +died away; then he heard the birds sing and play again, but he dared +not move. Yet he must find out who had been singing, and he lifted +his foot and walked on, so carefully that he did not hear the grass +rustle. A little butterfly settled on a flower at his feet, flew up +and settled a little way before him, flew up and settled again, and +so on all over the hill. But soon he came to a thick bush and +stopped; for a bird flew out of it with a frightened "quitt, quitt!" +and rushed away over the sloping hill-side. Then she who was sitting +there looked up; Arne stooped low down, his heart throbbed till he +heard its beats, he held his breath, and was afraid to stir a leaf; +for it was Eli whom he saw. + +After a long while he ventured to look up again; he wished to draw +nearer, but he thought the bird perhaps had its nest under the bush, +and he was afraid he might tread on it. Then he peeped between the +leaves as they blew aside and closed again. The sun shone full upon +her. She wore a close-fitting black dress with long white sleeves, +and a straw hat like those worn by boys. In her lap a book was lying +with a heap of wild flowers upon it; her right hand was listlessly +playing with them as if she were in thought, and her left supported +her head. She was looking away towards the place where the bird had +flown, and she seemed as if she had been weeping. + +Anything more beautiful, Arne had never seen or dreamed of in all +his life; the sun, too, had spread its gold over her and the place; +and the song still hovered round her, so that Arne thought, +breathed--nay, even his heart beat, in time with it. It seemed so +strange that the song which bore all his longing, _he_ had forgotten, +but _she_ had found. + +A tawny wasp flew round her in circles many times, till at last she +saw it and frightened it away with a flower-stalk, which she put up +as often as it came before her. Then she took up the book and opened +it, but she soon closed it again, sat as before, and began to hum +another song. He could hear it was "The Tree's early leaf-buds," +though she often made mistakes, as if she did not quite remember +either the words or the tune. The verse she knew best was the last +one, and so she often repeated it; but she sang it thus:-- + + "The Tree bore his berries, so mellow and red: + 'May I gather thy berries?' a sweet maiden said. + 'Yes; all thou canst see; + Take them; all are for thee.' + Said the Tree--trala--lala, trala, lala--said." + +Then she suddenly sprang up, scattering all the flowers around her, +and sang till the tune trembled through the air, and might have been +heard at Boeen. Arne had thought of coming forwards when she began +singing; he was just about to do so when she jumped up; then he felt +he _must_ come, but she went away. Should he call? No,--yes! +No!--There she skipped over the hillocks singing; here her hat fell +off, there she took it up again; here she picked a flower, there she +stood deep in the highest grass. + +"Shall I call? She's looking up here!" + +He stooped down. It was a long while ere he ventured to peep out +again; at first he only raised his head; he could not see her: he +rose to his knees; still he could not see her: he stood upright; no +she was gone. He thought himself a miserable fellow; and some of the +tales he had heard at the nutting-party came into his mind. + +Now he would not go to the parsonage. He would not have the +newspapers; would not know anything about Christian. He would not go +home; he would go nowhere; he would do nothing. + +"Oh, God, I am so unhappy!" he said. + +He sprang up again and sang "The Tree's early leaf-buds" till the +mountains resounded. + +Then he sat down where she had been sitting, and took up the flowers +she had picked, but he flung them away again down the hill on every +side. Then he wept. It was long since he had done so; this struck +him, and made him weep still more. He would go far away, that he +would; no, he would not go away! He thought he was very unhappy; but +when he asked himself why, he could hardly tell. He looked round. It +was a lovely day; and the Sabbath rest lay over all. The lake was +without a ripple; from the houses the curling smoke had begun to +rise; the partridges one after another had ceased calling, and though +the little birds continued their twittering, they went towards the +shade of the wood; the dewdrops were gone, and the grass looked +grave; not a breath of wind stirred the drooping leaves; and the sun +was near the meridian. Almost before he knew, he found himself seated +putting together a little song; a sweet tune offered itself for it; +and while his heart was strangely full of gentle feelings, the tune +went and came till words linked themselves to it and begged to be +sung, if only for once. + +He sang them gently, sitting where Eli had sat: + + "He went in the forest the whole day long, + The whole day long; + For there he had heard such a wondrous song, + A wondrous song. + + "He fashioned a flute from a willow spray, + A willow spray, + To see if within it the sweet tune lay, + The sweet tune lay. + + "It whispered and told him its name at last, + Its name at last; + But then, while he listened, away it passed, + Away it passed. + + "But oft when he slumbered, again it stole, + Again it stole, + With touches of love upon his soul, + Upon his soul. + + "Then he tried to catch it, and keep it fast, + And keep it fast; + But he woke, and away i' the night it passed, + I' the night it passed. + + "'My Lord, let me pass in the night, I pray, + In the night, I pray; + For the tune has taken my heart away, + My heart away.' + + "Then answered the Lord, 'It is thy friend, + It is thy friend, + Though not for an hour shall thy longing end, + Thy longing end; + + "'And all the others are nothing to thee, + Nothing to thee, + To this that thou seekest and never shalt see, + Never shalt see.'" + + + + +XV. + +SOMEBODY'S FUTURE HOME. + + +"Good bye," said Margit at the Clergyman's door. It was a Sunday +evening in advancing summer-time; the Clergyman had returned from +church, and Margit had been sitting with him till now, when it was +seven o'clock. "Good bye, Margit," said the Clergyman. She hurried +down the door-steps and into the yard; for she had seen Eli Boeen +playing there with her brother and the Clergyman's son. + +"Good evening," said Margit, stopping; "and God bless you all." + +"Good evening," answered Eli. She blushed crimson and wanted to leave +off the game; the boys begged her to keep on, but she persuaded them +to let her go for that evening. + +"I almost think I know you," said Margit. + +"Very likely." + +"Isn't it Eli Boeen?" + +Yes, it was. + +"Dear me! you're Eli Boeen; yes, now I see you're like your mother." + +Eli's auburn hair had come unfastened, and hung down over her neck +and shoulders; she was hot and as red as a cherry, her bosom +fluttered up and down, and she could scarcely speak, but laughed +because she was so out of breath. + +"Well, young folks should be merry," said Margit, feeling happy as +she looked at her. "P'r'aps you don't know me?" + +If Margit had not been her senior, Eli would probably have asked her +name, but now she only said she did not remember having seen her +before. + +"No; I dare say not: old folks don't go out much. But my son, p'r'aps +you know a little--Arne Kampen; I'm his mother," said Margit, with a +stolen glance at Eli, who suddenly looked grave and breathed slowly. +"I'm pretty sure he worked at Boeen once." + +Yes, Eli thought he did. + +"It's a fine evening; we turned our hay this morning, and got it in +before I came away; it's good weather indeed for everything." + +"There will be a good hay-harvest this year," Eli suggested. + +"Yes, you may well say that; everything's getting on well at Boeen, I +suppose?" + +"We have got in all our hay." + +"Oh, yes, I dare say you have; your folks work well, and they have +plenty of help. Are you going home to-night?" + +No, she was not. + +"Couldn't you go a little way with me? I so seldom have anybody to +talk to; and it will be all the same to you, I suppose?" + +Eli excused herself, saying she had not her jacket on. + +"Well, it's a shame to ask such a thing the first time of seeing +anybody; but one must put up with old folks' ways." + +Eli said she would go; she would only fetch her jacket first. + +It was a close-fitting jacket, which when fastened looked like a +dress with a bodice; but now she fastened only two of the lower +hooks, because she was so hot. Her fine linen bodice had a little +turned-down collar, and was fastened with a silver stud in the shape +of a bird with spread wings. Just such a one, Nils, the tailor, wore +the first time Margit danced with him. + +"A pretty stud," she said, looking at it. + +"Mother gave it me." + +"Ah, I thought so," Margit said, helping her with the jacket. + +They walked onwards over the fields. The hay was lying in heaps; and +Margit took up a handful, smelled it, and thought it was very good. +She asked about the cattle at the parsonage, and this led her to ask +also about the live stock at Boeen, and then she told how much they +had at Kampen. "The farm has improved very much these last few years, +and it can still be made twice as large. He keeps twelve milch-cows +now, and he could keep several more, but he reads so many books and +manages according to them, and so he will have the cows fed in such a +first-rate way." + +Eli, as might be expected, said nothing to all this; and Margit then +asked her age. She was above twenty. + +"Have you helped in the house-work? Not much, I dare say--you look so +spruce." + +Yes, she had helped a good deal, especially of late. + +"Well, it's best to use one's self to do a little of everything; when +one gets a large house of one's own, there's a great deal to be done. +But, of course, when one finds good help already in the house before +her, why, it doesn't matter so much." + +Now Eli thought she must go back; for they had gone a long way beyond +the grounds of the parsonage. + +"It still wants some hours to sunset; it would be kind it you would +chat a little longer with me." And Eli went on. + +Then Margit began to talk about Arne. "I don't know if you know much +of him. He could teach you something about everything, he could; dear +me, what a deal he has read!" + +Eli owned she knew he had read a great deal. + +"Yes; and that's only the least thing that can be said of him; but +the way he has behaved to his mother all his days, that's something +more, that is. If the old saying is true, that he who's good to his +mother is good to his wife, the one Arne chooses won't have much to +complain of." + +Eli asked why they had painted the house before them with grey paint. + +"Ah, I suppose they had no other; I only wish Arne may sometime be +rewarded for all his kindness to his mother. When he has a wife, she +ought to be kind-hearted as well as a good scholar. What are you +looking for, child?" + +"I only dropped a little twig I had." + +"Dear me! I think of a many things, you may be sure, while I sit +alone in yonder wood. If ever he takes home a wife who brings +blessings to house and man, then I know many a poor soul will be glad +that day." + +They were both silent, and walked on without looking at each other; +but soon Eli stopped. + +"What's the matter?" + +"One of my shoe-strings has come down." + +Margit waited a long while till at last the string was tied. + +"He has such queer ways," she began again; "he got cowed while he was +a child, and so he has got into the way of thinking over everything +by himself, and those sort of folks haven't courage to come forward." + +Now Eli must indeed go back, but Margit said that +Kampen was only half a mile off; indeed, not so far, and that Eli +must see it, as too she was so near. But Eli thought it would be late +that day. + +"There'll be sure to be somebody to bring you home." + +"No, no," Eli answered quickly, and would go back. + +"Arne's not at home, it's true," said Margit; "but there's sure to be +somebody else about;" and Eli had now less objection to it. + +"If only I shall not be too late," she said. + +"Yes, if we stand here much longer talking about it, it may be too +late, I dare say." And they went on. "Being brought up at the +Clergyman's, you've read a great deal, I dare say?" + +Yes, she had. + +"It'll be of good use when you have a husband who knows less." + +No; that, Eli thought she would never have. + +"Well, no; p'r'aps, after all, it isn't the best thing; but still +folks about here haven't much learning." + +Eli asked if it was Kampen, she could see straight before her. + +"No; that's Gransetren, the next place to the wood; when we come +farther up you'll see Kampen. It's a pleasant place to live at, is +Kampen, you may be sure; it seems a little out of the way, it's true; +but that doesn't matter much, after all." + +Eli asked what made the smoke that rose from the wood. + +"It comes from a houseman's cottage, belonging to Kampen: a man named +Opplands-Knut lives there. He went about lonely till Arne gave him +that piece of land to clear. Poor Arne! he knows what it is to be +lonely." + +Soon they came far enough to see Kampen. + +"Is that Kampen?" asked Eli, standing still and pointing. + +"Yes, it is," said the mother; and she, too, stood still. The sun +shone full in their faces, and they shaded their eyes as they looked +down over the plain. In the middle of it stood the red-painted house +with its white window-frames; rich green cornfields lay between the +pale new-mown meadows, where some of the hay was already set in +stacks; near the cow-house, all was life and stir; the cows, sheep +and goats were coming home; their bells tinkled, the dogs barked, and +the milkmaids called; while high above all, rose the grand tune of +the waterfall from the ravine. The farther Eli went, the more this +filled her ears, till at last it seemed quite awful to her; it +whizzed and roared through her head, her heart throbbed violently, +and she became bewildered and dizzy, and then felt so subdued that +she unconsciously began to walk with such small timid steps that +Margit begged her to come on a little faster. She started. "I never +heard anything like that fall," she said; "I'm quite frightened." + +"You'll soon get used to it; and at last you'll even miss it." + +"Do you think so?" + +"Well, you'll see." And Margit smiled. + +"Come, now, we'll first look at the cattle," she said, turning +downwards from the road, into the path. "Those trees on each side, +Nils planted; he wanted to have everything nice, did Nils; and so +does Arne; look, there's the garden he has laid out." + +"Oh, how pretty!" exclaimed Eli, going quickly towards the garden +fence. + +"We'll look at that by-and-by," said Margit; "now we must go over to +look at the creatures before they're locked in--" But Eli did not +hear, for all her mind was turned to the garden. She stood looking +at it till Margit called her once more; as she came along, she gave a +furtive glance through the windows; but she could see no one inside. + +They both went upon the barn steps and looked down at the cows, as +they passed lowing into the cattle-house. Margit named them one by +one to Eli, and told her how much milk each gave, and which would +calve in the summer, and which would not. The sheep were counted and +penned in; they were of a large foreign breed, raised from two lambs +which Arne had got from the South. "He aims at all such things," said +Margit, "though one wouldn't think it of him." Then they went into +the barn, and looked at some hay which had been brought in, and Eli +had to smell it; "for such hay isn't to be found everywhere," Margit +said. She pointed from the barn-hatch to the fields, and told what +kind of seed was sown on them, and how much of each kind. "No less +than three fields are new-cleared, and now, this first year, they're +set with potatoes, just for the sake of the ground; over there, too, +the land's new-cleared, but I suppose that soil's different, for +there he has sown barley; but then he has strewed burnt turf over it +for manure, for he attends to all such things. Well, she that comes +here will find things in good order, I'm sure." Now they went out +towards the dwelling-house; and Eli, who had answered nothing to all +that Margit had told her about other things, when they passed the +garden asked if she might go into it; and when she got leave to go, +she begged to pick a flower or two. Away in one corner was a little +garden-seat; she went over and sat down upon it--perhaps only to try +it, for she rose directly. + +"Now we must make haste, else we shall be too late," said Margit, as +she stood at the house-door. Then they went in. Margit asked if Eli +would not take some refreshment, as this was the first time she had +been at Kampen; but Eli turned red and quickly refused. Then they +looked round the room, which was the one Arne and the mother +generally used in the day-time; it was not very large, but cosy and +pleasant, with windows looking out on the road. There were a clock +and a stove; and on the wall hung Nils' fiddle, old and dark, but +with new strings; beside it hung some guns belonging to Arne, English +fishing-tackle and other rare things, which the mother took down and +showed to Eli, who looked at them and touched them. The room was +without painting, for this Arne did not like; neither was there any +in the large pretty room which looked towards the ravine, with the +green mountains on the other side, and the blue peaks in the +background. But the two smaller rooms in the wing were both painted; +for in them the mother would live when she became old, and Arne +brought a wife into the house: Margit was very fond of painting, and +so in these rooms the ceilings were painted with roses, and her name +was painted on the cupboards, the bedsteads, and on all reasonable +and unreasonable places; for it was Arne himself who had done it. +They went into the kitchen, the store-room, and the bake-house; and +now they had only to go into the up-stairs rooms; "all the best +things were there," the mother said. + +These were comfortable rooms, corresponding with those below, but +they were new and not yet taken into use, save one which looked +towards the ravine. In them hung and stood all sorts of household +things not in every-day use. Here hung a lot of fur coverlets and +other bedclothes; and the mother took hold of them and lifted them; +so did Eli, who looked at all of them with pleasure, examined some of +them twice, and asked questions about them, growing all the while +more interested. + +"Now we'll find the key of Arne's room," said the mother, taking it +from under a chest where it was hidden. They went into the room; it +looked towards the ravine; and once more the awful booming of the +waterfall met their ears, for the window was open. They could see the +spray rising between the cliffs, but not the fall itself, save in one +place farther up, where a huge fragment of rock had fallen into it +just where the torrent came in full force to take its last leap into +the depths below. The upper side of this fragment was covered with +fresh sod; and a few pine-cones had dug themselves into it, and had +grown up to trees, rooted into the crevices. The wind had shaken and +twisted them; and the fall had dashed against them, so that they had +not a sprig lower than eight feet from their roots: they were gnarled +and bent; yet they stood, rising high between the rocky walls. When +Eli looked out from the window, these trees first caught her eye; +next, she saw the snowy peaks rising far beyond behind the green +mountains. Then her eyes passed over the quiet fertile fields back to +the room; and the first thing she saw there was a large bookshelf. +There were so many books on it that she scarcely believed the +Clergyman had more. Beneath it was a cupboard, where Arne kept his +money. The mother said money had been left to them twice already, and +if everything went right they would have some more. "But, after all, +money's not the best thing in the world; he may get what's better +still," she added. + +There were many little things in the cupboard which were amusing to +see, and Eli looked at them all, happy as a child. Then the mother +showed her a large chest where Arne's clothes lay, and they, too, +were taken out and looked at. Margit patted Eli on the shoulder. +"I've never seen you till to-day, and yet I'm already so fond of you, +my child," she said, looking affectionately into her eyes. Eli had +scarcely time to feel a little bashful, before Margit pulled her by +the hand and said in a low voice, "Look at that little red chest; +there's something very choice in that, you may be sure." + +Eli glanced towards the chest: it was a little square one, which she +thought she would very much like to have. + +"He doesn't want me to know what's in that chest," the mother +whispered; "and he always hides the key." She went to some clothes +that hung on the wall, took down a velvet waistcoat, looked in the +pocket, and there found the key. + +"Now come and look," she whispered; and they went gently, and knelt +down before the chest. As soon as the mother opened it, so sweet an +odor met them that Eli clapped her hands even before she had seen +anything. On the top was spread a handkerchief, which the mother +took away. "Here, look," she whispered, taking out a fine black +silk neckerchief such as men do not wear. "It looks just as if it +was meant for a girl," the mother said. Eli spread it upon her lap +and looked at it, but did not say a word. "Here's one more," the +mother said. Eli could not help taking it up; and then the mother +insisted upon trying it on her, though Eli drew back and held her +head down. She did not know what she would not have given for such a +neckerchief; but she thought of something more than that. They +folded them up again, but slowly. + +"Now, look here," the mother said, taking out some handsome ribands. +"Everything seems as if it was for a girl." Eli blushed crimson, but +she said nothing. "There's some more things yet," said the mother, +taking out some fine black cloth for a dress; "it's fine, I dare +say," she added, holding it up to the light. Eli's hands trembled, +her chest heaved, she felt the blood rushing to her head, and she +would fain have turned away, but that she could not well do. + +"He has bought something every time he has been to town," continued +the mother. Eli could scarcely bear it any longer; she looked from +one thing to another in the chest, and then again at the cloth, and +her face burned. The next thing the mother took out was wrapped in +paper; they unwrapped it, and found a small pair of shoes. Anything +like them, they had never seen, and the mother wondered how they +could be made. Eli said nothing; but when she touched the shoes her +fingers left warm marks on them. "I'm hot, I think," she whispered. +The mother put all the things carefully together. + +"Doesn't it seem just as if he had bought them all, one after +another, for somebody he was afraid to give them to?" she said, +looking at Eli. "He has kept them here in this chest--so long." She +laid them all in the chest again, just as they were before. "Now +we'll see what's here in the compartment," she said, opening the lid +carefully, as if she were now going to show Eli something specially +beautiful. + +When Eli looked she saw first a broad buckle for a waistband, next, +two gold rings tied together, and a hymn-book bound in velvet and +with silver clasps; but then she saw nothing more, for on the silver +of the book she had seen graven in small letters, "Eli Baardsdatter +Boeen." + +The mother wished her to look at something else; she got no answer, +but saw tear after tear dropping down upon the silk neckerchief and +spreading over it. She put down the _sylgje_[5] which she had in her +hand, shut the lid, turned round and drew Eli to her. Then the +daughter wept upon her breast, and the mother wept over her, without +either of them saying any more. + + [5] _Sylgje_, a peculiar kind of brooch worn in Norway.--Translators. + + * * * * * + +A little while after, Eli walked by herself in the garden, while the +mother was in the kitchen preparing something nice for supper; for +now Arne would soon be at home. Then she came out in the garden to +Eli, who sat tracing names on the sand with a stick. When she saw +Margit, she smoothed the sand down over them, looked up and smiled; +but she had been weeping. + +"There's nothing to cry about, my child," said Margit, caressing her; +"supper's ready now; and here comes Arne," she added, as a black +figure appeared on the road between the shrubs. + +Eli stole in, and the mother followed her. The supper-table was +nicely spread with dried meat, cakes and cream porridge; Eli did not +look at it, however, but went away to a corner near the clock and sat +down on a chair close to the wall, trembling at every sound. The +mother stood by the table. Firm steps were heard on the flagstones, +and a short, light step in the passage, the door was gently opened, +and Arne came in. + +The first thing he saw was Eli in the corner; he left hold on the +door and stood still. This made Eli feel yet more confused; she rose, +but then felt sorry she had done so, and turned aside towards the +wall. + +"Are you here?" said Arne, blushing crimson. + +She held her hand before her face, as one does when the sun shines +into the eyes. + +"How did you come here?" he asked, advancing a few steps. + +She put her hand down again, and turned a little towards him, but +then bent her head and burst into tears. + +"Why do you weep, Eli?" he asked, coming to her. She did not answer, +but wept still more. + +"God bless you, Eli!" he said, laying his arm round her. She leant +her head upon his breast, and he whispered something down to her; she +did not answer, but clasped her hands round his neck. + +They stood thus for a long while; and not a sound was heard, save +that of the fall which still gave its eternal warning, though distant +and subdued. Then some one over against the table was heard weeping; +Arne looked up: it was the mother; but he had not noticed her till +then. "Now, I'm sure you won't go away from me, Arne," she said, +coming across the floor to him; and she wept much, but it did her +good, she said. + + * * * * * + +Later, when they had supped and said good-bye to the mother, Eli and +Arne walked together along the road to the parsonage. It was one of +those light summer nights when all things seem to whisper and crowd +together, as if in fear. Even he who has from childhood been +accustomed to such nights, feels strangely influenced by them, and +goes about as if expecting something to happen: light is there, but +not life. Often the sky is tinged with blood-red, and looks out +between the pale clouds like an eye that has watched. One seems to +hear a whispering all around, but it comes only from one's own brain, +which is over-excited. Man shrinks, feels his own littleness, and +thinks of his God. + +Those two who were walking here also kept close to each other; they +felt as if they had too much happiness, and they feared it might be +taken from them. + +"I can hardly believe it," Arne said. + +"I feel almost the same," said Eli, looking dreamily before her. + +"_Yet it's true_," he said, laying stress on each word; "now I am no +longer going about only thinking; for once I have done something." + +He paused a few moments, and then laughed, but not gladly. "No, it +was not I," he said; "it was mother who did it." + +He seemed to have continued this thought, for after a while he said, +"Up to this day I have done nothing; not taken my part in anything. I +have looked on ... and listened." + +He went on a little farther, and then said warmly, "God be thanked +that I have got through in this way; ... now people will not have to +see many things which would not have been as they ought...." Then +after a while he added, "But if some one had not helped me, perhaps I +should have gone on alone for ever." He was silent. + +"What do you think father will say, dear?" asked Eli, who had been +busy with her own thoughts. + +"I am going over to Boeen early to-morrow morning," said +Arne;--"_that_, at any rate, I must do myself," he added, determining +he would now be cheerful and brave, and never think of sad things +again; no, never! "And, Eli, it was you who found my song in the +nut-wood?" She laughed. "And the tune I had made it for, you got hold +of, too." + +"I took the one which suited it," she said, looking down. He smiled +joyfully and bent his face down to hers. + +"But the other song you did not know?" + +"Which?" she asked looking up.... + +"Eli ... you mustn't be angry with me ... but one day this spring ... +yes, I couldn't help it, I heard you singing on the parsonage-hill." + +She blushed and looked down, but then she laughed. "Then, after all, +you have been served just right," she said. + +"What do you mean?" + +"Well--it was; nay, it wasn't my fault; it was your mother ... well +... another time...." + +"Nay; tell it me now." + +She would not;--then he stopped and exclaimed, "Surely, you haven't +been up-stairs?" He was so grave that she felt frightened, and looked +down. + +"Mother has perhaps found the key to that little chest?" he added in +a gentle tone. + +She hesitated, looked up and smiled, but it seemed as if only to keep +back her tears; then he laid his arm round her neck and drew her +still closer to him. He trembled, lights seemed flickering before his +eyes, his head burned, he bent over her and his lips sought hers, but +could hardly find them; he staggered, withdrew his arm, and turned +aside, afraid to look at her. The clouds had taken such strange +shapes; there was one straight before him which looked like a goat +with two great horns, and standing on its hind legs; and there was +the nose of an old woman with her hair tangled; and there was the +picture of a big man, which was set slantwise, and then was suddenly +rent.... But just over the mountain the sky was blue and clear; the +cliff stood gloomy, while the lake lay quietly beneath it, afraid to +move; pale and misty it lay, forsaken both by sun and moon, but the +wood went down to it, full of love just as before. Some birds woke +and twittered half in sleep; answers came over from one copse and +then from another, but there was no danger at hand, and they slept +once more ... there was peace all around. Arne felt its blessedness +lying over him as it lay over the evening. + +"Thou great, thou Almighty God!" he said, so that he heard the words +himself, and he folded his hands, but went a little before Eli that +she might not see it. + + + + +XVI. + +THE DOUBLE WEDDING. + + +It was in the end of harvest-time, and the corn was being carried. It +was a bright day; there had been rain in the night and earlier in +morning, but now the air was clear and mild as in summer-time. It was +Saturday; yet many boats were steering over the Swart-water towards +the church; the men, in their white shirt-sleeves, sat rowing, while +the women, with light- kerchiefs on their heads, sat in the +stern and the forepart. But still more boats were steering towards +Boeen, in readiness to go out thence in procession; for to-day Baard +Boeen kept the wedding of his daughter, Eli, and Arne Nilsson Kampen. + +The doors were all open, people went in and out, children with pieces +of cake in their hands stood in the yard, fidgety about their new +clothes, and looking distantly at each other; an old woman sat lonely +and weeping on the steps of the storehouse: it was Margit Kampen. She +wore a large silver ring, with several small rings fastened to the +upper plate; and now and then she looked at it: Nils gave it her on +their wedding-day, and she had never worn it since. + +The purveyor of the feast and the two young brides-men--the +Clergyman's son and Eli's brother--went about in the rooms offering +refreshments to the wedding-guests as they arrived. Up-stairs in +Eli's room, were the Clergyman's lady, the bride and Mathilde, who +had come from town only to put on her bridal-dress and ornaments, +for this they had promised each other from childhood. Arne was +dressed in a fine cloth suit, round jacket, black hat, and a collar +that Eli had made; and he was in one of the down-stairs rooms, +standing at the window where she wrote "Arne." It was open, and he +leant upon the sill, looking away over the calm water towards the +distant bight and the church. + +Outside in the passage, two met as they came from doing their part in +the day's duties. The one came from the stepping-stones on the shore, +where he had been arranging the church-boats; he wore a round black +jacket of fine cloth, and blue frieze trousers, off which the dye +came, making his hands blue; his white collar looked well against his +fair face and long light hair; his high forehead was calm, and a +quiet smile lay round his lips. It was Baard. She whom he met had +just come from the kitchen, dressed ready to go to church. She was +tall and upright, and came through the door somewhat hurriedly, but +with a firm step; when she met Baard she stopped, and her mouth drew +to one side. It was Birgit, the wife. Each had something to say to +the other, but neither could find words for it. Baard was even more +embarrassed than she; he smiled more and more, and at last turned +towards the staircase, saying as he began to step up, "Perhaps you'll +come too." And she went up after him. Here, up-stairs, was no one but +themselves; yet Baard locked the door after them, and he was a long +while about it. When at last he turned round, Birgit stood looking +out from the window, perhaps to avoid looking in the room. Baard took +from his breast-pocket a little silver cup, and a little bottle of +wine, and poured out some for her. But she would not take any, though +he told her it was wine the Clergyman had sent them. Then he drank +some himself, but offered it to her several times while he was +drinking. He corked the bottle, put it again into his pocket with the +cup, and sat down on a chest. + +He breathed deeply several times, looked down and said, "I'm so +happy-to-day; and I thought I must speak freely with you; it's a long +while since I did so." + +Birgit stood leaning with one hand upon the window-sill. Baard went +on, "I've been thinking about Nils, the tailor, to-day; he separated +us two; I thought it wouldn't go beyond our wedding, but it has gone +farther. To-day, a son of his, well-taught and handsome, is taken +into our family, and we have given him our only daughter. What now, +if we, Birgit, were to keep our wedding once again, and keep it so +that we can never more be separated?" + +His voice trembled, and he gave a little cough. Birgit laid her head +down upon her arm, but said nothing. Baard waited long, but he got no +answer, and he had himself nothing more to say. He looked up and grew +very pale, for she did not even turn her head. Then he rose. + +At the same moment came a gentle knock at the door, and a soft voice +asked, "Are you coming now, mother?" It was Eli. Birgit raised her +head, and, looking towards the door, she saw Baard's pale face. "Are +you coming now, mother?" was asked once more. + +"Yes, now I am coming," said Birgit in a broken voice, while she gave +her hand to Baard, and burst into a violent flood of tears. + +The two hands pressed each other; they were both toilworn now, but +they clasped as firmly as if they had sought each other for twenty +years. They were still locked together, when Baard and Birgit went to +the door; and afterwards when the bridal train went down to the +stepping-stones on the shore, and Arne gave his hand to Eli, Baard +looked at them, and, against all custom, took Birgit by the hand and +followed them with a bright smile. + +But Margit Kampen went behind them lonely. + +Baard was quite overjoyed that day. While he was talking with the +rowers, one of them, who sat looking at the mountains behind, said +how strange it was that even such a steep cliff could be clad. "Ah, +whether it wishes to be, or not, it must," said Baard, looking all +along the train till his eyes rested on the bridal pair and his wife. + +"Who could have foretold this twenty years ago?" said he. + + + THE END. + + + + + Cambridge: Stereotyped and Printed by John Wilson & Son. + + + + +THE +CHILDREN'S GARLAND + +FROM THE BEST POETS + +SELECTED AND ARRANGED +BY COVENTRY PATMORE + +16mo. Red Vellum. Vignette Title engraved by MARSH. +Price, $1.75. + + +LONDON MORNING POST. + +"It includes specimens of all the great masters in the art of Poetry, +selected with the matured judgment of a man concentrated on obtaining +insight into the feelings and tastes of childhood, and desirous to +awaken its finest impulses, to cultivate its keenest sensibilities." + + +CINCINNATI GAZETTE. + +"The University Press at Cambridge has turned out many wonderful +specimens of the art, but in exquisite finish it has never equalled +the evidence of its skill which now lies before us. 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