Edited sentence: Listeners who delve into Rhodes' lyrics are often surprised to realize how dark they are, especially in her earlier albums.Painting and writing music were escapes for her and negative feelings were often translated into lyrics.Rhodes has never spoken in-depth about her childhood, but several interviews have indicated that it was unhappy.Rhodes has said in interviews that she suffered from depression at various times in her life, and many fans feel that she is particularly talented in putting her feelings while depressed into words via her lyrics, often identifying closely with them.Rhodes often wrote songs about depression, suicide, death, ghosts, monsters and aliens because they are subjects that interested her.School was especially difficult and she has talked about being tormented and abused by her peers