title: Gaining Experience
author: Saffire, Blue
description: Where do we go from here? I love Nick, but I don’t see how this can be fixed. I have never been so confused of hurt in my life. I don’t know if I can move forward, but I am not willing to go down without a fight. I’ve changed and so has everything and everyone around me. Sephora is wrong if she thinks this is over. I wasn’t ready to let her go before and now it is impossible. The skeletons are coming out of the closet and refuse to go back in, but I will come out on top. I always do.