Original sentence: After this Steph felt awful and tried to apologise lots of times but Toadie just couldn't forgive her.Toadie is also comparing his wedding to Steph to the wonderful and tragic wedding to the beloved Dee.While Steph was in Shelly Bay for a few weeks, Toadie decided that he too needs some time off, but was going to take longer as he was going away to another law firm for a while