分类：教育/科学-外语学习
问题：请教一段英语阅读理解的意思,谢谢Ireturnedtomyroo 
Ireturntomyroomtremblingatwhatlayahead.IspenthoursoftortureduringthenextfewdaysgoingoverthewordsofthesongsIwouldsing.Thencamethefinaltrial;whenIstoodinthewingsofthetinyauditorium,waitingtogoon.Foraninstant,aspanicmountedinme,Iwastemptedtoturnandrun.Butthedoctor'swordsecho 'tbeIreturntomyroomtremblingatwhatlayahead.IspenthoursoftortureduringthenextfewdaysgoingoverthewordsofthesongsIwouldsing.Thencamethefinaltrial;whenIstoodinthewingsofthetinyauditorium,waitingtogoon.Foraninstant,aspanicmountedinme,Iwastemptedtoturnandrun.Butthedoctor'swordsecho 'tbeafraidtobeafraid.Andthensuddenlytheamateurorchestrawasplayingmycue,andImovedonstageandbegantosing.
回答：我走在回房的路上，步履蹒跚。剩下来的几天倍受艰熬，反复默念着过几天就要表演的歌曲歌词。“审判日”终于来临了，我站到了不大的演唱台后台的一侧。瞬间，恐慌遍及全身，我想转身逃走。但是博士的话回荡在我的耳边回荡：害怕没有关系。突然业余演奏队弹奏起了我要演唱的歌曲曲调，我走上舞台，开始了表演。